I asked my mom about my real dad today. She had me when she was about my age on accident with a guy she had only been dating a month. Then they split up and my mom met my step dad when I was three months old. But she said something strange today. She said "funny thing is, your dad asked me if you were a boy or a girl, and when I told him you were a girl he made it obvious that he would have stuck around if you were a boy." The reason this is funny is because I am a trans man now.
It's somewhat fucking with my head. Because im having thoughts that he fucked me up when I was a kid somehow to make me the way I am now. Even as a child I had dysphoria so I don't know.. am I crazy?
I'm genderfluid/bigender - straight biological male, but has a thing with pregnant women, the thought of her had sex & the wonders of motherhood. I don't care if the unborn baby comes out a boy or girl (sex or gender), I'm like into the mother's naturally feminine figure, & I'm most likely her platonic friend if there's no chance of a LTR, but enjoy yourself, lady.
>>8174596
>op: contemplating serious life changing events
>you: brings up irrelevant fetish
I guess theres not really much to it, sometimes life has a weird way of foreshadowing these things. Maybe you kinda always were this way from the start? Maybe you dad lowkey knew? But dont let HIM of all people get to you, Its likely he would of been gone either way because hes a scumbag and you shouldnt give a fuck about him, IMO.
>>8174540
It's probably just a coincidence, and you're not likely to find out about it even if it somehow wasn't.
>>8174540
And the gender identitarians still deny male/female socialization happens from the very start.
>>8174540
Hormone influence in the womb is affected by the mother's behavior and lifestyle. If she secretly wished you to be a boy, who knows. We don't know enough about the process to know for certain, but ton of research has shown how mother's can fuck up their babies by acting weird during pregnancy.
>>8176802
>but ton of research has shown how mother's can fuck up their babies by acting weird during pregnancy
Like what? I want to read about this.