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• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

previous furshit thread >>8016214
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maybe I should have frozen some....
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beanboy seduce me
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>tfw you weren't sterile but your levels were so low that you were infertile pre-hrt
why
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What are some nice smelling soaps i can shower with
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Yui thread
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>>8017006
Having children is selfish and forcing people to exist against their will is torture.
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no-edition edition
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>>8016966
kk hugboxer

>>8016991
i do but i revert and my brain doesent care
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ahhh i hate clover sometimes
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Want bf
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I want to be dead again
that was quick
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>>8017017
I hate children. And my genes are completely fucked up. I look like the wicked witch of the west.

So instead I'm forcing every other tranny, specifically the currently pre-hrt ones, to get as many illegitimate children as they can.

To spread autism worldwide
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>>8016959
well i think your views are idiotic and akin to my dad telling me hormones will disturb my aura
>>8016991
you'll be fine if you go on 12.5mg and 2mg E
also if the feminizing effects are hard to hide, why not just try to go full time?
>>8017019
i kind of agree with nep here, just stop posting the same shit you have for the past 4 months pls
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>>8017013
We've told you a million times before, you have Klinefelters

http://www.rightdiagnosis.com/k/klinefelter_syndrome/symptoms.htm
>symptoms: male infertility
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>>8017018
sorry next time I'll make it neko autism #4000 edition
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Are there any reasonable groups or resources that help you repress? Google yields a bunch of Christian conversion crap and meh.
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would anything bad happen if i started progesterone at 7 months? i know yer supposed to wait like a year buuuut i'm impatient
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>>8017030
lobotomy helps
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>>8017030
Have you tried qhi?
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>>8017028
i love me some neko boys
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>>8017024
No, the best thing for humanity to do is to do everything possible to restore wildlife habitats, reverse environmental pollution and global warming, and slowly die off.
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>>8017025
ill try.
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>>8017031
omg same
i've been thinking of ordering that shit
should just wait i think
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>>8016954
No, it's just a side effect of a fucked up sex determination system. God had no clue when he designed us.

>>8016960
Yeah, that would suck. I could have gotten them from the drug dealers in NYC @ 14, but I wasn't going there. I wanted legit and I was to scared.

>>8016988
Read:
http://www.newsweek.com/2015/01/02/thats-not-what-bible-says-294018.html

>>8016997
With the hair, I'd use conditioners. Maybe a deep conditioning every week or 2.
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>>8017022
maybe I could be your bf tonight....
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>>8017027
anyone who has seen my face would be able to tell you that i do not have klinefelters symdrome
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>>8017025
Auras and astrology are closer to psychiatry than you think.

>>8017030
nothing works except one drug that makes you basically a vegetable.

>>8017031
I'd wait if I were you
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heck
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>>8017030
death helps.
but that's dumb. just as dumb as repressing
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>>8017043
but your composite face looks like a girls
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>>8017042
Mmmm you gonna share some of those eggs?
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>>8017044
>Auras and astrology
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>tfw new SU episode leaks through some 10 year old's shaky cam video
Lel this show is a dumpster fire I s2g
>>8017022
Same
>>8017013
>tfw probably sterile now and didn't freeze sperm
Wew
my brother isn't having kids so RIP bloodline I guess
>>8017017
It's interesting to hear that argument
Is having a child selfish? I mean if I want a child to experience the great things this world has to offer and raise them to have limitless potential and be the greatest person they can be our do whatever they want I'm not really having them because I want a kid
If you take your view reproduction by any species in any way is a selfish act when it's inherently biological to all creatures
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>>8017055
no it looks like a dorby
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>>8017057
You have to eat ALL the eggs
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>>8017034
Are you tryin' to trick me?
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why is going sterile making me feel sad all of a sudden?
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is nier: automata trutrans
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>>8017057
sorry I just wanted to joke I don't actually want to erp
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>>8017065
You shouldn't be sad unless you have amazing genes that are worth being passed on
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>>8017044
no they aren't
one uses the scientific method and the other doesn't
MASSIVE difference right there
>>8017056
you can be a /fit/ girl
>>8017066
yes absolutely
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>>8017043
not all kleinfelter's features happen to all with it. For instance the long arms and legs happens to less than half of them.
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>>8017040
>>8017044
ok i'll wait ._.
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>shaved 4 hours ago
>already have stubble on my cheek again
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is being in love agp
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>>8017065
don't be sad, you can still do things like adopt or do charity work

you don't *need* to contribute to overpopulation and bring a kid in to a world that's on it's way out

in fact I'd argue it's better to not have kids of your own
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>>8017043
If I remember correctly your levels wee 0.1 million

The average male sperm count is 40-60 million

What healthy 20 year old male has a sperm count that low?
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>>8017062
But then I'll get pragnent

>>8017067
I bet you aren't even a boy either...
;_;
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>>8017066
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>>8017071
this game's music though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q00cOxUD_pU
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>>8016842
I'm ok.
>>8016845
Yeah.
>>8016851
https://clyp.it/adu4yrnx
>>8016885
Fixing my sleep pattern, making IRL friends.
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>>8017075
use an epilator on face
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>>8017063
Nooooo
They have some good resources on there like Cypro and Progynova
That should get rid of your trans feelings ^,^
>>8017066
Yes, GOTY
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>>8017078
>>8017070
I know... I just feel sad for some reason though...
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>>8017087
thats actually kind of a horrible idea if you're doing laser
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>>8017075
Sad!
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>>8017073
i do have long arms and legs but that's probably just a product of being 6'1
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>>8017089
It's probably instinctual desu cause humans naturally want to be able to reproduce
Finding something to take your mind off it will probably help ^,^
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>>8017080
I'm just a boy who wants to be an AFAB non binary person tb h
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>>8017093
tfw 5'11" master race
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>>8017079
idk anon

im not convinced
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>>8017091
I use my epilator on my face frequently, because laser scares me because it hurts ;w; and it smells weird

granted I've only ever had tiny little facial hairs that aren't thick so it's easier
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>>8017056
fit is bad
stay away from there

>>8017058
hypochondriacs wouldn't understand

If a doctor says I have brain cancer, he can show me medical tests confirming that, and I can get a second opinion. I can also refuse treatment if I want.

If a shrink says I'm crazy there's no recourse and the only test is that asshole's observing me and reading the DSM-V

>>8017071
Astrology used the scientific method exactly as much as psychiatry does.

>>8017074
Good girl <3

>>8017076
extremely.
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>>8017084
crack W H E N
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>>8017089
hugg lil eva
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>>8017096
Will you be my Nodoka gf?
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>>8017089
(hugg)
it ok eva
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>>8017091
>>8017099
epilating your face will twist the hair follicles or something and make laser and electro not work as well
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>>8017038
my plan was to move humanity to space colonies and turn earth into a giant nature preserve but that works too
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>>8017096
Why are you doing this?
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>>8017100
no it does not
i mean it's ok you probably don't even know what that is if you think that
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>>8017060
Of course it's selfish. Nobody asked to be born. It's not some amazing magical gift. By forcing someone to live, you are also forcing them to die.

All life is selfish.

>>8017086
https://clyp.it/krrnuuav
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>>8017013
i was the same
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>>8017101
Just buy the game
It's great and deserves support baka
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>>8017105
b-but laser hurts on my face... and I don't really want to let it grow because then I'd feel dysphoric
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>>8017094
maybe that's it idk.... I think I should lay down for awhile, I can feel tears coming...
>>8017102
>>8017104
hugg
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Alright girls, describe your ideal boyfriend.
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>>8017103
no I prefer men and you're 12 years old

>>8017108
doing what? I'm not making fun of sbi or something I really love her I think I feel similar to her in a lot of ways
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>>8017086
Fug I totally didn't see your posts in the last thread
Have you been alright?
>>8017117
Has a pulse
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>>8017116
i didnt mean to make you sad :(
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>>8017110
>Of course it's selfish. Nobody asked to be born. It's not some amazing magical gift. By forcing someone to live, you are also forcing them to die.
tru
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>>8017019
I really understand how you feel, honestly. I spent my first month here on mtfg being suicidal and doubting transition and everything.
But you've got to realise when it's gone on long enough. It's been months of this, you need to learn to just... i dunno, fucking accept it and move forward. You know fully well that repression wont fix a damn thing, and that you will wind up in the same place again some time in the near future.
You've opened pandora's box, there is no closing it. Stop asking others to let you try, and stop thinking you can do it.
There is nothing wrong with being sad and depressed and anxious and talking to others and looking for reassurance when you need it, literally everyone here has done it at some point or other, me included. Hell, people got mad at me for sadposting so much back in January.
But the thing is, you need to realise when you've gone past seeking comfort and reassurance and instead are becoming a nuisance with the repression meme. It makes me depressed and your negative feelings spread to others because of how hard all of us are trying to fight back the same feelings you have. I'm not trying to ostracize you, just pull you out of this silly loop you always fall in to, since apparently "hugboxing" never does it for you.

So basically this: Sure, you may think you are a hopeless ugly man or whatever. I think i am too, many others here think they are too. But, that's it, you have to live the life you are given, and constantly feeding the fears and doubts does nothing to make that easier for you or anyone else around you.
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>>8017117
1) she's a girl
2) she looks like 2B
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>>8017111
it felt weird when i got the results back desu
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>>8017112
im sure it does but i'm saving every penny i have for srs
i can NOT spend 60 of my precious yuros
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>>8017091
but why
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>>8017117
you...
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>>8017125
i feel i threw away my entire youth (not just bc of trans shit) so its hard to relate even in a retrospective way
>>8017129
its 40 pounds on steam
maybe it serves you right for having trash currency
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>>8017039
i like vaas
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>>8017118
Oh ok
Sorry, I'm a bit touchy right now
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>>8017117
I want him to hold me against a wall and fuck me against my will with a knife against my carotid so hard I can hear my heart pounding against it

I want him to tell me every day I'm useless and a terrible person and he's just settling for me because I'm not even a real girl

I want him to control every part of my life because I'm too stupid and pathetic to do things on my own

I want him to hate me as much as I hate myself and abuse me to the point I hang myself so when he and his real girlfriend comes home they just laugh when they find me

Having a bigger than average dick and English accent is a plus too
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>>8017080
You need a boy??
Hmu

Me:
>tall
>big pecs
>decent and reliable sized peen
>produce enough spunk to be erotic but not disgusting
>deep voice
>am quality twink but is also straight
>boyish good looks like Peter Pan but better

Hmu: 555-6969
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>>8017122
oh it's not anything you did, don't worry ^^
I'm just going to try to calm down for awhile
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>>8017134
sorry
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>>8017109
In psychiatry, the chemical imbalance theory is treated as fact and evidence is collected and evaluated on the premise that that unproven and disputed theory is true.
The conclusion shouldn't come before the evidence, the evidence should lead towards the right conclusion all on its own.
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>>8017130
laser depends on catching the hairs on a specific growth stage, which is why it has to be done several times

you totally fuck that up by plucking them
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>>8017137
okei :(
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>>8017117
Girl, looks like a cute boy, but clearly a girl, looks like Nodoka
Dominant and gives me headpats and cuddles when I'm feeling bad to comfort me
Tells me it's gonna be okay
Takes me out into social situations and gives me the confidence to be myself
Intimate but not too sexual
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>>8017125
I get very jealous of Cindy and it makes me feel like an asshole.
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>>8017141
but you can wait a few months and have it okay for laser again right :(
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>>8017011
I'm not very romantic babe
And I don't want you falling in love
>>8017009
Library.

Im squatting in this mansion but last night I think some no life losers noticed me kinda walk in.

They let me stay the night though but if they're there again this night idk if they're pathetic enough to call some one on me.

I do need a job like now like today I need to get on with my life fuck this crying bullshit I can seriously numb it all away but I feel like I need to let just a little bit of it out cuz I KNOW it's gonna come back if I shove it all under the carpet like I knew bit would come back when I made myself numb for all those sick stupid fucking perverts fuck them fuck them so much omg but that's what they want I hate myself I hate myself so much fuck fuck fuck fuck

FUCK
I'm like close to tears I don't like it

And just like that I feel fine.
I'm fine.
>>8017050
I fucking know
>>8017052
I hate myself
Kiss me until it goes away babe
>>8017016
I'm a big man
>>8017074
Kiss me stupid
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>>8017117
Pic related
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>>8017117
Taller than me
Strong
Funny
Kind of a dick, I appreciate relationships where there's a small amount of loving banter
Thoughtful
Likes spending time with me a lot
Dominant
Shares my hobbies
Is good with my anxiety and hypochondria, can be the rock I need
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>>8017124
sorry.
i guess i need to talk to my therapist more
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>>8017025
>why not just try to go full time?
Honestly not even a practical option to consider
That's part of why i need to focus on finances and such so that i can do the things i need to do that would allow me to go full time in the future.

>>8017086
That's good. Today is my first real day on /mtfg/ in weeks, i usually just pop in for 10 mins every once in awhile to say hi and post rainbows.
It's so much nicer not being dragged in here daily like i used to be.
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>>8017135
I was like that
you don't really want that
you should maybe seek help
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>>8017141
but I don't want to let it all grow... people will notice, and dysphoria.

time to self-exterminate i guess then
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>>8017146
afaik yes, its not permanent

it just shouldnt be done shortly before laser or between sessions

but im not some kind of hair scientist so maybe look it up yourself
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>>8017125
I'll keep posting ^^
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>>8017151
>Is looking for a three week long relationship
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>>8017135
>I want him to control every part of my life because I'm too stupid and pathetic to do things on my own
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>>8017158
Please do, you make me feel warm inisde too
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>>8017156
you're supposed to shave before laser anyway

growth stage doesn't mean surface length

but yeah you're gonna have to deal with beard shadow during laser, i guess you can hide it somewhat with makeup though
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>>8017157
okei

i plucked mine like a month ago, but im gonna look into laser in a month or two
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>>8017147
Are you near Redondo or Torrance? I knew some safe places there but it was 10 years ago.

Hablas espanol?

>>8017155
I am perfectly mentally healthy
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>>8017128
I remember getting my boodwork done when I was 10, apparently my estrogen was high, probably cause it was pre puberty

I always felt weird that my baby juice was clear when others was always white and sticky

luckily I have 4sisters so I don't have to worry about the family tree
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>>8017117
is a girl
subby, either super subby or bratty, it doesnt matter
cute, is adorable at times
clingy
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>>8017135
I'm changing my answer to this actually
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>>8017158
is it wrong to have a crush on you whilst being of legal age? you're just too cute and pretty ;w;
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>>8017117
I just want someone to cuddle and cook for

is that so much to ask
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>>8017143
you need to delete all anime and anime pics from your hard drive and go outside

you're trying to become an anime character and your ideal partner is another anime character

get a hold of yourself woman
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>>8017136
Sorry about jiselle
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>>8017106
Good luck ordering hormones on Mars.
>>8017110
https://clyp.it/hzejk42a
>>8017120
Heyy I was looking for you! Yeah I've been good, well there was one suicide attempt but apart from that not posting here has improved my life a lot. I'm slipping back though, can't resist the fame. How's college?
>>8017147
Your life is messed up beanboy, where is your family?
>>8017154
Yeah, you should aim to leave forever one day though.
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>>8017117
beanboy
>>8017135
owo
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>>8017171
i think you forgot to include: enjoys being bitten
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>>8017169
I think it would be better if you didn't hate yourself quite so much
The kind of hurt you're looking for is probably more than you can handle

I'm not saying you're mentally ill I'm saying you might have some emotional issues
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>>8017136
Hmmm
Hmmmmmmmm

>>8017138
No no
It's my bad

>>8017117
Fit
Intelligent
Learned
Well spoken
Same height
Stubble
Dark hair
Forceful
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>>8017170
mine was always like a cleary mix..

im the last person to carry on my last name in the family, no one seems really concerned about it being forgotten but i still want to pass it on
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>>8017183
that is also a big point i seem to have missed, thank you neppy you are a good reminder
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>>8017147
l~lewd beanboy
I'm a taken woman
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>>8017117
cute afab nb or queer cis girl

thrill seeking, highly skilled, well-read & traveled, polyglot, dominant but kind and caring
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>>8017166
oh yeah, before and after a session sure. But I can't do sessions for the moment because it's not covered by the insurance and it costs a lot, and my family's poor.
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>>8017187
you can at least have eva take it one day
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Is the suicide prevention online chat thing safe to use?
Or will they track me?
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>>8017165
That makes me feel warm ^~^
>>8017172
Anime and video games is my hobby >.>
>>8017175
It's okay, you can if you want
>>8017177
But Nodoka is my waifu!
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>>8017010
Whats the point of freezing sperm? Do you think some cis girl is going to come around and want to have your baby anyway? And then all you have to tell her is yeah let me just go get my sperm out of the freezer and put it in you.
Freezing sperm is pointless.
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>>8017197
i-is that you
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>>8017152
That would be for the best i think.

>>8017179
true. I dont think i will leave forever anytime soon, maybe once the people i know here do too, or once i get my life on track that i just forget about this place.

>>8017188
:3
girls who enjoy being bitten are best girlfriend material
I'm so glad Tamara likes that i'm a biter hehe
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>>8017202
carol is cute
hello cute carol
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>>8017179
idk

>>8017185
That's the point =90
What's so bad about hating myself?
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>>8017187
I don't think the name is all too important, then again my family name isn't really my family name so I don't mind

maybe you can do that thing where they take a cell and mix the dna to turn it into an embryo

lil nimeva babbies would be cute
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>>8017151

Finally dropped the "has to live in the same state as me" part, did you?
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>>8017169
Trabaje en Torrence el año pasado

Tengo donde dormir solo necesito in trabajo

Manaña voy a la oficina DPSS pa pedir ayuda Del governo

Soy cudadano soy nacido aki

Come to LA let me kiss you today nothing more
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I don't want to seem like a bad person tho... I wish I could hug you, cuddle or something ;;
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>>8017159
This was one toasty burn.
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>>8017093
Are they disproportionately long for your body length. I have that sign.

>>8017117
Gia Carangi, but 4" taller.

>>8017110
It's those selfish genes. they combine and make structures that make us want to reproduce.

>>8017144
I don't get jealous, I feel glad that she is getting the chance to do it young.

>>8017170
Mine only ever had small amounts of sperm.
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>>8017201
I don't think you've heard of sperm banks...
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>>8017176
How well can you cook? What is your best dish?
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>>8017178
?
Idgi
>>8017186
>Fit

>Intelligent

>Learned

>Well spoken

>Same height

>Stubble
we can get there, I have enough eyeliner pencil to draw on whatever stubble you want
>Dark hair

>Forceful
Uhhhhh
We can get there

I was gonna make some retard joke about how I'm a boy, but I've got nothing; I'll leave those antics to faye I guess
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>>8017179
Well at least you're still alive. I'm glad staying away helped your mental health
College is good, a month left till I have my degree. Probably gonna move home for a few months while I job search after graduation. Plus my mom's agreed to help me with transition related stuff and help me find resources once I move back, so things are looking up
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>>8017207
Hello.
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guys what do i even do

every day that goes by that i don't decide that i want to transition feels like i'm running out of time to transition because the older you get the worse transitioning is

but i also don't know if i want to risk transitioning because what if i can't ever pass and even if i was mtf i couldn't have any kids and i don't know what to do
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hmmmm, I need to pay all my shareholders but my businessplans are shit.

I know! I'll get into more debt.

lmao, this is how you bankrupt a business. How is this not a Ponzi scheme?
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>Post run yoga
>Start thinking about how no one cares about me etc.
>Crying my eyes out while forcing myself to continue working out
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>>8017198
There is a good chance they will track you and cause more issues
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>>8017176
Cook for me I like meat and potatos and bread and meat and lemonade and we can cuddle warm in the bed while I hug you and my Cock gets hard and I constantly insist on having sex and try to kiss you so softly and gently and sweetly that you let me
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>>8017200
see >>8017213
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>>8017217
that's probably good desu
might indicate low T =)
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>>8017191
i left off the most important part

>has a huge penis
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>>8017231
they don't track...
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>>8017117
>tfw you'll never get be a real girl and date your boyself
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>>8017219
I dont think you read my post if all you're going to do is focus on the wording.
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>>8017222
One of the girls from ft died
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>>8017222
Don't be silly I'm the boy
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>>8017236
>has huge peen
>afab
????
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>>8017209
It's generally nicer to not hate yourself, so self-hate is considered a problem.
A lot of people who hate themselves could live happier lives if they didn't have that problem.

>>8017213
You're probably a good person ^^

>>8017224
What's up, are you okay?

>>8017226
Do you want to be a girl?
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>>8017203
what?
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>>8017233
That's o-kay!
Validation is nice ^,^
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>>8017219
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUlCEuiyNGI
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>>8017244
i'm conflicted, okay
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>>8017179
It's really not.

That's very. Very. Personal Shakira.

>>8017181
I want to kiss you on the cheek and nothing more maybe hold ur hand but that's reaaaaaly pushing it cuz even rn I'm breathing a little too hard and I have zero.
Zero.
Self control

I'm sorry maeve please block me I didn't know you were underage
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>>8017226
ask the magic 8 ball
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>>8017230
I hate that feeling
hope you're ok
>>
>>8017244
Y'know, like in a jar or something.
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>>8017210
awww that'd be cute

hopefully they don't catch my ugly tho D:
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>>8017227
National debt will never be repaid, it's free money.

>>8017230
I care about you anon <3

>>8017231
so
i have no resources
fantastic

thanks for warning me
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>>8017132
a-at least i don't live in a meme country and sound like a fag
>>8017140
yes because it's a framework that very often works well
there is no better one so that is the one that is used
thats how science works
>>8017154
ok, i guess idk the details then
good luck honestly
don't stop E tho pls
>>8017159
LMAO OUCH
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>>8017248
not revealing who i am because i dont want to be accused of being something im not

Im legal and honestly I don't look much older than you imo
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>>8017212
I know just barely enough Spanish to make sense out of that, I'm not as fluent as you.

They might be able to help you out. You speak fluently so you might be able to make connections better. You can give fake addresses if you must to secure a job.

All things considered LA is a fucking shit place to live at your age and without work. No chance you could go somewhere like Florida or Texas?
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>>8017189
An innocent kiss doesn't mean anything
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>>8017245
yeah i want to be a girl but i don't want to transition and then not look like the way i want to

i think i'd be more likely to kill myself if i tried and failed rather than not try at all
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>>8017251
hand holding's good
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>>8017243
: ^)
I bet I can out masc you
Although you're probably stronger than me
>>8017250
Make a choice and then stick with it buddyboy
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>>8017245
I'm fine.
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>>8017259
You can tell me on discord if you want
Cindy#5885
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>>8017258
what the heck
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>>8017260
Florida would be his best chance.
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>>8017268
BE SAFE CINDAQUIL
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>>8017211
Oh, yeah, no long distance. For a short time is fine, but I still want regular frequent meetings.
>>8017159
Snap.
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>>8017268
discord is dumb
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>>8017245
I don't want to be happy

I like being miserable

I like hating myself

What is so wrong about that
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>>8017205
Why did I come back here today? Ah yes a chaser came round and fucked me and I wanted somewhere to talk about it, and this is the only place really where one can gush on about the size of the dick in my ass and how he ruined my only wig by spraying it with cum. Aaaand then I got sucked in mtfg for an hour. I need to try harder, serioulsy this place is like crack.
>>8017217
You sound a lot like Syndie.
>>8017223
Aww i'm so happy for you! You're doing a lot better than me in life. Why not live at home for a bit while you work? Save up?
Wonder what you look like now? You've been on hormones a while. Wanna swap pics on skype?
>>8017251
OK
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>>8017266
Don't make me pull out my mascvoice
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>>8017266
b-but i'm a buddygirl

i don't really like masculine boys at all maybe i need a femboy

but also cute lesbians & enbies

maybe i should try poly. weird..
>>
is maegan a too snowflakey version of megan
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>>8017271
Texas isn't a bad place to stay for work and for hispanics, but homelessness isn't a thing here. I'd help him if I could but I can't even help myself now.
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>>8017256
I doubt you're ugly desu, you seem like a cute girl with low self esteem and you should fix that

it's not easy but give it a go

you seem nice and you should be happy

>>8017261
you're sweet beanboy
you should find a nice girlboy thing person to love you and care for you
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>>8017273

So... LDR fine only if regular meetings... Fair enough.
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>>8017217
I am happy for her as well. I just let envy get to me.
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>>8017260
LA is beautiful at my age.
Everyone has a stick up there ass though
Yea honestly I'm just bullshitting I take life as a joke and really do act like incan turn it all around in like a day except I never act on it cuz I know it's so much harder than that.

I didn't know maeve was underage

I didn't know dammit I didn't know
>>8017265
I want to kiss and hold you the law is fucking stupid
>>
Any black women here? How exactly do you clean a wig? You don't throw it in the washing machine right?
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>>8017284
yeah just do megan
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>>8017220
I haven't been able to cook seriously in a while because I only cook for myself and cooking nice stuff for yourself is expensive.
I want to be able to cook for someone so I can actually afford to eat nicely again, and do stuff like look at a pack of salmon and not have to put it down because I know if I bought it I'd either have to eat it all in one sitting and hate myself, or have slightly off fish the next day for lunch and dinner.
I used to be really good at cooking, especially baking, and since it was one of the few things I was actually good at and I was proud of it's one of the only ways I can think of to make someone happy but I really want to be able to make someone happy >_>

>>8017232
that's a bad beany, stop being so lewd.
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>>8017287
>Homelessness isnt a thing in Texas
Did you just move here or something?
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>>8017272
I'll be a safe ^~^
>>8017274
>.>
What about steam
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>>8017294
>miaghénne
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>>8017289
Spending a few days together once a month would be okay, even. I just need that physical, in person interaction.
I dunno, obviously this can bend per situation but yeah.
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>>8017234
Little did I know they would find ovaries in me when 38. They were small, misshapen and embedded in a mass of endometrium tissues that were removed. They likely were pumping out E as my testis were pumping out T. I likely had high E and low T levels until then.

>>8017280
squeak...

>>8017292
wig soap in a sink. I use a 2 gallon bucket. Many places on the web tell you how.
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>>8017291
fuck sake
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>>8017303
that must've been wild to find out at 38
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>>8017269
:3
nini
>>
>>8017198
>>8017257
use a vpn or tor or something if you're afraid of being tracked
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>>8017299
maybe but id rather not tell so you dont think im a creep
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>>8017302

This would make for a very expensive relationship, although I can understand your needs.
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>>8017258
That's now how medicine is supposed to work.
That's how we get bloodletting, trepanning, and other ridiculous garbage.

Assuming that there *is* a chemical imbalance just because "it makes sense" and without any scientific tests is just
really fucked up
at least to me

I understand that things like gravity and quantum physics work on a "this makes sense" rationale, and that's okay. Gravity and quantum mechanics are never used to deprive people of their civil rights or force harmful medications on them.

Even though you say the framework works well, it doesn't work well for anyone who wants a cure instead of treatment, or anyone who doesn't want treatment in the first place. The only class it works for is the medical elitist class.

>>8017263
Transition.
It's worth risking it to be happy.

>>8017267
okay...

>>8017275
Oh if you like it that's cool then
I'm not here to judge I was just saying you might benefit from help
I wish you didn't hate you but whatever you do you

>>8017310
that's a good idea
uwu
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>>8017298
I've been here 8 years it's just not as common as I saw in California.
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>>8017282
B-but I sound like a man sometimes
I think
I'm pretty sure
>>8017283
I call everyone buddyboy, buddyboy; it's not gender specific although it kind of sounds like it would be

If I could fine a cute femme twink who was "straight" I'd be in heaven
Sadly, most feminine men are into dick
Good luck
Trannies aren't a bad option you just have to find one that
>doesn't want srs
And
>is willing to use their dick on you
Which isn't as hard as one would think desu
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>>8017075
I feel your pain
>>
>>8017288
im trying to be more positive but i haven't had a good self-image since before i started puberty

plus when you're going at this transition thing on your own it becomes easier to give in to your doubts and worries
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>>8017311
Kay... >.>
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>>8017313
I don't need help reee

I'm a monster and I should suffer
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>>8017288
No but now I want you
>>8017280
Kay we'll bite slut

How big?

C'mon spit it out we all know you swallow but spit it out this time babe
>>
>>8017312
It's easier if the distance is something like a neighboring state and it's possible to drive for a weekend or something.
I wouldn't expect it to be feasible if flying was required.
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>>8017313
^=^
>>
>tfw no bf to withhold sex from
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>>8017313
...no dude that's LITERALLY how every single science ever works

you make up a framework that sort of makes sense based on what you know and test it against reality

the framework that tests the best?is accepted as our "current scientific understanding"

unless u have a better one you zip it
>>
>>8017303
oh cool
learn something new every day

kind of a shame tho yknow, I wish things could have been different =(
>>
maeve don't get mixed up with frijolé chico

>>8017315
>buddyboy
i know what you mean dude
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>>8017332
>tfw
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>>8017306
Yea I know.

I'm calm now...

I'm good..
I'm scared..
>>8017307
How does one check for this like manually?
If I punch my gut what should I look out for?
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hi
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I need someone...

but I can't move in the US now
And I don't have money to visit the US yet
>>
>>8017325
Heh, so it would still need to be someone in the surrounding area.

Considered moving to a more suitable area for finding men?
>>
>>8017217
oh im not sure

i always felt really gangly growing up

is there an example?
>>
>>8017280
Thanks <3. I'm hoping I can find something in my field back home, but I'd be fine with any job and saving up a bit just to get on my feet
I look pretty much the same lol but I'd be down for trading pics
>>
>>8017321
yeah it kinda does, just letting the emotions go feels so much better than before

but remember that you need to be happy sometimes
or just kinda mindless to decompress I guess

idk, you do you, just hope you're ok
>>
>>8017338
hugg lorren
>>
>>8017291
My aunt has been obsessed with LA ever since she went there on holiday. She wants to move there and take me with her, I was thinking about it until Trump came to power.
>>8017303
What about shampoo?
>>8017324
>slut
Hey you shut your mouth!
It was like nearly as thick as a coke can. Very painful, but very satisfying.
Why would you not swallow? Gets the taste out of your mouth faster and the guy likes it so win win.
>>
>>8017337
gotta get a karyotype beanbean
>>
>>8017143
You're a transbian?
>>
>>8017307
I don't know, I was so numb from repression when it happened, I barely remember it. At that point in my life if you talked with me about trans stuff I'd not have known anything, and forgotten I had the conversation with you the next day. My doc had to remind me it was done. At least I'm not getting cramps all the time. Still something triggers the remaining endometrial tissues into spasming every now and then.
>>
>>8017340
I can't say I exactly try to find men at the moment
I don't use any dating apps or websites because I'm shy and don't know how to normie date
Where would be more suitable, anyway?
>>
>>8017324
hopefully you can find someone nice

a sweet boy like you will find someone kind and caring to live your life with, carefree and happy
>>
>>8017345
hugg
>>
>>8017117

this >>8017143 (can also be femboy tho)
>>
Yeah so all you wankers who call me a transbian, eat a dick, I am clearly bisexual.
>>
>>8017341
Read Wikipedia and other sites on Kleinfelter's. I think there is a large Kleinfelter's society out there.
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>>8017350
Estrogen made me gay u~u
I like cute boys and girls but my ideal partner is definitely a girl desu
>>
>>8017358
there's nothing wrong with being a transbian
>>
>>8017352
well i really hope things are going better for you now

ive seen some videos of people with klines online and a lot of them seem to struggle with their identity once they find out
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>>8017315
https://clyp.it/zsdfo20s
>>
im in an extremely bad mood.

I want to fight someone badly

>>8017358
youre pretty cute really.
>>
>>8017346
Use a mild one with no conditioners unless it is a real hair wig. Different wig materials have different needs for cleaning.
>>
anyway im going to sleep alex so i wont reply to your next post if you make one
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>>8017369
goodnight
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I'm gay
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>>8017366
come at me bro
(dont hit hard tho im a weakling)
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>>8017366
Let's throw fisty cuffs
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>>8017346
I'm really thick lol

Shakira what's wrong with us
Why are we like this
>>8017346
Come to LA I wanted to punch the first guy I saw wearing a Trump hat but haven't seen one yet outside of like the racist against Mexicans part of town aka Torrence mostly blacks and honkies in Torrence although of course the a big big big Mexican workforce keeping things running lol just not living there

Ehe.....
The ruse is on...
>>8017347
Nim ur really cute
>>
>>8017323
I don't think you're a monster <3
I'll let you be you tho, okay?

>>8017326
^-^

>>8017333
Then we should have a better way of doing things.
I'm like, 80% certain that it's a fallacious bullshit circle of falsely linking symptoms to a chemical imbalance.
The medications have been studied, it's presumed that they affect the balance of chemicals in the brain.
These medications frequently work to relieve the symptoms
Sometimes, these medications create new mental health issues, new symptoms that weren't present before.
That's setting aside the physical health symptoms.

None of this proves that there *is* a chemical imbalance in the first place.
All it proves is that you can change a person's mind in terrifying ways through the use of chemicals, it doesn't prove that the person's mind had any chemical issues in the first place.

Furthermore, mental illness is predicated on the arbitrary factor of cultural norms, which directly contradicts the chemical-imbalance theory of mental illness.

On top of all that shit, from a human rights perspective, it's retarded to lock somebody up and force treatment on them based on the modern equivalent of "demons in the skull"

>>8017369
ree.
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Hi
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>>8017344
yeah im okay right now

i guess if im being objective ill probably pass as a tall andro girl in a few years if i hide my jawline with my hair

but it's not a certainty so it makes me anxious and depressed sometimes
>>
>>8017380
hullo
>>
>>8017377
I'll let you shower with me and even more if you call me a monster
>>
>>8017380
Hey.
>>
>>8017366
*fights u*
>>
>>8017380
lizbiz
>>
>>8017384
>>8017386
How's things
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>>8017377
Please actually read the scientific method; specifically, what hypotheses are. Sertti's point is completely going over your head.
>>
>>8017376
how
>>
>>8017380
y'ello
>>
>>8017390
I feel fine.
Today I haven't felt much.
Its been weird, I guess.
How are you?
>>
>>8017391
Sertii*

kill me
>>
>>8017362
True but it has a real bad image thanks to Caitlyn, CWC and Hips.
>>8017366
T-thanks!
>>8017367
It's synthetic.
>>8017376
Beanboy you are not my type we have been throught this.

If I come will you show me around?
>>
>>8017353

Well, if you were to prioritize any particular features about men, which features would you pick? It helps to pick a state with either greater tolerance towards trans people or at least a greater concentration of people wanting to date them. From that subset, look for states with a culture likely to produce the men you like. For instance, if you want to find men who will share your /k/ hobbies, try to steer clear of California.
>>
/mtfg/ needs more girl love
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>>8017391
stop posting me nigger
>>
>>8017404
loves on
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>>8017404
this
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>>8017405
Hey Chara
>>8017404
Hmm
>>
>>8017385
I didn't try to coerce you, don't try to bribe me.
You're not a monster, you're a sweet pure girl who deserves hugs and kisses.

>>8017390
bad
im a little bit
suicidal

>>8017391
I understand that
but nothing is being done in the way of studies
to prove or disprove the hypothesis of the chemical imbalance theory

All they've done is taken the hypothesis and forced it on tens of thousands of people who may or may not have been ill in the first place.
>>
>>8017377
ok dude fine i'll reply again
because you literally proved my point
if the medication "frequently" works positively
then there's a good chance we're on to something
the framework tests as well as we can get any framework to test
in fact it's the best we got atm
there is no better framework
if you know a better framework then write a paper and become famous for providing a better understanding
>>
>>8017389
Hi Nim
>>8017395
Hi
>>8017396
Horribly depressed
>>8017410
Same desu
>>
>>8017359
um yeah id say my arms are that long

are they really only supposed to go like slightly past your hips?
>>
>>8017400
>For instance, if you want to find men who will share your /k/ hobbies, try to steer clear of California.
Yeahhhhhhhh
You've got a good point, though.
No idea which areas like transgirls more than others though.
>>
>>8017383
desu I kind of feel the same way
I hope I can at least be cute
>>
>>8017414
are you having a gucci day
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>>8017405
Persuade me.
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>summer in SoCal is coming
>buying loose warm clothes to hide my body anyways
Somebody stop me
>>
>>8017314
Its not common up north because its illegal to panhandle. So you dont see as many out and about but I guarantee you they are there.
Head down to Austin where it isnt illegal and homeless people are on every street corner.
>>
>>8017408
<3
>>
>>8017408
why is anime girl love so adorable... it makes me wanna cry because it reminds me how much i'm lonely
>>
>>8017418
idk if i will be or not

my jawline is p bad but i think I have nice eyes and no brow ridge really
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>>8017421
i hide my body in warm clothes too ;w; i end up coming home sweating all over. rip
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>>8017409
hey

>>8017420
we can be best friends
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>>8017364
I have a friend who is struggling. They put her on T and all hell broke loose psychologically. Things are ding better for me. I'm remembering stuff from my past.

I now think my disproportionately long arms and legs are due to being a true hermaphrodite with both E&T produced. I'm basing that some on what I've learned about growth stages of bones. Things get weird when you are a chimera like I am, and no real research has been done to provide any guidance. 70% of my cells have XX chromosomes. The rest are XY. I'm my own twin.
>>
>>8017417
Seattle, Portland
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>>8017412
I thought you left the fuck

the medication doesn't need the chemical imbalance theory to work
because the medication
also works on people
who have
NO
chemical imbalance
or mental illness
so what the fuck?

It's like saying that silver bullets prove werewolves exist, because they kill people who get shot with them, and getting killed by a silver bullet makes you a werewolf.
It's even more circular logic than the bible being true because it says so in the bible.

I don't need to offer a better solution to barbarism than
y'know
STOPPING the barbarity

>>8017414
don't die please
you're pretty cool I think
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>>8017414
Huh
That sucks
Hugg Liz
>>8017432
How are you today?
Ily desu
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yuri more like pure-i
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>>8017432
I would like that, but I am not quite that credulous.
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how long after starting on e do I need to worry about getting a sports bra to hide things
>>
>>8017362
Youre literally just a straighy man in a dress. Youre creepy and youre aggressive. Transbians need violence. Transbians are more likely to just be failrd straight men rather than trutrans. They use the transcommunity as their dickfarm since they failed at cis women so badly.
>>
>>8017435
seattle is only good if you like dude weed lmao
i'd suggest somewhere in oregon
>>
>>8017410
Okay..

>>8017422
I see. I've only been to Austin once so I'm not sure.
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>>8017435
Portland's nice
>>
Girl love is _______.

a) purest love
b) cutest love
c) best love
d) all of the above
>>
>>8017448
It's all genetics, you might be a titcow in 3 months, you might be flat chested in 3 years.

Just wear a t-shirt, look down. If you see nipples and bumps, get a bra.
>>
>>8017448
It's been like 32 weeks or more for me
and I'm fine with just a cami under my top
*shrug*

>>8017451
*pats your head*

>>8017452
Grace is nice!
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>>8017449
G-good thing I'm not a transbian
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>>8017423
<3x2 ^~^
>>8017424
Anime not being real is very hard to cope with
>>8017429
I can not stand sweat >~<
I think I just gotta get skeletal so I can stay cool
Or stay indoors all summer... I already get too hot at like 80 degrees, no idea what I'm gonna do when it's over 100 in the summer
I wanna move ;~;
>>8017448
Depends, I'm 2 n a half months and mines already show through a lotta shirts >~>
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>>8017432
c-can we be friends too
>>
>>8017452
Take me with you.
>>
>>8017400

Get one of those maps that shows the various states by their porn searches.
>>
>>8017434
yeah it's something like estrogen closes the growth plates earlier right?

and with people with klines it's all mixed up so the bones just keep growing

im really skeptical that im klines but ive heard of mosaic types of klines where people have less symptoms and stuff

im glad you're doing better <3
>>
I am 19 years old and i think that I might be trans can someone help me please
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>>8017456
All of the above
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>>8017460
>trying to goad the anon into bullying you

COME ON NOW
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>>8017443
Pretty funny.

>>8017446
Shrug

>>8017462
Will you get over your constant sad posting if i do
>>
>>8017365
THIS IS MY MAN VOICE
https://clyp.it/fkxnh3qu
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>>8017428
for me its my nose, jawline and slight brow
the rest is just my masculine body

desu I don't think I'll ever really be happy with myself
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>>8017463
I'd need to figure out how to get there.
>>8017469
What's up?
>>
>>8017473
<3
>>
>>8017452
>>8017463
take me too!
>>
>>8017461
It's been in the 95 / 100 degrees here lately. hard to deal with even tho I kinda love warmth (when I'm not sweating)
>>
>>8017469
Do u wanna be a girl?
If yes
How do u feel about being a guy
If bad, buy hormones
>>
>>8017442
but the only real difference between the bible and a scientific theory is the actual real life results
and the fact that chemical imbalance theory currently provides the best results makes it a scientific theory

i mean it's a theory that tries to explain why depression and those things exist. And these people understand perfectly well that mental illnesses are also culturaly defined to an extent. I know this because i met a psychologist who was writing his phd on this exact subject .

Idk at this point you just sound mad that we don't live in a 100% individualistic society and that they tried to involuntarily admit you for trying to kill yourself instead of actually making a valid point
>>
>calicucks think 90 is hot

>laughing in arizonian and texan
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>>8017470
correct
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>>8017476
oh god if we're going on all out with the body issues

>fivehead
>big nose
>large jawline
>large buttchin
>large adams apple
>tall
>large shoulders
>big hands/feet
>>
Bye everyone

Bye, Cindy! hugg <3
>>
>>8017492
Bye~
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>>8017480
I think I'd like to move somewhere cloudy
The sun just burns me, I think gloomy weather is pretty and calm
>>8017486
But it gets like 110 degrees in the summer
>>8017492
Bye amber! *hugz*!
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>>8017469
(hugg)
it's gonna be ok anon
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>>8017473
>Will you get over your constant sad posting if i do
I-I cant promise anything :/
>>
>>8017475
Still hot, but slightly less hot.
>>8017486
Isn't Dath Valley in California like one of the world's hottest places though?
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>>8017471
I like being bullied

>>8017475
https://clyp.it/drvhybx3
>>
>>8017489
you just reminded me of a few things I didn't think of
I think maybe we should stop and do something to distract ourselves

hopefully things will get better
>>
ok im *actually* going to bed now
i just felt bad that you typed out all that
>>
>>8017419
No
>>8017442
Wouldn't care if I did or not
>>8017443
>>>8017414 (You)
>Huh
>That sucks
>Hugg Liz
>>>8017432
>How are you today?
>Ily desu
Thanks
>>
>>8017498
gloomy weather's nice.
I just need the sun because it reduces my depression a little
>>
>>8017501
ok we can be friends
>>
>>8017464
Meant for
>>8017417
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>>8017399
Then read up on care of synthetic wigs.

>>8017415
I don't know... I tend to forget details like that. I'm good at remembering overall gists and theories.

>>8017467
>yeah it's something like estrogen closes the growth plates earlier right?
I think so. been so many years since I've read up on that.
Some bones keep growing or grow faster than others. I forget which.
My doc wonders if my XY is really XXY. Who knows. the tests that were done weren't good enough to tell that. Only that I was a rough 70%/30% mix.
Some ways better, and some ways worse. I'm now feeling emotions, not that null emotion void state I was in. On the other hand I've been breaking down and other shit. It's been a very bumpy ride lately.
>>
>>8017421
>tfw used to southern summer
>Still wear long sleeves and jeans
Going back to the SoCal summers is gonna suck tho
>>
>>8017508
Huh?
>>
Adults like elanna posts
Children like lauren posts


Discuss
>>
>>8017498
Dry heat with ocean breezes

>>8017503
Nobody lives there
>>
>>8017519
what did you mean by this
>>
>>8017519
I like both of them, they're nice.
>>
>>8017504
One take
https://clyp.it/4esc3ek3

Tell u what
We can be co-alpha males
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>>8017504
I'd bully you, but I don't think we know each other well enough yet.
>>
>>8017355
Motherfucker talking about settling down and build a home and shit nigga let me have AT LEAST a couple of years where I party so hard and stay away from drugs and STDs cuz I've had close calls and already tried all that now I just want to have fun and dance all night with her and grind on her and make her hot for me then leave her there and never see her again because that's better than going all the way and feeling guilty after better to have memories and what could have been and what almost was then to do it and find out it was all meaningless in the very end

>>8017358
Yea no ur way too into being dominated to only like girls LMFAO
>>8017393
Post a sad drunken pic and tell tell you exactly what makes you cute

But honestly it's Kore about how the way you act like tell me if I'm wrong but things are shit for you a little but you still find that sad humor like those two laughing crying masks you see in theater. They mean something. They tell us about the drama in life and how it's so eternal and meaningless to all of us because we all die. Except it's not meaningless it's literally the most meaningful thing in our lives because it is our lives and only ours and no one will ever feel our sadness or our joy and it's so beautiful when you share that little bit of eternity with another lost meaningless soul.

https://youtu.be/irofGXShnVc
>>
>>8017506
Based....
>>8017519
They're both great but for different reasons
>>
>>8017519
Classify me!
>>
>>8017399
Idk shakira I'm reeeeeeally tempted to say yes but like I'm out in the street a lot basically all day and I've never hung out platonically with a female so like what you want me to treat you like one of my black "'"""" friends """"" I smoke weed with in the park? Cuz I think I can do that but then again like nigga.

I don't actually know that I will be able to actually be around anyone that I am even in the slightest way mildy attracted to them without making some moves on you basically spanking you in public while we're walking grabbing ur ass

Do you think I'm lying to you this is actually me and what I have in mind if you ever want me to show you around LA

or like I can just treat you like a respectable woman that's like totally not into me and just not see you in that way at all but.

But like...

That's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo9ooooooooooooooooo lame and boring at that point why bother lol "oh here cool look at this this is Venice beach isn't it lame and boring and why are we here again what are we even doing I'm literally showing you around LA without you wanting me to touch you or even suave you this is so boring I would literally rather be in the library shitposting on /mtfg/ than be doing this lame shit right here oh wow look at the waves aren't they pretty"
" wow
such waves
many waters"
>>
>>8017515
yeah that must be tough, im sorry you've had to go through all that

but now it's time march on towards better things :)
>>
>>8017505
yeah ill stop thinking about it

they probably won't seem like such a big deal a year from now anyway
>>
>>8017519
what if you like both
>>
>>8017508
why
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>>8017511
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>>8017543
hi best friend
>>
>>8017531
that was pretty deep bean

i took a picture today i thought looked cute but i have shadow in it since I always have a shadow x-x
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>>8017531
beanboy please calm down
pic related
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>>8017477
>>8017484

when I was little I always wanted to do girly things (painting my nails, wear girls clothes, etc) but my parents told me that it was wrong, etc. I came out as gay in high school, but lately I've been paying attention to how masculine/feminine I feel. After I think about it, there's literally nothing I like about being masculine, and I always feel better when I feel feminine. I've just recently gotten my ears pierced, and I've gotten some skirts and stuff too. I'm just afraid to do anything I guess. How did any of you know that you are trans?
>>
>>8017551
lil natnat

should i make popcorn today
>>
>>8017486

90 degrees is hot for Washington and Oregon. Not so much for California.
>>
>>8017536
Childposter


Some trips are for the refined transexual. The ones that really make you feel like a mature woman. Yours dont.

>>8017544
youre an adultposter.

>>8017547
Childposter for the adults

>>8017537
Childposter

>>8017533
Childposter

>>8017530
Childposter

>>8017516
Adultposter
>>
>>8017543
things will definitely get better with time, effort and hormones
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>>8017550
:)

>>8017558
Yeah, ill make some if you do.
>>
>>8017560
>Childposter for the adults
what does this mean
>>
>>8017566
you're not talking about microwave popcorn are you
>>
>>8017560
do you get that most people don't really take 4chan at all seriously
>>
>>8017560
which one am I?
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>>8017560
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>>8017529
https://clyp.it/nvjozy52
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>>8017566
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>>8017560
What am I o,o
>>8017556
I realized I was trans when I started trying wearing girl clothes and reading about hormones
It made me feel less constantly super depressed and the idea of developing into a man terrified me so I decided I'd rather be a girl
>>
>>8017563
yeah, i know

it's still kind of a pain in the ass that you have to wait a year to even see hints of how you're gonna turn out

ive got a bit of a late start too since i won't be able to start messing with fem stuff until at least 10 months in and worse case scenario a year and a half on mones
>>
>>8017553
Thanks nim.

I might get drunk this weekend.

>>8017555
I'm sorry I will Nessi
>>
I quit voice training btw. Basically I saw some tranny model on tv whose voice didn't pass either and I thought she made it to TV so fuck this I'm just gonna talk a bit more nasally like she does that seems to be good enough.
>>
>>8017571
Typical childposter response...SAD.
The refined transexual sees through all of this.

>>8017572
Literally who

>>8017566
Childposter

>>8017579
childposter yet still more mature and on topic than 90 percent here.
>>
>>8017585
aww were you not getting results?

im stuck since im not able to get my pharyngeal resonance down :/
>>
>>8017585
are snails cute
>>8017587
are snails cute
>>8017582
are snails cute
>>8017580
are snails cute
>>
>>8017591
Snails are cute.
>>
>>8017538
try dealing with emotions when you suppressed them totally for decades. Some of the shit I've remembered has been terrible. I wonder how I survived. I know I psychologically shattered during conversion therapy. I even have coping mechanisms to keep me from saying strange disjointed shit. It's like there is the real me, and another editing all output the world sees.
>>
>>8017591
sometimes
>>
>>8017537
Okay you can feel my ass but nothing more! I mean it!
>>
>>8017570
yes

>>8017587
trash
>>
>>8017587
You seriously...
Anon...

Oh anon..

Are you an adult poster yourself?

Tell us more about yourself so that we may judge you as you judge us
>>
>>8017593
i mean ive begun dealing with depressed emotions very recently and it's not fun :(

ive never been through anything like conversion therapy though

they abused you!
>>
>>8017580
yeah I hate the waiting
the last couple of months have felt like purgatory

and I Really want to start getting into clothes and makeup but I know I'll just look ridiculous if I try now

why cant I just go into a coma on hrt and wake up a girl ;~;

anyway it doesn't matter, I'll just have to be patient
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>>8017587
Ooh flattering
Tyvm anon!
>>
>>8017600
chara pls don't do this to me
>>
>>8017531
>tfw beanboy's lewd posting is actually starting to get to you and make you feel lonely as heck
w-wew

>>8017556
I knew when I was about 14 but then repressed for another 7 years because it scared me.
I'd do stuff like help female friends shop for dresses because I liked it but felt like I could never do it myself, and resigned myself to the fact that I'd never have that life.
Sounds to me like you're pretty much a textbook transgirl, so repressing would be a horrible idea.
(hugg)
god speed anon

>>8017560
>when literally everyone gets responded to except you
am I really that whiny that people filter me?
oh...
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>>
>>8017582
it's ok beanboy =)

>>8017587
yeah I've had my trip off for the last month or so
you probably don't know who I am
>>
>>8017560
actually i'm a goatposter
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>>8017610
its all i have
>>
>>8017485
The difference is that the bible is unproven and fallacious. Miracles are taken as "proof" for the veracity of the bible, but that only works if you believe that the miracles actually were such.
There have been many alternate explanations for the so-called "miracles" in the bible.

Psychiatry is just as fallacious.

In the bible, every good thing is God's blessing and every evil thing is Satan's influence.
Even information that directly contradicts the bible is written off as a test of faith.

In psychiatry, every patient who may or may not be ill, coerced in an abusive environment into saying what the psychiatrist wants to hear, is recorded as a "successful treatment."
Every failed treatment isn't taken as a failure of psychiatry, it's written off by psychiatry being "a learning process" or some such bullshit.

Rational people don't presume that every good thing is God's work, unless there's a way to physically prove that God caused that good thing.
Psychiatrists attribute every so-called success as evidence proving that their treatment is effective and chemical imbalances are real, when in reality it might just be that the patient was misdiagnosed in the first place, or that they've gotten sick of being tortured in the hospital and are pretending to be cured to get out.

Sorry that was long and autistic -_-

tl;dr psychiatry and bible always fit because they include their own scripture that dismisses any contradictory evidence.

Regardless of what professionals claim to understand, I can't see how they can reasonably believe that chemical imbalances are to explain for culturally abnormal thoughts or behaviors.

I'm mad that people are committed without committing any crime, and that psychiatrists abuse the authority to administer drugs to patients they cannot medically prove are sick.

I hadn't attempted suicide anywhere around that time period get out of here >:c
>>
>>8017601
I am an adultposter. I am a rational transgender that provides the forum with many different topics that people like to debate rationally on. I have been in tje transgender game for many a years so have the credentials.
>>
Ah, it's another episode of nipples are randomly overly sensitive and big
>>
>>8017587
Sad!
>>8017574
WELLL
honestly, i have to use my old voice all the time when I deal with family which is fairly often, so I probably sound about the same?
Idk my speaking voice was never as deep as it sounds in my head but I used to be able to sing pretty deep and I'm technically a bass and all that kind of stuff
I probably sound less gay desu bc I've worked for a long time to get rid of my fag lisp although it's still there a little bit
But not as much as before
Before it was "wal-mart shoppers in Louisiana give me disgusting looks and call me a fag while walking away from me" tier lol
>>
>>8017605
yeah

im really glad i started hrt when i did though instead of when i went off to college

im gonna be looking like at LEAST a gigantic queer by the time i go off to college so i think a lot of people won't be as surprised when i come out as trans
>>
>>8017618
ill bring you some good stuff pls don't do that to yourself
>>
science is conjecture but you're still retarded lol
>>
>>8017622
isn't that every episode tho?
>>
>>8017619
Are you retarded
?
>>
>>8017622
>tfw bobs haven't hurt in a week
lil nervous desu
>>
NIM
>>
>>8017590
Yeah I think my voice is too monotone for it to ever sound convincingly female. Either that or I just donnt get it. Either way I really hate voice training with a passion, I can never bring myself to do it.
>>
>>8017629
Well the episodes just comes and goes randomly
>>
>>8017602
Yeah, it's basically torture.
I was also bullied from first grade through freshman in hs. even 2 suicide attempts in there.
I'm fucked up big time.
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im happi
>>
>>8017632
>nipples never hurt in the 3 years ive been on hrt
>>
>>8017485
>>8017619
The DSM-5 contains the opinions of high-profile psychs who effectively create new mental illnesses by profession-controlled votes. Nobody has to (or fucking CAN!!) prove anything to anybody, mental illnesses are made up by quacks in their ivory tower.

>>8017630
fairly.
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>>8017623
Hmm
Idk then
How did you actually train out your lisp?

>>8017614
Fuck youuu I'm str8
>>
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>>8017621
this ain't a game

this is real life

ride or die

>>8017640
how much growth have you gotten?

mine are just sensitive but i haven't been on hrt long
>>
>>8017634
hi
>>
>>8017625
me too
just being on hrt makes me feel so much better than before
hopefully I can look maybe 40% gayer in a couple of months
I wanna move to turkey and hopefully I can just be acceptably fem by then
>>
>>8017650
how2b chara best friend
>>
>>8017648
I'd say I'm almost a B cup? should I post a pic of them?
>>
>>8017518
The hugg. My bad
>>8017560
Depression
>>
>>8017635
it's gotten more enjoyable for me now that i have someone to guide me along

i feel like once i get this pharyngeal resonance thing down ill have a passable voice

from there it'll just be perfecting intonation and strengthening it through practice

i really think you can do it too!
>>
>>8017652
if you own her pocket she trusts you
>>
>>8017637
idk
I'm still kinda early on so maybe it's just contrast to normal

the phrase 'calm your tits' has definitely gotten funnier tho
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>tfw one of the interstates in town collapsed
wew I didn't need to drive anyway
>>8017639
Yay
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>>8017656
only if you want to turn on beangirl

i like bob pics as much as the next person but it's not necessary

what's your hrt regimen like?

>captcha
>streetsigns
>mostly billboards, ads, posters
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>>8017659
>tfw look like Miss Moneypenny
>tfw sound like 007
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>>8017638
no you're not fucked up, you just have bad circumstances

you can still heal and be happy <3
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>>8017619
bible ain't so accurate either.
http://www.newsweek.com/2015/01/02/thats-not-what-bible-says-294018.html
>psychiatry and bible always fit because they include their own scripture that dismisses any contradictory evidence.
in psychology they can challenge the contradictions and revise the theories to better fit new evidence.

>>8017642
Actually a lot of those diagnosis are hashed out by in the field psychologists and therapists in the years before publication.
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>>8017669
i don't have either D:
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>>8017587
Classify me, Anon. But I can guess your response.
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>>8017643
By talking slower and annunciating more
But I mean
It's still there just not as prevalent
I used to talk REALLY fast and leave out words and shit like that
I wish I had a recording of what I sounded like as a teenager, I probably sounded like a retarded kid tbhh
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>>8017640
D:
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>>8017556
i'll play devil's advocate (kinda)...
do you just feel like you need to be female to fit your feminine nature?
keep in mind boys can be feminine, i think there's SOME distinction between being uncomfortable with masculinity and being uncomfortable with your male gender identity
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>>8017651
yeah, i think being a femboy at least would make me happier than being what i am now :)
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>>8017675
epheboposter
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>>8017595
Ok boo heheheheahahahaAHHAHAKERJZIZOKWKECKSKRUOW

yea that's literally all I need to have a fun time plus can we both be drunk lol fuck I wish you were younger cuz two young drunk adults running about I literally the best ever. Everyone seeing the dumb stupid joy in our eyes and how spontaneously I can just grab you so soflty and kiss you and then walk away like it never happened and it's really up to you if you want to keep following me because I'm going to be walking in a pace fast enough that if you decide you didn't like it and feel disrespected I have juuuuuust enough distance between us to dodge a purse to the head but also slow enough that it invites you to spend the rest of the beautiful.
Beautiful.
Gorgeous California day with me.

But let's be real you're gonna know what I'm thinking three seconds before I do it and if you're feeling my additude.
My don't give a fuck additude cuz I've lived here my whole life and can get around like no ones business. My I'm willing to take this chicks slap to the face and total humiliation in public when she completely rejects me if it means a shot at a kiss lost in eternity additude. You just might just let me get away with it one time.
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>>8017670
I'm not so sure now. Healing from complex-ptsd is very hit and mis.
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>>8017680
If you can be a femboy you can be a tomboy!
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>>8017688
are you in therapy now?
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>>8017680
very true
way I see it is as like a transition timeline

boy>gayboy>femboy>andro>girl
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>>8017560
>>8017587
So what's with these posts
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>>8017676
I'm actually really sad, I did a half life mod with a friend when I was a teen and did some really awful voice acting for it. God I wish I still had those recordings I bet they'd be hilarious.
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>>8017668
I don't mind turning on some people

So it's been cypro and estrogel since the beginning. And progesterone after a year. so now I have all three of those.
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>>8017690
id really like to be able to wear a dress and be all femme but my build leans more towards andro so i guess id be a tomboy
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>>8017693
You're a childposter clearly...
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>>8017684
...Explain.
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>>8017695
what was the mod
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>>8017697
>censor nipples
>but leave like 3/4 of the nipple
why
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>>8017702
It was never released, it was a class project. Single player total conversion.
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>>8017692
well except for the ones that start at girl lol

but yeah that seems about right for most people

ahhhh i want it now
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>>8017699
Am I? Since when?
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>>8017692
I think I'm at gayboy(girl)
>>8017698
Dresses are scary desu, tomboyish feminine clothes are rly nice ^~^
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>>8017697
what's yer progesterone dosage? do you cycle it?
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>>8017706
what character did you do a voice for
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Wearing a suit is very ugh aggressive assured cocky

Wearing this is very calming and soothing and happy
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>>8017705
because smol boppies if I censored the whole nipple there'd be less of the boob visible :c
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>>8017714
id like to try either desu :(
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>>8017695
Lmao that sounds funny as heck
I did musical theatere until I was like 16, I could totally pull out DVDs, and like see the progression of my voice but idk if I could handle that psychologically
Even looking at old pictures is WHEEW
voices are weird
Estrogen definitely has some affect on the voice I feel like, although not anything especially useful
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>tfw have to throw on baggy jacket in my apartment when wearing my girl clothes
Fug
I don't need my roommates thinking I'm even more of a weirdo
>>8017622
That's every day for me desu
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>>8017717
need more boob
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>>8017674
What do you look like? The last Miss Moneypenny *was* black but I'm nowhere near as hot as her.
>>8017686
>I wish you were younger
Wtf are you saying I'm old?
Omgg beanboy well if I'm that irresistible to you then maybe you shouldn't show me around. It's a shame we coulda had fun. Platonic fun.
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>>8017720
You'll get a chance sooner or later, and when ya do you'll look good in it!
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>>8017726
manface with twinkbod and airplane shoulders desu
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>>8017697
is that cum in-between your tits
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>>8017695
I will buy halflife just for that mod

please, share with us this wonderful transgression

>>8017708
omg don't remind me
but yeah sometimes I just look at timelines and seeing the difference helps

but the waiting is so bad!

>>8017714
gayboy is a good stage, next step fem!
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>>8017715
don't remember my dosage, just that I have to take one pill every day.

what do you mean by cycling it?
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>>8017731
no it's lotion for eczema ;w;
(kind of wish it was cum tho)
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>>8017734
yeah sometimes it makes me feel good but there's also the ones that are like jfc they were already there before they started!

we'll be okay though, we just have to wait a little
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>>8017740
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>>8017722
tfw nobody to suck on them to make the itching stop
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>>8017673
Except the theories are fallacious ones

For example, if the theory was that demons existed, nobody could fucking disprove that theory. Precisely *because* it cannot be disproven, it shouldn't be accepted as fact.

There's a difference between *can't be disproven* and *is not disproven*

Gravity *is not disproven* because it is possible to disprove gravity, if gravity is not true.

Chemical imbalance *can't be disproven* because the theory has no clear methods by which it can be disproven.

If I say somebody is possessed by a demon, and I prescribe holy water to treat them, if their condition improves I can say that that proves the existence of demons.
If it doesn't work, I can say that the demon is just *too strong* or *knew we'd try that* and prescribe something else, never questioning that demons exist.

If I say that somebody has schizophrenia and I prescribe antipsychotics, and their condition improves, I can say that chemical-imbalance schizophrenia exists.
If the treatment doesn't work, I can just say that the patient is "resistant to treatment" and keep dosing them with the same drugs until they die.
I never have to question the chemical-imbalance premise either.

See what I'm getting at?

Even if the diagnoses are "hashed out" by field psychologists, it doesn't change the fact that they're *all* operating on the basis that a chemical-imbalance is causing these symptoms.

Nobody has ever reliably measured a chemical-imbalance.
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>>8017728
aww i hope so

the thought of doing so kinda scares me though >>
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>>8017734
I started out at gayboy tho :/
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>>8017716
The narrative was provided by a Russian guy over a radio, I voiced the Russian guy and had a very shitty accent

Imagine a squeaky voiced nerdy and slightly effeminate boy trying to sound like a buff Russian dude it was downright laughable.

>>8017734
I still have the source code but lost all the game assets ;_;

>>8017721
Yeaaaah I get that.
I was a theatre student in high school and I've basically been afraid to look at old recordings because fuuuuck that
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>>8017744
why the throwing up. I barely have any eczema.
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>>8017697
sporty. where were your most recent estrogen levels?

>>8017717
you're like the perfect nb aren't you
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>>8017716
the gay one obviously
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>>8017745
Yeah ._.
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>>8017673
>>8017747
Also, there should definitely be a higher standard of evidence required to ruin somebody's fucking life.

To send somebody to jail requires proof "beyond a reasonable doubt" presented before a judge and jury.

To send somebody to a psych ward for forced treatment, psychiatrists need only present "clear and convincing" evidence before a judge, no jury required.

Also, every psychiatric commitment is a potential life-sentence.
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>>8017748
It's really scary, I can't girlmode in public without freaking out ;~;
It's probably easier to start off with andromode and work into a girlmode ^,^
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>>8017621
Sooooo

Ur boring?

Lol.
>>8017611
Don't make me come after you too..

What does Andrea l-look like anyways....
>>8017615
:]
Ima good boy :]]

I'm almost 21 I'm a man.

I'm man that squats in a mansion and eats out of trashcans and has no job
>>8017726
Lol aren't you like 25?

Old ass you can't hang with the rebel don't give a shit youth

You have "responsibilities" and would probably complain about a hangover if we passed out on the side of the road cuz we drank too much to really do anything else.

You had your turn bb. Hope you lived it up cuz I have two more years of this IF that before it becomes pathetic and I'm just another loser old man without a job who's also an alcoholic and into light drugs and has zero skills to show for and is working at Walmart at literally 23
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>>8017754
dunno desu, sent the blood test results to my endo and didn't get a copy of them for myself. But I'd say it was normal girl levels
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>>8017762
>Andro, the Greek prefix meaning male, man, or masculine
No don't dress like a boy >~<
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>>8017735
>what do you mean by cycling it?
for example taking it for only the first two weeks of every month
something about matching cis women's progesterone cycles
i've heard it doesn't matter tho
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>>8017751
Yeah
I enjoyed all that stuff so much at the time, so I wish I could like
Relive that happiness but it would be far too triggering
Time machine to fix our lives WHEN???
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>>8017742
yeah there are good ones and there are unfair ones
but effort will be more of a deciding factor

feeling really determined to get stuff done for once!

>>8017749
oh cool
then you'll do well =)

>>8017751
shame
desu I just kinda want some new games with mods and stuff
also small words pls
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>>8017752
YOU MAKE ME SICK!!!!
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>>8017766
yes you are a very good and sweet beanboy who will find a nice job and get his own place
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>>8017775
what'd i do? ;w;
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>>8017768
I want to dress like yui desu
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>>8017751
that reminds me of gmod days

i would always grief in servers while talking in a russian accent and i guess it was good enough that everyone on there thought i was a real ruskie

gmod is such a shitty game but it has this charm you don't get in a lot of games
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>ywn be a twink
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>>8017758
Why is it so hard to find someone for meaningful and angry sex reee
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>>8017762
yeah

i dunno how to dress andro either tho x(
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to be completely honest famalam i'm a gayposter
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>>8017784
>tfw twinkhon
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>>8017784
hey look it's me mi
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>>8017786
>meaningful
I meant to say meaningless

Nobody saw that okay
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>>8017678
not really! I've never been masculine, and I've definitely always been a more effeminate guy, which I've been comfortable with. It's just that when I think about it more, I love women's clothing so much more than men's, and sometimes I think about having breasts and a vagina and it just leaves me feeling like I'm missing something desu.

>>8017579
It makes me feel really happy when I see successful transitions and HRT stories and stuff like that.

>>8017611
thank you! I remember thinking about it for a while, and I think I kinda repressed it.

idk I've never felt any sort of identity with men, and I prefer the company of women almost all the time. The whole deal of even LETTING myself think about being a woman is weird, but the more I think about it, the more it makes sense. I'm pretty sure that as a child I had gender dysphoria, but I just pushed it back. I've always wanted to try dressing in women's clothes and put makeup on, but I've never had a reason or excuse to do it.

idk i'm just excited and confused and scared

thank you all for talking with me about this
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>>8017782
I love Yui
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>>8017768
she just meant androgynous

>>8017782
yeah that's a cute outfit
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>>8017773
yeah i feel determined to get things like my voice down since im gonna be so beside in other areas

im not gonna be one of those girls who pass but still sound like men x-x
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>>8017796
Too late, I did~.
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>>8017771
Iddkkk there's other ways to relive it. I stayed in touch with my theatre friends well after high school and desu they were some of the first people I came out to.

It's not really the same thing though.
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>>8017789
just find clothes that don't really seem to say boy or girl
atm I'm just going with skinny jeans, tight fitting long sleeve and girls hoodie
seems to work
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>>8017782
anime girls dress cute
All I wear is like
tees and stretch jeans lol

>>8017784
ouch :c

>>8017790
that's gay

>>8017800
I know I just wanted attention
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>>8017801
i'm gonna be one of those girls that looks like a man with a gay voice i think
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itt: post music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wi8pWfcGoc
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>>8017790
Surprised Tbh
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>>8017805
idk that might seem too gay to wear while im still at home
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>>8017729
That sucks. Fellow manface here. My body is decent though, Jamaican genetics I guess.
>>8017766
>You had your turn bb
Damn that really hurt. You know this is one of the main reasons why I want to kill myself, you may have just pushed me over the edge. I knew it, girls over 25 are worthless ;_;
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>>8017754
I am probably the best non female non binary I've seen
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>>8017810
no you don't know that
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>>8017811
https://youtu.be/njNjP7V4Q0Y
are you feeling any better?
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>>8017811
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZEuRLQPFJs
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>>8017775
Come sleep on my chest, brobro.
It's cum free (for now)
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>>8017783
Gmod was a helluva thing
Griefing counter strike was way funnier though. Bunch of racist gun nuts on a hair trigger

>>8017811
You ok?
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>>8017790
I like girls sometimes.
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>>8017811
>post music
I'll post REAL music
https://youtu.be/-UGj5T8ONm0
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>>8017814
headpat quiddles
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>>8017826
i-it wasn't cum tho
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>>8017801
yeah voice is good to do early on while waiting for other stuff
desu I need to work on my voice more

got the pitch down and it doesn't sound falsetto but holding it is hard and sometimes it's a little croaky at times

at some point I'll ask zheanna for a voice training session so I can make sure I'm doing it right
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>>8017722
>>8017758
>>8017786
You two need to stop

>>8017777
Thank you so much I really feel hopeful with the way this guy talked to me.

I was thinking of going to that government office tomorrow but I also kinda want to spend the day at the beach again because it was really chill yesterday spending it there and my weekends are always busy anyway because of like stuff so maybe I might go Sunday but then again I really do think I shouldn't push my luck on this whole squatting thing cuz I really do think I got noticed last night ://////
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>>8017833
omg >///<
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>>8017835
It's always cum.
Slut.
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>>8017842
stop what
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>>8017846
w e w
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>>8017819
i agree tbqdesu

>>8017820
http://imgur.com/a/1WtOJ
pretty sure
i posted a vocaroo earlier but i can't find the link
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>>8017816
yeah might not be possible atm

maybe you should think about long term solutions with this problem, since it will eventually be more of a problem
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>>8017824
>>8017827

not really, but i can't keep thinking about it, so blaring music hella loud helps. the wake is next week and her family seems to be managing as best as you could hope, so that's a blessing.

>>8017825

aw vocaloid

>>8017831

>calling indie k-pop fake music
how dare
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>>8017811
https://youtube.com/watch?v=q6GyTBVAF4w
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>>8017827
i never really played cs:s

id grief on halo 3 though

there was this glitch on one of the maps where you could get someone booted for team killing even though they weren't

so you'd get a squeaker or something and rile him up a bit then you'd kick him right when he has his maddest

i did some pretty mean stuff in vidya looking back now
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>>8017860
I'm sorry Edie bb
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>>8017842
just go get a job
don't waste time, be productive beany
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>>8017845
p a t p a t s
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>>8017817
Hey don't do that.

Didn't you find something else in your adventures c'mon

Can't be reckless your whole life then you end up like Edie lol

https://youtu.be/SYM-RJwSGQ8
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>>8017860
i missed what happened exactly but i'm saddened by your loss
>>
im lonely i want a daddy
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>>8017840
zheanna keeps saying that im just missing pharyngeal resonance and i can't get it

it's like that gollum voice everyone seems to be able to do but me lol

but this week i will get it! im telling you, this week it's gonna happen!
>>
im lonely i want a mommy
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>>8017691
Yep, I have the best therapist I've ever had too. It's actually helping on some things. It's good to have somebody to bounce things off of. EMDR has reduced my triggers a lot so I now can function a bit without instantly going into repression mode.

>>8017747
there was also no evidence of daemons existence either. So it would never have been a valid scientific theory. It fails the testable requirement. You need testable evidence that fits the theory to have a scientific theory. Even if you have a real daemon, you still need a testable link between the daemon and the theory. You don't understand science and scientific theory. There is tons of evidence certain chemicals help schizophrenics. Double blind studies have been done.

>>8017760
As someone who was subjected to an involuntary confinement, I agree the standard needs to be higher than it is. People need to advocate for it to happen.
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>>8017860
it's okay to grieve but don't let it eat you up too much okay?

<33
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>>8017867
Oh god that's great.
Cruel though
I mostly just loaded up a shitload of hacks, turned them all on at once and blared music over hldj while spamming the voice chat
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>>8017811
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gostnLiKWM0
>>8017831
Do people actually unironically listen to anime music?
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>>8017871
Ahhhh I got time lol

I feel invincible.
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>>8017884
i could use a mommy also but women are mean and daddies are caring...ive never had a mom before...
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>>8017869

thank you bb. i feel worse for her best friend who informed everyone and found her. losing a fellow trans woman is just hard in general, especially when you watch each other transition over the years yknow
it's like losing a sister or a member of your family. but she was also really smart and wonderful and funny af too, so that's why i'm trying to remember.

>>8017877

ty.

>>8017887

patpat
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>>8017860
*hugs*
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>>8017896
mommies love the most
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>>8017892
i did when i was in hs
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>>8017892
Do you not?
https://youtu.be/rRTlLZ05KAs
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>>8017900
ive never felt mommies love before...
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>>8017909
it isn't too late
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>>8017865

this is really fucking good desu

>>8017892

lots of anime music is pretty good desu. tho i prefer the stylings of maximum the hormone (death note intro) and the pillows (flcl intro) to like .... the overly kiddie ones i guess.
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>>8017804
Yeah I'd really like to get back to it since that's what I wanna do anyway, but it's not so easy to find theater companies as an adult idk
Or maybe I'm making it out to be harder than it is
lol I pretty much cut contact with all those people once I stopped performing, I mean everyone was connected on MySpace and Facebook or whatever but that's not really the same eh
Do you keep in touch with a lot of people who knew you pre-transition? I've really done my best to avoid it.
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>>8017879
that's the pharyngeal larynx thing right?
I should probably do some research so I'm prepared for this stuff

and I'm sure with enough practice you'll get it =)
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>>8017879
https://clyp.it/obm0fyup
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>>8017910
h-how...
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>>8017896
mommies are warped in their feelings for you by you sucking on their breasts. got to love the love drug...
>>
if i'm honest with myself i keep posting that picture because i want attention, which is silly even if i just end up looking like a gay with a gay voice

>>8017896
daddies scare me

i could use a mommy desu

>>8017915
mebbe try and find out if it's actually difficult ;)
>>
do mommy gfs drink vodka and take xanax and pass out on the couch all day like regular mommy
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>>8017889
i used sethhack on gmod but i got banned in gmod after it got detected

and oh yeah i would spam music too

me and my friend would play jailbreak on gmod and hide in a cell then change our names to "cyndi lauper" and sing girls just wanna have fun as loud as we could

it's pretty dumb but it was hilarious to hear the guards get so pissed at that
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>>8017919
Hailee is mommy
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>>8017894
hmm

guess i gotta be mean about it, ahem...

GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS AND GO DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR LIFE RATHER THAN WASTING TIME SAYING 'TOMORROW, TOMORROW'

sorry about that but you really shouldn't dawdle, ok?

I'm gonna go smoke
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>>8017897
I get it.
Like.
Ive even contrasted trans friends lives I touched vs my own biological estranged family.
It's hurt so much more to see the trans person crumble.
Especially if either of you had leaned on the other for support at any time in the past.
Fuck.
Thas total shit.
Well, death isn't the end. She has a more complete understanding of her past and the future of everyone else.
I'm sure she's more at peace.
I feel really heavy for you
I'm sorry
<3 ;w;
>>
>>8017886
The chemicals helping schizophrenics do *not* prove that there is a chemical imbalance causing schizophrenia.
They only prove that the symptoms of schizophrenia can be subdued by certain drugs.

There is no way to disprove the chemical imbalance theory with current technology, same as there's no way to disprove the existence of demons with that technology.
If the *proof* of something exists in a realm we can't measure, then we should consider that something *unproven.*

I think it would be better if the laws were changed, but they are what they are. My current plan is to suicide myself or suicide by cop before they can get me.

>>8017925
yes
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>>8017886
im glad you at least have someone to talk to

it's not good to keep things bottled up <33
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>>8017897
everything is gonna be okay buddi <33
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Turns out I only wanted to be a girl because I'm low T

Doctor is going to cure me of this mental illness with testosterone shots

Thank god
>>
>>8017879
If it helps, when I do pharyngeal stuff it feels like I'm talking out of the back of my throat.
>>
>>8017916
yes!

you have to like open up your throat and close your mouth cavity more and speak from the throat but keeping your tongue in a certain position but also with the right pitch and vocal compression and ahhhhhhhhhh
>>
>>8017935
>600
>low
shut the fuck up
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>>8017935
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>>8017933
yep, and I seam to have to keep my few NYC years bottled up. only time of my life that was really good too.
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>>8017940
hugg
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>>8017941
Free test is the test that's actually active in your body, retard. Total test is irrelevant if it's not active.
>>
>>8017925

l m a o this is actually dark but funny af

>>8017930

yeah :/ what happened to her could happen to any of my trans friends, or me. but i'm sure her ~transition~ to the other side has gone smoothly, and she's happier now.
so i find solace in that i guess. <3

>>8017934

ty budbud nimmy

>>8017935

who created this meme?
>>
>>8017929
tomorrow, tomorrow,
i love ya, tomorrow
you're always a day a-way

>>8017935
>tfw you take t
>grow more hair
>cro-magnon brow
>still want to be a girl
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>>8017915
It's not super hard from what I understand but it's hard to get back into it when you've fallen off the wagon, more from nerves I guess? I don't know how well I'd do up on stage these days I really don't like having too much attention on me.

Until I moved last year pretty much the entirety of my friend's circle knew me pretrans. That didn't bother me really, they accepted me and it was pretty clear that they really didn't see me as a guy anymore. Would feel wrong to turn my back on the people that were so supportive.
>>
>>8017935
My T was like 245 or something
I'm p happy as a girl now
>>
>>8017935
This is
really disgusting
and I'm shaking
Please don't post here
>>
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Has Dollface apologized to Cindy yet for calling her an ugly greasy boy and mocking her suicide attempt?
>>
>>8017935
>Turns out I want to be a girl and also I'm low T

>Doctor is going to cure me of this mental illness with estrogen shots

FTFY
>>
>>8017935
Lel that is not low
That's about what mine was before hrt
Waaaay happier now, T is around 30ng now
>>
>>8017946
lil doggo tongue
>>
>>8017938
yeah ive tried getting that feeling but most of the time i just end up just speaking from my mouth
>>
>>8017953
Because you were pretty much already a girl with 245 T. Changes how you think.
>>
>>8017958
why don't you not post pics of people without their consent
>>
>>8017942
That background looks like my thigh o.o

>>8017958
Did that really happen?
>>
my T was 25 ng/dL after 3 weeks of cypro

is that good
>>
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>>8017961
>>
>>8017965
Women are like 80 tops
>>
>>8017944
you can make this time of your life really good too :)
>>
>>8017811
Are you going to jiselle's funeral?
>>
>>8017970
he looks happi :3
>>
>>8017968
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/7994630/#7994848
>you look like a greasy little boy honestly. that's why you don't pass and you wish you were dead.

Read the whole exchange. Dollface is a sociopath who bullies 15 year old girls.
>>
>>8017935
I wonder what my t was before, I never got it tested
It was down to 9 ng/dl after 3 weeks but I guess that's just cypro?
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>>8017975
>>
>>8017898
>>8017901
>>8017904
Well if that's your thing more power to you. I'll stick with
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhQGUIphouQ
thanks.
>>8017914
Hi Edie.
The music you post is usually alright, I like it. From that video you posted I'm thinking maybe you would like Cashmere Cat (ironic because of the album name)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxELjU3f7Z4
>>
>>8017968
not the time to relitigate that, let's show a little compassion
>>
i want to be a daddy and take care of an adopted kid with my bf
>>
>>8017980
awww lil cutie :3
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>>8017985
>>
>>8017958

i called her that in response to her calling me a whore, a bitch, and insulting my appearance, so no. i don't expect an apology from her, either.
i don't have the fortitude to argue about it either, so good luck with the trolling i suppose.

>>8017981

30 seconds in an i already love it tbqh
>>
>>8017979
Testosterone changes how you think and act, your whole brain chemistry. The reason you have a feminine brain is because your hormones are fucked up. Taking estrogen makes you body match your brain but you could just as easily take testosterone to make your brain match your body.
>>
>>8017976
Isn't somebody important to her dying?
Maybe she wasn't in her right mind.

>>8017982
I'm... sorry?
>>
>>8017965
i'M A BOY
oh darn image limit i cant post the cute pre-hrt pic
>>
>>8017925
Ye
How did U know
>>8017952
Oh yeah I mean it's not super duper hard but this is LA and everyone is an "actor" waiting for their "big break" and I just want to have some fun
I reached out to a couple of groups but they were kinda shit
I should probably go up and look in the city proper

Oh....hmm
I actually don't think I've hung out with anyone I knew formerly since I went full time....I guess most people would have been supportive enough had I given them the option? Idk
I think it makes me uncomfortable or something ? Idk...I should probably try it shouldn't I?
>>
>>8017940
christ that sounds terrifying

I hope I can actually figure it out, sounds complicated as hell
>>
>>8017988
I wanna crush its little throat
>>
>>8017989
I'll be at the funeral
>>
>>8017977
headpat cyndaquil
>>
>>8017989
>i called her that in response to her calling me a whore, a bitch, and insulting my appearance, so no

You were the one who started insulting people first. Don't try and spin this, you BPD psycho.

>you're not a little asian anime girl cindy. nor will you ever be. i'm not talking about some random weaboo actor you saw in a live action death note film.

>you're not a little asian anime girl cindy. nor will you ever be. i'm not talking about some random weaboo actor you saw in a live action death note film.

>you're not a little asian anime girl cindy. nor will you ever be. i'm not talking about some random weaboo actor you saw in a live action death note film.

All this because Cindy said light skin was more attractive, which made your shitskin self butthurt.
>>
>>8017996

>harry potter music plays loudly
ur a girl, grace
>>
>>8017958
edie did nothing wrong.
>>
>>8017958
She didn't really do that liar post screenshots
>>8017929
It's not a waste if I'm enjoying it

Who's to say the sparrow wastes his life dancing in the wind cherishing his grace gifted by the great spirit.

The sparrow knows he's not eternal.

Do you?
>>
>>8017991
Except testosterone therapy was an early treatment for trannies, and it didn't work.
>>
>>8017950
:3
I feel bad with the tough love but he needs to take action
>>
>>8018003
ty! I love this nickname ^~^
>>
>>8017935
why you didn't start feeling dysphoric as early you mean?
>>
>>8018008
>She didn't really do that liar post screenshots

See >>8017976
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>>8017989
You're welcome.
>>
>>8018005
Make the new thread bb
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>>8017935
You can end up like my friend, totally mentally fucked up by T shots. They gave him a shot, and ended up attempting suicide 6 hours later.
>>
>>8017935
delete this
>>
>>8018013
That isn't even low T
>>
>>8017918
your clyps always 404 before i can listen to them x-x
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>>8018008
I know that I don't want to waste my life

look it's your life to live but eventually you're going to be old and have to live with the choices you've made

so think about your future, what you want and make it happen
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>>8017972
I can try, but the creativity of those people I knew. we fed off of each other.

>>8017977
At 9, that is down in adrenal gland only production.
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>>8017991
>but you could just as easily take testosterone to make your brain match your body.
Nope. It looks like the brain is wired to be in a specific hormone mix. Not having the right mix causes generalized anxiety and other issues.
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