• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• ron paul funeral city
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• 350,000,000 dead
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
>doc said they were worried about side effects so could not start full hrt
>said he would do something after he knew there were none before the next appointment
>today tell him I am getting no side effects
>he just says good see you in x months and nothing else
I want to die
this is either not chara, looks kinda like her but hair color is different and its parted on the wrong side, not to mention her makeup is nothing like charas makeup.
tl;dr: this is a cisgirl that looks like chara, not chara herself. Im a Chara expert, trust me.
So I've been on HRT for the past half year and have yet had to tell anyone about it. I'm starting to think that people are getting really suspicpis. Anyone else do it this way as well? How bad is the eventual shitstorm going to be? Christmas is coming up, and a lot of my family I haven't seen for a year now.
>when you dig up an old /r9k/ thread about the tinychats and Trashy is listed as 3rd best waifu of the room
kek guys I got myself the 3rd best /r9k/ chatter of 2014
Eyes are different shapes, also the cisgirls eyes arent sunken like Charas are. Charas nose is also longer and has no bend. Charas cheeks also arent as full, and Chara doesnt dress like that.
So yeah, if Chara got plastic surgery, gained weight, had her eye sockets pushed forward somehow, changed the way she dresses, and had her hair cut and colored by a professional salon, then that could be her.
Looking at my phone like I need to schedule a driving test but I'm scared. But if I do not, then I will not be able to do therapy
I think that after tagging along with me in Thailand when I got SRS, my mother has no more fear for me. Was also a big confidence boost for her. Getting around a huge city in a foreign country on her own was a first for her but she managed without me during the week I was completely stuck at the clinic and at the hotel.
>spray ketchup glob on floor before she comes home
>lay in it when she pulls into the driveway
im going to bed to fantasize about a time when everyone will see me as a girl..
>can't actually wait to start my E on saturday
I just wanna see what it's like that's all
it's hard to definitively say no, since chara's photos are all taken at weird angles and make her look like an ayylmao
maybe it's chara's hotter older sister
I don't think it will be the silver bullet people praise it as, but anything is better than existing as I am
>over 2 years hrt
>still will be years before i'm done with electrolysis
>havent been doing voice training because i have to grow my beard out for electrolysis so why even try
k i l l m e b a b y
after being on okcupid for a couple days now
I have come to the conclusion that I am even less of a catch then I thought.
I'm not attractive
I'm not successful
>"so snickers what have you been doing since high school"
>"oh you know, the usual. Go to school, drop out, get a job for a year, quit, go back to school, fail, get sent to a psych ward, get out of psych ward. How about you?"
That picture and the one you posted have completely different facial structures, like your close up of her face proves my point, the cisgirl posted above looks nothing like the girl in this photo.
Oh I owed you some starter voice training
Ok it's super important that you have a program that tracks your frequency , and you want to practice humming at a steady frequency like 170, 200, 230hz
Then try going from a hum to sounds and then words but like in an even monotone at the tone you're going for
You want to be able to hear 200hz and know when you're hitting it
>tfw got gendered female right as I was leaving work
A coworker that doesn't really know me came in with a friend of hers and the friend referred to me as "her"
Yay I pass to teenage girls that I used to think could see right through me!
>Why is everyone looking at me today, literally every step I take, I have eyes on me, my legs, turn around theiyre looking at my butt
you're just paranoid
happens to a lot of people who come back from 'nam
>go to bed
>start thinking of bf
>get really horny
fugg this has been happening for like a week now
>Tfw new hoodie arrived and merino wool is awesome
I wanna wear that
>tfw got really jealous of a cis girl's outfit today
he probably means with your blood work would be my guess
how long have you been on the aa's?
I understand how you are feeling, it was a long process for me as well.
Id say be patient if you want to be as safe as possible
however there is always self medding if you really can't wait, it's alittle more risky tho since there isn't a doctor monitoring that stuff.
it also could lead to them putting you on official medication sooner as they'd rather that then you self med
It's up to you tho
I've been on them about a week, should see any side effects by then since they were worried about blood pressure, what makes me upset is he can't even give me a minute to write a real response. I'm just really scared nowadays, I'm getting more unstable by the day, crying more and more often.
>tfw you're an incompetent woman in a mans world
at the least I think they prefer a month to see how it pays out
be patient, ee-ee
and take solace in the fact that at the very least your testosterone is dropping
everything will be fine, they aren't trying to trick you they are just doing there job
3d bear baby is superior
I did everything I wanted in the military, I tried to go to officer school, they said I was to valuable and couldn't afford to have me leave, so I filled disability for the crippling injuries I was dealing with
But yes figuring out how to legitimize myself as a woman is fulfilling
>14 months HRT
>wear exclusively female clothing and full makeup outside of the house
>try not to speak unless it's 100% necessary because fucked voice
>try to work on posture etc. at all times
>live in a progressive city with 12 different trans support groups there's so many LGBT people here
>still haven't been gendered female ONCE irl, not eve a pity-pass
RIP me lol
That is definitely far worse desu, people will still fuck me- a lot of men even expect you to be incompetent. But no ones gonna fuck you :/
nah, you get a little pad like pic, pop in your card it'll give you a code that you put in online
there's more risk if you wire it, but if you're buying from a reputable seller than it should be fine
>Tfw I will never pass without death and being reborn cis.
>not having boyfriend to massage aching hips while he penetrates you lovingly.
i try to hide it with my hair and my scarf tho
>Not liking boys
But they have penis! And precum! And sexual desire every day!
Did I mention they have erect cocks when they're happy to see you?
>Tfw caramel color is the color of refugees.
>The colour of sexy refugees who come to make diversity via their wily passionate ways.
But I don't even know how to Q'uran!
Maybe I better drive a bit more, just to be safe
Good idea right
I guess I'll try doing pic related for vocal exercises on pitch, I think I got a good range from playing music back in the day
>mfw i used to think that jahans was an edgy teenager, but he's actually in his late 20s
he should have just transitioned though - he literally needs testosterone injections because he didn't go through male puberty
Is it okay to shave arm hair?
Or will it come back thicker and darker?
I mean its really fucking disgusting to see it on me and so I always try to wear long sleeved jumpers or sweaters to hide it.
But I also don't want to make the situation worse.
>Or will it come back thicker and darker?
myth. shaving doesnt make anyones hair thicker longterm
what is /mtfg/ listening to rn?
don't get a cheap one, get some protectant.
do it dry.
>all those boyhons in the "cis tier"
>faye the anglemaster being anything other but close tier
>elanna the rugged slavic thug being anything other than close tier
nope, my dude
>major acid reflux attack two weeks ago that gave me leukoplakia
>since then I've not been able to use my higher register at ALL
>can't drink without coughing and spluttering
I hate this, it takes fucking months to heal
hypotonia is a crock of cheesy cunts
My arms have gotten hairy
I didnt notice becuse the hairs are so thin and translucent
Guess im shaving them tommorow
>Not knowing who Sass is
O M G
I can't believe it's been 4 years since I made Moot give us /lgbt/ and you still have no Idea who I am?
I mean, I provide this community with
-top quality shitpost
-stale dependable memes
-Salty SJW rants
-lewd sexy flirts and stories
-Sassy© combacks and retorts
But somehow this isn't enough for (you)s! And the worst thing is like everybody is literally saying, who the fuck is Sass!
Please vote in strawpoll because democracy
>Not having a chauffeur that doubles as fuckboy
This could be you Faye :)
>sitting in full waiting room
>stand up start walking to her
>she doesn't look at me
>she looks at chart
nah, she just picked up a few tricks in the army, going camo and stuff
there's also a rumour that she made a pact with the devil and no longer has to obey euclidean geometry
I think those are much more illegal in the US as of the last like year and a half
when I was checking it seemed tough to find a vendor that would ship them here
I didn't try the dark net
I always wonder if this is legit.
Every fucking time.
I'm so proud.
>Tfw good tranny insurance, finally
does 4f-mph make you go kinda crazy (dillusions of grandure, feeling invincible, etc)?
or does it make you feel jittery or give you a horrible comedown?
I'm definitely pretty interested
stimulants like that make it impossible not to lose weight
all were vagina born.
I was the only one who had a penis there.
actually one cutie but
that was the biggest special snowflake
just had top surgery too so there were a few stiches things in his chest [im assuming]
Youre a man tho, remember?
According to you.
No hormones, threw them away
Changed your name (but not on fb)
Told your family youre detransing...
Or was that just all for attn
It's a state by state thing tho.
Every state has different rules & regs.
North Dakota; ANY surgery towards transition (even shaving Adams apple),
Minnesota; Stand in front of a judge while youre getting a name change
Otherwise, I'd gladly boymode & leave the country
so i've been self medding for like 3 years now. im ready to get an actual prescription, but how should i do it? i'm thinking i should just drive to another state for an informed consent clinic visit because it'd be the easiest and fastest way. or should i just get a doctor and tell them i've been self medding for this long and say im worried about my liver and stuff so i'd like to go legit.
pls halp mtfg
ohh my god you have to try eating a lil ABV before you go to sleep
I get such amazing dreams, like, those really crazy epic dreams that feel like they last days
last night I dreamt I was at an insane 3-day-long rave/larp/orgy event inside a giant complex of domes with my best friend and crush and we were making out together and high
I was high IN THE DREAM
and the dopamine release was so good
just all this skin on skin and nakedness and intimacy
kissing and nuzzling and bob licks and fuckkkk
there were like different areas under different domes
and one was like a zombie slayer LARP (which I'm not even into irl lmao??) and another was like glam rock and androgyny and leather and people sharing vinyl records and stuff
and there was a bar and stuff and a big central area
and then there was this room at the top that was basically one constant 3-day drugged-up cuddle orgy
I spent most of the time there
and like I was almost lucid like "this is too good to be true right?" but I was going along with it anyway
and it was just crazily coherent and amazing compared to my normal dreams which are usually abstract biogore
me and the friend in question do actually kiss and cuddle sometimes but not for as long as this lmao
this was like fully naked squishing for hours completely off our faces
fuck, so amazing
I know it's different. I now just need a doctors signature on the right form. Before 2015 Maryland required I have surgery. Iowa, the state I'm in, is just a letter from your doc saying you've had appropriate treatments to change your gender.
>mom got me an appointment with a psychiatrist
>Hasn't said why
Does she know?
it sounds nice, only thing I have to look forward to
I'm with a lady, her name is dead name, I have some of his paperwork here, he's got a pretty big packet, should I send her to see you with it? Yes, she's right here.
And then she felt up my boobies and my legs (for clots)
I've only ever had one blood test.
And it went worse than this.
But, that's exactly the reason I'm spooked.
Even though there's a clinic a block from my house & I just got good insurance.
No, not clots..
Rlly hateful Ppl.
>I-im on Estrogen
AND WHO WOULD PRESCRIBE THAT FOR YOU
AND WHAT DO YOU HOPE TO ACHIEVE WITH ALL THIS, ITS NOT NORMAL (scowl)
>Softer skin, fat redistribution, breasts
Oh, WELL I'LL HAVE TO GET YOUR CHARTS FROM HIM TO SEE EXACTLY WHAT YOU THINK YOURE DOING
>Passes me off to a nurse
A month later
I was coughing up blood after bronchitis, went in, the doctor who saw me before just glared at me when I walked by.
Whispered in the other doctors ear and she started talking about blood clots and giving (him) an x-ray.
I haven't been to a doctor since.
I rlly want this lactation to stop for fear of high prolactin.
I'm spooked tho.
Got off cypro & injections
Now 100mg Spiro & 2mg/day E
Waiting for wife's day off to go to planned parenthood with her.
Idk if even that is a good idea.
Maybe that's the reason...
It's probable. But, there's always other doctors in SF.
I fully plan on going in guns a blazing with citations galore when my time comes.
None of this kind-hearted shit.
I can't believe medical doctors treat people this
I've seen other people tell stories like this and I really don't understand it
they can tell you HRT might have health consequences, but to be so rude and make people feel so awful is so crazy for a doctor to do to someone
>met with pleb irl
>didnt turn her into a delicious ham dinner
This is why I injected oil infused with Estrogen from India into my ass for 5 months without seeing a doctor.
Anxiety attacks and bawling in the parking lot .... Fml
>i-it's an anatomically correct replica of a dinosaur penis that i need for class