Stalin edition
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• No Bullying
• Old: >>8092256
Yes Nim I will ship my hrt to you
Took you long enough.
Nim confirmed huggboxer
i prefer snugs over hugg
i prefer fugg over snugs
>>8094065
uh huh 5'3
Hope you're having a good day /mtfg/
>>8094065
nim is a good girl in my opinion
>tfw your life is a flicc
>>8094064
I'm fine with dying inside out.
why can't I just talk to people without feeling out of place and awkward like a normal person
Stalin was a repressed trans lesbian
nim
>>8094073
>tfw living it up in the kino klique
>>8094068
I'll Tell You when I'm going to ship it
>>8094050
>>8094091
God I wish that were me
>>8094050
>tfw no cute stalin bf
>>8094097
Is that Nicole's grandfather?
>>8094082
can i be stalin
>>8094083
it was all the money i had but i got you fruit gummies today uwu
>>8093895
You look cute :3
>>8094108
no youre not allowed to repress
buyin bf varrock w 10,000 gp
>>8094109
yay thank u mommy nim
>>8094094
no ill buy some in may you need it okay
>>8094116
>>8094126
What did he do?
>>8094125
>pissing in an ocean of piss
>tfw still have a bunch of cypro but too autistic/scared of shipping it to someone here
>tfw girl pretending to be a boy
>>8094127
No repressing allowed
im a cute elfin boi
>>8094134
Can I have it?
>tfw you were a dumdum who didn't buy injections when they were available so now you have to wait a month to order them
>>8094137
but it means i get to be stalin
>>8094132
basically the root cause of everything in my family being so fucked up
dude's like straight out psychopathic, if it wasn't for him my mother wouldn't be crazy which means i probably wouldn't have as much trauma
thankfully im not having children so i guess i can break this fucking cycle of abuse and mental illness
a spectre is haunting mtfg - the spectre of transbianism.
>>8094142
i'd love to send it but i don't know how ;_;
i've never sent a package to anyone before nor a letter on my own
>>8094121
I don't want it anymore nim
Better to go to you than just to throw it away
I wish I wasn't such a useless piece of trash
>>8094147
>thankfully im not having children so i guess i can break this fucking cycle of abuse and mental illness
This, you are a saint and savior
Didn't bank sperm
I am going to be the end of this failure of a genetic lineage
Good for you!!
>>8094152
do it she'll have to give her address
why is there no fat in my face pls help
i want long hair NOW to be honest with u family
like i wanna play with it and use it to help me pass and stuff
>>8094144
its fiiiiine I don't think injections are THAT superior to sublingual
>>8094159
>18.7 bmi
>18.5 is literally considered underweight
>>8094160
>hair grows slowly
>eat salmon and biotin
>still takes like 1 year to go from "male haircut" to "at shoulders"
>>8094165
My BMI is like 20 and I'm fat as fuck obesity shills pls go
>>8094160
*fluff*
Joe's dead.
>>8094172
It's really hard to be HWP for you though.
>>8094172
You're 6'7 though
You're literally underweight
>>8094172
are you sure you're fat as fuck though?
So I might have a hot guy come over and spend the night on Sunday.
>>8094157
tfw brother will probably get some girl pregnant and all my efforts to castrate myself will be for naught
>>8094160
my hair is finally back at the length where i can do ANYTHING with it and still far from where i want it (around 12 months of growth, i'd say) and im just like "lets never have short hair, ever again"
>>8094182
lucky ducky
>>8094160
Long hair is nice, mine is around my shoulders
Though it's kinda messy and I should probably get it trimmed and styled
I want it longer than shoulder length tho tbqh
>>8094184
it kinda looks like shit cuz my hairline is so awful tho x-x
im a lil past shoulders rn
>>8094182
>fucking on zombie jesus day
My hair is getting long but it's so ratty and trashy that it's almost not worth it
>>8094187
>i feel fat though
thats some hardcore bdd talking
post tummy/waist
>>8094160
>>8094169
>mfw 2inch hair
>can't even start growing it out for when i transition without looking like a retard
>tfw people keep changing your discord name from nim to emily
reeeeeee it's nim!!!!
>>8094156
You aren't, but I feel the same most of the time :/
>>8094187
If they aren't here by then end of this month I'll get into troubles >_<
Maybe I should reduce my E dosage already?
>>8094196
I like you hair~
>>8094187
>i feel fat though
b o d y
d y s m o r p h I a
I know how you feel
>>8094199
no someone will save it
>>8094200
Okay I understand. I'd be scared anyways ._.
>>8094194
Tfw hair isn't long enough
>>8094210
post an uncee then
I want to laugh at you for thinking you're fat when you probably look really good
Nicotine cracks me up
>>8094214
>Buzzed off all my hair a few months ago
;_: Who is gonna wanna date a short haired unpassing tranny JUST
i dont even know what the fuck to do with my hair so i just tie it back
>>8094223
Find a short haired unpassing tranny desu
>look at myself in boymode in mirror
>feel like I look younger than I did before HRT
am I just hallucinating this
>>8094230
but I want a man fag
>>8094232
nah I'm starting to notice this too
younger and paler
>>8094227
But I think injections are more effective and stuff?
>>8094234
>inb4 you find another repressed tranny
>>8094232
Nope, it's not in your head. Softer skin, etc, all gives the appearance of youth. I'm 25 and get told I look 20.
>>8094232
Nah, HRT makes you look younger.
>>8094235
>people save that shit too x-x
who caresss put it for like 5 minutes or whatever the minimum is
there won't even be proof its of you
how do i eat good all i ate yesterday was a pizza and all i ate today was chik-fil-a
>>8094247
is this why my uni pals didnt want to believe me when i said im 26
fuck
>>8094232
nah i lost like 10 years with hrt lol
>>8094250
I ate taco bell and burger king today and I wanna kms
>>8094189
He's tall and has stubble its ridiculously sexy. He might stay for longer too, which I would be most pleased with.
>>8094195
Slaanesh will be most pleased.
>>8094196
I see girls with short hair and be like, "Bitch if you cant take care of long hair how you gonna take care of a baby?"
>>8094245
yeah they are according to most people
apparently you can feel kind of cruddy the last day or two before your next injection tho
>>8094256
>tfw im gonna get id again whenever i go drinking
also my chest hurts
i look fucking older than when i started on hrt kill me
>>8094255
Yup
>>8094227
My hair is the only good thing about me.
Everything else just sucks
>>8094267
b d d
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>>8094275
bdd isn't nice umu
>>8094267
...Are you not older than when you started HRT?
Sup senpai?
>>8094281
hi me
i hate this dumb guy (who isn't dumb and who i love lowkey) for making me super horny while he's at work. wtf am i supposed to do with these feels?
>>8094275
Bdd is just the worst meme
>>8094133
Meh
>>8094221
Saved
>>8094281
Hey~
>>8094281
Hi Grace; how are you?
>>8094279
I can't live here with my brother forever but I have so many other things to do first before I can even think of moving out but those require money but I can't get a fucking job because I'm useless trash despite getting dozens of interviews over the past few months so idk what to do anymore
>>8094285
I have bdd and very often I see different things in the mirror, so obviously its warping my perception of myself
>>8094281
hey dude
>>8094289
Respond by giving him a painful erection he can't do anything about while he's at work, of course.
>>8094283
>>8094293
>>8094294
Yoooooo
I'm p okay, kinda slowing down now that I'm off work but I don't wanna sleep
(I wanna sleep tho bed's too comfy)
How bout y'all
>>8094301
SUP CUS
>>8094186
I started at 14 by helping a neighbor lady get past her fertility problem...she was cool and nice, her husband, should ahve been chipped.
>>8094250
Make a pot of stew that is nutritionally balanced. I forgot to put the beans in the one I made yesterday. I had cans of 5 different types of beans to add to it.
>>8094290
stfu angie
aka bdd-chan
>>8094303
Wait you knocked up your neighbor when you were 14
>>8094302
i already did that lmao
that doesn't help me though grace!!!!!!!!!!
>>8094298
it's more like different mirrors and lightings make you look different so you have to check them all and composite what you actually look like from those different mirrors
>>8094302
Idk I'm just bored and thinking about going out into the city for something to do since I don't have anyone to hang out with today x.x
>>8094300
Mhh it just goes into the muscle, so not like i have to hit a vein precisely, so I guess I would do it too if it was possible here :/
>>8094310
A: Wait for him to get home like a good girl
B: Act on your urges now!
>>8094311
yes thats definitely true, I mean that I can look in the same mirror 5 times in one day and see 5 different versions of myself
>>8094316
yeah hitting a vein is bad
you just have to see if any blood comes out after you stab yourself with the needle
>>8094300
I wanna see you irl because really I think you've convinced yourself you look much worse than you honestly do
>>8094317
i don't like these options at all. i'm not going to be able to sit on his dick till monday.
>>8094309
I say neighbor lady to obfuscate things, but she really was a friend of mom's.
my hair grew pretty long in a year's time, to that anon with 2 inch hair you can def grow it
>try to leave hellhole home
>key wont turn in the ignition
JUST
>>8094329
Give him a surprise visit or something!
>>8094313
Going out would be fun!
>>8094326
Maybe I get patches at some pint :O
>>8094306
I don't have bdd!
I have dysphoria!
All this talk of needles and injections is making me queasy
>elanna left because threads were shit
>right away /mtfg/ is pretty ok again
>trying to find someone to cut my balls off
>everyone does either full removal or central line
>either that or they won't respond to my calls
IS MY MONEY NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR THEM??
>>8094350
>implying a druggie being here matters at all
>>8094339
~___~ YEAH MAYBE..
>>8094350
that's a natural phenomenon tho. the threads vary between absolute shit and kinda ok constantly.
>>8094353
what's wrong with those two?
just curious
>>8094353
>everyone does either full removal or central line
What are you looking for that isn't that?
>>8094350
I'm glad Elanna is gone. She was a massive bitch that ways got a free pass for being a shit head to other trannies if she didn't like them.
>>8094370
oh yeah i can understand that
how is inguinal done?
>>8094362
Tamara told me that the endocrinologist will have to do several blood draws and now I'm too scared to go to one to get a prescription
Do different psychedelic drugs give you tolerance to the same thing?
>>8094373
Cut hole in your groin and remove testicles by pulling them up
>>8094370
Ah that makes sense
I just wasn't sure what you meant by the other two. Yeah I looked around briefly for inguinal but have up lol
>>8094348
you can get over the fear!
I know because nurses used to lowkey laugh at me for how I'd react to shots/getting blood drawn (how pale I'd get and how I couldn't look) and now I stab myself with a long one every week
herro everynyan~
have you had your breasts massaged today?
my bf took care of them already
>>8094374
Blood tests are EZPZ. They really scared me the first few times because I had a bad one as a kid and that set up my expectations. However, after all the anxiety and worrying you have leading up to it, you lay down and all it turns out to be is a little pinch that lasts a minute. Sometimes it may hurt more if you can't relax your arm, but that's okay. It's nothing you can't handle. You're strong. You probably dink yourself worse in your day to day life. It's over quick and everything will be okay.
>>8094383
why do i want my balls removed...
stop talking about it!
im only here as a novelty.
>>8094332
Good job at posting your work place.
Be there soon to out you
>>8094376
yes to a degree (from everything I've read)
if you take shrooms day 1 and and acid day 2 it won't be as strong
but you only need to wait like a week for tolerance to be pretty close to zero anyway
>>8094374
Just relax and drink a lot of water before so you are well hydrated when they take the blood. I find it help to not look at it as they do it. Then it's just feels like a skeeter bite.
>>8094387
>my bf took care of them already
JEALOUS
>>8094389
Grace have had had your facial hair removed at all? Wondering about places in IL if you had it done and could recommend them
life without balls sounds ok...im unsure of reversing my woohoo..limitations of surgery and all
>>8094376
i've read there are crossovers for different tryptamines
>>8094387
i might do that to someone else actually
>>8094398
That's on my to-do list of "shit that'll take me forever to do that I really shouldn't keep pushing off"
In other words, not yet, I'm afraid I can't help yet. I should look into it tonight, I really want to get rid of the shadow on my lip.
>>8094390
I'm just going to obsess about it until I get it lol
>>8094405
I like psychedelics but that would probably definitely fuck your brain up for a while
>>8094408
fuck sake i had a dream about having an orchi and my brain was disturbingly happy.
>>8094399
yeah it's scary..
>>8094412
Try not to pay TOO much attention to dreams. Dreams are all emotion and subconscious, no rational thought or logic whatsoever.
>>8094386
>>8094389
When I was in middle school I was almost kicked out of school for refusing to get immunized because I was so scared of needles.
My brother had to give me some of his anxiety meds just so I could get a flu shot
I have a terrible fear of blood so a blood draws seems 10x worse than just a shot and idk how I would handle it.
I hate needles and sharp pointy things
What do I dooooooooooo
Seems like my maybe-boyfriend basically broke up with me?
I'm really hurt and wanna die forever right now
cut your balls off lol
>>8094423
yeah why not slit my wrists while i'm at it lol
>>8094421
I understand its not of course a fully logical fear, so you can't really reason with it
any time a needle is in you its only for a minute at the MOST (a shot its like 5 seconds) so just pretend to be somewhere else for a short amount of time and get done what you need to get done
i have bruises around my upper lip and chin from laser
so now my shadow looks twice as bad rn lol
it's worth it though, you don't know the suffering of always looking like you have a 5 o' clock shadow even after you just shaved
how do i get cowboy paint off a dog
i wish i had a time machine so i could stop this idiocy
>>8094429
proud of you senpai
>>8094429
>you don't know the suffering of always looking like you have a 5 o' clock shadow even after you just shaved
It's the worst fucking thing. Specially in the upper lip area because its noticeable as fuck and like right in the center of your face.
>>8094422
hugg what happened
>>8094350
>>8094369
>A certain unnamed trip posts a suicide note, I called her out on her bullshit, lots of anons calling me an asshole, few months later she gets outed as having faked her suicide just like I said
>Elanna laughs at my income and life when she's a drug addict who works in a grocery store despite having a chemistry degree, anons take her side, few months later I come back to see anons agreeing that she's a bitch.
>Oryx starts stalking me, anons say I'm paranoid, few months later Nicotine complains of the same thing and anons agree that she's a creep
>Complain about Nim and Maeve shitposting, anons call me stuck up, a few months later see anons telling them exactly what I said that they ruin the thread quality with their endless "hugg" posts
I've long said that everyone here knows that what I say is truth they just disagree to be obtuse and annoy me.
>>8094425
yeah get the wrist balls too
>>8094441
iunno, he seems to like dicks more than puss, so we're kind of in an argument.
He says after I'll have my vag he'll get bored because peen is more fun or something..
>>8094446
haha yeah cool dude
time to f ucking DIEEEEE
>>8094421
I understand, I was similar, trust me. Every time it came for a vaccine I'd have to be held down by a nurse or my family, otherwise I'd physically fight them or try to run. I once kicked a nurse off her stool, and hid behind a bed in the corner.
When I got my first blood test done, it hurt and was scary, I sat up too quick and soon so I got light headed, and I lost my vision and hearing temporarily. I ended up laying on the floor of the hall and had nurses just walking over me as I recovered.
So trust me, it was agonizing going in for a blood test to start HRT. I sat on the floor of the room next to a garbage can because I thought I was gonna puke. It took a lot of will to keep myself calm and actually go through with it, but remember, HRT is worth the tiny blip of pain in your day.
You'll get through it.
Take a breath and calm yourself down. Remind yourself it's only temporary and will be over before you know it. Think about how good it's gonna feel when it's finally over. Focus your thoughts on what you're going to do later that day instead of building up the blood test as a huge event. Treat everything like a normal day and do your best not to panic.
If you're as bad as I was, your doctor may prescribe you xanax for future appointments. But I got used to things as I kept going in, and I haven't needed to take a xanax at all since December. Last week when I got my blood drawn, I went in alone, without any medication, and even sat up for the test. That's a huge amount of progress from panic attacks.
Eventually, you'll get there too. Keep thinking about that, how one day this'll be a breeze for you. Keep your goals in mind and determine you're going to get there.
>>8094455
domt go
ooh awesome my stubble is back
fUCK my genes
>>8094463
My genes are the worst you can imagine. I even have permanent dark / purple bags under my eyes because my dad and his dad have it...
>>8094471
does it kinda make it look like you're wearing makeup?
>>8094448
that's awful of him :/
are you too really broken up? maybe he'll warm up to the idea or something
Are kidney beans keto?
>tfw think you're prepared for an exam but still think you'll fuck it up
Wew thanks for the confidence brain
>>8094463
>tfw moustache shadow
I need to get of my butt and learn to do makeup to hide it desu
>>8094460
im already a goner u cant save me im sorry
>>8094458
Grace
u r 2 sweet 4 this world
Thanks for the advice
I've gotta go actually do something today other than lay in bed
Later mtfg
>download faceapp
>post your female face
>>8094486
My original face is horrible so my 'female' face from the app doesnt change much
>>8094486
All it did was make my cheeks really puffy.
>>8094486
h-hi
i feel manic as fuck right now
i didnt have time to go to my usual store so i just ended up eating 3 ice cream bars and a can of monster for breakfast
i'm so much more independant than i was a month ago like omg
>going to a store i don't know the exact directions to by myself
i would have had a heart attack
also i got my new antideps so hopefully they'll work better than zoloft
but zoloft didn't do anything for me except give me diarrhea so frankly even if these new pills just didn't do anything but also didn't give me diarrhea they'd technically be better
>>8094486
all faceapp does is smear makeup on my face and tosses my hair up
>>8094486
faceapp makes me look like my sister and it makes me want to die lol
>>8094486
reposting
i kind of want to bleach my hair now
>>8094499
Like a faggot
>>8094486
I'm too afraid to use this because it would probably hit my dysphoria hard.
>downloading face app
>wanting to suffer
no thanks
>>8094506
why
>>8094486
Faceapp made my hair nicer and put a bunch of makeup on
Prolly should take it as a sign tbqh
>>8094499
Only 2 final exams after today wew
>tfw last ever final lets out right when the college bar opens
>>8094515
she a cissy and i aint umu
>>8094518
who tf is this bad bitch & is she up for having her pussy eaten
Guess I'm gonna be on cypro forever and always wondering if my T is fluctuating since no doctor has the balls to call me back
>>8094486
Pretty minor tweaks, neat.
>>8094523
Get yourself private bloodtests, the link is in the OP.
>>8094486
Fuck this waste. I WAS MEANT TO BE CHAD
REEEEEEE
GIVE ME MY CIS MALE DESTINY
>>8094530
uwu
>>8094525
I'd rather spend an extra $30 and do it at my doctor's rather than sell my blood to some random private site.
I still can't get an erection so I guess I'm okay for now.
>>8094486
>tfw it makes me look the same
uh cool i guess?
ok here i go
i hope i don't scar anyone
So many faces being added to some anonymous' folders of trips
>>8094544
>they're falling for the bait
>>8094544
t. hon too scared to post pics
>>8094544
>tfw based bully anons help me kill amy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fu0scA8kqHQ
>>8094544
When I post I at least use unsee for a slight layer of difficulty desu
Not that i care that much if someone saves my pics
>>8094549
I don't deny being a hon.
I want to ride my bike but I'm so tired I don't think I can balance.
Should we get :
Sandwiches
Pizza
Raising Cane's
Wingstop
>>8094544
>implying I look anything like that
I'm never posting the original anon.
Did you all also start getting approached by random dudes after a while on hrt?
This guy I had never seen before came up to me and just made small talk for like 10 minutes, so fucking awkward
how 2 get blood out of clothes
What's everyone's discord username here?
>>8094539
only change is make-up and longer hair REEEEEEE
reminder if you disrespect jesus he will turned your bread into crackers and blood onto wine
>>8094572
i don't see it that way at all lol
>>8094561
Raising Cane's?
>>8094537
You're really pretty. How long hrt?
>>8094522
I didn't know you had jungle fever?
>>8094577
https://www.raisingcanes.com/our-menu
>>8094582
Ooh, go with that one.
???
>>8094527
Fight it Amy!
Estrogen gives me strength, it will give you strength if you let it
>>8094578
uh something like a year and a few months been off hormones for a little while now tho
>>8094581
i mean i don't prefer one over the other but i find black women attractive, yeah
the short hair helps too
>>8094597
Why are you off hormones?
Ada is mine.
She's honestly the fucking cutest. She's so thoughtful and always knows the ways to calm me when I'm feeling off.
toppest gf 10/10
>>8094590
hi zna
>>8094608
detransitioning desu being a girl is too hard ;_;
I have to give a presentation today and I full like I'm going to puke. I'm so nervous. Why do normies place such importance on speech? I wish I had never spoken as a child.
>>8094613
Now thats a lie
>>8094613
All those times you told me to "toughen up"....
>>8094612
Hey Hailey!
>>8094614
What's the presentation about?
>>8094616
ahh you caught me yeah im lying just ran out of hrt and didn't babe the money for a while i ordered some two days ago lol ;P
>>8094593
it just made me weaker. in every sense.
anger was better than this
>>8094625
It's part of a Humanities course I'm required to take
it's a presentation on pop culture in the 1930s and 40s
It's not hard, but I have a speech impediment and social anxiety.
>>8094566
Pre treat with detergent, then COLD water wash. warm or hot water may set the stain.
why tf is transferring money from one account to another so difficult
>>8094629
ypu were always weak, now you are laid out bare.
>>8094636
thx you anon
This is what my girlmode got
homeless dude referred to me as "lady" before correcting himself, while in boy-mode. i guess it's something? :>
what game should i play?
dark souls or tomb raider?
>>8094657
NieR:Automata
>tfw want to be effay like the cool kids but ur too poor for the real stuff
>>8094657
Dark Souls
>>8094659
SOONE
*looks at Lean shoes some more*
And finally the "hot" me.
This app is fun.
>>8094657
>playing vidya
that's legit worse than AGP
>>8094644
its such a waste though...
>>8094662
that gif really makes me think
>>8094657
Dark Souls.
I need to use a thicker and duller blade. The cuts this knife made is surgically precise.
>>8094684
You'd best not be cutting yourself.
>>8094671
alessia please, dark souls provides the true tranny experience of wearing plate armor in a grey miserable world and dying 100000 times. sometimes theres wizards
i give you bully anons an open target to bully me so i can become demotivated and hopefully repress again
KILL ME ANONS
>>8094671
AGP isn't bad so...
>>8094686
I was for a bit but didn't like how it was making incisions and not cuts. I like deep, jagged kinds of scars.
>>8094659
I just did my own thing...
>>8094689
kill your own damn self literally everyone is tired of your daily back and forth bullshit. hopefully your abusive boyfriend kills you soon
>>8094050
Stalin was incredibly authoritarian
>>8094692
post uncee of some
>tfw my faceapp results got no (you)s
>>8094689
your repression is retarded and you fucking suck shit at being a man
your maleness is literally a tranny trying to be vegeta
get this through your head: you fucking SUCK SHIT at being a guy, the world doesn't need more fake men you dumb queer, keep taking your pills you idiot
>>8094696
ur bad at ur job. i expect better bullying in future.
>>8094704
fine but social transition NEVER Ever.
>>8094704
hopefully she dies soon
>try pinching nipples
>literally start gasping from the sensation
n-nobody told me boobs would be like this...
>>8094709
you could at least gender me male
>>8094707
so just be a gem boy or a faggot and go shit up their threads with your retard feels and leave this thread for girls that actually want to completely transition
tfw you watched too much /r/watchpeopledie and you're basically numb to everything even children getting decapitated
How do I get back my innocence, mtfg?
>>8094713
want is seperate from reality.
seems like im the only one who doesent buy into pipe dreams
>>8094711
Yes we did. Now get a bf or gf to suck on them.
does this top make me seem fat? i was just looking at it and i seem pudgy
Honestly i really like penis ngl
>>8094720
Amy pls. Some people here were horrible looking and managed to pass one hundred percent after transitioning.
you can make it happen
>>8094689
either take hrt or don't
no one cares
>>8094724
I don't see it.
petition to kill amy
>>8094663
soone indeed uwu
>>8094724
Shakira's wig is nicer than yours.
>>8094731
i miss the active bullies.
>>8094727
well fair enough.
life is effort and ill quit when i die
>>8094733
this
>>8094733
plz do this entire gen is sick of her shit. she ""detransitions" multiple times a week now
>>8094739
oh just let me have my moodswings.
i feel better now.
>>8094737
put your trip back on 50 cent
>>8094742
no fuck off. literally everyone is sick of reading your retarded fucking manic mood swings. keep it to yourself or detransition for real
How do I go about happiness?
>>8094748
death
>>8094747
fine jeez.
This looked a lot better in their promotions. I hope it tastes better than it looks.
>>8094724
Qt as always Korra!
napping is nice
i feel like i should do something productive or at least fun tho
>>8094758
that's cane's right? it's good chicken, always better fresh vs. sitting around for a while tho
>>8094758
what kinda sauce is that?
>>8094350
>>8094357
>>8094442
Shit I missed a lot.
Is Zheanna still around?
>>8094758
looks tasty to me but I'm also p hungry rn.
>>8094773
sometimes, but not as often anymore.
>>8094773
you did miss a lot, zhe and elanna destransed together, moved to new zealand and got married and are now living as gay men
>>8094780
I need to educate my taste buds.
>>8094791
the greatest love story ever
the bs is turning into a cow chip. be creative.
tfw no hot roommates who walks around in their boxers
>>8094791
hot
Is FaceApp me pretty? :c
>>8094811
I knew you'd be back.
>>8094773
I have not seen Zheanna since I came back. I heard business picked up for her hence why she's not been around.
>>8094813
You look English, are you English?
>>8094813
very pretty c:
>>8094821
Canadian.
>>8094822
Th-Thanks. I can't tell if this app should give me hope or not.
i feel better now.
>>8094825
>She has been getting doxxed.
Well she did post a fuckload of personal information here but she was so open I'm surprised anyone bothered to dox her.
>>8094833
I heard you broke up with your gf (yes I know who your gf was but I won't say of course)
>>8094843
They were rather vicious. I've noticed the anon trolls gang up on and attack anybody who becomes a role model for others.
>>8094843
It's a shame we can't talk about ourselves openly in case someone shows up at our door with a chloroform rag. Or worse, emails or phone calls being sent to work or stuff.
Beep beep I'mma sheep :(
>>8094848
I'm doing alright; my PhD research is going nowhere and I don't know when I should just give up on it, but aside from that I'm about as I always have been, still impatient about laser not being finished and transition not progressing because of it, but overall I'm pretty okay, thank you for asking.
>>8094853
make up something and pile it higher and deeper. Then use the PhD to get a job you like.
>>8094851
idk she was doxxed through the place she would post her new music up to
it was connected to her old profile as a male with her old name
I don't think someone necessarily went out seeking to doxx her it was probably just an opportunity that arose semi by accident
all the pictures that were posted were from that profile
How accurate is FaceApp you think? It doesn't seem to do any major skeleton changes or anything. Just hair, makeup, and some light rounding of the jaw. Stuff that seems achievable.
>>8094833
Pretty!
>>8094853
Idk do you have any sort of direction or suggestions from a supervisor or is a PhD one of those cases where you're on your own? I'm not versed in higher level degrees and what level of independence is expected.
>>8094862
yeah i see it as kind of a good goal for transition
>>8094862
if I someday am able to look like what faceapp spews out for me I will be the happiest human being who has ever lived
>>8094873
There is hope!
>>8094865
There's direction but it can be more or less hands-on. I dropped out of mine because I was micromanaged into writing a quotable shill piece for cap and trade and I didn't want my name on that.
>>8094841
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSCzDykng4g
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VJBBUqr1wM
>>8094862
Yeah same Im also wondering this.
And I mean that fucking app has made me actually question myself, brought up a lot f weird feelings.
>>8094861
I wasn't there for it and it makes me uncomfortable to talk to about it.
>>8094885
I'm kind of unsure because I managed to get a pretty impressive result but a bunch of others with slightly different angles turned out pretty honnish.
>>8094873
I'd rather not. The new version produces rather creepy outputs...
>>8094892
Pretty!!
>>8094881
no
but i'll still try my best..
>>8094865
I have direction from my advisor, yes; it just seems to be that the direction she recommends I try doesn't seem to be working. I'm going to give it some more time to keep trying though.
>>8094884
Sorry for another mood swing
I need to woman up
rip Eddie Murphy :(
woah charlie murphy died
i guess rick james is stepping on his couch in heaven
>>8094906
who
If you run your face through it five times you become a horrifying anime monster.
>>8094912
What if I want to look like I'm an anime
I'll make 6 figures in my 30s, how much do I need to pay to look like an anime and make my FaceApp dreams a reality
>>8094809
no its not fun, its just torture I promise
you can't touch and you're not even supposed to look
>>8094911
the guy that got the shit slapped out of him by rick james
>>8094156
Then do something productive rather than complaining about your dumb tranny feelings here
>>8094916
however much some high quality virtual reality costs
>>8094912
AHHHHH! :O
Today I learned that drinking castor oil will give you the urge to shit (captcha: flooding super)
>>8094914
Thank you; yes, it's computer science, applying robot motion planning algorithms to molecular modeling.
>>8094912
ayy imao
>>8094929
that must be interesting
>>8094924
Can I inject the virtual reality right into my brain
At this point in life I'll take a beautiful lie
>>8094912
This is literally what Kayla wants to look like.
>>8094825
And what do you mean she "didn't relate to anyone here?" Sure I can understand her frustration with all the plebs here but us, I thought we were on the same musical plane, sharing jazz albums and my (poor) attempts to discuss musical theory with her?
>>8094850
>>8094851
Aye it's one of the reasons why I try to be careful what I post here. I need to keep trying to quit this place, that's the only solution because I know there are haters here desperate to doxx the fuck out of me and I might slip up one day.
>>8094862
Uhh well because of what I said above I am not going to post the originals for critique however I agreee that bone structure didn't seem to change much, it was just as if HRT had worked really well for me and I looked totally different. The ones generated from my girlmode pic however the female filter just warped my face into a cartoon, not realistic at all and the hot filter is I guess what I'd look like if I had plastic surgery.
>>8094903
hory shet
>>8094861
Ahh something vaguely similar happened to me but fortunately the person who found this information happened to be my best friend here Juniper.
>>8094927
It's less toxic than the beans it's made from but too much will still kill you outright.
>>8094943
Once you start passing and living full time it becomes harder and harder to relate to anyone on mtfg.
>>8094945
What do you mean it will kill me? owo;
I want to bully all of you trannies grrr die
>>8094945
Really? I didn't know that :O Why eat it then?
>>8094947
There are a few people I really like reading from and they're the only reason I still come here.
>>8094947
I i've passed and live full time for years now and I still find yall relatable. Kinda like my little sisters just budding :)
>>8094951
Bully me pls bby
>>8094954
I know but that's gotta hurt to lose your brother like that :(
>>8094955
teach meeee
>>8094947
I think part of my issue relating is I come from such a different background than most.
>>8094962
Step one: Have a female voice :) It helps a lot!
>>8094947
I've never passed and will never full time and its been 5 years of HRT. I too find it hard to relate to the general
>>8094965
That and the generational gap, I guess, yeah. I'm not likely to find anyone sharing my background here, that's for sure...
>>8094964
woops lol I drank a bunch because I thought the fat would get absorbed by my body and the rest helping to clean / flush out my intestines
my BPD symptoms are acting up a lot today. i'm not irritable or whatever but i'm hella dissociative and can literally feel my emotions change.
like it feels like a legit rollercoaster kind of feeling? like a low and then a switch flicks and it's like a feeling of elation like i'm actually flying.
i hate this lmao idk why it's so bad today. how is everyone else's day going?
>>8094960
Penis face
my mom told me she kicked my father out because he beat me up too much.
>tfw don't remember any of it
turns out i'm even better at repressing than i thought, i guess
>>8094966
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1BbwuPILc1x
>>8094975
>1 year HRT and I don't pass at all
don't you have like 3 or 4 guys you have sex with somewhat regularly
Family is kinda accepting me..feels p nice >.<
>>8094981
Idk they're just delusional when they call me pretty.
>>8094975
I see :( That makes me an outlier then! I am into vaporwave/EDM/trance music among other differences :X
>>8094975
Yeah, you are. Syndie, obviously. Also Edie, Sass, Valq, Phie, Lilly and a few others.
I'm keeping my FaceApp result in my timeline folder, it'll be fun to compare it to the real me in a couple years.
>>8094985
iktf honestly
>>8094980
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1BbwuPILc1x
That's pretty good. You seem to have done some work! I am sure you'll get there soon :)
Question: would you date a man who likes trannies, a chaser, but he would genuinely love you and not sexually objectify you?
>>8094976
Mm yes good
>>8094984
Nice :3
>>8094995
yeah like 6 months x0x
>>8094947
>Once you start passing and living full time it becomes harder and harder to relate to anyone on mtfg.
that's not necessarily true though. you still understand what it was like to be early on and can still find amusement in your early mistakes.
which lots of the girls make here. it just becomes hard to share in the same struggles if anything, and find common ground.
not to mention you start to get chased out and everyone else acts like they know better than you. if you pass you're either worshipped or hated, there's no inbetween.
primarily because the people here base their opinions on you solely on the way you look, and your posts (which aren't indicative of who anyone in here actually is)
>>8094977
*HUGS*
if you find yourself getting triggered by things and don't know why, get some therapy and EMDR for the triggers. Actually recall isn't needed for EMDR.
>>8094997
Depends on his moral values.
>>8095001
wtf you find amusement in my tranny mistakes
>>8094997
I did at one time.
>>8094997
The only kind of man I could get is a chaser so why not
>>8095007
yes lmao
more laughing with ya'll than at ya'll though. like when kayla wore that super red lipstick and that awful colorful eyeshadow. cause i did the same shit.
>>8094997
yes for sure
>>8095011
that's why id never post pictures like that x>x
>Bought some nice clothes to try and give me wardrobe something new
>Too afraid to take them out of the shipping box because what if looking in the mirror with them on makes me regret living
>>8095001
i neither worship nor hate you.
>>8094973
iktf I'm on that rollercoaster since like mid february. I played ps4 for like 10 hours today and got suicidal after it and now I'm not tired at all even tho I'm awake for 20 hours.
>>8094973
have you not gotten back on E yet, edie?
weird dude creeped me the fuck out at uni, but things are okay. no idea why I seem to be getting a lot more male attention while still in boy-mode
>>8094973
this will cheer you up
I found a picture of you without any makeup on :D
>>8095025
why do you think
>>8095025
They sense it :O!
>>8095016
every girl, cis or trans, has that awkward phase to some degree. it's just diff watching people do it once you're past it.
when you're a tranny who's been living as a woman for 7 years like me you just look at how people act and remember how you used to act.
it all changes. evvveeeerrrything changes.
>>8095023
uh well you've definitely hated me that's for sure lol
>>8095024
;-; why don't you sleep bb?
>>8095025
i'm on some pills at the moment, but my symptoms have gotten a lot easier to manage since stopping injections.
it's just been REALLY bad today and idk why. how'd he creep you out tho?? was he just staring a lot?
Eddie Murphy's daughter is fucking hot. I wish I looked like her, someone please put a bullet in my skull.
>>8095002
yeah, i should really start looking into this.
just having her say this, kind of matter-of-factly, felt really strange. she said it as if it were something I would remember very well, you know?
>>8095032
> you just look at how people act and remember how you used to act.
it all changes. evvveeeerrrything changes.
Iktf xD
>>8095032
I like to think I've changed for the better. All the self-hate, gone.
>>8095032
Oh yeah true I used to. It had nothing to do with your looks though.
>>8095039
It does change for the better and then you end up just being a regular girl with regular problems :)
>>8095038
No. War. War never changes.
>>8095032
I don't know I usually get like really awake after feeling shit mentally or when meeting with friends. I took my anti depressant to make me sleep 15 mins ago tho so let's see. sometimes it make me weirdly high and I'm not sure if it helps with the nightmares or not.
>tfw you see someone irl that looks like you if you were a cis female
wew sadness sets in
>>8095036
She's really pretty ;-;
I feel like absolute shit now, I'm gonna shoot up a modelling agency.
>>8095046
I mean in the context of self-hatred and common problems :)
>>8095037
Entire sections of my childhood are just black blanks because of repression. It's normal to suppress traumatic memories.
>>8095047
>honestly this is me with makeup lmao!!
I told anon that you would get a kcik outta that
>>8095030
i mean, i'm still using my "guy voice" and am hiding boobs, no makeup and I can't see a hint of anything but a faggy boy in the mirror, sooo
>>8095032
ah, hope you get your patches soon, just got mine upped, which is exciting
he stared for a bit and then made incredibly awkward conversation for like ten minutes or so. like asking about really obvious stuff that he probably knew himself. he ended up getting a phone call and i sneaked away
>>8095050
Happens to me too, cheers me up though, gives me hope that I could one day look like a cis girl. Hey do you want to see the originals of those faceapps? Come on Skype.
>>8094997
I mean, that's basically what I'm doing now. His past few girlfriends were trans and one was more of a femboy. I don't consider him a chaser, I'd say trans attracted.
That said he respects the shit out of me, doesn't care about the fact that I have trouble passing yet (one of his past girlfriends was literally pre-hrt when they started dating).
He also absolutely respects that I don't want my gt touched and stuff.
He loves me as a person and that's all that matters.
What's the best gun for a mass shooting?
>>8095048
well the nightmares come from the negative emotions that occur when you're awake, so hopefully it helps to some degree :<
>>8095050
>tfw i never see anyone who looks anything like me irl ever
>>8095060
ik i actually screamed laughing loud af when i saw you post it the first time but i wasn't posting at the time so i didn't get to address it lmao ty bb
>>8095061
oo that is very nice!! and d'aw he likes u. you can still be pretty even if you're a boy mode tbqh i'm js
>tfw not a princess in a fantasy setting
shame
>>8094912
It took me a few runs to even be cute :(
Ffs when
>>8095063
Sure, I'll get on Skype
>>8095059
have you talked to a therapist about this? i think finding a good one could help me a lot, but my experiences so far have been pretty bad
>>8095067
A Claymore, go out in style.
the "old" setting on the faceapp thingy makes me look like an old woman. better than nothing, i suppose
>>8095068
>ik i actually screamed laughing loud af when i saw you post it the first time but i wasn't posting at the time so i didn't get to address it lmao ty bb
<3
didnt know if you had seen it or not
>>8095085
What's wrong with being old!? :) You'd be a very mature lady.
>>8095071
tfw not Nausicaa.
>>8095083
That would be funny if that was true
>>8095068
the paper said it takes like 2-4 weeks to have that effect. I have more panic attacs lately tho.
Thanks everyone, I've decided to go with a 12-gauge, blow their pretty heads off.
>>8095113
What...
>lewdtexting with the guy i'm dating
>he starts talking about how much he likes looking at me when we're together
>think about the last time i kissed him and how he made a nervous giggle and smiled real big
>remember when we last had sex and how he was looking me in the eyes the entire time
>he had a big smile on his face and look so genuinely happy that time too
>remember him telling me how beautiful he thought i was and kissing me tons and how intimate it was
>tfw just trying to lewdtext but instead d'awing at him describing how much he just likes me and finds me attractive
stupid emotions i want to talk about hot hot sex
>>8095121
cute :3
>>8095121
That's pretty cool that you have someone like that in your life :) (and it's cute)
>>8095121
That's amazingly cute
>>8095141
I've been through dozens I refuse to try anymore. Mental health care is a fucking joke. I can deal with my problems my own.
>>8095144
i stare at the screen with my wide open smiling while replying to you
is that weird
>male filter on faceapp is just me with shorter hair
What did they mean by thus
>>8095144
Well, only you would be able to tell if he is the one. It does sound like yall are having a grand ol time together and if he is a keeper ... well then keep him! :D
>>8095141
did you find someone by looking for people who specialize in trauma? or just a regular therapist?
so ive been turning myself into a girl for like...a year and a half now and this was the first time ive been kinda accepted as one???? idk my family is turning out to be a lot more accepting than i was worrying, at least the female side. they were all in the room fighting over my grandmas stuff and after a while i walked out and they started saying 'where beepbeep? she can stay with us now she doesnt have to worry' and it felt so nice desu but i also felt like a megahon lmao. one of these days ill get ffs and feel totally normal with them
>>8095144
We can't really make choices for you edie. Personally I'm kinda scared of marriage (I used to be obsessed with it) because I feel like life is too short...
But your guy sounds adorable in the way he acts, he clearly does love you. I'd say go for it if you want to.
>>8095121
awwwww
ur gonna get married u kno
>>8095144
>so i should marry him right?
yes!
you will look elegant af in a pretty floor length wedding dress!
and then you will become a botanist and slowly get happy lines on your face and you wont even care :D
>>8095155
you're scared of marriage because life is too short?
one time i ate styrofoam as a kid
did that turn me into a tranny
>>8095163
yes
>>8095153
Congratulations!
>>8095163
wtf
>>8095158
are we gonna get married
>>8095153
Congratz on the acceptance :) I hope it bodes as well wit the males of the family.
>>8095168
your going to get married to a handsome boy
>>8094997
Ye
Usual standards and preferences for men still apply
>>8095162
To be more specific, I'm scared to be hurt / betrayed. I can't trust relationships anymore.
All of my relationships in the future, just like in the past, are gonna be numerous and short, because I always get hurt.
Now I'm scared of commitment.
And marriage is now a nightmare, it used to be a dream.
>>8095171
but no
>>8095174
Marriage isn't for everyone but for the few that want and pursue it, it's one of the best things life can offer you.
>stand up to get coffee
>legs give out from exhaustion
>posting from floor
>too tired to get back up or even crawl to kitchen
I guess this is my new home now
>>8095152
I searched for trauma specialists...
I knew that was my main problem that I needed to address. Trans issues were nothing compared to the trauma I'd been through.
>tfw dreamt about getting married last night
>tfw only been in one relationship for a month in hs and there was no sex
Quit fucking taunting me with dreams
>>8095193
Don't die down there
>>8095193
sounds like you need a heavy duty breakfast, not coffee.
>>8095193
*gives u a pet*
>>8095212
It's 7:30 PM here I am making it for tomorrow.
I'm not hungry just exhausted.
so how is everyone? what's new and stuff?
I <3 u all
>>8095222
hey Sass
>>8095222
Welcome back :) Nothing much. How are you doing today?
>>8095204
Are you straight or lesbian?
>>8095224
heyp :)
bus Sass is dead ;-;
is there a discord i can join?
i'm pretty new around here desu >_<
>>8095230
I'm ok, I'm starting to pack because I'm moving back in with my parents :(
>>8095233
>Sass is dead ;-;
cease this autism
>>8095231
Bi, though I only really see myself with guys. Girls are fine though
Ngl I suck
>>8095237
I'm sorry to hear that. :( Is it something you wanna share about?
>>8095237
rip
>>8095239
Same.
>>8095239
same
>>8095238
it's the opposite of autism it's a an artistic performance piece.
>:(
>>8095254
>it's the opposite of autism it's a an artistic performance piece.
aka lefty autism
>>8095257
ok can i have some money
I poured a bunch of boiling hot coffee all over my left hand and arm
It kind of hurts
>>8095249
You're not even my real mom
>>8095248
ahhh it's a long story. but I basically was estranged with my parents and then we made up, and then, it makes more financial sense to move back with them so I can focus more on my business and less on other sorts of bullshit.
anyhow it's only temporary....but packing is really about throwing away useless stuff.
>>8095250
mini rip, lol
check out this hot slice
featuring mustard for the sauce
>>8095270
Yeah don't do that
>>8095275
I was gonna say that looks bad but mustard for the sauce really ties it together, that looks delish
>>8095272
I don't even want to think about moving at this point. Too much stuff and I hate throwing away anything...
>>8095239
I could make out with a girl
I've done it many times and enjoyed it
there's just no real to desire than to go further than touching her boobs at the most
guys I wanna cudd and succ and fucc
I'm coming up on 7 months of HRT, I've been taking 4mg progy for around 5 of those.
Should I consider moving to 6mg? Progress has been kind of slow. Any dangers to it?
>>8095257
wtf
>>8095288
>taking progy that early
????????
>>8095272
Oh OK! Best of luck with your business while you are there then!
>>8095293
>Not taking E as soon as you can
>>8095271
*runs away crying*
>>8095293
progy as in progynova I'm guessing they mean, not progesterone
>>8095257
wtf? how did you do that? I haven't been able to do that yet :(
also, <3 beps
>>8095259
shut up STEM dork, humanity, love fear and forgiveness can't be measured or quantified.
>>8095282
I'm just sad to see the collection of useless things that I don't need thats a reflection of my past life and has nothing to do with me now.
>>8095275
That does not look appetizing but that's just my opinion :X
>>8095299
oh im dumb
i thought you meant progesterone x-x
>>8095293
Yeah, this >>8095301
Though technically I started taking progesterone after a few months too because of switching to cypro.
Which is less agp for sexual relief? Hitachi want on penor or dildo in butte?
>>8095298
You're so nice, spicy! :)
my business is making hot sauce ;)
>>8095303
>tfw stem dork
>>8095310
Neither. Having absolutely zero sex drive and just quickly rubbing one out every month without thinking too much about it is the only tru-trans way.
>>8095307
but people were telling me that i should start like 14 months in
I was referred to a sexologist, apparently he is one of the only people with any experience with trans stuff. Would it be worth trying it out? Kinda weary of it
>>8095314
People are wonderfully uninformed about how medication works.
>>8095314
no one knows anything about progesterone
>>8095316
hmmm
but i guess im on progesterone anyway cuz cypro
would it be worth cycling
>>8095297
>I upped to 6mg because I was frustrated with progress, it did nothing except shoot up my E levels to dangerous levels.
Can I get a second opinion on upping my progynova to 6mg? One answer isn't really enough to go on with HRT.
>>8095315
Referred for what?
>>8095317
progesterone doesn't actually exist it's just a projection from our minds
>>8095286
I think most of my desires to be with girls came from my repression desu
I'd make out with a girl but nothing sounds better than a dicking
>>8095322
exactly
>>8095303
Not much of that here. Most of the clothes I bought before transitioning were from the women's section anyway, those that don't fit right now may fit again later. All the really useless paper from my student years is at my parents' place. Except lots of books I'll never open again, but I just can't throw away books.
Then there's stuff that would qualify as trash for most people. I probably should throw it away even now, but keeping everything that might be useful some day is kind of a cultural atavism...
>>8095319
You up your meds based on blood test results, not because random anonymous trannies told you to
>>8095325
I feel the same way, like I used to be desperate for a gf, but now looking back on it I think I was just trying to validate my masculinity and actually wasn't that into women. Every time I was actually with a woman it was boring.
>>8095321
for therapy, I had gone to a psychiatrist in a different city and this dude was the only person she knew close to where i live
>>8095329
>You up your meds based on blood test results
I can't get blood tests though.
>>8095310
Yamaha flugelhorn in butt, obviously.
>one shot at life
>not born as taylor swift
why continue living
My whole hand hurts but it reminds me of when I was younger. Huh.
>>8095329
>Every time I was actually with a woman it was boring.
I thought you got made fun of by your family for being a turbovirgin before you transitioned
>>8095335
You're not trutrans tho
>>8095310
just jerk it like a man
>>8095333
Why not?
>>8095347
but I married you first baby girl
how much progesterone does cypro have?
my dad just apologized for being a bad dad and it was awkward because i didnt know what to say
>>8095358
why did he he say that?
>>8095354
Too much social anxiety and I'm not comfortable around my doctor.
I'm going to a psychiatrist in a month, if things work out I can maybe come out and get help there.
I know it's fucking stupid, but it's kept me from getting any tests done so far. I wouldn't mind if I could just have the results mailed to me, but I have to actually go have them presented to me by the doctor.
the page with the target levels says that E should be between 30 and 120 pg/ml. why do people here say that it should be 150 or higher? would something like 60 be okay?
>>8094929
you might like this https://research.googleblog.com/2017/04/predicting-properties-of-molecules-with.html
>>8095358
Pigs will fly before my dad ever apologizes for being so terrible.
>>8095359
idk our relationship is awful and we arent close at all and i'd never talk to him again if i didn't live with parents
>>8095358
>tfw when many of us posting today will have to apologize for being a trans dad someday.
>>8095369
If you're not comfortable around your doctor you may want to find another doctor?
my nipples now stick too far out of my boobs and it looks weird :(
I really hope they look normal some day, they've been changing a lot lately but I feel like it just looks more and more abnormal
i am ur dsad i a,m sorry please forgive me
>>8095369
I might have suggested this to you already but private tests are a good way to go if you're in the US. Walk in, show papers, get blood drawn and leave, results emailed to you. Its really easy.
>>8095372
Neat; very different from the stuff I do, but interesting.
>>8095377
b-but we're moms
>>8095383
y did u beat me until i cut my peepee off
>someone stole my wallet off the counter
>missed flight to Ash
>stick no money
>cry
>two free tickets to sf and then Santa Anna
>running around pants and united slips a little
>complete free ball
>go through scanner
>ma'am you have a massive abnormality in your groin region
>makes me stand spread eagle
>hits the back of her hand on my crotch
>makes me pull my waistband out
>sit in fetal position ready to puke
>Ash tells me how to cope
>feel better
>>8095378
Only one in my small town unfortunately. He's a big black man, maybe I'm a little racist for being intimidated by him but eh. He's also kind of unfriendly and also puts me on edge literally as soon as I come in the door since he ALWAYS makes a comment about how tall I am.
>>8095384
I'm Canadian, not sure if that's an option. I'm going to ask the psychiatrist about that though.
Don't have the money for the online one in the OP.
>>8095394
but your a boy
stop memeing and your life will improve
sorry about your purse being stolen
>>8095383
If you let me wear my dresses and leotards I'd have gotten bored with it and stayed a boy
Going to try and sleep this burn pain off.
>>8095383
i thought u died
>>8095383
I forgive you, now would you mind dying so I can have my inheritance?
>>8095403
many sorry wan u be strong man
>>8095394
Yeah TSA is not really trans-friendly
>>8095399
Have the purse it was just the wallet
Luckily I put an ID in everything
I'm not memeing I was just saying I let my pants slip down and set off the scanner and had to show her my bulge
husbend pleas com back 2 bed
>>8095383
Stay in Florida! You caused trouble in England, you caused trouble in Connecticut, just please stay in Florida far away from everyone and don't piss anyone else off!
>>8095394
Reminder that you can get TSA pre-approved and skip the body scanners. As an mtf I'd definitely recommend it.
>>8095416
how r u aliv
>>8095405
Night!
>>8095394
>massive abnormality
nice fake story
>>8095404
u giv me scissors
>>8095413
I'll just avoid flying anywhere until I get my full ID change. Matter of months, now. When I started transitioning, I needed SRS and a lawyer for that, now I need neither. Still have to go to court to get the birth certificate and it's not exactly a quick process. Then starts the fun of getting all other papers and contracts changed.
this is gonna be our little secret
>>8095424
;-; I'm not embelshing the danger box was my entire front hip region like from my waist to my upper thigh
>>8095431
*wimper*
>>8095431
Buying us chemicals to make IEDs? (My uncle was bald, but no, he wasn't called Fester.)
>>8095430
Phew you have a lot ahead of you but man since it's done it is amazing :)
>>8095431
Dark.
>>8095433
how does that happen considering you are less than three inches when erect?
>>8095441
I just avoid situations where I have to show ID for now. The post office girl hasn't been replaced recently so she doesn't ask anymore. And I don't pay by check unless it's through mail. So far, no police checks. 30-something white women aren't exactly their usual target and I drive carefully enough to never get stopped by cops. That leaves the medical stuff, but I haven't had any real annoyances on that side, managed to stay stealth during a year at a clinic thanks to the staff's discretion and cooperation. They get VIPs on rehab so they're drilled about letting patients stay incognito.
Some black guy trying to chat me up, he looks like some kind of gangsta rapper, should I be his hoe?
>>8095445
video games
>>8095433
Only things that caused me a bit of trouble were my dilator set and a metal perfume spray bottle.
>>8095462
That's a dank looking dilator
>>8095467
http://m.sephora.fr/index.html#!catalog/product/view/P2233013?cm_mmc=Search_Search_Google_PLADivers_Accessoires_&skuId=255337
>>8095472
Anything is a dildo if you're brave enough
>>8095455
I was very fortunate that lived in an area and had hospital that could put female on everything. Even if insurance tried to fight it, they would lose to the sheer number of doctors that did it. :)
YOU ARE NOW REKEMBERING YOU BEING A BIT AWKWARD LONG AGO
>>8095490
haha which time tho
>>8095481
Docs just use my present name, old name in parentheses and my SSID which hasn't changed yet. Haven't had any trouble because of that.
>>8095490
Not bothered.
>>8095490
>a bit
>>8095490
i did that all last night though
>>8095477
Electric knifes your thing?
>tfw low salts
>>8095490
>>8095490
>a bit
>a long time ago
How about a lot always?
>>8095498
*knives
>>8095490
I'm always awkward :(
>>8095500
>Pizza Hut
>>8095500
FREE????
>>8095498
sure I don't need my blood anyways
>>8095500
what did you order senpai
>>8095519
big dinner box with pasta :D its 2 medium beef pizzas
feels gud being a fat shit
>>8095523
dont make urself sick anon
>body of a 23 year old man
>emotions and feelings of a teenage girl
>>8095505
knifeses*
>>8095539
To be fair, There is a lot of people in this world that have the emotional intelligence of a teenager.
>>8095539
wooooooooo!
>>8095490
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM REMEMBERING EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE AT THE SAME TIME
STOP IT'S TOO MUCH AHHHHHHH
four pounds lost in two days
hmmm
>>8095537
wtf stop that looks tasty
got done making a worktable lght from 4100k LED light strips. I need to make another.
>>8095328
>but keeping everything that might be useful some day is kind of a cultural atavism...
very much so. My mom and dad are from an era of scarcity. So both tend to hoard, mom more so than dad.
>>8095369
I have a female doc for a reason. It helps that she is nice and a bit younger than me.
>>8095379
There is a wide variation in nipple sizes.
>>8095384
>results emailed to you.
Technically illegal in the US. Medical information is to be kept confidential by the provider. After you get, you can do what you want with it.
>>8095430
>Then starts the fun of getting all other papers and contracts changed.
I'm dreading that part.
>try being a lil sneaky and seeing if my mom would give me money for "supplements" for hair regrowth when it's really dutasteride
>tell her how dht works
>"so you're blocking a hormone!? the last thing you need right now is to be messing with your hormones!"
im still in the clear ladies
>>8095537
can i have some cole slaw (vegan mayo pls)
>>8095548
wtf no you need to be enticed by real food you have disordered eating buddi
>>8095553
wtf disordered eating
>>8095548
>>8095553
wait ewwww wtf i watched the whole webm and they mixed it with so much shit
>>8095559
OH DEAR GOD
THEY PUT FLAVOR ON IT
>>8095561
it was good until like halfway through!!
>>8095558
There are none! The last one I saw was advertised by Tony Hawk for Funny or die.
>tfw u want to be vegetarian but ur eating a roasted chicken avocado kale onion carrot sandwich
>:(
im going to goodwill tomorrow
can you give me examples of andro clothes? i have no eye for that stuff
>>8095567
just stop eating meat its not actually hard
>>8095564
What exactly did he do that was so wrong?
>>8095570
it's actually pretty fucking easy to just forget to eat meat
>>8095574
added a sandwich
tfw pupper wants ur sandwich
>>8095562
you have to eat all the eggs
>>8095567
That sounds soo good right now. xD
>>8095586
i hate sandwiches ;-;
>>8095537
i wish i had his job.
having a job @ all would be nice.
;_;
but nobody wants to hire me.
fuck you, jack.
making it sound so easy.
"go somewhere else, start your own business".
faggot
>talking to guy i'm dating on the phone about maybe seeing him tonight
>tell him i didn't shave my legs so it's a no go
>"look, i know you wanna look good for your man and everything, but... i can look past it this one time.."
>it's not about you!!
>wait a minute though...my man huh...
>"yes?"
>so you're my man?
>"psht i mean yeah obviously ahaha"
>talk more about it
>mfw
well i guess it's official then. i mean i didn't wanna call him my boyfriend or anything but i suppose i'm allowed to now.
what a lovely night dis has been. except i still need to epilate my hairy legs which tends to make me wish i was dead.
>falling for the vegan jew
>>8095589
vegan is kind of hard because there are many things with egg or dairy in them but vegetarian is like super easy
there are even vegetarian options (ususally not vegan) at most restaurants.
>>8095589
Yeah it's not hard at all honestly, meat's expensive and I just don't buy it.
>>8095590
I had to give pupper the chicken, she actually made a cute begging sound:3
>>8095595
>i still need to epilate my hairy legs which tends to make me wish i was dead.
you're Iranian/Mexican
you're lucky you dont look like cousin it
>>8095595
It's a joyous occasion! It's official now :)
>>8095608
but it tastes so goood
>>8095595
hey I wanted to ask you, how much is one "Token" worth on that website you host on?
my boobs look so gross
from the side my body is just nauseating with my huge ribcage
>>8095611
Aww :)
motherFUCK recaptcha and my god damned isp
>>8095555
>pic related
>>8095559
i would prrrrrroooooobably eat that whole plate right now, vegan or not. i'm rilly hungry and damn if i were in austin i'd be on my way to some good bbq
that looks dank af
>>8095567
more veggies, less chicken, ez pz
>>8095586
i really don't like the way you're making me feel this evening
>>8095595
congrats
>>8095593
it's pretty easy to get an entry level food service job and if you're reliable and work hard you'll move on up pretty quickly
>>8095605
truth
>>8095615
How would you know you just know the taste of teriyaki
>>8095598
chicknz are cute
>>8095605
I've only been eating chicken and sardines lately.
ummm except when I made pasta amatriciana for my brother and his wife which had bacon in it. (i know it should be pancetta but bleh).
>>8095608
i just like buy one whole chicken and cook it in soup and I eat chicken soup with veggies all week.
>>8095632
well, teriyaki chicken at least tastes good!
ive had barbarque too
>>8095642
lol
>>8095642
try hot sauce with chicken
its the bees knees
>>8095607
>>8095614
he's my boyfriend ;_; legit i lowkey have an aneurism every time i think about it though. palms get sweaty heart beats real fast lmao
hella anxious bUT I'M WORKING THROUGH IT. I MEAN IT'S BEEN 7 MONTHS so i should have expected this?????????
>>8095613
i am cousin it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or well i was before epilating for years and being on mones. it's all pretty sparse now but still!
>>8095616
um i think one token is 5 cents? 100 tokens is 10$ for the buyer, but the performers make 5$ off that.
so for example i sell my snap for 300 tokens but make 15$ off of that.
the more tokens they buy the more it discounts the cost for them, but you always make half of what they would normally spend. does that make sense?
>>8095642
You better eat something else other than teriyaki chicken and place while you're in Amsterdam jfc
>>8095647
do they make teriyaki stroopwafels
i dun think she's going tho
>>8095627
Whhha!? What is the product name?
>>8095647
um i cancelled that trip, im not going to europe anymore..
i had the ticket booked and everything but i know a few trips wanted to meet up and stuff and im not really ready for that..
i might do it after laser has had a bit more progress, or when im just feeling more confident in general
>>8095647
nim also eats teriyaki fish and some other kind of teriyaki meat
also that trip is canceled
try to keep up ok?
>>8095629
>i really don't like the way you're making me feel this evening
meat tastes good
>>8095657
I am sorry that you cannot go :(
>>8095659
nim should try donburi bowls
I feel like she would like them all
>>8095660
vat grown vegan meat WHEN
i wanna eat all that crispy fat
>>8095663
i feel bad about it too but i wanna feel comfortable with myself before i meet people you know?
i have a long way to go in that department obviously but im doing stuff like laser and getting my hair nice and getting duta and stuff
maybe it'll happen sooner than i think
>>8095660
what is this? where did u get it from?
>>8095664
buy these clothes
>>8095673
hmmmm
i dont really know any recipes or anything
>>8095660
sure meat tastes good I guess but I just don't eat it its not difficult
>>8095653
Flyboard Air. I'm pissed, he's claiming 10 minutes now, my version is rapidly becoming obsolete before it has even gotten off the ground. 2 years ago no-one was doing this, everyone said I was a kook and I had no money to prove them wrong, now at least three companies are selling personal aerial vehicles.
>>8095673
I have beans but I always forget to soak them :(
I sort of don't like rice per se.
>>8095680
this isn't andro!!
i might get some skinny jeans tho
>>8095675
>i wanna feel comfortable with myself before i meet people
I agree. (I'm never going to meet anyone am I.)
>>8095676
porchetta made from an entire pig
>>8095688
whats not andro about skirts and dresses?!?
>>8095680
Most everything I have is business casual for work :S
>>8095689
Joan will you be my gf
>>8095664
how do you not know if you like spicy food or not??
>>8095694
cuz andro is ambiguous and skirts are girly!!
>>8095680
>money
crying
>>8095688
it is if you don't pass desu
>>8095687
You don't need to soak beans, it doesn't make them any less likely to cause gas and the time savings for cooking them are minimal.
Just simmer them for 90 minutes
>>8095691
>porchetta made from an entire pig
how can I be vegetarian when there are things like these to eat and enjoy!
I need to figure out a stand to hold up both LED lights above my coffee table. It's my current electronics workshop space.
I powered my new shop light via a LED driver board so I can change it's intensity.
I want to eventually set up some color balance changing lights so I can have the color balance at 2700k in the late evening, and 5000k during mid day, or when I'm doing color sensitive work like editing photos.
>>8095627
Hoverboards, until they get micro fusion reactors and antigrav plates they will be dust creating or limited in abilities. The magnetic one might be more efficient and capable if they used room temp superconductors for the magnets. For the last decade I haven't been keeping up on tech. More frustration than anything else.
>>8095634
>chicknz are cute
and dumb...
>>8095688
andro clothes = skinny jeans and girl hoodies and sweaters / cardigans I guess
and if there is something you see that you really like but isn't really andro just get it anyway its like $5
>>8095691
I love jalapenos
>>8095697
uhh
my mom doesn't like so ive never really had it
i dont think id like it though
>>8095696
But anon I don't even know you! (I'm still tempted to say yes.)
>>8095707
you need clothes anon you can't be naked always you'll get cold
>>8095707
i wish i had clothes this is what i wear everyday :(
>>8095708
I'm just a lonely person who won't ever be loved by anyone
i wish i had hips
>>8095701
right?
>>8095685
innovation...
Keep redesigning until you can afford to make it.
>>8095702
According to my own research lithium-polymer battery energy densities are good enough for a marketable amount of flight and according to this Zapata bastard so are micro-turbojets now apparently. There is no such thing as anti-gravity you know this Syndie.
current body type:
skinnyfat with an obvious hormonal disorder
>>8095713
What a coincidence, so am I! Want to be lonely together?
>>8095722
i am inverted triangle with gross man tits
counting down the days till i can ask for adderall desu
>>8095723
maybe but I have to warn you I am a boy
>>8095702
Hue changing LED sounds amazing. You think you are able to do that? :O
>>8095715
no I doubt it unless they are pink and sparkly
you can also get boy sweaters if you want I like having comfy oversized sweaters
>>8095714
Hips don't lie!
getting used to living alone and having my own place! i was scared at first but im pretty used to it now and looking. for a second job to make sure I can cover the bills. bf sleeps over once or twice a week so that helps
/blog no one cares about
>>8095731
yeah i like having them too :3
but mine is really gross cuz ive had it for years
am i just supposed to hope no one is in the girl section when i go and quick guess if stuff fits me or not >>
>>8095726
I'm a boy too, just with tiny gyno breasts and some half-lasered patchy facial hair. Is that okay?
>>8095714
REALLY relatable post
>>8095735
it must feel nice being independent :)
>>8095739
if I made you happy and you loved me I don't care what you look like
>>8095734
i know. you can totally tell i was born a boy.
>>8095735
Whats your second job? Do you have any free time left now that you work two?
>>8095725
what do you have to wait for
>>8095736
at my goodwill the change rooms are self serve or whatever you can just go in.
also unless you see someone you know just look in the girls section. its scary at first but you get used to it people don't actually care.
Nim post cat
>>8095753
my appointment
ive been having a lot of trouble concentrating lately
even more than usual
>>8095742
mixed feel really. on one hand im happy I'm won my own and can do w/e on the other i constantly worry about making enough money to cover the bills
ill be alot happier and worry less once I find a second job
>>8095751
im trying to work at McDonald's since they start at above min wage and it's ez work
>>8095757
Cats! :)
>>8095756
im going on a thursday at like 12pm too so it's probably not gonna be too crowded right?
>When he says cheesy stuff like this
I love this boy so much.
>>8095767
probably not, at that time for me its mostly old people and a few homeless/semi homeless.
>>8095745
Aww. Want to talk on Skype or something?
>>8095725
gimme your old add drugs then pls
>>8095775
i have two focalin pills left and im taking one tomorrow
>>8095771
I'd like to but, there isn't any way you or anyone else would be able to love me so I shouldn't even try
>>8095779
ugh
>>8095786
Aww, that's a shame. : (
Is there a discord server that people use often or something? I was curious about that since a few people talked about it today and yesterday.
>>8095795
Would also want to know!
>>8095714
how much is considered good?
>>8095801
Are you trying to get someone else to make a new thread so you can be first
>>8095721
Cool. I can see how to do it with electrically driven turbo fans. Unfortunately that will kick up a lot of dust.
>>8095728
They use multiple LEDs of different color balances and change their relative time on to change the color balance.
>>8095740
I don't say, but it's to much.
Safety lowers insurance costs, which lowers retail costs.
>>8095811
It's just drake being drake.
>>8095829
Ash you can't call everyone drakeposter, especially when you post one minute apart with your trip on.
>>8095830
Drake you can't call everyone Ash just because she turned you down.