>BDD getting better and feeling much better about body
>Get all hair hacked off because it's no big deal
>Have relapse where it's bad enough you can't look at mirrors
It'll never get better
>>8158479
If I can go an extended period with out seeing my reflection, I feel better.
>>8158585
I was sure everything had gotten better. I looked better when I saw a reflection, and people said nice things. I look grotesque without hair.
>>8158661
I know that feeling. I look so bad with short hair because I look naturally like a FtM and short hair makes me look like a failed FtM. Then everyone has the audacity to say I look "handsome now" lmao like fuck off I am ruined for another 3 months
it gets better as you get older, dude. I still have it but life gets busier and you have less time to stare in the mirror.
>>8158675
>handsome now
At least you get that. The last time I cut my hair all people said was " oh, you cut your hair".
>>8158675
>>8158714
People might have said I look like one but I'm not an FtM
>>8158996
>I'm so tired
>>8158996
Please hang in there. Things are probably better than you think and you're probably very close to getting what you need.