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someone knocked i my door and started screaming
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oh I was going to make this thread but I got beated
>>7449447
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how old were you all when you grew out of communism?

i was about 15
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Rockets are cool
They go to space
I wish I could go on a rocket
And go to space :(
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>>7449429
Ty ^^

>>7449433
Dark souls is my favorite franchise though. I've put so much into it
I couldn't get into the first two, but I think I was a little impatient with them, and let myself fall out too easily.

>>7449435
Yeah but not on pc

>>7449437
You make a valid point....

>>7449440
Y-yes?...
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>tfw loving boyfriend
>tfw he paid my phone bill bc im broke and jobless

i love that he supports me but I fucking wanna work so that I can stop needing so much help ><
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>>7449461
get starsector instead, it's m&b in space
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>>7449414
That's the only type of "communism" that has ever existed. The idea of a communist utopia is flawed because it runs contrary to human nature, and all attempts at getting there through socialism get marred in corrupt dictators and stagnancy.

>>7449407
You shouldn't hide it from her forever but I'm saying you shouldn't need or look for an excuse. It's your life, if she can't accept it it's her problem

>>7449415
?

>>7449416
Fuck yeah :3
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>>7449461
just pirate them both and save money :3
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the true meaning of christmas, the birth of cheeses
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>>7449459
you're already out of this world~

>>7449466
but she's like the only family i got and the rest of them are as conservative as she is
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>>7449463
repay him by getting thinner and prettier
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>>7449476
HA.
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>>7449466
yeah i know i was just wondering. im a leninist desu so no other communism than existing one
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>>7449461
get devil may cry instead
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>>7449476
he wants me to be thicc so. . . this is about the smallest I could get
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>>7449475
Oh my
Don't say such things >~<
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>>7449461
I feel like I need to sell the Witcher more. So between the games and the books, I would rate it one of the best fantasy series I've ever read/played. You will easily get 150 hours out of it. And if you've already played Dark Souls why not try something new?
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>>7449490
^^

how are you nep
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>>7449489
dropped your trip!
I bet a lot of thiccness would stay on your lower body/boobs even if you lost weight
how long on hrt now?
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>>7449459
it would be nice to leave this world behind, if only for a little while

i want to stare out into the endless void and be humbled by my own insignificance
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>>7449461
>Dark souls is my favorite franchise though
>I couldn't get into the first two
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I think I have some hope sprinkled among the sadness now
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>>7449501
hugg
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>>7449501
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>tfw bully anon has a crush on u
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>Drinking whiskey with the family
>tfw you are not a granny weirdo
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>>7449497
13 months now and yeah I still have a lot of muscle left over from pre hrt days so I'll always be an amazon girl
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>>7449516
Not so much a crush but I wanna be you
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>>7449475
Idk, you have to take that risk at some point. I can understand why you want that paper though, but if she hates lgbt she's going to have difficulty wrapping her head around you regardless
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I'm having an identity crisis.
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>>7449516
one day, everyone you have ever loved will be dead and everything that has ever brought you joy will be nothing but dirt
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>>7449521
have you lost any muscle at all? I guess maybe it takes a few years
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>>7449530
what is going on?
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>>7449530
How so?
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>>7449450
iktf
hugg
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>>7449530
you can like aeronautics and drones and still be a female
and you can mostly like guys too, some cis girls are like that and it makes sense that it could happen after being raised as a guy
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>>7449531
>tfw love no one
>tfw no one brings me joy

I win
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>>7449532
about half of what i used to have. it's nice especially on the upper body but my butte thighs and legs have stayed about the same since I was a cardio bunny this summer for a few months. they're still muscular and toned like a gymnastics girl
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What's /mtfg/s official fetish these days.

Used to be bestiality when I first came here, top tier fetish desu. Then I quitted and when I came back it was diapers, shit tier fetish. Then I quitted again and here I am again.
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>>7449531
I think it's cute how you articulate your feelings through fake anger. Or maybe it's real anger.
Is it anger because I make you feel feelings?

>>7449524
Why would anyone ever want to be me
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>>7449450
>>7449544
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>>7449550
i think it's bullying
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>>7449550
mine is still thigh high silk stockings/tights. too bad socks don't do anything for me
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>>7449544
>>7449553
be my friends pls
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>>7449505
I meant I couldn't get into the first two witcher games.
Sorry I wasn't very clear

>>7449487
Hmmm I haven't played any in years
And Dante x Nero is Patrician ship

>>7449467
I feel bad pirating things when I can afford them!!

>>7449530
Iktf
I dunno if I want to be a girl

>>7449494
I'd really love to get into a new fantasy series. And I'll have a lot of time over the next few weeks....
I think I might go for it
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>>7449532
>tfw you post a pic in passgen
>people call you a hon and a monkey
what did I expect from leaving my hugboxing tripcode general
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>>7449561
we can be lonely together
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>>7449563
didn't mean to reply
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>>7449563
passgen is absolutely nuts desu
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>>7449527
yeah..

my thought process was that a genetic diagnosis would change the conversation from "ARE YOU INSANE?" to "Just because you have this condition doesn't mean you to act like a girl"

i guess either way it'll be an argument though
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>>7449495
I'm good!
Life is good, I'm happy for once
I might actually not hate the holidays for once :)

How about you? Did you get your next hormone shipment yet?
I'm a couple days away from switching over to Cyproterone for my AA and I'm kinda scared .~.

>>7449501
Same
This is like my dream in life
This is the way I want to die
Drifting off into the eternity of the cosmos, with only myself and thoughts until everything runs out and I turn cold in the vacuum of space, sailing off forever
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>>7449561
>>7449553

i'll be your friend!
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>>7449549
thats one manly ass.
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>>7449539
>>7449540
>>7449546
>>7449562
I hate what I'm good at because it feels autistic and masculine and generally reminds me of my old dorky repressed self.
>>7449563
Passgen is full of bitter hons.
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>>7449574
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>>7449575
not really
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>>7449563
Post picture somewhere where people aren't supposed to know you're trans. Maybe go get rated in /soc/ or something. Gives you a better idea than getting judged by people who know you're trans. If you get called out you don't pass, if you get a low score you can maybe pass as an ugly girl, if you get a high rating then that's gud.
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>>7449583
yeah really.
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>>7449562
then buy one, pirate the other one and when you can afford it buy the other one ^^

>>7449567
okay :33

>>7449563
tfw you cant call olive pretty without being accused of hugboxing now

>>7449573
no its not here yet :(

tomorrow hopefully

im switching to cypro too! i just gotta wait to see if it makes it past customs

>>7449574
yay! :3
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>>7449569
Well, last time I posted there, I was told I'd need T shots if I wanted to pass as a guy.
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>>7449552
i just hope that my harsh and acerbic tone leaves you feeling confused and hurt, you self-aggrandising tranny - don't start flattering yourself and coming up with crackpot theories

whenever you're feeling down, i always try to aim for your heart's kidneys
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>>7449572
Yeah it's really just a matter of what the argument is about desu
I think it's going to be hard regardless and that there will be difficulty
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>>7449578
being autistic and nerdy is awesome
I view it as a generally female trait, it seems to me guys tend to be less studious in that way
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>>7449587
it's too shapely/large
it'd look pretty silly on a man
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>>7449597
thats a man ass.
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>>7449579
>>7449588

yay new friends!
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>>7449562
>I meant I couldn't get into the first two witcher games.
oh right - most people either love or hate The Witcher 1 (it really is a marmite game, there's not a lot of middle ground), but TW2 is a lot like TW3 and most people like both

you're kind of a turbopleb if you can't get into them though, just warning you now
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does this girl pass?
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>>7449593
It makes me the opposite of confused and acerbic. It makes me flattered that you're taking an interest in me.

Someone has a crushhhh
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I keep forgetting to take Spiro. Maybe I'm not really trans.
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>>7449578
Who cares about that? You like what you like and you are who you are. Stereotypes are shit. You're not transitioning to become a walking one.
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>>7449578
It could be worse.
You could have spent your highschool and early college years trying to get into making vidya games like me.
Tbh I still want to at some point.
I don't think your interests ought to define your identity so much though, you care too much about how others will view it.
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>>7449594
d-do it for me
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>>7449610
You're just trying to be your own girlfriend like many here.
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>ML """"gommunists""""
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>>7449605
i haven't been told that irl yet. usually cis girls get a little jealous and ask my how I got such a black girl booty
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>>7449550
agp, lesbians, daddy issues and bullying/humiliation
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https://youtu.be/674RfN4jgJ4
this song's been stuck in my head this whole week!
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Welp, I sent out a mass email coming out to my coworkers today.
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>>7449585
I know pics of me have been posted in milf threads in /s/. I'm not sure whether that's more flattering or disturbing.
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>>7449619
trip on lauren owo
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>>7449608
what about this one
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>>7449623
Bad idea. Now their all going to be talking about you behind your back when you're not around.
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>>7449588
I just bought the Witcher >.<

>>7449607
I didn't have enough time to play them was the problem. I'd have a space of a week or two without time to play and I couldn't get back into it.
I'll let you know how it goes. What should I know before I play this?

>>7449609
>>7449593
Cuuuuuuute!!!!
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>>7449595
so are depressed beta nerds just repressing girls
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>>7449623
good job and good luck! so happy for you bb you've come so far all by yourself! you earned head pats
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>>7449619
I don't want to sound rude, but why is killing cops considered nice?

>>7449623
Hope it goes well!
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>>7449628
I'm not lauren
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>>7449638
oh

>anarchists
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>>7449632

They've had plenty of reason to dislike me, if they were gonna talk shit they already have been so idgaf.
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>>7449608
you look great honey!
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>>7449635
by nerdy I mean into some sort of academic science, not like league of legends

just more as a general trait, doesn't it seem like girls tend to be more studious and really focused on school?
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>>7449609
You've got this situation all wrong. All those drugs have addled your poor, feeble lady-brain, and in a desperate need to feel accepted by other people, you've started to misread my contempt for you as good-natured, rib-nudging banter.

Pretty sure I've made you cry at least twice, and there's more where that came from.
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>>7449578
iktf a lot of the stuff I'm into is traditionally masculine, I don't think you should throw away things you have always liked just to conform to a stereotype, they are part of what makes you a interesting person.
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>>7449588
Oh I hope it gets there yeah
Holiday shipping makes everything slower unfortunately. That's why I ordered mine a couple weeks earlier just to be safe, but now I'm nearly broke...

You're in Florida right? Mine got past US customs just fine so I don't think you need to worry about it.
I hope i don't have bad reactions to cypro or anything because I wouldn't be able to get anything else to replace it for awhile... I'm also going up to 4mg estrogen which should be good.
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>>7449647
wait have you been on 2mg estradiol for 5 months?
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>>7449641
Well you've probably just given them another one.
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>>7449622
best christmas song coming though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIT3tb9P1Us
>>7449623
good girl
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>>7449636

Thank you <3
I still can't believe I did it. I'm fucking terrified.
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>>7449647
why didnt you get based estrofem ;-;
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>>7449644
You've never made me cry
I think you're just upset that you've got penis feelings for a biological male that looks like a girl
So adorable
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>>7449657
you should tell bully anon your deadname
really up the ante on the bullying
take it to the next level
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>>7449634
>What should I know before I play this?

>yen is best girl
>letho did nothing wrong
>roll and quen
>FUCK elves (in all senses of the word)
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>>7449653
wow thats super duper christmas-y
thanks for sharing
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>>7449657
actually don't do the deadname thing
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>>7449637
>>7449653

woo-hoo
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>>7449664
I liked it when I used to play a instrument, I'm awful now though since out of practice
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Never got my dilation
Esophagus is too narrow
Gotta get surgery.
Life sucks.
Here's a pic from one of my hosp visits yesterday
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>>7449637
http://www.rawstory.com/2016/04/texas-cop-id-beat-a-trans-woman-unconscious-if-she-tried-to-share-a-bathroom-with-my-daughter/
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>>7449674
Mhm. I now see where you're coming from
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>>7449651
Yes. There's evidence (admittedly it's anecdotally sourced) that you are supposed to start at a low estrogen dose and slowly move it up as you go through the development stages.

>>7449655
Because it's really not that much better to justify the cost...
I couldn't afford cypro and estrofem anyway, and switching to cyproterone was more important. So I stuck with progynova
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>>7449657
>I think you're just upset that you've got penis feelings for a biological male that looks like a girl
This ain't no school playground, you pill-popping dope fiend. If this thread had a mother, it would be you - you have to strike at the heart of the beast, and the rest will follow.

>>7449661
I already know it.

Fun fact: the only way to kill a tranny is to learn its deadname and use it against them.
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>>7449674
>>7449675
The world is justified to hate trannies.
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>>7449657
That anon is too scared to admit that he likes you but I'm not. Wanna go out sometime?
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>>7449608
shemale
>>7449630
uncanny valley
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hi everyone
how are you
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>>7449680
Call me my deadname
Cry it out in the sack when you're buried deep in my groin
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>>7449634
>What should I know before I play this?
You will find some pretty good recap videos on youtube. And looking up a character guide to understand some of the relationships would be a very good idea, TW3 just kinda assumes you know who's who.
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>>7449684
I been feeling more hopeful recently, before I had none
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>>7449679
Did you buy from InHouse? If so you could've just sent an e-check from a credit union and it wouldn't have gone through.
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>>7449684
I'm rocket posting
It's my own special kind of shitposting
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>>7449679
I think you're going to feel a lot better after a week, now that you actually have a sex hormone.. 2mg for 5 months sounds waay too little..

>>7449684
Hey gracey ^^ how was work?
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>>7449680
>Fun fact: the only way to kill a tranny is to learn its deadname and use it against them
it always makes me sad when I see someone do it, thats why I changed my mind and said not to
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>>7449684
I need a christmas miracle
What do you want for christmas
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>>7449684

I'out at work now.
What's up Grace?
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>>7449684
is that a picture of you
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>>7449595
>t. someone who has never been autistic and nerdy
It fucking sucked, I'd have given my right arm to have been cool at school. Instead I gave class demonstrations on Galileo's laws while everyone gave me awkward looks. I didn't even get anything out of it, I'm still at 24 a jobless failing student, STEM is just endless studying, endless exams and dry underpaid jobs.
Look at this guy, he'd have been me if I was a cis male
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ViQEsoxWfE [Embed]
STEM is for losers, I wish I was good at something else.
>>7449608
What's her number?
>>7449612
>>7449613
>>7449645
Saying "don't care what others think" is easy to say when you're not the one who cringes when they look back on their own life. The media doesn't help by constantly shitting on STEM students with portrayals such as Martin Prince and The Big Bang Theory. Just makes me hate myself even more. I think that if I'm going to have a meltdown over just the thought of using a 3D printer I should quit STEM for good.
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>>7449686
You're not your studies or your job. Those should be a peripheral aspect of your life at most.
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>>7449623
that sounds scary
let us know how they react, i hope it's all good :3
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>>7449688
The only sack I want you in is the one people use when they throw kittens off a bridge.
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How did you realize you were a tran?
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>>7449641
is that rule 63 beerus?
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>>7449693
Yes I used in-house, and no it wouldn't have. That's how I tried paying the first time I ordered hormones and they never shipped because the payment never went through. They don't ship until the e-check processing company confirms payment, and they can only work with banks who they have contracts with. That's the whole reason I had to get an account at a different bank.
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>>7449694
i dont think you'd fit in a rocket nep

your radius alone is 15299 miles!
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>>7449691
you're feeling more hopeful now?
>>7449694
3
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>>7449695
work was pretty good until the half way point at which it turned shitty
>>7449697
just something nice
i dont really want anything specific, i'd just appreciate whatever i get, especially if its thoughtful
>>7449701
just got home from work
eating something before i pass out
>>7449702
yes
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>>7449670
Hi ilu

>>7449663
Ok got it!!

>>7449690
Great Idea! I'm gonna jump on YouTube rn
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>>7449681
ok
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>>7449714
why don't people clean their room
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>>7449709
One day I rang a bell at work
But it kept ringing inside my head
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>>7449709
More liked "when did you realise you can choose to reject this idiotic condition and be your own man"
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My day's been very lacking in the Anna department ngl

sorry if i were to delet this afterwards
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>>7449708
Why aren't you using my deadname?
Is it because you don't really want to hurt me? Are you afraid to actually tug at the strings that will cause me real distress?
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>>7449709
idk
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>>7449712
I guess I just got lucky then. I've done three orders that I ordered in quick secession that all go through.
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>>7449714
oh
what happened at work?

>>7449722
please do not delete your posts
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>>7449722
Bjorg will survive the trial and ascend to the final level of repression.

The cure.
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>>7449718
the messy room is part of grace's charm
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>>7449709
By reading the autobiography of a transwoman in my early teen years. I didn't even know being trans was a thing before that. I just wanted to be like any other girl and I pretty much already was one socially speaking.
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>>7449714
you're (platonically) beautiful
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>>7449729
What ever they want to be, I'll have their back

>>7449728
k-kay ;~;
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>>7449714

Eating is good.
I should be eating right now.

>>7449705

I told my direct superior in person. It was a lot easier than I expected honestly. She thinks everything will be fine.
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>>7449729
Cure me
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>>7449703
You really have a chip on your shoulder about this. But if you wanna throw away a well paying job because the Big Bang Theory exists, well go ahead...
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i orgasmed for almost 10 minutes consecutively today!
what have (you) done today?
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>>7449718
i try
i make small amounts of progress
and then because reasons it falls apart again
>>7449728
just
never ending streams of customers
coworkers driving me insane
i got 2 hours of sleep
i still havent even processed why it was so shit lol
>>7449733
i just got home, i look like a garbo boy
>>7449739
yea, eat up!
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>>7449744
got fucked bareback into an anal orgasm and creampied before cuddling to sleep. then had breakfast and came back to my apartment
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>>7449745
oooh right i forgot what time you took a nap earlier ^^ you shoud get on that and get some sleep
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>>7449744
interesting
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>>7449720
On when you started to become a girl is well documented
>>7449719
So brain damage caused it?
>>7449732
I remember seeing a trans model thing on cable at my grandmas house and the transgirl talking about her childhood, and realizing I was exactly like her and was scared I might turn into a girl and everyone would hate me and be mad at me for it

I was literally 6 year old Nostradamus
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>>7449745

Working on some tilapia...
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>>7449749
sound pretty good desu
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>>7449703
>Look at this guy, he'd have been me if I was a cis male
I got through as much as I could of that video, that dude is a fag
just learning by itself is a worthwhile experience, especially in fields that you're interested in
the fact that he is a virgin has nothing to do with anything, he could lose weight, new haircut+clothes, wear nice cologne, actually talk to women, etc

being "cool" is seriously the stupidest thing to care about. I honestly don't even want to be, even if I magically could make that a trait of mine. I've never been "popular" but I've always been pretty content with the group of friends I've had.

you definitely don't have to be cool to like drugs either
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*break into elanna's house* Finally! *quickly close the gap between me and elanna* TAKE THIS! *karate chop elanna's neck causing her to fall out of confusion* *quickly put hands around her neck* THIS IS FOR LYING TO ME YOU BITCH!! *begin strangling elanna, working myself up with manly tears(it's not gay crying because its manly when men cry out of angry) as she struggles* DIE DIE DIE!!!! *slam elanna's head on the floor repeatedly until she stops moving* *takes a few deep breathes after making sure that elanna is dead* Well, I guess you reap what you sow. *sneaks back into the night to get my revenge against others who have wronged me*
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>>7449723
I don't need to take this bullshit from someone who had their dick lopped off and got lost in the void between genders.

You're a degenerate, cock-craving slut and only barely keeping your shit together - don't think I can't see the cracks, because I can. You're lucky I have to be up at 5am tomorrow (maybe if we're both lucky, you'll die in your sleep tonight).
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>>7449695
Not really... 4mg is pretty standard for average skinny people. Really you are supposed to be on a lower dose for 6-9 months from what I've read.
But either way, I'm hoping that along with cypro will make things better for me since I've already had good progress

>>7449703
>when you're not the one who cringes when they look back on their own life
But I do exactly that. The media shits on everyone though, welcome to the club. There's literally no subculture not caricatured for comedy and humiliation. But the thing is "media" is for the lowest common denominator of society, many working class and technical and specialist workers respect STEM people.
If your fears and paranoia and meltdowns are purely derived from how you think society is going to view you, then it is entirely internalised.
That isn't a bad thing necessarily, I'm the same way like I said, but it doesn't make you any less valid and it shouldn't dictate what you decide to do with your life.
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>>7449709
hmm i was depressed for a long time then i cam here and everything clicked into place after like a week of lurking
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>>7449762
you do realise that a post like that will probably make her orgasm right?
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>>7449763
There's some research around starting low with no t blocker and then ramping up and then adding the t blocker to allow breasts to develop (if you're on spyro)

It's what I did
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>>7449763
6mg estradiol hemihydrate a day puts me at 200 pg/ml which is pretty much the ideal target.
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>>7449762
>>7449769
oh baby
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>>7449767
Proof that we're doing gods work
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>>7449774
she's probably flicking the bean right now
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>>7449762
God damn you're turning me on right now
Call me my deadname now
Do it
Call me a degenerate cock craving faggot

>>7449758
Wtf

>>7449774
>>7449780
You know me so well
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>>7449703
>you're not the one who cringes when they look back on their own life
I do that too, it took me till 19 to learn how to small talk people and I still mess up a lot.

You shouldn't throw away the person you are
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>>7449709
idk I've felt really good trying to be as feminine as I can since being a kid and it's never gone away
never really felt like a girl inside or wanted to live as one tho
2 months of HRT (because started getting depressed over masculinization at 24) and still not sure if it's just Venus envy or something, not going to stop anytime soon though
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>>7449763
i definitely think it will help you. Cypro is good stuff and more E will improve your mood and maybe even sex drive :3

>>7449776
agreed agreed
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>>7449783
well enough
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Good night everyone!
Sertii, I hope you have fun tomorrow at your thing with Anna <3
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>>7449709
I had a breakdown when reading about someone I looked up to came out as trans.

>>7449713
tfw too massive to fly ;-;
Maybe I could just light a match and burn all the methane on me as propellant and fly off into space :)
I'd be the first planet astronaut

>>7449714
I want to hear those words in my ear while sitting in a capsule atop a roaring engine some day

>>7449727
Yeah that would have been nice if it happened to me. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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>>7449767
Same here pretty much, although I didn't even need a week to realize it.
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>>7449714
I started exclusively wearing girl cloths and realized I had some good features I didn't think about before, my therapist asked me if I was wearing fake lashs or using makeup or something when I wasn't, I think my eyes are nice too and I know it isn't huggboxing since I recall getting compliments on this stuff for year ago even by random strangers.
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>>7449740
You watch those nature documentaries on the cable? You see the one about lions? You got this lion. He's the king of the jungle, huge mane out to here. He's laying under a tree, in the middle of Africa. He's so big, it's so hot. He doesn't want to move. Now the little lions come, they start messing with him. Biting his tail, biting his ears. He doesn't do anything. The lioness, she starts messing with him. Coming over, making trouble. Still nothing. Now the other animals, they notice this. They start to move in. The jackals; hyenas. They're barking at him, laughing at him. They nip his toes, and eat the food that's in his domain. They do this, then they get closer and closer, bolder and bolder. Till one day, that lion gets up and tears the shit out of everybody. Runs like the wind, eats everything in his path. Cause every once in a while, the lion has to show the jackals, who he is.
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>>7449762
Hot
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>>7449793
eh, i spent a week thinking i was just "agp" and shouldn't transition, then Akaka explained why agp is a meme
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>>7449791
goodnight frangi
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>>7449789
i recognize that agp mango
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>>7449795
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>>7449791
nini qt :3
sry for late reply
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>>7449792

>I had a breakdown when reading about someone I looked up to came out as trans.

It keeps happening
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>>7449808
;_;
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>>7449798
Lol, same here again, but I made a thread about it the morning after and a lot of people responded to convince me otherwise.
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>>7449785
If it makes you feel better I wouldn't worry about it, I kind of couldn't picture living as a woman for years on hrt, but now I can't picture being a man
>>7449794
I've been asked the same thing!
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>>7449792
come to earth and we can hang
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>>7449769
>>7449774
>>7449780
>>7449783
Absolutely disgusting.

They say you should find what you love and let it kill you, and in that case, I hope all you foul cretins choke to death on someone's behemothic 6" cock.

Goodnight, you dumb sissies. Hopefully, someone will strangle you just a little bit too hard one day.
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>>7449824
interesting
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>>7449709
I was getting increasingly depressed, increasingly hating my body, and starting to get into drugs. Had also wanted to be a girl for quite some time in more of a "I wish" kind of way. Then I stumbled into /cd/ while browsing around 420chan and had a mental breakdown after realising hormones and transition was a thing, and realising how much I actually wanted that (b-but I'm totally not a tranny)
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>>7449773
That's great, but it also depends on your body mass and physiology, as with most medication, and for some people 6mg puts them too high

>>7449772
Yeah I've heard that as well as starting with low E and low AA simultaneously then increasing the AA and later increasing the E. Basically it's a good idea all around to be slow with the meds rather than jump in, but different sources disagree with the how and when.

>>7449786
I dunno about that...
But I hope it helps with other things.

>>7449810
What do you mean? Is this something that happens to lots of people?
I had more than one occasion where reading about someone coming out made me crumble.
I'll never say who it was though, everyone here would just make fun of me lol
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>>7449709
for a while i was overthinking things and only doubtfully thought i could be trans
after taking a step back from things i realized that i just really wanted to be a girl, i hated being a boy, it's simple
in retrospect it's really hard to imagine what my thought process was like to cast so much doubt on things
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>>7449828

Nah, I meant people I look up to keep coming out.
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>>7449814
hard to believe a board on a mongolian basket weaving forum full of tripfriends could help you change your life so much :3

>>7449824
>behemothic 6" cock.
uhmmm...

>>7449828
you never know owo
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>>7449824
>behemothic
>6"
pick one
but i'd rather choke to death on a group of guys cocks while they facefuck me in an alleyway
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>>7449827
Elanna I...I LOVE YOU!
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>>7449818
it really surprised me at first, now that I have a phone to be able to clearly see them I know they are really nice
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>>7449824
This post really activates my almonds
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>>7449827
this is actually kinda cute
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>>7449847
Elanna
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>>7449827
I'm.. just going to take the estrogen to feel better... I'm not trans or a girl... I just... I need this

Watching spartan is like little baby tranny me pumped up to 11
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>>7449824
>Behemothic
>6"
Are you Asian or something like that?
https://youtu.be/xR2wE1U-8Jk
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>>7449827
im going to save this and repost it when Anna is on because this is literally her lol
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>>7449853
>great minds think alike
get the fuck outta my head slut!
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>>7449853
You beat me to it
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>>7449827
This is almost exactly how it was for me too.
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>>7449851
i remember seeing you post in femgen in like 2013 whenever you were just start hrt
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you know
with how shakira was talking about having to leave her old life behind
and me now sitting here watching military videos on youtube and feeling my old repression thoughts seep back into my head
im kinda wondering if im gonna have to do the same
how much im gonna have to detach myself from my past, im not sure yet
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>>7449827
Consider that if you hadn't been a druggy you wouldn't had been in 420chan and you wouldn't had started so early.
So, thinks have a way of working out.
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>>7449879
the armata seems cool
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>>7449879
Just follow the YPJ.
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>>7449742
If your only encouragement is that it's "well paying" then that kinda reinforces my point
>>7449757
It's nothing to do with his appearance, I've seen married guys looking way worse than him it's because he spent all his time studying and no time working on social skills. STEM has a tendency to suck you in like that and worse teachers and parents enable it by telling their kid that success at school is all that matters.
Telling people fitting in doesn't matter is widespread god-awful advice, we are social creatures. Its well known that charismatic people of mediocre intelligence tend to do better in life than autistic highly intelligent people.
>>7449763
I'm glad you understand me.
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>>7449844
Ilu too anon

>>7449850
Oryx

>>7449851
Idk, the mental gymnastics were there.
I started to want hormones and started to get sad that I wasn't on hormones and stuff. I wasn't trans though, I couldn't be trans. I was just a weird boy.

>>7449857
In some ways yeah it kind of is

>>7449865
It seems pretty common

>>7449849
It wasn't cute at the time, I was naive and kind of a mess of a person

>>7449883
This is actually kind of true..
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>>7449879
thats what im doing, new life, new family, new people
new me
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>>7449890
im pretty naive and i'm definitely a mess, does that mean things get better?
in any way?
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>>7449827
for me it was the orlando shooting that brought me to /lgbt/ to see you all were reacting to it

then i saw /mtfg/ on the front page..
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>>7449823
Next time I go visit my dad in Port Charlotte I'll stop by on the way to see you :)

>>7449835
Oh, yeah same. It's really crazy.

>>7449837
Y-yeah I guess you're right >~>
Who knows

>>7449847
>activates my almonds
HAHAHAHAHA

>>7449879
I'm expecting a full detachment from my old life at some point. I mean what girl obsesses over rockets and space and technology. ;-;

>>7449888
I'm not sure if you are being sarcastic...
But I really do understand it. I'm just trying to talk you out of something you'll likely regret years down the line.
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>>7449890
>Ilu too anon
I know you can't love but thanks for saying that regardless.
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>>7449904
>I mean what girl obsesses over rockets and space and technology. ;-;

A stargirl!
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>>7449890
>I wasn't trans though, I couldn't be trans. I was just a weird boy.
<3
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>>7449904
omg ^^

>>7449911
pls delete this picture the firekeeper is pure
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>>7449904
Mt mom is an astrophysicist. She seems pretty cis.

>>7449890
you're my tranny hero
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>>7449884
yeah, there's a lot of cool military hardware
what isnt cool is when i start to think maybe i should have manned up and joined up after all
only reason im actually able to think that was possible now is because i transitioned, though
>>7449886
I'm in no shape for that sort of thing nowadays, I'm really not cut out for it to begin with.
>>7449894
I wanna be me but me has some moving on to do, I think
>>7449709
I guess we're giving serious replies now. As I got older I was growing more and more open to LGBT stuff as opposed to my hateful repression mindset I had when I was younger. I was slowly opening up to liking boys and dick, and eventually I learned what trans people are really like thanks to 4chan. Before then I just thought they were mentally ill old gay men in wigs and disgusting and liking men in the first place was feeling a bit new to me so I couldn't have been that, right? But then I saw girls like y'all and I realized I could be a girl too. Dysphoria hit and hit hard, I got really confused and didn't understand it. Someone taught me a little bit about being trans and suggested I might be, and then I thought about it. I thought about it a lot. I came really close to accepting it, but I needed the validation of a professional because I didn't trust myself. I fucked it all up because of that. Took a few more years of gender confusion and repression to get me to my lowest point where I finally decided to give HRT a shot.
>>7449904
>I mean what girl obsesses over rockets and space and technology. ;-;
A girl like you.
Don't do it because you feel like you're not a valid woman
I'd say only do it if it's still kind of keeping you stuck in the past, like with how I start to think about manning up.
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>>7449916
the firekeeper will do whatever she wants! Don't bully her!
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:)
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>>7449930
i like olive
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>>7449926
but she's saving her love for me ;-;
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>>7449930
:D
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Is it possible to be too redpilled? Like 99% of everything I read or see, I just don't give a shit about. Really feels like nothing actually matters, at least at an intrinsic level.

>get up
>take pills
>pretend there is some reason I got up that day
>take more pills
>eat
>take more pills
>get really drunk
>keep drinking to pass out and thus pass the time
>repeat

Life sure is great.
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>>7449926
imo Firekeeper is second worst girl after Emerald Herald
Maiden in Black is best girl
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>>7449709
I was always fantasising about being a girl but I ignored it as a "weird curiosity" and put it to the back of my mind. Sometimes I crossdressed but then felt guilty and purged all my clothes. Rinse and repeat. It was last year that three things simultaneously happened
1) I started noticing I was getting hairier and bigger and it really horrified me
2) I got prescribed antidepressants and they wiped out my sex drive. This caused me to realize that my attraction to women was the only thing masculine about me seeing as it was now gone and I no longer felt like a man
3) A bunch of family friends decided to mock me for never having had a girlfriend so I was like fuck this, I try so hard to be a man and all I get is endless rejection and mockery.

The original idea was to be a gay femboy which is why I came to /mtfg/ but then I found out about hormones and the rest is history.
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>>7449941
pls dont talk shit

i dont wanna have to hit
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>>7449941
maiden in black is 2nd best girl, she doesn't love you
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>>7449947
>tfw you never beat ds3 and read this
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>>7449952
OH WHAAT SORRY SPOILERS
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>>7449945
On a sidenote it seems like all the girls outside the mainline games are way better
The Doll in the Hunter's Dream is patrician af

Firekeeper is for headstomping
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>>7449947
BB is definitely better than all of the Souls games, so you're missing out.
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>>7449943
you getting made fun of like that really makes me sad because I can really easily put myself in your place
that must have really hurt :(
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my hormones are really close! they'll probably be here tomorrow! my skin will be all soft and my hips will hurt again!
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>>7449941
>ywn tell this to your loved one
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>>7449957
I need to find a bf with a ps4 for sure
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>>7449960
>hips hurt
how does this work?
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>>7449956
yeah but the doll isn't real
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Hello! Who's AGP?
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>>7449898
Yeah definitely
I'm a lot less of a mess these days
It took me a lot longer than some to get grounded though, mostly because of the drugs.

>>7449907
W-what

>>7449918
I'm not worthy desu ;_;

>>7449914
You think I'm joking but I legit went through a very brief phase of saying I was genderqueer because it seemed less crazy
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>>7449962
>dancers armor
>dark sword
you memeing slut
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how do you feel about ass eating mtfg? love it hate it? be honest.

i was reluctant at first, but it grew on me over time and now i admit im a degenerate that can't get enough. (on the receiving end. i dont think I would ever be the one giving
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>>7449926
>>7449941

I <3 the firekeeper
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Oh fuck, my insurance doesn't cover estradiol
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>>7449936
Welcome to the greypill. It's the stage after redpill
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>>7449957
I dunno about that
I have a real soft spot for vanilla DaS1 and DeS but that's probably just nostalgia glasses since I first played them both when I was like 15
BB is definitely the most complete FROM game
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>>7449970
I've never had it but I'm a little unsure about it, wouldn't hurt to try tho
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>>7449954
its okay

now i gotta beat it to find out what else happens!

>>7449957
agreed but its pretty much just a lovecraftian soul game

which is pretty fucking awesome
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>>7449970
I'm jealous of the adventures you and your bf have together
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>>7449969
People has complained a lot about the pic, it's just a good capture of the dialogue, relax.
I don't have a square screen either.
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>>7449967
idk
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>>7449964
when i take estrogen my hips hurt!
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>>7449924
for me moving on is more about leaving the 'old me' behind, i build this persona that i dont want to be, i made a facade that i dont want to be, i was never happy and i want to be happy, i want to be myself

>>7449926
the firekeeper is a nice lady
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>>7449968
Oh, no, I'm not joking at all. All identification.
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>>7449980
sorry It's just a joke I'm not trying to be mean or anything
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So I'm getting my girlfriends parents a present and I'm going to sign it with my real name and just tell her not to give it to them if she's uncomfortable with them seeing my name.

This should end well, as she just swore at me and said she was pissed off about me being mad from continuously being left out of things as her girlfriend because she hates people knowing
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>>7449991
It has happened before, but it was just the first pic I found in google of that line.
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>>7449947
i found the rekindling ending to be so peaceful, i dont know why, but it felt cathartic

i didnt like that ending tho, it felt cruel
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>>7449924
I've noticed the idea of entering the military is really common among trans people. Don't give up your interests just because it doesn't seem feminine
>>7449709
I only understood it during high school after learning a bit about it since it was becoming a more high profile thing, didn't even know hormones were a thing or much at all about it before then. I realized a lot of the things I thought or did in the past should have been obvious signs but no one around here really knows anything about that stuff and I heavily isolated myself and didn't open up to people much. Growing out my hair long was nice at the time and it made me feel better even if I got bullied for it sometimes but that happened anyway, I ended up cutting it off after school ended, repressed awhile, now I'm in the beginning stages transition working on electrolysis, laser soon, getting on hrt, cloths, ect.
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>>7449904
I regret nothing. Maybe you don't understand and no-one else does because you probably all see this of a simple case of "I think girls can't be engineers therefore I don't want to be an engineer" Not at all. The part everyone is missing is that I've had a long and consistently shitty experience in STEM.
>>7449959
I was at his house, 3 other people came, a female friend of his, her 20 year old daughter and her baby daughter. They all asked me to go buy them alcohol, I said that the'res no point I always get ID'd because I look like a kid, they insist I go anyway, I went and predictably got refused, They get annoyed saying I should have argued, I say what for they were following the law, they say "a real man stands his ground".

Conversation ends for a while, the older woman gets drunk idk where she got the booze from, starts trying to dance with me and pressing me about my love life, have i ever had a gf, have i ever been laid, im completely truthful cant be bothered to lie, all of them then come up with this theory that I got refused at the store because I was a virgin, basically according to them fucking women makes one more masculine. They all start laughing at me, I'm like wtf am I hearing and didn't say anything more the rest of the night. Never went back.
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>>7450002
daily reminder fuck off apegie
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>>7449968
well ive mostly quit drugs, all the hard stuff anyway, but ive been drinking more and started smoking some weed again
it's weird how it affects the way i think
but i shouldnt get back into it, i am just starting to become functional, i shouldnt slip
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>>7450000
>dem quads
do you know what you're doing to me eva
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>>7449987
I dunno, I mean, I definitely wasn't me when I was a guy. At best I was just someone trying to figure out who they were while avoiding the most obvious answer. I wasn't happy, I had no confidence in myself, I wouldn't allow myself to be the person I wanted to be or do the things I wanted to do or even like the things I like. I was always desperately trying to be something else. Nowadays I just am me. That's all I wanna be.
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>>7450012
what am I doing?
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>>7449970
I had a guy do it to me once; I'm getting horny just thinking about it lmao
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>>7449970
i tried it before and didnt like it much, now the thought makes me wet

>>7449972
ds1 fan fav
gwyndolin owns my heart
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>>7450003
>The part everyone is missing is that I've had a long and consistently shitty experience in STEM.
Where though? You just seem to be bitching at everything.
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>>7449911
:3 that's me

>>7449916
I had an old internet friend who posts on 4chan and lives in your town and would be about your age now...
The only way I know you aren't them is you talk different lol

>>7449918
Woah really? That's hella cool
I'm too dumb to get into that stuff though :<

>>7449924
That WebM is beautiful
>A girl like you
You're too sweet ;-;
Idk I feel like it would make me more valid to others. I guess in that regard I'm no different than Shakira wanting to give up her life.
I just don't want to be *that* kind of tranny, the nerdy autist that people would think I am.
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>>7450003
thats seriously super shitty, its also just such stupid things for them to say
honestly in that situation I know I would have felt just awful
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>>7449972
she's amazing!

>>7449978
sorry, i figured this long after release you'd have finished it :(
are you stuck on a particular boss?

>>7449987
she really is...

>>7450003
that really sucked, sorry for you :/

>>7450020
gwyndolin is ofc the best and most relatable girl
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>>7450022
what town do i live in :o
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>>7449967
A Great Person?
That's you :3
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>>7450027
that was really qt

you should feel qt cuz of that
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>>7450022
People usually get impressed when I mention her studies. It just helps me feel more pathetic.
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>>7450022
>Idk I feel like it would make me more valid to others.
Living for others is one of the worst mistkaes you can make.
If you aren't valid to yourself what does being valid to other people matter? Be true to yourself and be whatever makes you happy. If you're happy, the people that matter will follow. I AM that nerdy autistic tranny yet I'm happy with myself and far more secure than I've ever been in who I am, and you nerds look up to me and think I'm cool for some reason! You sure as heck wouldn't if I was trying to be someone I'm not!
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>>7450027
ooh that's really clever
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>>7450013
same for me, but for me i needed to act as manly as possible to survive, i couldnt do that so i went kind of crazy, now im know as that psycho, i dont like it, i wasnt stable back then and i want to start a real life, idk

but i know what you mean, wanting to be who you want to be, i want to be happy with my life, with myself, i want to be happy generally
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>>7449808
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>>7450003
If your trouble and disdain is at least mostly independent of your transition, then I say doing whatever you can to make your life better is what you ought to do, even if it means leaving behind everything you've worked for.
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>>7450017
You're tearing me apart
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>>7450027
That is actually really cute

>>7449967
Sass!
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>>7450025
desu i just want to hugg her and talk about un important things
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>>7449998
it felt extremely cruel
the firekeeper is so sweet and helpful and even tells you that she accepts the fact that you will kill her
and then the pc goes and stomps her head into the ground like wtf
the worst part is that the complete submission kinda resonated with me in weird ways which made me feel even more upset
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>>7450003
also those people can go fuck themselves
everyone develops socially at different rates, it doesn't matter at all as long as you're on the right path and making improvements

I know its basically impossible (again I've had similar experiences) but you'd be much better off to just pretend it didn't even happen
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>>7450020
>gwyndolin owns my heart
I like Gwyndolin. I've only done the fight once and I hated myself for it.
Aldrich the Devourer makes me sad :(
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>>7450046
since she was alive during the aldrich fight my headcanon is that she got away :)
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>>7450043
i know, i hated myself for even trying that ending, i wanted to stop the moment it started, it was horrible!!!

>>7450046
aldrich was the reason i bought ds3!
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>>7449967
that is indeed how all of this started
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>>7450042
yes! i want to sit with her and tell her everything will be ok and that she doesn't have to be so lonely right here ^^
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>>7450011
Don't slip
Try to stay clean
The difference it makes in terms of outlook is incredible

>>7449989
Yeah
I still kind of have difficulty seeing myself as a real girl though so I guess those problems started early
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>>7450026
Uhm... Somewhere in this picture...? At least I hope I didn't mix you up with someone.

>>7450030
>>7450033
>>7450041
Daww :3

>>7450031
Don't feel pathetic. What kinds of studies tho?

>>7450032
I guess that's true... I do look up to you a lil bit as well. I'm just afraid is what it comes down to ig
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>Browse ebay
>find new seller with very very very old toys for 2-3 £ each

I dont need it
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>>7450064
w-what picture
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>>7450043
>tfw the Ashen One will never push your face into the ground and fuck you bareback throughout thousands and thousands of years, busting his fat humanity nut in you time and time again until you're both just charred corpses holding each-other in a cold, dead embrace

i am goin hollow baby
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>>7450062
elanna I did well on my chemistry final
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>>7449967
>tfw you will hopefully suck dick with Sass next year!!!!
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>>7450055
same i was an AGP crossdresser as a teen that got off on imagining myself getting fucked as a girl. had no clue o so had dysphoria at the time and that crossdressing was my subconscious way of venting the pent up stress.

oh well fell for the tranny meme anyway
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>>7450002
Everyone's racist, the only reason we talk about white racism in this country is they are a majority and make laws to fuck over every other minority.
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>>7450069
Sorry I'm dumb
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>>7450064
She's been doing astrophysics for 3 decades, worked in different countries around the world, she could get a job anywhere she wanted in a month but stays here out of nationalism. I don't know, she's a great woman, I'm a joke.
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>>7450075
So nothing has really changed
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>>7450071
lmao
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>>7450064
I know its scary
You can tell how scared I am sometimes
The other night I poked fun at how I cope with my own insecurities by making fun of my own passions in order to seem self aware of myself, but that's really silly.
If you like space, go like space and anyone who gives you trouble can go jump out the air lock. You like what you like, it's something you're passionate about, and that's pretty awesome. It's not often people are truly passionate about something, so you should enjoy it and help that passion thrive instead of stifling it for someone else, who probably was going to think your passion for space was cool anyway.
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>>7450080
oh wow >.<

what is your friend called
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>>7450072
Congratulations anon, I'm glad it went well and that the studying paid off.

Anyways my shift is starting bye mtfg
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>>7450071
I didn't need this new feels at all...
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>>7450059
she just seems so sweet, i felt terrible when i gave her the firekeepers eyes
and when she looks away from you when you wear the untruthful rings, it says everything!

>>7450062
i'll try not to, i know that dealing with my emotions is better than drinking/smoking them away
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i think neptunes passion for space and rockets and photography is super cool
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>>7450084
>tfw you will never be Aldritch's mindless cocksleeve
I mean I'm not into vore but
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>>7450075
>crossdressing was my subconscious way of venting the pent up stress
I first crossdressed when I was 12 and got an incredible "rush"...it was pretty weird
I had a wet dream where I had a vagina and was having sex with a guy...

I'm still not sure if that is dysphoria manifesting as sexual interest, or if its just something else entirely
>>
>manager comes out to check me out because line is slow
>looking at my stuff
>ooooo movie tickets
>....
>what movie are you going to see
>shrug
>I recommend rogue one it's a lot of fun
>wish it'll be over soon

Why are men so gay?
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>>7450098
my first having a vagina fantasy was when I was 8, first crossdressing at 11.
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>>7450100
men like boobs
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>>7450094
>>7450080
is pretty cute!
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>>7450088
His name was Tyler I think? But he went online by gangsterhippie for awhile. Idk what he is now though, I lost contact with him. He lives just east of Sarasota if I remember correctly
He was really into guns and airsoft.
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>>7449985
Me either!

>>7450002
You'll never purge me faggot!

>>7450027
:3 you're a great person!

>>7450041
Oryx! :)
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>>7450089
bye lanner

>>7450091
just being a firekeeper is a terrible fate, your life is taken away from you and you're left blind, watching a fire. Any suffering on top of that is just so undeserved T_T

>>7450096
OLIVE! .///.

...that does sound hot yeah
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>>7450102
I just don't know what to think of it, is that what dyphoria is? was I feeling dysphoria?
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>>7450100
*swallows faye whole*
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>>7450103
I'm boy mode though
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>>7450096
might be pretty hot...

>>7450108
>tfw Sass ignore you...
give me affection!!!!
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>>7450113
interesting
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>>7450100
>>I recommend rogue one it's a lot of fun
why are men such basic bitches? that's like recommending water or coke, you're not saying anything new...
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>>7450010
You seem upset :)
You should leave a complaint in the compliant box :)
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>>7450108
I don't need it
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>>7450071
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>>7450110
that is probably something gwyndolin and the firekeepers ahve in common desu
although for gwyndolin its more about his poor feeling of loyalty towards a terrible, selfish father
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>>7450073
Yusssssssss!

>>7450055
A long long time ago
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rare image of faye in boy mode
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>>7450111
probably? if you want it to be?
it already happened, it's not gonna change anything one way or another.
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>>7450094
o-oh...
Thanks
Some day I hope I can combine the two

>>7450086
You're too nice
Sorry I don't have anything much to say I'm getting ready to leave the house
I always figured people would think my rocket posting and space stuff as autistic so¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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>>7450132
i like to share ;)
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>>7450133
male skull MALES KULL FAYE WILL NEVER PASS I'M NOT JEALOUS OF HER AT ALL IM NOT
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>>7450098
Yeah very similar to me I stated around 10 wearing pantyhose under my school uniform got the same feels you did. didn't start full blown dressing till about 15 or so

had the same dreams too :p
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>>7450108
No I'm just a humble noble planet.
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tfw im an actual transgendered person and this isn't some weird fucking dream
>>
M A N S K U L L
R E E E E E E E
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im off to bed girls

first therapist meeting tommorow OuO

night~

>>7450141
C R A N I A L V A U L T
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>>7450147
iktf
how did things get to be this terrible
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>>7450135
all I know for sure is that its hard-wired into my brain
it really feels like a big part of who I am
>>
>>7450151
Sweet dreams sweetheart
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>>7450151
nini sertii :)
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>>7450152
at least we can get to look sort of like girls in heavily angled pictures sometimes
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>>7450143
I want a bf like you have :(
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>>7450151
Good night
Goodluck with therapist
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IM DRUNK
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>>7450162
tfw will never again get a full lobby of players in your halo 3 custom games match and play fat kid
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>>7450096
>tfw you will never be Aldritch's mindless cocksleeve
w-wow...
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>>7450158
also we get to have breasts!
possibly small ones but still!
and soft girl skin and body and we can cry if we want to and it feels cathartic
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>tfw your droid friend makes a map of an alternate dimension b/c he was bored today.
This is not my house.
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>>7450159
hugg anon you'll fine a bf one day keep working on being a qt and improving yourself
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>>7450147
>Not just going back and saying your not

>"I have to accept things because mtfg tells me to"

Lmao no


I am the Spartan I am eternal.
My spirit shall never die and I will ride eternal in Valhalla.
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>>7450125
You never need anything, you want it, tho?

>>7450083
LMAO!

>>7450139
It's going to be so much fun!
Then we can make out while guy takes turns fucking us!
>>
why is it that no /mtfg/ trips seem to post in passgen, and none of the people who post pics in passgen seem to trip here???
do the passgen people post here as anons??
>>
>>7450162
TAKE SOME TITTY SKITTLES TO PRANK SOBER YOU.
>>
WOMEN ARE SO STRONG BECAUSE THEY GIVE BIRTH.
WOMEN ARE SO GREAT BE PROUD OF YOUR VAGINAS XDDD
>>
>>7450167
sorry I haven't been on Skype or drains my battery so fast! install Facebook messenger so we can chat all the time easier bc those pop up like text messages on my phone and I wont miss you :(
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>>7450151
sweet dreams
hope it goes well :3
>>
anime girl low slung pigtails kind of work for me
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>>7450133
Seriously do you see a boy wearing this? No, this is construction worker tier
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>>7450172
i'm either thinking of lying on top of one another or buttes side by side
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>>7450168
I'm 5 week on hrt tomorrow, my skin is definitely a bit softer (I can really notice it on my face), facial hair growing slower, and really pretty bad boob pain

I'm also feeling incredibly happy almost all the time, but I'm worried that feeling is just what estrogen does, and doesn't necessarily mean its a good thing for me
>>
>>7450173
to the last question: the other way around from what I've seen
I wish Samantha posted here tho she seems cool
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>>7450166
ye its pretty awesome(and not gay)
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>>7450177
>>7450177
But I have that already.
Like literally.
I just used Skype b/c idk
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>>7450180
Tfw wull never hate fuck Faye

>>7450172
!!!!!!


>>7450179
'-'/
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>>7450180
shut up faye stop taunting me you look like a girl bro
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>>7450167
Maybe bot went to another dimension!
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>>7450180
:∆}
I have a spare new hard hat.....
And a 4 gas monitor...
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>>7450173
I do at times
#manlyprofile
#hon4lyfe
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>>7450182
>estrogen makes you happy

Lol no, you being a girl and not worrying about t destroying you is making you happy bish
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>>7450174
Fuck that. I have gym tommororow.

Gotta train and get my REAL medicine

PURE ADRENAL FUELED TESTOSTERONE

ITS SO FUCKING GOOD
I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING WARRIOR
fuaaaaaaaaark zyzz
>>
>>7450182
it means hrt is doing its thing you'll notice that you look andro / very femme about 8 - 9 months depending on genetics and how old you are :] just hang in there it's working no need to be worried enjoy the ride and practice your voice and makeup and fashion in the mean time
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>>7450173
More like trips post anon in passgen
It's been awhile since I've seen Samantha so maybe she's gone back to anon/lurking.
I think a lot of trips don't post in passgen because they're afraid of being called hons and/or chasers like the Carthaginian.
>>7450176
>you will never have your own, biological children that you give birth to
i'm fine
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>>7450176
you cant resist the girth, faggot
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>>7450194
zyzz would call you a pussy for not being the real you
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>>7450192
This.
Very much this.
Anybody screaming about 'not having/passing' pre-15months hrt is just pissing into the void like every other tranny ever.
Trial by fire.
Only the strongest survive
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>>7450194
How's the estro going? You're giving it a few months to have a fair trial right?
>>7450191
Same
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>>7450181
Maybe we can try both to see which is best.

We can like hug face to face sideways also!
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>>7450191
angie stop, you literally look like a 15 year old girl in that picture
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>tfw this song symbolises the return o your male hormones and rejuvenation of your male self


FUCK YEAH FREE FLOWING ANDROGENS AS THE GODS INTENDED
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>>7450185
I pref messenger bc i dont miss messages and it. does all the things Skype does
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>>7450201
Let's suicide faye
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>>7450201
>How's the estro going? You're giving it a few months to have a fair trial right?
she took it for a week, it started to make her happy, she freaked out and binned it and is back to her old
>t-totally not repressed bro, I'm innoculated now
schtick
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>>7450203
true, but we need positions that allow 'easy access' too
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>wake up from a nightmare about my father beating me
>bunch of spiders on my arm
fucck
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>>7450204
>girl
No this is what a girl looks like
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>>7450206
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>>7450218
this is Australia
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>>7450222
am i being hacked?
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>>7450216
Sideways is so goooood! Favorite way for taking butt, desu

Fuck! now I'm horny.
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>>7450132
>A long long time ago
do you regret it? or has it been good?
my boobs starting to grow is a bit scary, I feel like I'm jumping into deep water
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>>7450225
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>>7450220
these are what real women look like


>>7449608
>>7449630
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>>7450226
it is a pretty good angle, but you need to consider his angle too, and what will make him happy <3
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>>7450201
Trashed it and never going back.

testosterone wins again

It truly was a moment where the timeline split in two and I was in the one with the happy ending and I find a new found love for being a man

All this nectar of the gods, alcohol free to consume. No cypro to impede me

Powerful muscles and armour upon my body. Reinforcing my godlike male genetics. Veins pressing against tight rough male skin The short hair and warrior tier skull. No estrogen to poison me

I am reborn, I have slaughtered amy and evolved Spartan to his full potential. I have made him a man. Not a mere repressor.

His discipline has been rewarded with cishood, not just any cishood. But the cishood of the most powerful and aggressive gender.

The very moment that toxic waste was stopped. I realised the truth of manhood. And I was reborn anew. Cured of all dysphoria.

Not even in the darkest corners of my mind do doubts lie.
I look in the mirror and see this warrior stand before me. And it is good. Because I see destiny. I see divinity. I see the Spartan made manifest and now in full control of this body.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aDSQbCYrXu0
And this transformation I feel is unique to me. Granted to me by God himself. Which no man could replicate
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>>7450220
this show was kind of funny maybe i should watch it again
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>>7450218
Are you me?
My house has so many fucking spiders because of the rain lately
Domestic abuse dreams are always the fucking worst but things will get better once you move out of home. I still have them but now I don't wake up sweating and terrified that it'll actually happen that day.
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>>7450222
I actually lift though and emulate the Spartan way

IT FEELS SO GLORIOUS
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>>7450237
Spartan would you fuck me if I dressed as Cortana? You can be Chief ;)
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>normal weight
>chiselled jaw
>chubby
>soft jaw
why does nature hate me
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>>7450232
Ok

>>7450238
You should
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>>7450243
what would you do? dress in paint?
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>>7450239
Olive i need to cum bend over

I need to pop the olive
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>tfw pretty sure I'm autistic but I don't want to know bc it would just be another thing wrong with me
>>7449709
When someone talked about what being trans was
I started doing something about it when I decided not to jump off the roof of a building
>>7450218
Spooky
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tfw pissing because I had too many beers
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>>7450251
what are you drinking?
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>>7450245
chubby can work nice if you have good enough skin
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>>7450243
No only real girls

Being a chaser is a Betrayal to my cure.
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>>7450246
those were actually cis women
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>>7450245
fat is pretty feminizing
i've been trying to be less of a skeleton to make my features softer
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>>7450247
Yea
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>>7450254
Stella Artois, pint cans
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>>7450248
>I need to pop the olive
holy shit anon I hope someone actually says that to me one day
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>>7450256
Naze?~! =3
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>>7450261
i thought i had forgotten this
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>>7450255
my skin is my worst quality
I'm hoping hrt will help to some degree
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>>7450262
>canned beer
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>>7450239
i hope they stop soon
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>>7450218
>>7450239
I live in a country town and I have yet to experience a spider in my bed...only seen like 1 spider in my room the entire year...which is weird considering our house has a ton of spiders.

Sucks 4 u :))))
Guess the city has more spiders than my house, and I guess by extension, my town.
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>>7450263
Would that seal the deal?
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>>7450260
you're pretty cute maeve
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>>7450261
what the fuck I swear that's my dad in the floral shirt ;_;
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Me in the right :)

>>7450259
Your point?
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>>7450272
There more durable.
I was literally rolling around in like 48 empty cans by the time I finished putting in m'lady's lift kit last summer.
They're pretty functional
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>>7450271
if you go skeleton mode then get chubby while on hrt you'll probably look pretty qt
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>>7450278
idk I just wanted to see people insult them for not passing
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>>7450179
how can you have your fan turned off?!
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>>7450269
What does that mean

>>7450272
>having taste in alchol

I have access to my fathers malt whiskey collection. Who cares about what beer I'm having as a starter

Ahh fiery warming whiskey....
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>>7450280
literally? like, physically?
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>>7450275
Sure
Fuck me daddy
>>7450274
Yeah def
When I lived in Alice Springs I never saw a spider in the house, only like Daddy Longlegs would ever hang out near doorways and stuff and they don't count as real spiders.
Cities are terrible.
>>7450273
They won't stop as long as you're still being abused, that's for sure. Hold out though Smiles, it's worth it to make it.
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>>7450289
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>>7450289
I have access to a liquor store and my own money
:₽
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>>7450276
i feel worse than ever about my appearance
but thank you anon
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>>7450241
this self misogyny needs to stop anna, you arent happy, this is just a guise
we can tell, it's just a mask, dealing with the issue would be much better
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>>7450290
It was a 1 car garage & a 1ton truck
They were scattered all about the floor and I was tredging through them as I moved about/laying on the floor. Yeah.
Literally
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>>7450251
is frog poster? :3 i liek frog poster, is cute!
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>>7450299
Do you think it's the same person as Grinchpoosting
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>>7450296
<amy not anna fug, im mixing shit up nao
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>>7450294
hrt has definitely increased my dysphoria, I'm noticing features of my face I've never really seen before...and body in general too
but I'm only about a month on it so hopefully it changes a bit
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>>7450301
i dont think so, too cute, grinch is too shitpostery
frogposter is cute
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>>7450298
Is it safe to be drinking and working on heavy machinery?
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>>7450303
I didn't start getting bad dysphoric until month 5, when I saw male features that weren't leaving.
Lost my fucking mind.
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>>7450293
I'm home for Christmas and having free access to Malt whiskey is a bonus

I just downed like 3 shots of neat whiskey.

WEW this gonna be gud

>>7450292
The fuck I am to make sense of your codewords
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>>7450307
probably not
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>>7450226
I meant to type "sideways is my favorite position for taking dick in your butt"

>>7450227
Oh no, I'm just starting
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>>7450307
Since the dawn of the industrial revolution.
Only reason it's banned in the workplace is there's always that one person who doesn't know their functional boundaries.
Oil used to be lousy with it. Still is, just outside of work and on the DL during work.
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>>7450296
Then why does it feel so good?
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>>7450309
my boob pain is kinda scaring me...I'm scared they're going to get too big
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>>7450310
Railway anon? You wanna meet up for new years and hang out with my lesbian friends? =3
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>>7450314
it is a good position to get in there, butt generally doggy is a better position for the guy cause there's more friction for him ;)
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>>7450321
What are your relatives boobs like?
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>>7450321
....
Anon.
>Scared
You're a terribly teenage girl
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>>7450317
>tfw the guys who built the moon rocket were probably drunk
"let's fly to the mooooon guys! gimme that wrench imma make a rocket!"
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>>7450322
>railway anon

Wat
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>>7450325
I knowwwwww! I'm so horny now ;~;
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>>7450328
They were scientists. Not laborers slapping some shit together day after day
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>>7450318
you know there is only so much we're willing o do to help you, i want the best for you but, if you're so 'cured', why are you still here?
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>>7450326
large

>>7450327
I'm just nervous alright
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>>7450331
u wanna skype? :3
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>>7450345
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>>7450338
Tranny tots are usually a size or two smaller tho if you already hit male puberty.
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>>7450328
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzeeV_Dl9gw

Deep underground,
A young repressor dreaming of a world he never knew,
He looked above, to the gods and mountain height,
And saw a Idea so true, oh-oh.
They told him repressors could never fly so high
They laughed and said;
"He'd fail if he tried"
He left his home, and his life behind,
His dream burning like testosterone inside.

So strap yourself into the rocket now, rocket now,
Watch as the countdown seconds tick by,
Hope and pray that you'll make it now, make it now,
You'll never know if you don't try.

So strap yourself into the rocket now, rocket now,
You got repression gen right by your side, oh-oh-oh,
Final checks then you close your eyes,
Your dream burning, like testosterone inside.

Like a rocket inside, oh-oh,
Your dream burning inside.

Your dream burning like a rocket, oh-oh.
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh.

Deep underground,
A young repressor dreaming of a world he never knew,
He looked above, to trees and mountain height,
And saw idea so true, oh-oh.
They told him repressors could never fly so high,
They laughed and said;
"He'd fail if he tried"
He left his home, and his life behind,
His dream burning like a rocket inside.

So strap yourself into the rocket now, rocket now,
Watch as the countdown seconds tick by,
Hope and pray that you'll make it now, make it now,
You'll never know if you don't try.

So strap yourself into the rocket now, rocket now (so strap yourself into the rocket),
You got your friends right by your side, oh-oh-oh, (you got your friends by your side),
Final checks, then you close your eyes,
Your dream burning, like a rocket inside.
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>>7450348
my mom and cousins have talked about having to specially order bras because of the ribcage to boob ratio
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>>7449709
I don't remember.

>>7450338
You'll likely be a size or two smaller. If you want, keep your E on the low side, don't cycle progesterone.
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theres a new thread kids
>>7450345
>>7450345

>>7450345
>>7450345
>>7450345
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>>7450342
Ooooooooh!
What's your Skype?
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>>7450369
Vanessa FakeLastName
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>>7449722
Hugg

>>7449791
More hugg

>>7449795
LMAO HE DID IT THE MAD MAN HE QUOTED THE ALT RIGHT NEO NAZI VIDEO LMAAOOOOO

>>7449857
It aint meeeee

>>7450302
>anna fug
Yes
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>>7450369
btw Sass thats my actual skype account
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