• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
I need to go to a store rly early tomorrow that isn't busy, I feel bad after wussing out at target this morning ;~;
having my neck kissed by a man feels so fucking good
Keeping your age secret huh? That automatically means you're an older transitioner.
Yeah that's pretty shitty.
Her story has always checked out. There were some young transitioners in the 80s, watch Paris is Burning, One of them was like 24 I think
Kek, that has actually happened to me once. I was promised a job at this place (never really got anything) so went there pretty much dressed like Carlton Banks. Didn't buy ticket because know the line there were never any inspectors. Just before my stop an inspector turns up. "Ahh....umm I lost my ticket" Then I just straight up said "Look I have to get to work, this is my stop" And he just waved me onwards and walked off. it was nuts.
Universal credit is worse, I heard they give you like £700 a month to live on and this includes paying your rent.
>Boyfriend is depressed
>You threaten to dump him
Wow you're an asshole Korra.
>when you get ma'am'd at a restaurant and then start talking and they apologize and make a point to call you sir the rest of the time
is there a more bittersweet feeling? i need to work on my voice more so I'll be confident enough to actually use it ;_;
>You will never be so shallow and selfish that you dump a boyfriend because he's depressed
responding to posts from last threadddd
>korra: bf doesn't want to have sex with me cause he's depressed etc
oh. well damn. i'm sorry girl :c
i mean ....if he's depressed and stuff that's not really his fault. you can't blame him for that! even tho i understand why it's get frustrating.
idk how you manage to deal with that tho, i would die ngl
>anon: idk i think we're diff, i've always had a low sex drive etc
yeah i need sex to function basically. and to me the more sex i have with the guy i'm dating, the closer i feel to him and more comfy i feel.
in my past relationships if we went like a week without having sex i would literally be like "do you not love me anymore????" lmao
cause we did it THAT much that it would be concerning. i think i'm one of those ppl that ~receives~ love through sexual intimacy tho.
so if i don't get dicked down i don't feel like i'm connected to them.
Time to get ready for the meeting.
tbf i think sexual compatibility is pretty fuckin important in a relationship
Make sure to find a class dumpster in the nice part of town where the rich people dump perfectly good couches and food so you can build your dumpster into a nice home where you can invite all your friends over.
yeah I've been doing the supportive gf thing pretty good and listening to him when he cries and helping him through the rougher times but like fuck man I have needs you know, it wouldn't be so bad if I ask "hey can we do it?" and he says yes then we end up not doing anything it's double frustrating to waste all that effort getting prepared and then not do anything.
so until he gets out of this funk I'm saying fuck it and not trying at all anymore and just gonna invest in the biggest dildo i can take bc its obvious sex isn't happening any time soon
still love him lots and he's amazing everywhere else but this and we've talked about it, he says he's gonna try to do better but after last night, my doubts were confirmed.
i think transgirls really overanalyze facial features
like i clocked my therapist super quick but then other people were like
they didn't even realize she was trans until she said it
and idk there's this girl who looked super cute even pre-hrt and i could tell she was probably trans but thought maybe she was ftm or something and i just kinda gotta wonder like
would she pass to normal people?
for me like.........the whole reason i date the alleged chads that i do is because i NEED to be super physically attracted to them
i need to want to have sex with them at all times and i need to be infatuated with them and i need to feel like i'm not settling at all yknow
if i date a guy who is 5'10" with a small dick who isn't that attractive or w/e i'll just be looking at the next best thing to come along as bad as that is
sexual compatibility for me is sooooo important and without sex i don't even feel like i'm in a relationship. it's dumb, but it's how i be
i mean i'd be pissed off too if he was all 'yes let's fuck' and then you spend a ton of time douching and getting ready and then he's like
naw sry i can't lmao
but you've been dating awhile right? isn't it kinda normal to have less sex after dating awhile??
i'm obviously like a nympho so that doesn't really happen to me but i think it's normal for normal people
i mean yeah
not officially but we've kissed and cuddled and gone out to eat and hes so perf!! hes super qt and taller than me with wavy brown hair and a scruffy beard!! kinda squishy otter mode bf but hes going into the airforce and i think hes going to get buff. last time i saw him i was at his counter getting food ready and he came up behind me grabbed my hips pulled me into him and started kissing me >.< i melted. we cuddle on his bed eat take out and watch tv and hes the mtg champion of our state lmao. i just love hearing him talk and joke and say nice things about me
I notice I overanalyze features of women I see in public to tell if they're cis or trans. Then I think about the fact 95% of people won't really analyze like that when they see a person
vape nicotine first and taper down the level
nrt definitely makes it easier to drop ciggies, tobacco has mao inhibitors and shit that makes it way more addictive (and harmful) than just nicotine
you think you're smart enough to treat yourself
$100 + labs, it'll be under $200. you can save that kind of money: you order food regularly. go to the grocery store
i was analyzing cis girls for a bit
there's a lot that look like they could be trans but presumably aren't
>when you see cis / trans smut and the trans passes better than the cis girl
I was in a similar position on the opposite side last year. gf really wanted to fuck constantly and I just had almost no libido.
I'm not excusing his behavior but a lot of times it was a lot easier just to say "Yeah sure, let's do it tonight." and then try to psyche yourself up for it then to try to explain that even though you love your partner and find them attractive you just hate sex in that moment.
Daily reminder that you are all failed men who couldnt hang with "the boys" so you became a girl to survive. You threw away your straight great man life of being worshipped by real subs like the grinch to being a caricature of a female usijg jewish enforced gender roles.
The best thing for all of you to do is to stop taking your dangerous untested jewish forced chemicals and go outside.
d'awwwwww that's really qt beepy!!!!!!!! i'm so happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!! :33333333333333
YOU NEED TO HAVE AN OFFICIAL BF IT WOULD BE DA BEST THING EVER, and he sounds like a great guy!!!!!
get married so i can go to ur wedding and be a proud tranny mom
My prescription is for 300, you can take up 400 daily safely
I do think I'm smart enough to treat myself since I'm going to pharmacy school and all, $200 is what I make in 3 days, and $200 is way too much to spend every 2 days which is how often I've been having these fears
Already took the spiro again
you don't even know otw fucking infuriating and this yes actually I mean no lmao bullshit had happened 7 or 8 times already. last night was the last straw I won't expect sex for at least another few months so I'm just gonna invest in toys and wait this one out
and like what made me. so mad about last night is that i have to sleep before midnight so I can wake up for work so he kept himself occupied on purpose the entire time and when midnight rolled around he was like baby it's late you should get some sleep for work and im like [REEE internally]
>not having to fight your daddy off multiple times throughout the day
>pleading with him that you are still sore from the night before
>he tells you he will kiss it to make it better
>bends you over pulls your panties down and straight up eats your boipussy for half an hour straight
Sounds like you have a girlfriend not a boyfriend sucks for you LOL
That possibility crossed my mind but it didn't make sense to me that every possible online pharmacy I ever ordered from sent me counterfeits
The only time cypro and just cypro worked for me was a long time ago from in house
I got this cypro from QHI and everyone else on cypro from QHI is doing fine
It's more safe to say I have a tolerance to it
Not really freaking out anymore now that I know I need the spiro at least for another 3 months I'm a bit happier
I ignore retards.
You've been here for hours sexually harassing trannies unironically. You're creepy as fuck. I sexually harass them ironically but if you do it for real its just creepy ngl tbqh.
Good afternoon! I hope you're all well! We're taking Boots to the mall today! :3
Awful and unpleasant side effects. Higher blood pressure, tons of urinating, and more.
I should be able to get a letter to cut my balls off soon so I'm okay.
sometimes I think that maybe I'm too harsh on myself but then I remember I always get gendered male w/o hesitation and I've already been assessed for psychosis and BDD and been cleared
honestly a good vibrator will help a lot lol. i'm gonna pray for you bb.
or when you tell him you're not sure if you want to and he starts fingering you and you're like ... ok nvm yes i want to
SCREAMING AT THIS PIC OF BOOTS ASOIDHSAOIDHSAIA
it's REALLY staring to feel like I have a gf rn and i hate it but i need to be supportive since he used to be like how you described before work started stressing and depressing him
ugh I just feel so defeated and sad about the whole thing
end this meme. I've been out of hormones for the longest time. also if that meme were true in would break up with him on the spot
Personally, I never had any success with tapering. It wasn't until I went cold turkey that I finally managed to quit. It was awful for maybe 3 weeks and then it became easier to manage pretty quickly after that. The worst was the social pressure really. Out at the club I was the only one not smoking so everyone would go outside to smoke and I'd be stuck watching the table. On the up side, I befriended a few of the waitresses while everyone was outside making themselves stink and poisoning themselves.
I'm related to two MDs and have worked with patients/docs at one of the best research hospitals in the world
you're a fucking walking example of the Dunning-Kruger effect seriously. humble yourself -- you'll be smarter for it
>According tothe Opinion 8.19 of the AMA Code of Medical Ethics, “physicians generally should not treat themselves or members of their immediate families.” The AMA cites the following reasons:
>(a) Professional objectivity may be compromised when an immediate family member or the physician is the patient; the physician’s personal feelings may unduly influence his or her professional medical judgment.
>(c) When treating themselves or immediate family members, physicians may be inclined to treat problems that are beyond their expertise or training.
>mfw i have to wait 3 more days for sex
i don't like this feel tbqfh
i was gonna see him tomorrow and monday but his friend who went away for college is here tonight and tomorrow and leaving on sunday so
he told me if i would be upset he wouldn't go but i'm trying to be a good gf. i need to get fucked real bad.
but even just ignoring that aspect, i really, really miss him. but it's only another 2 days added i guess so w/e..
ive no interest in dating a tranny ive already broken up with a girl I thought was a guy that came out as trans to me before our first official date
i really love my current bf alot so the trans thing would be a deal breaker
a lot of the "early transitioners" are legitimately just RPers looking to troll
hell one of the most "early transition" obsessed shitposters is caraposter, a fucking cis male chaser and irl stalker
you become one with the feel after a while. but seriously you do get used to it since like you im a total thirsty slut when it comes to sex.
fill your time doing something else and try not to let it get you too down in the dumps
>tfw don't have my sex toys anymore
>tfw moving back in with parents so no realistic way to hide them and use them even if I did buy them again
bf hunt has to go into maximum overdrive when I get back there
but it's comfy
I could listen to it at other times but they only really play it at like 1am
to each her own I guess
I'm mostly joking about classical sucking, it's generally not my thing but I'm not too pleb to appreciate it. There is in fact one classical (well baroque) artist that I like and that's Bach.
Chasers aren't real men. They are failed men that chase inferior people. I enjoy watching my straight bf carlos fuck his gf in front of me tbqh.
I don't think I'm allowed much alcohol after making a mess at a wedding >.<
Tho if I asked my sister maybe I'd be allowed shandy or lager or something
idk. everything is lol
loving someone and knowing that they won't be in your life some day, and getting used to them being there and relying on them and everything
it stresses me tf out. at least when you're just having lots of sex and das it there's no feels involved
>Just come out of the closet
I'm out to my mom and my stepdad thinks I'm a gay cis guy but I'd feel weird pounding my butt with a thick dildo in the room next to my parents desu
Even though they fuck all the time
>I was only memeing
Ah okay, I'm kinda dense I should've picked up on that lol
I mean I feel anybody would be able to appreciate at least the 4th movement of Beethoven's 9th.
I literally use it as a way to cope with particularly bad situations.
>They are failed men that chase inferior people
Well Tbh I have never felt a cis girl was superior to me. Wanna watch me have a 3-way with a cis girl and a trans girl?
I can also provide you with some straight man poo aroma if you wish. I eat lots of bananas, apples, tomatoes, and kale so its super fluffy and green.... would you like to savor it? Be honest Grinchypoo.
>im surprised ur mom didn't tell him tbqh
she said she didn't wanna tell him unless I was comfortable with that and I was still really hesitant at the time. Gonna tell him over the summer tho
It'll be kinda awkward to come up with a cover when I have to pick up my hrt or why my hair is in a feminine style or why I have boobs and girl clothes etc., especially if my mom takes me to the stylist and everything
Or I might just tell her to tell him lol, though I like to be able to do it face to face
can i still vape like an asshole?
well i mean once he sees you he's gonna put two and two together ty quickly especially once he sees you wearing girl clothes.
speaking of which get cuter socks than those tacky white crew cut one. almost all of mine are colored and ankle cut or no show. white crew cut looks so manly, :c
I'm currently experiencing the peak symptoms of nicotine withdrawal.
I wish somebody could come to my home and just like stomp on my ribs until they crack.
um none of that looks vegan, dammit
i'll have some fruit salad desu
the fact you cant handle banter is why youre a fragile little bottom m8 ;)
we all know you feel alienated from normal men the same way trannies are from real women.
its obvious you cant compete with the likes of me, and pushed to such desperation even trannies are on a equal footing with you.
my current boyfriend? masc, normal guy yet total bottom, not a sissy like you. that what gets you classed as pump and dump and not boyfriend material. just the hard truth little man.
Mom brought this home, I feel like it somehow isn't in the spirit of Passover.
Did you find any that do the procedure how you'd like?
Yeah it won't take long for him to figure it out
hell he might figure it out when he comes out here for graduation (which reminds me I gotta pack all my girl stuff before my family helps me with packing)
>speaking of which get cuter socks than those tacky white crew cut one...white crew cut looks so manly, :c
yeah I've been meaning to get ankle cuts in different colors. I'll do that this weekend. Plus a couple more tops, a shirt, and maybe some tights or pants or something.
M-maybe I'll wear a full girl clothes outfit with the new stuff I get to my therapist appointment next week too
IT'S OKAY ANDREA DON'T PANIC I AM GOING TO FIND A WAY THROUGH THIS FOR US
Better do it fast in 2 months they're going to be gone
No. I am settling. I don't have anymore patience and won't get SRS for 10 years anyway and by then there will be a hundred more surgeons who do work just as good as Suporn.
i'll track him down and give him the full story, ask if he can do an inguinal orchi etc.
i'm not out to most of my family but i talk to his sister regularly (and out to her) so i'll make it happen as soon as i can
yes to all of the above! keep. moving. forward and this stuff won't be girl clothes anymore they'll just be your normal clothes
>mfw wearing guy clothes feels gross and uncomfortable now
electrolysis lady said face is looking really good, I'm excited
yeah i'm the one giving you a hard time about not availing yourself of medical care given that you live in a major metro and definitely could track some down (hell, aren't you in school? utd or something? every uni i'm aware of has a student health clinic that is relatively low cost and financially understanding)
it's out of concern and a desire for your wellbeing tho
given your trouble with AAs orchi does seem like the best route desu
yabbut she looks like a scary girl desu
or maybe a teenaged boy but i'm sticking with scary girl
>forward and this stuff won't be girl clothes anymore they'll just be your normal clothes
yeah, just gotta keep pushing
>mfw wearing guy clothes feels gross and uncomfortable now
desu I feel pretty gross wearing guy clothes too even though the only guy part is the t-shirt most of the time
That sudden jump to wearing girl tops around people I know is the only thing that keeps me from it honestly
I feel you desu
it sounds really painful :(
my face is usually marked up at least a little all the time unless I miss a week. hair on the face is the deepest type I think so it must be the most painful area to get done. it should go away soon I hope! try taking some anti-inflammation medicine!
>mfw both tired and anxious af at the same time
thanks red bull
>tfw she believed the memes and expected you to be a femboy at the very least
>tfw she expected wrong and turns out she isn't attracted to masc hairy guys
um yes desu
although if "some people" means hs retards then no, it's both cooler and far more introspective than that
my sister called me out of the blue and offered to fly me out to england for my birthday
im taking the opportunity to go to europe too, it's such a big coincidence, i was planning this trip and now my sister wants to see me
i didnt think she felt that way about me, she was thinking about me
it made me so happy ;-;
>mom says i'm a "man of few words"
>"no, i'm not"
>she looks completely puzzled as i leave
they really need to work on their guerilla marketing to be completely desu
does that mean nicotine can smoke you?
i'm always confused if she's in chile or london but i think i've got it down now
im talking to a dude on tinder and he wants his gf to lick my butthole ama
my hips have grown by at least 4 inches in 18 months and it's definitely bone
>tfw a bunch of my nice suits and stuff I liked don't fit at all anymore
>tfw the reason I can tell it's bone, not fat, is because it's affected my gait so much it's making my deformed right leg even worse
That once a certainty, lost in grief
A daughter's desperate cries, unheard pleas
Forsaken, beaten, tried, on her knees
A prayer passes from her lips
Into her soul the Goddess whispers:
"A heartbeat without harmony
Is moonlight without dark
The heart beat seeketh equilibrium
With balance will your worry part,
So still this broken melody
And therewith shoulder thee
One last step only leaving
An empty hearth dawn by the sea
An empty hearth dawn by the sea"
>when you don't have an argument but want to talk shit anyway
a grilled chicken salad. i eat one of those a day as my only meal with water and caffeine desu.
>Post voice sluts
Im not a slut tho .... jk I am a huge slut Tbh xD
Korra its only jokes <3
Elanna is an engi because she's smart as heck.
Robin is the giant masculine rock beast.
>my hips have grown by at least 4 inches in 18 months and it's definitely bone
>what are you all having for dinner?
Chicken Korma with brown basmati pilau rice. I want naan but calories :(
Now I'm craving costco roast chicken with a nice home made Caesar salad and french bread ;_;
Also, focaccia croutons
that's the majority of the time they hear me, anyways
i don't have much of an appetite anymore idk
this happens sometimes. like i barely even eat the salad most of the time.
god i miss croutons lol
i don't use dressing or shredded anything or w/e, my salads are pretty plain with cucumbers and stuff.
I can't really eat salad because I start adding to it and it quickly gets out of control. It's pretty much just an excuse to eat lots of olives, parmesan, croutons and dressing.
Now I want greek salad, fuck :(
i order a salad and red bull literally every day lolll
like once a week i used to get a cheeseburger and stuff but recently especially it just makes me feel really disgusting
i've had junk food type stuff like a handful of times in the last 4 weeks and i get violently ill each time.
i've basically gotten to the point with my crohn's disease where i can barely even have cheat meals without feeling awful, it kinda sucks
y u do this
What did you think of my girl voice btw? That's how I talk when in girlmode because it's better than nothing I suppose and none of my chasers have ever complained so far but then again they're closet gays so idk.
I'm scared but excited
I almost can't believe this is going to happen
it kind of sounds like lydia's desu
i think it's def getting there but not cis unclockable yet i guess :o
kind of same? but i have other errands i have to do like bank runs, getting coffee stuff, picking stuff up at the drugstore or w/e so
i miss grocery shopping sometimes but it's so much easier just to order a grilled chicken salad. i hate making my own food in this apartment.
Olives are sooo good; but only black ones. I can't stand green or kalamatas though.
A few weeks ago I ordered a slice of pizza that I thought had jalapenos on it and they turned out to be green olives. Seriously, who the fuck would make a pizza like that :(
>grocery shopping is at least half of my social interaction
We made it out alive, but we took a fair bit of a pounding trying to run.
Only possibly way I don't see it working out is if I don't have $3000 in 2 months. Scheduled surgery date is in June. I have $1500 now and make about $500 a week so I should be okay.
I guess that would mean I appear andro to whomever is asking it which would be nice progress desu
Yours is definitely getting there. I follow the reddit guide honestly and some additional advice I had gotten from Korra. If I get a nice source of income again I might get lessons from Zheanna like nim does, but I work with what I have
Hrm... these responses seem to confirm my hypothesis somewhat.
There's a whiteboard in one of my university's eating areas for writing whatever messages you want. Someone decided to make a PSA that we should be asking people for their pronouns. I had a feeling that these sorts of questions might not necessarily be the most welcome, as it might insinuate to someone that they look androgynous.
What I've gathered from various guides is talk in a nasally voice and constantly breathe out when you talk. Seems pitch is largely unimportant unless yours is naturally super deep. I swore I'd never voice train again, basically what forced me to go back to it is men I meet, I can't bear to talk to them in a male voice while in girlmode so I talk like this and it's been well received so far so I continue.
oh dear, it looks like the genocide is on hold for now
btw can i just say that the crest white strip 10 day treatment thingy works really well
i've done like 8 of them and my teeth are so pretty desu. would recommend since it's less irritating to ur gums and is only like 30$.
I generally operate under the assumption that people making such demands of the general public are some sort of snowflake non-binary.
I think the question would only make sense if the person legitimately is androgynous... and even then, I'd probably see if I could learn that information from watching other people talk about them.
hmm we have the same kind of thing at ours but the people that run the student center posts a new question/prompt each week
honestly asking people for their pronouns feels weird unless it's like a trans/gnc group meeting thing.
I guess that's it, i'm not totally sure
yeah the thought of trying to go full time asap is pressuring me to keep at it. Thankfully my guy voice isn't that deep.
don't die you two
Anna is suicidal and Myrthe made a pact to keep her around for longer.
I hate it.
I hate the fact that Anna wants to die, and I hate that Myrthe thinks the way to help her is to make sure she doesn't die alone.
This is not ok.
The worst part is I know they're actually doing it. They've actually done whatever they plan to use to kill themselves, and now they're waiting to die if they haven't already.
We're watching them die.
This is goodbye for them.
I hate it. It's not right.
you did good :3
anna's is probably clinically insane desu
they had some plan to take money their parents set aside for college and move to some terrible eastern european country and start a life together because that would magically fix anna's depression (she doesn't see therapists or take SSRI's because they're (((jewish tricks))) apparently). They realized that it was literally the worst thing ever concocted so now they have a suicide pact or something
they're like 18 lmao
They had some kinda plan to elope to Eastern Europe and something like if they couldn't then they'd kill themselves
Anna does shittons of drugs I think and refuses to see a psych cause she believes in the /pol/ jew conspiracy crap
Honestly $12 says that Anna is some sorta -path and is trying to get Myrthe to kill herself for fun
dw though im just joshing I wouldn't do mean stuff like that especially to a tiny qt like you
Anna is insane by normie and tranny standards and talked a naive teen into it so there you go. the tldr
Anna is too lazy to try at life and suicide is easier so she decided to kill herself and drag someone, anyone down with her since she was too scared to do it alone. unfortunately frangi was the unlucky victim