Strange dreams thread?
>Just ordered hormones and anti androgens off the internet for the first time, about to transition MTF
>Next night, dream I'm laying in bed at night, the room has a slight red glow to it (like hell)
>Have an unshakable fear wash over me and my ass hurts like I was just fucked
>Giant devil man comes in my room and pulls my towards him (laying on stomach) and starts feeling my ass
>Ask how I'm feeling or something, small talk
>Talk to him like he's my husband, i seem calm on the outside but am panicking on the inside.
>1000% sure I'm about to get fucked by this devil man, absolutely losing my mind with fear
>Feel like this isn't the first time (based on the pain I was feeling), and won't be the last
>Afraid I sold my soul to the devil and am in some sort of pseudo prostitution hell, to spend the rest of my existence in a cage being fucked by the devil.
>Wake up in my bed and shit my pants (literally)
>Wake up again, it was a dream inside a dream. Still feel like I was raped.
I was fantasising about being married with a husband throughout the week, but this really shook me up. I kinda get scared being around big guys in r/l, but I've never been scared like that.
Pic related, kinda how the man made me feel when I looked at him.
I had a dream where i choked a girl to death. She looked like my sister. A year and a half later I am on HRT
>>7952650
We can apply meaning to dreams. I was trying to repress at the time. That dream made me pretty sad lol
>>7952682
You're right. Maybe the Power Rangers each represented different emotions, the shrooms were actually a form of suicide or escapism and I rode away with the White Ranger (symbolic of purity) on my dachshund, which is a German breed and Germans are of course representative of death.
It all makes sense now. I also had a dream where I shit my pants in a Walmart. Do you think that is indicative of a fear of public spaces?
I actually had dream pre hrt that the devil and his demons did my hair and makeup and made me a happier person. weird.....
>>7948876
>Wake up in my bed and shit my pants (literally)
Did you actually shit your pants?
Like, did poo travel out of your sphincter onto the mattress?
>>7948876
That sounds very much like sleep paralysis, not exactly a dream but kind of.
>>7952883
They said the shit pants part was a dream.
>>7948876
Had a dream i went to vist someone's granny but they had died, during the vist i got a diease and my fingers fell off and i was rushed to my school (which was a us high school even though i live in the uk) and me and the others that were with me started to explain what happened and all of a sudden my bone in the bottom of my legs came alive and jumped and went through the teachers head living a massive hole, kids start screaming a parts of my body started to come alive like in the thing and started to kill and infect everyone around me, i remember it being parent teacher event and my parts started killing peoples parents, i started to die but just before i was about to pass my body healed completely the diease healed me and healed everyone around me and i had super abilities.