I had a long response typed out for her, but the thread 404'd. If OP is still lurking, this is for you:
If you are committed to offing yourself, watch this before you do:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yC-G0cho-1I&t=39s
Heres some random advice anyways:
*Go to the gym, do squats and dead lifts.
*Go to Sephora, ask them to help you learn the basics of makeup. You'll have to buy like $50 worth of stuff for them to help you, but its worth it. I suck with makeup, so having help is useful.
*Go to a coding bootcamp, or self study. Get a high paying IT job. Use that to pay for transition related costs.
*Try to have realistic expectations. Id love to look like Brittany Spears, but I know that isn't going to happen.
*If your family is toxic, you will have to find a new 'family' eventually. Blood is overrated.
*I think you are a bit too self critical. Face is cute. Hairline might be an issue. Id suggest front facing bangs, or just wear a beanie all the time.
*Get your eyebrows done
...
All else fails, sure kill yourself!!!
But why rush things? The endless ceaseless void will be there in the end, waiting patiently.
You are here on this shitty bullshit planet already. You may as well give em all hell and do your best.
You have to work for it though. If you are gonna be lazy you have no right to complain. Work your ass off. Trans people don't have the luxury of being lazy.
Do you have any goals? Any dreams that are not related to transitioning? Where do you want to be in 5-10 years? 20?
>>7916076
>learn the basics of makeup
this isn't even hard, it's not rocket science
it's beyond basic when it gets closer to rocket surgery
>>7916076
has anyone ever actually followed these infographics and gotten results? I see this one all the time
>>7916398
they kinda suck
You gotta do only cardio and glute specific excercises that don't target the thighs, using a lot of resistance instead of many repetitions
i just figured this stuff out, pretty interesting stuff.
>>7916398
I have a bunch of these saved and I haven't really tried most of it. I know some of the nutritional stuff is BS though. Excersize wize Im in the dark.
>>7916483
I've been steadily loosing weight over the past month and Ive wanted to start doing excersizes like in the pics but Im pretty sure Im not doing them right/dont understand them. Can you share your insights anon?
>>7916515
Notice how she's using as much weight as she can. It's almost like lifting for guys were they grow huge arms but applied to the butt. I've only researched ass excercises since im skinny as fuck so i don't know about the rest, but here's a good vid on that.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4iN18ZdVFLk