Holidays Edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/pNWQ2S7
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>>7340832
all i want for christmas is (you)s
TAHM FIRST CAUSE BEST
first for emily a qt
>tfw you go to a work party and it was actually kind of nice
why is this thread upsidedown on my monitor
>>7341946
fersd!! suu emoordant!!!!!!!!
>>7341951
Who is this
>>7341936
:(
i hope good things do happen ;;
>>7341920
mfw
>>7341954
I'm not ;__;
>>7341956
glad things are good at work =)
how would you get industrial quantities of testosterone?
lets say someone was to spike local drinking water supplies
>tfw you miss Kit
>>7341972
ash
>>7341964
i've got a questionably acquired jpeg that says otherwise
>>7341968
Why would you even consider something like that? Water supplies are for flouride and xenoestrogens.
>>7341972
phien?
>>7341972
ash
i'm jelly ;_;
>>7341975
Wow your good
>>7341977
i'm going to go out with ill-gotten revenge
am I the only one who that wished girls knew who you are without telling them?
im a pretty big fag, but it doesn't come outright socially and girls give me interest and I feel like it ruins my whole dynamic in the group every time
I hope this changes after a year of hormones!!
because where I'm at now is NOT fun for ANYONE involved!
>>7341976
D-don't ;-;
>>7341976
please share your rare emilys
in return, i will give you rare uncut lewd valq shower photos
>>7341984
gud fer yoo, get many gets bro
>>7341980
You got it too
>>7341985
wear a pink triangle
>>7341985
>tfw every girl probably knows you're a tranny
>tfw dream about bf cucking me with cis girl
>>7341972
>>7341972
WOuld rape
>>7341997
PLEASE! invite me to your wedding!
>>7341997
you're probably too critical of yourself
Back at work in boymode.
This shit sucks.
I hope y'all don't think I'm such a big slut
I just do bad things and drugs
>>7342002
>anon cant identify shitpost
leave
>>7341980
same
>>7341928
i cant just go somewhere?? i have nearly nothing
>>7341930
and!!! i nearly killed someone with my car... they tried crossing the highway and didn't see me/look and i had to slam on my brakes at 100kmh and ended up sideways. luckily no one was behind me. i had to stop and breath and thank god for like 10 minutes
>>7342002
someone call adelaide police tell them to guard the water plant
>>7341998
Is this your fetish? Because I think I'd rather have a threesome with a trans girl and a cis girl than to cuck one of them, to be honest.
>>7342010
>trip can't identify shitpost
typical
>>7342003
There's no wedding what even is this
>>7342004
I don't think so
>>7342006
Go in girlmode tard
>>7341972
I wanna be ash so bad
>>7342016
more like tripical
hehe
>>7342015
No. It was just a weird dream. I was not happy when I woke up.
>>7342017
okay but when the wedding happens please invite me then
>>7342014
adelaide?
>>7342018
>tfw ash gives you dysphoria
>>7342012
jesus christ
Still chugging away at my Magical Girl novel. Just finished up the Dream and starting on the next day.
I'll never be feminine like some of y'all
So I'll just slowly kill myself
LEAKED PICTURE OF EMILY?
https://unsee.
cc/gesuzami/
>>7342022
idk it was just a guess
>>7342012
Please delete those ;o; I come here to make friends not to have pictures of me everywhere >_<
>>7342024
s a m e
>>7342028
I can't help it, you're like a pretty cis girl and those make me hurt inside
>>7342030
cute moles, would love to inspect
>>7342036
Ok only cuz you asked nicely
>>7342031
I'm pretty sure it's not an appearance thing.
Pretty sure I don't act like a cis girl
>>7342036
If thats u then i wanna die
>>7342028
hope everythings well
>>7342037
Anonymous
>>7342037
are we gonna have a cute back and forth? or are you going to stop wasting my time?
>>7342030
I'm going to leave it up to your imagination if you believe it's me or not.
im going to bed lol
>>7342030
is this a real emily or a counterfeit emily?
Redpill me on ash
how are her megamilks so mega
>>7342011
tf that highway thing is terrifying...
glad nothing serious happened with it though
>>7342012
>>7341972
DAAAAAAAYYYYYYYUUUUUUUUM
That's my review, don't forget to like me on facebook, subscribe to my youtube channel and follow me on twitter.
>>7342050
supportive parents and hrt at 12
>>7342018
ywn transition at 12 and have 32DDD
>>7342056
This.
She's the trans equivalent of Trump.
Although she isn't an asshole so we don't mind.
>>7342038
I'm sorry that is never my intent! I just want to be friends and help each other out~
>>7342041
Thank you so much I really appreciate it!
>>7342043
I-it's me, I'm really not that special, there are plenty of girls on here prettier than me.
>>7342044
You too! Have a goodnight!
>>7342051
Ilu too Isla <33>>7342060
>>7342042
so? i have four sisters and my youngest sister is literally the manliest person i've ever met! just wear a tutu and everyone will get the gist.
but all kidding aside if it was a big deal dont you think it would have come up by now?, they probably dont care if Ur trans or whatever
>>7342058
>>7342062
you're too sweet ash uwu
>>7342057
you'll pay for this, "anon"
if that even is your real name
>>7342062
have you had SRS? how old are you now?
>>7342060
Comment cut off but thank you for not disliking me! :3
>>7342055
we are both anonymous
>>7342063
Idk maybe.
I feel like they know but they're just too nice to say anything
Hmm, I wonder if I should have the plot kick into gear in the middle of the school day instead of the way home. Kind of a symbolic of the destruction of her old life, plus fuck writing about high school.
>>7342069
i am slightly less anonymous, of course
you know exactly who i am
>>7342071
but im noooottt
well maybe a lil bit >_<
>>7342062
What were you cosplaying as? :O Or was it a cosplay? I DONT KNOW THESE THINGS
>>7342071
Who did you go with? And did you have a breast agumentation? What's your cup size? Sorry for so many questions but you are honestly incredible and my new hero
>>7342071
You've just been unfiltered for being nice to me.
It's a long fucking story, you are best not to ask.
>>7342070
so? theyre not looking for an excuse to out you. really no reason to complain, hey, they haven't gotten you fired yet, sounds good to me
>>7342073
i dont understand the meaning of this rambling of yours at all
>>7342058
tfw
>>7342062
Yeha, I know! It's not your fault, I'm learning to cope with dysphoria.
>>7342053
Yes, some of us can end up very good looking.
>>7342070
elanna
the only person that would clock you is another tranny
unless they are hiding something themselves, you are fine
>>7342081
I understand that you're trying to make me feel better, but I feel like saying "maybe they know but at least they aren't trying to get you fired" is some pretty low hanging fruit
>>7342080
Oh goodie! I always do my best to be nice and treat people how I would like to be treated, my parents are like old hippies so they taught me to be a pacifist.
>>7342086
>Powergirl!
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
:/
>ywn can cosplay powergirl
>>7342089
im fucking useless at advice, ignore me,]
>>7342086
well i like to be kind and be nice and have friends!!!!
>>7342089
you pretty much look like a regular girl though
>>7342090
I'm just ignore people I don't like.
So I must be some kind of pacifist.
>>7342091
I'm doing shiemi from blue exorcist next! And I really wanna do akame~
>>7342082
That's because the only thing you can see is your own selfish world.
>>7342083
We're all pretty girls on the inside. That's what Mahou Shojo is all about.
>>7342093
on the plus side, you're better at giving advice than speaking french
however, you're also really bad at giving advice
>>7342090
How did your parents react to you coming out at 12 and not think its just a phase? I came out at 22 and my parents thought it was just a phase, and that I'm not old or mature enough to make such a decission.
Please tell me more about your transition im really interested.
>>7342102
and what do you even try to do?
>>7342100
dis is you
>>7342106
shitpost, mostly
>>7342087
I'm unconvinced. I'm clockable. I have tells
Photos mean nothing
>>7342095
Regular girls don't look like boys
>>7342115
im not gonna hugbox you faggot
but if you dont think you look like a girl you need to your eyes checked or go to a therapist
>>7342100
DO DIS
>>7342074
you can be a girl or a cute person if you want that you know
sry i don't really have anything to talk about ive just been watching movies all day
>>7342096
Leslie Townsend, she has a book out on her life.
http://ai.eecs.umich.edu/people/conway/TSsuccesses/LeslieTownsend.html
>tfw someone might be coming to visit
>>7342115
i mean, you might be shit at poker
but like
i doubt that you would be clockable by the untrained eye
your voice is fine
you look fine
so much so that i genuinely used to hate you
but that was jealousy because you are fine
i bet if you posted a video to youtube, 97% of people would be none the wiser, and the 3% would be people assuming that all women are trannies
>>7342094
Me too! I think that's why we get along so well :D
>>7342096
Cosplaying is a lot of fun! You can be whoever you want and just let loose!
>>7342098
Yeah not getting involved is a good thing too, I avoid drama.
>>7342105
We'll basically like I said my parents are biker/hippies, my dad has long hair and my mom is a naturalist like she doesn't wear makeup or do brand name stuff. So when I was born they thought I was very feminine looking (pale skin freckles and white blonde hair) so when I turned two I started dressing myself and I would always want my Alice dress that my sister gave to me and I played with barbies and would play with my dad's long hair, like put bows in it and braid it when I was 5. When I was 11 they took me to a psychologist and that's when she asked me all these questions and talked separately to my parents and they agreed to try the blockers to see if i agreed with it or if it was "just a phase" as you said. Btw I always dressed in dresses at school and had long hair and was very girly. When I turned 12 my mom took over and was like my medical advocate and helped me through the process and got everything set up. I really think if it wasn't for her I would not be where I am today. She is such a non judgmental old soul and just wants to see people happy.
>>7342122
what movies?
>>7342115
>I'm unconvinced. I'm clockable. I have tells
you meet a lot of strangers every day, aren't you able to tell if you get clocked by whether or not they call you "sir" or "m'am"?
>>7342127
*waves quietly*
>>7342133
i watched true detective season 1 then fargo now the matrix
>>7342136
the last time i saw the matrix i was like five
i should totally rewatch it
i remember there was a rabbit?
>>7342128
this feels a lot like an isla post
>>7341952
Dont worry about these sluts. Here (You) go qt!
>>7342139
i'm not isla
>>7342130
hmm that could be :p
>>7342135
Hey you
>>7342138
yes something like that i just started it though
>>7342119
Well I am crazy so that's clear
>>7342128
But idk
You haven't seen me irl
>>7342134
I do get the occasional "thanks man"
>>7342130
I am very jealous of you
I am so jealous I could die.
My parents hit me when I tried to wear a dress and when I told them I wanted long hair they literally put vodka in my juice and shaved me bald.
I was five.
>>7342146
>>7342139
its the layout o the post i think lul
>>7342127
Give her a better handjob this time!
>>7342151
post a video then!
Oh shit here we go.
Riding the Depression train directly to Just Kill Me Station. I can already tell. I was so hopeful, too. I was hoping I'd managed to break free.
The worst thing about these depressive episodes isn't the sadness. It's that I can't get anything done. I can't move forward.
Oh heck yeah new Overwatch merch.
>>7342154
No not her!
Though i wanna hang out with her
Just platonic like
Idk if we can do that though lol
>>7342140
yiss
>>7342130
>When I was 11 they took me to a psychologist
my parents neglected me and treated me like a doll until I was 15, when I started fighting back and getting angry about it. Even then they called me ungrateful.
>>7342148
hey hey :3
>>7342145
thanks for the (you), i'll unwrap it on christmas day, after i eat my canned "christmas-for-one" meal
>>7342152
Ugh that's deplorable, I am so sorry you went through that. I hope you are out of there now?
And you are always welcome to be friends with me and my parents Would glady welcome you into their home.
And that goes for all the friends on here, you're all welcome.
>>7342151
>I do get the occasional "thanks man"
c'mon, that barely counts
everyone says "thanks, man", even to girls
>>7342150
enjoy it then!
i'm trying to guess who you are
i'll be back in ten hours after i've lost sanity
>>7342161
You two just admit you're in love with each other already.
Also
>Overwatch won goty at the game awards
lol. I wonder how many sheckles Blizz paid them.
>>7342163
got u senpai
>>7342155
What would I make a video about?
>>7342168
It's fucking weird though and it throws me,
>>7342154
I uhhh
I have mixed feelings about being given a handjob.
>>7342163
Hey you're not alone. You have us! Doesn't that make you feel MORE empty inside?
>>7342165
You are the sweetest person. Yeah I moved out pretty much the week after I turned 18, my parents had changed by then from abusive to indifferent so they didn't really make too big a deal when I told them I was trans. Now I'm in a different city entirely, my mother's in a different state and my father lives in the USA so yeah. I'm ok now sorta. Thank you though <3
>>7342162
Whats up gurl
>>7342172
>You two just admit you're in love with each other already.
Don't even get me started.
>lol. I wonder how many sheckles Blizz paid them.
>TGA
>worth a shit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UIuC_grsFb8
>>7342176
an inane one
it doesn't have to be special
why you like where you live?
your favourite summer's memory?
anything
>>7342172
Overwatch is a fairly impressive game. Is it innovative? Perhaps not, but it's a game with an easy entry and yet a high skill cap. The really great thing is that the only thing separating players is skill. No P2W guns, no high-ranking super rewards. When the match starts, everyone is on the same playing field.
>>7342171
hope you are doing well
see you later
>>7342185
>no ptw
>Hanzo wolf skin
every time isla posts my gt swells a lil' :]
>>7342185
>high skill cap
what the fuck
>>7342185
Unless you're D.VA in which case you're op as fuck
>>7342183
streamed earlier and played some HS
now I'm juss chillin
thinking about going to bed soon
>>7342189
Watch some high-ranking comp matches. That's a level I can only dream of reaching.
>>7342188
That's not pure, Isla is pure, please don't sexualize the Isla
>>7342185
I played the fuck out of Overwatch. Is it a bad game? No. Does it deserve goty? Nope. The community mixed with how repetitive the game gets when you play it a bunch really made me dislike it.
And stop hooking me through walls roadhog god fucking damnit!
>>7342195
comp overwatch is a joke
the only reason people play it is because blizzard is pumping $$$ into it
>>7342199
people making competitive scenes on casual games hilarious
>>7342194
Sounds fun~
>tfw overlsept in my nap and now im awake but all my friends are going to sleep
RIP
>>7342198
I still love Overwatch no matter how much I play it. Forever thankful for it keeping me a sane when I was a NEET worrying I was dying of cancer every day.
>>7342176
if you didn't pass, they wouldn't let you be a cashier
-h
>>7342199
definitely this
i know a lot of competitive players who switched to overwatch because it was easy money
>>7342196
pure fu**ing hotness dudette
got an isla sensation in muh pantsu SWUH
>>7342201
are hilarious
>>7342205
Maeve are you okay??
>>7342089
at least i'm realistic, you look good, i dont try to deny the fact that women will accept you, dont go all self critical when you have it pretty good considering
>>7342180
>Hey you're not alone. You have us! Doesn't that make you feel MORE empty inside?
strangely, yes, but it'll probably make me feel better if there are other losers here on christmas day too
Anyway, listening to some music to inspire my writing
One of my favorites, and....I want a friend like this. I keep losing them...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DiUZmFaRJIY
>>7342203
But you're still kind of a neet who worries about dying of cancer every day.
>tfw I felt a bump on my chest last night
>>7342214
IM NOT A NEET I WORKED 40 HOURS THIS WEEK I AM DEFINITELY NOT A NEET
But I did have to take a clonazepram at work for a couple reasons, hypochondria being one of them
I'm the best most functional human being ever
>tfw could write a long list of whats wrong with me rn
>>7342209
yes things are fine now
don't worry my dear sertii
this is my anime folder r8
>>7342218
Fucking Clonazepam.
Half my residents are on it and so fucking sure I'm not giving it them right, and all I want is to take some myself, something to make me feel better.
>>7342220
Idk i read some things.. glad ur ok
>>7342209
maeve's behaviour has been worrying in recent weeks - if anything happens to her, i'm going to hold you personally responsible, sertii
if she pulls a gloomy on us, you're off the force
this is me
do i pass?
>>7342222
what's a good program to compress a bluray?
>>7342212
All I wanted for Christmas was to present femme and not look like a guy. It's not going to happen this year :(
slugg elann
>>7342231
mature
>>7342230
how long have you been on HRT for?
t-there's always easter
>>7342228
Yeah. You look like a number of college girls I used to know.
>>7342219
>image 101
they generally keep the better looking people up front, and keep the fuglies in the back
>>7342223
It's good stuff. I usually take it when I know I'm gonna be anxious for a long period of time but it's not a panic attack that would warrant xanax. Usually it just makes me feel calm and normal, not high or anything. I think today it compounded me being super hungry and sleep deprived and made me pretty loopy though
At first it was like, okay, I'm calm, everything is cool
And then I started to get a headache but it went away quickly
Then I got sleepy
And then the loopiness kicked in
I try to avoid taking benzos as much as I can, especially at work, but today I knew I needed it and I did my best to keep working through all the mental fuckery.
>>7342222
>>7342237
>they generally keep the better looking people up front, and keep the fuglies in the back
is this why they've got me stocking the shelves in the subbasement of their express store in rural siberia?
>>7342239
Grace is totally gonna become a 420 blaze it pothead if she ever tries it.
>>7342228
Yah looks like it, hard to tell from close-ups tho.
>>7342239
Yeah it kind of messes you up. It's not really designed as a rescue so much as a stabilizing force in your system so eventually you get used to it.
>>7342235
A little over a year. Still no girl cheeks, just really nice skin and some subtle feature softening.
need a grace cudd
need grace butte
>>7342239
U have any advice for going without?
>>7342203
awh :/
I have to get up tomorrow morning for a review sesh
not early, I just have to wake up around noon
>>7342261
not me
>>7342252
Oh im glad.. i hope pillow can keep you company till im there for platonic snuggs
>>7342258
same
>>7342246
Not gonna lie if it was legal here I'd smoke it.
I did it in Portland, it was like a tamer xanax that made me giggle a lot. Some days I really need that.
>>7342249
I'm afraid of becoming physically dependent on it if I use it as my doc prescribed which was like twice daily. I'm not sure I need that, anyway. I've been a lot better with my emotions lately.
I use it and xanax purely situational and try to avoid taking it too often. I think it's been a couple weeks since I'd taken xanax.
>>7342256
>>7342257
>>7342261
Lauren can have all she wants.
>>7342259
Going without? Are you a regular user? I'm not sure I can help with weaning it off and surviving without it if you've been using it as a crutch. I've tried my best to avoid getting to that point in the first place. It takes a lot of mental strength and some days I just really wanna do it but I don't allow myself.
>>7342262
Noon is babby times
I've been waking up at 8 for work
I'm gonna move it to 7 for next week
>tfw a well known person you admire messages you and talks to you.
>>7342269
I wake up at 6:30 AM for my mon/wed/fri lectures
>>7342251
>A little over a year. Still no girl cheeks, just really nice skin and some subtle feature softening.
hey, progress is progress, even if it's going at a snail's pace
sometimes it's hard to notice how much you've changed when it's happening gradually too
>>7342269
i've been using alot as a crutch
guess i'm just looking for some help
>>7342272
>tfw e-celeb has crush on me and I know lots of dirty secrets about him
>>7342276
If this e-celeb had a crush on me I'd DIE. Die I tell you! I can't believe shes talking to me!
lauren couldnt post here because shes banned but if she was here I think she would post cudd grace and maeve ily
>>7342268
I'm sorry
I know I'm being stupid and irrational but the feelings are very real. In a way it's even more disconcerting because I know that I'm disconnected from reality and getting upset by hallucinations and paranoia
>>7342281
it's ok, i know how it goes
>>7342281
wut
>>7342280
RIP lauren
>>7342281
>>7342279
Who is she?
>>7342280
I wanna cuddle Lauren and pet her.
>>7342275
I mean you're gonna want to slowly take it less. Really question yourself if you NEED it or just want it. Are you strong enough to go through this situation without it or are you going to suffer if you don't take it? Increase the time between when you last took it until it's an infrequent thing. Take smaller doses.
Do not cold turkey it.
Honestly
Consult whoever prescribed it to you how to get off it, they know your situation better than I do and Benzos can be dangerous to play around with.
>>7342273
Ouch.
>>7342269
It was written that way for a reason. It's supposed to remain in your system to counteract the imbalance you already possess. If you take it PRN then you're going to wind up fucking yourself up even more because you're going to get peaks and valleys.
Hey if I posted a part of what I'm writing would you guys judge it?
>>7342287
Have you never had an episode of dysphoria where you see shit that isn't even there?
>>7342296
Noo I haven't taken stimulants in months
>>7342294
it's cold and dark and the busses are crowded.
And a lot of the time I'm still 5 minutes late.
tfw he [spoiler] calls you sweetie [/spoiler]
Who PNW here???
>>7342294
ive been cold turkey for a year, doesnt change the fact that 70% of the time I cant fucking stand being sober and i just want to fucking snort my way into fucking oblivion!
doesnt matter, i cant control myself, everything will fall apart in a year
I've come to the conculsion that passing is mostly a case of growing your hair out. Hormones just soften your face a bit so it's less noticeable under the hair. Sucks that I have no hair.
>>7342295
>It was written that way for a reason. It's supposed to remain in your system to counteract the imbalance you already possess. If you take it PRN then you're going to wind up fucking yourself up even more because you're going to get peaks and valleys.
But what if it's weeks between when I need to take it, typically?
IDK I READ LOTS OF HORROR STORIES ABOUT IT AND GOT SCARED
>>7342280
glubb lauren
>>7342266
uwu
>>7342300
not dysphoria, no
It's too late for these feels
>Tfw the hypochondria anxiety is kicking in again
Darnit and I was having a good night too
>>7342258
>keeping me at the front
that proves it, my work is done here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmEwZ2JJOUk
>>7342309
>Sucks that I have no hair.
consider growing hair
>>7342319
It grows in tight coils you mongoloid.
>>7342313
Then perhaps I am insane or have bdd
When I get like this I get paranoid and delusional and see features that I can't find when I look in the mirror the following day.
>>7342321
i'm a caucasoid actually
don't misracialise me
>>7342310
It is easy to get addicted, more so considering what it's prescribed for, but that's not really the way to take it.
But eh, whatever your doctor thinks.
>>7342328
Lol
But for real
I'll never pass.
>>7342256
i need a cudd
i want to shota but irl
like me
im a shota
i wanna be a shota
>>7342321
why cant blacks into hair
it always looks silly or is nonexistent
>>7342330
Karma
>>7342333
idk, I saw this qt black girl with a nice blonde wig working the cash register when I was shopping and I just asked her where she got it. They acknowledge it like it's just a part of their life, she did let me know where she gets hooked up though.
>>7342329
Well, it was prescribed the way you're telling me to take it. It's just me not trusting my doctor. They said it's just a temporary thing until I can see a psych that will get me on a proper medication.
>>7342332
tfw im basically a shota
>>7341946
I unironically loved and cried during the jem movie, fight me
>>7342326
I think "paranoid and delusional" might be a bit of a stretch
>>7342343
I only remember Jem from my childhood but I didn't know if I should kill my nostalgia by watching it. Is it actually good though?
No, seriously. I'd like to get your guys opinion on this passage I just wrote.
>>7342339
>blonde wig
>black girl
hair color that's lighter than skin color looks really bad desu
>>7342347
havent you proven that someone's 'opinion' is worthless to you
Anyone want some Size 4 jeans? I'm thinking about giving 'em away since they don't really fit me.
>>7342345
You think thought patterns like "everyone knows and they're just being nice" or "I look like a man" aren't paranoid or delusional when there's no logical reason for me to suspect this apart from fixation?
I'm somewhat aware of how ridiculous some of the worries I have are but they flare up regardless
>>7342341
I'm not going to tell you how to take care of yourself. That's not for me to say. But I would advise following the instructions of your physician. They're not always right, but they usually are and they know the drugs a bit better. I mean, a pharmacist will know a bit more but they'll likely tell you the same thing.
>>7342349
She's light-skinned though, she was rocking it. I like the disparity though, that's just me.
>>7342339
hmmmmmmm
maybe unemployment destroys hair cells?
>>7342354
but you shouldnt lash out at those who try to help you
>>7342346
it's cute as fuck and had a moment where I literally cried desu, I'm kinda sad it bombed because they set up kesha as the bad guy for the second one.
>>7342357
I have a weird double standard for myself. I'll tell people to have faith in their medical professionals and trust them and stuff. And then I'll go ahead and feel like my doctor is gonna end up killing me.
>>7342300
oh god sometimes I go totally nuts on dysphoria, pretty rare though
>>7342348
it was good, it just wasn't about a mid 20s transvestite with a hologram appearance
>>7342360
Is that supposed to be funny?
I assume when white people wake up they just brush their hair out and it's good to go. When i wake up my hair is tightly compacted, if I try to run a comb through it it would be like trying to comb a carpet so I have to wash it in warm water to loosen it first. But this shrinks the hair so I have to quickly blow dry it and comb it out at the same time to get that puffy afro. After that I have to put in all kinds of oils and creams to prevent it drying out. It's easier to just wear a wig.
>>7342363
Do you know how many people I've helped to find themselves? How many people who passed me? You can't be objective about yourself, I'm sorry to say.
>>7342371
yeah, thanks
>>7342371
True. I'm not objective about myself. But I trust myself more than anyone and the world is just different for me.
>>7342369
I basically just dry shampoo, scrunch it with my fingers, and it looks like sex
>>7342375
. .
>>7342354
I didn't say they were rational
>>7342369
yeah yeah, black lives matter, yadda yaddaa
>>7342374
i wanna wear a skirt like this
>>7342369
rub shampoo into your scalp then wash out, then rub conditioner into the lengths of your hair, dry and brush while still damp to control frizz, use hair oil to reduce frizz, straighten, hairspray, brush, straighten again, hairspray and style
>>7342381
Check your privilege.
>>7342361
You're right, I shouldn't.
I'm sorry
>>7342366
Full crazy dysphoria is awful, like, I'll hallucinate things that aren't there and can't tell what is and isn't real. This literally happened within the past year
>"I look hideous, I have a thick masculine brow and I need ffs for it"
>"I don't see it"
>"I can feel the bone! It's right here!"
>"Still can't see it"
>"Ok I'll put your hand on it you can feel it!"
>"Elanna there's nothing there"
>>7342388
>can't tell what is and isn't real
Me irl.
>>7342388
yah same
cyborg bodies when? I'll be Section 9 till I die
>>7342388
I dunno what to say, I just relate.
>>7342386
checked
all systems nominal boss
>tfw no one to continually come over to my house to beat the shit out of me and i can beg and beg and beg for them to not do it but no matter what i say they will always do it so that eventually i no long feel anything and never cry again
>>7342399
You're a racist asshole but you're funny sometimes.
>tfw u think ur laura palmer but really ur teresa banks
I'm really excited to hang out with anon in person. Every time I get in deep talks with people I wish I could be doing it IRL. It would be so much better. Especially if we get a hotel to stay at in the city, that would be really comfy.
>>7342405
Which anon are you going to hang out with?
>>7342405
Why not set up a meet
...I gave myself feels. BRB overwatch
so tell me
should I stop believing
should I stop believing
oh should I stop believing
>>7342401
i am not a racist
why would you say such rude things to me :(
>>7342400
kinky
>>7342409
your choice
>>7342402
>tfw you think youre Arnold palmer but you're really Johnathan banks
alternate joke, sherley temple... because drinks...and its a tranny joke, kinda
>>7342407
I don't wanna say unless she wants to identify herself.
I got lots of plans tho
Gonna have a girl day and get our hair, makeup, nails, eyebrows done
Do some shopping
Maybe see a movie and get food!
It's gonna be a fun weekend
And for once, like, platonic. It feels nice to have just friends.
>>7342408
What's wrong?
Thread is dead, time for a rare Shakira. It's real this time I swear.
>>7342409
don't don't stop believing
>>7342415
Oooh I'm jelly! That sounds super cool.
I don't really have any friends left and the people at work are nice but they're much older than I am.
Hope y'all have lots of fun!
>>7342411
Astoundingly you've only ever said nigger six times.
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/text/nigger/username/drakeposter/
I guess I owe you an apology then. Maybe I was thinking of Cartman.
fuckit might aswell kill myself!
>>7342422
you forgot to add nigga, and other variations like nig nog
Any transgirls that have already transitioned (or started their transition) that I could talk to in private? Over IM or whatever your preferred platform is? I need some perspective from someone who's already down this road. I've just started talking to a therapist and I wanna start HRT soon but I need to be sure. I need to compare experiences and make sure this isn't a paraphilia that's got out of control. I know what I want to do but I need to know I'm not wrong.
>>7342425
Nope, he's never said those either, I'm amazed. Cartman on the other hand....
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/text/nigger/username/cartman/
>>7342426
yeah goodluck
Anything interesting going on?
>>7342422
>only 6 times
jesus christ thats so small
>>7342427
>http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/text/nigger/username/cartman/
lol, first line
>this nigga want to buy air jordans or some shit
why am i not surprised, if they call themself cartman you know they have some kind of mental deficiency
>>7342428
Thanks for the sarcasm
>>7342426
worrying that its a paraphilia is a good sign it's not a paraphilia
it's like worrying that you're a psychopath, incongruent
>>7342429
I made a nice dinner for myself and my housemates and now I'm a little drunk from wine
what's going on with you Maggie?
ayo hol up why is no-one replying to my rare Shakira? It's me this time I swear.
>>7342439
boy who cried wolf scenario
>>7342415
This passage I'm writing is pretty emotional. That's why I wanted to share it.
>>7342426
You'll have better luck getting someone to speak with you in like... 10-12 hours
>>7342439
we've already seen so many snipets of your face
just post a full selfie already jfc
>>7342439
I think you're cute
I don't get why you think you'll never pass
>>7342436
desu if anyone actually helped you then you're a lucky fucker, here you have to earn rep to gain any credibility, im not being sarcastic, i'm being realistic
>>7342431
I know I've said nigga 5 times up in this nigga in just a few minutes
>>7342448
shakira pls don't hate me >.<
>>7342439
too busy touching myself over the composite image I've made of you
>>7342442
Share it
>>7342421
Well if you're ever coming to Chicago I'll be your friend!
>>7342452
Do you live in Chicago proper?
>>7342453
Good taste. TPC is gr8
>>7342458
Thanks. They're one of my favs. What kind of wine did you drink?
>>7342452
That would be pretty rad, we could have ourselves our very own day off!
>>7342455
they told people not to vote for Hilary out of protest and hurt black people everywhere by getting the clan elected
>>7342457
Suburbs 25~30 miles out.
>>7342461
Mhm, I'd be happy to hang with most people from here if they're ever in town
>tfw my angled cropped photos have finally lost their (you) value
I'm a washed up celebrity.
>>7342464
I like going to Chicago if I'm ever there I'll send you a message.
With a quick swallow, I replied. “I can’t force making friends, you know. And I have you two, right? It’s not like I’m completely alone.” I tried for a smile, the expression on Emily’s face showing I hadn’t quite sold it. I set down my fork with a sigh. “I know, and I want to. I just...it doesn’t feel right. I feel so fake, going to all these places, like…”
She put a hand on my shoulder, the concern not leaving her eyes. “Listen. I know the time will come when you’ll blossom, even you can’t see it yet. You can’t keep waiting for it, though. One day…” her voice caught, and she looked away, back down at the table.
“One day?” I pressed, and when she looked back up, it was her turn to offer an unconvincing smile. Hers still had happiness behind it, but I could see that she was struggling to keep herself together.
“One day...your star is going to shine. I’m just so afraid you’re not going to see it.” she said softly. “I’m afraid that you won’t be able to move forward. You don’t have to be alone.” squeezing my hand, she added, just loud enough for me to hear. “I’ll be here for you, no matter what. Please, just remember that.”
I stared at her, not sure what to say. Anything I tried just got caught in my throat as we looked at each other. What had brought this on? I mean, she’d always been a good friend, but she’d never been this emotional about it. Again, I found myself wondering just what it was that she saw in me, what she had been trying to tell me.
>>7342479
Chicago's a very beautiful city tarnished by it's violence, poverty, and political problems.
>>7342472
Awesome, lemme know!
Games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won
>>7342479
no they were die hared, fuck the vote no one represents us, and now it's true, they're doubling down with the "don't vote, help the community" message right now, which is good intended, but not voting is what hurts black people in america
This thread is boring, what kind of losers are out on a Saturday night?
>>7342485
Will do!
I finished my potato. I'm off to bed. Night all.
>>7342485
Kindof a boring skyline, though the willis tower is always interesting in how it stands out.
I wish Seattle had a few more remarkable buildings.
>dream about being a pirate
>I'm disobedient and a trouble maker
>the crew pins me down
>Captain explains that he's going to insert a bug into my ass that will bite when I'm bad and wiggle pleasurably when I'm good
>I have to dress like a bar wench while the crew teases me and gives me commands
Needs to be a book desu
>>7342460
just a cheap cab merlot but I haven't eaten all day except for dinner so it hit me pretty hard
>>7342493
what are you gay or something
>>7342492
Ey I love the skyline fight me!!!
>>7342491
nini
>tfw no strong older man to pound you and choke you and then cuddle you afterwards
>>7342485
That's the Sears Tower right? That's all I know about the city, that an Al Capone.
>>7342488
You're right come to think of it, blacks never bothered voting in this election which is part of why Trump won.
Well if BLM is anti-voting how exactly are they planning to change things? Even the Black Panthers held political campaigns albeit for themselves.
>>7342492
Our skyline sucks too but European cities aren't known for their skylines but their historical buildings. I took this while sitting at the top of a building contemplating suicide.
>>7342498
I mean it isn't bad, there just aren't enough noteworthy buildings imo
Makes it look like a generic city.
Though i suppose its a lot better than some cities. I've seen really ugly skylines
>>7342503
What kind of weirdos sleep during the day?
>>7342505
European cities have their charm and unique aesthetic going for them.
Though there are some really boring cities there just like here.
I think the most boring large city i've seen is Denver, Colorado. It doesn't have a single noteworthy building except maybe that typewritter-looking one. Though it has the rockies in the distance if you look at it from the east which makes up for it i guess.
>>7342506
Yeah the magnificent mile is totally bland :^)
I'll beat u up nerd
>>7342505
Big black one is the SEARS tower yes
>eternal chicagoan butthurt over the name change
>>7342493
Some guy asked me if I wanted to live on his boat with him and dress like a slutty sailor for him.
I MEAN, I wouldn't have to pay rent and it's a nice boat. but like... nah
>>7342519
I had no idea the name changed. IKTF, they recently tried to change the name of Big Ben to "Elizabeth Tower". Never caught on. What happened was what most people don't know is that "Big Ben" isn't actually the name of the tower, it's just the name of the bell inside. The famous tower never actually had a name, people just colloquially called the whole thing Big Ben. So the government decides to give it an official name but everyone just ignored it and continued calling it Big Ben.
Tonight turned out pretty nice after the rest of the day was pretty shitty. New years plans in the works and another option for moving out popped up.
>>7342525
Why do they do stupid stuff like that
Why cant they just leave it the popular name
What good is a name if nobody uses it?
pop dat pussy
>>7342529
What did she mean by this?
>>7342519
¯\_(シ)_/¯ so you got some tall towers
you take it so seriously
There are many skylines more famous and attractive is all i'm saying
So...uh, thoughts?
Remember, it's a magical girl story. It's supposed to be stupid sappy.
>>7342532
pop dat pop dat pop dat pussy bitch pop dat pop dat pop dat pussy ma nigga
>>7342533
You're insulting mah city! I think it's beautiful!
>>7342535
Well just about anything about being alone jerks tears from me cause I feel that feeeeeeeeeeel.
I dunno, it's hard to really comment on it since its so out of context
>>7342540
Anything longer and it wouldn't fit. Hang on.
>>7342528
It's either usually because of bureaucracy (renaming Big Ben simply because "Big Ben" wasn't official), political correctness (renaming Mount McKinley "Denali" to please the natives) or for sponsorship (Giving naming rights to Willis Group because they bought the tower). The world is stupid I agree.
>>7342541
Just send it to me on discord or skype or something, I'm going to bed in a few
ded fred
>>7342550
>>7342550
Rip Fred, he was the nicest chaser
>>7342555
I'm also proud of my current suburb!
>>7342555
Well I don't know the details that's just what I heard, got renamed because it's Indian land or something.
>>7342557
That's so pretty, I love walking through the leaves and listening to the sounds they make.
>>7342553
How does one be a good chaser?
>>7342560
Walking to and from highschool was pretty comfy, except when there was snow out. But in the fall it was the prettiest thing ever.
>>7342562
I love walking through the snow. I have an outfit that is watertight and can sustain up to -20 F.
Being boymode is physically making me ill.
>>7342564
Why do you do it?
>>7342567
Have to until name change.
>>7342557
Mine is okay. I don't think i can call it a "suburb" of any other city per se as it's the largest in the county, but it's technically part of the greater seattle-tacoma metropolitan area
>>7342563
I'm still getting a proper warm outfit together but when you're walking through the snow for over a mile it starts to get through and make you reaaaaally cold. Or at least did when I was a highschooler lol.
>>7342571
>it's technically part of the greater seattle-tacoma metropolitan area
wut where do you live and can I pitch a tent in your backyard?
>>7342571
Semantics are silly.
I like that I'm in the middle of everything cause I can go to Chicago or forest preserves or to an anon's house or whatever I wanna do!
>>7342569
Kayla, are still up becauae you and BF are doing MDMA amd having an all night fuckathon?
>>7342572
You have to invest in a good coat, but the rest of it is all about layers.
>Will never walk downtown in a peacoat and scarf with someone I truly love as snow gently falls around us.
>>7342577
Are there bears im the forest? Bears are scary desu
need drugs
>>7342580
Never say never.
>>7342581
Haven't seen a bear yet but I've seen deer, various birds, coyote, and more animals that are slipping my mind.
>>7342561
A good chaser knows the dead names of his chased, also their address and favorite color.
need snuggs
>>7342583
Yea I just read the thread now and I'm sorry I wrote that ;_;
*Huggs you
wtf i will never be as cute as this dog
>>7342586
:3 it's so cute! Deers are the best! Are coyotes scary?
Also, Hancock tower (center) is my favest skyscraper! I obsessively studied it's design, layout and façades when I was an architecture student
>>7342586
clearly you haven't seen homura
The tranny is immunized against all dangers: one may call him a degenerate, freak, faggot, whore, it all runs off him like water off a raincoat. But call him a man and you will be astonished at how he recoils, how injured he is, how he suddenly shrinks back: “I’ve been found out.”
>>7342576
>backyard
Appartments don't have those sorry
Also i'm a ways south of Seattle and rent a room from my brother soo...
>>7342577
I mean i'ts basically the same for me where i'm at. Then again most all suburbs have that advantage.
Washington forests are by far the prettiest though.
>>7342583
Oh okay well I hope you can start a new job soon so you can finally live your life.
>>7342592
I went into a nearby town hall yesterday and the Art Deco styles *drool*. Bastard council wants to knock it down and build apartments on the site.
Holy shit rhis quote:
"Serás guapa lo que quieras, pero dime...¿si el mundo fuera ciego a cuanta gente impresionarías?" -Joaquín Sabina
Loosely translated:
...Of course you're as beautifu as you can be, but tell me.. If the world was blind, who could you impress?
>>7342598
I'll be fine with a corner of a room with a curtain around it 2bh. lmao, oh that's cool though, are you in a smelly place or the cap?
>tell terfs feminism is vile
>triggered ragefest
works every time
Flirting with boys is fun. I wish I could translate this shit in person though.
>>7342600
Oh, those beautiful materials and colour contrasts!
I was much of a tabula rasa type of architect, but I can appear ciate high quality wormanship involded in early 20th century buildings....you'd have to see a proposal that was worthy enough to trat down this place.
dreams last night consisted of reliving every instance of someone hurting me or betraying me since I was a kid
felt like a week
thanks ptsd
>>7342587
What would be the use in knowing a girl's dead name? Isn't the point that they never go by it anymore?
>>7342607
omg qt boy
gib sauce
>>7342598
This actually your backyard or is it like a short distance from wherw you live?
>>7342611
Me on the right.
>>7342577
>I like that I'm in the middle of everything cause I can go to Chicago or forest preserves or to an anon's house or whatever I wanna do!
same here
there's a train track right next to my house that if headed west takes you to the woods, and if headed east takes you to the city
>>7342619
I want to go to Maeve's house!
>>7342622
she's the replacement grover anon
she lives in a trash can not a house
i want to "have sex" with a cute "boy" or "girl"
>>7342623
i missed you boo
>>7342623
No! Maeve is cute and we all love her!
>>7342601
Memento mori is in the same vein.
>>7342608
We have a lot of Art Deco in London because the suburbs were built up in the 1930s. Pic related. What are your thoughts on Brutalism? I think it got a bad image due to being cheaply mass produced, when done to a high quality for landmark buildings it had it's own special charm.
>>7342625
I too am a cutesexual
>>7342608
I always thought The Barbican building in London is quite interesting. There's a Brutalist structure in Canada (Montreal?) That I like as well but I forgot the name.
>>7342594
Talking about people who aren't here...
>>7342634
Cutesexual is best sexual. I wanna cuddle a cute trans girl.
>>7342632
h-huh? s:
Is the only endgame becoming a pornstar?
How the FUCK do you put eyeliner on your lower eyelid without poking your eye out?
>>7342644
thanks for missing me <3
my cock is huge
>>7342645
Nah. Just become a middle class chaser's housewife. Women have been able to get away with just cooking, cleaning, and having sex with one man for ages. No reason you can't still do it.
>>7342654
I'm calling bullshit. Post pics.
>>7342658
But that's boring.
>>7342660
its yuge
>>7342651
Oh cool, how is it there? Do y'all even have an IC clinic?
Man I'd love to live up there and ride bikes with you and Juniper
>>7342658
I'd rather be a pornstar in all honesty.
>>7342664
Fucking this.
>>7342664
I'm already 27
>>7342645
Or programmer
>>7342664
can I at least hit 40 like Faye before I pull the trigger?
>>7342669
That's like 80 in tranny years, it's all over for you.
>>7342669
same
wanna suicide pact into the 27 club?
wait shit, I'm not a famous musician nvrmind
>>7342669
3
MORE
YEARS
Dani was talking on the radio earlier and I still fucking love her voice. Funnily enough, I think this one song is a good illustration of what separates a male and a female voice and of how pitch doesn't matter that much. https://youtu.be/OgmAy9e8fpA
Feels weird to think she was singing this fifty years ago already. https://youtu.be/qCYAsFpqTwM
>>7342676
>>7342675
>>7342674
>tfw 27 in two months
Im going to kill myself.
>>7342674
That would make me 113. Now get off my lawn.
>>7342684
holy shit youre ancient
>>7342665
This is a shit town desu senpai though i guess it depends what you are looking for. It's very sjw and anti-development unfortunately so i dont want to stay here for much longer (spent my whole life here it sucks)
Not in Oly, but they do up in tacoma and seattle i guess. i haven't looked into it yet though.
that could be fun so long as youre a cool person ^-^
>>7342679
its fkn yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge
>>7342685
Could always get a real job...
Im ordering mones tomorrow. Fuck it I'll just be like Natalie Mars a fuck my way into my 30s.
>>7342695
squeaks the village elder
>>7342695
I'm from a generation that was expected to be really good at mental calculation in school. The rule of three is just the basics of that.
>>7342693
>Mentally ill black tranny with no qualifications or experience
>Job
>>7342691
GIMME GIMME GIMME!
>>7342687
I feel like I'm a cool person but my tism probably clouds my judgement. I do really love bikes though, I'd ride with anyone that wanted to ride.
Where would you want to go to though? Seattle proper? I'm eventually making my way up there somewhere even if I have to be a honeypot for the cops.
>>7342696
I just got confirmation on mine.
>>7342701
its fkn massive ><
>>7342700
Get qualifications. Go into a job training program or something. Maybe learn a trade.
Oranguru is still rare, right? Just flushed out three
Anyone need one?
>>7342703
where did you order from? what brands and dosages? I may only be 23 but fuck it if I dont start now I swear to god
>>7342704
Can... can I lick it?
>>7342711
inhouse pharmacy.
There's an HRT help thread here that can, well, help with the doses. Go with Spiro if you're a poorfag.
>ordering hormones
>not just going to Walgreens
>>7339943
>>7340317
>>7340352
>>7342713
aqpparently ihp doesnt accept cards from the us so im fucked there
>>7342708
>get qualifications
With what money?
>>7342717
Just use echeck.
>>7342714
Not all of us have prescriptions. You know this.
>>7342720
Well, if you go to college or a trade school, you can PROBABLY get Pell grants.
>>7342722
Sucks, i wish i could get erryone hrt
>>7342633
I love brutalism! I think the weight and force that buildings carry give it gravitas. The exposed.concrete, the solidity of the buildings, the way thay age.
Beautiful. I love art deco mostly, but there are some buildings that look like decoration for decoration's sake ..lol I can be an insufferable snob in this aspect...more than styles I love well though out buildings that relate to their surroundings, either via contrast or integration and take into the account the person/community that will use the space and be affected by it.
>tfw one indie artist makes a homage to another indie artist
idk why i like this so much
>>7342730
ily nep
Why does the US hate female hormones? I thought the jews were pushing for this.
>>7342730
>tfw someone mentions me in their album insert and on the thank you track
Damn, it feels good to be a gangsta.
>>7342734
Wut? The US is full of informed consent clinics
>>7342726
This is awesome Kayla. When you're happy you want to spread the love right?
Just remember this moment if you ever feel down. :3
>>7342741
Im actually miserable but im not evil
This job forces me to be something im not and i hate it.
>>7342725
I'm not American. Don't worry about me I'll suvive.
>>7342727
This is an iconic metro station design copied around the world, not how it integrates with the park behind.
>>7342734
>/pol/ thinks every man is being pushed into transition by Jews, Illuminati, reptillians???
>The reality is that it's a daily fight to get our hormones out of a medical system that does everything within it's power to deny us.
>>7342727
I'm a big fan of Aussie architecture, we take one object and make it bigger. For example, The Big Banana and the Giant Beer.
>>7342746
theres more to the country than california you cunt
>>7342734
Because the companies that provide the medicine don't want you to get it from somewhere else, they lose money, so they make it hard.
>>7342746
Remember all the mean shit you used to say to me? And I still supported you regardless. I always knew you were just miserable.
>>7342757
Well if they made it easy to get like over the counter then theyd make the money they want.
I may be biased but I dont think this stuff needs a prescription,
>>7342712
you have to be a cutie to do that
kayla is definitely chaotic evil
>>7342757
That's retarded, wherever you get the medicine from big pharma gets paid in full. They have nothing to gain from gatekeeping.
>>7342764
>tfw not really cute
You're too pretty for me, Isla.
>>7342764
how cute
quak
sophies fucking gay
>>7342763
>>7342766
That's the reason Big Pharma makes it hard to get hormones from overseas.
The reason why they're hard to get here is because of American Culture. America has, for the longest time, been a 'get shit done' country, and it's against our culture to depend on chemical means to make ourselves happy. Antidepressants are really only now gaining traction, and it's extremely hard to research new pain management drugs because of this. Couple that with the fact our culture is strongly based in Christian ideals, plus the idea that a man becoming a woman weakens the man, and you get a cocktail of anti-transition cultural bias.
>>7342775
W-WOW!!!!
r000d!
>>7342773
>>7342763
i think the government wants you to be under the supervision of an endocrinologist, unenforcable if sold OTC
>>7342776
Our gatekeepers are even worse because all the healthcare is publicly funded and the public doesn't like to see money go towards "lifestyle choices"
>>7342778
good morning sophie
or whatever time it is there
its 4 here
>>7342784
Why did you choose to be so gay shakira
>>7342781
I think the real reason why female hormones are not OTC is because the main use is for post menopausal women and it can be very dangerous for them due to the cancer risk. Spiro is already OTC in a lot of countries because it's a mundane generic medication with few serious side effects.
>>7342773
Meow.
>>7342787
Because being gay is fun :)
I just want these fucking pills but I dont know what to buy or how much to buy. I cant do it legit because I dont even know of a doctor to go to let alone have insurance.
Im tired of this feeling of not being on hrt.
I wish I had any supportive family so I can ask them for help or let them know im fucking suffering here.
Im so fucking useless. Day by day testosterone is ruining my body and its going to fucking kill me.
>>7342788
theres also the whole trender thing. doctors here are autistic about accidently allowing someone that isnt turbotrutrans on hormones. Id have been denied name/genderchange if I was bi or lezzers (cause those only exist in movies) for example
>>7342789
woof!
>>7342785
goof morning :3
its 1 pm here
>>7342779
hello!
IVE SO MUCH TO DO REEE
but Ill drink cappuccino first :3
best boy made one for me when I got up ^_^
>>7342790
Well for me it's more fun than being not gay I think but not really sure if like overall it is fun
>>7342748
I actually know how it looks like a cave entrance in that pic, but it's true, it sticks out and doesn't reference and integrate.
The problem with these designs is that you get commissioned for a prototype that can be used anywhere, and so it's doomed tob fail by leaving out context to it"s surroundings.
>>7342749
I'm a fan of you Emily! You make me crack up! Big banana and giant beer? What is that?
>>7342778
ily soph
>>7342793
Doge.
>>7342798
Two of our landmarks.
I'm being serious just so you know, google them.
>>7342793
BARK! :3
>>7342792
100mg spiro & 2mg progynova/estrofem doesn't really matter which
Also check out the hrtgen thread
>>7342793
That's fucked up, that's not even legal here, that's sexual orientation discrimination.
>>7342793
>>7342793
>theres also the whole trender thing. doctors here are autistic about accidently allowing someone that isnt turbotrutrans on hormones.
My first doc said she isnt 100% sure if I'm trans and that was why she was delaying the shit out of me REEEEEE
>>7342807
Theres an hrtgen? Thanks I'll stop having a meltdown here.
Seriously Im gonna probably kill myself.
>>7342780
Well, with the right shave, I'd be a very rugged chaser.
>>7342809
I think laws and regulations don't really matter if a doctor wants to fuck you over for whatever reason they are just going to ignore the rules and do it
>>7342801
>>7342801
These big buildings crack me up, Honestly! They're exacty how I imagined them to be.
I'm not being pedant, but there's also beautiful architecture in Australia, I.love Adelaide's and Canberra's urbanistic lay out, the Sydney operahouse, and the contrast with the neo victorian/modern skyscrapers found in Melbourne and Sydney.
>>7342817
Yes.
>>7342817
I should have started two fucking years ago when I realized I was trans. But no I waited and waited hoping some magic would happen or god knows what.
Ive fucked myself out of two years of potential for what? Why did I keep repressing. Why did I try to fight what I already knew I wanted.
>>7342809
that was harmless. the other psychevaluation guy told me to get naked and he wanted to touch me (I didnt allow the latter, but he got to see at least)
I later complained to the judge and she said 'he probably had a reason for doing that'
trannies dont have rights when it comes to medical personell
>>7342800
<3
>>7342801
duckling
>>7342810
noo, I wont start thinking about thesis before like march or april
I have two presentations on thursday. one is mostly done, gonna finish it but the other is really hard to deal with cause I am too dumb fir international political economy :|
>>7342813
mine was sure, still took her a year to approve me :^)
Why aren't you listening to German electro?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6obeUZ6V5k
>>7342824
Melbourne has some nice buildings it's a mix of old and new desu.
>>7342828
Human.
>>7342828
What the fuck
I mean... he's a psych
Why is he touching your body?
And the judge, wow.
>>7342828
Guess I am just not truetrans enough ;~;
detransition when
>>7342837
This is not even German electro my girl.
>>7342828
>>7342838
Franziiii i missssedd youuuuu
>>7342829
because
>german
>>7342841
ye but its better
>>7342846
Give them a break, their music, cars and porn is good.
>>7342848
of course youre the kind of person to watch interracial
>>7342850
Kek.
>>7342854
but its better
>>7342834
trannies dont have rights.
just gotta accept it ,_,
>>7342837
:3 :3
>>7342838
nuuuu
I just lied to her so much
>>7342842
Idk, they arent that bad. If I had a normal voice this wouldnt be a problem. but the whole anxiety thing + voice takes so much energy that I can barely concentrate on the content I am presenting ;_;
im a cute lil' trans girl who loves cuddles uwu
>>7342859
:3 :3 :3 :3
>>7342860
no
it better
>>7342866
Mike 'queers get rekt when I am vice president-elect' Pence
im horny
>>7342865
me too owo
>>7342865
>cute
Post pics
im cute too uwaaa
>>7342875
<3 carol
http://www.pinknews.co.uk/2016/11/10/reports-claim-at-least-8-trans-youth-committed-suicide-after-trumps-win/
Leftist propaganda kills.
Fucking hell
>>7342887
>how to increase the suicide rate for trannies by 66%
>>7342872
>tfw no horny Isla in my bed
>>7342844
Why would you miss me I am like the most annoying and disgusting person even.
Are you meantally ill
>>7342894
lies
you are cute and nice
ilyyy
>>7342887
>trannies are denied hrt if they are self hating
>implying there's such a thing as a non self hating tranny
>>7342899
:<
please gib skype?
ily
<3
>>7342887
why? Arent trannies allowed to be realist?
smiles and claire are a thing
>>7342893
you wot m9
im lonely :c
all my telegram friends just suddenly went silent and all my grill friends on fb are too pretty and dysphoria inducing to talk to
you got my hands tied
in my defense
i always fall for confidence
your compliments look good on me
>>7342905
<3
>>7342900
Im not really in skype anymore, more discord
>>7342907
omg that doggo
>>7340622
take the fucking pills already
>>7340630
T H I S
except to be more accurate, there will be no you to have any problems lmao
>>7342909
okie
can i have discord?
>>7342910
it cute
>>7342913
>>7342913
Here's a new thread for you girls to graze and make your nests
i'm finally putting on weight
it better go to my butt >_<
>>7342827
what matters is that you're gonna be on it now
there will always be some form of regret with transitioning, it fucking sucks
>>7342903
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHIKf0f9E40
That's wot.
>>>/v/359471823
Why is /v/ full of trannies?
I got drunk and high with uni friends yesterday and a buddy said they really appreciated having met me then I came back home and a trans meme made me cry and then I slept. Good morning girls.
>>7342918
I've also finally started seeing some redistribution to my hips after a whole year. It's nice to not feel so awkward and gross in your own body any more.
>>7342927
I came out to my mum and shes the best for real
I feel extatic
>>7342928
that's awesome
i really hate my figure so i can't wait for stuff like that to happen
>>7342917
I have hypotonia
my motor neurones are fucky
>>7342935
Aw hell yes. What did she say?
>>7342935
congrats!!
you're now her daughter :3
>>7342948
Nice, nice. Your mom seems lovely.
>>7342912
Franzi#7077
>>7342958
Ye im rly happy, hadnt expected this feeling
>>7342948
I was just about to ask how it went
Congrats, I'm really so happy for you!!!!!
>>7342935
I lied to mine about having a girl over when it was actually a boy
>>7342850
You're not even white!
Isla is gay