lewd edition
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous >>8110926
anon thread
>>8112551
>Derailing my cleaning efforts with lewd
for shame
pepnis
>hang out with a group of friends/family
>have a good time in the moment
>get home and reflect on the day
>feel extremely isolated, lonely and bitter towards friends/family
What did I mean by this literally every time with not a single exception?
>>8112552
Speculation based on quantifiable observations
It's definitely possible to develop insensitivities to medications
There's really no explanation as for why only 1 brand of cypro has worked my whole life
>>8112558
dis u
Seiryu you're being REALLY DUMB about your T levels and I seriously suggest you do some research or at least read /hrtgen/ or something. You can't just say you're immune to cypro because you can still get hard oh my god.
>>8112567
ive never tasted semen before
i wanna
>>8112568
I've spent the past half decade in higher education for medicine I'm pretty sure I know what I'm talking about
It doesn't really even matter anyway in 8 weeks I'm getting the snip snip so please stop ragging on me about it
Death to amy!!
>>8112576
>ive never tasted semen before
>i wanna
you have a feminine penis yourself you dumb slut
>>8112576
>>8112576
Really?
>tfw dream about being pregnant
why ;~;
>>8112560
i guess it just doesn't matter if you have a good time in the moment if in the end you aren't really being fulfilled in life and are still full of the same old neuroses
>>8112589
Too late for me, I can't make cum anymore so I need a guy to help me taste it.
>>8112589
my girl juice doesnt taste the same as my boy juice did
even the texture is different
how was your workout today /mtfg/
i need to get a road bike .___.
>>8112572
I mean bobber pain isn't that bad. It's mainly just a tightness and occasional slight ache.
Cypro pains are full on "You're not going to get to do anything for a bit because you've had your nuts stomped and now they're hurting really bad" pain.
Not fun.
>>8112594
u wanna be pregnant? i hear it's drag but can be fun
>>8112589
yea but i dont make semen
we'll see if my t goes up enough for me to again
but ye
i havent made semen in forever
>>8112591
me rn
>>8112593
ye
>>8112603
This is what pregnancy looks & feels like, LOLZ
>>8112601
I just woke up and it's 5pm lol
Yay :) Hubby is home now. Let the celebrations commence!
>>8112614
that's too bad
maybe start learning yoga so you can do some in your house :)
i keep meaning to myself..
>>8112576
You don't. It's gross. :(
I don't want to go to work, fuck
I want a day off
I want to get off this ride
>>8112619
>hubby
You don't have to go down this road you know
>>8112607
My boy past self would cum on your face to be honest not gonna lie
>>8112627
you're gonna have a good career with good health insurance and job stability
it's worth it!
>>8112601
I just woke up myself :S It seems like you got a good work-out though!
quitting smoking has been fucking harder than starting transition oh my god
>>8112625
I don't like exercise inside, I only like it when it's sunny and the birds are chirping and stuff, nice and calm
>>8112614
use an umbrella
>>8112636
I missed the deadline to get certified now I need to wait until November. My only option is to go back to school. Lol.
>>8112633
But my face is one of the grossest parts about me
>>8112647
dirt road gets really gross though, that's main issue
>>8112631
What road? :O
>>8112643
yoga's calming and girly and even better outside when the weather's clement tho
>>8112648
keep your eye on the prize girl
>>8112649
Makes it cuter cuz the effort shows.. ngl
>>8112627
iktf
farming sucks, but it's all that I have left that I can do, and I really can't do it anymore.
>>8112658
what effort
>>8112567
this is gross
>>8112648
*hugs*
Take some extra courses, and setup a reminder for the next certification sign up round.
>>8112657
idk, maybe I'll try it
>>8112648
why did you miss the deadline? why can't you do anything you want before next deadline?
>>8112653
Ah. mine;s at least gravel, and I can walk in the fields.
>>8112663
Being cute cuz my past sexually confuses me and makes me feel like im a straight guy despite having no connection and feeling like its someone elses yet inderstanding it
>>8112657
Yeah the good thing about all this, possibly the only thing is that I can get an orchi and transition while in class.
>>8112667
Summer classes are really tight and limited, I can only take one math class and have to wait until fall to retake my chem and bio and do more math. It'll be 3 years before I finish. I'll be 28 applying to grad school against 22 year olds. ._.
>>8112670
there isn't much open area around the house to walk, it's mostly forest and the trail is in disrepair :/
I want to one day look back at an earlier point in my life and think "things were worse back then"
>>8112669
I didn't see the deadline to apply was April 7. I thought there was none.
I can do whatever I want technically but I'm gonna retake some classes to get my GPA back up and work hard to save up money before November.
My tech license for the state expires this September so honestly it all may be very pointless. I'll come back to all this in December depending on how my grades and transition are turning out.
>>8112683
I do that often since I am left highschool now
i don't think i can pass as a straight dude anymore
at the very least I now look like a shy and depressed femboy who always wears hoodies to hide boobs
>>8112689
Ye.... things are definitely worse now than in high school for me
>>8112690
cute anon
>>8112693
how come? want to talk about it?
>>8112601
>denver
my brother lives around there lol
why does everything hurt so bad what is this hell
I hate life
my boobs maybe kinda look like actual boobs now
>>8112676
>I'll be 28 applying to grad school against 22 year olds. ._.
don't let that hold you back. It's a very minor issue.
>>8112685
Keep fighting and trying to make progress. Any way you can get an exemption from the deadline and apply late?
>>8112680
Put some muck boots on and tromp trhough the woods.
I want to go home but I have to visit family
>>8112702
are yer balls still hurting?
a lower dosage might help
>>8112705
That's awesome!
>friends says to me "wow you really hate trannies"
If only you knew
>>8112713
don't cry wakasagihime everything will be okay
>>8112715
one of the bright things about my childhood was tromping through the woods around my house.
ok, after a bit of crunching scenarios in my head, i think the most sustainable objective in trading is make your decisions for the purpose of accumulating capital, not money.
b/c the more capital you have, the more money you can make off of it, no matter what.
but i guess that's just common sense
>>8112705
>tfw bobs still look like cone tit man boobs after 9 months
when does it end
>>8112705
Hey, me tooo!
>>8112729
and think about this "capitol you control".
>tfw 6 months and barely have bobs
i gotta fix my diet
>>8112714
Dose lowering might also be a good idea since then it'd last longer but idk.
I can't risk ending up with T going up, if that happens idk how I'd cope.
I think I just need to suffer for a while.
>>8112731
Mine don't even look like boobs but I'm going to have to probably wear a sports bra to work so they stay still.
Weird feel.
>>8112731
how much E are you taking?
okay this is my skin routine now
am:
cerave cleanser
witch hazel for toner
st ives aha pads
timeless vitamin c serum
neutrogena hydro boost moisturizer
pm:
cerave cleanser
witch hazel for toner
stridex bha pads
timeless vitamin c serum
netruogena hydro boost moisturizer
is that good
>>8112709
I can apply late but don't want to. My plan A was to go to school. I'd rather be full time at 28 and making 150k a year at 32 instead of being full time at 27 and making 150k a year at 36.
>>8112732
I don't know about you but Maeve is a lot younger than me, so I wouldn't use her as a timeline of your own expectations.
Bobbers will develop for like 6 years, you just have to be patient.
>>8112746
not regular ones
if I ask for one it's a 3 week delay when using the nhs and I can't afford to go private.
>>8112746
i eat pizzas a lot tho
>>8112736
well, i don't quite get what you're saying here, but control is another good concept.
it is interesting to think how much control you'd have over a market, even as a mediocre supplier of a commodity
>>8112752
yes that is good
my routine:
am:
cleanser when I shower
face cream after I shave
acne cream if I have any spots
pm:
go to bed crying and lay in bed for the next couple days
markets are kind of shit tier tb h
Since the girls in Cis LesGen were pretty rude I want to ask here again:
Would cis lesbians date a transgirl if she completly passes and had all necessary surgeries like hrt, srs and voice?
>>8112719
What had you said?
i'm awake
hello
my girlfriend is my everything and i just want to make her happy uwu
>>8112774
I wouldn't date a cis lesbian.
And I'm sure to answer your question, they totally would.
>>8112774
depends, does she want le truvag, or le neovag?
muh chromosomes, or muh passing?
or does she even care? like she sees a woman, therefore it's a woman?
there is a tiny bit of nuance in sexuality vs. identity vs. politics.
i try not to get involved either way
anyone want a bf?
must like: cuddling, head pats, and outdoors stuff
>>8112783
estrofem or progynova?
>>8112783
im going to go see a dietitian soon
are you proud of me
>>8112793
yes
>>8112783
Yeah I always wear flannels so they can't be seen but can't do that in hot weather or work
>>8112785
Same
>>8112783
No.
When I went in to get my results of the last blood test there was a med student in there so I was terrified to say pretty much anything.
I barely asked for a referral to a GIC then I left and went and cried on a bench in the park for a bit because of how pathetic I felt I'd been.
Didn't tell my GP that I'd started on e, and I didn't ask for my results. The med student sitting in there threw me off.
https://youtu.be/33QwamMHVlA
>>8112826
you can ask to not have them there you know, I do it when I talk to my doctor usually
>>8112760
When I was young I traded stocks for others. Their capitol, my control. For that I charged about 5% total fees a year. 2% to my self, and about 3% for staff, office expenses, etc.
>>8112774
some will even date ones who still have a dick.
>>8112826
Call your doctor's office and ask. Tell them you were intimidated by the presence of the intern.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5EM3-VK5v1g
post music
>>8112792
>>8112787
>>8112839
thats quite the opposite or at least a much more objectiv and realistic answer than i got in the other thread which was a pretty strong downer. Thank you for giving me hope again!
>neovag
what does a neovag look like? I couldnt find much so far.
>>8112845
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eqpSdNe6tIo
>>8112843
I don't think so but my boyfriend does at least
>>8112845
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ugwl46p7vvk
I actually feel immensely relieved now. Having an indecisive personality can suck sometimes. Making choices is really hard. Having only one path means I can focus all of my attention on it. I just need to keep my shit together while I get my grades back up and let HRT do its thing. I just hope organic chemistry and microbiology and genetics and calculus don't kill me.
sometimes i feel bad
>>8112888
I will, I fucked myself really hard in algebra and chem 1 by not getting any of the books because I hate buying textbooks and couldn't find them online.
>>8112897
/r/slavelabour
offer like $5 a book and someone will generally find it within a day
I don't know how, but they do.
Hello girls
i-is it ok if i trip here?
>When bitch boys keep approaching you but are always broke and/or neet
Ugh, kill me senpai, at least theyre fun to mess with and something is better than nothing.
>>8112902
I hate this stupid college industry of selling textbooks FUCK
I'm gonna search for ways to find it cheap and used online
>>8112858
I'm worried about the same thing because I spent most of my life an overweight slave to carbs, and then everything kinda fixed itself with some mix of keto and eating disorders, but I don't know, I've been at roughly the same weight for a good 6-8 months regardless of how I've been eating in the periods between being weighed, so maybe I don't have to worry anymore, but what if I let the pizza in and I get fat again, and then I'm never able to lose the weight again and I just give myself another reason to want to slit my wrists (as if I needed another), but on the other hand, even though I've increased my caloric intake greatly since starting hormones, I'm still only happy with my body when I can see my ribs and I can still see them pretty well when I look in the mirror, but then I look down at my body and feel fat again.
>>8112909
YES
>>8112845
https://youtu.be/hlnHtAzsS3Q
>>8112858
the "less pizza" diet is definitely not as fun
>>8112879
oh yeah you can just wait for the next results
and don't beat yourself up so much about anxiety and stuff, it's understandable
>>8112865
are you two planning on meeting up soon?
>>8112909
yup! tell us something nice about yourself
>>8112911
>noun
I remember that duuuuuddddeeeee
>>8112888
I shouldnt have asked there. I only saw afterwards that there is a general LesGen thread. Newbie and this board is kind of confusing.
plese.respond
>have to it in the shower
this is my life now
>>8112700
is he rich
er i mean cute, is he cute?
>>8112924
mado likes him so hes probably a loser thats my policy
>>8112928
sit, have to SIT in the shower
>>8112926
helo
>>8112922
umm ive been transitioning for a few years and have had breast surgery...idk lol i like anime and idk ._.
>>8112925
chaos tends to rule in lgbt
>>8112939
that's cool! so do you have mega milkers now?
>>8112911
>all that slave talk
people are really weird
>>8112937
>>8112938
thx you
>>8112918
no it's not you know that
>>8112947
y-ya lol...it was worth it...it was from daddies money that i had at the time so whatever lmao...
>>8112958
that's a soul crushing pic right there
>>8112969
im not even rly sad about trans stuff right now I just thought it is funny
cyan:wave2:selling bf services 49gp/hr
>>8112958
What the fuck is this picture from
>>8112976
amy victoria posted it originally afaik
>>8112976
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/6487796/#6488518
>>8112978
what haooened to her anyway
mom trying to get me to go on a tour for my trip
getting in a little van and riding around to all the interactions in paris was one of my worst experiences ever traveling
>>8112988
idk shes raping people in heaven now
>>8112988
probably in jail for rape
>>8112990
Hey I'm in Paris, France.
(If that's the paris you were talking about)
>>8112995
ye
ill be there june 1/2-3
>>8112997
Ayyy, I'll try to remember that
>>8112974
49 girl penises/hour is an astonishing rate desu i couldnt get through that many
cuddle
>>8113002
excuse me gp stands for gold pieces
how come thread is so dead is everyone at easter dinner
>>8113031
>tfw no one to spend Easter with
my chin isn't so bad but my mustache still has a lot of hairs :(
I'm soooo tired and now I have to go to the new girls birthday party, and the other new girl is flying out tomorrow from New York ;-;
>>8112843
ok i eat some
>>8112845
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9KUgqpAXn2U
>>8112917
I haven't had to deal with an eating disorder so I don't really know what to say but if it's still an issue and it is an option for you, therapy can help. We have so many body issues I'm sure they probably overlap sometimes :/
I spent several years quite obese before dieting and I've maintained at my current weight for around 14 months. You can eat whatever you want as long as you stay disciplined on portions and how many calories you take in and it's okay to have a cheat day where you over do it a bit.
>>8112922
>the "less pizza" diet is definitely not as fun
Truth :(
>>8113036
>tfw no one to spend Easter with
hugg
I wish this was the case. All I have is my crazy family, which I haaaate ;_;
>>8113044
caffeine...
sooooo what's for dinner
>>8113052
>All I have is my crazy family, which I haaaate ;_;
;-;
hugg
spending holdays with my dad's side of the family always felt shitty, so I feel ya
At least I can have some comfy food and relax in comfy clothes
>>8113068
looks yummi
I'm making some tacos and then putting on a pot of red beans and rice for lunch tomorrow
>>8112922
>Empire! Empire! (I Was a Lonely Estate)
lmao, I have this poster in my room.
>>8113071
that sounds really good too
just got home
talked to some hot guys who are probably the same age as my dad and one of them was showing off this natural birch flogger he made to me, wew
I hope he didn't notice my enormous man-jaw taking up half my face ;-;
>>8113044
what
Everything's gonna be okay I think
We're all gonna make it
Need to work hard and focus
Don't let that depression or dysphoria jerk show its ugly head around too long tell it to leave
>>8113083
he wants the bp dear
lil or little
>>8113095
Liddle
>>8113044
have you started learning korean yet?
also, what happens when you're deployed and there are 50 hot buff guys around you and you're all drunk and you are feeling horny?
what happens?
>>8112649
>But my face is one of the grossest parts about me
True you're kinda uggo, but at least not gross anymore.
Cant wait to take to you to the Lakeshore. Gonna make you wear boyfriend shorts, a cropped cami, and makeup.
>>8113036
>tfw no bf to put on a dress for
>>8112576
I wonder, does semen taste differently for everyone? Does HRT change how you perceive the taste? Now I'm curious all of a sudden...
>>8113103
semen's flavor varies a lot, largely due to dietary factors
>>8113091
:D
I believe in you friend
>mtfg lust hour
where do i put my dick
>>8112845
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_0BPnJUx_Yw
>>8113077
>>8113092
amg sloths <3
i can't make gt milk anymore
>>8113117
okay
>>8113117
to maintain milk
take soy lecithin to milki
fyi
>>8113118
am i dying
>>8113117
totally dry or very little?
what day/month did you start hrt?
>>8113109
any nice guy will do
any thoughts about chasers?
>>8113124
totally dry okay
6 months ago today
>>8113128
what day and month tho?
>>8113123
not at this moment
>>8113129
idk like october something in 2016
i lost count cuz at one point i was running out of hrt at one point and had to reduce until i had none left
so i dont count that time
so im 6 months
um i'm so full
and not lewd -_____-
but i haven't even touched the salad dammit
>>8113137
pat ur lil hed
sorry I'm such a bitch
I should really talk to my irl friends rather than using this place
>>8113144
You should listen to us and actually transition
>>8113141
>blushes
i think i'm gonna put my salad in the fridge & go to the gender center early so i can read before the group meeting
>>8113156
how does a average meeting go
>>8113135
idk why it just feels really hard for me to know how many months I've been on hrt
I started november 17th 2016
>>8113110
I get so demotivated halfway through semesters
I need my very own support group to keep me going so I can finish this
Been trying to finish this stupid degree for 7 years
We are going to do this ahhh
>>8113162
6 months in two days
>>8113165
wtf if you started october and you're six months how can I be six months in two days if i started the 17th of november?
>>8113153
Well I have given up on trying to quit hrt
I just have a lot of internalised transphobia remaining
>>8113170
cuz i said there was a month where i had a weird dosage and was off for like a week in a half
no food :(
>>8113180
eat me uwu
>>8113160
a sign-in sheet it passed around and everyone introduces themselves (as much as they want to)
the political one gives us an update on what's happening at the capitol/wherever, typically during her intro
we write down any topics we want to discuss whether it's dysphoria/coming out to parents/cool things that have happened on the sign-in sheet (none required)
the moderator goes through the list and we discuss stuff
sometimes people get together after the meeting for food
it's pretty alright, i like it. a good way to get some social interaction
>>8113183
what if it's your first time
do you have to talk
>>8113182
nim, that is very lewd.
Post hands, I'm bored.
>>8113173
wtf
I used a date calculator and it said 4 months 29 days
>>8113192
tfw female digit radtio but manhands
>>8113193
oh
i think i counted november whoops
>>8113192
Hell yeah hand autism time
>>8113190
nope
>>8113190
no you just go there and sit down write name on sign in and if you don't want to talk just say pass
>>8113205
but they'll ask me to
>>8113204
I need to get on top of my fitbit, I never reach goals anymore
Too laaaazy
>>8113209
what do people talk about in yours
>>8113211
they really won't
if they do that place sucks
i'm out imouto
>>8113214
>not having an apple watch
>>8113215
whatever is going on in their life mostly. sometimes people come from other places to give presentations about something.
>>8113224
I can't afford that shit. I want an iPhone though
this is why I don't shave every day
>>8113202
why is this hard tho
it seems so easy
am I on the spectrum
https://www.reddit.com/user/conjure_one
do you think this is a real tranny or are they trolling
because if they're legit then this is about to be real sad hours
>>8113233
Is the room you are in warm so you don't goose bump?
>>8113233
Try better skin care instead of blaming it on shaving
>>8113192
Wew
>>8113238
well you will find out in a few weeks I guess they said chasity cage arrived.
>>8113197
Mine have feminine ratio and I don't get why when the rest of me is so masculine
>>8113238
>tattoos
tfw M&Ms are melting.
>>8113249
tattoos can be good you lamo christian
>>8113245
I can't wait to be out of the closet so I can have nice nails
>>8113249
what's wrong with tattoos?
>>8113238
Omg omg she is soooo pretty i wanna look like that tho shed look great tho really with a bewbjob
>>8113204
:(
(hugg)
its snowing again
>>8113263
you suck and have bad opinons
>>8113192
>>8113197
>tfw female digit radtio but manhands
iktf
>>8113267
enjoy your asymmetry :^)
>>8113265
What's wrong?
>>8113263
what about when they do look good
>>8113098
Uhm keep my self pure for my wife
>>8113263
well that's up to who is looking at it.
>>8113238
wtf
>>8113274
literally looks like he printed out some paintings he liked and glued them to his arm
>>8113273
the cuts and burns make me sad
(hugg)
>>8113270
enjoy your autism about symmetry?
>>8113290
ill enjoy not have ink as well :)
>>8113293
okay hope you will also enjoy eating the same 4 things your entire life
>>8113282
this is a cis girl trolling right...
>>8113293
but nimmers i like tattoo
you saying you don't like buddi haleyigh
>>8113298
weak puberty/some type of ais/etc.
>>8113309
Have you tried warming up the skin first with a hot towel?
maybe you need to epilate instead?
>>8113285
Oh it was an accident I'll heal and be fine lol
>>8113309
Just because it happens after you shave doesn't mean it can't be fixed with skin care. If you don't wanna shave that's your choice but it is quite telling.
If I ever get a chance
To see the whole world
On the back of a dream I had
I'll know one thing
You're never gonna guess
It doesn't matter what else you learn
>>8113310
>i have an eating disorder
which kind of? I hope you get help because in the long term its more unhealthy than the things you could it.
>>8113299
I'm still to masculine for that, one day maybe. I still can't pull off being androgynous.
>tfw my voice only passes when you do a Southern Accent
>I'm Canadian
Why must life be suffering /mtfg/?
>>8113327
i dunno, i was reading up on anorexia
going to a nutritionist soon
>>8113319
you can epilate the face? I thought about sugaring it but all are saying it would hurt to much or leave you with a heavily irritated skin and who wants ingrown hairs all over their face.
>>8113310
EDs are bad
(hugg)
>>8113320
Nat those cuts on your arm look very deliberate.
If not then take better care in future please?
(hugg)
>>8113332
damon albarn is hot
I DROPPED MY PILL AAAAAAAAAAH
>>8113337
it's generally not recommended to epilate the face. use laser or electrolysis on it.
>>8113335
Do you just not eat enough or do you have snack attacks (with or without puking afterwards) which would be bulimia.
If its very bad i'd recommend a therapist and if that doesnt help long term some time in a clinic.
Bad eating habits ok, but real eating disorders are NOT harmless.
>>8113356
just pick it up
>Go out into the hipster area of the city
>So so many cute hipster girls, each one more triggering than the last
>Talk to the girl I hung out with once before and got a bit of a crush on
>Anxiety screaming in my head the whole time
>Fight back crying on the way home
I want to go back. I need friends.
>>8113361
I CAN'T FIND IT REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>8113362
sounds like most times I go out except I don't know anybody and don't have any crushes
I am ___ ?
>>8113369
very uncomfortable
>>8113363
pull a stocking over your vacuum cleaner and go on your hunt.
>>8113360
i dont know
i cant eat a lot of food and will choose just not to eat if there's nothing i can eat available
and sometimes i just don't eat
i hate my body
>>8113374
I would keep trying but every time I go out my anxiety tells me everyone is staring at me because I'm a tall skinny pale boy with long hair. It makes it hard to relax.
>>8113347
True
>>8113397
make the hips slightly bigger and the shoulders a lot bigger and you have my body
>>8113344
What cuts
There's no cuts
What is this nonsense woman
i hate the way i look
>>8112551
>lewd edition
VERY good edition
>>8113405
(hugg)
it's ok
i have nothing of value or interest to say
>tfw still haven't done my laundry
>>8113411
lewd is always best
lewd anon GO
>>8113389
okay. Just make sure you eat enough over the day. If you want to lose weight read into it to do it properly, maybe check out /fit/ or eg. http://scoobysworkshop.com.
I sound kind of exaggerated, i dont know your situation, but I know someone close with bulimia and dont want others to fall into such holes.
i hate my face
>>8113397
Honbod life.
>>8113420
>lewd is always best
that's what i keep trying to tell the anti-lewdites
>>8113422
lewd trip GO
June is shaping up to be an incredible month so far!
My game I've been waiting 2-3 years for comes out and I can finally get rid of these stupid external ovaries.
Everyone please be excited with me June is going to be great
>>8113462
tfw natalie gets her balls removed for your birthdayr
Jesus seman tastes nasty how can any girl actually like it!?
>>8113472
what day is your birthday nimmu
>>8113474
june 3rd
>>8113477
that's my tranniversary :o
>>8113473
and soy sauce doesn't?
>>8113481
no its my birthday
You head is humming and it wont go
>>8113482
What about soy sauce?
>>8113484
well it's also my tranniversary
>>8113473
i'll let you in on a little secret, but don't tell anyone else
girls don't suck dick because they like the taste of cum
>>8113495
no i claimed it first
>>8113490
taste...
>>8113500
Fine I'll celebrate my tranniversary on june 2nd
>>8113496
they do it because it is a way to please a guy.
>>8113472
>her balls
>her
>balls
?
Do not go gentle into that good night
lala la la la life is such a tragedy
>>8113520
>But I know there are girls that DO like the taste of seman!
i thought it was just nim
>>8113520
I took a nap ans yall are still talking about the taste of semen? xD
If pay a doctor some bucks to diagnose me as not trans will my dysphoria go away?
>>8113550
No but you can try!
>>8113550
nope, being transgender is hardwired into your brain.
>>8113562
I'm not judging anyone. I am just a little shocked! xD
>>8113562
Once I get horny I crave it. When you suck a guy off, it tends to keep him around. I think we are wired to like sucking them off. we get to control reproduction, but not getting fucked, and we keep him around to take care of us.
>>8113559
Meh I'll just suicide instead
Family would be proud
do you think its actually possible to have a happy and fulfilling life
>>8113578
Yes, I am proof of that :D
>>8113424
ur fine girl
>>8113578
no, literally everybody who is alive right now is depressed
Tfw everyone is so used to you being sad and depressed that when you're optimistic they think you're trolling
>>8113573
>tfw wired to only want a mouth on your dicc at all times
>>8113578
its as possible for a tranny as it is for any other human
some yes, some no
i love my gf and she loves me
feelin very squishy right now
fugg yis
The weather radio is being quite active tonight.
>>8113609
you have literally never met her how can love her
>>8113612
Is there a storm coming?
>>8113588
I'm actually very happy
>>8113614
Deep emotional connections can be formed online, y'know.
>>8113620
i am skeptical but also really feeling like self harming rn so I will quit
>expected hazards include half dollar sized hail.
I'm moving my truck inside.
>>8113618
Most are passing NW of me.
>>8113619
well, you know what they say about idiots and happiness
dumb sass
>>8113620
Yeah :)
>>8113626
How bad is it?
thoughts?
>>8113625
I mean, probably not everyone can, but in my experience it's a thing that happens. How close have you gotten to the people you meet online, Anon?
Also, talking about this is better than self harming.
This song though
ded
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ceJyAsk6Rvs
>>8113614
it's easy to explain
this overwhelming urge to be with them as often as you can, this uncanny and never-before felt feeling of wanting to provide, to be there and wanting to be as good as a person as you can be, because you know that they feel the same.
>>8113620
this too!
>>8113625
please don't hurt yourself do you need to talk to someone? i have discord
>>8113642
not very and as soon as you look away from the screen they literally stop existing to you so whats the fucking point
>tfw relaxing in my room and am finally content with how things are going and progressing and what the future will bring
I've never had this feel before
>>8113626
shoot that sounds nasty
I'm gay
>>8113662
*pat* good girl cindy
>>8113635
Just windy here, but the line of storms is getting lots of hail warnings. I could see lots of lightning to the W, NW, and N when I was outside.
>>8113660
We get at least one really bad storm every year. We are prepared for them. I have a storm shelter in the basement.
>>8113661
the urges don't know that.
>>8113655
Except that's not true? You can call and video chat with them, meet up with them, play games with them, watch movies and shows with them, and if the relationship survives that long, actually move in with them. All from something that started on a screen.
>>8113662
Very nice.
>>8113666
>666
>>8113672
Sounds dangerous :O
>>8113685
That's one of the drawbacks to living in the midwest.
>>8113437
How I look vs how I should look.
Still gots lots of excercise to go!
>>8113578
Happy, not for me. Interesting and worth living? Totally.
>>8113620
They sure can. That's how I came close to marrying a terf.
I want to write a story
Give me writing prompts
>>8113437
Forgot pic! :p
>>8113662
Didn't you say you thought vaginas were gross?
>>8113714
hihi :)
Cock and cuddles pls.
>>8113715
It's more that they make me really insecure
But my girl doesn't have one
>>8113322
t-telling of what
>>8113711
I'm writing a short story right now! Actually rewriting it because it was too porny. Lol
the concept of t4t from the story infect your friends and loved ones is interesting because a lot of what it stands for is stuff that is actually true and does happen irl
>>8113739
I want to write a stort about quiet introspection. Something.. bittersweet and melancholic, like getting bad news you knew to expect. Almost none of my stories have sex in it unless it is required. Funny enough I used to write porn for money.
How anyone can like this is beyond me. Penises are gross and vaginas are gross.
>>8113731
I had given up on transitioning. She didn't believe being trans was real so she didn't worry about it even though I was open about it from the get go. I'm asexual, she claimed to be the same. We got along well until we met in the flesh and she changed her mind about that. I caved in, we had sex. No penis was involved. She broke up with me after that because I made her feel like a lesbian and she wasn't into women. Or that's what she said. From a "gender critical" feminist, I take that as the most precious compliment ever. Probably wouldn't have restarted transitioning without that push, actually.
>>8113774
Goopjuice nasty but I like bois :)
>>8113774
That looks kinda runny for semen.
>>8113793
wht the fuck when did you start passing or is it just the makeup
>>8113782
Huh. I didn't know straight TERFs existed. But it's pretty neat that she ended up being the catalyst for a transwoman's transition, lol. I wonder how she'd feel about it.
>>8113774
Because it tastes good. Well, only when it's still hot. As for why I like it.... I really don't know, I wish I did tho
It's not like I crave it all the time but every so often I really really do
>>8113805
The more power to you then :(
Oh shit I just realized I'm probably bisexual. Since I want to fuck boys and want to be intimate (but not necessarily fuck) girls too.
Fuuuuuuck
>>8113437
>>8113714
>>8113793
You look a bit like my friend Kai
>>8113797
I've been passing for a month or so now... This is just a really pretty photo of me. Everyone I meet thinks I'm just really shy. I sat in with my friend for his business meeting, and I think I said maybe 2 sentences total.
I'm only wearing eyeliner and concealer lol
>>8113817
what's this website?
Well, this is me...
>>8113823
http://bodyvisualizer.com/
>>8113817
Kai?
Can I see pics?
listening to the rumbling outside
much better than music
>>8113782
>because I made her feel like a lesbian
I always laugh at that...
I am so sub that when with a gal who was moderate feminine, I made her feel like a man. She actually liked taking charge in bed.
>>8113800
I'm pretty sure she was a closeted dyke. All relationships she had with guys were total trainwrecks. Other than that, smart girl. Borderline, though, so pretty much switching from nice to angry at random all the time.
>>8113832
I don't think she'd like that >.>
She's cute though!
Well, the line of storms has slid enough east to enter my county. Maybe in a half hour I'll need to close my windows.
>>8113793
YOU ARE GETTING SO CUTE
>>8113833
Actually, I took charge. She didn't expect what I did. Nobody would from a guy, I suppose. Guys just don't butterfly kiss down there. And I think enjoying it was disturbing to her.
ha ha ha laughing out loud and also loving every laugh
>>8113850
Stay safe. Hope nothing breaks and your power stays intact.
>>8113852
In comparison to what? Post old pic
>>8113850
Don't let the rain in! It's a trap!
>>8113793
>>8113862
I love the rain. I just wish I had windows. I miss falling asleep to the sound of rain.
>>8113844
Right, I'm sorry :(
People were saying I was cute last night, I guess it's good to hear they weren't lying.
>>8113852
Awhhhh, thank you!! :3
I'm gonna be the most adorable kitten-girl ever.
>>8113867
*slurp*
>>8113793
Cute :o
Remember tinychat? Is there something like that now? Is anyone /polgbt/ here?
>>8113319
epilation is a bad idea when getting electrolysis and yeah I make sure my face is clean and hot
>>8113874
I kinda am.
I wish it wasn't so overwhelming
>>8113871
That sounds relaxing as long as you don't let it in the house!
I think this place just makes me sadder sometimes.
>>8113887
me too most of the time but I have nowhere else to go
>>8113887
That's why you get hobbies to fall back on when the times get hard
>>8113887
Why?
TIL Mass Effect Andromeda has a tranny character who deadnames herself immediately after you say hi to her.
>>8113900
shoehorned tranny
>>8113904
I am not sure. I don't even know what camgirl is. :( Is that like chaturbate?
>>8113900
How else are they supposed to make it obvious so they can get virtue points without engaging the discussion head-on?
>>8113900
O.O what the fuck.....talk about obvious shoehorning.
>>8113904
>Do you think I'd be successful as a camgirl while I look for a job?
No.
You don't really pass, while you will suit a niche for certain clients you would not appeal to a larger audience.
>>8113872
No need to be sorry :)
>>8113883
I miss it, except one time...
I was just dozing off and I felt at tickle in my ear so I poked my finger in and it went squeesh. There were dead spider bits in there.
ewww ;_;
>>8113900
What, are you saying that's totally unacceptable? That you'd rather have a quality sidestory with the character and only learn she's trans towards the end once you've gotten close to her? It's like you want quality or something.
>>8113912
Basically.
It's my most reliable answer to the imminent threat of starvation at the moment.
>>8113889
Yeah. Nothing really fills the void.
>>8113891
I don't really have hobbies. Just work.
>>8113892
Constantly reminded of inadequecies and how much of a failure I am. Reminded all the time that even as a PTSD riddled tranny I can't relate to almost anyone here. Watching people go off into happy relationships while I'm still trying to pick up the pieces of my glass heart. When I started trip posting I wanted to be pragmatic and supportive and instead I became a depressive mope and don't know how to change. Lots of reasons. But mostly that even when surrounded by people like me, that probably unconditionally like and support me, I feel more alone than ever.
>>8113924
It's only a roleplaying game, who cares about writing.
>>8113900
>sup lady, how's it going?
>YES, I USED TO BE A MAN CALLED STEPHEN
finally, a game with realistic tranny characters
I think my brain is just broken and I'm a really stupid and bad person
>>8113940
what exactly do cis het video game writers plots have to do with the lgbt community?
>>8113940
Best way to move on and start living your life as a woman is to consantly deadname yourself to everyone you meet.
>>8113959
how else will they know you're not a real girl?
going to shower. thank you for subscribing to my blog.
>>8113968
can i come with u
Why haven't you grown your hair out yet /mtfg/? You want to be a girl don't you? Everyone knows that girls have long hair.
>>8113947
desu a decent chunk of the lgbt community (at least online) is people like that, who are super proud to be trans and have no desire to be stealth or even really pass at all
>>8113970
I grew my hair out when I was still a minor :)
>>8113970
my hair is longer than most people here but i still look like a boy
popup storm in front of the line. Windows closed. A break in the lines of storms is forming west of me...
>I decided to read up more on Hecate and found this.
>>She had the power to create or hold back storms, which influenced her patronage of shepherds and sailors.
>>8113904
>>8113926
>kinda desperate for money rn
food banks...help organizations.
>>8113928
>PTSD riddled tranny
iktf...
I;'m in therapy with a good trans friendly trauma therapist.
>>8113947
The lgbt community is the mainstream, vocal, portion of the trans community, and they're cringe as fuck with the whole identity bullshit. It leads cis people to understand gender dysphoria in the most cringe-worthy way possible.
Fuck, I'm just so tilted by this.
>>8113959
Obviously.
Seriously though, I'm doing my best to keep my legal name as quiet as possible.
I don't care if they know I'm trans, but that's not a part of my life anymore. It hasn't been for a few months now.
>>8113955
I don't know. I don't know why I'm like this. I hate being like this. Like some broken toy that's held up by tape and people pity too much to throw away. I wish I had an answer to these things. Feelings are stupid. I'm hiding in the back at work so nobody can see me crying.
>>8113970
Mine is going a nice way down my back, I like it! Although I wear it in a ponytail most often and that makes it look shorter
>>8113970
b-but I have been, plus I use conditioners and everything to make it nice
I probably look like a weird gay dude to people
>>8113970
but I have
>>8113978
well get back 2 it diggy dog
hair grows quickly if you take care of it and get it trimmed every once in a while.
>>8113980
>i still look like a boy
why would you lie on the internet
>>8113991
>They ought to die.
At least they ought to respect us enough to call themselves something different than trans.
>>8113985
Does talking about your feels help you cope with them at all?
>>8114003
No because it all just spirals back around to "I hate myself and want to die" so it's pointless.
>>8113996
i really do senpai
>>8113985
*hugs*
I know the feeling of being broken and not fitting in anywhere. As pre finished trans we are fighting that acceptance thing. I found my local science fiction club to be accepting of me even thought I'm different. I also found acceptance in a robotics group.
>>8114008
You look like as much of a boy as I do and no one has gendered me male in over a year
>>8113996
>hair grows quickly if you take care of it and get it trimmed every once in a while.
I wonder how much longer my hair would be if I did actually get it trimmed occasionally. instead of 3 years of no cuts
>>8113997
No, but according to them, their identity is as legitimate as ours.
:|
I fucking want to mow down every single hon that yells how proud he is to be a total inhuman freak. They deserve to be euthanized.
>>8113996
Get back to it? o_o It's already really long
>managers and coworkers making fun of trannies
>right next to them
>say nothing
>feel nothing
>>8114014
and ive never been gendered female
>>8114015
A lot more quickly.
like
A LOT
you only need to get like a centimeter off for it to start growing again
prob more if you've got split ends out the yin yang.
>>8114007
*hug* :(
>>8114022
hello ms lady
i've just remembered i have a second laptop.
crappy battery, so i probably won't use it much outside porting projects.
probably gonna install windows 8.1 on it.
windows 7 has been obsolete for years now, & i don't trust windows 10.
besides, i'll be able to play dark souls & sorcerland again, so that's nice
>>8114025
I've developed a phobia of hairdressers desu. the thought of someone going near my head with scissors sends shivers up my spine
I should probably just trim it myself but I feel like that'll end badly
>>8114027
WRONG
Oh yeah, apparently there's this thing in Pittsburgh where some corporate lawyers are taking on pro bono cases for trans people that need name changes. My friend told me about it yesterday.
OH I TOOK CYPRO LAST NIGHT AND THEN ACCIDENTALLY THIS MORNING
THAT'S WHY MY BALLS HURT
>>8114045
cut em off to be honest
>>8114031
wait, i won't be able to play dark souls :/
>>8114013
It's not really even about being trans or accepted for me. If I woke up a cis girl tomorrow with a loving family I'd still be a mess.
>>8114036
i live in a city of 100 thousand not some little town of 200 people
i haven't run into someone i know in months
>>8114038
OH FOR FUCK SAKE
>>8114032
yeah I wouldn't recommend it
one of my friends cut my bangs and it was awful and it's only just starting to look ok again
just get really drunk and make an appointment with a trans-friendly hairdresser. Google is your friend.
hard stuff in the rain. Not much. pea sized.
>>8114027
hi anne.
>>8114032
That's pretty weird
>>8114052
you'd be changing your tune if you saw me irl
>>8114049
PTSD does that to you. I have it too. Actually I now just have C-PTSD from how others treated me in first-freshman hs, and conversion therapy. makes it hard to trust anybody.
>>8114043
I should drive over there desu..
>>8114054
I saw a website one time that showed trans friendly hairdressers but all the ones on the list within an hour of me were like 2 star reviews lol.
I think I'll be alright going to a non trans friendly hairdresser, just gotta find one with a gay guy, they're usually nice to trans girls
>>8114057
I actually went to one (just like a supercuts) for a trim a few weeks ago and actually got up and left after they put me in the chair. I was like "nope sorry never mind I can't do this"
>>8114055
The planet is trying to destroy us!
>>8114056
Edit to the photo:
If you're going home to an unsupportive family this holiday season, you're making a mistake. Your family is worth less than nothing if they don't care about you.
>>8114065
Hmm..
You are a strange one
>>8114065
You need to be a resident of Allegheny county.
If you are:
http://thepbeye.probonoinst.org/2016/08/04/guest-blog-legal-pro-bono-project-helping-those-in-need/
>>8114049
There is a blog out there called "Healing From Complex Trauma & PTSD/CPTSD" by Lily Hope Lucario. You may want to read it.
>>8114066
>the sky is falling
>the sky is falling
Back on that homwork grind tomorrow, is it weird that I am excited to go back to school? Spring break is great and all but I really like school~
>>8114027
Is this a stepbrothers reference
>>8114076
ya I'm a weirdo, I know.
>>8114079
>You need to be a resident of Allegheny county.
not even a PA resident lol I'd have to drive like 8 hours
>>8114080
woah would people really do that?
most of the places near me only had like a few dozen reviews at most and I didn't see any that mentioned trans or not.
tho, I also need to look for a curly hair specialist place. which narrows my options even further
>>8114098
It's true! ;_;
>>8114102
half a year is NOTHING
NOTHING NIM
REEEEEEEEEEEEEE STOP SELF DEPRECATING YOU'RE REALLY PRETTY AND I THINK YOU'RE REALLY PRETTY
>>8114105
I don't think it's weird, I really miss school. work is boring
>>8114105
Cool is exciting :) Especially when I am taking subjects that I love!
>>8114064
I'm not diagnosed. Just makes sense I'd have it after what I went through. I don't trust psychiatrists or therapists at all and if I ever opened up about how I feel or what happened to me I'd be in a psych ward forever. I thought dealing with this would be easier over time. Instead it became worse as the problems piled up. I don't exactly heal or forget the past either. I dunno. I wonder if I just disappeared anyone would notice or care. Most of the time that's what I really want out of life, and death. To just quietly exit the stage.
>>8114102
SHUT UP NIM YOU BIG NERD hey whats your favorite band?
>>8113817
I decided to do this body visualizer thing for fun since I started HRT a month ago and will compare later.
>>8114123
>hey whats your favorite band
yours
>>8114116
i see a lot of posts of people getting gendered female occasionally at 6 months
>>8114123
uh maybe like daft punk
does that make me a normie
>>8114132
I like daft punk a lot too
>>8114110
It's valid in other states too iirc. Poke around a bit to find some relevant info.
>>8114105
I don't think so. I kinda miss the structured days.
Plus, you actually learn a lot of cool shit when you apply yourself to it.
>>8114137
why aren't they touring this year
>>8114137
okay well they're nim's favorite band so you have to stop listening to them now
>>8114135
yeah!! I always treated tests like a game, to try and get the high score
I'm sure that's like a really autistic way to view it but that's how I made myself focus
>>8114149
i like boogie woogie music so anything like that
what's yours
>>8114152
why am i weird
>>8114135
I love science myself :D
>>8114105
school is like runescape
going back to it after so much time is disappointing, all your friends aren't there anymore and it's not as good as you remember it being
>>8114159
Dang. I wish I knew my runescape username and password :X
>>8114159
I still like runescape desu
I just wanna be a cute house cat/wife.
>>8114157
idk you spend way too much time here for me to not think you're weird
>>8114159
>tfw any friend that I had in school graduated 1-2 semesters before me so I've just been even lonelier than I used to be
>tfw will never be a freshman in college again
>>8114155
idk there's too many to pick
here's a few top ones:
the smiths
daughter
envy
funeral diner
hall and oates
>>8114167
^ This! :D
>>8114141
*hug* Hi Charlotte!
>>8114150
No I think that's great! Anything that helps you focus and do good!
>>8114122
>I ever opened up about how I feel or what happened to me I'd be in a psych ward forever.
I doubt it. Psych wards are a last resort.
>Instead it became worse as the problems piled up
PTSD is that way, CPTSD doubly so.
The theory now is traumatic events cause an overload and failure to process them in the brain during REM sleep. Doing EMDR on them in a controlled safe environment is able to process them and thus get them unstuck. The book "Getting Past Your Past" by Francine Shaperio teaches one how to do EMDR one one's self. I strongly recommend learning how to find that safe space she talks about reliably before doing self ENDR. I want to exit the stage too, but I know to many people would be hurt by that.
>>8114105
it's weird to me since i get nervous around people but it's probably a good thing to like school
>>8114105
Im super close to getting into the registered nursing program at Uni. Now I just gotta get through summer and fall! >.<
>>8114173
>>tfw will never be a freshman in college again
iktf
my freshman year was awesome, and super easy but I got to take all the fun electives that year. my senior year was just
>senior project
>core major classes
and even though it was like 12 credit hours it was still like 80 hours a week of work. but it's still better to me than 40 hours of wageslaving
>>8114177
>No I think that's great! Anything that helps you focus and do good!
:) it definitely helped me do really well! I was 2nd in my major :)
Are you in college or hs? I don't know people around here
>>8114179
As soon as the words "I want to die" comes out of my mouth my rights are gone forever.
I don't want a literal safe space, fuck me. Thankfully I can leave this sorry shitshow anytime I want and nobody would be affected by it but the only thing keeping me around is the vague hope I might be able to save other people from this kind of suffering. Or maybe I'm just a coward.
I'll read into it in a few more years if I stay like this and I'm still alive.
hi everyone hru?
>>8114181
Good evening Imouto! I think if you start off slow then you will be fine when you go to school in New York City! ^^
>>8114177
Hiiiiii
Apparently I'm cute now or something.
>>8114176
Fuck, I should probably come out to this one guy that I've been spending time with, because I'm starting to develop a small (ok, large) crush on him.
I'm just scared of his answer. I feel like he doesn't care, but I'm scared anyway. I don't wanna get rejected again for having a dick.
>>8113793
How tall? 6'3"?
>>8114208
>Junior college, I hope to transfer to a CAL state by 2019!
ooooh
Good luck!!
where is zna
>>8114203
5'11".
Tall, but not tall enough to stand out imo.
>>8114199
ive flubbed up the opportunities ive had to make friends in the past
>>8114211
Hey Anon.
>>8114194
>safe space,
The safe space Francine Shaperio talks of in her book is a mental one achieved though relaxation, etc.
PTSD and CPTSD won't get beter on thier own. They need active treatment. I personally recommend trying EMDR, even if done on one's self. It's helped me greatly.
>>8114197
hiiiii!
>>8114197
doing p good
how are you?
>>8114208
ooh nice
which cal state are you hoping for?
>>8114197
I could be better, but I could also be worse, desu. You?
I ate a bunch of nachos and then a Toblerone bar, uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.
I feel sick.
>>8114223
This might not come as a surprise to you but I actively don't want to do it because I want to be miserable and feel like I deserve it.
>>8114229
Oof, I could really go for some nice chocolate right now.
>>8114200
Why not just find out how he feels about trans people first! :) You can say you have a trans friend that you would like them to meet.
>>8114225
heyo qt what's up?
>>8114227
<3 im just playing vidya games while I wait for my bf to get off work. have you voice trained today?
>>8114228
well that's better than being sad! im doing better today than yesterday for sure
>>8114208
My brother is a nurse and got me into it. I'm loving the journey so far it has really humbled me.I know to take one day at a time now tho so i do not get burnt out. Cal state seems like a great goal I know you can do it if you focus on it.
>>8114238
Nothing much! I am just playing vidya atm :) Thanks for asking. Hbu?
>>8114200
You are SUPER cute~ <3
>>8114210
Thank you! ^^
>>8114215
I'll always be your friend no matter what.
>>8114227
Fullerton! It's close to my house and has a really good teaching program!
>>8114215
How so?
>>8114236
You know the one guy who seems to have a connection literally everywhere? He's that guy. Odds are, he's met at least one trans girl before.
>>8114184
neat!
>>8114238
fun
>have you voice trained today?
aaa thanks for reminding me, I've been busy cleaning and shopping all day x_x
>>8114235
I regret it lol, sweet stuff makes me gross. I can't eat it like I used to.
>>8114215
I've flubbed many opportunities to make friends, but still managed to make a few.
>>8114232
But you don't deserve it. You deserve to have a happy life. Unfortunately a lot of people who were abused end up felling like you do. Even I'm not immune from it. you how you get into a slump in the middle of a semester. I did that too. It's the C/PTSD fucking things up.
*HUGS* <3
>hard rain again.
>>8114246
Do it then! Tell him candidly! :D
>>8114239
Thank you! As long as we do our best I know we will achieve our goal!
>>8114242
<3 <3 ahhhh ty ash!!!
>>8114258
I'm just telling truth! And we can be cat girls together! <3
>>8114241
im doing the same to kill time while I wait on my bf. we're gonna hang out tonight!
>>8114250
bad ambi voice train daily!
>>8114261
Yusssss <3
We're gonna be the best, cutest catgirls in the world!!
eeee
two meetings this week, two new super awesome friends!
i'm cooking french fries in celebration
>tfw when a pretty passer tells you you look like a movie star
>>8114257
Thanks Ash people like you give me hope in these strange times.
also: non-passing privilege
it's a thing
seems kind of more severe than passing privilege rn
I hope this tastes as good as it costs.
>>8114268
I can help you out with groceries and some pocket money. I am not at home rn so just meet me here in /mtfg/ tomorrow at ~10pm EST or you can leave your Kik and I will get back with you.
[spoiler]Yes, I am a chaser[/spoiler]
>>8114242
you're sweet
my friend is studying at Fullerton actually
>>8114243
well let me give you an example
i used to work at disneyworld, at epcot
i worked long hours with the same 10 people for about 6 months
and i barely managed to become acquaintances with them
>>8114254
i suppose that's better than nothing
>>8114287
explain
im bathing in non-passing privilege and im not ashamed to say it
i guess not everyone can be lucky, sucks to suck x)
>>8114281
spend a night over at his place and watch lame 80s movies while snug under the covers :]
>>8114301
Leak an updated Nim pic.
my nephew started jumping around his house when he realized i was coming to visit him
he's 13 so he'll soon realize how odd his uncle nim is
>>8114302
Wooo :) Sounds amazing to me
>>8114254
It sounds like a really lazy and terrible excuse to blame my problems on a mental illness. I am still in control of my life. Oh yeah I'm an awful person incapable of making any kind of friendship or relationship or functioning like a human being because I got hit and touched a bit as a kid. No..
I'm going to go cry and watch a movie for the rest of the night or something to take my mind off this, and so I can stop clogging up the thread with my garbage. Thanks for talking with me.
>>8114296
that's not how they described it or anything
but having to worry about if/when/whether to tell people you're trans causes the passers a shitton of anxiety
and for good reason
whereas if you're a hon, you never have to worry that someone's gonna kill you when they find out you're trans: they already know. that massive source of internal conflict, worry, and very real risk is something you don't have to deal with
i think it's possibly a big reason so many of the prettiest girls talk about detransitioning
you're pretty olive, you'll know what i'm talking about one day
>>8114314
Okay, but I think it's what Evangeline would want you to do.
>>8114306
i took this pic of nim don't tell her
>>8114323
wtf anon dont leak pics like that
>>8114323
lol
>>8114290
**
Kik: isoteran
>>8112551
Is the voice training link in the OP still the best one available? Our Op is a little stale so just wondering if any nicer ones have shown up.
>>8114323
rare nim
>>8114333
Personally I've never used that so I am not sure. :(
>>8114301
check ur privlege
>>8114338
Which one have you used if you've followed a guide?
>>8114340
im too busy bathing in it
>>8114311
This isn't garbage. You aren't alone. Read that blog, and get and read that book. The flashbacks PTSD causes take over your life and twist and bend it's direction from where you really want to go. I fought it for decades and never got anywhere until I had an EMDR session. EMDR isn't perfect, but I function much better now.
>>8114328
>eva should tell me that herself if that's the case
Sometimes when she's not around, she likes to express her wishes and desires through me
>>8114341
tsroadmap.com
>>8114323
lol
>>8114349
whys that
>>8114354
most of us love you nim
the stupid assholes don't matter
but don't post pics if you don't want to
Well, it looks like another wave is forming west of me.
>>8114354
Is it really our place to question such things?
I don't understand the universe anymore than you do, Nim.
>>8114362
Oh wow :S
french fries:
best food ever
or
bestest food ever
????
>>8114370
it'll be weaker because a lot of the energy in the air has been used up.
>>8114377
i'm not a fan personally
>>8114377
Poutine would be competitive, but as good as fries are, probably not.
>>8114331
Im busy tonight. I will contact you in the morning. If we cant work anything out I will at least make sure you dont go hungry on Easter.
If it means a lot to you then kneel and say a Hail Mary in the name of St.Patrick before you sleep tonight.
>>8114380
>filename
:DDD
>>8114381
is poutine a subset of french fries, or a superset
hmmmmm
>>8114384
why is nim's mom posting on mtfg
>>8114365
I'm just teasing her, no harm done. She told me she likes it anyway.
>>8114318
huh
I guess I've never really thought about it like that because I've been in a relationship for so long
like since I was pre-trans.
Yeah I guess but if you trust someone enough to tell them you're trans then just do it in public so they can't freak out and murder you
that way if they do react badly, you can just cut them off and never see them again.
Hey Charlotte, do you have PayPal? If you're hungry and need money I can send you 10$ right now no strings attached.
I am triggered by all this unpassing twinkhon erasure on /tttt/
>>8114395
it goes beyond that in ways that may be easier to relate to
the worrying about outing themselves for interests/skills that are male coded for instance seems to be a big trigger for some of them
and it seems like it's probably more intense simply because the risk/fear of being outed goes way up if you pass
this is just my perspective, i dunno, but it's helping me understand why sometimes girls seem so sad and struggling when they look amazing
>>8114384
Awhhh, that's sweet of you :3
Thank you so much!!
>>8114413
still seems like the superior state of being desu
>>8114428
ya its like a higher plane of existence
>>8114428
that's not the point though
if you live your life comparing yourself to others' circumstance you'll never be happy
the point is more about being compassionate and understanding because even the people who look like they've got it all have their own demons to battle
I cleaned and shaved but I still feel an equal amount of disgust about my body wow this is great :))
>>8114435
im glad you paid us a visit before you have to go back to the passer dimension
>>8114413
>risk/fear of being outed goes way up if you pass
it gets worse? :(
>>8114439
i suppose
>>8114442
it is lonely in there
>>8114450
maybe i can visit
>>8114439
>because even the people who look like they've got it all have their own demons to battle
so fucking true!!!!!!!!!!!
>if you live your life comparing yourself to others' circumstance you'll never be happy
yep!
>the point is more about being compassionate and understanding
yep!
>>8114443
not for everyone
but for some girls, yeah
desu this is why you should live in a nice city in a liberal area where things like compassion and understanding are valued
>>8114451
pls do
>>8114443
nah it stays about the the same. before you start passing consistently you worry about being seen as a girl instead of a guy since ur trying to hide being a girl
but once you start passing the worry just switches to being seen as a guy instead of a girl. it gets easier with time to depart with imo since after a while you don't really care what random people think since it doesn't affect you at all
same shit different day really. being a tranny for a long time makes you grow stronger as a person if you learn from the experiences and adapt to them and not let every thing beat you down
My boobs keep growing
I can't hide them
>>8114458
it's not my choice unfortunately
>>8114454
I agree with everything there :)
>>8114448
What's up Anon?
>>8114460
Let them grow!
>>8114461
u will get there
for real tho i wouldn't call not-passing a privilege in any way but passing doesn't fix all ur problems and stuff.
but it do make life easier in general
>>8114455
I live in the woods though :(
>>8114470
yeah, i know it's not a cure-all for all my problems
>>8114465
nothing you are just the only person who responds to me
>>8114459
>being a tranny for a long time makes you grow stronger as a person if you learn from the experiences and adapt
Amen :)
Well I couldn't decide on a name for the longest time, but my friend randomly threw out a name I rather like "Trish" I think I might use that and just see how it feels before I try to change it officallly
>>8114484
Trish reminds me of a mean girl from high school
>>8114470
YOU RULE ANNA
I LOVE YOU!
>>8114484
look up common. girl names from your birth year and pick one of those or maybe the girl versions of your dead name
i just lucked out and liked the name I picked and stuck with it. I did go by a placeholder meme name for a while before that tho :^(
>>8114474
I see, I'm sorry Anon. Maybe you should get a trip? I've been getting more (you)s since I've got one.
my boyfriend told his mom he met a cis girl named Lauren
I hope she doesn't figure me out
>>8114474
I'm sorry that no one is answering you :(
>razor burn in armpit
ugh this has never happened before
>>8114471
desu i doubt the locale really makes that big of a difference if you've got a significant amount of anxiety about it
learning how to cope and interact with the world is the important skill
>>8114490
>anna
snif :/
that's anne
>>8114501
I get anxious all the time
>>8114503
it's okay
>>8114494
Keep it on the DL then!
>>8114501
anne's name is anna
>>8114503
keep learning about yourself and utilize the resources available in modern life. therapy really can help if you approach it with the right mindset
>>8114501
Anne is also named Anna.
She was the first anna
>>8114460
Same
I'm listening to Sabaton and it's making me want to continue my game of HoI4, but I wanna go to bed within the hour, help.
>>8114512
>>8114509
tmyk
but right now i'm waiting to hear from the elsanna pairing & hoping they aren't dead/maimed for life
so seeing anna mentioned in thread got my hopes up
>>8114513
Let the girls grow xD
>>8114517
it'll be some time before they're let out of whatever mental hospital they're in
>>8114520
wtf I feel so trolled right now
>>8114516
>wanna go to bed
>listening to sabaton
You must pick one
>>8114520
I got every one of your albums.
The guy who robbed your house last week sold them to me.
>>8114526
Sabaton, I guess.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwTWew5W-I8
>>8114520
i did karate when i was lil
i might sign up for singing lessons
u could have had it all, mtfg
instead u scared her away
the only pure girl to ever grace these boards with her presence
now shes gone
but i remember lauren
ill remember lauren even when all the world doesnt
>>8114535
I did karate when I was really lil
The karate teacher said I should be a ballerina instead
>>8114542
Did you go for it?
>>8114539
lauren's gone? :c
...c-can I be the new lauren t-then?
>>8114542
i always thought it would be cool to do gymnastics when i was little for the increased flexibility and stuff but i thought it was too girly so i never asked
>>8114539
Where did she go? ;_;
olive 1 v 1 me in smash bros irl cunt I'll reck u bro
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1KiqlBcdmOB
>>8114547
No .~.
>>8114558
she's on a discord, i know that much
>>8114558
she just stopped coming to 4chan because people would harass her every time she post
>>8114575
I just meant the name
I do like ferrets and huggs tho
i swear that if I start posting here someone's going to.make a new tgread just to spite me >:(
>>8114579
it's not just a name
like
u can't be john cena unless every time u sho up obnoxious music plays
>>8114590
but there are lots of people called lauren in the world :<
>>8114572
That saddens me :(
>>8114604
there r lots of huggs and ferrets in the world
>>8114521
I don't care if they grow, because I pass.