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Thread reminder that nobody is to give drakeposter any (you)'s, the aim is to either get him to finally leave or to admit that the reason he is here is because he is repressed

• Informed consent providers https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

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>>7948415
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first for cindy was adopted
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trannies are gross
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tldr dont freak out about hair color because many different genetics and factors come into play when expressing the genetics you have
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>>7949373
aha maybe not that pic lol. But the pictures of *other* people. You clearly know what inspires you

I'm a jeans girl tho. I have raw denim that I've been wearing for like 2.5 years, they're pretty awesome. Not as feminine as skinnies but they're still great. I *wish* I had a more feminine style but I don't have the confidence to wear it :\
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desu ignoring shitheads works really well

in b4 nimtoob thread
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me
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>>7949390
im gross???????????????
holy shit thank you time to kms
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nimtoob thread
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nim thread
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>tfw dad starts some long rant about millennials
I just wanna watch tv famalam
>>7949356
Centers are usually the tallest guys on the team
>>7949363
Yeah
Qt pa2t
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The contrast between the butt hurt, white trash, transphobic conservatives in the comments vs the genius tier transwoman/NB with decades of success behind her is pretty striking.

https://youtu.be/rTJpJlVkRTA [Embed]

shes talking about the future of humanity, technology, saving lives with medicine, etc

and /pol/ is triggered as fuck forever saying the most autistic and dumb shit ive ever heard.
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>>7949384
Yea I love brown hair, it's so nice and comfy
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>>7949408
z h e
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>>7949413
h a i
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>>7949306
*plop*
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>>7949394
I have a lot of inspiration but I don't actually know what I'm gonna go with
and I'm getting anxious about it now yay
Like your pic is cute to me but a little too hippy for me
idk
i dont knwo what im gonna do
aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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>>7949408
achieving self-actualization as a trans woman is goddess tier

>>7949415
oooops
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>>7949408
robot bodies :P I should become her student

>>7949416
Yeah I collect pics and try to keep them organized. and I have no idea what will work for me and what I should wear
>i dont knwo what im gonna do
TRY EVERYTHING
my gig is ordering from sites with free returns with an intention of returning 90% of what I buy. You can try it out privately see if you like it, keep it for a couple weeks or w/e. Just can't wear it out. But it helps
>Like your pic is cute to me but a little too hippy for me
I liked it a lot more in the thumbnail lol
It's been so long since I've gone through my inspo folder though
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>>7949408
Why does seeing media of trans women with non-passing voices make me internally ree so much?
especially when it's a rich person, who could easily hire a good vocal coach
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>>7949408
>There are 7 billion people in the world and 7 billion unique ways to express one's gender.
>7 billion genders
Tumblr's dream come true.
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>>7949436
>focusing on something like that rather than the fact she developed medicine to save her daughters life from a condition previously untreated.

>ignoring her work with satellites

>ignoring the fact she is literally creating and pioneering in robotics

xd
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>>7949436
Pronouns would have to get longer. Or maybe Tumblr can solve that issue by inventing new letters too.
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>>7949432
>Why does seeing media of trans women with non-passing voices make me internally ree so much?
i sense this is a rhetorical question, but probably because they further push the image of MTFs as "men in dresses"

reminds me a bit of the "no good toupé" theory - i.e. that people think there are no good toupés because they just don't notice the good ones
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>>7949426
ive got a fashion folder i save cute outfits and clothes that i like in
>TRY EVERYTHING
Yeah desu
that's kinda the plan
keep trying things until something works
cis girls have years to do it
i shouldnt feel so stressed about it either
>my gig is ordering from sites with free returns with an intention of returning 90% of what I buy. You can try it out privately see if you like it, keep it for a couple weeks or w/e. Just can't wear it out. But it helps
careful amazon will ban you if you return too much lol
>I liked it a lot more in the thumbnail lol
i love the outfit its just the girl modeling it
I dont dig the skirt on the one you just posted
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>>7949442
we'll have to develop new, radically powerful painkillers for all the butthurt bigots
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Why am I only attracted to mtf's?
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check out these man-hands
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>>7949448
Pretty sure high velocity intracranial lead injection can solve that.
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>>7949449
when you got raped by your dad as a kid you were sucking mommies saying and she was saying "youll be ok sweety" so now its the best of both worlds.

Your dads fat ass dick and your moms supple breasts.
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>>7949441
I'm just joking around! I think she's really cool and someone to look up to.
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>>7949460
but yehhh there are 2 genders. 3 max xD
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>>7949459
trip on sass
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>>7949449
cuz ur gay lol
>>7949452
Feeling a little better
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>>7949462
Male, female, and trans?
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>>7949447
I do too yeah. It's smart. I know lots of girls like pinterest, it's supposed to be good for organizing.
>cis girls have years to do it
>i shouldnt feel so stressed about it either
this exactly.
exactly!! Honestly a lot of cis girls have had years and *still* haven't figured it out. my sister is the most unfashionable person I know
>careful amazon will ban you if you return too much lol
ah most sites have been okay with it so far? I hope. I order from a lot of different retailers. so I think I'm safe
>i love the outfit its just the girl modeling it
Most of the girls who model the stuff I save are like that...
>I dont dig the skirt on the one you just posted
Don't say that I just bought one exactly like itttttt ;_;
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>>7949459
based...
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>>7949468
male, female, and retarded
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>>7949468
male, female, nonbinary.
i do believe that "tru non binary" can exist that experience dysphoria of both male and female parts.
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>>7949412
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>>7949464
>Feeling a little better
same desu
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>haven't posted for about a month
>lots of new trips
>nobody probably remembers me :c

D-did I miss anything???
Been absent because I've found a guy, gonna probably be moving in with him later in the year : D
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>>7949475
These are some great trans related posts youre naking man how do you do it?.
Such amazing posts about trans issues..
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>>7949456
Just use a syringe to inject molten lead into the brain stem. Much less messy. Oh, right lead is a toxin, I guess well have to use one of the newer non toxic casting metals.
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>>7949469
i've got a pinterest but I dont use it as much
>exactly!! Honestly a lot of cis girls have had years and *still* haven't figured it out. my sister is the most unfashionable person I know
hahaha
it doesnt help that i live with my judgmental sister who is pretty good with fashion and being pretty
>ah most sites have been okay with it so far? I hope. I order from a lot of different retailers. so I think I'm safe
just dont make it abusive and buy things sometimes lol
>Most of the girls who model the stuff I save are like that...
are you a hippy
>Don't say that I just bought one exactly like itttttt ;_;
If it works for you it works for you
we wont always agree on stuff
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>>7949478
><
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>>7949476
I'm unironically nonbinary and I honestly hate it
idk maybe I'd still be as secretive as I am now either way, but I don't want to tell people because I don't want to come across as attention-seeking

so I hide in perma-boymode and take hrt :(
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>>7949480
>D-did I miss anything???
no not really
congrats on yer boy
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I was nervous about hrt and the possibility of never having kids but after spending the weekend with my friend and her kids I actually can't wait to be sterile
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anna
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>>7949480
it's been longer than a month

THANKS FOR LEAVING US ALL ALONE, CHLOE
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>>7949443
It was somewhat rhetorical, but yes, I think you're right.

I think the problem may be exacerbated by the fact that people who pass well often want to blend in, whereas the ones who are ok with having a huge spotlight on their trans-ness often don't care about passing.
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snuggin a maeve
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>>7949492
Thanks!

>>7949496
And s-sorry ;__;
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>>7949493
poor ducky

her dad killed her
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who here /alcoholic/
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What was that thing that people do so they can wear stuff like leggings without a bulge?
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>>7949501
kys and hit the gym pinhead
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>>7949511
get SRS
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>>7949511
you mean a gaff?
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>>7949511
Tucking? Or do you mean using a gaff?
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>>7949501
Oh just fuck off and do something productive with your life
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>>7949511
srs
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>>7949500
wuggin
>>7949493
yeah kids can be awful
sometimes i think i'm missing that motherly nurturing trait..
whatever i can just be a cold hearted bitch or something
>>7949511
gaff?
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>>7949511
2 pairs of panties is supposed to help tucking in some situations
I'm very inexperienced at this though :/
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>>7949515
Well, it permanently solved that issue for me. I can barely remember how it was to deal with that thing.
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>>7949486
Yeah I have one but I prefer just saving pics.
>it doesnt help that i live with my judgmental sister who is pretty good with fashion and being pretty
awh. you gotta move out yo
>are you a hippy
lol. used to be something of a hipster I guess yeah. Not so much anymore.
>If it works for you it works for you. we wont always agree on stuff
true.
I wish it was always late autumn desu
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>>7949511
tucking

as i understand it: put your testes in the inguinal canal, pull the gt back between legs, and put on tight underwear

i have some spanx stuff from target that mostly works
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>>7949511
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>>7949510
>tfw too poor to be alcoholic
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>>7949511
shove ur balls up inside you and pull ur dick back, then do something to keep it stuck there ; )
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>>7949511
I believe you can take 2 pairs of pantyhose, cut one halfway up the thigh and the other a quarter way up the thigh, then tuck, underwear, and layer the cut up hose over.
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>>7949516
>>7949517
>>7949521
Gaff
that's it
thanks
any good tutorials on it?
>>7949524
im upset we didnt even get a fall last year
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>>7949511
Tuck and be careful not to hike up your leggings too far. Only wear them with a long shirt or dress until you're confident in your tuck won't come undone halfway through the day.
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>>7949534
>im upset we didnt even get a fall last year
straight from summer into winter (with some summer mixed back in in the middle of december I was pissed)
I love winter too though
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Being fucked by daddy feels so good
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>>7949534
i think this vid shows how to make it (skip ahead)
https://youtu.be/Fzp9tbedh7Q
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My dream is that when people see me they won't say "it's malename" but "Oh, you look just like malename"
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>>7949543
based...
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>>7949530
it costs like under $5 to be blackout/basically at blackout with cheapish vodka
idk I make it work pretty easily (sadly)
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>>7949537
I hate not being able to wear leggings like a cis girl
SRS when ;_;
>>7949539
Winter's okay during Christmas but after that it's too fuckin cold and needs to end
It's hell here
>>7949544
thanks
>>7949543
tfw no daddy
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>>7949408
PLEASE, she obviously lost because genius means almost by default that a majority of the population can't follow you (remember 100 is average)

That means you hurt their fefes and their going to walk away and punch the next tranny they see in the face
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>>7949545
my dream is to not look like that dude on the left
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>>7949511
https://www.dailydiapers.com/board/uploads/monthly_07_2009/post-15407-1246651436.jpg

Don't mind the URL. It's just a tucking tutorial by some Japanese crossdresser.
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I thought Cartmeme was Cindy for a second because he used a Yui pic.
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>>7949558
MY EYES
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Is this a realistic animu goal to self insert as?
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>>7949560
they're more or less the same person
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>>7949558
>dailydiapers
Hmm
>>7949549
I should just get cheap liquor, yeah
>>7949543
>tfw don't know this feel
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>>7949550
>Winter's okay during Christmas but after that it's too fuckin cold and needs to end
I used to love the cold but not anymore. Kinda looking forward to spring/summer for the first time in my life
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>>7949560
now you know how the rest of us feel, always confusing you for zheanna for a brief moment
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the daily diap
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Going back on T tomorrow.
I was dumb to get an orchi.
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>>7949558
Please don't super glue your dick
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>>7949566
>>7949571
>Don't mind the URL.
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>>7949568
Yeah, well, I regret nothing.
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>>7949567
I don't know how to layer fashionably for the cold yet, I just pack on the warmest stuff
Next winter I'll get myself a north face parka or something
Basic bitch it up
But I'll have a car by then so maybe I don't have to do that
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>>7949568
You can't confuse me with anyone.
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so do trannies have a higher percentage of those with diaper fetishes or...
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>>7949562
Sorry Grace. Do you still love me?
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>>7949563
No, maetel is the most beautiful woman in the galaxy.
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>>7949572
HAHA FAGGOT

Yeah uhm I'm living full time as a man and

Basically
https://clyp.it/myxdguqr

This is me going to the army, the police , and security firms asking to be a bad ass for them
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>>7949582
mentally ill people have a higher chance of being mentally ill yes
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>>7949582
Probably, but mtfg also has a higher percentage of those who like to meme about diaper fetishism.
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>>7949566
>I should just get cheap liquor, yeah
I mean I'm not recommending it
but yeah compared to beer the price isn't even close
idk if I've ever spent more than like $25 on a bottle
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>>7949583
Of course anon
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>>7949580
>I don't know how to layer fashionably for the cold yet, I just pack on the warmest stuff
Ya I just wear flannel anyway
>Next winter I'll get myself a north face parka or something
>Basic bitch it up
Ahhh no don't go over to the dark side lol. Stay fashionable I know you have it in you
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My sister said I look girly now with longer hair and clean shaven....maybe I should tell her, maybe she'll be nicer about it then our father or my mother have been...
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>>7949581
Mom?!
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>>7949587
This is a big reason why I'm detransitioning.
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>>7949582
I heard some trans like to stew and brew
>>7949574
I missed that until after I posted, sorry :<
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>>7949581
>You can't confuse me with anyone.
what about a background vampire from a late 1990s movie set in a nightclub
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i want to throatfuck my bf tonight
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>>7949587
if I don't necessarily think I AM a girl, but really mostly just think I'd rather BE a girl and take hormones, am I still mentally ill?
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>>7949582
The only person that brought them up was aware that the site sounded disgusting.
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Damn.... I lost my insurance and I just got my first bill for my HRT. It's so fucking expensive. Fuck I'm freaking out right now. I have no clue how I can pay all my bills and afford my meds.

kinda freaking the fuck out about this rn..
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martine rothblatt was hot af as a man omg
maybe that's why they're triggered
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>>7949602
sell more voice lessons
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>>7949603
lol
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>>7949602
Pills are $20 move to those
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>>7949593
it would be nice to have some support from family
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>>7949601
I think Kayla originally posted that a couple years ago. I'll try to find it in the archive.
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>>7949602
how close were you cutting it budget-wise before this?
the hrt I bought online with no script is about $1 per day
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>>7949602
>I lost my insurance
How did that happen?
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>>7949603
holy shit daddy please lol

>>7949606
I undercharge though and I feel guilty increasing my price or asking for more from others...
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>>7949443
>google image search toupe
>it's just a bunch of pictures of Donald Trump
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>>7949595
You might as well shoot yourself. There are more cis dipper fetish people than trannies.
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the maeve method
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>>7949603
Hey Dollface, how do get the courage to inject hrt?
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>>7949586
>Got operation
>Still sounds like a homosexual man.
God tier stuff.
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>>7949592
>Ya I just wear flannel anyway
I need more flannel. I have that one pink and blue one I got a while ago but I want it in a bigger size. And different colors.
Honestly idk why I havent bought a new one a size up yet, I'd wear it so much more if it wasn't a little too small.
>>7949592
>Stay fashionable I know you have it in you
I'm not fashionable yetttttttttttt
It's a WIP!
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>>7949593
do it
other than telling other family members what I told her (still not happy about that desu) my sister has been great and a lot of fun now that she knows I'm not cishet
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>>7949614
raise your prices and give discounts to those who deserve it

basically what doctors actually do
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>>7949602
As said pills are cheaper. Also compare prices at pharmacies.
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>>7949602
What happened?
Do you keep a budget? I'm sure there's some way you can find extra cash

>>7949603
that's why I'm triggered to be honest
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>>7949601
>>7949611
Never mind it was valq
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>>7949616
I rather live though.
I regret my orchi though.
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>>7949597
Those actually were CFH.
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>>7949607

i'm js!!!!!!!

>>7949614
>>7949626

i want to suck his fucking dick. we'll just call him martine's brother.

>>7949618

i literally would just say "fucking do it already don't be a pussy" and shoved the needle in.
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>>7949602
Inhousepharmacy has pills for like $0.25/each. No it's not cheap as candy, but it's something. You can also stock pile them. I recommend a low interest rate loan to be honest and then just buy in bulk and make sure you keep them well (don't drop them, keep in wet enviroment, keep in air tight container, keep out of direct sunlight etc). It's very mangable.

What were you taking?
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>>7949564
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>>7949621
flannel is life lol. It's all I wear because a. androgyny and b. it's SO COLD where i work all the time
>I'm not fashionable yetttttttttttt
>It's a WIP!
sameeeeee we'll get there!!

>>7949630
>i want to suck his fucking dick. we'll just call him martine's brother.
PLEASE say she has a long lost twin
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>>7949630
I'm afraid of needles but the only way to take T is through injections :/
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>tfw couldn't bring any of my girl stuff
This is dumb desu
>>7949599
How big is your gt
>>7949593
Tell her
Having family support helps
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>>7949618
I just told myself that the pain of injecting myself can't possibly be worse than not having estrogen in me.

It can be pretty scary the first few times, but you get used to it.
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>>7949637
Guess you're stuck being a girl
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>>7949635
I like those sweater with an undershirt looks, I wanna figure out how to do one lol
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>>7949642
But I'm going the other way though.
I got a orchi but regret it now so the only way to get T is through injections.
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>tfw no ambiance gf
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>>7949646
Me too, it's my favorite. I dressed like that pre-transition a lot. But I don't have a lot of womens' sweaters or shirts yet except my flannel
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I'm scared
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>>7949650
>mfw ambi is already my platonic gf
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>>7949644
But I don't want to
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ive been lifting for 4 years

If i transition will i look like this?
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>>7949652
No to socks over pants
What is she even
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>>7949618
>do mindfulness training for 15 minutes a day every day for a few weeks
>end up with mental fortitude to get yourself to do anything

It's how I came out to my parents and got over my intense fear of driving on highways and embarrassment of asking a doctor for HRT. Only reason I'm on pills instead of injections right now is my insurance would've required I set up an appointment to do injections, and I didn't feel like waiting. As soon as my refills run out, I'm gonna switch to injections.
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>>7949650
O-oh
o///o
>>7949658
<3
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Elanna and dollface have voices that could come from a fag guy or a woman with a deep voice, but Faye sounds like a faggot even with a higher pitch. What's the trick?
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>>7949637
I thought there were transdermal patches, gels, and sprays for T, as well as oral pills. I know there are FDA approved 75mg implants. Have your doc implant them once every few months.
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>>7949652
It's something I need to start doing because it's FUCKING COLD AROUND HERE ALL THE TIME HELP ME
>>7949663
It would be cute with a different outfit but yeah no to those socks
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>>7949649
If your desire to have T in you isn't strong enough to overcome your fear of injections then you should probably rethink your decision to detrans.
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>>7949666
Go away drake.
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>>7949666
resonance and vocal mannerisms
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>>7949597
I have sharp canines, so what?
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>>7949663
They could be leg warmers.
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>>7949666
resonance
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>>7949672
>vocal mannerisms
like?
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>>7949663
I have no idea. I like the rest of the look (and the shoes)

>>7949669
I miss dressing like this ahhhhh
Next winter for sure
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dumb
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>>7949635

i hope so

>>7949637

you just have to push through it desu.

>>7949666

where the resonance and pitch and tone and all that nonsense comes from. i specifically trained my voice with the goal to sound like a deep female voice lol
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>>7949672
Are there guides to train that in particular?
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>>7949653
Life is pretty scary. Be mean to other people to distract you from it.
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>been on hrt 2 weeks
>my orgasms are growing stronger

Is this because I'm masturbating less or placebo or does estrogen actually do this?
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>>7949678
Move to chicago and you can dress like that all the time
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>>7949683
no
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can feel the mommy level rising...
so much power....
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>>7949620
You do realize what my boy voice was right
https://clyp.it/4lxcqv1c
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>>7949677
She talks in a way that you wouldn't use in a job interview or a sad ocassion.
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>>7949682
Hard to put mannerisms into a guide. It's more something that soaks in while spending time with other women.
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>>7949667
They really don't work compared to injections. I can't do implants because that would cost me $1600 every 4 months.

>>7949670
I honestly didn't think I was going to detrans but transitioning never worked out for me.
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>>7949685
Is it really cool enough there year round? I'm supposed to be going in May. Worried about the weather
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>>7949677
girls sound much less monotone and more melodic, their pitch will vary from word to word. the pitch will go up a bit at the end of each sentence typically. the word choice will be different, mostly due to sexism, a woman will say "could you let me" instead of "I need to".

there's a bunch of other little things but the best way to learn is just to listen to women talking, in tv shows or whatever
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>>7949602
Do you have bitcoin?
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>>7949688
No one has one voice. You can sing tones, and you change your manners when speaking to different people.
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>>7949684
>been on hrt for 4 months
>when was the last time I masturbated?
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Daily reminder that Faye has literally no bum
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>>7949686
Hmph
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>>7949614
!Artist/emI
!Artist.dtc
!Artist.jm2
!MUSIcIan6U
!muSicIanB6
!mUSICIAnSw
!mUSiCiAnRE
!mUsiCIAnn6
!muSicIaNT2
!MuSICiANiw
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>>7949682
I put some of the most basic points down here >>7949697 but the best way is really immersion like CFH said. If you're a shutin listen to TV shows like I said. hope I helped a bit
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>>7949684
I think it does feel different
But I'm sure doing it less often makes it feel stronger
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>>7949702
Reminder that drake literally has no friends
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>>7949696
Lemme give you a run-down on the weather
>windy as fuck all year round (bring windbreakers)
>winter begins in November and ends in May
>summer is HOOOOOOOOOT (usually, as a girl I still feel a little chilly in the heat for some reason)
>will randomly be spring-like in the middle of winter because Chicago
>tornado happened a couple weeks ago
>in the winter(spring)
Keep an eye on the temperatures and prepare for wind, sometimes we get droughts and sometimes no but be ready for rain just in case. Wind is your biggest concern.
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>>7949693
Should mention that I have to get top surgery now.
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>>7949702
Tru
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>tfw raised by an entirely female family consisting solely of single, divorced, or widowed women
yay for my natural female mannerisms and feminine tendencies that got me bullied till high school!!!!
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>>7949708
based..
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>>7949697
>Taking for granted that people here don't talk irl with anyone.

How's the pizza joint going?
I haven't seen you since december. Did you come out to your dad?
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>>7949714
Phat.jpeg
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>>7949708
Who's that
>>7949714
Hmmm still would to be fair
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>>7949684
>>7949707
HRT definitely changes orgasms. Check back in a year and you'll have those earthshattering mindblowing multiple stage orgasms girls talk about (if you touch yourself right)
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>>7949697
Grew up surrounded by girls. My speech is very lilted, almost sing-song. Even when I used to lower my voice to pass as a guy, I still got gendered female on the phone.
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>>7949702
>believing any words/pictures faye posts
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>>7949710
Honestly that sounds a little like where I live except the wind. Winter ends in April though at least here
>(usually, as a girl I still feel a little chilly in the heat for some reason)
I do too. Kinda annoying.
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>>7949718
>that
>phat
Off to the opticians with you m8
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>>7949715
God works in mysterious ways.
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>>7949720
I had those before hormones...
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>>7949714
Slappable enough.
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>>7949727
Air conditioning is sexist.
When you come here hang out with me
We gotta go shopping on State St
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>>7949720
recently I started to feel like I could feel the "pulses" (or whatever) of the orgasm in my arms
is that the beginning of that??
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>>7949720
How does one experience this. All I get is like 3 seconds of body tingling.
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>>7949731
Everything is slappable if you put your mind to it tho
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>>7949731
followed up by some kneading.
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>>7949728
I don't think you understand.
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>>7949693
I've had times where I'm tempted to say "Fuck this, I'll go back to living as a guy", but then I remember how during my repression period I felt even worse than I do now, so I feel like I have no other choice but to keep going.
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>>7949717
Yeahhh

It's closed right now while I mentally recuperate from a really nasty psych med fuckup that happened in February AND plan our rebranding/grand reopening, but other than that it's going pretty good

And yeah, about that... turns out he finally figured it out on his own and asked my mom over Thanksgiving who confirmed since I told her like four years ago that if he ever asked she could tell him. BUT he doesn't know that I know that he knows so I still have to come out to him lol. He even knows my girlname at this point so it's really silly. I'm a little disappointed but on the other hand I might have kept on putting it off otherwise (probably would have), maybe until he died which would have really crushed me, so I guess it's for the best.

Thank you for asking ^^ how are you?
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cXYfrYyRBxU

JESUS FUCKING CHRIST
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>switched to the minty kind of spiro
>stopped cumming
>>
I need more intensity. Direct sunlight washes it out.
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>>7949740
I felt this way but I don't pass and it has caused more problems than you can imagine.
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>>7949684
>been on hrt for 2 months
>havent cum in 1 month
am I missing out?
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>>7949733
does getting brows done make big difference????
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>>7949728
This is an average cis white female butt
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Hi. Hope everyone's feeling especially gay today
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>>7949741
hey quid, can you do me a favour please

shut down your pizza parlour and open up a sushi restaurant with a conveyer belt instead
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>>7949751

where is it
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>>7949714
I want one of those!
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OH MY GOD YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT I JUST FOUND

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXYfrYyRBxU

FUCKING LMAO
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>>7949755
I can't tell if she has one or just thighs that attach to her waist
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>>7949751
Is auchwitz maybe
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>>7949750
Brows are a good thing to get done
I need to do mine again
here's a pic of where i did one and then had yet to get the other
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girls don't have butts
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>>7949755
wow rude
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>>7949749
Give it a try. Some people get much better orgasms, other people get nada.
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>look in mirror
>sort of see a girl
Witchcraft desu
>>7949743
>tfw just got switched to that spiro but never could cum on the other kind anyway
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>>7949730
nice nice

>>7949734
possibly!

>>7949735
I've refined this technique and pretty much you should do whatever feels right to you, and also I haven't done anything sexual really for like a year now except what other people wanted from me, but here's what I would do. this is a rehash of an even older post so it's probably not the most accurate but it should be plenty to get you started

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quid mobile Thu 25 Aug 2016 15:23:18 No.6794301 ViewReport
>>6794267
Ok, what I forgot is the position, you want to hold the gt up against your stomach like you're aiming at your face for some ungodly reason.

>okay, so this is just my way that i found for myself and i'm sure it's different for everyone, but this works for me and takes around 30 minutes minimum but sometimes much longer, i've never had it take as long as anon though

>dont be all going up and down the shaft, ignore the shaft completely

>stimulate the head like it's a clitoris, using your other hand to stimulate erogenous zones on your body, which will vary for everyone but generally include the nipples and taint

>of course it helps if you've got something stuck up your ass, especially if it's vibrating around or being manipulated by someone else, but it's not necessary

>now you're gonna have to bring yourself to orgasm only touching the head, and once it gets too much you can start tracing a finger up and down the raphe (that line from when god fused our vaginas to fuck with us), but not very much, sporadically, and mostly focus on the head

>it's gonna be wayyyy harder to orgasm than your traditional manly jacking off, but it's way more satisfying.

idk how reliably it works for everyone but I hope it helps!

-------

so ye

>>7949753
sounds pretty baller tbqh
>>
>tfw hon
>tfw you will always be a walking monument to your own inadequacy and suffering, unable to escape the physical reminders of your failure to reach personal fulfilment
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>>7949748
That sounds like it sucks. :\

Good luck with your detransition.
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>>7949743
u know it is the same drug just different flavouring added
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>>7949759

SCREAMING
WELL at least you have a nice butt

>>7949763

i'm js!!!
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>>7949761
mine are like caterpillars right now, I'm getting them done in a couple days. do you know how long it lasts?
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>>7949764
idk how
porn does nothing for me and even when I do get hard I get bored really easily
idk what to do
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>>7949761
I think graces room is like, either watching how hoarders happens over time, or a meme where she slowly builds it up over the years until we get triggered
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>>7949772
Took mine a couple months to grow back fully.
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>>7949748
i need a hrt break
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>>7949769
Thanks
I guess some of us are just not meant to be girls :/
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current feel

fuck im sleepy
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>>7948799
i wish i didn't have to get things in ultrahuge for them to fit
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>>7949778
t-that fast? :c
>>
I'm just sort of coasting along on an unstoppable wave of paralysing melancholy at this point
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>>7949757
See my voice isn't as bad as anyone in that show, also lala omg
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>>7949783
Tfw have to wear women's medium's to fit my masculine frame
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>>7949783
I hate how sad you've been lately buddi :(
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>>7949781
Me on the left
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>>7949767
I can already do that!
I did it to a girl I met and she loved it!
it was so cute!
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>>7949693
why you say transitioning never worked out
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>>7949785
maintain them with plucking
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>>7949785
Yeah, being a girl is high maintenance.
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>>7949767
Yeah, I'd cum normally a few times, then I'd get pelvic orgasms after that. I never had a refactory period.
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>>7949733
I think the friend I'm hanging out with mentioned that she knows you. So we should!
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>>7949798
Rem or Emma?
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>>7949790
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>>7949774
Kind of have to force yourself to do it until you sort of get enough in a mood to think of something sexy.

In general healthy to do anyway at least every two weeks or so if you plan on getting SRS.

Give it a whirl, you might like it.
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>>7949795
I'll mess it up, my coordination is super bad
>>7949796
well I guess it's okay, my hair lady is only like 10 minutes away and she was supportive of my tranniness....
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>>7949698
Sure. Why?

>>7949704
These are pretty sweet! I'll wait and see what comes up. Idk how you do that lmao
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>>7949757

why the fuck is that girl wearing a maid's outfit
why do they all have those mics
i honestly have so many questions lol
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>>7949794
I don't look like a girl after 2 years of hrt and due to my height
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>>7949785
Like Maeve said once you get them done as long as you stay on top of it and pluck anything that tries to grow back (look closely in a mirror esp. a makeup mirror and it'll be obvious) you'll never have to get them done again as long as you like the shape

>>7949791
sounds p. Cute

>>7949797
good shit
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>>7949610
>>7949622
>>7949639

I want to, I'm just afraid if I do she'll want nothing to do with me and won't let me see my niece.
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>>7949804
Mhh~ okay~ But I'll prolly go to sleep soon :O
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>>7949808
How tall?
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>>7949812
6'1"
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>>7949803
Just think of it as a fun annual day out.
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>>7949810
maybe you can test the waters with her a bit first
bring up some news-related gay marriage or gay adoption issue and see how she reacts, then the same with a trans issue
at least you'll kinda know then how strongly she feels...if she's not super religious you definitely have a better shot
>>
>>7949804
Post your receiving address please. I downloaded Icosahedron a while ago without paying anything.
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>>7949800
Emma.
I'm going to some anime con with her or something lol
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>>7949808
okay but are you taking t to try to detrans or are you taking it just for like health and energy
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>>7949815
yeah, it will be fine, hair lady is really nice and I've known her forever, she even scheduled me so I would be the only person in there
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>>7949788
i don't own any woman's clothes so i don't what i am

>>7949789
im sorry
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whats the point of having a clean room anyway?


Maybe its because i am a true autist but what is the point? Its literally your one place to grow as yourself.

Ive never had a room my entire life and still dont have one today
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>>7949808
>>7949814
so this is my fate huh
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>>7949820
Oooohhhh Emma
She's cool, hung out with her like 2 weekends ago
This is her cat
And her dog
wait what
If you're in her discord say hi
Also if y'all are going to Acen together I will PROBABLY be there too so ye dont let me be lonely ;;
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>>7949823
we can go shopping together and figure that all out
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>transhumanism
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>>7949826

same
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>>7949821
To detrans since my body can't produce it naturally anymore
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>>7949826
Ya acen. I'm a mature responsible adult, I will make sure everyone is always included :)
I didn't know you were in her discord lol I just said hello
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>>7949823
>im sorry
I just meant I wanted to give you a big ol hug is all
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>>7949809
I'll try
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>>7949830
its my fb pic lmao
>>7949834
THANKS MOM <3
And ye just said hi back
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>>7949833
did you take cypro?
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>>7949826
Leave it to a tranny to make their cat trans-species
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>>7949840
I had an orchi
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>>7949827
maybe

i feel like i never wanna leave the house again rn though

>>7949835
id take a hug
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>>7949841
H-hehh
that was the joke yeahhh
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>>7949817
My address is: 17uGVvXfASsxf2P2BqMZK7zAJMVra8pfaG

Thank you. Anything helps. :)
<3

>>7949811
no worries love! I'll take one of them now if you will then. Got skype? add me @ Dreamsura
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>>7949844
would you detrans if you had the option to

im your height and 5 months in and im considering it
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>>7949846
personally I thought the joke was you are her dog I thought it was pretty good
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>>7949841
Calm down and look at these cute kittens.
>>
so sleepi
i might lay down

>>7949849
NIM
stop it
i'm 6 3 and I'm never gon give up! nini
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>>7949849
Just become andro
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>>7949849
Depends if you think you will pass or not.
>>
>>7949857
i don't
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>>7949849
:( nim
you are gonna make a fine lady.
ur just a blossoming girl.
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>>7949855
>tfw not even andro
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>>7949845
dysphoria will die down soon I hope, I also got hit real bad by it early this morning. We can figure out size and fit stuff and get you a few things. I can even handle dealing with the cashier if you want
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>>7949847
Thanks. I enjoy your music.
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>>7949860
Pic?
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>>7949845
hugg nim
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>>7949849
detransing is pretty silly, it can only make things worse
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>>7949866
no
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>>7949839

LMAAAAAO
proud of u as always
>>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhhZdune_5Q
>>
>be useless piece of shit metalhead
>sit around listening to metal and frightening neighborhood children all day
>never go to barber because haircuts are false
>
>realize I'm trans
>hair is already long and beautiful, no need to grow it out

being an angry stinky subhuman with shit taste finally paid off
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>>7949869
Alrighty
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>tfw don't want to lonelypost but keep getting the urge to
Maybe I'll have better luck finding a bf or gf back home when I get there
>>7949824
Having a clean room improves my mood
It's probably like that for other people too
>>7949849
Don't detrans nim
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>>7949872
based...
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So I gotta go out to dinner in like 10 minutes
None of my pants are clean except my tactical pantsu
Boymode tonight or look like an off duty mallcop?
>>7949870
THANKS AUNTIE EDIE
>>
>>7949868
It isn't if you don't look like a girl
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>>7949847
I don't have Skype though, unfortunately :S
But I have discord :O
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>>7949849
>im considering it
You cut that shit out, Nim.
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>>7949884
Socially detransing makes sense for some people
But letting testosterone into your body has literally no pros
>>
>>7949879
Clean, yes. Tidy, no. I'm not comfortable in spaces that feel sterile and empty. Organized chaos is so much better.
>>
>>7949855
im not certain ill be able to reach that as well

>>7949884
this
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>>7949882
off-duty mall cop yo
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>>7949849
we'll make it though this together
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>>7949893
Says you the person who is only 15 and on hrt
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>>7949900
Testosterone still messed me up a lot, testosterone is a deadly poison
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>>7949900
Don't be jealous of early transitioners. It's not that easy.
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>>7949898
well one of us will at least

im happy for you eva, you're making a lot of progress
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>>7949895
Is hrt improving your appearance? If so then why stop. Don't have unrealistic goals and try to worry about your appearance less.
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>>7949906
>testosterone is a deadly poison
agreed
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>>7949900
don't let yourself get jealous, it just breeds spite

it's not fair to get mad at other people for things they didn't do
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>>7949880
.....b....ase......d.....
>>
hi
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>>7949911
i can't tell if it's done anything so far or not
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>>7949907
>>7949915
I don't think she's jealous, just pointing out it's hard for people who have less life experience to empathize with some things.
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>>7949912
I know FtMs who are very much alive.
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>>7949911
Go home, /femgen/.
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>>7949918
hi
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>>7949921
i suppose so
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>>7949897
IDK what shirts I have that go with grey that are clean rn
Maybe just alpha mode
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>>7949917
I have an !IsPrettyEc and a !GUARDIANS. trip :3
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>>7949865
Thank you, infinitely. :)

>>7949895
besides, your voice has already came along SO much. You have the potential to make it, I know you do!

Don't let dysphoria cloud your thoughts.
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>>7949930
maybe

i haven't had that much time to practice recently though
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>>7949927
ahhhahaha your boy mode is awful. That is worse than mine
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>>7949930
I don't have a dodecahedron, but I do have a !OCTAHEDRAA trip :3
>>
I just picked myself up off the ground.
I was afraid that was going to happen sooner than later.
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>>7949928
Can I have both??
>>7949918
Hi
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>>7949908
>>7949937
I think your going to make it emi
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>>7949927
>going into the men's room looking like that
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>>7949927
>>7949938
lmao holy shit i didn't notice the urinals in the background
grace, please don't go in the men's restroom anymore
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I'm gay
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>>7949941
>dodecahedron
Whoops meant Icosahedron of course

>>7949944
Uhh sure :O
Are you ondiscord?
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>>7949941
>>7949941
THAT'S SO SICK.

if you could get Icosahedron I'd lose my shit lol. I was originally gonna ask for it but I thought since it has so many digits..

>>7949937
No maybe, I'm certain!
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>>7949942
Take a break. Please. You can't carry on like this.
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>>7949949
lmao. idk it's a leap I can see why someone wouldn't want to I still use the men's bathrooms at work, I think my coworkers hate me.
>washing my hands
>hear the door open
>hear an "oops"
>...
>door reopens
>see nasty stare in the mirror
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>>7949907
>jealous of early transitioners
LOOOL
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>>7949919
Then has transitioning improved your lifestyle, eating habits, personal hygiene, ect? The only negative affect it's having is on your mental health.
You can change that with positive thinking desu.
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>>7949955
I'm now laying down and taking a break for awhile. Cows won't get fed for at least an hour.
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>>7949952
Yah I can do that
Give me 15 minutes !
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>>7949938
>>7949948
>>7949949
You silly ducks I pass for a guy in my boymode
>>
>have mones for the first time
>planning on starting to take them tuesday
>growing increasingly scared
>heart starts beating hard when I think about it
>remind myself that I want this but still not sure
help
>>
>>7949959
She was on BC pills as a teen.
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>>7949962
maybe a bit

im still in the same rut ive been in for years though
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>>7949953
Mhh yeah that has one letter too much and even finding a 10 letter trip is suuuper unlikely :S

But if you have more ideas for stuff I could search for, feel free to say them :3

I go to bed soon though :O

>>7949965
Okii~
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>>7949953
well thanks for the kind words
>>
>>7949966
No you do not..
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>>7949946
you don't need to hugbox me eva lol
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>>7949968
dive in and start today.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_f7S6Xeei0
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>>7949963
I don't like admitting to it, but I'm worrying about you. With the dreadful feeling there's nothing I can do to help.
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>>7949979
she does look like a gay dude I know
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>When you see Fayes butt pic and wonder how on earth this girl hasnt been cock'd yet
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>>7949982
it's what I really think...
you make my heart speed up....
>>
so like we all get the idea here, I imagine, that avoiding suffering entirely is impossible and it's better to appreciate the good and the bad that comes with life

but like what are you meant to do with the good moments are few and far between and the suffering is way too much for one person to handle?

I try to change the balance to more positive by trying to help my friends etc. instead of trying to make myself happy, but the problem is most of my friends are as mentally ill or have as fucked up lives as I do so it's often not possible to make things better for them.
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Grace passes as a NERD.
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>>7949998
>what are you meant to do
kill yourself
that's what i'm doing
life is really an awful thing
>>
>>7950001
But those are Brazilians.
>>
>>7949924
hi nimmy are you feeling good today
I'm feeling good
It's really dark and stormy here and I just had a coffee and a tomato/olive/mozzarella panini for breakfast

>>7949944
hi merc
are you feeling good today
I'm feeling good today
I'm gonna get all of my study done for the week and wash my hair and maybe have a glass of wine or two and just relax since I don't have work until thursday

>>7949982
no-one's hugboxing you
you're really pretty
>>
wish i was olive
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>>7949987
Nothing I've tried has worked to stop the progression. I only seam to have slowed it sometimes. I'm very worried about myself. Hence breakdowns like I had yesterday.

>>7949990
she has a high fear of guys.
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>>7949998
do your best

it's not always possible to help or provide comfort but often it is
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>>7949990
Probably because she's gay
>>
>>7950012
>>7950012
>>7950012
>>7950012
>>7950012
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>>7949849
I'm late to the party, but don't fucking detrans you nerd. You're a girl and you're meant to be a girl.
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>>7949998
i guess you just wake up and take it.

I try and try but when you're nearly literally retarded its impossible. Im getting kicked out also because everyone sees that im being a whiny bitch but whatever what the fuck else am i going to do? Everything i work hard ats a failure.
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baba booie
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Do not give cartman (You)s
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>>7950013
I'm afraid only breaking out of your daily routine could change things. And I know how complicated that would be.
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>>7950010
no i don't feel well today

im about to eat some tasty teriyaki fish though

i wish it was raining here, the june rainy season is super comfy

it's always dark and raining really hard so you can just curl up in bed all nice
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Ended up finding girl jeans, girl mode a go
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>>7950021
Will you let a girl cock you then?
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>>7949995
that's cuz you're a sweetie tho <3
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>>7950025
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>>7950042
snugg
>>
when I drink a little I start talking and acting like a huge fag

anyone else??
>>
>>7950045
shnugg
>>
i love onowing im probably going to get cancer

Im covered in those weird cancer birthmarks now hahahahahahaha


I love life x3

>>7950046
Same
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>>7949779
I wish I could platonically hugg you irl and give you headpats
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>>7950038
usually when I'm going to sleep I think about august and it makes me feel really nice...
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>>7950046
Eventually that'll be how you act all the time, so nothing changes when you drink.
>>
>>7950046
Thats me but when I'm high.
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>>7949959
Is that Heath ledger out of joker makeup?
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>>7949965
>15 minutes
I'm tired :<
>>
>>7950046
Same
>>
>>7950055
probably true
I swear pre-hrt it wasn't like this ;-;
and its only been 5 months...
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>>7950034
Aw emi everything's ok really, teriyaki fish would cheer anyone up and at least you're pretty! And august is so close it's not even funny, you and Eva are gonna have such a lovely time together in nu yawrk.
>>7950012
I wish I was anon
>>7949966
LOL

>mfw grace thinks ANYONE would think she was a boy
u r a good funny one grace
good joke bro
>>
>>7950046
Once I start getting tipsy I can get kind of ditsy.
>>
Why do my farts smell like smoked salmon?
>>
>mfw Myrthe and me basically just shifted the focus of next weekend on doing truffles instead of DXM with the latter being a side dish for the next day
Nice
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>when you want to buy weeb game but dont want normie friends to see youve bought weeb game
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>>7950077
dxm ain't much compared to psilocybin in terms of opening your eyes
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>>7950076
>tfw youre meditating doing chaos magick under a blanket focusing on your breath and you let out a toot n poot and have to focus on your fart or else you lose your focus and the magicak wont work
>>
>>7950082
what weeb game?
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>>7950076
has anyone been blowing smoke up yer ass
>>
>>7950083
I/we know they're completely different things
We've both never done either though, so we curious
>>
>>7950046
Oddly enough for me, my fem voice gets way better when I'm drunk. When I'm sober sometimes I have to consciously think about voice but when I'm drunk I just always sound like a girl

>.<
>>
>>7950076
Hi edie
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>>7950077
truffles on scrambled eggs is good
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>>7950093
hi beep I love you
>>
i need to hold someone really badly
>>
IM SORRY IM SLOW BUT HERE IS MY DISCORD OK

#4947
>>7950060
s-sorry
>>
>>7950098
shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg shnugg
>>
>>7950098
I need the name too silly
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>>7950010
i feel better, my back isn't feeling weird anymore, but i left all my homework to right now so i need to get verybusy very quick ;--;

washing ur hair is important
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>>7950090
thats understandable then
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>>7950102
i-it didn't come up?
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>>7950092
similar for me
im about 99% sure that my voice sounds "faggier" in some way when I'm a bit tipsy than when I'm sober, I can't put my finger on why though...I just notice it when I'm talking, its totally subconscious
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>>7950073
Ur funny olive
>try to take another selfie to continue the joke
>sister turns and gives me her usual silently judging you look
I swear to God I can't do anything around this girl
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>>7950112
Snugg box of otters
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>>7950107
I've thought the same before.
And
More often than not, ppl tell me it was better than normal?
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This scar isn't gonna be there forever right?
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>>7950112
i like how they've been arranged from least nervous to most nervous
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http://archive.is/r2Xca
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>>7950105
haha just post those characters, no-one can add you as a friend unless you manually input the discord tag as well as the #number

actually
just add me
Olive#2520
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>>7950030
Yeah.
I'm getting sleepy just sitting here with my legs up.

>>7950117
it may lighten with time. There is always medical tattoos to color match the scar to the skin by it.
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Always remember that struggling doesn't you are doing something wrong. Sometimes you have to fight so hard to temper your own magic. Never give up on what's right.
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>>7950117
please don't do it again :c
>>
>>7950095
Ily2 nonny
>>
>>7950131
based
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>>7950098
Aahh I was just about to go to bed
I copied the symbol from here https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Astrological_symbols and it worked, please accept my friend request, so I can send you the trips and go to sleep >.<
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What the fuck is this scar!?
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>>7950124
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>>7950144
looks like a stretch mark.
>>
>>7950144
stretch mark?
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>>7950144
That's a stretchmark, anon.
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how much weight should i gain?

like just borderline overweight 25 BMI or full on obese

here is me with 22 BMI
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>>7950146
>political violence is okay when we do it
>>
>>7950117
It'll probably lighten
Though I can still see the ones I have when I tried to dig into my arm with a flathead screwdriver and that was like a year ago
Don't do it again :<
>>7950144
Stretch mark?
>>
>>7950152
24 bmi
>>
>>7950143
Never mind apparently it worked without you accepting it, so have fun with your trips :)
I'll go to bed now!
>>
>>7950157
u sure that will be enough to eliminate horse face though? i'm at 23 right now and i still have super defined cheekbones x_x
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>>7950152
just eat what your body wants.
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>>7950162
what my body wants is to stay at 22 BMI

i've weighed the same exact weight for as long as i can remember except when i'm trying to gain

what my body wants and what will help me pass without FFS are not the same thing unfortunately ;-;
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>>7950162

DO NOT
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>use male FaceApp filter
>all it does is delete my hair
Rly makes me think
>>
>>7950125
ok
i think i did it
ill be back in a bit, i need to walk my dog
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>when you and your dad sit like women
>>
>>7950160
gute nacht, gloomy

traum sweetly :o
>>
Was gendered female for the second time today, in boy-mode! It was probably just people not paying much attention, but it was still really encouraging!

Just wanted to share that, I guess, my posts are usually depressing shit, so having something positive to say for once is a nice change of pace
>>
>>7950170
Wait, are you not Ambiance? I thought you two were the same person.
>>
>>7950175
tranny feelings can be genetic you know
>>
>people think grace looks like a girl
Next you're going to say sheen looks like a girl
>>
>>7950117
i was reading that bio oil helps with scars
>>
>>7950178
congratulations anon!
>>
>>7950173
You posted the female one the other day and all it did was get rid of a few pimples

I'd say that probably means you're as andro as you can possibly be and that after ten or so months on hrt you'll be the prettiest girl and all the boys will ask you to prom.
>>
>>7950181
>sheen doesn't look like a girl
funny meme bro
>>
"My Uncle Used To Love Me But She Died"
track 4 on
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mA6IY6qc6zQ
>>
>>7950181
She looks like a middle aged woman that has given up on life
>>
>>7950181
The Sheen hugboxing is unreal, and it actually pisses me off a bit because Sheen's one of the few people here who are always nice and doesn't deserve that level of patronising. I probably should learn to care less though.

Grace does look like a girl though.
>>
i feel terrible
>>
>>7950178
How long have you been transitioning?
>>
>>7950196
is something wrong
>>
>>7950196
Hugg
What's wrong
>>7950178
Nice ^^
>>
>>7950201
not anything in particular
>>
>>7950191
cool trannycore
check mine

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTZOY7fk2-U
>>
you know how like you get a physical sensation from emotions sometimes
like i feel like im really angry physically but not emotionally if that makes sense
>>
>>7950211
sounds like protein deficiency

consider beef burgers
>>
>>7950192
I have no respect for fat people.

They have one fucking job. Theres people wirh brain retardation fucked up body parts way worse shit and she doesnt even fucking try to better herself. Like zero fucking effort. Not eve a meltdown once in a while after trying hard. Just garbage autistic jerry springer worshipping trash

I remember in 2015 she was like "le christmas in x days" than christmas came and she was like im miserable like holy shit youre going to hype up the one day youre happy than just use it as another day to beg for pity.

Theres people that deserve pity she isnt one of them. I have shit about me i cant ever fix and she spits in my face every post.
>>
Do you think death is comfy
>>
>tell mom I can't get a job in security because of my hair and I'm worried
>she says I'll be fine
>I say when facing customers they want you to have short hair and look slightly intimidating
>looks are important
>she creates straw man saying you'll never have any job with pink hair
>wondering why she's arguing both sides of what was me coming to my Mom for support. I tell her she's straw manning
>she says she'd never get a job with a neck tattoo and pink hair
>start to realize my mom is like tumblr / pol tier and realize how the rest of this is going to go
>tell her it's insulting to me to keep creating fake arguments and weird that she's arguing my side and ask her what she wants to accomplish with it other then yelling at someone
>she starts screaming you're a baby youre a baby, trump won
>she's a liberal and she literally just yelled trump won at me

You wonder why I 4chan?
I was born from the tainted vag of an anon troll.
>>
>>7949802
I'll have to try
kinda want srs but I'm scared
>>
>>7950217
i was pretty comfy for those billions of years i was dead for

time flew by
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>>7950218
Trump is a centrist isolationist reformer
>>
>>7950184
Thank you!

>>7950197
4 months now, 2 of those being DIY. Have yet to try going out with anything more than just andro-ish clothes, too scared
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Jesus christ, I am so tired of people ghosting me. I understand I'm annoying piece of shit and you don't want anything to do with me, but fucking say that so I don't keep checking my messages in vain!
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>>7950218
>I was born from the tainted vag of an anon troll.
>>
>>7950225
>trump
>centrist
pick one
>>
>>7950215
you sound autistic
>>
Stephin Merritt's voice is so comfy
If I could just have Book of Love on a loop that would be nice
>>
>>7950208
Fun bit is it's from back in '68.

>>7950211
flashback?

>>7950225
trump is a narcissist.
>>
>>7950244
what do you mean
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>>7950217
sometimes
not atm
>>
>>7950251
Something triggered you and your getting a physical sensation flashback from a past event in your life. Just an idea.
>>
>>7950236
>pick one
Trump
>>
>>7950257
happy to hear that cutie <3
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wtf where'd my confidence go I felt kinda pretty yesterday
>>
>>7950234
You merely adopted trolling, I was born in it, raised in it. You didn't know trolling until you were no longer a man

While you had parents that raised and nurtured you, mine responded to any attempt at commonality with convictionless insults and faulty logic, leaving me at drake levels of inter personal skills for years
>>
>>7950229
You are definitely gonna make it. What exactly has you scared, are you still not out?
>>
>>7950220
If you want SRS you better tug at your gt because if you don't it'll atrophy and you'll have less tissue for SRS.

So unless you want a vagina 2 inches deep, better get fapping.
>>
>>7950266
oh hey my parents are/were narcissists too
>>
>>7950260
>tfw get that sometimes
It sucks desu
>>7950217
Sometimes it feels like it would be
Other times not
>>
>>7950272
it might be ok if it shrunk a little bit
and desu I have very mixed feelings about it
I don't really know what to do
>>
>>7950217
in a way
>>7950221 this
one thing that brings me some comfort is the thought that no matter what happens, I won't fail at eventually being free from suffering
>>
>>7950234
Dw, I know this feel also
>>
>>7950260
i didn't know that was a thing
>>
>>7950277
I get emotional flashbacks, and I often null out all emotions.
>>
>>7950242
Hi sheen!
You fat uggo lard
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>>7950273
My mom once attempted like commanlity/bonding by telling me how she shut down a Japanese man who had been in a concentration camp in the us from talking about persecution because everyone is persecuted, she for an example, is a woman

She looked me dead in my eyes and I could tell she wanted that social approval and I was just like, ugh that's really disgusting
>>
>>7950188
She doesn't

>>7950192
No she doesn't

>>7950195
Grace looks like a femboy.
Yes, the sheen hugboxing is unreal
>>
>>7950279
Well, as much as you hate what you have now, try to think in the future when you can use it for SRS.
>>
im awake again
>>
being high enough makes even feeling sad feel better
and weird and different
it's easier not to fight it
I like drugs, I wish they were legal here
>>
>>7950305
Please never wake up you shitposting uggo hon
>>
>>7950305
I'm woke
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>>7950309
hello grumpy!!!!!
how are you
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>>7950299
Hey Hailee, how's your ankle doing? When's it gonna be well enough to step on subs again?
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>>7950296
i remember my mom like, abstractly caring and loving me

but any specific memories are pretty ridiculously negative
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>>7950315
it's throbbing pretty bad atm, but it should be back to prime steppage in a week or two i hope
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>>7950313
Bitch
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I wish anon was bullying me right now...
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i think i really need help and there's like stuff wrong with me but i don't know how to get it
like real intensive stuff i mean but it seems like they only do tgat if you're going to kill yourself
i don't know what to do
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>>7950305
>>
Oh fug speaking of Stephin Merritt there's a new Magnetic Fields album
Guess I know what I'm listening to tonight
>>7950289
I'll be perfectly fine and I'll think or see/experience something that'll immediately make me think of a traumatic moment and it'll be this overwhelming wave of discomfort, fear, or sadness. It'll last for a few minutes until I can calm myself down
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>>7950326
punch elann
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>>7950288
It's from improperly processed memories of a traumatic event intruding into the current. Any or all of sensations, what you saw, sounds, and emotions can get called up by a trigger that reminds you of them.
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>>7950323
:3333333 that's me!

>>7950328
Baby cindy what's wrong? Message me D:
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>>7950326
Im just a miserable person ._.
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Reminder if you're philtrum is longer than 13mm, you need a lip lift
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>>7950326
u r uggu and stoopid hahaha
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>>7950318
My dad was a narcissist, but kinda a big story teller big ego narcissist who loved me and who could be social.

My mom uses everything in her life as a weapon attached to her borderline personality, she can not grasp interpersonal relationships that aren't about lifting her and her goals up.

My personal goal is to never talk to her again after I move
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>>7950326
scrubb elann
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>>7950337
if the distance between your chin and your nose is greater than the distance between your chin and your mouth, you'll never pass tbqh
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>>7950329
Get some EMDR done on whatever is triggering the flashbacks. EMDR helps process the memories properly so the triggers don't bring them up again. Find a therapist who knows trauma therapy and knows how to do EMDR.
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>>7950327
iktf
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>>7950335
Me too thanks

>>7950343
But that's not hurtful
I wanna be hurt

>>7950339
>>7950331
Ow my spleen
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>>7950327
If you need intensive stuff then you need it, go to a hospital and tell them what's wrong.
>>
>>7950346
hugg eva
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>>7950326
and i wish i lived in an elanna-free world where i could post in /mtfg/ without having to read such literary masterpieces as "I farted" and "Gay" written by a dumb, retarded girlfaggot with a goofy canadian accent, but i guess we can't all get what we want, can we?
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even burning all the photos of me in my house can't escape me from the ones at my grandmas
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>>7950345
That doesn't make sense
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Empty bed
:(
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>>7950350
what do I do
like do i just show up and tell them to fix me
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>>7950341
my dad's like that

hell, my mom was like that too

i do love and care(d) about them but they weren't good for me
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>>7950357
then get in it and make it less empty
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>>7950354
based....
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Reminder if you're philtrum is longer than 13m, you need a lip lift
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>>7950267
I'm out. I think it's just a combination of not being very confident in my voice and not really having anyone to go out with.

I'm planning on building my wardrobe with more andro clothes and waiting for more frequent male-fails to go all in.

Really happy with how quickly things have happened so far, though.
>>
>>7950365
tried that
still too empty
>>
>>7950357
Consider teddybears
>>
>>7950370
Acquire daki
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>>7950370
iktf everyday
>>
>>7950353
Gay
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>>7950367
>13m
I guess everybody is fine.
>>
>>7950357
:c
>>7950352
hugg
>>
huggin an elann
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>>7950362
Go to the psyche ward (assuming that's your problem), and say that you have some real problems and would like to check yourself in or see someone to talk about it. Then tell them what's wrong when appropriate.
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>>7950380
MM!
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>>7950354
Hugg snick
>>7950347
All right, I'll see if I can have that done
Thanks
>>7950341
Your dad sounds like my dad
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>>7950379
delete this
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>>7950362
I'd stay out of the psych ward. instead go to a therapist and start there.
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>>7950380
>tfw your philtrum is 13m
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>>7950353
https://clyp.it/egnsl4wr
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>>7950393
how do you find a therapist who doesn't just tell you to keep a better sleep schedule and exercise more for every problem
>>
>>7950363
I loved my father so much after his cancer

My mother though, I just can't, I can't get over. My dad would hit me because he was mad and on drugs and stuff and it sucked but it made sense and when he got caught doing it he admitted it. my moms are completely random and she has never fessed up to literally committing a hate crime against me, and covered up the blood and played her woman card to stop from getting arrested.
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>>7950374
Only have a Neko Atsume plush

I do have lots of cushions

>>7950375
what is a Daki?

>>7950376
;-;

>>7950381
:c
>>
elanna deserves better
>>
>>7950400
show up to the appointment soaked in sweat with bedhead
>>
>>7950406
>what is a Daki?
Oh sweet summer child
>>
>>7950400
That's basic biological treatment though, they want you to do that first because meds are terrible,

And it shows you'll work for a change, it's kinda standard stuff but if you don't want that get a non doctor therapist
>>
>>7950406
dakimakura
weeb pillow
>>
faye needs a life
>>
>>7950400
You may have to try a few. Ask around in your area. LGBT groups often keep track of good LGBTQ friendly therapists.
>>
>>7950406
I don't know what cudds are even like yes, I wish it was sooner
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>>7950399
hopefully that was the sound of someone firing a laser pistol into the back of your head

wish they'd beat you with a bike chain instead though - traumatic head injuries are only likely to increase your IQ
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>tfw no cudds
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>>7950433
cudd
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>>7950408
Why on earth would you think that I'm not a good person
>>
>>7950415
>Jaye
*checks femgen for shitpost*
>>
>>7950435
yes you are
what have you even really done wrong
>>
>>7950414
>>7950416
so like a body pillow?

>>7950425
poor eva :c
>>
>>7950450
Yeah, lol. I can't recall any time someone with a daki was seen positively.
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>put on my gf's makeup while she was out with friends again
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I had a nightmare that people were misgendering me last night. I want the nightmares of being chased by faceless gunmen back.
>>
I can never tell if a store employee actually means a compliment or if they are just trying to get me to buy more stuff
>>
>>7950454
buy your own makeup stop stealing hers
>>
>>
>>7950454
Bro, you'll look like a chick if you do that.
>>
>>7950450
I wish the months would go by faster
>>
>>7950457
Then she would think I'm gay though
>>
im really scared of being alive but im more scared of dying
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>>7950444
That's actually quite a long list..
I was unironically a bully, griefer, troll and homophobe for years.
Plus I do lots of drugs and generally just hurt people that I get close to. I am not a good person.

>>7950429
*yawn*

>>7950455
The trans nightmares suck, I wish they eventually completely stopped.
>>
>>7950465
if you're dating a girl doesn't that mean you are gay though?
>>
>>7950456
unless they're paid commission it's probably genuine
most people don't care that much about their job
>>
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>>7950471
I'm repressed

We don't have sex much

The perks are she has lots of wigs and makeup I can use

I want bf
>>
>>7950470
that you'd include griefer and troll on there kind of shows how you haven't done anything that bad
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>>7950470
>I was unironically a bully, griefer, troll and homophobe for years.
I think the operative word there is "was" though. Most kids are dumb, insensitive little shits anyway.

I dunno how it is in your personal life, but you seem to help people here when they have trans questions at least.
>>
>>7950480
Call it off and come out. You're using her and wasting her time.
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>>7950491
She still is a bully
>>
>>7950470
tfw

>>7950484
griefing and trolling has an extensive definition, like you can get people sobbing and afraid for their life

one time i trolled a literal african orphan
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>>7950497
Sometimes, but to be fair, you kinda deserve it for saying retarded stuff.
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How to stop dark circles around eyes from forming/growing
>>
Wew I wanna die
>>
>>7950508
Get the sleep you need. Hydrate.
>>
>>7950508
Feed the demons within you.
>>
>>7950511
please don't
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>>7950508
get plenty of sleep
>>
>>7950495
Uh but she's madly in love with me and might kys herself if I leave
>>
>>7950502
>you deserved to be bullied about your dads past abuse right after his death while you were talking about coming to terms with how good of a man he became and how much you loved him

I'm sorry no one really deserves that, don't justify it or you just enable it
>>
who's yalls favorite xmen

mine is magnet
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>>7950484
It's more just the principle you know. I did spend a fair amount of time just trying to piss people off.

>>7950491
Ehh, I can be pretty damn mean here
In my personal life I'm shy af usually, I can get pretty grumpy but I don't tend to take it out on people.

>>7950497
I can't help being male brained

>>7950523
And this never fucking happened
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>>7950470
Never goes away? Bummer, it must have been set off by my brother. One night the last time I visted he got drunk and started yelling at me that transition was a fantasy and was deadnaming me.
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>>7950497
>>7950523
fuck you dumbass
>>
>>7950508
Not possible
>>
>>7950524
Weather Woman.
>>
>>7950517
I won't but i wish I could
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>>7950516
will do

>>7950518
>>7950515
Interesting
Thanks for the advice!
C:

>>7950531
shame
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>>7950524
>who's yalls favorite xmen
excuse me, did you just assume their gender
>>
>>7950536
haha what an original joke friend :^)
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>>7950527
Literally multiple times

Hold on it takes time to make all the response images
>>
>>7950542
>>7950542
>>7950542
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>>7950527
Why has this been bothering you so much lately anyway? Are you having some kind of moral crisis about what kind of person you are?
>>
>>7950536
sorry, xhumyns
>>
>>7950521
To continue living lie can only strain your relationship, and she will suffer far worse for it. How long do you really think you can keep up the charade?
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>>7950543
excuse me, did you just assume our friendship status
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