/tgg/ Trans Girl General

hello
I am trans girl

>>7614123
hello trans girl, am also trans girl

tfw weird looking boobs

>tfw you're living with your aunt and her husband
>tfw your dad tells everyone of your relatives you're trans
fucking awkward

>>7614484
weird how? i mean my boobies are cute and pointy 5 months into hrt :3

>>7614484
Try progesterone?

>>7615155
too far apart :/

Just came out on twitter

>tfw dick heads from high school follow me
>tfw cousins and aunts follow me

I'm sweating and shaking

>>7613983
>Full boymode, sitting in waiting room of doctor's office
>Nurse comes out of the back area
>I'm the only person visible from her perspective
>Looks me dead in the eyes and asks, "are you Amelia?'
>I'm not Amelia
>Girl sitting behind this corner wall thing not visible from entrance to back area gets up and heads back with her.
>I'm self medding and I wasn't even at the doctor's for trans shit

>>7616641
Sounds like a bright future ahead anon

Anyone know of a decent brand/style etc of panties that have a wider crotch since I don't tuck unless I'm wearing like tights or a skirt dress? I've been wearing two pairs of boyshorts and just kind of "overlapping" them across my shit to keep it all in but it needs frequent adjustment which is annoying.

>>7616560
>coming out on social media
you brought it on yourself

>>7616779
you're not wrong

>be me high school Senior
>start Hrt at 17
>stopped smoking
>be college freshman
>best friend from highschool and his girlfriend die in crash
>Funeral.jpg
>get really depressed
>friend offers cig
>I start smoking from then on again

It's been 3 days and I still say yes when they offer me a cig. I've probably smoked a half a pack and I feel like shit. My Hrt has only been spiro until I turned 18, I've only been on estradiol for 3is months now. I really don't know what to do. I'm in a shitty place right now, I just got back to my dorm, I have a really strong urge to start smoking again. Idk. Maybe I should kill myself haha.

>tfw passing face and body
>tfw alpha male drill sergeant voice

>>7617439
Voice surgery, look up Yeson in South Korea. Voice operations are amazing and are somehow not talked about much for trans people

>>7617452
>tfw also poorfag with no passport
gonna be a long time to save up i guess

>>7617452
Because it's hit and miss and if you fuck up your vocal chords there is no going back.

>>7617675
Not being able to speak is better than having a male voice imo

>>7617032
things will get better. if smoking helps, then smoke. weed helped me through some tough times.

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>be me
>19 mtf trying to get on hrt
>army active duty
>mfw noone knows what the fuck is going on
>mfw still have to adhere to the male standard
>mfw trumby takes office
>mfw i just wanna die

>>7617718
What do you look like?
I could be your sugardaddy if you have the basis to become a cute girl.

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>>7617675
>be lazy
>like some real next level laziness bullshit
>seriously contemplate pretending to be mute instead of putting time and effort into voice lessons
>mfw

>>7617718
Won't the army pay for everything and fast track your transition?

So who's all drinking tonight?

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I want to be pretty toooooo
With big eyes, and a small face and body.

>>7617791
I feel you, I've contemplated slitting my throat more than I should recently.

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>Been feeling like shit recently
>Want to start smoking weed again
>Vaporizer I ordered will get here until Monday and I don't want to start smoking on weekdays again.
>By the looks of it the package will probably take longer to get here

Just kill me senpai

>>7618355
Drinking and kpins ;^)

>>7616500
ah don't worry , i thought the same, but then i seen this gallery of normal boobs, and i realized its normal
>http://www.007b.com/breast_gallery.php

>>7617032
I started again nov 9th after over 2 years withoutsmkoing. Now I'm quitting again

>>7619535
thank you, that site made me feel a bit better I guess I think my problem is man chest width ._.

I've noticed, everything is so anti-woman

I started watching a lot more reality game show tv-series, and peoples comments are retarded, and they're ALWAYS based on the guy.

>Why didn't that girl pick that other person instead? It would've been so much better (at least for the guy she played with).
People would not realize that the pick she made was the pick that made her the safest.

Then there's another thing
>After a pair has won, they have the chance to steal the price from the person they won with
All the comments calls girls disgusting and stupid/ugly etc for the case that they'd steal the price... But then when talking about if the guy does it, it's like "What a hero he would be", and shit like that. There's even been guys who stole the price, and then the reaction is "a legend, what a player" etc.

It's complete bullshit.
Also, it's ALWAYS a girl who leaves first... Or almost always.
They're also the ones put into the most "danger"... And also the ones who get backstabbed the most, where the guys always just use them as pawns. While the girls think of the guys as fellow players.

This thread is garbage and you're all garbage

>>7621701
Wew go back to fucking Tumblr

>>7621701
>They're also the ones put into the most "danger"... And also the ones who get backstabbed the most, where the guys always just use them as pawns. While the girls think of the guys as fellow players.

It's kind of like a society-wide Stockholm syndrome.

>>7621723
Usually also because how guys react.

>Guys form an alliance
>That's completely ok
>Girls may become worried, but see it more as a normal alliance

>Girls form an alliance
>OMG WE GOTTA BREAK THEM UP
>Become the immediate threat, and gets picked off

It's so stupid.

>>7621740
Is that because they know that crowd power is effective? Whenever I go places with other cis women, guys who would usually be bothering me the whole night don't even approach.

>>7621772
If it were because of that they'd look at mixed alliances, or only guys alliances, in the same way.

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Result of playing with hair for a few hours, thoughts?

>>7622123
that is cute as fuck
i love it

>>7622123
It looks nice! Good work anon, also your face has a good side profile

>>7622123
Pretty, feminine face and head

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>>7622141
Ty, I was hoping everyone would like it, I really like it!

>>7622147
Ty, I love my side profile too, my chin is my biggest flaw and you cant see it as much from the side.

>>7622157
Ty, I normally get rated highly in teirlists

>>7621739
If people like you can go down in a flaming ball of asshurt then it feels pretty damn good.

>>7622250
that post did not deserve a reply

>>7622123
Terrible

>>7622289
Fuck you I can reply to whatever I want faggot

>>7621701
This whole post is shit

>>7622308
i'm aware, doesn't change that it was stupid to give that anon what they wanted and reply

>>7622308
hey buddy youre not me

>>7622353
Again, fuck you.
>>7622361
And you're not me

>>7622408
*autism intensifies*

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pic very related

>>7622455
xD

>>7622197
You do pass a lot better from the side, which is interesting because for most MtFs it's the other way around.

>>7622455
Nobody disagrees with this here, ya'know.

40 days into hrt, my nipples constantly feel like their wet (they're not). anyone else get this?

>>7622885
I did get that but not a constant feeling, just occasionally

>>7622939
early on, did you notice this happening more on one side compared to the other? if so, did it even out over time?

>>7622885
You're stupid

>>7623004
>>>/s4s/

>>7623004
for what, taking medication to change the balance of my hormones, as an alternative to literally killing myself?

>>7623046
>>>/Out/
>>7623143
It's literally just an increase in your sensitivey. You should kill yourself desu

who /short/ here? 5'7+ is not short btw

>5'5

who /tall/ here? 5'11- is not tall btw

>6'2

>>7623196
I'm holding off on killing myself because I'd quite like to contribute in some small way to the world. if that doesn't work out, then yeah I probably won' stick around

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>>7623317
>5'11- is not tall btw

>>7623217
Perfect female height is 5'4 to 5'10
Don't take you cis female-tier height for granted, be glad you aren't /tall/ like a lot of us

Got prescribed Valium by my endo/psych to help ween me off weed (sick of feeling like a domo arigato autismo roboto when high, sick of being an anxious rabbit when sober) but it's only 2mg and after less than a week I already feel dependent. Why can't I just feel normal? I'd rather die than stay on this ride.

>>7621712
accelerate your graphics port back to MtFg, chaser scum

>>7623609
I would much rather deal with weed dependency than valium speaking as a trans who was dependent on benzos for a bit when I was in /repression/ mode. I disagree strongly with your doctor's decision

>>7623718
I don't intend on being on it long-term, it's mostly until I can get some sort of care plan together. Weed just makes me feel too fucking dysfunctional (plus I can't really smoke weed at work and I drive everywhere etc.) but I'm worried that I'm acquiring a taste for it. Would you mind describing your experience with benzos? Or could you recommend an alternative?

>>7623638
that person is not a chaser they are mtf (or nb maybe I don't remember) they are still really annoying and stupid most of the time though

>tfw first appointment with a doctor who can give me hrt tomorrow
finally

>try on girl clothes
>feels right

FUCK WHY GOD WHY

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>>7623317
6' m-master r-race...

>>7623428
>tfw 5'9'' and I still tower over everyone but men

Hmm

>>7629638
5'9 is alpha female height. Tall enough to be taken seriously but not so tall as to be automatic hon/disgusting freak.

>>7629961
i commonly see 6+ feet tall women when i go out

>>7622123
You should probably take better care of it, the ends look dry the same way mine gets. We probably have a siimilar hair type as well. Cute little knot tho.

>>7630048
that's because real girly girls and feminine women wear heels/pumps

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>>7629601
5'4 here

>>7630261
REEEEEEEEEEEE

Yeee, date numero uno of this year went really well. Kinda broke my first date rule of "no sex", but it's been a hella long time, and after like a dozen dates last year with all of them leading to "meh" or "No" prospects.. Feels good man.

>Bi Men are objectively better than str8 men with tranny fetishes.
Discuss

>>7630286
tell more about the date! how was he in bed? moar details!
Also, biguys are 1000X's better then 'straight' closeted chasers.Tons more passion, respect,and care too

epilating your pubes is ok right?

>>7621739
Pretty bad desu

>>7633541
If your skin is fine with it.

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so i've basically grown my hair out from a buzz cut for a year, and i need to style it somehow. if i pull a hair from the front down it reaches about 2 inches below my chin. basically the back is longer than the front area and it just blobs up back there, i'm looking to clean it up. any ideas? i guess it'll end up looking like a shorter haircut

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>>7637868
go on pinterest and look at short hair styles until you find one you like and think would suit you

tfw no mtf gf

>tfw finally on hrt
yay!!!!

>>7629196
i finally got a full set of girl clothes and it feels so right
so cozy and soft too

>>7638009
be desirable and you might get a stable and well-to-do gf anon
>inb4 this triggers anti-trans crowd

>>7630358
Just a nice night together after a fancy dinner. Much lewd, but also the first time since like 2014 my date had romantic prowess instead of being such a knob at intimacy. I think I broke my rule for gud reason. We'll be together again soon c:

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>>7638622

does anyone else feel like a failure as a woman because no matter what you can never get pregnant

>>7640680
I worry about it less after talking to some of my ciswoman co-workers who are considering adopting rather than go through pregnancy.

There's more to being a woman than getting pregnant anon, come on now.

>>7638009
>>>/r9k/

i guess this thread is dead now...

>>7638622
I'm starting in a matter of weeks, just in time for my birthday!
>>7649491
This is my favorite general I hope not.

>>7640680
some cis women can't have kids as well,and uterus transplants,while only working for cis women so far, are a thing

>>7649772
They would most likely work on trans women too, it's just never going to be applied to us because we don't matter.

>>7649772
full body gene edits and nanobots WHEN

>tfw no accepting house of sisters that can help me transition and set me on the right path
I guess the best I can do is become homeless then ask for help from one of the LGBT homeless charities :/

>>7618796
What vape did you get?

>>7649808
I thought about starting a trans girl house a long time ago for girls who don't have anywhere to go. It could have been a sisterhood thing. Would have been neat if it worked.

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>>7649876
You could still take me in if you live in the UK

>>7649850
Arizer Air :P

>>7649808
going homeless is usually something you want to avoid if at all possible

>>7649778
We have no womb, nothing to make estrogen, and no vagina.

This would no work on us.

>>7651967
What? That's what the uterus transplant is for, obviously you would have a C-section. And what do you mean "nothing to make estrogen"? The physicians themselves have said that the main stumbling block is the ethical one.

How does one pass with really curly hair I see most passable trans with straight hair and mine kills me. I cant straighten it because theres so much it looks like a helmet when I do. Is there any way to look cute fem with curly hair???

>>7652151
go on pinterest and look at curly hair styles

idk if this is a thing since curly hair seems rly different but you could go to a stylist and ask them to thin and layer your hair a bit if there is too much to straighten

>>7623317
6'2 here be like an amazon if i passed

>>7614175
Oh hay! me too!!

>>7653585
what a coincidence
i also am trans

>>7623317
6'4"
gonna try anyway once i lose some weight
my best hope is to go kinda butch and double-bluff people into thinking it'd be too obvious if i were a guy

>>7656046
i've seen lots of women out and about that are taller than that, no lies
it's all genetics, you can still pass even with out being butch

Reminder that the end goal of our scientific research of studying transgenderism is not to allow for smoother transition.
It is to ensure your mental disorder of dysphoria never happens and you just are cis people. You're not 'born with a special soul' you have a disorder and right now accepting it to help you function as a human in society is the best answer.
Gender dysphoria is not an identity, it is a mental disorder that currently is best solved by cooperating with it, but given newer advancements in genetic engineering, we should be working to making sure it never happens. I know that's a bitter pill to swallow, but it is the reality of the situation. Your identity is not normal, and not a celebration, it is a social treatment for a disorder. This is not a call for you to fight it, as given the controls we have that would be unkind. Just a reminder that you are not an identity, you are a disorder, and any 'movements' should act accordingly.

holy shit im high and i just realised

i feel fucking good man

like gonna get those hormones mang and im set

like woah it feels really good

like your hands look real good n shit colofrul

What's the consensus on weight? Should i try to be as skinny as physically possible? My ribs show but I've been eating a lot of junk food recently because I've gotten frustrated on not losing more weight.

>>7649893
I'll take you in senpai

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>>7664229
Stop talking like what you say have sense cause you're full of bullshit.
GTFO

>>7649893
Not the other guy, but I'm in the uk and live alone in a 6 bedroom house...

>>7664855
Depends on if you have good fat distrobution.
If it's good, you gain weight, if it's not good, you may stay a bit lower weight (for me, I think around BMI 17.5 is good, but will be different for others, especially if you have larger boobs or more muscle).

>>7666547
theres more than 200,000 empty houses in the uk and still people are freezing to death in the streets private property is gr8

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>>7664229
> I know that's a bitter pill to swallow, but it is the reality of the situation.
>Implying I don't think it wouldn't be great for future generations to never have to deal with this.
lmao stop pretending to be smart anon.

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>>7664855
I have no idea myself. I'm 6'2" and 150lbs, I kinda want to get some more weight to make me more curvy but I'm terrified of it just going to be my belly. It's better than the 147 I was six months ago but I ate so poorly and gained so little.

I meant to eat more on purpose today and barely ate more than the usual, it's hard to bring myself to. I just reach a point where I just don't want more food. It doesn't help I'm a butt some days and eat something like 500 calories for breakfast & lunch together. I'm usually having 1,000-1,500 on a good day.

>tfw you get hip growth and it's still bony as fuck

>>7667002
Why don't they just rent a room, fucking idiots.

>>7653585
I lied, am not a transgirl

>>7667281
I wish I was trans.

>>7667305
Do you genuinely want to be seen as the opposite gender to the one assigned to you at birth, or are you just another fetishist?

>>7665453
>>7666547
Whereabouts?

fucking woot

i thought qhi would hold my order for a month but they shipped today some fucking cypro and e

i guess i could take 25mg every evening and 2 mg of e split over the day

5'2 and around 48kg so

>>7667281
how could you!

>>7622197
You are so beautiful i really want to talk and get to know you

>>7667782
It's clearly sarcasm

Can someone give me some advice? I need to figure out how to cope with my desire to be a woman.

I can't transition for a few reasons - first and foremost, I'd never pass in a million years and the feeling of not passing would be worse than living as a man. There are a few other reasons, but that's the main one.

Sorry if this gets asked a lot, I've never told anyone about this even anonymous and this is my first time posting here.

>>7671799
you could just get on hrt and embrace being feminine and not go full transition
just be yourself and stuff, but don't attempt to transition
estrogen will make you feel better

>>7671799
Do this: >>7672652

Wear a sports bra and boymode for a year. If you start to pass, congrats.

how was everyones first month of 2017?

Help me. Ive been on hrt for 1.5 years now. I've been ok in terms of mood. Recently I've had an orchiectomy and at the same time switched to estradiol cypionate. And my mood has landed in the shitter. Everything seems empty and pointless. Food taste like shit movies seem like shit people seem like shit. Everything seems grey. I used to be obsessed with makeup and my hair and clothes. Now I don't give a fuck and just end up looking like a lesbian half the time. I don't regret my surgery. Besides my hormones I dont spend money on anything. Because it all seems pointless. I get it tell my doctor but if I do shed obviously stop my treatment.

Anyways is this normal? An adjustment period? Should I just stop all meds despite I don't produce testtosterone?

>>7678905

was going okay until now ish

started new meds, found out something about the bf and paranoia is killing me from that

i took a ton of sleepmeds and want to kill myself from the paranoia before my bf wakes up in a few hours

sorry this is attention whore-y

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>>7613983
I was going to join the air force. Started the process about a month ago. Just now found out that their transgender policies only apply to people transitioning IN the air force, not to people who are transgendered and joining. So I'll have to go to basic training as "male". Which means cutting my hair and being forced to comply with male grooming standards, and being called my birthname. and I'm probably going to do it too because i feel like it's the only way I can get a future. Out of state tuition is too much. Name me any other way I could get free housing, free food, and free college for four years. because of the medical rules I'll also have to be off HRT for two months. I'm scared I'll look like a hon. I hate this so fucking much, but what choice do I have?

i want to cry

>>7679478
don't do it

>>7679478
Don't fucking do it.
Just go a community college in-state or take out loans or just don't even go to college.

>>7678905
Just shut myself up in my room the entire month as usual.

>>7679485
but free college and money and job experience

>>7679500
I'm living in another state right now and I can't go back home because my family won't room me long enough to finish college.
Taking out loans? I don't want to be a debt slave for the rest of my life.

>>7679508
Have you applied for financial aid at your college? You might not have to take out huge loans if you get some grants or scholarships.

>>7679515
I did. Even with the FAFSA it would cost me about 1000 bucks to go PART TIME because of how fucked the out of state tuition is. I can't afford that on minimum wage. I can barely afford the apartment I live in.

>>7679351
could be post surgical depression I guess?

could also be your t is too low and its making you feel bad

>>7679543
Well, I mean, if it's worth it to you, go for it, but I'd rather just drop the fuck out than be forced to be a "male" solider.
Also, it's not that I don't believe you, but where did you find out about the transgender policies don't apply to people joining?

>>7679554
recruiter and his supervisors. I've found policies online for airmen who want to transition, but nothing for someone joining. My birthname is still male, but even if I had it changed, the Military keeps a separate database on citizens than the rest of the US, and doesn't consider your transition "complete" until you get SRS. Which of course, as a broke college student I can totally fucking afford.

>>7679582
That sucks for you.
You're just going to have to decide if it's worth it to you. Personally, I would never in a million years.

>>7679595
To add on that, I'd rather take the debt slavery because at least then I can work it off while being myself.

>>7668141
Dundee

>>7679478
Take out loans or don't fall for the YOU MUST GO TO COLLEGE meme like so many others in my generation. You can gather work experience and life a decent life below your means anon.

>>7679693
Live* a decent life

>>7679693
This. If you've got a specific dream job or field that needs a degree, go ahead, but if you're only going to college because you want a good job in general, don't bother.

>tfw tried epilating for the first time
owww....
how the fuck do people do this?
i only managed to do below the knee on one leg, way too painful to finish tonight
i did both my arms though

>>7679780
after the first time it hurts wayyyyy less since there is less hair

>>7678905
ficken excellent

>Got a cute bf! *after a year of pointless first dates*
>Trying new sciencey bio mods for cosmetic / physiological alterations.
>Coffee shop

>>7679385
what have you learned about your partner.. He's a queer in denial huh

>>7679780
Shave first

>>7616560
>a chick telling the world she is a sexual deviant
>especially around her early/late teens

Don't worry. Literally no one will be surprised or care.

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>>7630285
I'm 156cm

>none of my boy clothes ever fit cuffing everywhere
>women's xs and women's size 5 feet now and perfect
Twas fate

>>7664229
>claims trans is AND is not an identity
>claims identity and disorder are mutually exclusive
>implies trans aren't special or aware that they have a mental disorder
A mental disorder is "..different from what is usual" to a health person. You don't know what identity means?
>implies a relevant number of trutrans aren't accepting their mental disorder and trying to function as people
>implies "newer advancements" means anything
What are you talking about? Do you even know?
> "it is a social treatment for a disorder"
What does that even mean?

I'll have to assume this is bait, buddy. Nobody can be this stupid while saying so few words unless they are making an effort. I'm biscum whose spent some free time in the last month learning about trans to better myself and already I can see the transparency of your fake contribution.

UNLESS, you are trying to provoke intelligent people to set the record straight about misconceptions? A shitty attempt at playing the devil's advocate.

>>7665814
Hi there.

How to laugh with voice?

>>7680199
nah i already knew hes a giant faggot but i don't know, he had a rough childhood like me and did some things he regrets i guess but the things surprised and scare me

>>7680342
>none of my boy clothes ever fit cuffing everywhere

So much this. Whoever designs men's clothing in the states seems to think that all men are either fatties or body builders. Even the 'slim fit' clothes never really fit me.

>>7664229
>It is to ensure your mental disorder of dysphoria never happens and you just are cis people.
is that a bad thing being trans sucks

>>7680735
just laugh like idk ive never had issues with laughing though i always talked with a high pitched femminine/gay voice so it came naturally to me i guess

>>7681826
damn, trying again

praise kek

Anyone got tips on getting more feminine hair? Mine is quite long but usually dry and frizzy/curly. I always see girls on campus with soft looking hair and am trying to figure out how to get that. Right now all I use is head and shoulders daily and conditioner about once a week. Any help would be greatly appreciated!

>>7682024
did you trim your hair at all while growing it long and you should only need to shampoo your scalp i never had issues with that shampoo when i used it but idk also is your hair thick or thin?

>>7682024
use conditioner more often than you wash it
don't wash it every day

>>7682024
>head and shoulders

that's for men and it drys out your scalp.
try a woman's shampoo with separate conditioner.
also try hot oil treatments if you have dandruff.

do you even read women's magazines?

>>7652151
>How does one pass with really curly hair
you wot
curly hair is superior, looks better

>>7652151
I never figured out how to look femme, but I do pass with curly hair.

>>7680319
will it reduce the pain by a noticeable amount?
because as is, i don't think i'm gonna be able to do both my legs all the way
it was just too much pain, i felt like i was gonna go into shock

>>7682024
>Unless you have very oily hair, never shampoo more than once a week
I personally never shampoo
>Co-wash your hair, research it
>Hair oils are a big help
>Avoid heat tools
>Brush every day throughout the day, especially in the morning after having just woken up

>>7682142
I'm asking for advice on an anime image board you think I've looked at fashion magazines? Thanks for the advice the advice though, I've only been using head and shoulders because it help with dandruff when I was 16 and I just never stopped.

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>>7682695
>too much pain

you get used to it.
being beautiful is painful.
if you can't handle the pain then you shouldn't transition.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EXCOy7nDyoU

(On Bica and e)
Had a moment today in a lecture where I filled with dread and started completely regretting what I'm doing.
Was thinking that maybe I should've just went on Bica and ralox if I really wanted to be fem and still normal-ish
Like I literally started sweating in class (where it was freezing cold)

Eventually though I reconciled thinking that I can hide the tits no problem and I'll look better crossdressed. That other than further limiting my dating pool being a guy with tits is kind of what I want.

I'm planning on living like this for a good longwhile and then eventually give up on the femboy stuff, get a mastectomy (if needed) and live as though this phase of my life didn't happen.

The only thing I'm worried about is that I'm a virgin (19) and this stuff makes finding a woman that much harder

Fingers crossed, if it gets too bad I can at least give up sub-hopes and just find some weeb girl with a trap fetish.

Oops that was meant to be in femgen

>>7683590
So, let me get this straight.

You're a cisgender heterosexual man but you're pretending to be trans and using the medicinal treatment for gender dysphoria basically just because you want to look pretty. You're planning on surgically removing the tits that you chose to grow to look pretty in the first place once you're done playing transtrender.

I want you to know that I hate you. I hope you stay a virgin 5ever and never learn to be happy about it either.

>>7683763
Why's it transtrender? I'm definitely a guy, I just prefer to look feminine. It's not just the 'medication for gender dysphoria' it's a set of drugs with a set of effects which happen to line up with what I want. What's wrong with taking medication to achieve what I want if I can?

I mean yeah I'm planning on removing the breasts and letting re-masculinization take care of the rest. I may grow a pair and change my mind in the future but it's just so I can have a more normal adulthood.

>>7683837
Because it's people like you that unintentionally undermine the whole trans movement. It makes us all seem like we all just want to be girls and not that we have a serious medical condition.

>>7683837
You disgust me.

>tfw you see your reflection in the window

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>>7684329
I work in a jewelry store so it's reflective surfaces everywhere and a lighting nightmare.

>mfw

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>>7683313
i miss her(him)

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does anyone have experience with getting a hairstyle like pic related while still mostly looking and presenting male?

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>>7684329
>Me getting ready in the morning

>>7684567
If you get bangs as a non-muscular guy, people are going to wonder. (If you're muscular, they'll probably assume you're into glam metal.)

>>7684676
I'm underweight skinnyfat kind of fag looking

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>>7684555
>pic related

>>7684567
imo it looks really bad on the kinds of faces Transwomen have.

>>7684716
yeah I have manface + sunken cheeks/eyes...

looking at pinterest it seems there are ways to style your hair to 'fake' bangs without cutting. I guess I'm gonna try to git gud and see if I can test how it looks before getting cut.

>>7684777
I'd say it goes without saying, but if you're trying to find a new style, start long and try shorter ad you go. You can't grow hair as fast as you can cut it

>>7684872
yeah I know but I have always really wanted to try bangs idk

If you have a long face like me, maybe try starting here:

http://www.womanmagazine.co.uk/hair/hairstyles-that-suit-long-face-shapes-21265

>>7623217
Im 5'6
but currently built like Dwarf.
Working on getting back to my sexy as fuck 22 year old body.

>>7629196
All I have are womens underwear and the occasional shirt. It fits so much better than my male shirts and I literally cant wear any of my mens underwear anymore because it scratches and chafes like a mother fucker. I didnt think hormones would make underwear just not fit right anymore :(
I long for the day when I pass well enough to just throw on a skirt or dress and just call it a day.

>>7638009
I know that feel.
Im truthfully scared to date another transwoman, though. What if she's crazier than I am?

>>7623217
How come I got measured at the doctor's office and they told me that I'm 5'7'', but a lot of people remark on how tall I am? Doesn't seem that tall, even for a girl.

>>7684997
You take the risk with any woman. We can all be fucking crazy as shit.

>mother comments about your breasts again

fug I thought nobody would notice them since I always slouch and wear loose shirts.

>>7679550
>could also be your t is too low and its making you feel bad

Is that a thing? My T is below female ranges and Ive felt like shit.

>>7685016
Transwomen have a higher rate of crazy? Then again, all the transwomen Ive met (I've only talked to online not IRL) are only slightly crazy while a good half of ciswomen I know are fucking insane.

>>7685100
low t means low energy and can lead to depression yeah

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>>7685039
My dad jokes about mine, although we've never really talked about it specifically.

>You need to cut your hair, its getting too long!
>"But dad theres other people working there who have long hair too, even longer than mine!"
>Yeah and they have a bigger chest too
>"Hahah o-okay I gotta get going to work bye dad"
>Laugh it off to not look weird but meanwhile in my head I'm like

I kinda want to curl up and die. I'm getting on HRT in April by going to an IC place but I feel like I'm being eaten alive by self doubt.

For the past two years I've been directly grappling with being trans and trying to figure things out in my head.

My main fear is not passing. It's bigger than worrying about telling my mom and family. I just am terrified.

Is there such a thing as diminishing returns on laser hair removal? I just finished my 8th session today and I'm not seeing very much at all, starting to wonder if I should just do Electro for the last little bit?

>>7685436
i was really scared about my family finding out too
i thought they were going to kick me out, but they actually are all very supportive
may not be your case, but it's not always bad

i'm pretty aware that bangs can be quite useful for helping with brow bossing.
however i'm not sure what to go with or what to do because i have no experience with hair.
i heard the "blunt-cut" style is unflattering and emphasizes the angularity of your facial features.
i'm looking for help or inspo or whatever

>>7690502
I have no idea either, maybe it'd be best to find out what hairstylists in your area are more friendly to Transwomen and get suggestions from a professional?

I've been thinking about surgical procedures a lot tonight, I'm terrified of the idea of having to stop taking my HRT for 2 weeks or even longer. Just the idea of letting T back into my brain or making no progress for that length of time...

>>7684999
Do you have a thin bone structure? I'm 6'0" and people always act surprised when I tell them that, they always assume I'm 6'3" or some shit.

>>7691307
It's funny how that works, that and people seeming surprised in general. People come up to me and ask me how tall I am (6'2") often enough. Usually they're just like "Wow, that's really nice!". It's hard to learn to just play it cool and not let it ruffle you that people ask about it, most tall girls I've ever met are proud of their height rather than self-conscious of it. It doesn't help that I'm usually wearing all black or grey so I look even taller than I actually am.

Sad I'll never be able to wear anything with heels though, that'd be way too much.

>>7691319
heels look painful and i've always thought they were silly
not a big loss

>>7691356
Yes, but it also eliminates a lot of really nice boots due to the height boost.

>>7691359
yea...
there are cute flat shoes too though...

Cis lesbian here, I have a friend who is trans and also very cute. But she doesn't believe me when I tell her that or even when I tell she passes, which is also very true. She thinks I'm just hugboxing her and to be fair, I don't think I could bring myself to be blunt if she was ugly or unpassable, but neither of those are true. How do I get to understand I'm legitimately just telling the truth? I could just stop saying anything about her appearance, but I'm afraid she'll take that as her being right and she also sometimes asks me how she looks too.

>>7691367
maybe show her a bunch of pictures of people who don't pass and then show her why she isn't like them

>>7691367
Thanks for stopping by, it's always nice to talk to a cisles that isn't memeing the hate that's common around here.

I'm not really sure what to tell you though, anon. I work with a staff of all girls who regularly tell me the same thing, which feels great but makes me nearly cry at the same time. She probably desperately wants to believe you, but the dysphoria/doubt/self-loathing won't let it happen fully. But trust me, it has an impact. Don't give up on her, I can't tell you enough how much the words can mean when the lows are really low. It's very loving of you to keep trying.

I hope that helps a little or gives you some insight into what might be going on in her head. It's how it goes for me, at least. At those darkest hours it really matters to have something to hold on to.

>>7691382
Thanks for telling me that, I do really hope I'm getting through to her at least a little bit. To be completely honest, I don't have that many friends, so she really matters to me.

>>7691408
No problem, I'm sure it can be a little frustrating at times that she won't listen (which she might feel guilty about) but it makes me happy that you won't give up easily. So many people will give up on a transgirl, it's people like you that keep us alive.

>>7691307
Makes sense. Also 6' (measured at doc). When I started HRT and got skinnier from dropping muscle mass the height comments definitely increased. Lots of people straight up don't even believe me when I tell them my height.

A question for all the straight/bi girls in here -

What would your ideal BF be like?

>>7691646
>6'3 / 190cm
>Larger build
>Fit/built, with enough fat to not make him look too "ripped" (would sort of make him feel unreal).
>Darker hair
>Not all that hairy
>Deep voice
>30+
>Mature
>Caring and nurturing

>>7685302
My dad made a comment about my hair once. Well, I say a comment, he let Leviticus speak for him, where it said effeminate males are evil and should be ashamed of themselves. I told him the story of Samson and his hair God gave him strength in, was down to his ankles. He did not have a rebuttal. He will if I get hormones though.

>>7617718
Im active army too, famalam. Currently trying to muster up the courage to schedule an appt with my pcm and get the ball rolling.

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this is supposed to be a men's xs ffs

>>7691905
stop wearing guy clothes then you dork

>>7691905
>Mens clothes
>On a girl
Duh

>>7691905
you're lucky you get to be a tiny girl :/

>>7693221
dw my face looks like a horse sometimes

although i can be pretty subtle about hrt cuz long hair and short and whatevs

>>7692700
>>7692281
lol

>tfw your gf gives up and stops taking hormones

>tfw clocked a tranny at work
>taller than me and im 6'0
>sorta deep voice
>inverted triangle as fuck
>wearing a scarf indoors over her throat to hide an adam's apple
pretty sure she didn't clock me and pretty sure none of my coworkers clocked her
>tfw i've seen a real life hon who actually tries but still is a hon because too manly to be saved
thought they were just an lgbt meme

>>7691646
>between 5'2" and 5'10"
>white or asian
>no facial hair
>thin but not a skeleton
>somewhere between boyish and androgynous
>23-27
>not alpha but not a spineless wimp
>doesn't go out of his way to mention he's a feminist. idc if he is nor not but ffs shut up dude nobody cares
>kinky but submissive, only tops when i feel like powerbottoming
>isn't like a child i have to take care of
>sensitive and sweet but not a totally pussy
>isn't insecure about me being significantly taller than him

>>7693379
>Pretty sure none of your coworkers clocked her
>Calling her a hon
Are you aware you're a shitty person anon? No trans* is immune to being clocked by another trans* unless they're particularly unobservant. Careful you don't fall off that high-horse.

>>7694021
>>Pretty sure none of your coworkers clocked her
well, cis people can't clock people for shit, they think every tranny looks like a man in a dress with 5 o'clock shadows

>>7694086
If you actually believe that, then you should stop c shit 4chan says. While you're at it stop acting like you're superior.

>>7694131
Caring about shit*

Oops. I'm dumb too.

>>7693379
You probably aren't much better off.

>>7694242
im not, which is why im not surprised they didnt clock me

>>7694249
she probably did

what should I do if I dont have the money to transition?

>>7696126
This. I try my absolute hardest to never let other Transwomen on that I've clocked them.

>>7696140
Scrounge up the money to self-med somehow and then concentrate on getting a better job.

how do I work up the courage to come out of the closet?

>>7696466
You just gotta do it anon. It's just like everything else in life you really don't want to do but can't turn back from. It hurts less to just get it over with. You don't want the pain to last even longer, do you?

>>7696466
it might turn out not so great, but it also might turn out great
i live with my aunt, and when i came out she was actually excited for some reason and went out and bought me a whole bunch of girl clothes and refuses to call me by my old name and just calls me by the first letter of it until i give her something else to call me

>>7680735
fucking squeal
not even joking
people are like "your laugh is fucking demonic holy shit" and all that but it works

>>7696642
>pain
I'm not sure what's worse, the idea of losing friends and respect of my professors or just not having them know I'm trans for a while

>>7696886
I can guarantee you that my family is too conservative for this to ever be a reaction

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> tfw no nice and likeable sadistic girl who would beat me up or even murder me
The only requirement is that she has to enjoy it.
Hell, in case of murder I'm even willing to pay her(though I don't have much money) and help her make it as untraceable as possible.

>>7696886
she sounds really nice

>>7698969
bitch u crazy

>>7702681
she is very nice, she has done so much for me, idk how to even feel about it, it's like surreal nice

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The fuck is going on. I wanted to check out my new body after srs so I planted my crotch on a pillow, just to experience what it's like without having a penis in the way. I didn't intend for it to be sexual but I felt like I was going to orgasm right there if I didn't move away soon. Is this the power of vaginas or what?

>>7617452
All it does it make it so you constantly talk in a falsetto.

>>7617718
>>7618118
I'm pretty sure they'd dishonorable discharge you

>>7683880
But there are both people who just want to do what they're doing and people who have actual gender dysphoria. Neither should be denied what makes them happy just because uninformed normies can't tell the difference.

Besides, I seriously doubt that that anon is claiming to be transgender. It's also very likely that they self-medded (and therefore not have to pretend to be trans to their doctors to get HRT). How will they affect perception of trans people?

>>7704511
You did just have surgery that majorly rearranged it, and your nerves are temporarily all fucked up or whatever. It's not surprising something kind of weird like that would happen.

>>7705305
>nerves are temporarily
How can nerves be temporary anything?

>>7705441
idk, but it looks like you're permanent stupid

>>7684916
>http://www.womanmagazine.co.uk/hair/hairstyles-that-suit-long-face-shapes-21265
>this is what 'long' face is

just fuck my shit up

some non binary afab just told me that I don't know enough trans people

how do I meet other transpeople in my area?

>>7707004
look for lgbt organizations and groups

>>7706072
Don't be so negative anon, some of these ladies look masculine as fuck and I'd bet you the autists over in passgen would claim they're not passing MtFs.

>>7707004
internet

>>7705269
It does matter because when they eventually grow out of their phase and face adulthood they'll be used as bludgeon on us all as merely pretending.

It's hard as fuck to not have Transpeople as a whole not be perceived as insane people with narcissism/fetishism without trenders. Worse even still when they give rise to ugly shit like "truscum"

>>7707794
trenders don't exist

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>>7617439

>"Young lady"
>"Miss"
>"Ladies"
>"Ma'am"

Life is good.

>>7707839
>I don't need to have dysphoria! You should think of and refer to me as a woman regardless of the massive amount of testosterone in my system! I should be treated like a lady even if I have a beard! Transmedical truscum!

Fuck off.

>>7707004
Don't try to meet more trans people. You'll just turn into a lgbt caricature instead of your own person.

>>7708136
Age? How long on HRT?

>>7708136
M'lady

I've started trying to use an epilator, but it hurts a lot, and I'm not very good with pain, so I don't make much progress. Anyone have any tips for making it hurt less?

>>7710615
I have a problem with the epilator not removing the hairs properly. It'll just tug at the same hair a million times before actually pulling it out. I could deal with the pain if I knew that it was going to be over quickly.

Is anyone EU and want to play TERA together?

>>7664229
>people disagreeing with you at all
lol

>>7710615
Shave first, and then you epliate, taking a few hairs each day.

Does anybody know, What's the curly hair equivalent of tranny bangs?

I have curly hair (picture Dan Avidan or similar) so bangs aren't an option, but I want to hide my brow bossing as much as possible.

>>7711948
Long wavy/curly at tips hair here, I'd like to know any alternatives to bangs over your brow too. Might just give in and do it eventually anyway...

>Warm weather on the horizon
>No way to get tracheal shave before it's summer
Anyone have advice? I've got a very thin neck so there's no hiding it. The worry is steadily increasing.

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>>7711948
something like this?

>>7712550
Without looking like I'm trapped in the 80's, please.

>>7712711
k sorry

I was just looking on pinterest there is lots of stuff on there for hair inspo

>>7712797
I was joking. But thanks for the suggestion, I'll check it out.

Still, on a serious note, looking like a glam rock star is mainly why I don't want bangs.

But I still want to hide my brow... what to do... what to do...

.tfw got the door held open for me today
I-I'm making it e-everyone c:

>tfw LGBT people don't really treat you any better than normal people IRL

I wonder if it was always this way or if it's just this way now.

>>7691905
I know that feeling anon, I'm male, i'm about 5'3 in height and i'm not even mtf, that's the real piss take, just been cursed with shit genes :'(

tfw you're a decent looking guy who's attracted to mtf's above all, but no guy wants a significantly taller girlfriend, and no girl wants a significantly shorter boyfriend, what a fucking weird existence I live in.

Shaved my legs for the first time yesterday and today I started having fantasies of having a cute boyfriend

What's happening to me /lgbt/ I thought I was a transbian

I'm not even on hormones yet

>>7716482
>not even on hormones yet
Come back when you are and tell us how you really feel.

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>>7713368
>LGBT people don't really treat you any better than normal people

Why would they?
Focus instead on how you treat other people.

>>7716630
I don't know. I suppose I just wondered if maybe most saw from a different perspective that would lead them to be more gentle to others. I got to thinking about it after an encounter with a lesbian couple where one was being needlessly aggressive in her body language and facial expressions. Then I thought back and realized this happens with a lot, mostly from the L and G side (only those very obviously such) of things. People from the T side of things are usually just distant and maybe a little nervous, which I understand. I don't know how to identify Bi people.

I just be nice to everyone and try to be as calm as possible. I don't have it in me to do otherwise and I just want to be left alone. Just want to get through the day, you know?

I don't know where to ask this and Im sorry for my shitty post, but I need advice.
I'm 5'7, 110lbs, I'm 18 and have been on Spiro since 16 and I started hrt about 4 months ago... I'm seriously failing boymode yet i have no idea what to do with this? Do I just walk into work and just be like "hey I'm a girl now"? I work with a 7ft hon and everyone just acts like it's the most normal thing ever, so I know I would be fine... I just don't wanna bother anyone.. I'm sure most people can tell somethings up, Im just too afraid of confrontation. Idk, should i an hero?
Sorry for the blogpost

>>7717717
just do whatever you want until your manager asks why you look like a girl

Cis gay here. How do you cope with the fact that you will never be the person you want to be? This has bothered me lately. I figured a few of you would have valuable insight.

>>7718562
drugs

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>>7613983
>letting anomalous people be heard

>>7718562
I am the person I want to be. You're asking people who long for what they know they can never be.

Either way, you just learn to make do with what you've got.

>>7716630
>Why would they?
Yeah, why would victims of intolerance take any lessons from their suffering? Maybe because they might not be idiots?

>>7713368
>tfw LGBT people don't really treat you any better than normal people IRL
Thankfully though, the worst assholes of /mtfg/ now seem gone.

>>7718562
Cis off!

;)

>Page 6

So why did this thread die after I posted in it?

Has everyone been waiting for me only to run away when I come?

Were all these threads from #1 to #11 set up only as a trap to capture me?

>>7720924
They indeed were.

>>7616707
They don't make panties like that because women don't have penises. I hate to bring you bad news like this.

>>7722342
but women have penises
but the women who has aren't worthy of their own market so there's that

>>7616707
I have https://www.jockey.com/catalog/product/jockey-elance-womens-bikini-3-pack and https://www.jockey.com/catalog/product/classics-brief-3-pks they both work pretty well with my stuff down there (I have had a bit of shrinkage though down there though)

just looking at them french cut seems like they would also work well but I haven't actually tried them
https://www.jockey.com/catalog/product/jockey-womens-elance-french-cut

>>7664783
Happy for u babe

How do you add feminine quality to your voice?
>inb4
>Make your mouth "smaller"
>Close your pharyngeal wall
But how?

Been taking E for a little while now, and I feel really good dysphoria wise, but I feel so tired and sad all the time :( It sucks.

>>7724305
Do you know how to do a falsetto voice?

>>7665453
the east part of the UK, please be from here!!

>>7724874
Maybe? But it's not pitch that's my problem.
https://clyp.it/eo4pfbec

new thread
>>7727278

>>7727283
>new thread
How is it possible???

It's a thread
SO ARCHIVED
you can hardly reply anymore.