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•Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
•Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
•Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
•Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
•Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
I don't think it's going to be possible to have sex until I get SRS.
It feels so fucking wrong.
I honestly just want to die.
you're going to be in the hospital and be bed ridden for like at least a day after I'd imagine
and even after that its not like you'll be 100% instantly
like ya gotta tell them something I'd assume unless you just don't see or interact with them
>a literal 35 year old white man that claims to be a virgin but also claims to have been raped and had sex with women is telling me how to be a woman
>even though they don't pass in the slightest and can't get hired anywhere as a woman and aren't accepted as a woman by anyone
>who can't stand to see candid pics that show how unpassable he is and thinks being called an ftm is flattering because he looks like a man with tits
>who also dates people as a man and hits on everyone 10+ years younger than them while acting like a teenaged girl
>mfw this person is trying to call me a man and act superior
i have things to do, but good luck to you, really lol
I know some people here play FF14, I want to try it but I have no friends. What server should I play on?
just filter them at this point desu
>It feels so fucking wrong.
>I honestly just want to die.
Thats ok. Some trans people get dysphoria from their genitals and some dont.
I guess im just lucky il never have to pay for srs and deal with all that dilation bullshit.
Plus id just end up using a strapon on anyways, which is a poor imitation of a penis.
can someone answer my question please? i honestly don't get it
from last thread
How are you supposed to tuck for long periods of time? Is it supposed to hurt a lot after a while?
No clue if I somehow fucked up when making the gaff or if it's too tight, but it's so fucking painful
Ohh yah. I'll be in a hotel in a different state for the weekend. So no worries there. It's normal for me to disappear for days on end and to be locked up in my room for weeks so they shouldn't notice anything off.
They will notice me becoming a lot more feminine over the next few months though and I have no plan for that. I'm broke and deliver pizza.
Maybe I'll go to somewhere nice like Portland or Seattle and try to find a new calling there.
yeah thats what he looks like without all the photoshop angles and beauty filters but of course he's going to say that one of the few unedited picture of him is in fact been maliciously edited and all of his blatant edited pics are the real ones lmao its so see through at this point
and no im not misgendering faye calls himself a man so im just going with it
One time I was at a psytrance festival and there were these two chubby arab guys on coke in leather jackets that were just taking a bunch of selfies with their lips pursed and posing with their fingers up for a solid hour it was hilarious
I wish I'd succeeded in drowning myself
hope was a mistake
I wish I had enough painkillers to slit my arteries in the bath without it being excruciating
I'd do it without hesitation
I wish we had euthanasia here
the main way I get to sleep every night is by fantasising about it
go through all your fears like that and come up with answers to counter any arguments.
being overweight doesn't help. :(
I did that last night and it's colored the whole day sad.
My aunt that runs a Catholic radio station network is fine with my transition. tfw I nearly converted to Catholicism for a lover.
I'd have been out of that psych hospital in minutes if any of my friends and family knew I was still alive.
het community too. I caught all sorts of shit for having a dick I often had pull out to piss.
I'm with Faye >>8203556 on this.
While granted many gals would joke about their guy having a small dick with close friends, they wouldn't do it on a public forum where the guy could overhear it.
If clues could be bought, Trump would have one.
anyways i really do have to go do shit and if i stay here for too long with faye's toxic masculinity it's going to effect me negatively lol
i'm already not having the best day so having an antagonistic, misogynistic, transphobic self-identified man misgender me is too much
if ya'll dislike faye then filter her. i've had to do it several times now since she changes her name to lowercase versions etc to bypass it but ya
love and light
did you not hear back yet?
it depends which clinic, some can make you wait for years
Serially abusive mysogenist reacts to not being able to body shame a woman violently and agresivly with more body shaming
There are so many points here that show how really terrible a man you are, from saying a woman can talk about herself as a virgin after forced penetration to your photoshop craziness
Yes Im sure you were literally begging to fuck me because you felt bad, you're the absolute worst kind of red flag abuser in the book and I'm so glad I got away from it
yeah idk why he gets mad when you point out all his obvious lies and bullcrap he brings it on himself as a literal straight white male chaser. i dont understand the mental gymnastics involved when a straight dude calls a woman living full time as a woman and identifies as a woman for nearly a decade a man when he can't even pull off looking female even temporarily
it really activates my almonds but yeah it does make me pissed off as well to see him shit on trans women by calling you a gay man when all he does is pray on girls a decade younger than him and invalidate our identity when it suits him like we are stupid or something
I thought the "unphotoshopped" pics drake and such would post were a meme and not how Faye actually looked
Now I know I'm a fool lol
apology for poor english
where were you when angle man dies
I sat at home taking hormones when edie rings
"faye is kill"
I'm honestly aghast at the levels to which a person nearly a decade older than me can successfully have a more pathetic mental breakdown than any of my bpd/ptsd(?) induced ones lmao.
might as well just kill myself unless insurance does full coverage for me or something
In case you wonder, the really bad pics of me that trolls post are quite real. I provide them myself with my very worst pics from time to time because it amuses me.
It just shows her abusive male privilege side, I deleted hers, I really don't care much, I date pretty openly, if she wants to photoshop pictures of me from a year ago On weed I really don't mind, it doesn't affect my life in the slightest
My half brother's mum is Catholic and she's totally fine with my transition. She did say however that she wouldn't accept me if I was gay so that was odd, thought being trans would be worse.
Got a cold, unable to suck dick for hormones, no hormones. Don't end up like me Parrot, transition early and do well in school so you're ready for a fun life and career by the time you're 21.
transphobic misogynist, picks fights with people 20 years older than them, batshit insane, wants to be a cop or something, every single person who's met them in real life seems to be have been repulsed by them, preys on people over a decade older than them.
feels gud being a gay dude and exercising ur male privilege amirite
I'm not sure if this is true but I think I heard you can request somewhere else. I mean, if you're willing to travel for it then it might move faster. 18 months really doesn't sound right.
Can't you self med?
I have to admit Faye does the same stupid shit consistently but always gets entire threads revolving around her. Shes pretty good at manipulating all of you.
Again which is really healthier, deleting photos of a slightly tubby blocky Mexican drag queen who was nice to you or taking saving and editing year + old pics you were asked not to take while I was on weed
I hope you stop masterbating and talking to trans sex workers all day, and really learn how to be a woman, it's pretty sad you haven't grown after all this time
One is a really sick insane toxic abuser with a history of abusing women, and the other is just a nice person <3
i tried to decipher how many layers of gay it would be for me to suck another girl's dick and my brain broke and i've been picking up the pieces the entire evening
i ha ve no income all of this makes me so self conscious and anxious i cant bring myself to work
and requesting somewhere else just puts you at the start of the list again in a different place
lol like that time pic related was used in the OP and she posted porn and dead animals
she really got us there XD
is a self identified straight male
sexually preys in vulnerable girls a dull decade or more younger than him
brags about being wealthy in front of literal homeless women
calls trans women gay men if they don't want to have sex with him
uses gender as a tool to gain advantages then goes back to being male
drops trip to attack anyone
pathological liar and only posts edited photos
insane and highly unstable
has a fantasy life blog and never is honest about his life guilty of extreme embellishments and outright fabrications
there's not really much I can offer you by way of help. Can you not even get some basic benefits or something? I just cannot believe it's taking them 18 months, what is going on
I mean, I got in bed with a guy last month when I was really drunk, but bitched out at the last second because the dysphoria was eating at me.
I just wanna have a normal life, is that too hard?
how are we feeling today?
i feel fine.
i felt a tiny bit nauseous this morning.
have a bit of a headache.
but i'm feeling nice
worried about the upheaval though, everyone I've ever known lives here and I've only just got my PIP approved, found a dentist here, started physio etc.
why not move to norwich?
not at all actually. I was still boymode when I got my eyebrows first done. just say you want them cleaned and arched high. no need to give your life stories so freely. plenty of gay men get their browns done in a feminine way so that's what she'll assume if you go in boymode
It doesn't count if I want a girl to top me with her penis
Or if I suck her penis
I think I've cried more in the last six months than in the preceding ten years and that's despite the fact my psychological state is, actually, improving.
yeah, neither of us will see my 6" shlong, so it doesn't matter if we can feel it.
oh yeah, and did I mention I'm scared to do anal?
when guys flirt with me, I just kinda shrug it off or act oblivious. (or just be oblivious)
I like being flirted with, but I don't like where it leads :(
Well, I suppose I could, but basically I have a good deal here as my mum is technically my landlord, so she's giving me a really good deal and also I don't have to pay for months at a time because she only takes cash from me. Can't have payments show up on the bank statements under my tranny name because dad still doesn't know.
Maybe I could come to Norwich some time though?
I wonder how many people here actually have cis gfs like I know edie doesn't, and it sounds like Elanna is a shut in
Maybe that's why it feel like dealing with male privilege, they never grew out of their high school bully phases
It's really a shame desu
I hope they get out from under the same place they've been for 4 years.
i'm fine. nursing a nasty headache, but i'm happy.
the price of bitcoin is still consistently going up, but i don't think that's the reason why i'm happy.
i decided to go back to using my computer again.
i can go faster & make fewer mistakes while typing on a keyboard.
Nobody looks good at that angle though, I look like crimson chin with my jaw tilted like that.
Yep, i wish if i actually like someone i could flirt back and let it go and see where it leads
But this way i just nope the fuck out before it even started
Well, there aren't too many good guys around here anyway
i dont he is one of the most toxic and predatory chasers to ever post here i prefer a regular wolf that i can easily identify over a wolf in sheep's clothing like faye is. all of the hate is totally justified and deserved. the motherfucker called us gay men and drag queens on top of all the other horrible shit he's done
There's no need to be scared, as long as you wear a condom nothing should go wrong. Have you ever tried using a vibe/dildo yourself to get comfier about the whole thing? And sadly there's nothing you can do about the feeling thing, but just having it a bit hidden could make it easier to ignore.
I know a girl who does self hypnosis that swears she can use it to make herself forget that her gt is there when she wears panties, maybe you could give that a try and see if it helps.
>straight man brags about having a cis girlfriend on a lgbt board on a thread of women
really makes me think who is the pathetic one...
it's only natural that trash like you would want a strong, confident girl to grip your hair and force themselves on you
or something, i'm not an expert in this field
I have one friend that I'm pretty sure just flirts with me to be nice. He'll do something sweet like offer me a bite of his sandwich, and then talk about which girl he should hook up with in front of me.
>as long as you wear a condom nothing should go wrong
>easier to ignore
Faye - disable vet crying about her gf
Edie - trans cam whore
Elanna - poorfag bully wageslave druggie
Faye - has had some surgery, bought house, bought new cars, buried her father, finished her undergrad studies, in a paid graduate study program, recovered from her disability, legally female,
Edie - trans cam whore
Elanna - poor fag druggie
I mean if it's not the best revenge I don't really know what is
I wonder what living in Las Vegas is like.
The rent seems cheap and from what I remember it was pleasant enough.
Surely I could get a steady job in hospitality in a lower end resort off the strip. Maybe once I pass or something I could go to the nicer places on the strip.
Has anyone lived in Vegas before?
congrats I guess
that doesn't make you a good person or any less of a compulsive liar
screencapped to warn future trans girls to avoid you and showcase how disgusting and pompous you are. this amount of bragging that a privileged white man is doing in front of disadvantaged poc trannies is disgusting. even /pol/ is better than you. can't deny this one or claim photoshop bub
Dog carcass in alley this morning, tire tread on burst stomach.
"But Doctor... I am Pagliacci." Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains.
>I may be a shitty person but at least I have more money than you
Wow, good one.
i found my microphone, but i don't think i want to live stream tonight.
i have a stupid fucking headache.
i think i want to cook some rice.
i should ask my parents for money for groceries.
i'm starting to run out of food
I find it kind of racist that you have to bring up and use her skin color as a shield when I pointed out she hasn't done anything with her life in those four years except
Oh yeah literally pushing a trans girl to suicide with this same bullying stuff and posting the private suicide note addressed to her on mtfg and soc
>tfw relaxing with my moisturized bod while watching faye spiral downward
honestly watching him dig his own grave makes me so happy lol
altho i find it weird that he's bragging about where he was as a 30 year old closeted white guy versus two openly transitioning 20 year old trans women
while still living as a closeted white guy 4 years later who no one loves or sees as a woman
really makes ya think huh? but what do i know, i'm just a gay man who was raised by a family of women, transitioned at 18, and had female friends my whole life
I think Sertii mostly just lost an enormous amount of weight and grew out her hair based on what she's said to me. Of course I really don't have a frame of reference here to compare her with you but for what its worth I get the feeling that HRT takes a good while to have really noticeable effects on its own.
I deleted every message picture and contact of her immediately when we broke up, because I'm sane
Also if you're implying the virgin was forcing the sex worker into sex, no just no
I turned her down multiple times, and even refused to let her see me naked out of the shower
Of course you hate sex workers lol. You're genuinely a horrible misogynist. No wonder your hatred of women has pushed you into identifying as a man despite having tits.
edie bb p l s im earing cereal and i nearly choked from laughing at your post
pls more rare faye pics lmao
what is so fucked in your head that you do this honestly
its so incredible you honestly believe one person is having a conversation with themselves about you
thats actually a more likely scenario for you than multiple people disliking you
I'd recommend anybody visit Norwich who can, it's a lovely city
I know we don't really talk but I think I'd actually hang out with you. Of course, travel within england is odiously expensive and I barely make ends meet. Tory rail privatisation was some shit, huh.
faye is a straight middle aged white man that plays dress up to prey on women occasionally. let's not kid ourselves here. he even calls himself a man so calling him she is actually misgendering lol
i used to live in vegas.
rent is nice there.
but the city is too big, the people are awful.
it's home though.
the air is nice, i guess b/c i lived there.
i don't know much about trans protection, but people seem indifferent to trannies there.
don't know about wages b/c i never managed to find work over in vegas.
ok well, that's not true, i worked part-time for about $9/hr.
not that many conveniences.
living expenses aren't that high, you could get by w/ $250 a month or so
I mean I know I couldn't have sustained being that 8/10 any longer because I was trying to kill myself around the time when I ordered HRT, but it doesn't make the shame and self-loathing dissipate for some reason
I'm so ugly now, even more than before, I look like a fucking abomination
Me in the middle.
You're Susan's-tier, please stop avoiding filters so I can not see you anymore.
>tfw your mom only listens to screaming but hrt has made it so you can't yell as much anymore
i have a headache and my throat hurts pls hugg me
Everything you say speaks of a person with absolutely reprehensible political opinions. There is very little worth in engaging with you on a political level besides using you as an example of "scratch a liberal and a fascist bleeds".
i wanna know how to get diagnosed in adulthood... my parents will not tell me and i had a weird childhood so im anxious about it. idk. i dont know what im looking for out of this i just want to know i guess
Very abusive and privileged, I wish I had been treated a male buff weight lifter growing up so I could be this deragotory towards women
Unfortunately I was always just a small quiet femboy who was mongamous and crossdressed when alone to feel better
Quality of life is okay if you can stand the heat.
I haven't lived the since transing, but, most ppl don't give a shit about faggots.
There are protection laws on the books.
But ppl can still be dicks.
Wages are like 12-14 for a legit office job starting out.
Casinos are about the same, even if you scrub floors. But, that's a life that'll suck your soul out if it's not a temporary job for your life plan.
There's parks n shit I guess.
Not sure what you mean.
A good amount of lgbt community + trash health care tho.
You can scrape by on 700/month for an ok apartment, food/gas/utilities.
But I mean SCRAPE
Prolly 500 in a shitty ghettovillE apartment where you'll either get shot or raped or both.
Vegas is massive.
Hundreds of communities and demographics.
It takes 30 minutes to drive from one end to the other at 3am with no traffic on the highway
>Hop out of the shower, moisturize, get dressed
>"Hey what if I check on /mtfg/ today."
Welp, time for VIDEO GAMES.
but you were my man. in the armed services even. also you're the only dude attacking women itt. im just being a catty bitch toward an arrogant privileged chaser
the next time you type something completely incomprehensible, PLEASE take a second to think about how much you love to correct other people's mistakes
the lack of self awareness you have is truly monkey-tier
>it's le photoshop
Yeah, okay. It's not like it's a secret that many people here hate your hon ass.
if i turn out to hate it here in reno, i guess i could fly back to vegas, or maybe i'd like to transfer to a foreign economy.
i think maybe japan or south korea.
don't care too much for this country, not b/c it's all like i'm disappointed or anything, well i am disappointed, but that's not why.
as life goes on, i'm just feeling more & more that i just don't stand for anything.
i don't identify w/ being american anymore than i identify as hispanic or living.
it's just a thing that i am.
i just don't stand for anything, which i think means that i don't have a whole lot of respect for ideals or existence.
i can just be, & that's not for someone like me.
if i had the money, i'd totally start drifting.
b/c i just don't give enough of a shit
Not realizing it was a lot more difficult being out and open trans 15 years ago. You had family support too. Faye had an actively hostile family.
ilu bb please know that even tho we barely talk off 4chan I honestly consider you a real answer true friend and one of my fave posters even if I only rarely give out (You)s
keep being an amazing help to trans girls edie you legit helped me change my life permanently for the better with just a few pep talks and hair advice <33333
no they just show how long her face is and how much of her hairline has receded and stuff
i'm gonna let her continue to freak out and spiral out of control desu, i just keep coming back to watch it and laughing but i should just
let it be
<3 ily2 bb and you helped me when no one else was and when i really needed it so i'll always be forever grateful to you for that.
I was always mistreated for being small and having issues presenting as a man even in the military, it's worse when you don't even get the leeway a female would get
You went from being cocky aggressive and huge with a problem with judging people from an abusive church
To being cocky a little less huge and just as judgemental
Idk what to say if you don't see how your privilege is rolling off you right now, and I'm sorry you think that talking about male privilege and upbringing is the same as misgendering, so you feel the right to be abusive to a woman, but you do you
I'm not really trans because I just transitioned as a piece of post-modern performance art that concludes with me being executed with mortar fire after an unsuccessful attempt to seize power via coup in the democratic people's republic of korea.
>no they just show how long her face is and how much of her hairline has receded and stuff
that sounds fun desu
but I guess you should save some anyway, don't want to blow them all on this one thread
always friend <3 you're one of the few girls here I would actually meet with and hang out for a day and you still have my phone # if u ever need to text in a dark time ya know. I got ur back for the emotional stuff I would give u a hug rn if I could bc i know how this place gets sometimes ( also lmao @pic)
only because you asked please.
please make strawpoll and stuff to humiliate me. make the secret true. if you can visualize it will become real
>implying you don't anonpost and are one of the biggest faye detractor and are angry at Faye ever since you were ID'd as a child porn enthusiast and now you're sad that you didn't even get accepted>>8204068
into community college and stuff
oooh even my 89 iq figured that out :3
side thought: what would you do if your mom was a terf?
turns out i did ok in my 3rd calculus test.
i forgot to do my cs homework.
i guess i better get on that.
after i have some rice though.
They're way too damn big.
I mean 18"?
No cis girl over 6 feet tall would ever have shoulders over 14"
And I stood upon the sand of the sea, and saw a beast rise up out of the sea, having seven heads and ten horns, and upon his horns ten crowns, and upon his heads the name of blasphemy.
And the beast which I saw was like unto a leopard, and his feet were as the feet of a bear, and his mouth as the mouth of a lion: and the dragon gave him his power, and his seat, and great authority.
And I saw one of his heads as it were wounded to death; and his deadly wound was healed: and all the world wondered after the beast.
And they worshipped the dragon which gave power unto the beast: and they worshipped the beast, saying, Who is like unto the beast? who is able to make war with him?
>having a really shitty self-image
>be too scared to talk to people and make friends cuz above
>buy a bunch of skincare and haircare stuff to fill the void inside you and be soft
>stay in your room 24/7 cuz the world is scary
>have a wardrobe consisting of just t-shirts and jeans
>shitpost on /mtfg/ to waste time as you slowly age
>add makes you want to reply to posts as fast as possible because it bothers you to have replies that don't have replies from you
>tfw mom is a physically violent Christian TERF
wew lass. the best thing to do is cut all ties with them and never ever speak or make contact. those people are only negative and hostile influences in your life. it. can be hard because that's your mom but it's the healthiest and safest choice
remember that time you fought with drake for like an hour about your fake online IQ lmao
he's 19 and you're 37
you fought with an actual teenage on 4chan about your IQ
I mean holy shit man
>man bullies a transgirl to her death
>gets a girl high and drunk
>tries to fuck her repetedly and gets turned down
>gets her high and drunk more
>comes to visit her again
>downloads pre transition pics off her facebook
>gets angry and abusive
>gets told that he should leave the relationship if he can't change
>spends years angry and bitter
>repetedly posts her pics for over a year
>talks about her body and shames it
>talks about her genitals being ugly
>tells her she's ugly
>calls her a man
>trys to say she'll always be one
I mean, this is pretty clearly fucked up right
>play Dark Souls for a bit
>come back to some highly entertaining drama
This is a comfy night.
idk I felt the last few editions peaked with Sertii's timeline and went horrendously downhill into insane drama while I was distracted but I am for obvious reasons biased towards my friends.
do something for me nim
If someone took photos of you after getting you drunk when you were pretty early on, before you knew how to cut your hair and look attractive, and then downloaded every photo from your facebook and posted it here,
all the insecurity even when you get ma'amd every day
how'd you feel about it, would you say that person is a good person?
what the fuck no. do NOT do that as it only adds stress to your psyche and you don't need that it'll just make you unhappy and long for something that will never be.
cut all ties and contact with her full stop ASAP. my cis female friends said the same stupid shit but I just called called them retarded and ignored their stupid ass "advice"
NEVER keep someone like that around in your life no matter who it is
I was wondering. Have you considered a job in construction?
Maybe she loves you?
Only the ones most hurt act out the worst.
hrt + voice training helped with mine
Idk, still visible when I look up at cars
I want to knee him in the jaw is what's wrong with that pic.
God I hope so.
That way, you could be pissy at your cuck husband who bought you a new suburban for no reason instead of mtfg.
Well, I had a full facial reconstruction, but I modeled before I had it. Just have your body resculpted to look like a model.
highlight of the day was walking down a busy street in the center of town to deliver an order and a car going by and yelling WHAT THE FUCK and everyone facing me looks down and starts laughing. honorable mentions: every customer that looked at me like i was a monster and didn't tip at all. manager being a dick literally all day. the restaurant staff making fun of me for my selective choice in food because eating disorder so i havent eaten a thing all day.
I don't really think you act faggy I just want to tease you.
but I would actually like to know how to act faggy since people here said if you act like a fag girls will stop thinking you're interested in them
Not really. Remember going from bar to bar with friends shouting stuff along the line of "Go cretins!" in every place they were watching soccer until we inevitably got kicked out.