>When you know your family will never really accept you and you'll be a joke
>when your best friend would give only tepid support at best
>when you'll never actually physically be the gender you are trying to be
>when you know you'll never be found attractive outside of desperate guys and guys with weird fetishes
>when you're one of the smallest and most hated groups in the world
>when you know that the only alternative is being unhappy and repressed
Tell me again why I shouldn't off myself
>>8192470
I have no reason. We should both self kill.
>>8192470
How old are you?
>>8192470
ive built a delusion in my mind where the world is a video game and it helps me get through life because i want to get my 60 dollars worth and see all the content
>>8192470
>>when you're one of the smallest and most hated groups in the world
agp?
>>8192470
That's literally me, but I feel like if I ever get to the point where I'm actually going to kill myself, I might as well just give it a shot and become a hon and experience all of that and THEN kill myself.
>>8192479
18, but also depressed and lazy so I can't just leave to start a new life, I know my family would still buy me tranny pills but the knowledge they don't really accept me would fuck with me mentally everyday (already does)
>>8192483
hah, no, but I guess they're even smaller
>>8192503
>lazy
If you're lazy, you don't deserve happiness. Get out of there and transition. Put some effort into your life and maybe you'll be happy.
>>8192517
Why try when society would hate me and no one would truly accept me?
>>8192540
Just the reality of being trans. Make the best of what you've got. It'll probably be better than how you're feeling now.
>>8192546
It will feel better in a delusional kinda way yeah, but deep down I'll know that everyone just thinks of me as a man in a dress, and some people would take it as far as me being not worthy of humanity. Suicide has never been more appealing to me
>>8192564
Fuck everyone else. Do your thing.
>>8192581
Yeah but I know what I am and what ill never be, what's the point in that?
>>8192584
But anon, wouldn't you rather die trying than just die?
>>8192586
Why can't I just go out on my own terms right now and save myself the trouble? I can die honorably and not the laughing stock of the planet
>>8192601
I mean, you technically could. But I'm just saying what I'd do and why I'd rather just try to be a girl and fail than not try at all. After all, you miss 100% of the shots you don't take.
18 and afraid to transition even though parents would accept them. I'm 23 and been repressing my best because I wouldn't have a family or friends and I would be completely alone.
>>8192804
They wouldn't accept me, they just wouldn't throw me out. I could go through with transition but I'd be a joke and embarrassment in their eyes
>>8192804
lolol sacrificing your hapiness for temporary pleasure.
you're a naive idiot, your 32 better transition soon and do what's pratical and sustaining. I know change is hard anon but if they don't like you for you...you need to not walk away...but fucking RUN
>>8192470
I have a working sense of self preservation myself op.
>>8192470
Better off being a sissy guy or a butch dyke. At least they aren't fooling people about their genitals.