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previous>>7985421
Everyone's gonna make it
We're hanging out in tinychat
Come join us!
Tinychat/ashharambe
>>7986639
You're missing oouuut~
>>7986644
But here's the thing. They're family so it's normal for them to help you. A parent puts hundreds of thousands of dollars into raising their child that they never get back. Because they love their kid and would do anything for them. And if it really bothers you you can make sure that when they're old you can repay them by looking after them or something. Right now is about you.
That's what i was thinking. Might as well.
You're nice too!!!
tfw failed male
>>7986672
I will not, but I think I'll live.
>>7986674
I am unsure of the mechanism or metabolism behind patches and cannot give advice for them. Sorry. Starting low though for the first few months is always safe and good though.
Should I just give up on my hopes of being a girl and stop my transition? I feel like I've dug myself into a hole that I can't get out of.
>>7986683
snugg girl elann
Hugg Cindy
sorry for yelling
>>7986688
youre my girl
>>7986631
I recently had terrible results with using a generic hemihydrate sublingually but I think it was due the pills having some kind of slow release formula. My e was like, upper male range ;_;
>>7986688
Might as well see where the rabbit hole leads.
>>7986683
Same.
>>7986683
>tfw cute male
Alone on a Saturday night... and every night. Always.
are estrogen injections gay?
>>7986710
alone together
huggin a maeve
>>7986712
lil bit
>>7986700
But I don't want to be a girl anymore. I'm ready to give up and go back to being a repressed normie. Like the time before I found the internet and got meme'd into being a girl. My dad still says I have to be a man though.
>>7986712
Gay (male). Not gay if you're a girl.
Hello :>
NIM FAYE ASH happy family thread
Benis
>>7986683
Same
>>7986712
P gay
>>7986688
Keep trying
>>7986721
hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg
>>7986726
<33
>>7986724
You can take a chance at happiness by being a girl or be guaranteed to be unhappy as a boy.
>>7986726
Hi hope, I'm soap. Do you wanna be pals? There's also a girl named moap here who I'm pals with.
>>7986710
Same, but my friend better be getting here soon. We're not gonna have much time at the mall otherwise.
>>7986726
Reeeeeeee
>>7986730
snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg
>>7986731
Hiii lets be friends x3
>>7986731
<3 <3
>come out
>immediately move into a flat without knowing the flatmates
>turns out they're conservative muslims
>five months of being abused
>eventually the landlady decides to kick me out because i make the other tenants 'uncomfortable'
>friend invites me to move in with them on the other side of the country
>I think ''fuck it why not''
>Drop out of uni and move on up
>turns out there's zero jobs in this city
>''oh shit im a retard''
>flatmate turns out to be a bit of a bitch and shouts at me for not having a job
>literally just waiting to become homeless
should i just kill myself now? ive returned to self-harming, my tourettes syndrome and OCD combine with my dysphoria to enter nightmare mode. I can't even go to sleep without entering sleep paralysis within literally two minutes of lying down. I literally apply for jobs every day but it's super hard when you're a fucking tranny. One guy who got back to me said I was one of sixty peple who applied within an hour of the ad being posted. Truth be told I want to leave this city already but I don't have the money and don't have anywhere to go, my family dont talk to me. I seem to push away anyone who tries to be nice to me with my impulsive and OTT behaviour
Coming here was meant to be me finally getting my life together but instead it looks like i've just made a huge mistake. I really want to just live a fucking normal life, I dont like bouncing arund from place to place, job to job like I have been doing for the past few years. I actually did try this time and it wasnt enought. When I realised I was trans I should have just taken it as the cue to end my life.
>>7986658
by buying them?
or just having them in the 1st place?
just like corporations?
what you just described was straight-up communism.
i'm sure a little confused about what syndicalism was for.
it was for UNIONS, & establishing syndicates owned by the employees.
like i just told you.
syndicates act just like corporations, but they are owned & managed by the employees.
unions were created to keep workers from being exploited by their employers.
have you ever heard about the working conditions during the industrial revolution?
they were shit.
syndicalists & teamsters demanding unions is why we have 8-hour work days & healthcare benefits w/ our jobs.
so you can get more sleep, & not die @ work
>>7986761
>should i just kill myself now
no keep looking for a job thing's will get better ok
>>7986761
Don't think of it as being homeless, think of it as sleeping outside. It's not that bad. You have no responsibilities, and as long as you have money to eat, no worries.
>>7986757
Im not cute but your adorable
XD
wew this thread is so dead
>>7986800
Everyone's out and having a good time with their lives.
>>7986778
>tfw no money to even eat or buy food
>tfw it rains when you're sleeping outside on the road and you catch a cold
>tfw you can't get medicine or a doctor's visit because you're homeless and have no money or medical insurance
>tfw a group of mexican gangbangers keep harassing/taunting you every time they see you alone
Homeless life is so awesome!
>>7986801
oh :(
Saturday, and people are in TC.
>>7986770
ive been literally applying for dozens of jobs everyday for about two months now, only three have gotten back t me. I'm still waiting to hear back (again) frm some guys but i'm not hopeful considering the competition up here. Im living off of bread
>>7986801
Hmm
>>7986280
Who is Alex
>>7986812
SamsaStark is pathetic for keeping posting that.
>>7986767
huh.
it's almost starting to sound as if syndicalism....
ACTUALLY SUCCEEDS.
unlike communism
>>7986803
>sleeping outside when you're homeless
why tho
if you have a car, you're basically set. that anon doesn't look like shes so poor that she doesn't have a car, so just park in a church parking lot or some shit.
And food is easy too, literally just go by the food bank and ration out your shit. Hell, just go dumpster dive at a grocery store. Homelessness isnt fucking rocket science, nor is it an instant death sentence.
>>7986814
some stupid nigger
>>7986803
>panhandle
>sleep under a bridge or some kind of shelter
>I don't really fuck with modern medicine and I've never had health issues. Yeah it'll suck being off your mones, but you'll live.
>avoid them?
I'm not saying it's fun or better than living indoors, but it's not something to kill yourself over.
>>7986824
please delete this
>>7986801
Nah, all I do is stay home and play vidyas
>>7986820
i dont have a car
>>7986829
same
>>7986812
Are you going to post this in every single thread?
>>7986830
oh ha well in that case, you fucked bitch
buy one ASAP
>>7986820
I don't even have a car. Being homeless in a big city or a ghetto neighborhood can actually be a dead sentence at the worst. It's not like being homeless is anything similar to living in the woods for me. Nevermind that fact that in some cities, being homeless is almost essentially a crime, where the cops can haul your ass to jail, for "loitering" or "trespassing in private property".
>>7986840
or steal one
>>7986829
How can someone so cute be so evil.
If you're homeless Amy Victoria will date you
interesting
>>7986851
LMFAO
DELETE THIS LMAO
>>7986840
look when I say I have no money, I mean I have no money, I don't mean ''I have no money but I can afford a car''
besides that i don't have a license and aren't allowed one due to tourettes
*sips tea in ur hood*
>>7986856
How is gogeta looking at goku?
>>7986832
What vidya senpai
>>7986848
>loli
>want to get colored contacts
>mudshit dark brown eyes
Is it impossible to get grey eyes
i hate myself
>>7986870
no idea
>>7986870
I haven seen dragon ball super
What is pink hair and blue hair
>>7986829
I wish I did other stuff
>>7986865
>I can't starve myself when i need to.
if you're on hrt long enough, a calorie deficit can shrink your muscles
>>7986880
I think blue hair is just like the new super Saiyan
No idea what pink hair is tho, I haven't seen it either
>>7986875
Dont hate urself i bet ur amazing
>>7986873
>loli
What?
>>7986893
idk im autistic
>>7986874
>tfw my grey eyes are changing color a lil
The only thing I don't like about hrt desu
I don't wanna lose em :c
>>7986874
I love the idea of contacts but my eyes are suuuuper sensitive. If I was a video game boss that would be my weak spot. The thought of putting them in and actually wearing them is ewww, no :(
tfw patrician green eyes
>tfw the eyes are the window to the soul
>tfw your eyes are big, watery and sad
>>7986891
Dank. Mine are dark brown and I know the darker your eyes are, the harder it is to change it.
>>7986909
And gay
I had a nice sleep even though I slept longer than I wanted to.
I love Ada, too~
>>7986909
anime eyes
>>7986909
it even makes more sense since you look particularly soulless
>>7986902
But grey is the best senpai
>>7986914
this
also the tran 1000 mile stare
how fix
>>7986900
Oh yeah the best part is being able to feel them every time you blink or getting ulcers or not cleaning your lens case and getting eye pain and such and so forth and the list goes on
I usually wear glasses if I'm just lazing at home
>>7986923
Hi nim :3
>>7986909
hugg sad eyelanna
Grey > Blue > Green > Brown > Dark brown
Dark brown literally shit tier
Good thing I won't be reproducing to pass on my shitty eye genetics
i love girls
>>7986934
Grey is a very calm and cute look, and it's the best
Whats everyone doing rn?
>>7986888
blue/red is gokus transformation
pink was one of the villain's
>>7986897
I lost my vivid blue eyes. I also lost the colored spots and rings I had. Now they are just slate blue.
Do I have the thousand yard stare still?
>>7986945
Trying to figure out if $172 is worth having pretty eyes when I never go outside
>>7986949
you have the thousand gay stare
>>7986945
Playin nier and regretting eating all that pizza
>>7986950
for your colored contacts? how long do they last?
Do you guys ever memorize all ur favorite movie character's lines and then mute the TV whenever she talks and say them yourself so it's like you're literally her?
>>7986949
no
you have a cute stare
>>7986940
What about amber?
>>7986950
If you have the money and it makes u happy go for it :3
>>7986956
6 months
I'd say it's worth it but probably not right now, maybe like next year when I actually go outside.
If I'm going to do prostitute levels of eye makeup all the time, might as well have nice eyes to look at.
>>7986959
this is a cute elanna
>>7986950
>when I never go outside
Spend it on therapy to help you get outside.
>tfw elanna hates you
>>7986945
Overwatch
>>7986955
Never regret pizzaaaaa <3
>>7986945
I'm at my mommy's house for the night, bored as fuck.
hey /mtfg/
i'm back from partying
>>7986958
>she
>her
Don't misgender my favorite movie character, shitlord.
>>7986967
I don't refuse to go out of anxiety or mental issues, I just have no reason to.
I'm technically working a casual part time job where I make the hours and just waiting for school to start again in June.
>>7986970
i think its funny how 90% of trannies exclusively play healsluts so they can feel more like a girl
>>7986945
crying.
>>7986970
Osnsnsishhs overwatch
>>7986973
you dont seem happy about it D:
>>7986909
huggg
>>7986920
>Dorky eyes
You have beautiful eyes!
>>7986921
eeeeesh, no.
I'm happy to stick with glasses ;)
>>7986945
Soon to be playing Dark Souls III. I'm rusty and terrible so this should be interesting
>>7986977
I'd do it before I really thought of myself as trans
I think its more just in the nature in the first place
>>7986978
Dont cry ;^;
>>7986977
I used to be a healslut medic on tf2, then I put 1.5k hours into spy. Can't go back.
>>7986972
Dont be bored xD
Omg u should watch stranger things its very unboring x3
>>7986940
lmao that list is shit
>>7986941
Me too
I like be women
I love women
>>7986945
Thinkin about jacking off desu
>>7986965
And ya know, we're building the wall, and it's gonna be great and ya know
>>7986990
Can't do a lot of things easily with glasses. Hiking, cooking, fishing, swimming, reading, etc. The list goes on and it's long.
>>7986988
just be you'reself
>>7986988
elanna are you mad at me for something
>>7986990
Ive never played :0
>>7986981
the people i normally hang out with were already on their way home when i got there
i still went into the club and met 2 people i know
one of them is also a transgirl (well, a guy who want to transition but hasn't done anything for it since he's in miltary and afraid of bullying)
they went home pretty soon too so i wasn't even there for over an hour
also my stomach feels bad even though i only had one drink
>>7987002
t. dark brown eyes
How does it feel being an eyelet
>>7986998
wew that's a lot, did you ever play highlander?
>>7987005
Wat
>>7986987
you're prettier than me though
>>7987010
sorry I felt like you didn't like me
sorry
how how how do I shrink my bones bones bones
>>7987008
>having trash European beauty standards
Ok
>>7987009
highlander was so fun
i loved the demoknight squads
>>7987011
Umm....
no way
>>7987019
hugg
>>7987019
I spent a lot of time growing up in Korea and China and Japan where nobody has any eyes but brown so I like exotic colors okay
OKAY
DON'T PERSECUTE ME
>>7987024
Lauren u are one of my favorite people here
>>7986992
It's this oppressive loneliness. Even chatting on the internet doesn't relieve it.
>>7987006
>Ive never played :0
It's pretty fun!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8XzlTrxwD8E
>>7987028
what about me
>>7987010
i heard u h8 trannis
>>7987001
>being a caring individual is literally the most rebellious thing ever.
and they will punish you for being one.
>>7987028
thank you
hugg
>>7987029
Yeah ik how that is sometimes. Like nothing helps...
Do u have any pets?
>>7987009
not really, I never messed that kind of stuff. pre meet your match pubs where just so much fun.
>>7987041
hugg
>>7987039
its me anonymous
>>7987016
If you soak them in vinegar they'll bend.
>>7987033
I'm pretty ugly desu
I gotta hide my face with my hair
>>7987030
THE GRAPHICS LOOK AMAZING IM DYING.
>>7987041
wtf
>>7987044
I'm allergic.
>>7987053
how old are you/how muscular are you?
>>7987045
yeah, i stopped playing pubs, though i spent a bit of time playing competitive matchmakinguntil it got too frustrating
>>7987058
I just hate elanna she's the worst tran
>>7987060
What aboit Fish :3
>>7987052
you're just a bit self conscious
you're actually really cute
i'd probably date you if you weren't a child
and that means something since i'm straight
>>7987053
no they aren't right.
>>7987065
idk what she did to you but she's been p great to me
>>7987068
I had them at one time, but you can't snuggle with them.
>>7987072
itd be a big change being trans
are you ok chemically castrating yourself?
Tfw
No
Gf
>>7987049
I like anonymous overall
I like frogposting anon
>>7987084
Maybe stuffed animals? No gf or bf?
>>7987086
oh,
as the lines in Hair say
>it's easy to be cruel
>it's easy to be hard
>>7987092
hugg
>>7987093
I have a few, but memories...
>>7987098
ok, so you're more trans than lots of people here
you know what?
i'm not really feeling it.
i'm not really feeling like getting any economic resolutions in politics.
i guess b/c i honestly don't really care that much about any of it in general.
syndicalism sounds really nice, but i'm just not feeling it.
i guess i'll continue calling myself an anarchist & leave it @ that.
& i'll continue planning to spread the degeneracy /pol/ hates so much, just like i always wanted.
economics can wait
>>7987074
I have awful skin and a lazy eye :/
>>7987111
i have pretty bad skin too
but how i sid, make up makes you look flawless
so i'm actually cheating
pic is me without makeup
How long has it been since you've last been to a beach/pool?
I guess we just avoid swimming until full-time?
>laying on my couch eating ice cream thinking about boys
what's happened to my life
Taking gf applications
Must be
>tall (above 5'8")
>smart
>attractive (7/10 and above)
Preferably cis
Preferably have bigger boobs than me
Preferably dark eyes and light hair or light eyes and dark hair
Ok
Do I put it on Craigslist?
>>7987113
>what's your sr
I've never played ranked
Is that okay?
Hugg girl
>>7987120
Like November 2016 or something
>>7987123
Its okay desu
>>7987107
The musical/movie Hair
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aCs1rkAXZ9o
>>7987125
hugg
>>7987119
your lips are really cute
>>7987119
I have like really bad acne tho, on top of bad skin :c
this time i'm actually going to do it. i'm no longer afraid. i feel more at ease than ever before. i'll see you all in gensokyo
>>7987119
Really cute, jeez
>>7987122
>tranny wants a cis gf
good luck with that, kek
i mean they want to get dicked by a handsome guy
>>7987136
good luck anon.
My acne is shit too guys. T.T
>>7987133
i had much much worse acne your age, probably wouldn't have been that bad if i had hrt back then
now the skin on my cheeks is super bumpy
i think about a deep chemical peeling, but i don't have spare time to look like a zombie for a week
>about to eat old in-n-out I found
>about to take picture of it
>wait
>look closer
>dead ants all over it
>thought it was ground beef at first
That's okay, I wasn't hungry anyway
>>7987136
Good luck!
>>7987143
im getting like micro needling done for mine
>>7987136
don't kill yourself retard
>>7987125
Hugg
>>7987119
hmmm like a 7/10
>>7987149
i tried with that derma roller stuff, but that's not doing much
peeling would be more effective, but it probably still wouldn't get rid of the big bums and scrs
>>7987159
No, Texas.
>>7987159
you don't pass bro, haha
>>7987158
mine isnt too bad, its just uneven :/
>>7987139
If you've never watched it I suggest watching it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PgrIAIHTho8
>>7987158
oh big pores too!
>>7987162
t. Hon
>>7987157
vegeta is so tsundere
>>7987119
The fuck is wrong with your eye?
>>7987119
Whoever did your face fucked up.
You still look masculine
>>7987162
I know ;----;
Just kill me
I'll always be an ugly man /:
>>7987178
not really
4chan standards are so retarded
>>7987109
hope you enjoy being enslaved
Are you all having a wonderful time?
>>7987178
I think it's just shitty phone camera + imperfect mirror. Look at how lopsided her eyes look, it's all visual distortion.
I want Kat Dennings as my gf her, but taller a lot taller
A qt Jewish waifu is ideal I think
Maybe one with a French accent?
Yeah a tall French Jewish girl??
the right side of my face hurts
>>7987187
trump is a really fun guy
watching him mess around in that truck I really found heartwarming and funny
Completion of second package of E
...shit I should order more
>>7987169
REEEE its still not out
>>7987209
YOUTUBE
>>7987205
You gotta keep taking it for life. Of course you should order more.
>>7987209
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_IcpVobYo0
>>7987215
Well this stuff isn't cheap you know.
tfw still need a PS4 for Kingdom Hearts 3 and Tekken 7
tfw too poor
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7na3tyuhdo
>>7987220
Suck it up and fight for that promotion at work or something. You want to be a pretty girl or not?
(you can do it!)
Take testosterone and become an alpha instead of a sissy beta.
>>7987228
I like being a sissy beta and pleasing alpha males though
>>7987226
I already got the promotion last year
ol sammy jack ain't looking too bad
/mtfg/ post you post-apocalyptic look :3
>>7987245
cut my shoulders into pieces
>>7987242
You must vork harder. Achieving human perfection costs money, money which can only be obtained by the sweat of your brow.
>>7987248
and sweating of your brow saves you money for ffs
>>7987250
saves money for brow surgery :]
tfw smol brow :3
>>7987252
delet
>>7987255
wtf you're cis
>>7987257
my brow is really bad lol
like i've asked people anonymously and they said i should get ffs for it
>>7987254
more like
>>7987245
looks more like dia de los muertos
>>7987254
mel gibson is my hero
>>7987261
ehh brow isn't so bad
like jaw or chin is more clockable and stuff like shoulders or height can't even be changed so im fucked lol
>>7987261
It's not that bad desu
I wish I had your brow
>>7987245
>>7987271
you havent seen a profile shot!!
>>7987266
no, this looks like dia de los muertos
>>7986672
PUPPER NOOO
>>7987277
its a fake snake
>>7987275
that's really cute!
>>7987274
I've seen it pretty close!
>>7987245
>>7987283
i hope i get murdered too
>>7987283
if that includes me, im down
>>7987283
I hope I get strangled to death so that I can die hornier then he'll.
>>7987245
I'll come up with something pink road warier in nature.
I have to forego my injection for today until after Tuesday (bloodwork).
Thing is; every time my E gets low, I'm like 1000% gay..
So much so, I daydream about vagoo & cis girls.
Idk what to do mtfg
>>7987297
just buy some horses and keep the the female ones pregna. HARVEST THE ESTROGEN
>>7987279
tg Snek bad
>>7987275
coot
>>7987298
Valq i missed u
>>7987300
as long as u have your t blocked u shud b ok
>>7987300
lil cyba
>>7987300
You've'n't been exactly frequent here either.
Hey,
I get to do name/gender in MN as of this month.
No fucking clue where to start
>>7987302
No, you don't get it.
My low E hornies are seriously just penetrating vagoo daydreams.
I don't even care for using mah cawk
Normal E is like 70/30bi
>>7987302
Everyone that cut their balls off will be fine
>>7987254
i already made a madmax (the new one) style survival bracelet
>>7987264
>tfw my boobs disappeared because no hrt
>tfw no srs or ffs before the apocalypse happened
>I want to die, seriously someone stab me in the head
>I don't even like these tattoos
>my feet hurt
>>7987314
cool paracord :D
>>7987297
eunuchs lived fine in ancient times just need a healthy diet
just a reminder: This is Homura
>>7987314
I just have a few hundred yards of the shit around.
>>7987325
is there a reason youre mean to people
>>7987325
This is Lauren!
She has a BMI of 200 and spends all day calling people nazis!
Say something nice to her!
don't bully
>>7987329
If the truth is mean, then that's not my problem
>>7987340
very anime-like
i don't like tattoos desu
>>7987325
I think with some more weightloss and skincare and makeup and hair and girl glasses she might pass
>>7987343
it's from neon genesis evangelion
so yes
>>7987340
do you have tiny shoulders or was it just the perspective of the picture you posted? if so, envious af
>>7987306
HI nim!!
>>7987308
Sorry I've been depressed because i haven't been able to leave my house and it is starting to bother me.
Go to your local court house and fill out a form for name & gender change. Then schedule a court date. It'll cost around 300 USD. Make sure you get at least 2 notarized copies. http://www.outfront.org/ has tons of useful info. You'll need two ppl with you to verify that you use that name/gender in daily life. I'll verify you if you need someone.
>>7987312
if we ever meet up in person i'll give you all my grey market e
>>7987324
but ppl only lived till 40 max in ancient times
>>7987325
dont' be a bitch. everyone starts from different points. i looked worth than that when i started
>>7987313
tbhfam orchi was the 2nd best decision i ever made
this was long.
>>7987350
i don't have too broad shoulders
but it probably was some perspective too idk
>>7987353
How much did you pay and who did you see?
>>7987353
having a home phone in 20 fucking 17
>>7987353
how you been friendo :)
>>7987350
here's a straigh on photo
pretty average male shoulders imo
>>7987361
those are narrow af
>>7987357
damn right. I have 3 cell phone numbers on my mobile tho
>>7987355
4k all in all and i saw dr. lightner in rochester minnesota at the mayo clinic. they put it thru insurance as if i had a tumor on my testicles. I had a radical orchiectomy. Its nice having empty an empty scrotum.
>>7987361
u have small shoulders ur lucky
>>7987368
Huh. Most places only ask $4000 in cash, that's without insurance.
>>7987371
well with insurance it was only 400 with oxycodone incl.
>wake up
>I'm gonna get stuff done today!
>play video games and eat junk food all day
Tomorrow for sure
>>7987372
Oh, right, that's pretty cool. Not a bad gig. Surprised you needs percs for just an orchi though.
what do you need to get orchi?
>>7987357
I have one. My fax machine, and modem are hooked to it. Not that I use either that much.
>>7987368
so you removed the scrotum too not just the testicles
>other trannies in Minnesota
Holy fuck that's weird to think about. I mean I know that obviously there would be, but its still weird to think about.
>1000 calorie diet
>headache, stomach growling
help
>>7987389
make sure you're getting nutrients
>>7987389
1,000 is okay, just eat healthy filling foods like chicken and soup
>>7987389
just eat lots of vegatables and stuff like that
it has low calories but high volume
also drink alot of water
>>7987389
You are malnourished. You cut calories by increments, not all at once.
>>7987389
odds are you shouldn't be going below 1200. unless you're a womanlet. I mean like shorter than a typical short cis woman.
>>7987386
I knew a fair number in Mpls when I live there.
>>7987399
What if you wanna lose weight without exercising
>>7987399
i did down to 600-800 and it didn't really affect me in any way
and i'm pretty tall at 5'9"
>eat like 500 calories during the day
>order a large pizza at night and devour it whole
everything turned out okay
>>7987394
lol
>>7987406
2000 is what you should eat if you're not trying to lose weight
i barely eat over 2000 most of the time
that's probably few for an american, but here people don't eat so many calories
what would you do to her
>>7987407
The bread in pizza is pure carbohydrates. Overnight your body will convert those to pure fat. You're going to wake up feeling sluggish and gain weight.
>>7987415
elanna called me anorexic
>>7987414
Pat her head and call her a good girl because I'm her othermom.
>>7987403
did you just eat veggies during that time or something?
>>7987379
pain was 10/10 for the day and 2nd day after. thankfully im not addicted.
>>7987381
depends on your insurance company ( if you have insurance. mine took 2 letters and one year of hrt. i also had to lie and say i was more social than i was.
>>7987384
I wish. just the testicles and the extra junk i wouldn't need inside. the scrotum should shrink on its own.
>>7987386
we're everywhere. I know of about 20 in rochester.
>>7987389
tfw 10,000 calorie diet, no exercise. stilil cant gain weight.
>>7987400
minneapolis is full of LGBT and somalians.
>>7987402
you need a low calorie diet.
>>7987414
JELLY
>>7987414
unplug her internet and smash her phone
S-stop making fun of my dieting advice
>>7987414
feed
>>7987368
thats a depressing thing to say
dont say that
>>7987414
tell her to get off this fucking website and go live a normal life
>>7987414
make sure you weirdos don't do anything to her
>>7987430
she gets bullied for being a faggot at school
jocks pin her down in the locker room and make her suck them off....
>>7987413
Well the amount of calories you need to function daily varies from person to person. A 5'3" 110lb woman needs less calories than a 6'0" 220lb man. I don't know the person's measurements, so just eating at a caloric deficit is sufficient to lose weight over time.
I need about 2100 calories a day to maintain my weight. I eat about 1600 now and lose like 1lb a week. I can chunk it down to 1100 but since I add exercise to it I stay at 1600.
>>7987409
3 months or sth
i was a bit overweight for a short time because of depression and i lost 20kg in those 3 month
after that i was in a normal range at 72 kg
that's when i did low carb so i only ate meat and eggs
which ended up with me barely eating anything since it bored me
in the end i was probably at 200cal a day
>>7987420
i tried to lose some weight later by eating lots of veggies
you're ok with 800cal then and still not hungry
atm i'm doing a break and eat all the shitty unhealthy stuff
>>7987421
Yep, and I lived close to the Wedge Coop.
>>7987376
Same
I was gonna finish doing my homework and finish my book but I guess not
>>7987435
Delete your post.
if im supposed to be a girl then why is my body so masculine
>>7987418
Ty othermom! ^^
>>7987430
But normal life is scary u~u
>>7987435
Minus the last part o,o
>>7987414
I would make her eat pizza
>>7987442
god goof
>>7987442
You're not supposed to be a girl you're a mistake of nature and you need to do the world a favor and just end it all.
>>7987438
btw the mayo clinic does ffs, srs, etc now
>>7987446
soon™
but dying is scary even though i hate living
kaby lake processors spy on you right?
>>7987403
tbqh it depends on the macros
600-800 on a high fat, medium protein, low-no carb diet is totally doable for me
600-800 on a low fat, lowish protein, high carb diet was terrible for me
i'm eating more calories now, still a bit deficient in the protein department but i'm getting my strength back (as measured by the top gear I can sustain doing my cardio ride)
>>7987394
you aren't fat CIndy, and one day isn't going to ruin anything
I'd really recommend eating more and increasing your physical activity, you don't need to develop an eating disorder (it's not fun)
don't be stupid and eat less and exercise more either
>>7987414
brush her hair out of her face or cut her a bang that shows her pretty face off
wtf
>>7987456
well they have intel management engine )yes). just buy RYZEN
wtf
>>7987456
All of 'em do. Just get ones from a country you're comfortable having spy on you. That is, don't get ones made by a chink company.
>>7987447
Cool, kinda expected of them. Who is their srs surgeon? Quality of work? A supportive aunt lives just a half hour from Rochester.
>>7987414
play vidya <3
>>7987467
Isn't like all hardware made in Taiwan or China
Cindy are you AGP
>>7987458
>>7987394
also if you exercise you can eat a whole anchovy pizza without guilt
>>7987414
protect her from creeps like you
>>7987460
Pls no my face isn't pretty and my hair is covering my right eye for a reason
>>7987475
No
>>7987414
>>7987473
Outsourced but not actually *designed*. There's a good chance they're still backdoored by chinks anyway, but the chance is lessened.
i used to pee sitting down at first but then my mom told me to stand is that agp
>>7987478
>my hair is covering my right eye for a reason
are you a lazy eyed retard lmao
>>7987468
idk but i know he studied in Thailand.>>7987483
standing is agp like ur mom
Soup
>>7987483
>my mom told me to stand
She didn't want her son to act like a faggot sissy boy. Looks like it didn't work..
>>7987483
No, that's true trans
is 20 early or late desu
>>7987487
Lentil.
>>7987487
soup for ducky
>>7987490
Early is like 12
rare cindy pic
>>7987491
it's not a big deal CIndy and you know better than to give heed to bully anons
How do we stop the bullies?
>>7987421
looks like I'm hidding out in Rochester then XD
>>7987353
So, like, do I need them WITH me to verify?
Or is it a reference type thing
>>7987500
Start by going back to rebbit
>>7987486
OK, I'll add Mayo to my check out list. I need somebody who can do something with a small pp and ball sack.
>>7987491
Having a lazy eye doesn't make you a retard~.
>>7987494
Unfortunately.
>>7987496
Awww she does have a drifter eye, Anon you're making me feel bad..
>>7987496
It's not like that it just doesn't open as much as the other
My friend is interviewing me for a play he's writing with trans themes >.<
>>7987462
so gen 6 cpus and earlier don't have vPro/AMT so they're safe right?
>>7987511
i have one hooded eye and one unhooded eye, it's okay
slight asymmetry isn't too bad
>>7986680
no one is there :(
Why are the transgirls on this board so salty?
>>7987519
they went to go eat pizza!
>>7987512
well hopefully he will take your input into account and not just make another trainwreck about how cis people think trannies are
>>7987508
>visit China
>if it's electronic, it's a knockoff or dangerous or outright non-functional counterfeits
>if it's food, it's probably cooked in sewage
>try to breathe, get cancer
I really dislike my brethren
>>7987512
Cool
>>7987492
lentil?
>>7987493
yes pls :3
>>7987515
honestly this rabbit-hole is wayyyy too fucking deep. look into richard stallman's computing setup if you really have the need for a paranoid approach to computing
they're just going to compromise your software anyway, no point risking high value exploits on you
>>7987527
i have pizza too if she wants that instead!
>>7987521
Because some of us are bitter and lonely and project our sorrow into anger and disdain for others.
>>7987481
what age do you consider early?
>>7987522
you were there too? geez i really missed out
>>7987528
well thats why I don't want to upgrade to windows 10
its like, they're forcing the next generation of cpus and windows to be as evil as possible
>>7987524
We just exported our pollution there. Be thankful you never had to breath early '70s air in the USA. We passed the clean air act for a reason.
>>7987538
oh i dunno anon, im not great..
it was ash and her friend hope and faye
and me :)
>>7987517
Yeah, some big deal about them getting blueprints for every little thing and having entire street and underground markets of millions of people who can solder and create their own circuitboards or electronics.
I wonder why nobody in America or Europe tries that. Maybe too many laws and not as cheap?
Why can't Shenzhen make i7 4770k processors sheesh
I'm gay
>>7987543
its partially a lack of pollution laws. Also the culture is different. They see copying something as being very different than we see it as.
>>7987521
you mean anons
>>7987527
i talked to the one in the bundeswehr
they said you should just try, it shouldn't be too much of a problem when you're done with everything
>>7987536
under 16 is really early
but under 20 you're still pretty good
you reach the peak of masculinity at 25 so before that is always better than after
i think i'd say under 25 could be considered early when you compare it to the average transition age
late transition starts at like 35- 40 i think
so idk
>>7987543
people in china are pretty much work slaves, that's why everything is so cheap
also they produce so much and have no hard laws for chemicals and stuff
>tfw you finish your suicide note
>>7987503
You'll need them with you to confirm. my parents came with me.
>>7987505
if they can't deal with your genitals they'll recommend you go to someone else. try to get in contact with Dr. Nipolt. he is an endocrinologist but has been treating trannies for years.
>>7987515
just don't buy intel. desu the gov already has zerodays for every platform.
>>7987519
hi
>>7987521
loneliness
>>7987536
13
>>7987539
just use linux.
>>7987545
and a real girl :-)
>>7987551
Huh. neat.
the heck
>>7986761
Im sorry things are hard for you
Maybe look into shelters or trans housing?
>>7987546
>The cure for bitterness and sorrow isnt being a miserable cunt and pushing others down though :-/
yeah the cure is actually being nice
bully anons should try being hugg anons sometime
>>7987533
Id rather the pizza
>>7987537
no I think /we pizza now/
>>7987557
thank you!
do you happen to know if they pull psychrecords?
cause if they do I dont need to bother anyway
>>7987569
hugg
>>7987555
Yeah, in China, trademarks and patents aren't really a thing. I never thought that mass producing processors would probably make a shitload of byproduct chemical waste. Dang.
>>7987557
Yeup, work 16 hours a day, 7 days a week, living the dream, with no future. Anytime I think my life is bad, I think about how I could have been one of those poor saps instead.
>>7987551
The pollution from the steel mills of the Ohio valley easily reached the east coast, and maybe across the Atlantic. I remember acid rain from them effected forests as far away as Nova Scotia.
>>7987561
>tfw you have a collection of unused suicide notes
>>7987571
wugg wugg wugg wugg wugg wugg wugg wugg wugg wugg wugg wugg wugg
>>7987539
I don't disagree, but are you ready to do your computing on a Chinese MIPS processor?
Maybe you could get an FPGA setup and use an openRISC cpu, except then you have to trust the FPGA and we're back to inspecting silicon with electron microscopes
meanwhile there's so much low hanging fruit on the software side...
i'd say use relatively trustworthy hardware with an open source unix derivative for most of your computing and use an actual windows box with the latest and greatest for games
>>7987561
call 877-5658860 pls
>>7987576
hugg
>>7987569
Maybe not hugbox... cause that doesn't solve issues. But not be a bitch just for sake of being said bitch
>>7987570
Good choice.
>>7987576
Hugg.
>>7987577
wtf
>>7987487
No soup for you
>>7987574
No wonder everyone in Ohio hates it
What utter shite https://youtu.be/fh53HyNQzmw
>>7987570
okei ^>^
pizza for duckduck
>>7987557
yay i could have done worse
>>7987586
cool
okay goodnight!
>>7987584
thats a bit mean :/
>>7987588
OMG!!! <3
>>7987591
g'night
>>7987570
he said look up their website, there should be anything you need to know
actually i don't think it's legal to look into your medical records
but maybe they'll do a psych test
>>7987572
pic related
>>7987591
Nighty night Nimmy!
>>7987563
Thanks for the name. I need to find an endo for my thyroid. Trans friendly is a plus. I do have a reproductive hormones doc at UIHC in Iowa City doing my hormones.
feel sad
>>7987600
p ǝ s ɐ q
>>7987598
>Hey, so what do you do for a living?
>I...quality control... medical equipment
>Oh right on dude you're doing amazing work helping people like that, hope it's not too much of a pain in the ass
>Hah... yeah..
>>7987596
https://youtu.be/7WRxEY8o3kc
>>7987614
hugg
>>7987594
it's a trans operated suicide hotline. i want to talk you down but i don't really have the energy
don't kill yourself, it's not actually a good option. how will you ever prove the world wrong if you're dead
>>7987597
i like you
>>7987607
OH MY GOD HOW
>>7987618
u2
>>7987572
There is a lot of washing and cleaning of them during manufacture. Often with very caustic chemicals. less dangerous processes have been developed, but they cost more.
>>7987606
No sad, only glad. What's wrong?
>>7987594
you should put all your notes in a great big book labeled 'all the reasons im killing myself'
at least itll make your folks some money right
>>7987615
G G U H U G G
G
U
H
>>7987618
>trans operated suicide hotline
when you call and there's that deep voiced hon that wants to talk you out of suicide
sound like the ending of transparent
>>7987619
http://www.upsidedowntext.com/
>>7987624
im not sure what I'm sad about
i feel bad though
>>7987623
Makes sense. From what I remember processors require some really difficult and expensive rare earth metals and those are found only in Africa and China these days anyway.
Guess I was born just in time to watch our world burn.
>>7987182
by who, exactly?
>>7987598
here in the USA you have a legal right to see your medical records. you may have to pay for them to be copied.
>>7987634
hugg
>>7987546
>The cure for bitterness and sorrow isnt being a miserable cunt and pushing others down though
It makes me feel better though.
>>7987630
I ʍɐuʇ ʇo qǝ ʎni
>>7987618
I rather just die than talk to a suicide prevention group that is run by hons
>>7987637
hugg
>>7987632
That's such an annoying feeling to have, I'm sorry.
>>7987636
yeah, your own, but normally employees don't get them
at least here in germany
and since phienchen wants to join the german army, i'm pretty sure they're not allowed to either
>>7987647
i meant employers
>live life of plenty
>cheap food, cheap luxuries, cheap everything
>be a racist fuck about the people you exploited to get nice things
desu china has a larger middle class than USA and is already the first market for a lot of new, cool shit
China's got problems but I look forward to an empowered, healthy populace bringing something better than white christian patriarchal hegemony to the forefront of human development
>>7987629
never called so I can't speak to the veracity o this
never watched transparent either (that's a cis guy playing a trans woman right? cool ._.)
but just because you're an asshole doesn't mean the people who grew up in a much shittier society for trans people are worthless
they might even have some insight you don't
who wants to come with me to tramptown ama
>>7987647
In America when you join the military they will ask for any medical records you have. You can try to hide it and if you don't get a role that needs security clearance you might get away with it. But if they do run an in depth security inquiry on you and they find it (they will), you'll get dishonorably discharged and a felony.
>>7987652
What's tramptown
>>7987633
Chips can now be made on diamond, and that can be manufactured now. I don't remember the dopants used, but they are less costly than the ones used for silicon.
>>7987652
I thought we were going to flavor town though?
>>7987652
okay
should I wear my most dishevelled clothes?
because like, I don't even have to change
wish someone was holding me
>>7987614
that was pretty nice :D
>>7987598
oki thanks!
>>7987641
how do you know they're hons if you don't call
>>7987660
hey me too
>>7987630
˙˙˙˙˙pǝsɐq
˙˙˙˙˙
uouɐ noʎ ʞuɐɥ┴
>>7987668
>>7987639
you can bully me if you want
>>7987658
What a time to be alive.
>>7987651
yeah, it's a cis guy playing trans woman, but it's not too bad
there are transwomen actors too
outside of the trans stuff it's also an ok show, so i just watched it when i didn't have much to do
i don't really have a problem with lots of older transpeople
but with hon i mean the ones who tell you you're too young to understand anything and stuff
>>7987678
i mean, i've never called a suicide hotline, but if that's the script they'd roll with they suck at their job
i'd be surprised if the accepted way to talk down peeps from suicide is to tell them they don't understand life, that's not helpful at all
maybe don't discourage suicidal people from seeking help?
pǝɹɐɥs noʎ sƃuilǝǝɟ ǝɥʇ ɹoɟ ǝʌil ʍou uiɐd ɹnoʎ ʇno spɐǝɹds ǝɔioʌ s,puǝiɹɟ ɐ ɟo ʞɹɐɯ ǝɥʇ
>>7987687
>its not like thaaaaaat
oh, hey btw... do you think Urkel still gets recognised in the street all the time?
>a magical place where all the walls are made of trampolines
oh dang
should I wear my most flexible clothes?
if so I don't have to even change
ok, i'll leave now
bye /mtfg/
>>7987693
Peace out.
everyone
hugg
>>7987693
bye marina
>>7987698
hugg
btw hugg lauren
sometimes we spend too much time in our own heads (all the time), turning that outwards instead of directing all your energy inwards can really help with mood, ime
so let's smile, be positive, and help out anyone we can :)
>>7987693
night night
>>7987693
Bye marina!
It was nice to see you!!
>>7987700
don't hug too hard you'll kill her
>>7987703
hugg
why are people mean
>>7987698
>>7987700
Hugg
>>7987705
I don't want to kill her ;_;
>>7987709
:[
Ignore them and they go away
>had to be up early today
>went to bed way too late anyway
>forgot that the clocks went forward an hour
i blame everyone but myself
>>7987711
>tfw you're totally a pearl and always wanted a kind, compassionate, loving mother but your mom's dead and was mean to the end
>>7987709
usually it's because they're hurt and have learned from experience that the way to handle their pain is to inflict pain on others
>>7987716
>yes
I think so too
I wonder if he a nice person because I would hate it if Urkel was a grump :(
>yes and bring bandages and neosporin
whats a neosporin
nvm I will bring one anyway
>>7986680
>>7987522
awh :(
I was on omegle actually lol
sad I missed this.
>>7987727
triple antibiotic ointment
>tfw get super inspired to follow my dreams
>realize im literally retarded and start crying and realize im fucking hopeless
>>7987734
What are your dreams? What do you want to, what do you want to be?
>>7987734
at least you can be a potus
(hard work and dedication matters more than raw intelligence.. ask me how i know)
everyone
im really really sorry
youre all good people and dont deserve bad things
>>7987734
What are your dreams, anon?
>>7987737
None of your fucking business tbqh
>>7987732
oh, I think I need a prescription for that
>>7987727
he is a handsy boi nowadays desu
I want a gf to hugg all the time
>>7987742
Hugg. Were you a meanposter anon? Or just a niceposter trying to counteract a meanposter?
>>7987742
i don't deserve bad things, but i don't really deserve good things either
>>7987752
hugg
>>7987750
same desu
>>7987759
hugg
>>7987726
:(
I'm sorry
I've always wanted someone that I'd do anything for
>>7987750
Iktf
I feel horrible
reminder: gay sex
>>7987761
hugg
>>7987766
shave
why do things have to be this way
>>7987772
Oh, alright. I'm sure they have generic OTC topical antibiotics over there in your grocery store.
>>7987741
How do you know?
Im literally retarded.
>stop feeling sorry for yourself xD
When youre completely fucking retarded and you fail at the simplest of stuff like tying your shoes or driving. I cant drive because im retarded. How am i the crazy one? I should just relax i hate everyone :)
>>7987762
Keep meanposting anyone that has a 4chan identity deserves it stop feeling guilty.
>>7987762
I'm glad you stopped.
What made you meanpost to begin with, though? Ditto for why you had a change of heart.
trans girls are important
>>7987782
Do you ever say anything interesting whatsoever?
>>7987783
do you?
>>7987782
so is maintaining a healthy weight
>>7987774
nope, see
you need a prescription like other antibiotics
https://www.chemistwarehouse.com.au/Buy/940/Bactroban-Ointment-15g
>>7987785
being mean is wrong
the bookstore I like to go to was having a trans event type thing today but I didn't learn about it until 30 mins before it ended
>>7987785
What is even the point of picking on someone that is already losing weight lol
Do you go on elevators and scream at people to move around faster
>>7987766
detoob that poor longgoat
i hope you feel better soon
maybe distract yourself? go for a walk, make a snack, play with a pet... something to get your mind off things
>>7987776
i'm not here to tell you what to do
you can type pretty decently though
i know that base intelligence is worth jack shit without dedication and hard work, i've wasted a lot of my life in deep depression, falling into a fog and losing almost all of my mental acuity
it's almost starting to come back now, but i've been operating at a functional level not much better than a legit retard for a long time
i've gotten better, and control of my life, by working hard to change my circumstances... it's working
>>7987787
Well, alright. Learn something new every day. Australia has some strange laws.
>>7987794
You say the same shit everyone else says.
>you dont seem retarded xD
>you seem like youre shortchanging yourself
I dont think you understand how legit retarded I am... Im unfunctioning and all i can do is be a piece of shit. Ive spent the last two weeks learning and doing nothing. Ive given up theres no fucking hope.
>>7987785
No bully
She's posted about her losing weight
>>7987789
>tfw avoid any trans related event on or near campus
>tfw never went to the feminist book store my therapist recommended
>>7987804
I feel like I should know you. I hope this mood you're in lasts, anon. Why'd you stop hormones?
WAIT. Are you Homura?
>>7987805
its ok to have problems
you don't have to be mean though
hugg
>>7987805
Motivation is something you need constantly. Do you have any friends, any family?
>>7987805
so get some medicare, social security, and food stamps
do retarded shit all day and be awesome at it
i'm just saying that working hard gets you further than being smart, fetishizing intelligence isn't gonna help you
>>7987816
Not a single one im homeless.
>>7987822
hugg
>>7987822
I think I remember you, you were saying you had no car and moved across the US, right?
>>7987822
i basically lost a decade bc i had family that wanted to "help" without doing anything helpful besides keeping me alive
in adversity there is opportunity for growth
being homeless fuckin sucks, are you a murrican? I can't speak to public assistance elsewhere but it definitely sucks here if you're homeless
but if you're actually legit retarded there are people paid to help you and maybe we can help get in contact with people who can get you some help
>>7987827
that's me lol
>>7987811
nono im alex
i was only a trip for a little while and I didn't make a lot of friends by doing it
i was more popular as an anon
stopped hormones because I ran out lol
more should arrive eventually
>>7987830
Okay. What are your options? Do you have any means of obtaining income, reliable or legal or not?
Did you cut your family off entirely? Are there no shelters you can take temporary refuge at while you sort out your options?
>>7987835
Oh, Alex. Ah, alright. I hope they come soon!
>>7987837
i just meant the moving across the country with no car bit 100% describes what I did last year
i'm cool now, about to take a job at a nonprofit, i get therapy and meds, i eat well and am in better shape than i've been since university
>>7987841
I've kind of lurked lgbt since it was first made but only started really reading and posting recently. Felt like a lot of people were crying out in agony but everyone was too focused on their own problems to care.
>>7987841
hugg
>>7987840
thanks, you seem nice ^^
are snails cute
>>7987849
that's a strange dog
i miss the anon that posted apu in space all the time
>>7987849
snails should stay away from /lgbt/, too salty
they cute tho
>>7987847
You're welcome, and thanks yourself.
>>7987844
That must have been rough. No job = No car. No car = no job. Glad to see life turned out better.
I'm so tired
And I have to get up early for my flight x_x
>>7987849
>tfw used to get to school early and sit under the big tree in the middle of campus
>tfw all the cute snaps that hung around the tree
>>7987863
cute post
>>7987856
i moved to a decent city and bought a bike, it helps with the environmental-destruction/mass-extinction guilt & anxiety too
thanks :)
>>7987849
shellgoats are cuties
m-maybe hons can have good lives and meaningful relationships anyway
>>7987868
just be you'reself
how are you doing tonight, mtfg?
i did it all for the nookie
>>7987872
a little annoyed that i suck at making friends tbqh
>>7987876
bicycle, i used to own a motorcycle tho
>>7987875
same
>>7987875
>tfw no cookies rn
>>7987870
im trying!!!!
>>7987872
im ok mama tran.
i ordered 30 weeks of e injections and am hap about it. gonna talk to me moms about ffs. made like a hundred dollars in tips today at the job. p good overall even tho i was feeling really ugly.
hru?? im glad youve been coming back!! ive missed u
>>7987889
helix? yes.
>>7987891
please stop
>>7987889
<3 I need irl friends though
the groups i go to are full of people either 50 or 23, and i don't have much in common with the olds except tech industry knowledge, i just feel like i'd be a creep if i tried to socialize harder with the kiddos (i'm 32)
if there are people close to my age they always seem to be married and/or have kids and i don't have shit in common with them either
i'm starting to come out of my shell lately and it'll happen, i'm not very extroverted so i'll just need to meet the right people and reach out and hope it works
>>7987912
Stop what?
>>7987917
i replied to the wrong post im sorry
hugg
im lonely
>>7987918
Oh, okay.
Ignore them, giving them attention fuels them to post more.
>>7987922
hugg
me too
>>7987924
thank you
hope you get less lonely
>>7987922
together alone
>>7987872
pic related
I don't like my emotions senpai
Also nail polish is a poison gas if used right
>>7987935
Wew. Going to program for the big companies?
Lobe piercings are subtle but add a nice touch, you should do it.
>>7987922
Wanna be lonely together?
She loves me, and I love her
My Ada~
>>7987943
i shouldnt be anything with anyone i just make things worse
sorry
>>7987945
<3
>>7987945
goals
>>7987943
that's why i come here desu
>>7987949
you're cool it's alright
the lonely sad girls club is accepting new members
>>7987944
You spill it all over your floor
>>7987876
>>7987936
>>7987889
>sleepy af etc
:c i hope you all get the rest you need soon
>>7987881
why would you say you suck at making friends?
>>7987909
that sounds like a very wonderful day beepy! i hope the ffs discussion works out well.
i'm very well! generally content at the moment. made a good amount during my show even tho i too felt hella ugly.
and i like to come back now sparingly just because it helps me to talk about things and practice the stuff i'm learning about my bpd.
>>7987940
Hopefully
I applied to a few big places and got nothing, I'll look for some smaller places to work for in affordable areas
>tfw big company next to campus never contacted me after my interview
Yeah I just wanted something that's a nice little touch. Probably gonna get studs since they're easier to hide than rings
>>7987939
Nail polish is a strong af smell it's overwhelming
:p
>tfw ur a girl
>>7987977
TEACH ME
>>7987977
: )
>>7987959
a long track record of not making friends
the few friends i've had in my life have made the friendships happen by pretty much insisting on talking to me and being persistent
i was also obese for a long time, that didn't help
my personality isn't too bad i think, i'm hygienic and generally i think i come across as friendly and outgoing
but making the connection doesn't happen for whatever reason. probably a lot to do with my childhood
>>7987965
your application has been received, reviewed, and approved
>>7987977
>tfw ur a girl and u have a girlfirend
im gay as fuck
>>7987935
o yes def get lobes. youll like them lots i promise
and helix is cool!! i feel much cooler since i got mine!!
>>7987944
be tru to yourself anon. i hope you find you
>>7987959
im glad ur doing what you need : s i talked a lot w my therapist about possibly having bpd and she would always tell me i needed to let myself get close to ppl. if its something youd like id still like to take u to longwood gardens sometime. i just dont want u feeling like ur alone : / hugg. sorry if im projecting
>>7987972
uwu dog girl
>>7987996
I-I don't think that's how it works
My kitty is cute
>>7988003
Are you sure?
>>7987989
My mind pops in and out of seeing myself as a girl, it's bizarre.
Also idk if it was the shitty lighting at the bar or something but the waiter called me ma'am once or twice
>>7987991
:>
>>7987996
Luckyyy
>>7988004
pett kitter
Omg hope and I just finished 2 hours of math hw and had 3 large slices of pizza x_x I'd say hug me but I'm afraid I'll 'splode ;;
>>7988030
>doing math hw
are you a nerd?
>>7987993
well knowing the root of the issue is the first step. do you think that what causes the lack of connection being formed can be worked on?
>>7988002
thanks beepy :3 i mean i'd still like to meet you either way!! i'll probably feel hella manly next to your tiny munchkin ass but it'd be really fun.
even if we don't go to the gardens or something we should meetup in philly! i will also say tho that i don't feel alone thankfully.
not that i wouldn't want to meet you, that's a delight additive to my life that i'd like regardless of whether or not i feel lonely.
what's been motivating me the most is kind of uh...weird? i saw a pic of angelina jolie with her first adopted son and realized i want to be a mom someday and that i need to like
be financially, emotionally, and psychologically stable if i'm going to adopt one day. seeing the pic weirdly triggered something in me idk why.
i guess maybe since i've looked up to her for so long and knowing that she most likely has BPD too influenced me loll
I don't deal well in reality. I never really did. How to escape reality? How do I grow up when getting a job is basically impossible and i have no talents or genuis level smartness to ride off.
>>7988003
that's a really cute girl
>tfw sober since 2 days and probably won't get any drugs today either
>>7988035
I am a bit behind so I have to do two sections tomorrow..
>>7988057
My math test is a week overdue
>>7988057
just drop out and be a neet
>>7988050
this poster right here is a really cute girl too
>>7988054
I... do not know that feel
>>7988062
Ugly girl at best.
That girl looks porcelain
I look like
I don't take care of myself at all and puberty was really unfortunate to me
>>7988070
^
>>7988067
Omg girl will your teacher still accept it?
>>7988069
I did that for a little bit in my late teens, got boring fast.
>>7988067
Go do it! Now!
>>7988087
how did you stop
>>7988087
>got boring fast
i know, right? working at least gives me something to do all day
i miss being a neet though
last summer was really nice
>>7988037
lmao literally shut up bc you are the qtiest girl ever. i am a mini fridge desu. v broad. but IM SO AFRAID OF THE CITY! anytime i drive there im constantly worried about getting run over or getting attacked randomly. we'd have to plan out the entire day or you would at least so i wont be super nervous. i think its cute you have someone ur looking up to though!! ur kid is going to be very rad.
>>7988070
I just wish I cound function without drugs
>>7988037
i've kind of been crawling my way up maslow's hierarchy of needs and only recently have i gotten to a point where i feel like i'm ready to address this issue
my therapist and i have kind of been working to get to the root of things, she's been really good for me.
a lot of it could be that i'm not a very conventional person but, having been depressed and nonfunctional for so long, lack any real compelling/interesting attributes
another issue might be that i want more from a friendship than the term encompasses in actual implementation. i'd really be most comfortable with one or two really close friends. so maybe i just need a relationship. i want friends before i work myself into that mess tho
also i can be a bit spergy if you didn't notice
>>7988044
desu if you can learn to fake people skills and don't mind actual hard work, i took a job in fast food and ended up managing the place making decent money
i worked hard and sought to do the best job possible, the job's super easy though and you don't have to think, just learn the procedures and don't try to think too much
it was a good regional burger chain, they weren't awful to me and the compensation got pretty good when i was making bonus and working 60+ hrs a week
>>7988067
you're double grounded!
>>7988098
hug, i believe in you
>>7988094
Parents put their foot down and send no more $
>>7988095
Yes exactly! I get bored easily so having something to do is nice, also being productive etc. Yeah summer is nice for naps and lounging! How are you doing Grace? I missed you!
I'm so fuckin drunk right now lol
>>7988098
mindfulness meditation
>>7988069
>>7988087
>>7988095
I love the neet lifestyle, I still largely live it even though I have an income/employer now. I do miss the days of being completely self directed sometimes
>>7988113
Math is super easy, you only need to put the time in once.
>>7988113
Keep at it!
>>7988113
Phew good! <3 I was worried cause you need to keep good grades!
>>7988111
>also i was motivated to save money and move the fuck away from there so i could transition
>>7988115
What do you do during the day? You go to school?
I'm tired and not feeling that great, thanks for asking, you're really nice Ash.
How are you?
>>7988122
My parents are retired and disabled so it's my turn to bring home the money! They supported me for almost 20 years~
>>7988143
Well. Work on it tomorrow, young lady!
can someone tucc me in please
I miss my friend.
>>7988143
Nah I had Ds and Es in math until I found a friend who explained it to me and then I had mostly As.
Your teacher probably sucks at explaining.
>>7988139
if i end up making significant amounts of money i'll definitely funnel it to my dad so he can relax and do something good with his time
i really don't want to talk to him though
>>7988145
could you maybe channel your addiction into something healthier? running, masturbating, hell even jesus works for a lot of people
drugs are wayyyy better when you can control your urges and use them less, chasing the dragon is always fruitless
>>7988157
are they gone for good? or just temporarily? <3
we've goaten to the imglimit
>>7988157
what happened to them
>>7988157
Really bad feel :c
blubb
>>7988156
Tucc
i love you all
>>7988157
hugg hamham
>>7988175
ily
friendly reminder that you all are ugly and nobody is going to make it
>>7988169
idk anymore I basicly lost interest in most things while alone and sober. while high I can be productive a bit but now I'm just laying in bed and even that is not comfy anymore because I shake like I'm freezing but also sweat at the same time.
>>7988139
My parents ain't getting shit.
*kisses the prettiest girl on mtfg*
>>7988206
Don't fucking touch me.
>>7988201
No reminder needed, friend
>>7988202
opiates?
>>7988201
Friendly reminder that this anon is a liar.
>>7988211
hugg valq
>>7988220
No
Empty still
Ugly still
hugg everyone on earth
>>7988216
no I'm just like that but use weed to keep it down. idk where this comes from.
>>7988237
hugg ada double
>>7988237
No again
A real hug would just make me cry rn.
But thank you
>>7988243
you'll be okay, we'll all be okay
>>7988218
wtf
alternative facts
what
i don't
get it
did i do somethign
im sorry
please dont be mad
>>7987329
if i looked like that i'd be mean to people too