Lonely feels thread

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>>7940442
Always.

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>>7940442
sure.......

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>>7940452
cara post art pls

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>>7940442
At least im not the only one...

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It's just in my nature. Even sitting next to the person I love most I somehow still feel this way.

It's why I'm up so late too, I guess. I like the little bit of community that's in the few threads I post in.

>>7940442
Yup.

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>Men cis hmmm bi... here

I'm tired of helping people and being forgotten once their problems are over... it always leaves me feeling... lonely.

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>>7940461
What does it matter to you?

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>>7940908
Not the firstbyou have been Desired cara chan.

Reminder take E already.

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Why does everything feel so futile, I hate being trans.

>tfw friends are far away
>tfw no gf
Pretty lonely desu.

>>7940442
I've been lonely for 23 years. I feel the loneliest in crowds and among groups of people having fun. Especially if the people having fun are around my age, that makes me feel indescribably lonely. I don't have a single friend. The one friend I did have I basically drove off by being weird and never ever contacting him for fear of what he'll say for not contacting him for so long.

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>>7940774
Your not anon..you ok??
>>7940789
Yea I feel the same way
>>7940816
You shouldn't give your all to people that don't deserve desu I did this for years it's not good for you anon. Your worth more.
>>7944710
I know it seems hard but it will get better. Are you transitioning or questioning???
>>7944750
Yea same but no bf....it can be super lonely
>>7944812
I've been that way forever I feel like sometimes no one understands me as edgy as that sounds. I just feel alone around people.
>The one friend I did have I basically drove off by being weird and never ever contacting him for fear of what he'll say for not contacting him for so long
I been in that cycle before too you should at least try to contact them see what happens you never know anon...

>>7940442
>>7940442
I have never felt lonely in my entire life.

>>7945071
normies REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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>>7940908
It doesn't I'm just curious what it looks like / bored.

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always
>tfw knowing the most adorably cute and cuddly dude and not being able to have him

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tfw live in the biggest city in the country

tfw live in worse part of the city to meet guys because its far out and near the suburbs

tfw only guys in the cities msg you

tfw guys dont want to waste time just to get there

tfw guys in the suburb arent really interested

tfw not living closer to the city so its easier to meet guys
fucking parents who thought moving closer to the suburbs were a great idea


reeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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>>7940442

>>7945382
>tfw live in the biggest city in the country but it's such a shit country that the city has measly few hundred thousand inhabitants and is permadead after 8 pm even on Friday night

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>32
Living my life of solitude one day at a time. Feels amazing getting old alone.

>>7945578
Why not family? Did you used to have friends? Do you have co-workers?

What do you think will become of you?

>>7945556


ouch, what shithole is that?

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>>7945592
>Why not family?
Why would I want to live with my mom and dad? I spent my adolescence getting away from them. Both ultra-Christian. Only brother has his own life far away.

>Friends
Only a few on the internet - people I've known through WoW for a long time, but they're far away and older, have their own families and lives. I fucking hate bars and typical club-tier "social" shit so I stay at home. Lift, eat right, take good care of myself - but it's all for me to just masturbate to a better looking person in the mirror, right? Hah....

>Co-workers
I work at a very small company (15 employees) most of whom are 40-50+. Only other dude my age is absolutely not gay and he's an insufferable piece of shit who's typical "dude weed lmao" and is generally annoying.

>What do you think will become of you?
Gonna be a corpse like everyone else, lol. What else is there? I mean forget the existential shit - I'm gonna be alone. It's self-perpetuating. I'm alone because I'm alone. If I knew a lot of people, it'd be easier to branch out and meet new people. I also live in a shithole town of about 100,000 - most of whom are ultra-conservative and older than me even.

I mean I had an ok 30-something years. I no longer fear death and don't care if I die. I'll do the deed myself if I can't leave this town fast enough, and I've been trying for a year. Want some advice? Never get a mortgage.

>>7945646
>Lift, eat right, take good care of myself - but it's all for me to just masturbate to a better looking person in the mirror, right? Hah....
You're a cis gay AAP?

>Want some advice? Never get a mortgage.
Why not? Why did you?

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>>7945672
>You're a cis gay AAP?
I don't even care what the label is anymore. I fell for the "love" meme. I fell for the idea that I could meet someone I could be absolutely 100% honest with. No games, no lies, no manipulation.

I'm not single for lack of trying. If I was truly desperate, there's plenty of 40+ year old gross daddies out here on Grindr who'd love to fuck me, maybe even carry on a conversation before they get their dick out. I'm single because I tried to find something genuine and was disgusted with what I found, and I no longer have the will to try having seen what's there and experienced what I have. I no longer have hope and feel betrayed and lied to for being sold an ideal, and believing / chasing something that never existed.

>Why not? Why did you?
Thought it would be a good investment. 4 years later, home values haven't done shit. My equity is shit. Upkeep on this place is mounting and now I can't leave until it's sold. And it's hard to sell in this market in this part of the country. It's not downtown SanFran or Seattle. It's bumfuck nowhere. Give it a little while, I'll burn it down with me inside. Already passed my milestone for work. Everything's pretty much done. Things are simple now: pull the trigger or don't. Every day's a choice.

>>7945646
How can you fap to your own reflection?

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>>7945761

Usually just run my free hand all over my body. Helps more if I've trimmed recently or get some oil or something. Flexing as much as I can, rub my hands over my pecs, nipples, abs. After a little bit you start to get a real pump going and it looks even bigger. All while fapping of course. Watching your own balls move, your dick shining with lube or oil.

More than anything: a focused / relaxed metal state. It's all about state of mind.

>>7945786
But what's the fantasy? Normally when someone faps to a picture it's imagining fucking them. So what are you imagining?

>>7945834
You get off on how good you look and how someone must feel to look at you and get turned on by looking at you.
Seriously, you've never done this?
I'm pretty sure all men do this.

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>>7945064
Not one of the anons you responded too but I relate to a lot of that. Almost feel a bit less lonely for right now.

>>7945862
I'm into girls so how good I look as a man doesn't do anything.

>>7945870
transbians aren't men

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>>7945834

Different every time. But it's a combination of imagination and seeing what's in front of you. Sometimes I'm fantasizing with my eyes open - fucking or getting fucked. Sometimes I'm just focusing on what's in front of me and how it feels.

If you do any semi-serious lifting, you'll eventually get to the point you can flex pretty hard and get a good pump going. That in and of itself when done for a while will push your blood pressure up. Flexing your quads, glutes, and upper body really starts to tighten things up, and having a raging hard on you're pounding at the same time just makes it even better.

But like I said - it's all for me. No one else gets to enjoy the body, so I might as well.

Like I was saying in >>7945728 , I fell for the love meme. I could easily hop on Grindr and get someone over to fuck me or even find someone to fuck, but what's the point in that? The greater gay community is non-stop promiscuity. The one gay friend I've known from online for about 10 years has had about 300-ish sexual partners in his lifetime and he's 2 years older than me.

That's just not something I could do. Call it morals, call it a mental block, call it whatever you want. I'm not doing it. I will live my life on my terms, and if that means I live and die alone, then I will. Not trying to be edgy, just trying to be real. If I can't have something real: real love, real affection, reciprocal honesty and loyalty with someone - then I'll live with nothing.

>>7945898
If I was female/hot mtf then maybe I'd be able to fap to a mirror. I'm not though.

>meet up with long distance friend
>had mutual interest for a long while
>things get physical
>ask about long distance relationship
"no"

This is advanced loneliness. I'm not sure I even care to get back up again this time.

>>7945064
>You shouldn't give your all to people that don't deserve desu I did this for years it's not good for you anon. Your worth more.

True, unfortunately I like to help strangers and forget the people around me and myself. All I want is someone to love. I want to be loved in return.

>>7940442
Constantly. I'll be alone for the rest of my life.

>>7940442
Me.
And that awful clock ticking in the back of my head isn't helping shit at all.

Even taking a break from life feels like wasting precious seconds.

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I want friends

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I'm lonely but I kind of deserve it for being hikki-neet.

Yes.
I am very lonely.

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>lonely as fuck in college (not like I wasn't lonely in hs)
>apply to study abroad to escape soul crushing emptyness
>last month before I leave I start texting with q bi for the first time in my life
>instant crush
>going away for a year starting next week
>text conversation already dying
even when I should be happy, fate finds a way to deal me a cruel blow

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When I get excited about something, I sometimes instantly think "oh I should tell (boyfriend) about this" :^(

I just want someone to share my world with

>>7948868
>I just want someone to share my world with
This. There's someone who Cicero quoted, and I can never find it, but the gist was that someone who has seen all the wonders of the universe would find them meaningless and sad without someone with whom to share them.

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I feel alone every single day. I'm 23 year guy with no friends . I have no one I can talk to about my feelings. Some days I just want to hangout with someone but there is nobody I can turn to. It sucks.
What keeps me sane are my house plants and my dogs.

>>7940442
I got stoned last night and realized that I'm completely alone, even though my best friend was right next to me. It would be better if I could run across rooftops and soar out over the city, but I'm not even there, I'm not even a cool person, I'm alone because I'm miserable.

>>7949141
What if you are miserable because you are alone?

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>>7948639
>I want friends
I haven't seen my (few) friends in months

>>7948868
>I just want someone to share my world with
I just want a small cute bf but I'm too scared to pursue anything though

>>7949158
>158▶
>>>7949141
>What if you are miserable because you are alone?

Then I'm fucked? Really I just think life is rigged against people with problems, they just get exacerbated by the ostracization you face for having them in the first place.

>>7948939
Do you think an online relationship can fill that void ?
I was thinking a lot about trying to really bond with someone through the Internet, but idk if it can truly fulfil you

>>7948868
>I just want someone to share my world with
Ugh me too. I also want to feel important enough to someone to share their life with me too. Like I'm the first person they thought of......

>>7949237
I don't think so, but I know nothing of relationships in general so my word means very little.

“It does not seem as though any influence could induce a man to change his nature into a termite's,”

24yo, kissless virgin, never had a bf
I spend my time working out and reading
One of you be my bf pls.

>>7949473
What do you read Anon ? :^)

>>7949498
Hemingway, Sagan, Tolstoy, Hitchens, Yeats

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This town's got nothing but libcucks and no one is actually worth talking to. I've only known one dude who showed signs of intelligence but he's a FtM asexual.

I just want a boyfriend I can shoot bottles with and discuss dumb shit with like military and linguistics and [spoiler]furry shit[/spoiler] and memes and... yeah.

But of course I have mental illnesses all around though plus an aversion to every mollycoddling fuck in a 500 mile radius. Like I'd have to maybe meet a dude online in order to feel something that isn't paranoia.

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>>7950155
>[spoiler]furry shit[/spoiler]

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>>7948868
>>7945382
>>7944812
>>7940816

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tfw in love with someone you can't be with, even if a part of them feels the same, or at least used to.

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I do feel lonely without a chubby bf tbqh

>be me
>out of highschool
>shit grades so now im in community college hoping to transger credits to a better college
>my entire highschool career was spent of dreaming of leaving this shithole town and being myself
>maybe get a bf while im at it
>now im still stuck here
>i have friends but they can only help some of the time
>constantly want to have someone to be with
>cry myself to sleep most nights as i feel the time slip away

I litterally cant fall asleep without hugging a pillow and pretending it is a real person.

>i cant tell you how much i want the pillow to hug back

>>7951872
Where you at

>>7951896
same here my dude

>>7951932
Cali

You?

>I litterally cant fall asleep without hugging a pillow and pretending it is a real person.
I do this every night it just feels so comforting. Even if its not real, I feel better.

>>7951896
same but I'm pretending my blanket is hugging me not the other way around.

we'd be perfect cuddle-buddies

>>7940442
Nope. I have a boyfriend, a perfect life and I don't care any shit about depressive people. Just kill yourself.

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>>7949168
>I haven't seen my few friends in months
Iktf
>>7940442
Tfw learnt to cope so loneliness doesn't bother me that much

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>tfw 8/10 muscle hairy gay guy
>want to work hard and achieve my dreams
>get hyped up
>realize i am nearly retarded literally with a microdick
>lay in bed all day instead and just give up
>families yelling at me since i havent showered in months


why even try when you're legit retarded? im a literal outcast and its affecting my subconscious. Ill never be a man because manlet dicklet retard. Im literally worthless...

>>7945071
Calling bullshit

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>>7952726
Idk about other people, but I couldn't care less if you have a small penis as long as you have a nice body overall, greek deity style :^)

also, as you probably realised, people in this thread don't seek sex, but companionship, all they would want you to do is cuddle with them and ask them how they're day went

don't beat yourself up over something so inconsequential Anon :^)

>>7945596
> biggest city in the country
> few hundred thousand inhabitants
Sounds like one of the Baltic states.