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Old: >>8001214
not nim thread
>>8002695
nim thread
>>8002695
fuck, why did lauren put "• Do not respond to Drakeposter or shitposting chaser anons"
so many fucking times in the old op
fuck sake
>>8002701
wtf
>>8002704
maybe was overkill
>>8002707
this is now a cute animal thread
>>8002710
i wouldve allowed that :(
>>8002710
>implying nim isn't a cute animal
>>8002704
fuck, why does caroline believe in zeus
>>8002715
a nim al
Is being passing or at least cute by august a reasonable goal? I'll be almost 8 months on hrt by then
>>8002718
o shit
>>8002708
3 t i m e s
;=;
>a
>nim
>anal
Anon who had ffs and srs thinks she's not passable and wants to die but it's literally impossible to not be passable after ffs, unless you've had it done by an incompetent / blackmarket surgeon
>>8002713
am sorry
(hugg)
>>8002735
>but it's literally impossible to not be passable after ffs
ehhh idk about this senpai
>>8002735
Are you crazy?
Some here who have had ffs still look bad and the went to reputable surgeons
>>8002738
Yeah, if you're very masculine it can be tough. HRT and surgery can only do so much.
i know for a fact that i'm not a republican, & that i have a strong distaste for the republican party, but if i were a republican, i'd be fucking devastated w/ disappointment.
actually, i'm really disappointed anyway.
this is the party that gets appointed a majority in all branches of the federal government, & it manages to find ways to fail spectacularly.
well, @ least the republican party is SPECTACULAR
holy FUCK I love my little boblets
I'm scared about having to wear a bra soon ;_;
idk if its really possible to hide it
>>8002742
This and some are just that
>>8002704
Bc ur 15 and can't recognize pedophile perverts are being friendly to you for nudes. It's a longterm project for them which is probably why it's not obvious.
>>8002750
there's one before/after pic that gets posted here a lot
she's a late transitioner who I think is swedish
its not that bad, but she doesn't look very female at all imo
good morning!!!
>>8002756
i'm not 15
also, i hate drakeposter, i just don't get why it was repeated 3 fricking times -.-
>>8002756
you're thinking of cindy
>>8002746
Sports bras hide them fairly well. Lot more comfortable than normal bras too.
>>8002750
Example and she is late 20s
>>8002756
baka don't be dumb
calling him a pedophile was so irritating it made me defend him even though I didn't want to
it completely devalues the meaning of the word pedophile
>>8002763
I don't like drakeposter and I would never give someone nudes
>>8002750
Here are some examples
https://unsee.
cc/zusodiga/
>>8002765
this is who I was trying to describe
I don't believe she's late 20s though, looks much much older than that
>>8002771
They all look fine to me
>>8002770
she meant the other person was thinking of you as the 15 year old, and that beep got confused because your names both begin with C
>>8002777
hmmmmmm
>>8002771
They all pass fine
>>8002776
I know... I think
I'm just clarifying >.>
Well?
>>8002756
Beep is a cute girl.
>Imma messy nb freak
>>8002760
eeevvvvaaa ^>^
>>8002781
Fucking saved
I love it
>>8002781
is this a real thing?
reminader breakfast is the most important meal of the day
>>8002785
I finished my appointment, it went well besides me getting all shaky
how are you!!?
>>8002777
>Are you really defending that?
no
but isla did it too
and no one cares to call her a pedo
so it seems like people want to call him a pedo because its an emotionally powerful word, even though they themselves don't really think its true
>>8002788
Not all women are supermodels lol
>>8002790
thanks Satan
>>8002781
the really shitty trans allies are the ones who notice people doing the things in the bingo card and take it upon themselves to come to your defense.
>>8002795
he later got a 17 year old to send him nudes
>>8002788
The two of them that I know live as girls and don't get misgendered as far as I know
That means they pass
>>8002794
my letter got here..
haven't opened it yet
>>8002782
your mirror is disgusting
clean off the cum every once in a while, okay
>>8002782
Jesus you look like a woman that's so gay
>>8002800
Which two?
>>8002796
And just because one passes does not mean one no longer experiences dysphoria. I don't think the results of any of their ffs would be enough to fix mine.
>>8002801
oh....
>>8002799
I mean how much later?
because he's like 18 or 19 now?
like I don't even want to defend him but calling someone a pedophile over that is ridiculous
aren't you 17? if an 18 year old or even a 19 year old showed interest in you, would you consider them a pedophile?
>>8002805
Ahhh qt
>>8002809
Both on the left
>>8002805
Hey Faye
Have you, at any point in your life, ever felt a sexual attraction towards heterosexual cis men?
>>8002795
This isn't the same thing and you know it. Someone in an unstable state exposing themselves is not the same as posting revenge porn of a minor. Quit playing Devils advocate, Joe rogan, because your argument isn't only stupid but it's defending and excusing sexual exploitation of minors.
>>8002805
About as gay as your cute straight pixie cut & soft hip crease, bro.
Such a faggot
>ngl, you look much more like 'you', now... finally a developed and refined style that matches your personality & sexuality
>>8002802
i laughed pretty hard XD
I love to fuck kids but I'm not a pedo okay
>tfw you keep losing weight even though you eat constantly
>>8002821
No she doesn't
I look female.
That thing just looks like a bad drag queen.
>>8002816
they look perfectly passable, sorry that trans people and even most cis girls don't look like Paris Hilton
After one year of fighting I finally got my legal sex change!
I just wanna be cute
don't care about the rest just wanna be cute
>>8002819
>Someone in an unstable state exposing themselves
she posted pics of his dick senpai
thats why he posted the stuff of her, those are the two events I'm comparing
they both posted underage pictures of each other because they hated each other
>>8002811
i got in, but im on a waitlist
>>8002813
Like a month ago he did this
Coercing someone into *sending nudes* is pretty different to dating someone or showing interest or w/e
>>8002818
Well let me put it this way, I'm good and innocent but I was at this Korean taco place and these little rich Asian girls were coming in and they were so little and cute I couldn't stop looking
I mean soooo cute
Guys don't make me look
>>8002821
You're my tomboy crush Faye
>>8002832
I literally don't even care enough to argue anymore
if you want to call him a pedophile thats fine
I think the word should be used for people who want to fuck 9 year olds
>>8002821
I just want to be animu 2d
>>8002831
I-is that good?!??!!
I'm not sure if that's good???
>>8002833
You really side-stepped that one.
>>8002824
me_irl
>>8002825
Oh it's you again
go away
>>8002826
They don't have to be but they don't look like girls.
>>8002837
Pedophilia is still Pedophilia, even if you get a thesaurus and call it ephebebebebebebeophile
>>8002829
This is a lie, drake is 19 his birthday is October, his first post on mtfg was after his 18th birthday already happened
>>8002844
Well we'd all like to see what you look like then. I'm sure you're no better
>>8002847
thats not pedophilia
a pedophile is attracted to someone who hasn't started puberty
that is what the word means
Is she one of us anons?
>>8002827
congrats
>>8002853
The average person would consider making teens give you nudes as being pedophilic
My toaster broke
No more toast for me
>>8002827
could you give more details?
>>8002853
you still want to have sex with what are still children
doesn't matter if you change the name, kiddy fiddler :^ )
>>8002861
Here, use these dead eyes to dry it out, instead
>when people call you hon
>>8002805
>>8002782
qt
>>8002829
>false information
This is pedoposter himself I guess? I don't know why anyone would bother defending this chaser retard. All he does in the thread anyway is troll and post pictures of cis girls when we're having bad self image days.
>>8002873
>when Nikky thinks Valq is qt
Disgusting taste
>>8002865
You look like the guy that drove over people in England some days ago
>>8002726
You look fine desu
>>8002863
They changed my birth certificate. In the eye of the law I was a girl since birth now.
I can now change all my documents.
>>8002865
Could you unblur that pic a lil pls
>>8002870
I look like a boy animu tho >.>
>>8002853
This is the same argument people on 8ch use to post nude children. Get out of here with that trash you pervert.
>>8002874
> I don't know why anyone would bother defending this chaser retard.
Simple, there's kind of a lot of people here who have no standards
>>8002853
Pedophilia means what the laws say it means
It's like how Irish people used to be considered colored
>>8002873
you get cuter every time i see you, nikky
>>8002865
I'm 5'10, post unfiltered photos, and don't wear 10lbs of makeup like you, chola.
Also, yeh, I am.
Say what you want, but I AM stealth at work... thought I wasnt, was about to out myself a month ago, until the boys in the shop started trash talking trannies and trying to get me to agree with em.
I do so I'm not outed.
Idgaf what you think.
>>8002876
she really look cute in her picture. Can't you see improvement over the months?
Where do you work? I'm having trouble finding jobs that aren't dealing with customers or lifting heavy stuff
>>8002881
What matters is your heart is 2d
>>8002887
It IS just shitposts and sad posts
>>8002880
I know that I just wanted to know location and stuff because my state says I need surgery which I will not be able to get for the foreseeable future due to cost...
>>8002782
Ur qt but u need to smile. Girls don't look discontent all the time
>>8002892
I deal with customers and lift heavy stuff
>>8002887
That's all it ever was
>>8002892
>Where do you work?
i work in a warehouse
it's pretty physical work, but doesn't involve any heavy lifting (unless you count throwing around some pallets as "heavy lifting")
>>8002892
Do security work or overnight auditing
>>8002890
I mean,
I pass
....as an ugly girl
>tfw I got a haircut and now I look even more like a hon and i dont know if ffs is gonna be enough (in a few months)
>>8002904
It's cause most normals left for discord n shit
>>8002904
it kinda seems like you suicide-post a lot :(
>>8002894
LOL
I love this pic
>>8002879
I've been thinking about it and my mom has the same facial features I feel bad about but she looks fine >.>
Maybe I am just stupid
>>8002893
It's like, really blurry tho, I can't tell anything from it u~u
>>8002896
Eastern Europe. We are doing it in reverse. First legal change sex then SRS. If a doctor would cut your dick he would be charged and spend 10 years in prison.
>>8002910
oh okay...
>>8002904
>80% normal posting
That's being exceptionally generous
How long ago are we talking for this place being that consistently good? It's been a shithole for a good year and a half now
>>8002913
>It's been a shithole for a good year and a half now
Wasn't that round about when you started posting though?
>>8002913
You're the one driving up those normie #'s tho
>>8002913
>tfw every online community i've ever been apart of has said to be shit now compared to how it used to be
m-maybe I'm the problem..
improve mtfg with the mommy method
>>8002913
>every post so far is good other the judgy queen post
>calls place shithole
>literally starts the shitposting
>>8002915
Yeah
I killed mtfg
>>8002916
Do I really?
I shitpost a -lot-
maybe if someone bashed my head in I'd look more passable
so i got put on a waiting list for my school
so i have to wait even longer to find out if im going to nyc or if im gonna be in the closet until im like a year and a half on hrt
i guess it's better than not getting in, but it still feels bad
Kill me
>>8002922
Wait you've only been posting for a yr and a half
I thought you'd been posting for like aaaaaaaaaaages
>>8002921
>Faye wants to start something
Typical
My break's over, later dude
>when are you going to get a haircut anon? its getting so long
>you used to like buzz cuts, are you considering getting another?
>>8002932
Tell them you're donating it to cancer patients or something maybe
They'll not only get off your back they'll think you're a philanthropist
>>8002924
Do you have back up schools
>>8002922
You're the cis girl shit poster
>>8002906
Get your voice on point and people will mis-gender you female in official paperwork.
>mine for bloodwork, today
y'all okay?
>>8002937
no, the other schools have too high admission standards
im not good enough
>>8002930
Probably because she likes to go into grandma reveries about her /cd/ posting days.
>>8002924
I guess it depends on the school and idk how art schools work, but my understanding was waitlisted is more or less as good as accepted, they just don't fully know if they have the room yet
>>8002941
I'm super awesome and happy, E got shipped today, should be here by end of the week.
^_^
how is my favourite incestposter doing
>>8002942
It's good to have dreams, but always have two backup plans ^_^ it'll keep you moving through life
The key is always to keep moving and you'll be okay
>>8002940
But... Can ffs fix my hon face?
>>8002933
angie, listen to me
we WILL save you one of these days
>>8002947
>incestposter
what
>>8002952
I'dk what you look like.
Proly
>>8002943
Wait
So how long has she been posting fr
>>8002940
Question
https://clyp.it/ddqbdwii
>>8002955
I'd post pictures... but I don't want my face be used as 'proof that hrt doesnt work'
>>8002954
you're the one that posts anna x elsa stuff right?
>>8002956
3-4 years
>>8002964
Oh
Ohhhh
>>8002953
I'm beyond saving
>>8002941
the series anne
>>8002963
oh god no
goddammit
i keep getting mistaken for them fuck
>>8002958
not very natural. Too strained.
>>8002970
oh whoops, my bad :<
(hugg)
>>8002967
i believe we can pull you back from the brink of madness and despair
you haven't yet crossed the event horizon
>>8002945
how long does it usually take to find out
everything is bad
everything is good
Everything is crazy
>>8002975
no idea senpai, I'd imagine that varies a lot
but there's no reason to worry
just start making plans for what you could do if you don't get in but assume that you will
worrying won't help anything...I'm sure you'd feel silly if you spent a bunch of time being sad wondering if you don't get in, then find out you did!
>>8002982
i am bad
it was the best of times it was the worst of times
>>8002974
You can't save me
The darkness has consumed me
>>8002986
Smart people are cute
>>8002986
The good, the bad and drakeposter.
my entire face is bad
>>8002980
how is anything good?
>>8002991
>tfw not smart
>>8002994
Friends r good
>>8002995
okay
>>8002999
n o
f r i e n d s
>>8003003
Make friends
>>8002999
>tfw no friends
>>8002997
dummies are cute
how do we save angie
>>8003008
uwu
>when you feel bad and make her feel bad because of it
>>8002991
Nah, it's the opposite. That's why Elanna is so adorable.
>>8003009
we have a world-class team working round the clock trying to figure this out as we speak
>>8002991
I liked great expectations more desu
>>8003009
You can only save people who want to be saved, most long term posters here are exactly the same people they were day one and keep in their ruts
>>8002872
>when people call you sir
am out of pickles pls help
>>8002958
https://clyp.it/jqrmqeei
Addendum:
https://clyp.it/fxmt2vua
Hope this helps...
I mean, scheduled skyping or something might be easier
>>8003022
>And what do you propose?
the best suggestion we've come up with so far is to get you naked and spray you with ice cold water from a hose
>>8003026
>pickles
what's with being trans and pickles, really?
>>8003029
that sounds hot
>>8003016
I'll try to make friends *"soon"*
>>8003026
What do pickles taste like?
>>8003023
I wish I could be saved from myself
>didn't wear a bra for interview
>button up shirt
How do I know if they know and they're just not saying anything
>>8002972
its cool
imma have to change my trip or something cos this is gross
>>8002958
you honestly sound like a man trying to do the voice of a tiny girl
its unsettling
>>8003029
How the fuck is that suppose to help?
>>8003041
idk but there's nowhere to go but up
>>8003039
but
you're anne
and the other is anna right?
obvious difference
>>8003039
get rid of the . :)
>>8003047
Uwu
>>8003045
Wow
Rude
>>8002947
>i'm your favourite incestposter
I'm flattered!
>>8003041
don't question me, i'm helping you
>>8003027
my trained voice sounds pretty similar to yours. can you yell/speak kind of loudly while maintaining it? that's where it gets a bit tougher for me
>>8003053
said every abusive psych/gatekeeper ever
>>8003037
why didn't you wear a bra?
>used to think I was trans
>didn't masturbate for years because it made me feel like I wasn't a girl
>start masturbating more frequently
>trans feelings almost completely go away
Am I cured?
>>8003060
Iunno I masturbate a lot and im still a girl
>>8003027
Maybe when I heal
https://clyp.it/1ysvcazm
Also
>waste
I call never having that deep male voice again the best thing that ever happened to me
>>8003063
It's one of the 2 SFW things in my lewd folder
Thought it'd be nice
>>8002956
7 years off and on
threadly honpost
>>8003062
Well, I've seen my surgeon already, and he said he'll make me look beautiful / that I could become the most passable of all the mtf patients he's worked on, after he's done with my surgeries
How to grow out fair faster desu
I wanna hurry up and become qt
>>8003068
you consider *that* sfw?
ಠ_ಠ
the heck is in that folder
>>8003066
?????
>>8003054
What do vegetables taste like?
>>8003056
Ahhhh I hate this >~<
When I tried to get prescribed hormones my gatekeeper told me I'd have to present female for a year first and be totally mentally stable the whole time
Like what kind of joke is that
>>8003073
How long is your hair?
>>8003073
I think biotin is suppose to help
>>8003069
Mtfg veteran O:
how do i stop worrying
>>8003074
Well you can post it on a SFW board...
There's lots of Elsa&Anna getting fucked by Hans/Kristoff, and also quite a few Elsanna sex pictures
>>8003055
Tbh, having to practice using it irl helps.
I often have to scream across the shop over power tools sounds n such.
Yeah, I can yell.. nowhere near as loud as my guy voice tho
>>8003071
>TFW NO FFS
>TFW LITERALLY HAVE LESS SAVINGS NOW THAN I STARTED TRANSITION WITH
>>8003063
I'm on androcur, estradiol and cyproterone. I don't get cravings tho
>>8003077
4-5 inches I think
>>8003085
invest the money you get instead of spending it on drugs
>>8003085
im french so the ffs is almost completely covered
>>8003083
>No olaf smut
anna you're a weirdo
>>8003084
yeah, that makes sense. Still in boy-mode/andro-ish so kind of scared to use it irl. Guess I'll try using it on the phone for a bit and see if that makes me more confident
>>8003089
My hair grew from something like that to how it is now in like 3 months soo
A few months probably
I really want to die
>>8003092
how to move to france?
>>8003098
There must be some... But I really don't like Olaf
>tfw there is NO Svelsa art OR fanfic
REEEEEEE
>>8003081
Escapism or trying to fix what's worrying you.
>>8003092
so jelly desu
>>8003090
drugs don't cost that much ffs, I literally spend like £15 max. per month on drugs, that's ~£180 a year, I'm not saving up £14,000 in any appreciable period of time by doing that
>>8003092
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>8003091
uh, my jaw? I literally need a good third of my jawbone removed to bring it within cis female parameters
>>8003071
He sold you a product, bb
>>8003070
Well yeah, duh
it seemed like you were trying to buy your way out of effort before the surgery.
Don't get me wrong, I'm jelly af & would Love to get the same.
But yeah, I'd say practice often once you are healed.
Singing, shittily, to yourself when you drive into the city or wherever definitely helps develop the strength
Projecting is like #1 when it comes to passing voice.
Confidence makes ppl question you less.
I was passing 60/40 at my temp job b/c I was still timid and quiet.
It wasn't until I HAD to start projecting that ppl started treatin me like a dumpy cis dyke
>>8003066
Pls no I finally got out of that hole.
>>8003110
you look like a girl with a strong jawline
i can't look at this and think "man"
maybe i'm just weird tho
>>8003108
i got waitlisted for my school, all i can do is wait
>>8003117
>no idea but aside from the healthcare, everything sucks
so, better than almost every other country? lol
>>8003117
isn't france supposed to be really nice though?
>>8003110
idk if this makes you feel any better but I don't think I'd gender you any differently in the two pictures
like I don't really see a great difference, at least from that angle and you look female
>>8003121
well it's full of french people so...
>>8003119
Escapism it is. Putting the effort into something productive'd be best, but really just ignoring it until things change is all that's required.
>>8003129
>Don't believe these lies
did nonwhites ruin everything?
be honest
>>8003129
i get it, was just being a dick. i'm stuck in brazil so, yeah.
good luck with your ffs, though! hope it goes well
>>8003133
Es-tu une grenouille?
>>8003079
Most of that time was on /cd/
man I wish I had codeine tonight
the last week or so has been rough
I've been getting patches of body hair coming back and I'm worried about my T levels but my first GIC appointment is still about a year away
at least I should be able to get some K in the next few weeks if things pan out
there really isn't much for me in the real world
>>8003132
hmm
id like to learn a new hobby
>>8003143
what is /cd/?
pls respond
>>8003125
lol show me a cis woman who has a facial mask that big AND a jaw that thick AND a chin that big and square, plenty of cis women have one of the above but not all at once
>>8003140
w-what?
>>8003153
Well I guess not.
I asked if you were a frog, in frog.
>>8003133
<33
it's gonna be okay
>>8003117
Spiegel said the same thing to me.
They know you can shop around, so, they tell you what you want to hear as a desired end result to get you to go with them.
$$$$$
one of my roommates stays up hacking and coughing like 50% of the time all throughout the night
and he'll like slam the door as he moves around the house while doing this for some reason
right now he's making himself puke in the toilet
I fucking hate living with guys
so did faye actually detrans?
i am really behind on my favourite soap opera
immigrants ruined america too
>>8003160
"Jaye"
She just finally fell into her true tomboy self instead of one extreme or the other
>>8003163
There's a reason everyone wants them out
>>8003154
I have a delayed exam on the 1st of June after which I'll have my degree, but I'm too disabled and depressed to be able to work, most days I sleep 12 hours and am still exhausted all of the time
I try to invest my time in creative writing, have done since I was a kid, but nobody's really interested in it and it's probably shit, even my parents have never read more than a single sentence of anything I've written
I recently finished the third draft of a screenplay I've been excited about but I sent it to two dozen relatives and friends for preliminary feedback and not a single one has replied in about three weeks, not even my parents or sister, they're just not interested or don't have the time
>>8003163
If by immigrants you mean conquerors and by ruin you mean made better, than yes, I agree.
>>8003161
Just going off of my experience bb
>>8003167
watch it
>>8003147
/seedy/ is the trans board of 420chan and was the main chan trans hub until /lgbt/ came along
it was (is?) notoriously vicious against AGP, nonpassers and late transitioners
>>8003163
lol ikr
what a thriving civilization the native americans would have had if it wasn't for the damn whites
I'm sure they would have all the advances in science and medice we have now, landed a rover on mars in 2012...after all they had access to all the same resources
>>8003163
hmmmm
>>8003170
I just hope it'll fix my hon-ness.. else there's no point in living tbqh
>>8003171
Watch what? :^)
>>8003161
>What did pol say?
that france is nothing like it used to be 50 years ago and it will never be the same because of immigration and is overall a much less nice and safe place to live
it applies to many parts of europe but france seems to be talked about often along with germany
>tfw so butch that having the right hormones (and breasts) is transitioning enough for you
>>8003186
Eeeexactly.
>>8003181
keep your reactionary crap to yourself
>>8003167
well yeah i guess maybe we should give the muslims a shot, can't be worse
>>8003176
hmmmmmmm
>>8003186
It's probably talked about often because census data on race and religion(if I remember correctly) is illegal to take. The closest thing you can do is look at things like data on sickle cell anemia and the like.
>>8003191
Never.
>>8003192
Because giving conquerors that are hostile to your culture worked out SO WELL for the featherniggers.
when i went to paris i ordered pancakes in english while secretly being fluent enough to do it in french
>>8003192
>well yeah i guess maybe we should give the muslims a shot, can't be worse
do you care about the brutal human rights violations currently going on in the middle east?
>>8003197
je voudrais un crêpe svp
>>8003195
>>8003197
DEVILISH.
>>8003124
>girl
here we go again
>>8003200
hidler did nobing wrong
c-cute pictures?.....
>>8003200
Nah. Besides in that war my leader was FDR and later Truman.
>>8003202
Good girl Nat.
>>8003204
Cute pictures!
>>8003104
Did you do anything to try to make your hair grow faster?
>>8003166
well who thinks of themself qualified enough to rate a screenplay? most people probably read it and don't know alot about screenplays so they are scared of giving bad advice. I write songs and not even the guy I make music with can properly rate them.
>>8003203
he killed millions of people and started a war that killed more millions
>>8003144
socializing with people besides family is extremely important
internet friends are important
>>8003199
exactly
>>8003201
>>8003204
Cute pictures?
>>8003166
>I recently finished the third draft of a screenplay I've been excited about but I sent it to two dozen relatives and friends for preliminary feedback and not a single one has replied in about three weeks, not even my parents or sister, they're just not interested or don't have the time
sad :(
isn't it sexual though? I thought I remember you saying that
or maybe I just assumed it was idk
>>8003206
noooo
In all seriousness I'm not sure if I got the job
Like he walked away halfway through the interview and told me he'd call me later after doing a background check
Didn't even finish half the papers
Like wut
>>8003198
mostly i care about the rank hypocrisy of the genocidal bigots in the west who bear a lot of responsibility for the current situation in the middle east
done with the topic though, i know how stupid discussions on these topics get on 4chan
>>8003210
he killed one person
he ordered others placed in work camps AFTER they'd refused to leave the country as instructed
there is no fault in a war both sides commit horrible crimes
>>8003204
terribly sorry, I've been slacking
>>8003218
oh yeah totally
damn western society imposing public executions and honor killings
I mean what else could have possible influenced that area right?
>>8003207
I don't think so
But it did seem to grow differently on hormones... if that makes any sense
>>8003210
Nobing ronhg
>>8003218
most of /mtfg/ deserves to be shot on sight honestly
>>8003225
hmmm starting to lose hope :c
>>8003160
Well you see I am legally female and now just telling everyone I'm a boy and cut my hair and wearing men's suits
i deserve to be hit
>>8003220
>>8003213
>>8003228
bring it
>>8003234
not you I think
>>8003234
Pat pat
>>8003231
b-but why
>>8003219
he wanted them all to move to palestine but they went like "no we'll keep ruining the german economy and the media with our decadence" (which wasn't all that bad of a decadence, mind you)
And he obviously killed a bunch of people in WWI but there weren't bad or good guys back then, everyone was stupid for feeding a stupid war
>>8003231
so youre essentially a fulltime crossdresser with an inconvenient voice
cool
how well do you pass as a boy anymore?
>>8003228
why tho
>>8003241
Probably a combination of the first two.
>>8003238
what if I started posting lewd pics, do I get to die then?
>>8003187
>tfw butch but not by choice
I wish I could be femme but it'd just be disgusting and gross
>>8003208
that's fair
I'd expect them to at least say whether they read it or admit if they felt it was totally beyond their comprehension though
>>8003214
wtf no? it's a sociopolitcal allegory about the lack of individual security caused by collapsing social order in the post-Reaganomics era, told as a story about a transgirl being kidnapped and forced through conversion therapy by her father interspersed with her memories & introspection
there's barely a sexual reference in the whole thing
>>8003250
I mean he said he would run the background check and call me back later so idk
I don't even know anymore
Why can't people pay me money for taking my clothes off
>>8003241
>asian
What country do you originate from?
>>8003247
Keeping it 100
https://clyp.it/54ptce2k
I haven't been maamd since my haircut
>>8003256
clapi-what now?
Also I love asians, actually
(most specifically koreans and japanese. cute genetics uwu)
>>8003258
American, lol.
>>8003264
>half korean half chinese
sounds pretty nice im
>>8003258
>tfw not Japanese
Hurts every day
>>8003271
same ;w;
>>8003271
you're perfect as is Cindy
>>8003278
How can I be perfect if I'm not cis >.>
>>8003271
You'd get fat if I could buy you ice cream every time I felt you needed a friend
>>8003283
Cisndy
>>8003268
It's just whatever
I'm really tall and androgynous at an absolute best
>>8003252
idk how the people are you sent it to but usually people feel dumb and don't like it when something is beyond their skills. so instead of admitting that, they say nothing or take a long time.
>>8003252
>wtf no? it's a sociopolitcal allegory about the lack of individual security caused by collapsing social order in the post-Reaganomics era, told as a story about a transgirl being kidnapped and forced through conversion therapy by her father interspersed with her memories & introspection
I don't know what this means
>>8003252
im sorry i just never got around to reading it
hugg
>>8003223
I guess that makes sense
Doesn't estrogen promote hair growth?
>>8003285
Yea I really need to make friends
>>8003287
Cishlo
>>8003290
All we can do is make the best out of it .-.
>>8003296
>>8003271
>tfw not white american
Just kill me now desu
>>8003283
(hugg)
>>8003295
It's a story about how we as people have no personal rights any more
That idea is showcased in a transgirl being electroshock therapied because she is a child and trans
>>8003252
i wanna read (or see) your screenplay desu
>>8003302
Wut r u?
>>8003297
It shouldn't affect the growth it self but it should affect the health and quality of your hair.
Mine goes from being thin and greasy and oily to thick and soft and fluffy. But doesn't grow any faster.
>>8003305
n-no i just think japs and koreans have better faces than my freckled pasty-white hon face
>>8003306
Have you asked Syndie about making it realistic?
>>8003309
My hair got a lot thicker. Still not as thick as I'd wish, and still awfully straight. But bed hair looks good, now, if a bit wild.
>>8003310
It's really overrated lol most Koreans that aren't K-pop look like deformed moons.
Source : Lived in Korea for 4 years
Why can't you people take some pride in or appreciate your appearance??
I understand dysphoria obviously, but there is a contrast between that and whatever the fuck most of you have going on
j/k I don't understand dysphoria I'm an eigeepee man
>>8003317
i wanna be a deformed moon
>>8003308
A mix of Slavic and Asian
I wish I was white
>>8003318
I do know my looks are very far from bad. Not quite what I wish they'd were, but nothing to complain about.
>>8003319
No you don't
>>8003318
I hate myself too much to let other people see me so I can't get better because I can't go outside
I don't know how to break the cycle
>>8003318
I take pride in my appearance but I still obsess over the little unchangeable bits.
>>8003318
because have you seen my hon face?
>>8003318
I do desu
sometimes my masc features really bum me out but overall I've been pretty fortunate
>>8003324
Angery dog girl.
>>8003318
right??
>>8003325
This is going to sound like a meme but
You literally have to turn into a susans hon. Get delusional, leave the house to fix some of your problems, and you'll come back a little less delusional. Repeat until you pass.
I'm eating a pancake at 9:22pm
AMA
>>8003336
can you bring me one
>>8003335
how do I delude myself
>"your eyes are so pretty!"
>"your skin is really nice!"
>"id love to have your hair!"
if everyone says this then why do i feel so disgusting :(
>>8003341
Because dysphoria's a dirty rotten liar.
>>8003329
Genuine question, why do you keep calling me that?
>>8003339
alcohol for example (but not too much)
>>8003318
I hav gender dysphoria
I'm sad and insecure about my appearance because I don't look like a normal girl, more like a boy who wants to be a girl
>>8003322
Sounds cute >.>
>>8003339
I am not actually sure. Call yourself pretty, find friends to lie through their teeth and hugbox, whatever it takes
>>8003335
also, is susans still dead
http://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/home-news/landlord-bans-coloured-people-curry-smell-racism-fergus-wilson-kent-a7653851.html?cmpid=facebook-post
Wow so apparently it's still totally legal in the UK for landlords to evict or refuse to rent to someone based on race, gender identity, profession, sexuality, disability etc.
And we call ourselves a first-world country, what the fuck
>>8003307
message me on discord @ Rrobynne#3144 and I'll send it, it's got my full legal name on the cover page and copyright notice so I'd rather not link to it directly on here
>>8003346
A girl? 'Cause you are one and I like getting reactions out of you, Nat~.
>>8003318
most people here have bdd
>>8003350
I hope so. The world is a better place without it.
>>8003341
but im looking at what everyone else is looking at
>>8003337
Sure qt
I think I'm gonna pass out ;~;
>>8003306
close
no electroshock because that's not a realistic scenario in the UK today
and it's not about rights but rather the feeling of not being able to form a coherent understanding of the jumbled-up FAKE NEWS era of politics and society, and how having no guarantees about the future or internal identity make it harder for both individuals and society to function
>>8003348
Yeah I guess so
I look really androgynous and feminine
>>8003353
If I was it wouldn't bother me
>>8003368
>microdosing ketamine
this sounds interesting
does it feel closer to a painkiller when its used like this? and you can still go around and function normally?
>>8003323
Qute, tho
>>8003364
go sleep now
>>8003367
Eeeee
I'm gettin jealous >~<
>>8003373
's like you had 2 beers
>>8003323
pretty (other french) woman
>>8003371
Eh, I wouldn't say that. Even *if* you aren't, you're close enough that the distinction is inconsequential semantics.
Anna flavored ice pop
>>8003378
>tfw no ket
I wanna try it :(
>>8003375
What was so bad about susans? (I mean beside the late-trans hons that think they know better than you about transitioning)
>>8003383
W-WEW
whatever happened to Snickers?
did she finally escape to better things?
>>8003372
how do i get it to start telling the truth
>>8003389
Hopefully.
>>8003388
licc
>>8003375
I've just been moving freight all day and I'm feeling faint
>>8003372
Gotcha
>>8003387
Moderator enforced hugbox
>>8003376
I can't
>>8003391
Weed & cock does it for me.
>>8003394
>enforced hugbox
can you be more precise?
I mean, to /pol/, /lgbt/ would be a hugbox so...
>>8003392
If she is gone, who are the resident cinnamon rolls now?
>>8003382
>close enough
>literally entire genetic sequencing is wrong
oh come on
>>8003400
The phrase
>u look great hon :)
Exists for a reason
The term hon exists for a reason
Be nice to people all the time or you'll get the banhammer
>>8003403
literally 1/46 is off though
>>8003394
no i said do it now
>>8003403
Wow, you know people that can just look at your chromosomes? Golly!
>>literally entire genetic sequencing is wrong
Try having the wrong chromosome, a tiny one, in fact. 99.9% of your DNA would be the same if you were born cis.
>>8003407
hmm, but what if someone really believes a hon looks great
>>8003411
are annas cute
>>8003397
i don't smoke weed and i don't like peepee tho :(
>>8003387
I have a personal vendetta against the site on the whole, probably because of the few bad apples you just mentioned.
When I was 10 or 11 or so I found a post made by a teenager asking about transition. The lovely responses included "SRS is very expensive, you don't want to put that kind of burden on your parents", "It took me until I was married and had 3 kids and a house paid off before I knew, you might just be going through a phase", and my favorite "A doctor won't prescribe you any hormonal replacement because it's too dangerous for kids". Being a young impressionable kid I saw all that and believed it and didn't tell my mom or doctor and get to be a young transitioner.
>>8003394
Eat more next time desu
>>8003415
If they legitimately looked great they probably wouldn't be on Susan's
T b h
>>8003407
And never mention self-medding. Or shit on cis fetishists. If that site is gone for good, it's a good thing.
>>8003417
The
cutest
>>8003418
Good girl
>>8003404
but if i can't make it tell the truth i won't know if im cute or not ;-;
>>8003415
You're dumb and stupid
>>8003418
>i don't like peepee
thats what they all say at first...
>>8003420
>if they looked great they wouldn't be on susans
>literally made an account on susans 2 years ago
o-oh
>>8003423
WRONG
>>8003427
the hormones did that to me
>>8003431
I've had my fill of love, cocks, money, and drugs
Nothing works
>>8003428
that's what ill say forever desu
>>8003436
same. I made one post, and then never went there again
>tfw probably belong on Susans but hate hugboxers
>>8003394
>I've just been moving freight all day and I'm feeling faint
Did you ever get your iron under control? I wonder if that's why you've been getting this lately? :(
>>8003436
why would you go on susans
like a short glance shows it's full of old hons
granted i found it after i found this place but it still freaked me out
>>8003435
I don't think so, I'm my own special brand of crazy.
Being a manly man won't make me happy. Neither will being a girly girl. I sometimes envy the ones here who could pass tomorrow and be completely happy with their lives.
A friend once offered me lessons in artistic fencing. He's a recognized master but I didn't care at the time because I wanted nothing to do with "guy stuff". Almost tempted to reconnect with him. I think I'd enjoy swordplay now a lot more than back then.
>>8003377
Im jealous of u :<
>tfw first reading about being transgender was on susan's
>>8003441
How many pages is it?
I want to but I have no knowledge of how screenplays are supposed to be and I probably will forget about it
someone hold me and make it all better
>>8003446
same here.
>>8003442
Well, yeah. There's more to life than being a girl. I don't know you well enough to say what could make you happy and fulfilled, but if you keep searching, you'll find it.
I want this so bad ;_;
>>8003448
(hugg)
it gonna be k
>>8003448
*holds tight*
>>8003448
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
>>8003446
I'm sure that's true for a lot of people, doesn't make it any better a site. Especially nowadays, I don't know how someone wouldn't know what transgender is in today's world
>>8003447
190 pages
which is way way too long for a screenplay and a big part of why I want to get others to read it
I need to cut the runtime by like a third but to me everything seems vitally important as each other, I can't tell what to cut- what parts feel like it drags on, what seems like repetition or unnecessary, etc.
>>8003418
A big bow of dysphorIA it is, then
>>8003441
You are starting to pass, imo
>>8003443
>how can you do swordplay if you cut it off?
"Artistic fencing" sounds pretty effeminate.
Like ribbon dancing
But
With flexy pieces of metal
>>8003456
the Glasvegas version of that song was fucked up
>>8003458
Right you can add me on Discord and I'll try to read it for you and give feedback
Robotpie#5608
>>8003463
lol no don't do that
>>8003444
God I hope not, after being miserable literally my entire life, if I suddenly just became satisfied in life, I wouldn't know what to do.
>>8003450
idk. Maybe I should just sign up to be an organ donor and have an 'accident' on the highway or something. I mean, that's some kind of fulfillment.
>>8003463
>wearing fetish paraphernalia in public
>>8003463
I miss my collar. It was leather and got water damaged. I wore it around my brother and mother when I first got it.
They thought it was stupid but they let me do it. It was before I was out as trans tho
>>8003445
Don't b
You've only seen nice pictures of me >.>
I bet you're super qt
>>8003468
isn't that what being trans is?
>>8003471
>walking around in a furtail butt plug and a thong during family game night
>>8003459
Actually, it's called that way to distinguish it from modern sportive fencing. It's closer to real swordplay than what's called fencing these days. Real moves, real swords, just not sharpened.
>>8003467
If you were suddenly satisfied you'd probably just be, y'know, happy.
But I meant you should find some fulfillment while you're *alive*.
>>8003468
>not wearing the collar around that was given to you
>like some ungrateful mongrel
>>8003472
If you're an agp crossdresser who dresses up to get off, yeah.
>tfw not one of the cute trannies
>>8003473
>tfw not wearing a bright green tail plug RIGHT NOW
I made a tinychat
join
man fuck this spam filter, link is there in the picture
2qccff
>>8003479
iktf ;-;
i'm sorry
>>8003478
huh maybe without the capital letter R? Don't think that should matter though but it's the only thing I can think of
>>8003468
people flaunt their fetish for monogamy by wearing metal rings on their fingers everywhere they go
collars can be for fashion, not just for relationship reasons
if anything collars are less degenerate than wedding rings
>>8003475
I was technically dead for like a minute before when I was 16.
I recall it being the most peaceful and serene time of my life.
what's the point of living if I'll never be pretty and passing
>>8003487
>>8003487
Monogamy isn't a fetish
Fetishes are sexual
Monogamy is just love
Love isn't just sexual
>>8003487
Um.
I don't get off on being married.
I don't masturbate to it.
Being married in no way brings any more/less sexual pleasure to me.
The ring keeps creepers away
Collars denote you want to be someone's erotic pet for bedplay, ya spaz
>>8003496
whatever you want it to be (or not)
>26% fragmentation on my C drive
literally how
>>8003498
>love isn't sexual
lol
>>8003489
I genuinely have no idea what to say to that. Just, try to find good things in life, Nat.
>>8003495
I don't think a person can fill the emptiness.
>>8003504
hugg annas drive
>>8003506
Making someone hot tea & homemade soup from scratch when they're sick isn't sexual, brobro
>>8003498
>love isn't sexual
*whispers* how about... holind hands tho
>>8003504
Because your a fuckin dummy FORMAT NOW
why does every tumblr artist do that red nose thing
>>8003512
tfw no love ever
>>8003509
They can, but the person's gotta be special to do so.
I can't play with my old online friends because since I came out I just can't get out a word in voice anymore.
I can't speak with my guy voice.
I feel isolated and sad because of it. :(
If you google monogamy you'll get a bunch of articles about how it's bad
Why is media trying to destroy pure love?
>>8003506
Doesn't have to be, it's a lot more than that to me
>>8003513
Memes aside
Holding hands is a pure bond and sounds great >.>
>>8003509
no one thinks that until they find the right person
you're a good girl Nat, I believe you'll find something or someone to make things all better.
>>8003514
Doesn't that delet everything
pls visit and fix my laptop again that day long tech support session was really nice
>tfw still giggle about minecraft.exe sometimes
>>8003519
Cindy
more like gayla
>>8003518
play with other trannies for now while you work on voice.
>>8003513
delet
>>8003521
You take the stuff that you don't want deleted off then you delet it
>tfw new but already worst trip
>>8003523
>tfw I wish other ppl played minecraft on ps4 with my wife and i
>>8003525
makes sense will do
>tfw will have to get hundreds of gigs off my slow ass drive
>>8003519
>Why is media trying to destroy pure love?
God that's so like racist and sexist and bigoted? Marriage benefits white males too much.
>>8003518
Iktf, I lost all my old friends shortly after coming out
You just gotta learn to let them go
>>8003522
I feel pretty gay rn desu
>>8003526
(((They)))? o.o
>>8003519
anyone can write whatever they want and polygamy is a new trend
the media isn't a single entity with an agenda
>>8003535
shes a nazi, don't listen to her
>>8003533
You're a fucking idiot robin.
Life isn't porn.
And collars aren't wedding rings.
>>8003536
>the media isn't a single entity with an agenda
I wonder who could be behind this post...
>>8003519
because the media got even worse in the last years. they rely on clickbait or "controverse" stuff to get the most clicks or in other words they just lie alot for attention.
sorry for making people fight about collars being ok
stormfags get out
>>8003536
Polygamy dates back to tribal shit tho.
Monogamy is a relatively new trend.
However, in our densely packed self-sustaining societies, polygamy is frowed upon b/c it breeds drama & war
>>8003543
hugg
dw I understand
>>8003547
you know what I mean
>>8003481
LADZ
A
D
Z
>>8003545
no i dont fuck you
>>8003540
Make friends here! What game, and what time zone are you in
>>8003555
You do, though, and there's nothing wrong with that.
>>8003557
hug uwu
>>8003534
I wonder if the people who say stuff like that would call me a white male >.>
>>8003536
It just seems like it sometimes desu, but that's how it works
>>8003538
But she's my othermom
>>8003542
Yea I see that quite a bit
>>8003545
I just want a gf/bf desu u~u
Androgynous girls are rly cute
>>8003540
I don't know if she's still got too many people interested but go check the archive and talk to zheanna, she teaches voice and is seriously good
>>8003553
did you end up getting a power rack
if yes please send it to me
>>8003560
shes playing with genocidal ideology like its a joke
>>8003562
when do I get gloomy back
(also hi)
>>8003562
I've had a powerrack for ages and NO ITS MINE
>>8003560
>I wonder if the people who say stuff like that would call me a white male >.>
same. Gay men are lumped in with white males now too since they got the right to marry and apparently that was the only problem facing them as a group. I wonder where that leaves boymode transgrils
>>8003564
I don't play either of those :\ unlucky...
>>8003548
>now let's fight about diapers being ok
Okay maybe you *are* one of the worst trips.
>>8003560
>I wonder if the people who say stuff like that would call me a white male >.>
They probably would, the shittier parts of the (((left))) are more than happy to misgender trannies that don't follow the narrative.
>I just want a gf/bf desu u~u
You'll get one, don't worry!
>Androgynous girls are rly cute
They are~.
>>8003563
That's 'cause everything's a joke!
>>8003564
That's a good plan. Good luck anon!
>that feeling when you're a handsome young man
>>8003570
can you stop posting this shit here
>>8003571
That's not fair I'm heavy!
>>8003570
o-oh :c
>>8003574
THICC
>>8003574
me too but i don't make excuses like a LIL' BITCH
>>8003565
Hello World~
>tfw Rini is using my IP so I have to wait >.<
>nazi retards
>12 year olds
gr8
>>8003580
all fetishes that don't harm anyone are good fetishes
>tfw no Nodoka gf
>>8003581
gloomy! :D
tinychat crashed my chrome lol
>>8003577
I WAS 103kg I'M ONLY 90 NOW!
>>8003585
nimmu~
How are youuu~?
>>8003582
>edgy anons
gr8
Post words people would use to describe you in person.
Let's see if people come off on here the same why they do irl.
>>8003590
That's pretty good actually
I'm still like 67 but I am a manlet and not a tall nerd
>>8003591
how is röpsje?
>>8003590
>tfw centrist
>tfw probably a nazi
>>8003591
im feeling really nice
i went to a derm consult to fix my large pores and the lady was saying she loved my eyes and that my skin and hair was really nice ><
how are you :3
>>8003582
>>8003583
Not all of 'em.
>>8003594
shy
quiet
(very) awkward
>>8003594
shy
>>8003595
tall people aren't nerds :(
>>8003600
fuck off nazi
>>8003580
I'm already insane though
>>8003601
you mean cute
pretty
silly
>>8003594
meme
>>8003594
quiet
shy
nice
zen
awkward
tall
>>8003605
Nim don't pretend you're tall when I was talking to literally the tallest person I know
we're going to have to move nim's cube soon
>>8003594
quiet
motivated
>>8003615
omg 6'1 is tall!!
>>8003609
nice description of yourself
T B H
>>8003571
I heard, I'm glad.
Sounds like you two are having a lot of fun together :)
>>8003581
Hey Gloom.
(hugg)
in other news I should be on e by the end of the week.
anything new with you?
>>8003617
my cube?
>bf asleep in my bed while im watching one punch man for the first time drunk af
Does it get any better?
>>8003619
>motivated
Teach me pls
>>8003624
fuck off nazi
>>8003594
cute
sweet
goddess
ridiculously beautiful
nice
>>8003626
YUH
>>8003630
cutie
>>8003627
Yes, you could be watching k-on! Instead!
>>8003626
i don't wanna be above average for male!
i wanna be below average for female!
>>8003629
Aww, you can't even put variations on it? How boring.
>>8003629
Nazis are cute tbqdesu
>>8003629
geez, anon. Everyone is entitled to their own political opinion, don't harass em for it
any hookers here? how many clients do you get a week?
>>8003638
Well that's fine but don't pretend you're really tall when you aren't
>>8003641
fuck off nazi
>>8003594
Quiet
Cold
Weird
>>8003630
lil mercmerc
>>8003645
most people i interact with are shorter than me :(
>>8003646
fuck off commie
>>8003628
My therapist taught me this: Success leads to more success. Set yourself small achievable goals, they can be really stupid small stuff, and work on making them happen. Write then down somewhere even to remind you and check them off when you're done. You'll feel accomplished and next time might take on something a little bigger, then bigger, etc. Eventually you become addicted to the feeling you get when you accomplish something.
I was lucky enough that as a kid I used schoolwork to escape dysphoria though so I had a head start. But anyone can make it happen I think.
>>8003646
If you keep going like this I won't even give you anymore (you)s.
>>8003594
LesBo
Pretty
Cute
Tall
Tall
Asshole
Tranny
>>8003655
fuck off nazi
>>8003659
aren't you like 5'10
>>8003624
I think I'll be okay I've managed for like 8 months so far
>>8003594
friendly
generous
chaotic
chill
distant
>>8003648
just drink a big water and enjoy the crystally clear piss
>>8003644
sorry kid, your mom doesn't work here
>>8003654
Thanks that's pretty good advice ^~^
>>8003649
>>8003635
hughughug
>>8003668
fuck off nazi
>>8003668
id like to be 5'10 desu
anna
n
n
a
>>8003661
People are short af in the northernmost mid western region of the US.
Women are all consistently 5'6" on average
I'm something to mention.
>>8003669
jesus she's a skelly
>>8003596
I hope she isn't dead >.<
She's still in her cocoon i think :S
We saw like a pretty cool moth some day, but the cocoon still looks unopened and I hope it didn't dry out :O
>>8003599
Yush~ that's nice :3
I'm going to a laser hair removal for the first time tomorrow and i'm kinda scared, but I really want the rest of my beard gone finally >.<
And I had a really nice day again :3
We went to Starbucks, my psych and then I got my earlobes pierced and Rini got a helix one and after that we went to a nice castle and the weather was so nice and we were lying in the grass for a bit and it was so pretty there~
After that we went to pizza hut again >w< and also got some super fancy ice cream, that looks like a flower and some crépe and aaahhh we'll get so fat, but it was so nice :3
And we also bought some earrings and make-up stuff as well~
>>8003623
huggu~
Yush~ I'm glad to hear that :3
I hope it will go fine :O
Besides from gettign my ears pierced and being pretty much outside all day for the last days I guess nothing much happened? Oh right, but Rini brought some LSD and we tried it on the weekend and it was really funny and I'm glad it went well and wasn't a bad trip or anything >.<
Rini said it's nice to have hands and other funny stuff :>
>>8003620
I'm 6'1 too and I feel less bad about it now~
>>8003676
my mom is 5'6 and she calls herself tall
>>8003679
hugg
>>8003664
>tfw 198lbs
Y-yeah
>>8003675
Myrthe!
>>8003681
she's latina though right, they're usually shorter
>tfw not one of the trips who are dating another trip
>>8003687
u////u
>>8003667
It worked well for me :) probably the best thing I got out of therapy.
You feel kinda silly at first, especially if you make a written list and hang it up on a wall, but you'll come to like it imo.
If you're super shy and introverted you can make it a goal to just say hi to someone every day for a month (even a complete stranger). See where that takes you
>>8003685
Hugg Anon~ :)
>>8003686
NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING 198lb!
I won't be there for long
>>8003693
Feels pretty good to me.
<<8003689
fuck off nazi
>>8003698
I need to vanish for 3 months in starvation.
I need to lose muscle
I've barely fat to lose
I missed squid edition :(
>>8003693
H-hi
>>8003679
sounds like you're having an awesome time and you can tell me all about it when you're home :)
although
>drugs
:s
>>8003693
i want to date a trip
>>8003679
awww it seems like you had a nice day :3
i wanna get laser too! please tell me how it goes, i wanna know what to expect
i get nervous that they'll look st me weird since im a guy wanting to remove my facial hair
>I'm 6'1 too and I feel less bad about it now~
you're an absolute cutie though so you can pull it off!
>tfw both gloomy and me are getting corrupted by our druggie gfs
big girldick
>>8003704
may i have some gains brother
>>8003693
>tfw was a trip who dated another trip
It was a good feel while it lasted.
<>8003709
fuck off nazi
>>8003717
nice
>>8003677
rude
Gal is a goddess, shes incredibly beautiful
>>8003709
i wanna carry her around like a princess ^^
if i get off my waitlist for college that is ;-;
<>8003720
fuck off nazi
>>8003722
bigg
>>8003693
>dated more than one trip
>>8003716
i meannnnn your gf corrupted me kinda, but i think you have it way worse than gloomer
I'm just spreading the wonders of acid
>tfw uncorruptable
>>8003729
>had triptinkler in your mouth
>>8003693
Nobody wants to date me.
Nobody has ever dated me.
>>8003592
idk I don't think anything I said was particularly edgy she calls herself a nazi
I guess calling her a retard was rude
>>8003733
hugg
I don't know what's wrong with me
>>8003731
Please stay that way
>>8003693
>dating anyone
>>8003693
tfw not a trip dating another non trip.
>>8003654
>I was lucky enough that as a kid I used schoolwork to escape dysphoria though so I had a head start. But anyone can make it happen I think.
Learning was one of many things I did to avoid thinking of dysphoria. I also filled my days with painting, music, designing, and photography. I stayed active doing something all day. Anything that occupied the mind.
>>8003735
>I guess calling her a retard was rude
It's okay, anon, I forgive you~.
>>8003735
Political opinions are opinions, anon. They're neither stupid nor smart
>>8003693
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk
>>8003717
naisu
>>8003726
rude
iirc she's only 5'8" anyway
>tfw you're a trio dating another trip who's future of being together irl now is up whether or not enough people choose not to go the school i want
>tfw your great grandpa killed lots of nazis on d day
>>8003749
same x2
>>8003747
she's 5'10
>dating anyone
I would like to know why i'm so horrible please
>>8003733
where have you been?
>>8003739
I'll always do my best to be a good girl
I won't change
>>8003730
hmmmm i see
I found it funny that at the very moment you were doing acid, we were doing truffles :3
>>8003748
>trio
who else lives in your head nim
>>8003749
>tfw your italian ancestor killed lots of french, british or americans
>>8003749
>tfw your grandpa went to fight in the war for a week before peace was made and bragged about how he had been a solider for the rest of his life
>>8003733
i thought you died
>>8003758
i meant *trip!!
>>8003749
>tfw your grandpa was a collaborator and hella proud of it, too
:3
>>8003750
>>8003749
Wehrmacht were people not Nazis
>>8003767
bad myrthe
>>8003767
good myrthe
>tfw grandfather fought for the communist partizans and killed loads of nazis
good feel
>>8003757
i mean... weekend dude
>>8003768
I mean, a lot of 'em were nazis too.
>>8003730
>I'm just spreading the wonders of acid
i wanna trip with someone :(
>>8003768
tho nazis weren't that bad either.
the holocaust didn't really happen, plenty of jews became german soldiers, and the rest got deported to palestine or killed for not obeying laws
I'm kinda tired already >.<
We walked around so much today :O
>>8003711
Mhh~ I'm home now, but I dunno how long I'll stay up :O
Yeah drugs are bad, but i think LSD is pretty harmless? And onl the possession of it is illegal here, so nomming it was fine~
And it was such a nice feeling :O
I didn't see any hallucinations and it's hard to describe, but it was so much fun and we laughed so much :>
Also Rini said my voice dropped like by two octaves >.<
But she said it was insanely cute, so that's fine i think :3
Ohhh but sometimes she also said some kinda rude things, but she apologized for it and it was prolly more like joking~
>>8003715
Mhh~ every day I had with Rini was super nice :3
I tired so many things I never did before and everything was so amazing! :O
>>8003717
smol girldick
>first ever painful erection today
>but also notice butt has gotten bigger
idk what to do
>>8003765
not anymore
>>8003778
play with it
>>8003752
Ben is 6'3"
Henry is 6'1"
Gal is shorter than each of them, and those look to be about 4" heels.
Lets say she's 6' with the heels--she's about 5'8"
>>8003771
>>tfw grandfather fought for the communist partizans and killed loads of nazis
based......
nazis should always be shot and killed on sight
>>8003774
lets trip maeve
>>8003777
you're such a lil sweetie :3
im glad you're having a nice time!
>>8003749
>tfw your grandpa killed lots of soviets on the eastern front
>>8003789
your grandpa was a loser and so is his grandchild
>>8003774
Drugs are bad
>>8003765
>cuddling
>>8003787
pls stop :(
>>8003791
good mercutie
anna is a good girl
stop nazi-bullying >n<
nazis are cool
the jews are a danger to the people
>>8003800
im gonna be in nyc next year hopefully!
>>8003795
You'll like it eventually~.
>>8003783
Mhh~ don't worry I'm feeling very safe around Rini :)
*hugg*
>>8003788
Nuhh >.<
But I'm so sad that Rini has to leave the day after tomorrow already ;__;
>>8003796
stop what??
>>8003798
: ) hugg
>>8003800
nazi's and their sympathizers are the scum of the earth.
a danger to society at large
>>8003792
well great that he raised his 12 children after the war so there are alot of us losers :^)
>>8003794
i was alex
i was only a trip for a little bit
>>8003802
sleep tite white pride
>>8003807
commies are much worse
>>8003806
(hugg)
glad you're enjoying yourself :)
>>8003806
awww it's okay
im sure you'll get to see her again soon! :)
>>8003817
it'll be fun we can do LSD and listen to music
>entire ideology based on racial superiority and war
>loses to people they called subhuman
hmmm
>>8003812
hitler only wanted to fix germany, and he did. He brought back millions of jobs, burned communist books (which /should/ be burned) and more!
but now germany got bad again
>>8003067
Good, you're becoming more accepting of yourself.
>>8003805
Can you or anyone explain the appeal of it to me
lmao
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJgQ-BVv1IU
>>8003823
what music do u wanna listen to
>>8003824
it was just Germany and like, Italy I think
against most of Europe, Russia, and the United States
they did pretty well considering
>>8003831
idk, what do you like, lemme see
im v. flexible
>>8003825
>killed millions of germans
>started a war that destroyed the country
>fixed germany
????
>>8003824
the jews didn't win
most allied soldiers were christians.
Some were jews sure, but plenty of german soldiers were jews too
>>8003817
All drugs are bad druggos
>>8003824
>German shits
>Racial superiority
The anglos are the superior race!
WINNING ONCE AGAIN
>>8003838
they called slavic people subhuman too
>>8003834
You forgot Japan against Americans and China.
And China, with allies against Japan.
And poland committing atrocities before the 2nd world war massacring german civilians
>>8003841
HRT drugs are good drugs, no?
>>8003842
>gets cucked by pakis
>>8003841
but Cindy
doing druggos last weekend helped me accept a certain part of myself
>>8003844
Sounds about as exciting as laying on a towel or something
>>8003845
well they arent wrong
what do i do today im so bored
>>8003859
beep hi i got my helix pierced it looks great :o
>>8003854
Come to Essex
We are ammassing weapons in to take back the country!
>>8003836
last time i listened to this album and it was weeeird https://youtu.be/9Sgq8l1m9W0
>>8003719
>Gained from hucking tires
You sure you can handle it?
>>8003859
take a nap
im going to
>>8003851
They aren't recreational drugs
>>8003855
You don't need drugs to do that
>>8003859
eat pizza, listen to music and play dreamcast
>>8003873
drugg cindy
>>8003864
I do not understand this meme
essex seems boring
>>8003820
Mhh~ thank you~ I really do! :)
*hugg again*
>>8003821
Aahhhh well in may, but that's still so loong ;__;
I dunno what I should do when she leaves… ._.
>>8003873
What's wrong with having fun?
Why do drugs have to be medicinal?
>>8003252
>wtf no? it's a sociopolitcal allegory about the lack of individual security caused by collapsing social order in the post-Reaganomics era, told as a story about a transgirl being kidnapped and forced through conversion therapy by her father interspersed with her memories & introspection
>there's barely a sexual reference in the whole thing
You mean like my life, but it was a doctor, not my parents who did it to me.
>>8003867
sounds dumb af desu
>>8003871
I can throw a bike tire
>>8003884
I'm gonna hug you and you're gonna like it Nat.
deal with it.
>>8003880
work on transition stuff! :)
>>8003884
You'll find someone you *want* to cuddle with~. Also, hugg.
>everyone hates me
>>8003893
snuggin
>>8003892
I want to cuddle with you
>>8003893
(hugg shen)
>>8003893
I don't
I'm not everyone tho
Maybe you're right
Everyone hates me too
>tfw Lauren stopped telling me to fuck off
I liked the attention, though.
tfw no zna telling me to fuck off
>>8003906
ow, my poor virgin ears
remember to report greekposting
>>8003907
stop being a nazi
>>8003915
It is~ uwu
>>8003755
I just left, this place is bad for my mental health.
>>8003761
I'm not dead. I spend my days watching TV and browsing other websites. Just finished watching all 6 seasons of Fresh Prince. Apparently I pass now (t. all those asshole chasers who pumped and dumped me this year) so I'm just sitting around waiting to lose some weight and then full-time in summer! No idea what I'll do with my life after that though.
>>8003807
You know I still think about you sometimes, shame we didn't get along.
Well cya everyone, say hello to Juniper and Amibiance when you see them.
>>8003923
hugg
>>8003889
Mhh~ I guess :/
I have to wait a few months until I get official unfortunately...
But we got a bunch of new clothes and make-up and nail-polish I can put on sometimes~
>>8003926
oh yeah i know that :(
i have to wait until august before i can get legit hrt and an endo
if i don't get off the waiting list for my college ill potentially be a year and a half self-medding..
and in the closet too :(
>>8003920
Allmost all the problems in society are caused by drugs
Ofc they're not okay
Addictive stuff that messes with your brain isn't good in my book
It gets a lotta people killed and makes good girls into bad girls
>>8003927
Maybe we will, but that doesn't stop me from coming after you.
you're gettin hugged, kiddo.
>>8003932
What if a doctor tells you to take drugs that mess with your brain?
Is it good or bad then?
>>8003932
>Allmost all the problems in society are caused by drugs
Oh, I wish I could be 15 and this blissfully ignorant again.
>>8003932
>tfw you hung out with the bad girls in school so now you are one too
>>8003942
>Emi
i-it's nim
>>8003935
No, your health is extremely important, it's definitely one of the most important things
No normal things are as risky as drugs
And to be healthy you should minimize risk
>>8003943
You mean like antidepressants?
They can help some people when moderated and controlled by a doctor
But I'm personally not comfortable with them
>>8003942
>pic
pic?
>>8003950
Hi Nim! How's my elfish spell treating you ;)
>>8003932
>almost all problems in society are caused by drugs
VERY heavy statement, gonna have to think that one through because it's actually false
>addictive stuff that messes with your brain isn't good in my book
LSD isn't addictive
>it gets a lot of people killed
trafficking and cartels do, not the drugs themselves
>turns good girls into bad girls
um no it doesn't
>>8003957
DYYYIIINNGGGG
>tfw not doing acid and cuddling with sertii
>>8003961
;~;
ok i'll revert them!
>>8003959
sertii i think i want to do lsd but im scared ill have a bad trip
>>8003932
Problems in society are caused by stupidity and consumerism lmao
>>8003963
ok im alright now
giv ket or money
>>8003952
But health isn't the most important thing, is it?
What if some people value other things above their health?
What about firefighters who put themselves in danger to help people?
What about skydivers who have a lot of fun doing dangerous things?
I think it's better if the patient controls the drugs
because a doctor doesn't suffer the consequences if he fucks up your dosage
you do
>>8003931
Mhh my psych said something about june, but i dunno if it will all work out >_<
And then I have to get an appointment at some endo as well and that might take a few months too :/
I have to go to uni next semester again, but I'm super scared and don't think I can do it :(
At least I'm out to my family, which is kinda relieving~
I just wish my dad would accept me ._.
Anyways~ I'm pretty tried, so I'll go to bed now I guess~
>>8003950
Oh don't you like it when you get called emi? :O
>>8003965
consumerism is caused by capitalism, and capitalism is stupidity
all problems are caused by capitalism
>>8003966
im nim the nimrod!
i don't want too go too work today...im near retarded everyone laughs at me and im miserable but I need the money....
>>8003972
but it can expand your mind
>>8003975
Emi it is.
>>8003973
i really wish i could be out, but it also makes me silly telling people because i look so masculine :(
and emi is a girl's name!
>>8003983
why >:c
>>8003991
drugs are good
>>8003972
>Gangs
Fueled by desire for power
>Murder
Fueled by emotion and conflict
>Prostitution
Fueled by a need for money
Like you are completely sheltered and have literally no idea how the world works
Of all the bad things in the world, drugs aren't even top 10.
Please join a gang or get murdered or prostitute yourself (I've done all of these things) to see what life is really like.
>>8003989
but you are a gril
>>8003993
'Cause you're a girl, Emi.
>>8003977
laugh back at them
>>8003997
no i dont look like one
>>8003899
I've had a long time fear of them due to that and other things. It's made it hard to stay healthy.
>>8003899
I don't hate you Alex
>>8004000
doesn't mean you're not one
>>8003962
:(
>>8003964
you need to be relaxed and go into it with a "fuck it" attitude
Gloomy was scared as well but i reasured her and she had an amazing time^^
generally if you trip with someone you can cuddle with u'll be fine :3
>>8003972
you need to actually see these things in their context tho
because these things exist because of poverty and various other racial and class problems
do u think a white rich person that wants to get coke has any of those issues?
The problem is poverty, not drugs, drugs just make poverty worse.
Basically the problem is capitalism
>>8003990
it looks great omg
>>8004004
i wont see myself as one until i look like one
>>8003998
nuh uh
>>8003999
its because im too dumb for my job...
>>8004005
Your friend should have warned them about violating the NAP then shot them
>>8004010
Yuh huh.
>>8003965
narcissism too...
>>8004017
Most people don't have guns in california
>>8003990
>i wish i knew greek :/
It's kinda lame tho. Why do you wanna know such a boring language.
>>8003902
You're doing it wrong. Also i am only gonna pay debnts to Piechen since she's the best waifu.
>>8004013
what kinda job do you have ?
>>8004005
Abuse/bullying leads to ptsd, leads to escapism, leads to drugs....you need to peal back all the layers of the onion.
>>8004024
i dindu nuffin