I like sticking things up my butt, get hard watching big dicks in porn. But I don't like watching a guy having sex with another guy (turns me off), I prefer straight porn and always imagine myself as the girl instead. Also like to crossdress.
Aside that, I am 100% a straight male.
Am I bisexual, closet gay? What is it? Is there an explanation?
I have only had sexual attraction to females in real life.
It's what I am thinking of myself. But it's weird that I get turned off by the idea of hooking up with a guy, but it would be hot if I suddenly turned into a female. The bisexuality doesn't seem so "genuine".
Maybe I am bisexual but also, unconsciously, an homophobic?
Nice dubs, now just take some pills and become someone's submissive little slut. Trust me you won't regret it, you'll love the feeling of daddy's big dick as it slides hilt deep into your quivering boipuci forcing you to precum all over your belly.
But why is it always associated with transexuality? I don't want to live the daily life of a woman, just like the sexual part. I actually like being a straight man in society, my whole life revolves around it, all my ideals and self-image.
>Would you rather be a girl and date a guy too?
No. I just like the sexual part. I think it might be hot to imagine myself as a girl being fucked by my boyfriend, but just dating does nothing to me.
>I don't know if I want to be the one taking the cock or giving it.
It happens to me a lot.
>But why is it always associated with transexuality?
Because it involves wanting to be a girl, in one way. Also many AGPs also transition/many transsexuals also feel AGP.
But it's not unusual for someone who's otherwise happy as a guy to have it.
>I actually like being a straight man in society, my whole life revolves around it, all my ideals and self-image.
Lucky, I wish I was a girl in basically every way.