this is my personal thread please do not post here
boyfriend edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous: >>7658301
>this is my personal thread please do not post here
am i going to jail now
First for posting in nim's personal thread
>>7660007
>boyfriend edition
i did not mean for this to be included..
1st for i'm ugly.
>>7660007
>boyfriend edition
what did she mean by this
>>7659716
Yeah mum is crazy... and self centered for sure! But not psycho in my case, just a sooky bitch :P
She has a cis daughter ffs, though Cody has nothing to do with mum and fucking hates her...
It is probably because my little brother killed himself mid last year... She sees her hopes for the future fading...
My thoughts always were that she should have gotten her shit together when we were children and then we wouldnt be in this mess, but I guess that is how things go :/
>>7659733
Yeah it wasn't that quick, but it was quicker than some I guess :P
I agree, there will always be disappointment, there isnt much you can do, and I think they also get that you are just trying to work out life, and trying to stop you won't help. Some mums arent that caring though... I am glad you at least have a little support with her :)
Sorry I was being nudie in my "disgusting shower that I should be ashamed of!" (you know who you are) <3
>>7660015
Of course not...
Yeson in 4 days
>>7660007
>boyfriend edition
Not again, I still don't have a bf ok??? ;_;
lol i kind of just broke down crying thinking about my ex. hrt has made it so easy for me to cry and the breakup is so fresh in my mind that it still hurts to remember her
>>7660015
>>7660027
I wish I could afford afford yeson
>tfw hon voice
>>7660027
wew you're getting a lot of surgeries
>>7660007
>nim's personal thread
>boyfriend edition
:^)
>>7660027
Good luck
>>7660015
>tfw mild pectus excavatum
Nim is buddi #1
>>7660030
I forgot how cathartic crying was desu
the last time I cried pre-hrt was when I was 9, since I started it's been like I've just been able to let it all out. Feels better.
>>7660036
Do you even know who I am?
i really should stop trying to relationship
i need to like
stop it for like 6 months
so I wrote 7,5 pages as outline and prepared the entire powerpoint for a presentation thats gonna be over an hour long
what do I get?
>>7660055
did claire leave you for an even younger tranny?
>>7660021
ik all those feels bb hugg. saved that image btw our mum's are very similar. mine was negligent and abusive my entire life so all her children hate her and want nothing to do with her and it's a self inflicted wound that I don't pity or feel sorry for.
>>7660028
you'll get a bf one day anon :]
>>7660030
yea it helps alot with emotions. I've cried more these past 6 months than I have in 26 years living as a guy
>>7660055
i agree 2bh. u have a lot of stuff to work out in life atm
>>7660051
It really is. I used to basically never be able to cry and just bottle everything up until it manifested into anger or loss of self-control or dissociation. I still have some problems with the latter because I have no cathartic outlet for my self-hatred... but it's nice to be able to cry...
>>7660058
ill have to crunch the number but i think it adds up to exactly one hugg
>>7660059
no
>>7660060
yeah
i got a lot of stuff i gotta do and deal with
>>7660067
hi smiles
>>7660060
>you'll get a bf one day anon :]
Let's hope so :3
>>7660055
taking a break is good sometimes
It's hard but once you're in your own headspace and you start sorting things out you'll be more open to letting people back into your life again.
I've been struggling with my breakup a lil but ultimately I'll be a better person for it, independence building and all that.
>>7660067
i wish u luck in it. one upside to adversity is that it makes you alot stronger and experienced as a person once you get out of it and heal properly.
don't give up or give in ur really strong already ur still alive despite life's many attempts to keep you down ^^
>>7660079
no sad only happy
>>7660064
>I have no cathartic outlet for my self-hatred
have you tried videogames
or murder
>>7660061
been lurkin
I finally went grocery shopping this morning and got catcalled at traffic lights by gross old men who asked me where I was going and I was like dude I've got a 20 pack of toilet paper and two bags of groceries like where the fuck do you think I'm going
>>7660082
I threw up in shower again, feel more ill then yesterday :c
what are your coping mechanisms for when shit feels like way too much to handle?
>>7660091
How tall are you
>>7660093
crying and talking to one of my girl friends or cuddling/ hugging with my bf. it really really helps
>>7660071
hiii nim
how are you
>>7660077
thanks korra c:
>>7660093
lock myself in a room and scream desu
>>7660099
have you been feeling better?
you were a little down the last few times i saw you from what i remember
My mom called me up today and wants to make my favorite food tommorrow and celebrate my birthday with my brothers and my sisters in law and my neices and nephews
I literally haven't stepped a foot in their house for 2 years. I'm not going im girlmode because yeah. And I don't want tome out to anyone else. Just like let them figure it out by themselves.
I have very ambivalent feelings about this and I'm sort of nervous.
I miss my family so much, but i dunno if I'm ready for this. I haven't said yes.
What do mtfg?
Pic related, except like they're browner.
>so what have you been up bro?
>>7660091
I've tried videogames and even though I've killed a ton of people I think the best way for me to go through with things is therapy. Still, HRT making me able to cry again is... something I feel strangely happy about.
>>7660100
I'll try...
>>7660093
escapism i guess
or seeking catharsis in unhealthy ways
>>7660093
shovelling too much food, escapism into games and music
>>7660072
>at gym
>I don't look anything like any girl here
>I don't look anything like any boy here
What's a cute tall boy with little hips, a huge butt, a messy pony tail, and massive boobs to do
>>7660061
I never got the whole buddi thing :P Can you please explain it to me ^_^!
I am great as always :3
>>7660102
not really
things arent good rn
idk
i wanna be happy
>>7660116
suck the dick of the cutest guy there
>>7660116
DANCE
>>7660104
Go for it.
It'll be rough hiding a huge secret like that.
Parental support is #1 for mentally healthy transition success.
But also, I think getting things worked out & garnering support & acknowledgement from people closer to you, whom you see on a daily basis will be the first and most important step.
Never neglect family.... Especially while you still have them
Ilu
>>7660114
p-pls make one of these for me
>>7660067
*hugs Smiles*
>>7660128
Hi sheeeeen
>>7660118
well
if you're my budd, im obviously gonna let ya know!
im glad you're doing well!
>>7660104
Drop xanax, be your most lovely self, then be humble and gracious if people are rude :)
Kill em with kindness!
>>7660119
aww im sorry smiles
what's got you down?
im mixed, been getting weird mood swings recently but other than that it's same old same old
>>7660127
Thank you thank you thank you.
Ilu 2.
>>7660120
your part of the cute tall girls club
>>7660105
>therapy
huh
that's crazy but it might just work
>>7660104
eccchhhh
It's a pain that she called you on such short notice
Still, I think you should go (even though I know nothing about your family), it seems like they want to reconnect.
You'll never know if you don't try. My dad recently moved back to Australia from the states after his family/marriage fell apart over there and now he wants to get back in touch with me an my brothers. I'm gonna give him a chance just because like, why not? It's always good to have as many supportive people in your life as is possible.
>>7660120
I feel like 6'0 is model material though, like 5'11" isn't quite tall enough to do anything like that.
And nah I wish I was in a cool gang
then I could have a cool gang boyfriend
I just live in a shitty neighborhood and I'm not brave enough to carry a knife around because that shit's dumb.
>>7660144
Das why I'm here bitch
>>7660118
I thought it was just based off of the hugg thing.
Like, instead of saying "hugg [name]" you'd say "budd [name]".
I'm not sure though.
>>7660133
o-ohayo
>>7660128
>>7660157
omg
>>7660145
you're part of the smol princess club
my little princess <3
>>7660156
ohuggo
it's ok to want to be a girl
It's ok to want to be a girl
>>7660150
>6'0 is model height, but 5'11" isn't.
Interesting.
What do you consider the upper limit for model height? (if there is one)
>>7660162
oh gosh
>>7660164
It is okay.
>>7660164
True.
>>7660164
it is okay amy
this world just makes it difficult
>>7660150
oh gosh im no model
5'11 is what i wanna be! :)
why don't you start up a tranny gang to clean up the neighborhood
>>7660167
upper limit for girls is prob 6'5"ish
I dunno
it's not something I've put a lot of thought into
I always just thought 5'anything was too short for modelling though.
>>7660177
>tfw could have been a model if I had just transitioned early
>>7660168
sweet eva ^>^
tfw 5'13"
>>7660179
joan is gonna blow em away!
>>7660181
tfw not giving juni a piggyback ride
>>7660175
the only other trannies I've clocked here were a large ethiopian sassy black woman who kept giving me stinkeye while sitting across from me in a bar and a skinny goth/punk dork with a flat mohawk and white contact lenses and a gaudy tartan skirt
i just had my first female orgasm, why didnt anyone tell me it was this amazing wtf
best orgasm of my life hands down
>>7660186
she was jelly of you
>>7660187
>tfw have the same old orgasms
im gettin ripped off over here
>>7660183
yo diggy dog don't take my word for it
>>7660187
yeah they get really good on hrt
i dunno if i'm getting real female orgasms yet though
tfw not cute like nim
>>7660189
FUCK I AM A SILLY BITCH... gotta stop posting on other boards :P
>>7660187
wait what do you mean here
>>7660195
you're a lot cuter than me tho
>>7660190
She actually passed really well
only thing that gave her away was the fact that it was an open mic night and started singing in a very strained, weird attempt at girlvoice.
I'm sure she sounded normal while speaking normally but singing in girlvoice is LITERALLY impossible.
>>7660195
iktf
>>7660201
How do you know it's a female orgasm and not just an anal one?
>>7660189
mixed!
ive been getting mood swings
i used to wanna do mma and parkour so i could pretend i was a superhero
i-is that weird
>>7660204
i assure you i'm not
>>7660137
Lol, maybe just a 1/4 of a xanax thanks!
>>7660150
Yeah, it's that we only reconnected on the 25 when I came out via text to them...an they were on my house on friday annnd...
My mom is really the planner and the matriarch so I guess this is a oeace offering and not a setup. I do want to recconect. I feel so out of touch with people.
>>7660152
Best sister ever!
>>7660212
but those hips!
and that jawline!
>>7660192
Yeah, I know you're not the arbitrator of what is and isn't model height. I just wanted to savor the moment of not feeling like a freak over how tall I am.
>>7660207
wtf eva you're a qt
>>7660201
my regular faps are much better than normal on HRT
but fapping while plugged is way better than regular fapping
if you came from anal that might have just been prostate orgasm as opposed to an actual female orgasm
>>7660214
>>7660205
>tfw getting voice lessons from zheanna soon
having a girl voice will be fun ^^
i can trap people on OW
>>7660220
no i'm also not as cute as eva
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJE1XPRKxkI
what is this
how could they get so much wrong
why is this a thing
>>7660213
I believe in you Sass
If you can't believe in yourself then believe in me who believes in you.
Go and get your family back.
>>7660221
I can come from jerking it alone
but the most satifsying orgasms are with a hitachi on my taint, jerking it and playing with my nips
i think im in love with all black nails :3
>>7660227
you're as cute as you and that's enough
>>7660217
nim idk why but i can just get good angles of myself occasionally but 95% of my pics are barfable.
I have terrible skin too. That doesn't show up in pictures but I am an oily toad.
My belly is a weird floopa that creates the illusion of hips.
My ass is scrawny and honestly fucking disgusting. Literally the worst butt in mtfg hands down.
My hair is thin. My jaw and body are crooked
My sign is vital. My hands are cold.
I have a gigantic head. I am a giant. I hate it.
>>7660229
i know
the point is orgasms in general felt better after HRT
ie, regular fapping was improved too
if it's only anal that does it it might not be HRT so much as the difference between prostate and regular orgasms
>>7660233
>tfw large jawline
>tfw big nose
>tfw large forehead
>tfw bushy brows
>tfw broad shoulders
>tfw tall
>tfw not 5 years on HRT
>>7660207
>tfw not wrapped in a blanket burrito with a cute trans girl
>>7660211
Oh :( Any thoughts on the cause? Or is it just the HRT? I know they can give me the sads sometimes... it sucks but it also kinda feels good to have the release :)
>i used to wanna do mma and parkour so i could pretend i was a superhero
>I-is that weird
It would be weird if you didn't. I used to do some martial arts and other things, but it was getting far to aggressive as I got older. A few close calls in kumdo, and that sort of thing. Or like, I would get a little hurt and just go full sperg rage mode and fuck someone up too much.
Now I am on the moans I feel far more stable, like I might be able to have another go!
>>7660213
You got this Sass! <3
>>7660214
Nigh night sweetheart, stay gorgeous, and remember you're a girl! :3
tuck tuck tuck pat pat pat ^_^
>>7660235
i got a chubbi belli too
i just gotta start excercising
your skin will just improve more and more as you go with HRT and there's stuff to combat oily skin
you can work your ass out to make it nice too!
Why did crying earlier result in my back hurting a lot now. Did I fuck up my posture while doing it. Wtf.
I'm officially an endocrinologist now and have blocked 5 trannies from estrogen statewide so far
>>7660252
grats on ruining lives anon!
>>7660252
I bet you're a kike
>>7660254
I literally love denying you freaks your dream
>>7660252
Oh no, now they'll just have to self med since estrogen isn't a controlled substance!
>>7660257
It's less expensive if you can get your insurance to pay for it though.
hugg all the sad girls. love yourself in spite of your perceived flaws. you're gonna make it
>>7660246
i can only really cry for like short bursts but it feels nice to get stuff out
i feel like i have this reservoir of feels waiting to come out
what stopped me going in to mma and stuff was the possibility of lanky me getting beaten the shit out of by some jacked psycho
>>7660252
>>7660255
>>7660265
my belli is the next one to the right
>tfw playing Banjo Tooie for the first time in forever
This game is still 10/10 best tbqh
>>7660252
edgy
good thing IC clinics exist
>>7660230
black nails are best desu
>>7660262
What about the flaws that are real and not just perceived?
jon tron is telling me about george soros
>tfw small boy but too large for a girl
i want to die
>>7660270
is he a cool guy
>>7660265
I'm disappointed in you. As a self hating tranny you should support gatekeeping
>>7660270
Jon Tron is woke
>>7660252
>>7660273
jontron is but i don't think george is at all
>>7660267
top tier taste
>>7660268
love yourself still. nobody is perfect or looking for perfection :]
>>7660274
>Jew gets butthurt about being named
I wish I was born female
>>7660104
You literally just go and don't give a fuck
>>7660278
what's bad about using your money to influence politics worldwide
>>7660284
me on the left
you on the right
>>7660291
nim a cute
>>7660290
its immoral and evil
>>7660280
it's hard when you're this imperfect though.
>>7660284
hugg eva
>>7660289
Lol. Yes. This
<3 u
>>7660257
It is a co trolled substance in the states, because women can use it for birth control
>>7660295
it is but it's worth doing and is a very positive influence on your life. find something to love and hold on to it :]
mfw i realize how gay i am being
>>7660303
im never gay and am actually the straightest person in existence
>>7660301
And yet you can acquire it without a prescription.
>>7660303
ain't nuthin wrong with being gay bb
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyFXpXVZ8ho
>>7660302
I'll try my best to love what I can, and live with what I can't. Thank you. : )
>>7660306
gay
nim just really likes girls
is being gay bad?
>>7660315
the op says otherwise
>>7660312
that's all any of us can do!
why do so many ppl suck at overwatch lol
>>7660318
Nothing is bad. Morality is a spook.
>>7660318
lol no. its normal and down to an individual's preference. really it's only a small part about a person's identity gay straight bi pan it's all the same
>>7660318
Not at all. It doesn't matter if you love a man or a woman or a trans man or a trans woman... as long as you love.
Can anyone relate to any of the characters in this video?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3WKfgbUkSug
>>7660308
thats not what daddy said
>>7660317
same
>>7660318
I used to call everyone gay and I used extreme homophobia to cover up my own sexuality and people saw right through it and I just hate myself for being gay and transitioning sometimes
One time I punched a guy friend for hugging me in english class in middle school and then i ran to the bathroom and cried and no one said anything
>>7660328
Please explain Stirner to me, I'm not being facetious, I want to know. Is wanting to know a spook?
>>7660336
parents can be wrong and pass their hatred on to children. my mom was an extreme homophobe and I was too for a long time but it doesn't have to stay that way. u just have to acknowledge it's a fucked up mindset and actively work toward shedding it
>>7660343
it's so deep in my head i just hate who i've been
>>7660335
i'm the girl who keeps talking to the awkward guy because i have a crush on him tbqh
>>7660354
>post a single video
>take your politics posting elsewhere senpai
yet its fine for faye and sass to shit up the thread constantly?
>>7660349
have you given therapy a thought? i can really relate to that struggle it stopped me from transitioning and i actually detransitioned because of self hate and homophobia when I was 22
hugg juni <3
i believe in u. this is something u can overcome eventually <3
What's a good pet to have for me
>>7660362
something that eats hamsters
>>7660361
Yeah I'm in therapy.
thanks <3
>>7660362
https://www.amazon.com/Live-Leeches-Medicinalis-Medical-Leaches/dp/B01AGZHTQG/ref=s9_simh_gw_g199_i2_r?_encoding=UTF8&fpl=fresh&pf_rd_m=ATVPDKIKX0DER&pf_rd_s=&pf_rd_r=EYH4YWKSBE2WDFY285DP&pf_rd_t=36701&pf_rd_p=a6aaf593-1ba4-4f4e-bdcc-0febe090b8ed&pf_rd_i=desktop
I'm kinda ashamed to ask this question, but today my breasts felt weird so I basically grabbed them to check if everything's okay. Then I instinctively squished my nipples and I felt really weird sensation in my entire body, like an electricity or something.
Because of that I'm now scared to even touch them and I'm wondering, what the f..k happened? I mean, it didn't felt bad, but so weird...
>>7660318
being straightgay is okay
gaystraight however..
>>7660320
I FORGOT TO DELETE IT OKAY
>>7660373
haha it's not weird and that's totally normal. if ur on hrt your nips will get more sensitive and become a main ero zone.
what likely happened is you aroused yourself. it's nothing to be guilty over :P
>>7660362
a me
>>7660362
Lorikeet!
>>7660373
Interesting, I've never had something like that happen, but that doesn't mean it's abnormal. No idea really.
>>7660343
stop injecting reason into my mental blocks pls
>>7660383
To be more precise, I'm 8,5 months in but only 4,5 on E. But I had slight gynecomastia before.
Well, thanks I guess? It's so embarrassing xD
>>7660378
so it okay to hugg you then?
>>7660327
i-im just pretending to be bad
>>7660392
you can do more than hugg me
>>7660396
handhold?
>>7660390
it's okay to be gay. there's nothing wrong with it
>>7660391
just wait till you have a boyfriend squeezing them for you it'll be quite the experience!
>>7660402
it's okay for other people but not me
>>7660401
more
>>7660405
untrue
>>7660407
i dont like it tho
>>7660414
d-don't make fun of me
>>7660406
h-headpatts?
>>7660263
You gotta find a gym that is all about the practice rather than the fighting.
Check out gong kwon yusul, it's far more traditional.
Those feels... Embrace them bub :) it gets easier to tap into them, and when you do it can really help you feel more calm in general :3
I want to buy a dress. Any recommendations?
would you marry a rich man who would buy you everything you wanted even if you weren't attracted to him?
>>7660409
start asking yourself why.
why isn't it okay for you.
why is it okay for other people
what is wrong about it
what is the reason you don't like it
im not saying you are or aren't but those are some serous things to consider bc it sounds like u still have some internal issues to work out
Tfw fried spam
>>7660422
get a cute one
>>7660430
tfw fried lan
>>7660425
m-more?
>>7660402
Haha, it would probably be even more weird!
I mean, I'm a total virgin. I never even dated anyone. And my crush knows about my feelings, but he recently broke up with his girlfriend - things just didn't worked out. She was so beautiful, I'm really jelly. She was 5 years older than us (we both turned 20 last month) so you know, 5 years of difference are kinda deal-breaking.
Would be great to be with him but nah, it probably won't happen in this lifetime. Even tough he's perfect, tall (I don't mean to trigger anyone, but I'm like 5'8 and he's 6'2, so it's a perfect height difference).
Besides I'm busy working 7 days a week, so I can afford going to Chett next holidays. What was weird though, when I said that I'm afraid to go there alone, he wanted to come with me.
Damn, I'm weird. I'm appearing in a thread where nobody knows me (I'm not even browsing 4chan that often) and starting talking about things and stuff xD
>>7660430
yum
wit fried egg :3
>>7660427
hell no that would make me absolutely miserable. there is more to life than financial security and material possessions
I wanna fucking die i just learned i have stomach cancer
>>7660430
>tfw no spam musubi
>>7660434
whatever you want
alex jones was right
>>7660441
iktf
>>7660439
its nothing to get a stomach ache over im sure
x)
>>7660444
if you could wake up as a cisgirl but you had alex jones' voice forever would you do it
>>7660433
Ouch
>>7660437
Only the best :)
>>7660441
;_;
>>7660452
in a heartbeat
I would go get yeson
>>7660436
let him go with you who knows if you're careful things might work out for the best! and age difference isn't a big deal to some people. my bf is 10 years older than me and things are okay :P
the near thing about being anonymous is the ability to keep ur identity private while still getting stuff off ur chest
>>7660444
Be my gf, I'm a white cis straight male.
>>7660438
>there is more to life than financial security and material possessions
>expecting edie to be able to parse this
haha??
>>7660427
It's tempting, but I gotta say no, because I'm a prude who would feel really uncomfortable about having sex with someone I don't have feelings for.
https://youtu.be/wXIT5w_k4mA
._.
>>7660454
sorry i like you crispy but i overdid it
>>7660458
yeson is 6k
you could be a cis girl for 6k
is there a way to get over the feeling that you aren't good enough for your bf?
>>7660460
no i only date blacks
>>7660431
that doesnt help
>>7660468
Sucking his dick until he goes limp from pleasure. I'm sure he'll feel like you're more than good enough then =)
>>7660467
i thought about it
like doing my best with that voice would still sound pretty shitty even after yeson but yeah honestly i probably would
>>7660468
accept that he loves you and allow him to without guilt tripping yourself. you are good enough for him and you both deserve each other
>>7660060
Thanks darling <3
Sorry I missed this reply... Yeah it suuuucks, but who needs them anyways :P
Stupid mum and her shit... I don't understand how she can judge me anyways... She's fallen soooooo far off the rails... I think she might even be doing meth.
But as long as she's not a tranny tho... Right? Oy Vey!
>>7660457
Yes, but I also feel like "Don't stare there, I'm naked!" - because we all know how SRS recovery looks like...
(Even though if I would be with him long enough, he would actually see me naked, r-right?)
It's both blessing and a curse, double-edged sword. You can get things off your chest, but bad people can also do that :P
>>7660477
That'll make my shoulders look worse
>>7660468
i never have gotten over it having a penis makes me feel not good enough for him
>>7660489
you know those cute shirt girls in the 70s used to wear with the big sleeves?
get one of those, they're cute
not a dress tho
>>7660452
i'd say yes cause i think even alex jones could sound like a grill
>>7660444
>>7660427
tough question desu. Probably not because for me, exclusivity does not have a price nor can be bought. It's an expression of unity, mutual respect, submission, and non physical/value beyond materials.
Tfw your boss sends me home and talks down to me :/
>>7660427
yes
i don't think there'd be a downside considering the current state of my life
like i don't have any love interests so having a fake one wouldn't really hinder me in any way..
idk it's logical in my head
>>7660495
I don't know what those are. And why not a dress?
>>7660500
>that plus who i am and what i look like and like not beingable to do everything for him makes me feel...
i completly understand thats how i feel since we dont do anything sexual because he cant deal with penis
>>7660496
how the fuck could alex jones ever sound like a girl
>>7660469
>I made some a few months ago and it was so good
I want to make some now .__.
did you make your sauce sweet?
I would think it'd be better sweet because the spam is so salty
>>7660501
why were you at my workplace
>Sometimes get annoyed by some of the discourse on this thread.
>Glance at the rest of /lgbt/
>They all take the trutrans and agp memes super seriously and won't stop memeing about you have to transition in the womb.
>Caraposter.
>Skullsize
Nevermind, I'll just stay here.
>>7660508
Magic
But seriously, my boss thinks I'm not fully healed yet to work
>>7660501
do you still look like a chubby bunny
>>7660506
practice, education, knowledge of vocal physiology, understanding vocal formant.
>>7660502
<3
>>7660472
>>7660511
>another blogpost from blogotine
I feel super physically sick and tense out of nowhere I think I'm gonna rest.
>>7660512
new pics?
do you feel like you pass more genuinely now?
>>7660513
Somewhat
I still have my photos.
This was day 3 after surgery
what if I just slowly turn myself into a girl, wear girl clothes, makeup etc without changing my name or saying anything to those around wouldnt that just be the biggest meme
>>7660516
You can't stop me.
>>7660465
Shoulda let me catch fire so I could shed this mortal coil
>>7660524
i know
>>7660516
Drakey <3
Please neg me daddy!
>>7660487
it sucks to lose a mother bit life goes on without one :) ya its her choice to be crappy to you so she had to live without her daughter now. it hurts a little but life is a series of hurtful stuff we learn to live with and get over..
>>7660488
well only one way to find out if it would feel nice or not! :P he might be an option for the future!
>>7660500
he's not perfect either bb don't put him on a pedestal you're both humans with tons of flaws placing him above yourself in terms of self worth will only hurt your relationship with him. see case in point right at this moment you're questioning of he is too good for you because you placed him in this imaginary unreachable height.
relax he loves you for who you are and accepts the good and the bad and you feel the same that's really good!!
>>7660526
you would just be a guy on hrt then. you have to socially transition and live as a woman to actually transition :[
>>7660527
no
but im your only reply so i think youve already been stopped by the thread
>>7660526
Yeah, maybe you could even trick your bros into having sex with you as a prank!
>>7660528
>>7660528
but then i couldnt say lil lanner whenever you posted
>>7660536
pat duck once
>>7660532
why not play ff15 again?
>>7660541
Socially transitioning is easy though
>tfw you finally see urself as female in dreams
>>7660542
pat pat :3
>>7660472
Gross
>>7660548
Is it really, because it sounds fucking scary as hell to me.
>>7660544
>why
no reason >:D
>Predators can include owls, weasels, storks, jackals, wild cats, snakes and any other creature that would eat mouse like animals
>>7660551
how was your day soph
>>7660547
I'm almost done with 100% that game.
All that is left is the secret doors in each dungeon plus the special dungeon that can only be accessed through the regalia type-f.
I really found this game to be disappointing.
I really can't wait until ff XII zodiac job system remake comes out for ps4
excuse me but what is the proper way to slice a tomato
>>7660544
yeah
i mean i enjoy aquatic life
they are unique
they suck blood
you could attach them to hamsters in their sleep
>>7660561
you make sure all the guts come out
>>7660561
Don't slice sentient ones
>>7660558
slept until 3 pm, then worked out and showered and stuff, then I worked on unistuff from 7 pm to 3.30 am, Ive been watching some anime the last hour or so,
guess it was above average
>tfw got permission to buy wine too
>>7660564
cause I need (you)
>>7660554
It depends where you live really. Most people won't give a shit.
>>7660564
but then you couldn't get a 3D-printed uterus and have a baby and be happy
>>7660545
>hey Ada what's ur name?
>oh its [girl name]
>btw friends and family im transitioning to a girl can you please use [girl name] and call me she?
scary and difficult but it literally is that easy. I actually socially transitioned pre hrt long before I passed. thankfully I have super supportive friends and they indulged me and used female pronouns and my girl name. if a scared pussy like me can do it I know u can
>>7660566
>moonman
noice
>>7660568
why do you need permission to buy wine
i wanna work out but there's so much stuff out there it's intimidating
i feel like im wasting my time because i havent picked like the perfect thing for me you know lol
>>7660524
im getting srs we both want me to get it but he just cant deal with penis and he wont let me do lewd stuff for him since he feels bad he cant do anything for me but mines more perfect
>>7660550
iktf. im in love with mine too and want to be together forever but the future is always gonna be uncertain no matter what. all we can do is try our best and support and love them as best we can and hope that it's enough. if you trust him then have a bit of faith in him loving you back and valuing your relationship together. he won't have a reason to leave if you're good to him :]
>>7660578
if you get a ferret please be nice to them
>>7660575
sorry, Ive decided to make you my spirit animal, so we re connected now
there~
>>7660574
I am just doing some situps and squats, its really not that wild
>why do you need permission to buy wine
cause bf doesnt want alcohol or drugs in the house, but he said it would be okay if I am careful with the wine
>it's time for the weekly sperg out
oh boy, i thought i was over this
guess i'm going to drink again
>>7660587
dont suggest emotionally dependent animals to her lol
Is it true that gt shrinks after orchiectomy or is that a r/asktransgender lie
>>7660575
no it's not
there's nothing gay about wanting to be a girl and getting married to the man of your dreams and becoming pregnant and raising your baby in a upper-middleclass house with a white picket fence with labrador retriever named fido
TRANNIES
TRANNIES
BIG AND TALLL
WHO IS THE HONNEST OF THEM ALL?
oh its me
>>7660592
gt shrinks on hrt
I guess if they arent on a proper dose of AA then afterwards it would shrink
>>7660595
I SEE YOU'RE NOT YELLOW, FELLOW
BUT I DON'T WANNA MAKE YOU BLUE, SO GET A CLUE
AND PUR-PULL THE PLUG BEFORE YOU PLAY
OR I'LL ARRANGE A RAINBOW ON YOUR PARADE
>>7660595
sheen?
>>7660597
general consensus seems to be your gt only shrinks if you don't use it
and since most forms of hrt kill your libido (at least initially) and a lot of transgirls have severe genital dysphoria.........
i know girls on spiro who still have proper piping
tfw your cute girlface is covered by muscle and fat
>>7660599
>babies
I hate being a tranny
>>7660595
trashy maybe
>>7660612
no it me
>>7660596
wow youre more active than I am D:
Ill try :3
I dont have any yet, not sure when Ill be able to get some, we re really broke, if month wasnt over in 3 days I wouldnt know how to afford food the next week, lol
>>7660600
i miss flapjack
>>7660596
im ok
>>7660533
I've been thinking of reaching out to my sister, she lives in up state NY now... She's a good looking girl and very smart, so she may be pretentious... It would be nice to know her now she's all grown up, she was an absolute bitch of a teenager though :/
>>7660553
You know, say nasty shit so I'll seek validation from you ;)
>>7660588
Why me as a spirit animal
There's better spirit animals
>>7660593
Oh that hurt to know that's never going to happen
>>7660626
forgot this song i meant to link
it's p much ywn be in a normal relationship
>ywn have to be a secret
>ywn be a mom
in one song..
>>7660628
>There's better spirit animals
lmao, no there arent
>>7660629
Nawww what's wrong drakey :'(
Hug hug hug pat pat pat <3
>>7660633
ree
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTTvaaX-lms
>>7660628
no i didnt mean to make you sad nevermind
Hey y'all, how was yer days
>>7660629
I'm autistic?
>>7660626
>wait for progesterone
?
ive never considered prog im 3 years in but ive just gotten progressivly more baby crazy like i just wanna be a stay at home mom and not even bother with work
>>7660646
well, are you?
>>7660646
>>7660648
щл
>>7660653
>>7660659
>>7660662
no
>>7660664
Deal with it. I wish I was a fucking immortal God who could exist out side of time and space... I'm not getting my shit fucked up like a bitch because it's an impossibility.
Also if you dwell on it you'll drive him away...
>>7660674
ur gey
>>7660664
don't we all. but that's life! don't focus on what we DONT have and instead keep focused on what you can do for him :]
he likes you don't poison your mood and thinking by imagining negative scenarios and things. keep ur head up dear!
You may not be able to bring life into this world but you can certainly bring death. Kill the cis! Let them feel your pain.
>>7660642
>tfw started transition wanting the family and white picket fence and it slowly became apparent you were never going to be normal
>>7660680
gas the cissies! Gender war now
>>7660680
tfw lazy taoist
>>7660681
aww you can still have that lanner <33
>>7660680
>Kill the cis!
but if I kill them, how are they supposed to feel pain?
>>7660637
Literally anyone
>>7660681
me_irl
>>7660677
only for you
>>7660680
wouldnt that require a tranny to actually be able to perform manual labor
who exactly is gonna do that
>>7660686
What's happening in that gif?
Why did it implode?
>>7660681
if anyone can get it, its you lanlan
>>7660690
lies and slander
The worst dreams I have ever had were me being pregnant. That feel of waking up in the dark, shivering and reaching down to feel where a bump of a baby should be
:'(
>>7660694
its fine look at it this way men make better women than women and you could always adopt!
>>7660544
>i don't know if i like birds
Birds would be a bad idea then. They need a lot of attention and care or they go crazy and nasty.
I love birds but I know I could never care for them properly so I'll probably never have any ;_;
>>7660597
>gt shrinks on hrt
>>7660605
>general consensus seems to be your gt only shrinks if you don't use it
I only "exercise" mine 1-2 times a week and I've lost a cm or so in 18 months.
nim is going to marry a cute girl, mark my words
>>7660694
don't dwell on those feelings that'll ruin ur relationship and destroy ur self confidence. he is with you and loves you just the way you are.
don't look for reasons to make yourself doubt or be sad. don't compare urself. just love him and treat him right it's really simple ur overthinking it
>>7660711
i don't want to be a man.
>>7660698
i don't remember the explanation desu
you could ask another board
>>7660713
thats not what i want the pet for.
>>7660643
Fashionable
>>7660715
maybe if he ever learns to form conversation
or she?
i forgot where its at rn
>>7660718
okay replace man with male
woman (male)
>>7660659
How am I supposed to do that bub? You're on the other side of the planet :(
Cheer up drakey <3
>>7660700
>>7660688
Don't be crazy, I can't have that
>>7660704
No, it tru
>>7660681
>tfw you don't give a shit about being normal in the sense of being straight and raising a family
>tfw you want nothing more than to be normal in the sense of being a cis person who's content with their life
>tfw ywn be normal
>parents came back before i could start drinking
well fugg
maybe i can sneak some at 1 am or something
>>7660713
that's not much
most people lose a lot more, i think
i fap several times a day
might switch to cypro or spiro to kill the dick in a few months
I'm gonna make spicy pineapple rice
>>7660729
why not
>>7660726
;______;
>>7660696
flattery is a sin
>>7660723
nim a girl
>>7660735
>tfw no bf to beat me up and finger my butt
>>7660735
fapping and using your gt makes it remain the same size
>>7660746
tfw gf did that and it was sad
>>7660743
so is sloth
>>7660737
Because none of us will ever be able to make kids. We're literal human garbage
>>7660717
idk i'm talking with him no and he's like dw, like i love you the way you are, and idk. it feels weird for someone to not be negative to me.
there's only bee 3 ppl that i like lived with for more than a week with that trait...
also, he knows i have no confidence or self-esteem at all and he wants to help me bring it up
>>7660724
i don want to be male.
i want to be a woman full stop.
>>7660749
Why? Are you not Machoistist?
>>7660745
definitions of girl and boy sure are fucked now a days
>>7660750
throwing rocks at you is enough exercise for me
>>7660736
best taste itt
>>7660729
NUU
Ill try to go to sleep before sunrise today, I am really exhausted, maybe I can sleep normally for once
goofnight :3
>>7660751
i can make kids
>>7660737
Let's be real for a second.
Have you ever once heard of a trans woman marrying a man she loves, settling down somewhere, getting a nice house, raising an adopted family, and living a quiet, normal life?
I've never seen it. I might as well just embrace being a faggot, it's all I'll ever be.
>>7660747
kill my dick as in kill my libido
i've gotten more dysphoric lately so my fapping has like... halved
but my libido's still there
and i'd really like if my sex drive toned down a lot
>>7660753
that's good why are you so afriad if him loving you? he's made it clear that he does and wants to be with you.
learn to accept his love and start loving yourself. make the effort it's hard at first but it's doable and you'll grow as a woman and as a person
Yare Yare
>>7660765
It doesn't happen.
>>7660757
everyone is to some extent
I asked for it
But I realized it didn't feel good and I felt bad for wanting it
And she just felt bad for me and I kind of just cried about being a tied up sissy
Fucking gross
>>7660735
>hiding your drinking from your parents
are you 14 pennie
>>7660766
spiro killed my sex drive, went from 1-2 a day to 1 every week or so. cypro will probably be more effective but idk
>>7660772
nice jojo
>>7660759
That, but only after I beg for it and makes sure I blush first and leaking
MOAPIE THEY WEREPUT OF THE ASUKA FIG I WANTED
>>7660777
i think shes just a 25 year old who still lives with her parents
>>7660769
I don't think it is possible to love a trans girl desu
>>7660765
you're gonna let that stop you because you've never heard it happen before?
maybe the ones you did are just living their lives and not posting on a 4chan thread for trannies?
>>7660786
>lives
>>7660776
:(
Its probably easier with guys because the physical punishment is a lot simpler. Women are sooooooooo eugh its why I could never date them
>>7660772
>those skinny legs
nani
Jotaro is a beefy muscleboy
>>7660779
^_^
>>7660772
wtf is he manspreading
>>7660760
hit me harder
>>7660801
you want me to start using boulders?
>>7660765
Just because you don't know anyone who did that doesn't mean you can't.
>>7660797
I want to get some jojo figs some time, dio's design is really cool
>>7660793
Yeah I mean I guess that's something I'd rather avoid too
Still
You could just keep your booze in your room and get smashed at your desk like a responsible, well-rounded adult :^)
>tfw your boyfriend refuses to fugg you
I'm scared he's gonna leave me ;_;
>>7660790
I don't think they exist.
>>7660762
Goodnight you :3
>>7660793
i think you need all the surgery you can get your hands on
>>7660817
you're giving up without even trying
>>7660765
delete this
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>>7660819
no bullying
>>7660811
i'm not even legal age to buy alcohol in the US
and even if i was i have no way of getting to town
tfw it's another "i'm never going to improve my quality of life" episode
>>7660823
isn't he a gross man though
everyone bullies him im pretty sure
i think i just had my first period
>>7660803
anon. . . . . it's like you're actively seeking reasons to fuck everything up. like you're taking a very simple thing and making it rocket science.
to love yourself accept the things you can't change and be happy with his love. don't try and make yourself unworthy or constantly fear what if hypothetical situation. worry about stuff when and IF it happens or you'll spend your entire life worried about imaginary issues.
like really just live life as a normal person it's not a complicated ordeal. difficult sometimes yes but not complicated
>tfw your younger brother gets praise from your parents for living a normal cishet life and having a kid together and you're left to rot on the side for living as a grill and dating boys
You know, I feel like that shouldn't hurt me at all, but it really does bug me. Like sometimes I even considering trying to be a guy to get their approval, but I know I'd be miserable if I did that.. Ugh. Someone tell me I'm retarded please.
>>7660823
it's drakeposter
he's ban on sight on a few other places i go to lmao
>>7660820
It's like you think I haven't tried.
I fucking have ok?
>>7660832
that doesn't mean you have to give up!
>>7660829
if you could give birth to a grandchild they would love you
>>7660804
that would be prefered
>>7660837
ok
ill put spikes on them so you'll get cut up okay?
>>7660831
??????
what
>>7660832
hugg elann
>>7660829
don't compare yourself to him. you're your own person and your parents approval or attention doesn't make or break you
>>7660829
Miserable either way
it's weird looking down in the shower and seeing lil bobbers
but it feels right
is that gay?
>>7660765
the loneliness of being trans is real
>>7660828
idk, i fuck up everything and i want this to be the exception...
he trusts me and wants me to move in with him and i just like wanna be the best for him...
>>7660834
I already have
>>7660848
jealous
>>7660849
this isnt very believable
>>7660850
>tfw no Martin husbando
>>7660853
when did you give up? what happened?
>>7660824
pffft if you're not even 21 then you've got so much time to improve the quality of your life my pal.
You're like 19 right?
So much can happen in the span of a few years.
I never thought I'd be enrolling in a course that will help me to get into uni quicker (and cheaper!) like less than a month ago.
It seems like you're in a box at the bottom of the ocean right now, but you never know when an opportunity will come along that will help you to bust out of your funk and pierce the heavens.
It's gonna be ok.
>>7660860
did you go to a convention?
The homies always got a hookup. I love these dudes.
>>7660867
yeeeeee
>>7660866
im gonna be 21 soon!!
ill finally get to become an alcoholic!
>>7660820
There is no point in trying. Why waste time and energy on something that will never happen?
>>7660829
The look of disappointment on my parents face whenever their friends talk about grandchildren hurts so bad. I know they resent me for being a degenerate loser. They try to act like they don't mind so that I don't jump under a train.
i want someone to throw me in a trashcan
>>7660007
>/mtfg/
There's a filter for that.
>>7660875
those are really fun
>look up Martin on facebook
>his head was a lot dopier when he was younger
XD
>>7660880
XD
>>7660765
yeah ive heard of it why would you doubt its happened ecspecially with how many people there are in the world
>>7660884
why do peoples eyes get brighter when they get older
>>7660858
I think he's delusional about me too
Like even if I was a cis guy I'm a fat neet that's been on one date their entire life and can't socialize. Just because I'll have a degree and have work experience doesn't make me the better option here
Idk if you meant that part of my post or the other one. If you meant the dream one, that's all I really want is to lead as close to a "normal" life as possible
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7WNhmW9kOEM
>ywn have her voice
>ywn make good emoe
what is everyone feeling to 2night??????
>>7660891
Same reason people tend to get more conservative with age.
>>7660852
soooo don't fuck it up and just do your best. . . I don't see a problem. don't create problems out of thin air and just enjoy the moment and accept it :]
>>7660892
i was just confused because dont you just look like a fat girl?
do you not see your dad often?
>>7660341
Stirner was a second rate mystic. The spook idea is used to discard any human concepts as unfounded and worthy of rejection at personal will. Basically, it's supposed to be the ultimate libertarianism, though staunch Stirnerites probably say it goes beyond that. His philosophy is designed to destroy limitation, including the limitation of rationality, in his own words. I kind of like him, but I don't think he's incredible or anything.
>>7660865
About the point at which I got out of my last relationship, with someone who might be one of the most liberal and accepting straight guys I could have asked for. He never had any intention of marrying me, and has said before that me being unable to have children was a perk given he never wanted kids.
Then as soon as I was single again the reality settled in that to most men I'm still just a sexual curiosity.
>>7660889
Share
Pls
>>7660848
I have lil boobers now too they're so smol ^.^
>>7660894
but anon
im like 99% conservative and my eyes are black
and im 19
am i an exception
do i need to be euthanized
i try really hard to make things go right but i fail
>>7660841
you know me so well
>>7660907
You said you've heard of it
>>7660899
maybe the problem was that the person you were dating wasn't looking to get married rather than you being somehow being unmarry-able
don't let that one experience ruin your whole potential future
>>7660899
Tfw mo bf
>>7660896
i'm trying to, i just arm like ahh i fuck up everythning i do...
>>7660902
You're the chosen one.
>>7660906
That's the crushing weight of being human bearing down on you.
I... i just want plastic surgery
I don't mean to be grumpy but I'm sad all the time because I'm so far behind everyone else here
>>7660866
i sure as fuck can't stay here once my titties sprout
too useless and autistic to find anyone to live with
i dunno senpai
>>7660869
arrest me officer
>>7660919
isnt that the mom from chappie?
she played a great character
the robot abuse made me sad though
>>7660897
I guess I sorta pass, idk
I see him every couple of months, saw him back around Christmas
I guess maybe he doesn't notice because he's never considered that I could be trans. Maybe that or he doesn't want to believe it or something because then he'd feel like he fucked up as a parent or something. I'm not even going to think about telling him under after I've graduated and am fully independent.
>>7660918
good keep trying and don't give up
>>7660922
Senpai, how old are you?
>>7660922
you kinda made everyone hate you
i dont think theres a lot of apology room left
Fuck i got a nosebleed rip
>>7660885
yea!!
>>7660933
all you can do is your best and hope it's enough. that's it
>>7660933
the biggest ASS who ever LVIED
>>7660915
What's the functional purpose of a marriage to most men if I can't bear children?
>>7660933
No I'm not, you pass perfect and are short. So like yeah that's all there is to say, most of you flat out had a better body to start out with.
>>7660922
>>7660931
i guess the good thing about being fat is that nobody suspects you have tiddies
>>7660928
I haven't seen Chappie so I don't know what character she plays. But yeah, she's in that movie!
out to party
later
>>7660899
>Then as soon as I was single again the reality settled in that to most men I'm still just a sexual curiosity.
The sad reality of our lives. When these men get older and are done fucking around having fun, they'll abandon you for someone with a womb. They'll only remember when they're jacking off because they are fighting with their wife.
>>7660915
That's the thing nim, no one wants to marry a fetish. These boys will grow into men who want to have a family like their father and his father and his father and his father and his father and his father.
>>7660945
Nothing.
>>7660922
you can have mine. I don't want a boob job anyways =]
>>7660945
to show that you love each other so much you want to be each other's forever?
besides you can still adopt, they might even release the tech to let two sperms or two eggs create an embryo
you're being too cynical
>>7660937
Not an apology per se, i don't feel the need to apologize because its like kicking me while im down. I'm already the most nonpassing hon here so I know im a peice of shit human
>>7660939
I think my favorite part of the one I went to was just sampling shows with 30-40 people and some of the contests they had going.
>>7660953
we're not just a fetish, we're actual people
and we should be holding out for other people that see us that way
>>7660914
what about it?
>>7660957
do u really expect me to hugbox you
youre obviously not the least passing person here
you just put yourself on an extremely high pedestal and think the world revolves around you
>>7660961
aren't you into cis girls?
>>7660952
buh bye
>>7660963
Sounds neat. I'll check it out.
>>7660959
>i'm literally average.
yeah for a girl
in other words you're fucking short
>>7660959
>i'm literally average.
That's a good thing though, i wish i was average
>>7660957
"I'm going to project my insecurities by trying to create a philosophically objective femininity that other trannies shouldn't have because they're prettier than me."
If you stepped outside of your self obsession for five seconds, I'd be more sympathetic.
>>7660971
yes, but im still figuring stuff out..
i don't like seeing people think of themselves in such a lower manner
>>7660959
how to self esteem for dummies:
>think of positive things about yourself
>focus on those things
>accept the things you can't change about yourself
>downplay your flaws and accent your strengths
>do this daily until you are confident in it
congrats you now have some self esteem!
>>7660961
We are, but not to them.
>>7660959
ha-huh-haHAHAHA
>>7660970
More like im searching for someone to say the right thing to me that motivates my ass
all this fat on my face needs to gogo to the right place
>>7660982
youre fucking insane pleb
i literally called you 'miss piggy' once
and for like the past 4 months after that youve went on non stop about me hugboxing you
for calling
you
miss
piggy
>>7660981
>cis girls
you literally reduced your dating pool down to nil
>>7660884
you just know that there are guys out there who masturbate to the female version of them and try to date girls who look like the female version of them
>>7660981
what about a trangirl?
>>7660956
I've learned to be a cynic. Believe it or not, most people are not actually ok with dating a transsexual, much less marrying one.
>>7660967
Share details?
Have you known someone? Have you read of someone?
>>7660995
i'm not insane.
>female char
>not hugboxing
really stimulates the senses.
>>7660995
also, it's mostly because you say you don't, but you do...
>>7661000
Or even being seen in public with a known trans girl
>>7660993
>nice hair
>good height and size
>passing
>not ugly
>soft
>loyal
>good with video games
>easy to talk to and get along with
>friendly
that's alot of stuff m8 take ur pick and don't try to argue about it. that's counter productive
>>7661000
yeah that's why you find someone who is
im not saying it's not more difficult for a transgirl to achieve this but if you can't just admit defeat like that
i couldnt do that
>>7661001
>>7661003
>accidentally find some of my parents mail
>suddenly everything makes sense
>we're 100k in debt
...oh...
We're the >girls thier friends make fun of them for dating.
>>7661006
pretty much
>>7661013
Get a job quickly
>>7661000
just people i knew through a friend didnt know much about them so not really much to share only knew the woman was trans because my friend told me since im a tranny too
>>7660982
you are a tranny
you are short for a tranny you fucking autist
>>7661013
THEY are in debt, you didn't sign anything.
>>7661020
>tranny
>manual labor
>>7661032
it's called fake it till you make it. tell it to yourself every day until you convince yourself of it.
there's nothing wrong with feeling good about yourself and you shouldn't feel guilty for wanting to
>>7661032
>average height for a girl
>obvious tranny
i was going to put something mean here but i guess i probably shouldn't.
>>7661033
Send me more pictures you slut.
>>7661000
>most people are not actually ok with dating a transsexual, much less marrying one.
;~;
This must be why so many trannies end up dating each other.
>>7661032
it might suck if you're constantly around your mom who is a lot shorter than you
but compared to most trannies your height is golden
>>7661039
nah, most are just rapey
ok i cried for like 15 minutes and punched myself in the head
i think i'm a bit better now
i want to die desu
>>7661047
elanna no ;~;
>>7661047
Please kill me before you go.
>>7661039
maybe
a lot of them find each other in trans support groups and stuff though
like here
>>7661036
>tfw too honest to fake it
>>7661036
i like thought it was true on psychs, but idk, i wanna do more to like look in the mirror and see like a grill....
man i wish i could trip daily..
>>7661037
i know it sounds like dumb, but idk. i just like don't like saying good things about me..
>>7661043
i haven't left my house for more than like 5 hrs for the past week or so..
i'm kinda always near her...
>>7661060
maybe it's time to start getting out more!
>>7661059/
have you met up w shakira yet
>>7661045
Why are you sad tho? <3
>>7661045
Send me your abs.
It will please me.
>>7661063
my semester starts monday.. i go to a majority girl uni.
kill me pls ;-;
>>7660875
Are you rolling again tonight, love?
>>7661015
LmaO, boys are low key jealous of their friend if they get a transgirl desu. Deep down all straight men want to fucc a transgirl into submission. Men love cocks more than girls, I swear.
>>7661069
>drakeposter
>abs
kek
>>7661060
so make more of an effort. makeup fashion skin care and development of your social skills and self worth are all critical to becoming more normal
>>7661064
Sigh... Whatever. Wouldve enjoyed shooting the shit with her but she judst needs guidance. Maybe someone else will help her do with that.. Eventually..
>>7661060
idk i get it, dysphoria shit
i'm moody and feel like being bitchy rn desu
my mom is taller than me, which is fun
she's fucking 5'10 though lmao
>>7661047
that's what i do if my body lets me cry
why do you want to die
>>7661075
Right, we are fetishes, not humans
>>7661011
I'm tired though
Not everyone has the willpower to keep going for some remote shot at something that's an idea. The assumption being made here is that I can't be happy doing something other than living in some heteronormative fantasy.
It was a dream that I once had, which is honestly dead now. Life gave me other hopes and dreams to replace it.
>>7661026
I see
I guess miracles do happen
>>7661039
It's a mix of reasons. Trannies have an immediate common ground even if it's superficial. They tend to inhabit the same spaces, and therefore have higher odds of meeting someone who clicks that is also trans
Then, there's the fact that they will not reject you for being trans. It's safe, and a lot of trans women just end up dating each other because it's easier than dealing with dating cis people.
I just made some ethereal rice
and im lonely
>>7661083
my prospects for moving out are really shit and my parents will probably be hostile once they find out i'm trans
i don't really see any hope for the future desu
having another meltdown, it's fun
time to cry again
>>7661075
He has abbs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMDu3JdQ8Ow
>>7661087
That assumption is correct. People who can't or decide against having kids are unhappy.
>>7661090
Drake cheer up =[
>>7661096
>alan watts
juni ily
>>7661077
<3 eyyyy nimmmmmy
>>7661086
why can't we be both? are girls technically fetishes for men? I don't agree that every guy who likes transgirls does so for a singular reason. Always grayscale.
>>7661095
noted and waiting.
>>7661095
ORYX WHY
>>7661087
i dont know, it doesnt seem like a fantasy
if you've become content with not having that then that's okay but you shouldn't give it up if even a small part of you still wants it
i know there's someone out there that would want that with you, i dont believe all the guys out there just see trannies are fetishes
>>7661070
fuck i reeee
>>7661076
i am, i started trying to use more make up and like he's like buying me it, cause lol no money, so i feel bad because i am not good w/ it.....
and i'm trying to more, like i'm trying to find a dope scent and i like flowerbomb, but thatos basic af, which might be good....
>>7661077
can you make me a sandwich?
>>7661082
but that's like all i feel most of the time when i'm alone...
hi mtfg whats new
>>7661075
He looked good in the pic he sent me, its a bummer Im not a few years younger and hes not a few years older.
>>7661090
Nothing is sacred.
>>7661101
yr a good trip ada
i love (you)
>tfw disgusting spiro dissolves in mouth and leaves minty acrid taste
Why do I keep doing this? Like besides tits
>>7661108
beepboop
>>7660987
thanks
I'm trying to lose weight so that I can look decent by the end of the year (hopefully 18 months on HRT plus training voice/makeup/etc will help me pass alright by then). Plus so I don't die at an early age because of poor self control
>>7661070
good luck
uni is fun and is a great way to socialize
>>7661082
>tfw tallest person in family
f u g
>>7661108
Apparently I'm poly. What's new with you?
>>7661109
does that tummy come in boopable version
or is it no touching allowed
>>7661106
good that is fantastic progress. go to a sephora one day and ask for tips on how to make up. they'll give you real time good advice that is tailor made to your face and its all free. that's how I learned and there's also video tutorials
>>7660765
no.
lucky for me i dont want to marry a man.
or be married at all hah...........
why would anyone want such a boring archetypal life though?
>>7661097
I could always do that in a gay relationship, or even a relationship with another tranny. There's alternate frameworks for human relationships. I don't need to have a nuclear family and I probably never will.
>>7661105
Why would I keep chasing something when I'm happy doing something else and it feels a lot more natural?
>>7661116
swallow faster...
>>7661116
get more than adequate amount of water to drink before taking it
check out my transition timeline
>>7661126
Lesbians have high rates of depression, domestic violence, and obesity
so is furry porn trutrans?
>>7661094
you just need someone to hold you/slap you and say everything's gonna be okay
if you're really sad/freaking out it's hard to believe you can get past any obstacle
>>7660975
i speak russian
>>7661135
So does Mississippi
>>7661126
like i said if you're happy now then no harm no foul
happiness is the ultimate goal
>>7661136
it's unrelated to trans stuff entirely
>>7661135
thats bc two women together is a tinder box
>>7661137
no irl friends
life is fun
even when i'm not depressed i know the chances of me getting out of here are very low
if i get with the girl i'm crushing on they're even lower because she's just as fucked as i am and it's LDR
>>7661149
a tinderbox of pure love
Death is the only escape from dysphoria.
>>7661124
i tried and i got nervous and just bought stuff online ;-;.....
>>7661158
yes
>>7661125
Idk, it just sort of seemed like the natural thing to do. It's a tried and true life trajectory, and it means that I can have kids and stuff.
I bet my family would have been happier if I'd repressed and given them grandkids to visit in some suburban home or something.
>>7661159
what about euphoria
>>7661169
Public humiliation
>>7661161
push through the fear. it's extremely worth the initial discomfort. I wanted to pass myself the first few times till I got used to it and im alot better at makeup because of it.
just force yourself you have to keep going outside your comfort zone till girl stuff becomes normal feeling and not a huge stressful task
>>7661130
>>7661130
>>7661130
>>7661123
Boopable only to you.
Abs now please!
>>7661126
Did you grow up within a typical nuclear family, Elanna?
>>7661148
>she doesn't look at furry porn
>>7661166
you wouldn't be happy as some repressed husband trapped in a marriage built on a lie
that must suck for the wife's of repressed trannies who's husbands can't take it anymore and decide to come clean
must be tough for the kids too
What's the point of being horny if you have no one to be horny with?
>Mfw right now
>>7661179
yardwork and it makes me dysphoric
i have better work available but i cant hold it due to ADD and bipolar
can't see a psych because my parents are militantly against meds
>>7661183
Tfw no bf to pound me then pound me
i've been listening to this for like an hour
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyvCLImSAT8
>>7661166
I know that settling down in suburbia and starting a nuclear family is the dream for a lot of people, and a lot of cis people your age are starting to do just that, but don't feel like it has to be your dream too.
You yourself said "I'm happy doing something else and it feels a lot more natural", so just do the something else that feels more natural.
As a trans woman, you should be well aware that actively fighting against your nature will only make you miserable in the long run.
>>7660746
>beat me up
Goddammit Oryx, I'd love to make love to you, but I could never bring myself to hit you. Why do so many trans girls have to be such gluttons for punishment?
>>7661202
ohh you're penelope right
i recall you talking about your parents being weird like that..
rather than setting your sights on moving out, you gotta focus on the smaller individual problems that make up that bigger one.. assuming it's any easier to find that treatment for your mental problems, idk how to go about doing that in your situation
>>7661272
probably abusive childhoods?
my father was abusive, and treated his girlfriends poorly
idk senpai
i think i'm starting to get out of wanting to be beaten, i dunno
i'm getting a lot more romantic
>>7661287
yeah i couldn't have made it more obvious desu
i kind of have to move out at some point though, i mean my parents aren't going to happy when i have noticeable breasts
my nips already poke out a lot of the time lmao
i dunno maybe things will get better at some point
>>7661224
I hate it when I have to stop meds for any amount of time. I went a week without once and I swear I felt like I was going to explode. I hope the new meds work out for you.
>>7661301
>i'm getting a lot more romantic
<3
That's what the world needs more of -- love and romance.