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hi edition

• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochww4UBCv

>No bullying
>No hugboxing
>No *actions*
>No drama

prev >>7288012

Let's do our best, girls!
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1st for Kit on suicide watch
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>>7289045
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I just got the 4chan X extension and I love it.

>>7289022
>jumpers
As in dresses or sweaters? Regional vernacular is weird
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I like transwoman general, sounds a bit less pathetic.
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No one is allowed to reply to CNT in this thread, no matter what she says.


>>7289045

lauren hi
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>>7289061
hi sert
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>>7289058
Sweaters, I mean.

Comfy winter-wear.
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For all the transition plans I've made I still have no idea how to dress like a woman. How do I even know what is tasteful female clothes instead of tacky shit.
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>>7289070
rainbow socks and a megamilk t shirt with a maga hat
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>>7289031
I'm playing the waiting game and that's all I can do at this point. I have money for ffs which I'll decide in 2 years from the starting date. It's just hard to have any sort of honest feedback around here when everyone just wants me to literally die
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>>7289061
good advice

these threads are only as cute as we make them
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>>7289058
I assumed she meant jean jumpers. It sounded like a funny.

>>7289070
look at people around you.
also >>7289074
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>>7289070
/r/femalefashionadvice
/r/thegirlsurvivalguide
pinterest
fashion mags

all help. you can start off being andro wearing hoodies and jeans though
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What's up frienderinos
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>>7289061
Fuck you too cunt. I hope you feel better about yourself as you bully an 18 year old girl online because that's exactly how sick in the head you are. You're pathetic
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Hair in pony tail
Yay or nay?
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>>7289074
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>>7289060
someone shares my love for peackock spiders!!!
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>>7289086
qt
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>>7289086
honestly it's cute but i liked it down a bit more
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>>7289069
I need more sweaters.

I mean to be fair the only clothes I've actually picked out myself are some Hot Topic dress that I can't really wear casually, tights, boots, a choker, and some underwear to help with tucking and faking breasts.

The little amount of other clothes I have is stuff that a friend let me borrow. I'm not actively transitioning yet so this is all basically stuff for seeing how female clothes make me feel.

>>7289070
Look at other girls.
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>>7289086
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPrpGCcFtt4
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>>7289086
Adorable, I say yeah.
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>>7289083
hi
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>>7289086
your pupils are really wide here

you look like an excited cat
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>you will never have tanner 5 boobs
why live
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>>7289049
Give up the fucking fake cute girl act. You're just as bad as these bullies here mingling together against me. Gosh, why is everyone here so fake?
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>>7289102
sauce

>>7289104
if there's something to hate in everyone's pics are the super open psycho eyes.
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>>7289093
no you!
>>7289094
i havent decidet what i like best desu
>>7289097
oki doki
>>7289104
my eyes are allways like that
i have no idea why
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>>7289095
It's probably a little cold for dresses now anyway, if you're in the non-meme hemisphere at least.

>a choker
LEWD
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>>7289102
Lmao accurate
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>tfw everyday you become more masculine then the last
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>>7289121
Get some AA's and that'll stop.
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>tfw no autistic superhacker bf
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>>7289108
how is it cute? im just shitposting while i do my thanksgiving makeup lol
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>>7289102
that's how literally all of you look tho
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>>7289063
yeah that's p much the best thing i can say, just look at shit you like and ask others if it's dope
>>7289061
it's getting harder with each post
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>>7289126
>>7289061
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>>7289049
Hey cornflakes, we interacted a bit online before you came out with your transition and I just want to say I'm really happy for you and it served as a little bit of inspiration which eventually spurred me to address my own feelings and begin my own transition.

We rarely post at the same time here, just wanted to say great job and keep it up. It's a weird small internet sometimes.
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>>7289119
It's quite a boring choker honestly. It's like 1.5-2 inches wide with zero detail on it. Just using it to hide adam's apple.

>>7289119
>It's probably a little cold for dresses now anyway
My mum dragged me to the middle of buttfuck nowhere the other day and I wore one and didn't freeze to death. The tights I was wearing were fleece-lined though so that probably helped.
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>>7289124
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>>7289070
Dressing is fucking easy
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>>7289139
congrats on starting, anon!

>>7289140
do chokers really hide adam's apple?
are there better chokers than others for this?
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>>7289144
Expectations.
>>7289143
Reality.
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>>7289144
I'm kind of autistic about clothes basically, which is why this stuff is so hard for me..
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>>7289144
Faye?
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>>7289133
i know but it will get easier dw, just see her as an autistic 10 year old. You wouldn't take them seriously would you? You would just wonder where their parents were.
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>>7289144
did you take a few pics that time or do you always go to the same spot to take pics? I really hope it's the later.
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>>7289126
Post pic
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>>7289143
Not sure why you think that posting my pre-hrt ugly ass invalidates my advice, but go right ahead I guess.
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>>7289151
Kek

>>7289152
You have to seek out advice and so what works for you

>>7289155
Angie
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How are my winter clothes?

https://unsee.
cc/rebagido/
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>>7289157
don't bully autists, they can be nice people
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d69tTXOvRq4
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>>7289144
>white fluff on jumper
2/10 would not bang angie
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>>7289150
Not sure if they necessarily hide it fully, but I think they can help conceal it? Not an expert.
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>>7289158
Why would I ever take pics at the same spot?
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>>7289133
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>>7289162
androcore

>>7289168
I get the feeling that unless they are literally chocking you it's gonna give more attention to it. But I haven't really seen too many people wearing them to be honest.
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>>7289162
I would go with a different coat, that looks a bit manish to me. Then again, that might just be because most of my high school guy friends wore stuff like that a lot.
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>>7289166
It's not a jumper, lol
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>>7289160
It's just CNT, ignore it.
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>you will never live in a trans-friendly but profoundly corrupt and incompetent socialist dictatorship where all the trans people have to form block long queues just to get their hormones and everybody lives in a commieblock
why live?
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>>7289170
I don't know, like a tradition or a special place? Maybe you have a spiritual connection with that parking lot.
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>>7289157
tru, things will go away eventually
>>7289172
yooo, i lost that phone, so i didn't have that pic anymore
thanks fampai
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>>7289178
what is it then?
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is anyone else watching mts3k
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>"del faggio" captcha
>>7289136
meh
>>7289159
maybe when im done. people are almost here though fuck
>>7289144
come back to the bdd club girl
>>7289139
hey im so happy to hear that. i had people that really inspired me to start as well so thats great! good luck!! i think i read your post last time... you were on that board too huh?
>>7289108
<-- check out this cute pic
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>>7289183
No, I just decided to take a few pics in that lot
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>>7289181
>ywn live in state owned horrible appartments
sad feels
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>>7289179
True, it probably is. It unnerves me a little that a troll saved my pic but I guess it could be worse.
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>>7289197
>tfw i do
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>>7289185
A cardigan
This is what a jumper is https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jumper_(dress)

>>7289189
I don't have BDD, dammit!
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>>7289204
who's this scary busted up lad?
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>>7289204
wew pre hrt me
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>>7289162
Looks fine to me. Pretty andro.

>>7289166
>tfw wear lots of dark colors
>and also have cats that shed everywhere

>>7289174
That makes sense, I guess


>>7289181
>all the trans people have to form block long queues just to get their hormones
My life in a nutshell. I have an endo visit in a few weeks and I just know he's gonna tell me that I have to do some sorts RLE bullshit. At least give me my bloody Spiro so I don't get progressively worse while I have to wait.

>>7289199
>It unnerves me a little that a troll saved my pic
That's autism for ya.
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>>7289205
that looks unbelievably depressing
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I live in commiefornia. How hard will I get gatekept?
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>>7289174
>androcore
Whoa nice thanks!

>>7289176
This is my guy mode rn
I have lots of pretty coats I'm too scared to wear out tho

>>7289211
Ty anon
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>>7289189
>you were on that board too huh?
Yeah, heh. We were both pretty prominent. I was the one actually dating the person you pretended to.

Funny how things turn out.
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>>7289206
never heard of anyone refer to a dress as a "jumper" before, we call those pinafores though

cardigan, jumper - it's pretty much the same thing if you're not some sort of sartorial pedant
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>>7289206
>calling a pinafore a jumper
Remove yourself from the English language
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>>7289205
do you have wacky adventures with your revolutionary friends?

>>7289224
I'm glad it was taken as a compliment and not an insult.
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>>7289225
WHAT!!! NO FUCKING WAY LMAOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

thats amazing. i hope everything goes well for you anon <3
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>>7289227
>>7289228
>a collarless sleeveless dress, tied or buttoned in the back and typically worn as a jumper, over a blouse or sweater.
>BRITISH a woman's loose sleeveless garment, typically full length and worn over clothes to keep them clean.
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>>7289218
They often look pretty depressing, but they can be comfy places. Pic related is my old estate (it's vacant now though)
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>>7289230
Was it meant as a compliment?
I'm kind of trying to b andro
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>>7289227
Well that's how fashion calls it
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general education:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtvP5A5OHpU

>>7289238
it was just an opinion, but after posting I though someone could see it as an attack.
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>>7289231
>i hope everything goes well for you anon <3
I hope so too, thanks. You were cool then and you're cool now.

I can't imagine how she'd react if she knew though.
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>walkin around in only underwear
i like being alone
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So my cousin's husband has a brain tumor and he's lost all feeling in his left hand. I hanged out at his house all of the time when I was younger because my cousin is far older than me and their daughters are like my sisters with how close we were.

Long story short, I haven't talked to them in 4 years since I started transitioning even though they've reached out a few times to meet up. They're very evangelical and I knew the relationship wouldn't work out in the long run especially since I'm suicidal and have been "1 day more" away from ending it for about 2 years now. So I never bothered to meet with them and now my cousin is going in for an invasive surgery and it's likely I may not see him again. What makes it even worse is that he's had tingling in his hand for 3 weeks now. I knew from my past job that that's a sign of nerve damage. If I had the decency to not be a humungus piece of shit and kept in touch then I would probably have seen it and would have given him a heads up.

I hate everything about this. I want to make it right but again I'm still battling my own suicidal thoughts and I consider it rude to mend bridges if I'm just going to burn them down again.

I don't know what to do. I couldn't even deliver a pie to them today because I just froze up and fucked off like an asshole.
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>>7289249
maeve, that's lewd
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>>7289086
Ponytails are cool but they expose my man jaw

Yeah so I'm having to cancel my departure because I've run out of money for gym and had to sell my vidya for food meaning I have nothing else to do but shitpost here till my student loan turns up in January. I am definetly still leaving however.
>>7289083
That's a badass tripcode
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>>7289249
being too warm to wear clothing is making me feel a bit more okay with my body
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>>7289249
What kind of underwear? :3c
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>>7289253
it's COMFY
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>>7289066
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>>7289239
fashion also calls size 10s "plus-size models"

don't fall for their lies, angie
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>>7289251
why don't you just call them and keep it over the phone?
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Which trip keeps posting all these pictures?
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>>7289249
>tfw ywn do this until summer because cold
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>>7289265
Ok
I hate being plus size but oh well. Blame my stupid shoulders
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>>7289262
uwwwu
>>7289259
idk panties with a cute face on them
>>7289268
cnt
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>>7289268
Somebody who isn't celebrating thanksgiving today because they are Canadian, and new.
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>>7289268
probably cnt, maybe just an angry anon needing to blow off some steam.
you're post time isn't making you look too inocent either
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>>7289272
>idk panties with a cute face on them
wtf, no bra? you are lewd
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>>7289269
that's a very short never
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>>7289270
What does your tattoo say?
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why are trannies always connected with autism?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWv5I5Byj-s
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>>7289279
>tfw ywn respond to this post until i hit submit
>>7289278
IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE ANY BOOBS
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>>7289270
that tattoo is so trashy
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>tfw your jaw is so awful it doesn't even get laughed at
This somehow feels worse ;_;
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shit i forgot i have to return all these books to the library today looks like my plans to spend the remainder of the night being lazy and shitposting will have to be put on hold
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>>7289267
They've never even heard my girl voice before. Even though I've been using it for years, I haven't had any contact with them even though we're 4 miles away from each other.
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>>7289284
Lol it says morbid cause I'm fucked up in the head with my BDD and many other ramblings.
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>>7289289
if that's you then you're fine

what happened to never coming here again?
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>>7289286
>IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE ANY BOOBS
wear a sports bra with a couple pads silly, it's nice. you get to feel like a girl and pads give you a bit of chest shape
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>>7289285
Transexuality is a prenatal disease as is autism. It's likely that whatever caused the tranniness is probably closely related to what caused the autism.
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>>7289297
None who makes a post about leaving forever actually does.
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>>7289273
We don't celebrate the turkey worship ritual in the UK either. I don't really get what it's about. Some religious group called Pilgrims landed in Murica in Nov 1620 and presumably shot a turkey for dinner and this is a recreation of that event right?
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>>7289289
It's fine. I'd kill for your lips though ;_;
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>>7289287
Thanks
I like the trashy look baby <3
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>>7289294
>tattoo on your chest that says "MORBID" in giant letters
a-angie are you okay
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>>7289290
worst feel

>>7289293
have you lost all proper use of your boyvoice?
I mean, for the time being I'd say it's okay to make some sacrifices and lie a bit just to comfort them.
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>>7289155
My boobs are bigger
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>>7289307
yeah but its been like less than a day i thought shakira would hold out at least a few days
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>>7289299
i thought it was mostly outcasts who were looking for a better life
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>>7289308
In Canada it's just meant as a celebration of the harvest and thanks to the farmers. Dunno about the US but I imagine the same.
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>>7289308
celebration of the friendly relationship betwen the pilgrims and the native americans

yes, americans are 100% serious about this
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>>7289294
are you the joker?
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>tfw sass answers in ded threads
Muh witty answers
Muh flirts!
Muh (you)s to you
Mih no replies!
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>>7289297
I explained that in the post with my ponytial picture. I am back temporarily
>>7289307
Shut up.
>>7289314
Shut up lol I have reasons
>>7289309
They're way too big, like half my face
>>7289319
Bahahahahaha
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>tfw to inteligent to lewdpost
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>>7289294
DAMAGED
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It's not even me, I'm just listening to music and working on some stuff..

Why does everyone always assume the worst and think it's me? It's getting annoying to be blamed for stuff when I wasn't even here.
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>>7289289
looks good bb. lighting always changes how pictures look but ive seen other pictures of you and you look good. we all see ourselves way worse than we are
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>>7289324
>I am back temporarily
I read that as black temporarily

Also, huge lips never were a diservice to a tranny.

>>7289326
GO RETURN THE GODDAMN BOOKS
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>>7289329
>Why does everyone always assume the worst and think it's me?
Because 90% of the time it has been.
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>>7289326
the closer you get to passing, the more you lewdpost

we all start off as maeves and end up as elannas
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>>7289316
Science is showing prenatal. My guess is all the birth control pills that women continue to take before finding out they're pregnant. That estrogen floods the baby's brain during a pivitol development stage at 6 weeks which can set it towards the female path.

If you want to stop trannies from popping up everywhere then get women to switch to IUDs and drop the pill.
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>>7289334
=> >>7289061
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>>7289270
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>>7289319
Please pilgrims are like the easter bunny, it's what you tell people in school so you don't have to say it's to celebrate a win in a bloody battle against the confederacy
>>7289308
Of course you don't ours was originally based around killing you, and then later became official after killing the confederacy
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>>7289343
is that the leave britney alone guy?
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>>7289346
R-really? I never knew that.
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>>7289249
how long have you been on HRT?
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>>7289333
fine jeez i was just getting dressed. im on my way out now.
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>>7289346
wait, easter is also about fighting the confederacy?
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>>7289346
someone help, faye is crazyposting again
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>>7289351
>>7289346
>history lessons from faye
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>>7289352
almost 2 months
>>7289326
>tfw can't post lewd pics
>>7289298
okie i'll try to get my hands on one
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>>7289341
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>>7289351
Good could you imagine if trump realized we were celebrating killing his racist voting block? He'd kill the turkey he was supposed to pardon, demand an end to thanksgiving and we'd be celebrating the succession from the union
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>>7289353
good girl

>>7289360
does she spank you with a ruler if you say something wrong?
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>>7289355
No easter is about Jesus respawning after getting headshot
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>>7289366
>does she spank you with a ruler if you say something wrong?
the opposite

she spanks you with a ruler if you say something correct
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>ywn be this cute
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>>7289369
faye hi
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I watched a TV show and there was a boy and a girl in the scene and the boy was looking in her eyes and had his hand on her shoulders and and you could see in the corner of the screen he was rubbing her shoulder with his thumb and then they kissed and it gave me butterflies and sad feels
Guess which trip I am
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>>7289371
Is that grace dressed as a lesbian
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>>7289370
this is vastly superior to anything common core came up with
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>>7289349
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JhGcUp3k08c
>guy
she passes better than you?
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December 2nd is transbian pride day
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>>7289375
she wishes
unsee.
cc/zegumopa/
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>>7289311
Never

>>7289313
Tfw boobs aren't as big as Faye's
;-;

>>7289320
Only on Fridays

>>7289327
Kek

>>7289343
Damn that was 3 years ago with moko
I miss her
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>>7289363
Popular vote just passed 2 million.
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>>7289378
Didn't know she was transitioning.
I'm a hon but I think we're at the same level, unless that's an old video or whatever. I am less scary tho, that seems to help.
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>>7289381
I wouldn't be surprised if that was Syndie
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Why do hime cuts never actually work irl?
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>>7289381
>unsee.
>cc/zegumopa/
she used to be so cute, just as crazy I'm sure but very cute
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>>7289378
>>7289387
not transitioning
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>>7289391
>check in google
>this looks like a pretty generic and normal thing
>check in google images
>it's all trannies
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>>7289386
It's 2.1 million now
But don't worry she lost by 10,000 in Michigan and 30,000 in Pennsylvania and that's more important for picking a president
>>7289382
But no one without surgery does
You know what you have to do
>>7289373
Hey how's life
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>>7289382
>Never
i-it's going to be okay, angie
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>>7289392
I wonder if her hands were always like that or if it's the result of decades of typewriters
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>>7289398
I'm mostly just getting asian girls in google images
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>>7289391
becuse we dont live in an anime... yet
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>>7289402
Why not move to England? It's okay here.
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>>7289402
what happened with the gf?
don't you have brothers or sisters to spend that time with you?

that doesn't look tasty at all, can't you buy high quality sad rich people stuff?
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goodnight girls!

reminder that not responding to CNT leads to cleaner and more relaxed threads
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>>7289414
Night. And I am definitely leaving soon
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>>7289407
maybe they are just pretty ugly girls...
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>>7289343
>pre ffs
huge success
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>>7289412
That was a meme I'm going to a super expensive prix fixe dinner
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>>7289414
sweet dreams sweet gf
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>>7289414
nighty
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>>7289421
I don't even know what some of those words mean
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>>7289418
Why do all models look like men?
>>7289421
>tfw sold my copy of Doom for a box of fried chicken
Check your privilege
>>7289432
FBI wants a word with you.
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>>7289421
why don't you spend the day with her family?
I live in a college city and my brothers usually invite their partners if they can't pay the trip to see their family.

>>7289428
It doesn't mean anything special by itself, just a three course dinner
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>>7289402
>But don't worry she lost by 10,000 in Michigan and 30,000 in Pennsylvania and that's more important for picking a president
Did you see the news about a recount? They found statistical anomalies in voting districts that used electronic voting.... So it may be Madam President yet!
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>>7289409
>It's okay here.

>poor weather
>expensive housing
>meme accents
>have to pay for prescriptions

to think i could have been swiss or norwegian
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>tfw no ftm femboy bf
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>>7289437
I'm pretty sure that's a man. Like, not even a tranny, just a guy in drag.
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>>7289437
>tfw sold my copy of Doom for a box of fried chicken
The stereotype is real
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>>7289444
I dont get it are her tits fake or what.
>>
i had a weird dream
trump was assassinated
so they did a redo on the election
then gary johnson won
and he was assassinated
then they redo the election
and jill stein fucking won
then she died
then it was hillary vs pence
and pence won
and then hillary was assassinated
the fuck are my dreams
>>
>>7289451
yes
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>>7289441
>poor weather
Cant argue with that
>expensive housing
Only in London and at least we have a subsidized housing system unlike murica
>meme accents
Only up north
>have to pay for prescriptions
Again, heavily subsidized and totally free if you're unemployed or disabled
UK is miles better than the USA
>>7289446
I can't tell at all
>>7289450
Why must you meme my suffering?
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post and rate thanksgiving dinners
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>>7289461
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>>7289458
It gets dark here at like four and I hate it. Back in my country the sun wasn't a rare thing to actually see.
>>
>>7289329
This is a joke? You're the most hateful poster here in a while
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>>7289458
>UK is miles better than the USA
maybe if you're poor, but i'd rather be a rich person in the USA than the UK

most of my favourite trips are from there too
>>
>>7289466
It's winter...
>>7289469
Anywhere is good if you're rich.
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>>7289466
ok really going back to bed now but

>>7289466
THIS
H
I
S

please get vitamin D supplements, it took me 5 years to realize
>>
>>7289465
wow that looks tasty
>>
>>7289461
aren't deli's selling turkey meals? I know some restaurant's are.
>>
i have a crush on Paul Joseph Watson
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>>7289329
Din du nuffin: The post
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>>7289471
Yeah I know! But even in winter I'm used to it getting dark at like, 7, not 4.
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>>7289475
same
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>>7289461
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>>7289477
Well this is England, get used to it.
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>>7289466
eh, i don't mind that, too much sun and warmth makes me feel depressed

when it gets dark and cold in winter, i feel kinda buzzed with energy and in a better mood
>>
>>7289481
I'm not really sure what I'm looking at here
>>
>>7289461
im just having hummus and a cut up bell pepper
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>>7289496
The racist in me says it's a drugs lab.
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Hi
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>>7289496
it has to be a PSP go
>>
>>7289500
shakira can we be gfs
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>>7289453
Thnx
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Hi girls
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>>7289505
the most vital part of your dinner
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>>7289452
>and jill stein fucking won
madam president B)
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frig I need to learn how to do more looks with my makeup. I wanna have something special to wear for special occasions. anyway happy Thanksgiving mtfg
>>
>>7289506
A-are you Mercury?
>>
>>7289515
forgot trip tho
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>>7289516
no
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>>7289515
happy thanksgiving cuteflakes
>>7289514
lul
>>7289512
hi basic
>>7289479
i like his eyes
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>>7289439
I'm going with my mom, we leave in two hours, she's currently in my closet raiding suits for her construction worker boyfriend

She stumbled on a skirt hanging up
>is this yours, no it's your girlfriends right?
>its mine, what you don't think I'm not going to transition to wearing skirts in public?
>no... you're too big for skirts, you look good in shorts and jeans

I think she just said you don't pass faggot but you have nice legs

>please don't wear a skirt to dinner, you can wear your poncho and scoop neck sweater
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>>7289516
it's lauren
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>>7289515
How do I even compete with this? This isn't fair
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>>7289526
wtf
>>
>>7289496
i was cleaning the house and that felt like a "sad dinner" still life.
>>
I fricking HATE inuinu but i love their clothes because it's all so expensive but it's black friday sale now should I take their bait and buy their shit Gildan sweaters?

help
>>
Should I be wearing sleeved or sleeveless dresses? Which flatters my figure better?
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>>7289519
Okay well if I see a picture of you I'll think about it
>>7289526
If this is true then no.
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>>7289537
ah crap i meant i hate them because it's expensive
now i look like a big dummy
>>
>>7289515
Happy transgiving!
>>
>>7289481
is this who I think it is
>>
>>7289504
Hey
>>
>>7289538
Sleeves duh
>>
>>7289539
wtf
>>
>>7289512
heyo basic
>>
>>7289537
hm
i wouldnt do it
idk
i dont like em
>>7289538
honestly sleeveless is more traditional
but sleeved ones might do better
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HAPPY THOTSGIVING TURKEY ISNT THE ONLY THING GETTING STUFFED YOURE ONE OF MY FAVORITE HOES IM SO THANKFUL TO HAVE A FILTHY SLUT LIKE U IN MY LIFE SEND THIS TO OF THE NASTIEST PILGRIMS YOU KNOW IF U GET THREE BACK THEN U REALLY A HOE Spanksgiving is right around the corner you dirty slut R u a sexy lil pilgrim? or a naked native¿¿This thanksgiving make sure you stuff that pussy right like a phat turkeyand you sluts make sure you give thatturkey a goodole jerky and get ready to give OR receive thanksSend this text ▶ to the ten slutsyou’re most thankful for! If not, you gon gain 30 pounds on thanksgiving If you get 10 back you are one baddd turkey stuffer
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>>7289461
here's the cranberry sauce I'm making

made it every year since I was 6 years old but I think this is gonna be the shittiest one yet Im si distracted
>>
>>7289559
>tfw too ugly to be a hoe
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>>7289537
I like the jackets, most of it's straight up meme clothing, the girl power case is cute but sold out, but this sailor moon purse is love

Do you have tons of girl clothes? You should have all your basics first
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>>7289567
do u want to be ho gfs
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>>7289521
maybe she had a horrible way of saying they don't suit you.
I hope the evening is relaxed, I don't even get why you choose to spend time with your mom.
>>
>>7289538
Sleeeevveeed

Male arms + female fat = everyone who isn't anorexic looks bad

But you can get away with cap sleeves
>>
>>7289512
Happy transgiving, Basic!
>>
... you all should kill yourselves. You delusional, mentally ill scum.
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>>7289571
na im good
>>7289538
>>7289549
>>7289580
Sleeved dresses are a thing?
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>>7289585
wtf
>>7289584
wtf
>>
>>7289584
I'm not a trannny asshole

but I'm probably just as fucked in the head as everyone here
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>>7289573
She's the only family I have alive, and my gf parents are republican, think I'm a guy, and literally last year spent the entire time complaining about black people and immigrants

When her mom is first generation Chinese
>>
Is Lauren autistic?
>>
>>7289596
wtf
>>
>>7289584
yea truuu
>>
>>7289593
What's wrong with black people?
>>
>>7289593
chinese inmigrants aren't real inmigrants!
I get your situation, still, I'm generally surprised how much you tolerate your mom even before she had that extra weight as only family.
>>
am I autistic
>>
>>7289520
Suh fahm

>>7289551
How are you liking dishonored??

>>7289583
I only celebrate spanksgiving for religious reasons
>>
kill me please
>>
>>7289611
sah brah
how you dooo
sahhh
how u doin fine girl owo
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>>7289615
no
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>>7289602
Why wuld you kill yourself when you have $4,000,000?
>>
>>7289615
have you decided if you'll wait after dinner of you're gonna make it a big public thing?

>>7289611
spanksgiving is a corner stone of modern civilization
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>>7289569
Mhm you're right. I should stock up on basic things before diving butt first into meme clothing.
Thanks!

>>7289558
Thanks 4 ur input!

I think I wont do it
Thanks grills
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>>7289580
What are cap sleeves?

>>7289558
What makes sleeveless "more traditional"?
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>>7289615
same

also, have you confessed yet?
>>
>>7289606
Nothing

But republicans think you're lazy and disrespectful and out to get welfare bux just by the color of your skin, until you prove them wrong on a case by case basis
>>
>>7289625
oh hey i've temporarily returned because I had to sell my vidya so nothing to do till january
>>
shakira im sad now
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>>7289627
>>
Waiting for something to render with comfy Django Reinhardt music is the gr8est thing ever desu senpaichi famalami-chan
>>
>>7289627
Im a 1950s eprson, thats a beautiful place to me.
I call that traditional
uwu
>>7289626
just some quick input uwu
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>>7289632
oh faye, you so silly
>>
>>7289633
yeah, we've been talking since a few hours ago but I was on phone and too lazy to trip.
I guess vidja can be seen as a short term investment of some kind, I was never good buying stuff I could get rid of.
>>
>>7289596
renren is just a nice girl
>>
>>7289625
I was planning on doing it the day after anyway, family won't be going their separate ways immediately so I should have some time

idk why I asked mtfg I just wondered if I was being stupid and there was some reason it would be better today

how do you mean big public thing?

OH no it's just my mother, brother, father and me sorry for misunderstanding, it's just going to be us four, all the rest of the family already knows anyway, it's just dad left
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>>7289632
I was reading about the Republicans once and I learned that they started out as an anti-slavery party, where did it all go so wrong?
>>7289635
Sorry
>>7289642
Nevar forget the four gorillion dollars Isla
>>7289640
I never knew he was so popular, second time I've seen him mentioned here.
>>
>>7289628
not yet if you mean coming out
>>
>>7289653
Oh, I assumed part of the risk were the mixed reactions you would get from the extended family.
Waiting until they are stuffed and groggy is probably a good tactic.
>>
>>7289616
Nmnmnmnm
Wbu?

>>7289625
A trutransdition
>>
>>7289652
thanks gelgel
>>
*DUN*
AND IIIF YOU COMPLAAIN O-O-ONCE MOOOREEE

>>7289655
I think the other time was me tbqh
>>
any cis girl want to donate their face?
>>
>>7289655
Around the 80's they were coopted by neocons, I think you guys call those neoliberalist like we do. On the other hand the democratic party in the 70's had a turn from blue to black, meaning that they switched from the party of the working class to the party of the minorities. They both became way shittier after that.

>>7289664
Don't discriminate, it's a transdition for everyone.
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>>7289615

going to tell my day now, feel like my heart is going to explode
>>
>>7289683
good luck!
>>
>>7289687
>sertii is STILL not in bed yet
>>
>>7289666
I had one track by him on a compilation, idk what I did with it. Maybe I should buy an album one day, any recommendations?
>>7289674
> they switched from the party of the working class to the party of the minorities
Same story with the British Labour party. That's why Tories are so powerful now because the working class now identify with them more. Labour is just pro-Allah these days.
>>
I just used girl voice in the shop and apparently passed to the cashier
>>
>>7289691
got stuck watching chess world championship while i was about to.. apparently there's a pretty crazy game going on
https://www.twitch.tv
/chessnetwork
>>
>>7289697

Fuck yeah.
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>>7289687
he said he is going to call me soon, how should I go about telling him???????
>>
>>7289683
oh shit, son
>>
>>7289683
Omg omg omg

Good luck!!!
>>
>>7289704
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PppmPNCNM8A
>>
>>7289704
i dont knoww!! are you saying this over then phone??

probably like "hey dad i just want you to know im trans" ahhh idk how else but this sounds really embarrassing..
>>
>>7289683
good luck with that

>>7289692
I always imagined something like that happened in the UK but I hadn't checked.
Our superior latin american politics have a very strict cycle:
>Left wing government promotes internal market and makes the middle class grow
>The middle class assumes they are aristocrats now and demand laws to protect their superior positon.
>Right wing party gets into power claiming they will fix the corruption.
>They siphon all the money to international companies, contract absurd amounts of debt and try to destroy the wellfare system
>Middle class feels like shit, they vote a left winger
and the cycle goes on and on and on...

>>7289697
Congrats! I'm a big fan of your work!
>>
>>7289655
Abraham Lincoln's time was a microcosm, democrats were pro states rights anti slavery, ideals that don't mix, and the Republican Party had the pro salvery ex Whig party to support, democrats split north and south, and a pro slavery candidate was pushed forward by the southern democrats.

After the war the rest of bigots who didn't care really about state rights, and cared more about a white nationalist state all went to where the anti slavery support was, the republicans.
>>
>>7289698
Do you play high level chess or just enjoy seeing people do stuff you can barely comprehend? I'm in the second camp.

>>7289704
can't help you, I totally ruined it when I did that
>>
>>7289569
What "basics" do I need?
>>
>>7289725
i play chess and can sorta vaguely understand whats going on to an extent but yeah mostly in the second camp as well when it comes to games like this.
>>
>>7289704
idkkk depends on context I'm probably going to start by apologizing for basically cutting him out of my life lol

but generally the best thing I think is to be straightforward and serious, just "theres something I need to tell you about, adlib adlib, I'm transgender"
>>
>>7289709
More than hating your son for being a brony I'd hate him for wasting my time. At least be gay, even the dad is telling him to confess to be gay or something.

>>7289734
I was never good with chess, I still follow chess.com
>>
>>7289692
>That's why Tories are so powerful now because the working class now identify with them more
Which is odd considering the policies the Tories are implementing
>>
i don't want to be transgender how do you make it stop
>>
>>7289704
Good luck
I hope it goes really well!!!!!!!

>>7289702
I'm pretty pleased with myself rn
Tho it was only a few sentences and I'm dressed like a girl

>>7289719
Thanks, none of this could be possible without the fans they're the real heroes
>>
>>7289738
i play there too, but mostly ai.

My grandmother on my mums side is patronizing with literally everything so i kinda want to get good at it to beat her to shut her up
>>
>>7289746
stop watching anime
>>
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So what up thread? Is anyone ready for the turkey?

Or is it like: In Europe we are thankful für nothing!

What happened when I was gone?

Also, I caught a pidgey and it turned into a ditto! How cool is that?

Pic related
>>
>>7289747

A pass is a pass! I was pretty glad when it happened to me recently.
>>
>>7289752
i don't watch anime
>>
>>7289732
Hey bb
>>
>>7289719
That's every country ever.
>>7289742
Everyone is blinded by "muh immigrants" now. Leaving the EU might wreck the economy? Who cares? Muh immigrants. Cutting the NHS will kill millions? Who cares? Muh immigrants!
>>7289738
Lmao
>>
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>>7289752
never

>>7289747
>>
>>7289763
shakira why where you mean to me I just want to be your friend
>>
>>7289732
Shorts jeans khaki
Flats boots sneakers
Sweater jacket hoodie
Long sleeve tops short sleeve tops
Simple necklace whatever accessories
Sunglasses

Look for a capsule wardrobes
>>
>>7289770

wth is a 『 capsule 』 wardrobe
>>
>>7289756
Oh what happened??
Tell me about it!!

>>7289764
OMG THAT'S BEEN YOU ALL ALONG
>>
>>7289709
I think that during the highest point of the crazy it would had been a decent strategy to start saying you are a brony and then going
>no, joking, I'm just trans!
>>
>>7289779
The pic is just too good to not use it.
>>
>>7289775
It's a wardrobe made from basic things, like the ones Faye listed, that don't really go out of style and can be worn in all seasons based on accessories and adding pieces
>>
>>7289775
It's a mini wardrobe with like 30-something pieces of clothing in it
>>
>>7289781
I remember when i came out to my dad He actually guessed what I was gonna say "what you want to be a woman?". I was like yeah.
>>7289768
.......
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>>7289547
How are you?
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>>7289775
>>
>>7289781
damn, that would basically have been the best way to come out in 2011
>>
>>7289792
>tfw no women's clothes in my wardrobe
>>7289798
Bored, lonely, broke.
>>
>>7289045

Guess who went to the doctor to get hormones on tuesday?

i got my blood drawn on wednesday.

i have a follow up appointment in january.

hopefully my innards are good and there no "co-morbidity"
>>
>>7289806
Why do you already have breasts?
>>
>>7289792
>>7289794
isn't 30 pieces of clothing a bit too much to start building something? Wouldn't you be fine with half of that?
>>
remember basic is the most hugboxed hon here
>>
>>7289809
> Caroline started her blog, Unfancy, as a way to document her minimalistic style—wearing only 37 (yes, that's thirty-seven) clothing pieces for three straight months
t-this is going to be more expensive than I ever imagined
>>
>>7289806
congratulations but i hope you're planning on losing that weight

and how do you have breasts?
>>
>>7289822
>you're supposed to have 150 clothing items to even have a chance to pass
>>
>>7289822
>wearing only 37 (yes, that's thirty-seven) clothing pieces for three straight months
is this sarcasm or do girls just wear more clothes than i thought
>>
>>7289837
Apparently it's a challenge to keep it bellow 30
http://bemorewithless.com/project-333/
>>
>>7289611
its funn
>>
>>7289837
>10 (TEN) PAIRS OF SHOES
>>
im scared
>>
>>7289808
>>7289823

i bought a pair off of ebay. they work.

>>7289823
I am working on my diet. i work in shipping so i lift alot so i just have to nail down a proper diet.
>>
>>7289779

I've posted in the thread about it already... I just wore girly clothes and tried using my "girlvoice." I've only been training it for about 2 months so it's not up to my standards yet. Buuuut I flew across the country to hang out with a guy I kinda like and just kinda naturally ended up using it. Every employee at the casino we went to addressed me as a girl, even /after/ I showed them my ID. Granted I had an out of state ID so they probably didn't even notice the gender marker but a pass is a pass. =3= One old guy had a whole conversation with us and even told the guy I was with to take care of me. The dealers and other players still gendered me female even after I had spoken a lot to ask questions about how to play the games. I even used the women's restroom and everything.

>>7289792

Oh. Clever.
>>
>>7289818
is she using some crazy faye-ngles or something?
I thought she looked pretty good in the last picture I saw
>>
>>7289822
>37 pieces of clothing for 3 months is considered minimalistic
Wow
>>
>>7289818
Is this true? :(

>>7289787
I love it so much
It always makes me smile

>>7289805
You should start introducing some

>>7289809
Realistically you can use like 20 or even less

>>7289840
^~^
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>>7289809
It's really not much if you don't want to look the same every day. You don't have to take it to extremes as I did when I was at the clinic, with an all new coord every couple days to fight boredom (drove the reception girl crazy with the steady stream of parcels from exotic locales), but you just don't wear the same thing for working, partying, grocery shopping or staying cozy at home. Factor weather in, and the fact that basics are just that and you also need focus pieces and you'll realize 30 is nowhere near enough.
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>>7289852
she doesn't crop the forehead like faye does.
also, while clearly asking to be hugboxed, she doesn't buy into it.
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>>7289847
did your therapist force you do RLE?
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>>7289860
idk. are you a hon?
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>>7289860
yeees i got to save she-hulk so whats not to love
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>>7289833
You don't have to for first impressions, but if you want stealth, it really helps in the long run.
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OK IM GOING TO BED FOR REAL NOW I SWEAR
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>>7289860
Waiting to lose weight.
>>7289861
But as a man I live fine on 15 items, why can't I be fine as a female on 15 items? Not like I have anyone to impress.
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Anyone have experience with shapewear? I want to do a cosplay but I don't think my body is really femme enough. Would that work well for filling my hips out and making my waist seem less fridge-like?
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>>7289850
Holy wow that's fantastic! Honestly you're going to be your own worst critic so if you were consistently gendered female and everything even with talking that's amazing.
It must have felt so great!
Also how did things go with the guy?

>>7289867
I think so

>>7289870
Wait what???

>>7289874
Nini
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>>7289876
/cgl/ has a crossplay/crossdress thread
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>>7289859
Ikr, I've got like less than 10
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http://www.strawpoll.me/11726298
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http://www.strawpoll.me/11726298
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>>7289818
I'm easily the most hugboxed hon here. I get sir'd every day yet everyone here is always telling me I look fine.
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>>7289861
ignoring that even finding shoes my size is a pain, getting 10 of them seems a bit too much. In that pic I get that it's summerwear and you have more variation for weather and stuff, but in winter I can't even think of 10 different types of shoes I could wear unless I go to techno parties, ballroom dances, 2 different sports with regulation shoes, and like 3 for different weather...
And it's a ton of money.
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>>7289880
Sure, but I'm not crossplaying. :\
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>>7289876
Won't help with hips. It's certainly useful for waists, debatable for butts.
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>>7289879
Pic?
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>>7289879
the crown killer is basically she-hulk
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>>7289874
i don't believe you
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>>7289887
I guess I could try buying butt and hip pads. I don't normally care this much about it but for a cosplay I feel I should try my best to not look like a man.
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>>7289891
FUCK you're right im still around..
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>>7289882
wow the hugboxing is unreal around here
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>>7289884
do you ever actually go out in girlmode?
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>>7289895
we'll still be here when you come back and nothing will have changed.
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>>7289884
you haven't even shown your face
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>tfw now out to all my immediate family
>telling dad went well
I did it girls!!!
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I'm scared and sad and lonely
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>>7289882
this is a joke, right?
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>>7289901
yeah you're right

ok

im out NOW

night..
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>>7289890
OH YA!

>>7289875
Oh thats fair

>>7289888
Uhh.. Not rn i feel really ugly

>>7289903
That's amazing news, I'm so happy for you <3
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>>7289904
hugg renren
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>>7289903
Congrats!
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>>7289903
good girl!
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>>7289910
no, canadian new trans is just unfairly hated because she's cute. kit is at the point where you post her picture, it's considered very rude because of how ugly she is.

you do the math
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>>7289879

Yeah, the casino itself was kinda boring but I was beaming the entire time because I haven't had a day like that since April. The guy is actually an ex of mine I broke up with 2 years ago. That was the first time we'd hung out since. He's an internet friend so I just see him in weeklong bursts. Our relationship now is kinda weird I think. It's exactly the same as when we were dating but we just don't call it that.
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>>7289897
No but you can still see my face shape is not female
>>7289902
You've seen my jaw
>>7289913
>tell mum this
>"but you should buy plus size clothes any way just in case you get fat again"
And people wonder why weight loss is so hard, always zero support from relatives.
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>>7289913
sorry for beeing a geek
i just used to read alot of comics
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http://theeverygirl.com/how-to-create-a-capsule-wardrobe
this really feels like more than I can manage at the moment. or ever.
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>>7289903
SHE ACTUALLY DID IT, THE ABSOLUTE MADWOMAN
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>>7289885
Ten kinds of shoes in winter? Well, Chelseas for dry, cold weather; maryjanes for the sunny days; Basic flats and heels for work/going out; sneakers/hiking boots/army boots/ski boots if you're a bit active; foldable flats to keep in your bag for emergencies; wellies for rain and slush. That's 10. If you don't feel like coordinating colors and just keep it all black that is.
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>>7289919
w-what..?
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>>7289886
Eh, still a similar jist.
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>>7289897
>>7289913
>>7289902
Forgot trip
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>>7289914
hugg gelgel
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>>7289925
>i get sir'd all the time
>no, of course i don't go out in girlmode
shakira pls
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>>7289930
>hiking boots/army boots/ski boots
that's pushing it a little, but I can't argue once you add color/model variants.
still, so much money...
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>>7289930
Mary janes are great.

>>7289931
It's just some samefag
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>>7289936
true. we can't all be kit.
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>>7289894
Nah, no pads except for bras and shoulders, they look awful and you'll look desperate. Shape wear that tightens your silhouette where it counts is fine, though, if uncomfortable.
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>>7289913
>>7289917
>>7289918
>>7289929
I'm starting to feel okay for once today <3
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Ngh...good morning mtfg...
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>>7289947
hugg
hugg
hugggg
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>>7289936
If a woman dressed as a man would she get sir'd? No. The FtM life is easy but not that easy.
>>7289946
Shoulder pads are are you serious?
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>>7289049
First post boi pucci?
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>>7289939
Hey, I also had motorcycle boots in there at first then realized that made it eleven, not ten.
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>>7289951
>If a woman dressed as a man would she get sir'd?
some probably would
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Trufacts with sheen!

>basic and maeve are my favourite posters
>I am an incompetent hon who doesn't know what he is doing at all and who is overwhelmed by normal things that everyone else can handle with ease

This has been Trufacts with sheen!
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>>7289805
Same, I'm sorry, and same
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>>7289953
to be honest I see myself more in motorcycle boots than ski boots if I have to chose.
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>>7289951
>If a woman dressed as a man would she get sir'd?
you didnt see the US bathroom laws kicking out lesbians from womens bathrooms?
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nepnep renren snicksnick gelgel
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>>7289956
couldn't it be just regular store brand autism like most people here has?
also, don't insult yourself, that's not nice.
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>>7289951
Yeah, nobody notices your real shoulders when your blazer is obviously padded. Shoulderpads on shirts look weird these days if you're not going for a full vintage look, though. I still have a couple padded silk dress shirts I occasionally wear.
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>>7289953
Are you mad at me because I mocked your perfume business? I was only quoting what I saw on TV
>>7289955
>>7289963
Neptune >>7289958 please tell these delusional hugboxers that I do not pass.
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>>7289837
>>7289839
It's a real societal pressure, television personalities and the like will get it the worst but if you're a woman and wear the same item twice in a week, somebody's probably going to notice.
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>>7289919
wat

>>7289924
Well I mean that sounds like it could work well for those short bursts
I'm glad you had a good time!!!!!

>>7289925
Yeah it can be hard when people around you don't care or expect you to fail

>>7289926
No!!!! I'm just really dumb

>>7289947
So so so so proud of you too.
Good job ^^
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>>7289978
I always had the suspicion that shoulderpads would make people round out my shoulders smaller than they really are. But it's so out of vogue now that I never had a chance to try, even if it did I don't think it would look okay just in fashion terms.
I think I'll try to get some cheap used power suit or something to test it out.
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nepnep renren snicksnick gelgel lanlan hamham sertsert
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>>7289979
Hmm, no. Do I sound mad? And by that I mean angry, I already know I always sound coocoo. Because I definitely am. Coocoo, that is, not angry.
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>>7289984

It does. It's nice to give and receive physical affection every once in a while. Are you the one in a band? I keep confusing you with beepbeep.
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>>7289984
And don't get me started on their denial that I have a problem. Never once did they say I was too fat and if I ask they say I'm fine. I mean maybe it's a black thing to be cool with obesity I don't know.
>>7289992
No it's just that since that post I never really got any replies from you so I wondered.
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>>7289984
haha youre not dumb basic
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>>7289982
what if I make an effort not to see the same people more than once a week?
but then I'd have to keep checks on what I wore with each one...
this is hell, are cis guys also under this pressure and I just didn't notice because I was okay looking like a hobo?
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my mom lost a lot of my stuff during the move cuz she tried to micro manage things
so far missing
$450 of jewelry i bought from competition money
$100 of stuffed animals
$200 of ds games
and one minx fur jacket
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>>7289994
Oh, no, I'm simply not posting much lately.
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>>7289979
i don't think anyone likes you enough to hugbox you

it's just retarded to claim you don't pass because you get sir'd when you go out in boymode
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kuroo is best husbando
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hi im chillen at my aunt's house
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>>7289982
>mfw i'm unironically a cis male and i wear the same jeans for like a week and cycle my four favourite shirts for months at a time
and yet it still feels like i'm always doing laundry
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>>7290007
hi
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>>7289993
I make music but I don't perform
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>>7290007
froggu im all alone :(
>>
hi
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>>7290006
Cnt, get help. Please.
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>tfw ywn cuddle up with anon after they come home from a hard day at the factory and bitch about the juden while planning a ski trip
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>>7290007
hi im wantin to finna cry cuz im missing a lot of things that are important to me atm
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>>7289996
Lol nope, why would men be forced into doing something as pointless as that?

Here's a fun video where a TV presenter heard about harassment of his colleague and engaged in a lengthy experiment...

https://youtu.be/VU_xjIeSUqE
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>>7289995
>haha youre not dumb basic
HUG

BOX
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>>7289967
One of these is me yes

>>7289979
They aren't hugboxing, you could pass decently if you tried...
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>>7290011
hey anon how are you

>>7290013
aw wanna be friends

>>7290016
hi anon

>>7290020
whats wrong isla
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>you're sure you want to wear that?
>someone might want pictures

M-mom knows best....
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>>7290012

Oh. Cool! Not really helping my confusion though. What sort of music?
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>>7290017
not her
you know what i'm saying is right so stop lying to yourself
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>>7290024
>being truthful is hugbox
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>>7289997
sue her
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>>7290028
Climbingivies.bandcamp.com
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>>7290004
this matter was already settled last night, it's pic related.

>>7290028
basic is irish and looks like a tranny yennefer
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i really want my mink fur jacket
>>7290026
this is whats wrong >>7289997
also ive been really emotionally distraught but im o k today
also i want my mink fur coat back :(
>>7290034
idk if i can do this otherwise ill lose my house
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>>7290007
why arent you at your parents house instead?
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https://youtu.be/rBJVk4q7RUE
Ever had a project in school or a work with colleague like this?
Goddamn
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>>7290006
Your ideas are intriguing to me and I wish to subscribe to your newsletter.
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>>7290037
>basic is irish and looks like a tranny yennefer
Oh shit, she kinda looks like Yennefer mixed with Geralt

She could have been their lovechild
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>>7290037
nah kuroo reigns supreme
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happee thanksgeeving errybodi
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>>7290029
this is pretty obviously you, dear
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>>7290041
how was you doing that
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>>7290040
Worse, I had a couple bosses like that.
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>>7290027
did ur mom just btfo ur outfit
find a new internet mommy

>>7290038
damn that's a lot of stuff
that sucks : ( sorry
hope you feel better soon friend
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>>7290052
I think everyone knows, just keep ignoring her
>>
im frogs friend
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>>7290003
Well I am not finding out the hard way.
>>7290025
Hmm I will wait to see if HRT does anything more by next year summer. If not it's back to repression for me.
>>
do i smell like a girl
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>>7290059
>I had a couple bosses like that.
Jesus, the horror that must have been.
>>
Going to a movie with my family, later y'all.

>>7290035

Neat! I like "Robot Dance Groove As Heard From Next Door."
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>>7290061
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>>7290049
you are assuming that 2D boys are better than 3D boys because that is what its like with 2D girls being better than 3D girls.
3D boys are better than 2D boys
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>>7290006
Who are these people?
>>
>>7290074
on the left is kit
on the right is the beloved meme god-king of /mtfg/
>>
CNT has been diagnosed with severe autism.

1 (you)=1 prayer
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>>7290069
Hey, occupational burnout landed me in a psychiatric clinic... Horror doesn't even begin to describe it.
>>
>>7290074
two girls from the board. one is them is popular because she posts anime and acts cute but the other one is hated because she's sensitive and cute
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>>7290073
wew rood
my husbando could volleyball yours out of existence
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>>7289993
Yeah! A few bands at the moment. Gigs are kind of slowing down for the winter now but it's good.

>>7289994
I think it's just like that with most families and stuff. I'm p lucky, mine point things out to me if they think there's a problem.

>>7289995
I'm crazy stupid, for real.

>>7290024
Truth box

>>7290046
If only ;~;
They would have raised me as a daughter
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>tfw when even checking facebook stresses you out
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>>7290079
Neither of them passes very well. But the one on the right put in like zero effort and looks like a hipster douchebag desu senpai.
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>>7290085
I would have quit, id rather be unemployed than put up with bullshit. If Id have tried to endure it Id fucking beat my boss to a pulp if they were anything like that. I dont mind someone being like that as long as theyre not on my ass.
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and in an article on that I found my fav photo caption

>>7290051
yass

>>7290061
yes yes

>>7290073
dang is u fooled

2d boys and 3d girls are top tier

>>7290074
left is nice girl, right will attack at random, with knives
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>>7290094
i have no clue why i chose that pic
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>>7290089
Sensitive and cute =/= severely autistic hon

Try again next time
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>>7290096
naw that's prehrt on the right

left is 2 years
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>>7290093
dont say that basic
youre making Kuroo sad
>>
>>7290051
you gonna eat some tendies with your cockcam money boi??
>>
>>7290068
yes
>>
>>7290096
wait, tired af, I meant the reverse lmao

left one is prehrt, she is super cute now

right one has been on hrt for 2 years and has clearly had about as many changes as I have :/ poor hon
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>>7290100
yeah, but navy suit is top stuff.

>>7290102
I love that manga
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>>7290079
>>7290096
has anyone confirmed this to even be cnt? i recall elanna asked for a date stamp, it it never happened.

>>7290106
kit hasn't been on mones for 2 years
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So Far:
I woke up an hour later than I planned to put in the turkey, and it took 3 and a half hours for it to defrost enough for me to pull out the giblets

The bread dough is looking really, really dry

and I'm going to have to boil my potatoes for the sweet potato pie in batches.

So not bad
>>
>>7290124
Yeah I got it mixed up

Left is kit prehrt and in fairly bad shape

Right is the other one after 2 years hrt doing their best
>>
>>7290096
agreed
and it doesn't help that he's such an awful person
>>
transition was a lie
happiness is a dream
my life is awful
>>
>>7290121
it is!

you know what the best bit is though is that it was a knockoff of Burberry ahaha
>>
>>7290104
>hon
but she's not even trying to pass? you people need to get over yourself. you are so fucking dumb you are literally pea brains being dazzled by anime posting. someone flicks tinfoil and everyone turns their heads.. you get the idea.
>>
>>7290130
transition was lies
happiness is but a dream
my life is awful

fixed it for you, now it's a haiku
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>>7290134
I don't think I've ever been in a place with mostly high class suits, can you really tell the difference on tv or a pic?
I mean, besides "odidas" or other brand issues
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I just devoured a heaping plate of food. All carbs. Diet demolished. Morale gone. Squad broken.
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>>7290130
going trans almost always creates more problems then it solves
>>
>>7290148
no turkey?
when are you having seconds?
>>
>tfw Caitlyn Jenner passes better than you.
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>>7290138
>doesn't post anime
>wheredoyouthinkyouare.jpg
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>>7290138
>>7290129
>>7290116
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1tJLtQzwJa3
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>>7290138
hon is a mindset more than anything else

>>7290146
Tbh I'm not positive but I would have to imagine it's unnoticeable, no idea what I'd look for I just read it elsewhere in the article
>>
>>7290127

>You will never relax in the living room while a flustered Homura darts around the kitchen trying to prepare a good meal for her love.
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>>7290156
>>
>>7290156
Caitlyn Jenner voted for Donald.
>>
>>7290168
I kekked
>>
>>7290161
lol
>>
>>7290168
>Tfw Caitlyn is getting more cock than you.
;____;
>>
>>7290168
I sincerely think that she would had been good for the comunity if she didn't go into the idol hugbox and recognized that waiting that long hurt her chances of having the life she wanted.
Instead of a huge joke she could had help girls transition at the right age and maybe make hons behave like people their age. Instead she got a talk show in manvoice and the media pushed her as some sort of icon to aspire to or some crap.
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>>7290168

I know I shouldn't laugh but...that is funny.
Credit to her for sticking through it. I thought it was a stunt.
>>
>>7290168
caitlyn jenner is the queen of hons
>>
>>7290168
Misuse of terms. An ambush is when a trap asks if you want a threesome with her other trap friend while you're having sex and her friend happens to have a larger than average penis which finds its way up your ass as they sandwich you.
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>>7290184
I realize I should had added an anime pic so people don't acuse me of being cnt
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>>7290168
c'mon I'm sure we all don't look good in every pic

how many people can go from being a true alpha male, world class gold athelete to late 60+ transitioner

and take a pic next to beautiful wife

and look ok
>>
>>7290194
would you please stop cnting?
>>
>>7290204
yeah but caitlyn spent like 200k on surgeries
>>
i miss franzi
>>
>>7290210
This
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>>7290207
He's our lolcow though

It's what he'd want, since he's so against hugboxing lol
>>
>>7290204

Honestly, I've seen cis women that look worse. And props to her for not going the puffed lips/huge breasts route. For a hon, she doesn't look too bad.
>>
>>7290204
>and look ok
she doesn't though, caitlyn jenner is irl hugboxed and never fails to look like anything other than a giant man in a dress
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>>7290210
Don't worry. When we start mass-transitioning the male population, things will get more affordable.
>>
>>7290217
Agreed. When Bruce started becoming popular a few summers ago I lost my shit
>>
>>7290220
cis women work in the estrogen mines
a small population of the most handsome of men are kept as sex slaves
>>
>>7290220
But when will that be? Soon right?

>>7290232
Who gets the sex slaves?
>>
Best laptop?
>>
hey, everyone. happy turkey day. i hope everything is going alright with you.
>>
>>7290241
macbook air
>>
>>7290238
>Who gets the sex slaves?
The most dominant

That's the way it's always been
>>
>>7290241
surface studio + diesel generator
>>
>>7290216
No, but all her manerisms scream male, she never trained voice and spoke all the time and all around didn't change besides operations. That's pretty disgusting imho

>>7290220
Is this the new spartan/amy persona?
>>
>>7290241
macbook pro retina
>>
>>7290247
So I don't have to be pretty or anything, just dominant?
>>
>>7290241
for what?
I have a pretty old dell and I can use it for wifi and the word processor, I didn't need much more than that.
Spend only as much as you get. Remember you need 300 pieces of clothing to pass. (including shoes but not comfy, bed or lewd stuff)
>>
>>7290253
are you memeing or are you being serious?
>>
hi its lauren
>>
>>7290238
the most powerful transwomen get live in male sex slaves
but there will be an international service of readily available male sex slaves servicing transwomen everywhere
>>
Okay, I was freaking out with the 150 pieces of clothing per year but this made me feel a bit better
http://recoveringshopaholic.com/how-many-clothes-are-enough/

>>7290263
*audience claps*
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>>7290260
memeing
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>>7290252

Is this CNT?

Honestly, I haven't followed her that closely, but if she had done all that, they would have come down on her hard as a pretender. It's good to be true to yourself.
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Tfw mtfg sucks so much we're making Caitlyn Jenner jokes
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>>7290263
lauren, what is your favourite song about space?

this is mine: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BThimSM5hH0
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>>7290265
what if you're sub?

>>7290276
Please don't insult me like that.
She had a talk show and didn't even go for a falsetto, I cringed all the time
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>>7290256
As long as you can scare the other trannies into submission and hold down the handsome men to stop them from escaping, you'll be fine.
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>>7290284
>what if you're sub?
what does that matter?
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>>7290280
She had a huge chance to do so much for people in her same situation and she used it to support donald.

>>7290290
I don't want some slave, I want to be the slave
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>>7290246
What if I don't want tendonitis? What if I want enterprise grade software that people actually use?
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>>7290162
Tell me more about truhons
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>>7290281
Holst: The planets
Only classical I like. That and Bach
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>>7290281
Spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaace!
https://youtu.be/P_ukfGAd8T4
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>>7290300
I like this, I like this a lot. You have trannies, trutrans, agp, hons and true hons.
I think a true hon really likes being a creepy man in a dress, it's not about passing at all.
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>>7290296
>I don't want some slave, I want to be the slave
what you do during your service hour is up to you
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>>7290259
Programming, music production and image editing. Can't afford too much but I'd also like high end suggestions to be jelly at
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>>7290281
God, I miss Bowie so much
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iYYRH4apXDo

>>7290302
you need to watch legend of the galactic heroes, I can't think of a better use for your free time.
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>>7290302
i am unfamiliar with this cosmic composition, it warrants checking out

>>7290304
a surprisingly good choice. i would also have accepted "heaven is a half-pipe" and "space oddity"
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>>7290309
I guess you don't know much about being a sub. You don't want someone acting dom, you want someone being one. It has no value if you are telling them what to do or if they are just pretending.

>>7290310
And desktop is out of the question?
You can ask one of the many tranny programmers here, I really don't know how demanding that can get.
How much sound work do you want to do? You can run audacity almost everywhere and for simple stuff it's great, but if you want to be working on 10 or 15 tracks you might want to check the requirements for the corresponding adobe software.
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today is alright
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>>7290317
Or Telstar, but that's the generation before mine. https://youtu.be/EFlGdiMXiiU
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>>7290317
Here you have a special space odity for you, spaceanon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KaOC9danxNo
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i have homicidal urges
what do
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>>7290324
>And desktop is out of the question?
I already have one.
Also the motherboard is fucked up on my desktop limiting how much I wanna fuck with it on a deeper level, another reason I want a second machine
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>>7290324
Audacity is shit. I got Cubase.
>>7290316
>Animu
Nope
>>7290328
Do you remember the moon landings?
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>>7290333
ask chara what she did, what a piece of shit
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>>7290298
all that stuff is overrated, so are HDMI ports
just imagine how thin it'll be
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>go over to relative's house for Thanksgiving
>they have a Trump cutout in the middle of the living room
>they even included it in the group photo
Wew
How's everyone's thanksgiving been?
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>>7290333
take them out on me please
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>all this talk of caitlyn jenner made me watch an interview of her
Is it just me or does she sound a tiny bit like Bane?
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>>7290327
Today is more than alright
Today is a good day
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>>7290333
get it out of your system by acting on them
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>>7290339
i want to kill my dog
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>>7290338
I'm gen X, not a boomer. Here, have a full album of space synths. This one isn't even old. https://youtu.be/jv1h733ssac
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>>7290344
I did a good job today
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>>7290333
doing nothing sometimes helps
for what it's worth, nice trips

>>7290334
I would really recomend using your money to fix it or generally upgrade that. I can understand having a laptop as main computer if your work includes traveling or you work with a big group of people, but besides that you don't get anything from them.

>>7290338
It's extremely limited. I only added a couple of tracks and did a bit of mastering and that was it. It's good enough for radio work or basic recordings, not so much to create on it.

And LotGH is way beyond anime.
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>>7290343
Caitlyn Jenner with a goatse mask... Pass me the mind bleach, please.
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>>7290324
It would also be preferable to have a laptop with good pwm.
>>7290340
A good keyboard is probably my most important spec
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>>7290343
Shes a big girl
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>>7290340
now, to be completely honest, if I was filthy rich I would surely buy a computer just because it's cute.

>>7290341
that sounds wacky and fun.
was it wacky and fun? or was it horrible?
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>>7290060
It was my real mommy
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>>7290352
>I can understand having a laptop as main computer if your work includes traveling or you work with a big group of people, but besides that you don't get anything from them.
That's one of the reasons, I'm totally unproductive when I'm not at home, I needs it
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>>7290328
>tfw blocked in my country
i don't particularly like this space song, sorry CFH - please provide better space songs in the future

>>7290332
thanks, anys - also, i don't mean to scare you, but your name has been slowly changing over these past few days

pretty soon, we won't even recognise who you are anymore
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>>7290347
please don't you weirdo
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This was layer out on my bed when I got out of the shower

I guess my mom is ok with it?
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>>7290366
pretty soon her name is gonna transform back into mercury
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>>7290349
I was joking.
>>7290359
This is pretty much why I want a Mac, they're so pretty! They are overpriced and they aren't industry leaders anymore, but the new MacBook comes in rose pink! Eeeeek!
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I returned the books and I grabbed a drink from the bar at my university and then got bored and my train station was closed (???) so I had to walk all the way to Trafalgar Square and there were a bunch of mice at Charing Cross Tube Station. Cheers.
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>>7290359
A little of both, idk. Just felt a little weird lol
I'm pretty apolitical do I don't care much
>>7290347
Trip on Chara
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>>7290317
These are my favorite. The songs aren't space themed but vids are:

https://youtu.be/KGf-sszK-qw
I would get married to this song, desu

This one I love so much and I don't understand why. I legit cry at this vid because the song is so beautiful.

I would also get married to this vid
https://youtu.be/NOG3eus4ZSo
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>>7290368
i won't
i just really hate it, and nobody cares that i hate it
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>>7290366
I'm okay since no one has complained that I'm escaping their filter list, I'll probably settle when that happens since I don't want to be a bother.
I still hate it tho.

>>7290365
I think the best thing you can do is check what software you want, what specs you need, and get the cheaper possible computer.
Someone's gonna steal it sooner or latter. If you keep it clean of trash it should last more than a few years.
If possible check local stores for models you might want so you can see the keyboard and that stuff, I don't trust review sites for things that are so personal.
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>>7290352
I used Sonar back when I recorded, mixed and mastered demos for friends. It's no Pro Tools, obviously, but it had the huge advantage of taking full advantage of dxsound unlike Cubase, which was great on a Windows laptop. Not sure if the current edition is still worth it, haven't worked on audio for years.
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>>7290378
>my train station was closed
If this was Lambeth North why did you not just go to Waterloo?
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>>7290308
But you're not really a hon if youre not even pretending to try to pass, thats just a dude in a dress then
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>>7290370
maybe her previous comment was just about her opinion on how skirts look on you, not saying that you don't deserve them.

>>7290372
that would take ages at this pace, she's gonna come back before I can get even close to that.
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>>7290347
Go to a mental hospital
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>>7290384
>I still hate it tho.
i like it, though it kinda looks like a misspelling of "anise"

>>7290381
>The songs aren't space themed
WHAT
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>>7290308
yeah, seems like

the other night this rocky horror looking lady whispered conspiratorially at me behind the counter that she'd heard some stuff and just wanted to know if I was trans so she could respect my pronouns and whatever and I just froze up and I was like "it's irrelevant right now" in the most monotone monotone ever lol

why tf would you ask someone that when they're on the clock
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>>7290387
It's Temple. I still don't know my way around London very well so Charing Cross was the closest one I knew how to get to.
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>>7290383
if you're being serious, it would probably be good to talk to an expert about it
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>>7290374
Earlier this year I was doing some last minute stuff for a class, a girl in the group had brough her notebook to use that and it was a mac. Let me tell you, after a year or so of use they look like crap.

>>7290378
That sounds all around nice.
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>>7290370
I messed up Faye :(
I did one 11x and 1 3x pull
Only got 3 onion swords, heroic shield and white robe but no bsb ;_____;
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im listening to elanna radio
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>>7290238
>But when will that be? Soon right?
It has already begun.
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>>7290393
I'm tall will killer legs and a nice booty I seriously don't think a skirt looks bad, it's just I look like a guy
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>>7290403
experts don't care about me and can't help
>>7290396
i wouldn't be allowed to take my hormones
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I can't find these fucking giblets.
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>>7290040
desu he kind of seems like he might have dyspraxia
this reminds me of me trying to help my dad at work lol
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>>7290399
The vids are space themed but they're just straight up lovesongs about loving and wanting.
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>>7290386
After the Shakira rec I was gonna check cubase, I don't have any mic at the moment so there's no rush Tbh.
>Pro Tools
>People charge you extra for editing just for knowing how to use that, whether you want that or not
I developed a certain hatred for it.

>>7290388
But they want to be a hon! They are a hon trapped in the body of a man! Respect their identity!
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>>7290402
Oh. Are you the LSE anon? What line were you trying to get on because if you wanted to get the same train as you would from Temple (the District/Circle) then you should have walked to Embankment which is right next to Charing Cross station.
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>>7290407
but she's at work right now
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>>7290413
get therapy, at least

as long as you do not lead them to believe you are actually going to hurt yourself or someone else there's nothing they can do, you can talk about the urges all you like
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>>7290413
they definitely do want to help you
or if you view it more cynically, they want to help you because otherwise they don't have a career so they need to help you to help themselves
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>>7290399
Anise is really better than Angie or Ashley or Annie Lenox or whatever it looked like before.
I never could stand anise tho, my dad loved it.

>>7290401
the thing is, is there actually some way to aproach another tranny wherever and start a conversation? You'd get much more from it than talking here, but it would be so awkward to initiate...
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>go home for thanksgiving dinner
>Not out to extended family because I'm still boymode and haven't started hormones yet
>everyone constantly joking about how a young man like me should be eating more
>keep getting dragged into group pictures
>pic related

It's not their fault at all since they don't know but it still feels awful.
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>>7290406
Onion sword is kind of good, I wouldn't take a wall break but the thing hits 910x which Is insane for a ssb or even a bssb entry

The rest of the banner was trash
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>>7290409
There are beautiful women that look better on pants than skirt and similar stuff.
Next time you are bored test different things and make a comparison chart so chasers can enjoy it.

>>7290417
didn't your dad have a very physical job?
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>>7290436
*with synergy, burst mode, and lvl 99
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>>7290421
Northern Line, I take Temple usually since it's a very short walk away from LSE, I just have to switch to Northern at Embankment.
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>>7290438
A..re you a chaser o.o
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>>7290349
I'm hating and loving this album at the same time. I'm ashamed of listening but I don't want it to stop.
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>>7290432
Kind of the same thing here. I also get a lot of shit for my hair
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>>7290442
No, just another tranny not into girls at all.
I just wanted to imply a potential audience to make it sound worth it.
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>>7290438
yes, he's a metalworker
you can imagine about how successful I was at trying to help
that video gave me flashbacks desu
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>>7290441
Enjoying LSE? I knew a guy who did a masters there, he didn't enjoy it. Something about not fitting in with the rich kids.
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>>7290430
this is the struggle.
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am i isla?
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>>7290454
hons have it easy, they freak people out one way or another so there's nothing to lose.
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>>7290436
Well I have ok almost fully dived and I'm most likely going to have him replace either Ramza or Bartz.
Sword is good for the damage amount and that -50% def and res which will come in handy for the U++ dungeons.

Still wanted the gauntlets because stacking it with a RW shout gives and 80% attack increase which is nuts
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this life makes me so bitter and sad
i have nothing to take it out on
no way to make it better
every day ends with a profound sense of unfulfillment
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>>7290457
Do you have $4,000,000? If so, yes.
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someone please hold me
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>>7290457
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Did any of your parents not believe you were actually trans when you told them? My mom's really skeptical because apparently I showed no signs before coming out.
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>>7290464
I just learned today that Fanta was invented by the Nazis.
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kind of a random question, but does anyone here take any medication specifically for anxiety?
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>>7290454
I just give this knowing nod if I clock someone at my service job and usually get one back, dont know how to turn that into a conversation though
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>>7290466
My mom was like that at first but came around eventually
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>>7290473
klonopin and zoloft
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>>7290460
taking it out isn't healthy.
I remember an article about the time when psychs recommended punching bags to release stress, the result was that without a bag around the wife worked perfectly fine.
Don't you have things you want to do? Something that would give you fulfillment.

>>7290471
It was a byproduct of economical limitations during the nazi regime, but the cocacola corp never worked with them.
On the other hand, IBM designed the system to keep track of jews in the different camps.
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>be me at age 10
>joining school band
>want to play flute
>parents force me to choose from trumpet and saxophone because "flute is for girls"
>have best grades in my whole elementary and middle schools, and local Kiwanis Club gives me a plaque that says I'm the "Hope of America"
>play saxophone for 10 years
>get 1st or 2nd chair in county honor band like every year, and get a decent chair in state honor band my senior year of high school
>all the while heavily depressed, suicidal, and abusing opiates
>somehow manage to pull a 3.98 GPA in high school even though I'm being bullied heavily and showing up to class strung out on painkillers
>playing sax at professional level as an 18 year old
>get to the point where I can't progress as a musician unless I get a better sax
>$4000 minimum for what I need
>have to choose between this and transition
>go to college, start transition, and drop out of social sphere entirely to start anew
>keep playing sax for myself, but realize I can't afford reeds and stuff in addition to my hormone copays
>quit sax
>diddle on guitar and Irish tin whistle occasionally, and people tell me I'm pretty good
>know I'm not nearly as good as I was at saxophone, but I can't afford to keep playing the saxophone and honestly it just gives me bad memories
>feel like a total failure, both as a human being and as a musician
>pass 95% and have a fiancee, but severe body image issues (I'm 5'6" anon that bitches here a couple times a week that may or may not have body dysmorphia), depression, and social anxiety
>hate myself for being a tranny
>hate myself for not being able to live my dream and have children
>hate myself for being average-looking at best, don't feel like I'm good enough for my fiancee
>hate myself for being a failure as a musician, and every time I pick up another instrument I just feel bad, like I suck and can never be the musician I used to be
>picking up my old sax just reminds me of male life, addiction, and suicide attempts
Kill me now.
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>>7290471
once again they gave to the world so much good
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>>7290452
It's a nice university and I like the teachers but I feel that postgraduate education is sorta antisocial in that you won't really get to know your classmates very well, if you wanna socialize you have to join clubs and societies. I feel the rich kids thing is true, like, I like the people at the uni's lgbt society but it feels so weird hearing them talking about traveling all over the world or how their parents are academics themselves while I'm like "I'm the only person in my entire family with a college degree, this is the first time I ever leave my country".
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>>7290473
I'm back on benzos, so yes. Lormetazepam, a pretty heavy one at that.
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>>7290471
>!LAUreNu6Vs
excuse me, but fanta was invented by coca cola

are you calling coca cola nazis?
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>>7290471
Yeah, wasn't it something like how Nazi Germany couldn't get ahold of Cola flavoring so they made soda with oranges?

When I went on a trip to Europe I noticed that Fanta is completely different there. It's actual carbonated orange juice from what I could tell. Opaque orange-yellow color to it.
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>>7290485
>LAUreNu6Vs
what
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>>7290479
I should probably also mention that I hate the sound of the saxophone, and always have, even when I was playing it at the professional level. I wish my parents let me play flute so I could be a good flautist today and at least have that. I started learning the flute, but I'm shit so far on account of the embouchre is totally different and I've lost my strong lungs from not playing at that level for years.
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>>7290482
But whyy
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>>7290479
Transition your sax, that is, get a soprano one.
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desu that video fucked me up
basically my upbringing in one video
urgh
I need some weed
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>>7290479
that's pretty rough, it gives some perspective on the seemingly random heigh posts.

You can always start a new instrument, it took you time to be good at sax and it will take you time to get good at flute or whatever new thing you might want to try, but I think it will be good therapy. I might be wrong, but you sound like someone who based her worth on her abilities, rejecting them will only keep hurting you. That's just something that happens a lot, it might not be your case.

Have seen hibike euphonium?
How is the hippie magic solution smelling?
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>>7290478
i don't punch bags but cut myself for kinda the same effect
and no i don't have things i want to do, depression removed all desire i had to do anything
>>
one boob is growing and one boob is not wtf boobs please be same size
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>>7290492
That sounds like stuff that will be better with time, consider that even very talented people have trouble making it as pros and staying there.

It does sound like picking up flute would be great for you.
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>>7290493
Only thing the shrink can prescribe to mitigate my PTSD nightmares, actually, along with anti-histaminics. Propranolol and ketamine aren't approved for that here.
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>>7290482
I am begging my therapists for benzos right now. The initially refused but then I threatened to keep taking codeine so now they're thinking about it. Why are you on anxiety meds? You seem pretty confident.
>>7290481
Yep that's precisely what he complained about. It's funny that I spent so much time at school working hard for top grades for top universities only to find out that their atmospheres suck.
How are you affording LSE by the way? You got a scholarship or something?
>>
http://www.primermagazine.com/2009/spend/why-your-girlfriend-is-making-you-broke
replace girlfriend for girlmode
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>>7290466
my parents are dead
but one of my four sisters was like that, the other three were supportive... the one who wasn't supportive flip flops from being supportive and being a bitch to me.

all but one of my four brothers was sceptical, one even said "it doesn't matter to me, you will always be my brother" trying to be supportive which made me wince, he is still uncomfortable with the idea but I think he is trying...
another said "you can just be gay you know" but he is supportive now.
another is still calling me a man and threatened to punch me through a window if I kept girl voicing around him.
the one who didn't care didn't really say anything but instantly started calling me his sister and the correct pronouns and everything
>>
What are the best socks?
>>
http://recoveringshopaholic.com/how-many-clothes-are-enough/
>On the flip side, some people have lifestyles that are more conducive to a smaller wardrobe. Here are some good reasons to have fewer clothes in your closet:
>You work from home and don’t leave the house on at least a few days each week.
>You are a “home body” who doesn’t go out very often, or all of your activities are very casual in nature.
>You only wear one outfit each day – or you spend some days wearing only lounge wear.
>You live in a more temperate climate with similar weather all year round.
>Your weight is relatively stable and your clothing size stays consistent year after year.
>Your sense of style is fairly fixed. You know what you like and are okay with frequent outfit repeats.
>You like to have a smaller, more minimalist wardrobe. You prefer quality over quantity and like to get a lot of wear out of your clothes.
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>>7290520
the ones that go on your feet
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>>7290512
My family are noveau riche because they got exceedingly lucky with a moving company they started up (with a single little truck) when I was like 17 or so and eventually ended up doing large scale work for the government for several years and accrued a humongous amount of wealth, which means they can pay for me to be here. The thing is, I grew up poor, nobody in my family went to college, and you can still tell my family aren't used to their newfound wealth because they try to cut corners on everything (always buy the cheapest possible shampoos, toilet paper, clothes). I was basically poor until like age 20 which is when their company really took off.
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>>7290520
rainbow thigh highs
sockdreams.com
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>>7290520
Depends what you need out of your socks. I have some thick wool hiking socks that are warm and cozy, but I have fancy thin synthetic ones for exercising. If you're looking for something that screams "i'm trans" then check out sockdreams.
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>>7290524
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Kiwi, where is a pepperoni hoodie and COCK hat?
>>
How can I be a girl with irregular shoulders
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>>7290515
If you can't afford me you can't have me, broke ass loser wrote that.
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>>7290532
yes those are on her feet
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>>7290536
Did you read it as a letter to your girl side?
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>>7290529
>something that screams "i'm trans"
What does that even mean
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>>7290512
What I have are actual anxiety attacks, not general angst. Some related to PTSD, others to depression. It's symptomatic treatment, really, because those attacks tend to lead into catatonic bouts when left unchecked. Personality wise, I'm not anxious.
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>>7290463
hugg renren
>>7290528
so that's wear those come from
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>>7290540
striped thigh highs
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>>7290540
rainbow thigh highs is a tranny/femboy stereotype
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>>7290535
Be athletic I guess?
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>>7290528
oh god, there's some really cute stuff there
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>>7290543
I like black and white striped socks.

But at the same time I prefer tights over socks
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honestly i've always really liked rainbows and i think rainbow thigh highs are pretty
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>>7290526
Oh lucky you. Well at least you have your head grounded unlike the other rich kids on your class who've never known a month without a ski trip. I'm dropping out of university in January, I won't be able to afford to go back, poor for life yay!
>>7290539
Why do men want sex but don't wanna pay?
>>7290541
Same I need it for symptomatic reasons. Therapists acting like I will be taking it every day hence their claim that I'll get addicted.
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>>7290552
a-am I a fetishist?
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What are the most premium thigh high socks?
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>>7290558
Well then why are you dropping out?
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does HRT make femboys trans by making them dysphoric?


is that what happened to me?
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>>7290560
arm warmers is where it's at

>>7290562
do you feel bad that you're not longer a boy?
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>>7290562
Wut? Hrt can't make you dysphoric. Unless you're cis. And that doesn't make you trans, that just makes you a cis that is growing boobs
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>>7290562
see, femboys were always trannies, just in denial
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>>7290558
That sucks :(

It feels goofy to me though that I'm paying for this very expensive university and living in this city which is like a huge investment in terms of Chilean money but I'm still living in a cramped little room and basically only have slightly more than enough money to meet my basic needs. When one of my classmates told me she was paying well over a thousand in acommodation I was like "what the fuck".
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>>7290565
Thats true
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my chest muscles are randomly sore
does that mean my boobs are growing or is it unrelated?
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>>7290573
Also: It beyond fucks me up that this world class university, in which I'm doing a masters, which already charges me more for not being from Europe costs me about as much as doing a bachelors in any random bumfuck college in America.
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>>7290565
Not at all, I feel a lot better this way, it's just that this isn't exactly what I had in mind when starting hormones and I wonder if this eventually happens to everyone on E for long enough
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>>7290586
Not really, E doesn't change how you see yourself or complex processes like that.
You liked being femmy, now you're liking not looking like a man. It's not surprising or anything.
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>>7290585
Murrika
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>>7290585
America has been overcharging their universities for decades. Haven't you seen those comparisons of how many hours someone should be working to pay their own education?
Yale in the 70's was aforded with a basicpart time job, now you don't have enough hours in a week to cover it.
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>>7290569
Hmm, maybe I had mild dysphoria which is why I feel better being as feminine as possible, and hormones just made it worse as they do
>>
Peenus
>>
Somebody buy me the Amazon fire hd8 on black Friday sale right now.
It's so cheeeep
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thanksgiving has been great so far tons of fun. it's surreal to actually be passing, when honestly just a few months ago I wasn't sure if I would be able to ever. it's a really happy feel. hope urs is going well too girls
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it happened again
im a naive idiot lassies
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>>7290603
I aprove

>>7290606
w-will you like me if I do?
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>>7290561
Dysphoria led to depression which led to me not attending which led to me falling behind and I haven't the energy or the will to catch up. I'm sick of studying all that is on my mind is transition right now.
>>7290573
Yeah student accommodation is for cucks. Ignore her, stay in your cramped room, it's not worth the money to move to plush student halls.
>>7290585
>>7290595
>>7290597
Mericans are cucks too.
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>>7290603
the only reason I could never date an FTM is because I would get jealous of their manvag
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>>7290607
I thought your family were bastards about you?
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>>7290593

Wait I thought that it would help because the brain is like 'okay hormone balance right'

Are you telling me I need to actually see a doctor now?
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>>7290607
are you at your families thanksgiving or your boyfriends?
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>>7290613
But it's all dry and flappy and hairy with a bulbous clit
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>>7290607

Did you hear what Homura did?
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>>7290597
if the government didn't give people loans for going to school, this wouldn't have happened
thats what allowed them to jack up the price so much, they knew everyone would be given the money so it didn't matter how much they charged
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blasting loud music is the fucking life
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>>7290615
hormones have tiny chemical changes that affect almost everything in your body, including your mind. but they can't alter complex though because it's tied to too many elements.

It helps you deal with stuff, it doesn't change your life. It's not magic.
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>>7290613
I couldn't date someone with a vag. Sucks being shallow ;_;
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>>7290609
wuh happen
>>7290606
*nomf*
how much is it
i'm too lazy to check
>>7290607
so your family had a change of heart?
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>>7290537
And they look great there right?
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>>7290624
I'm not really sure of the timeline, so it feels like an egg and chicken kind of deal.
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>>7290629
T-infested vagoo is spoopy
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>>7290624
I think the UK has to meet EU regulations for university fees, but since the regulations only apply to EU citizens the universities compensate for this by overcharging the shit out of non-Euro students... but it's still cheaper than America, even for a non-Euro.
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>>7290624
Same thing is happenign here. University used to be free then it was like £1,000 a year so they gave people loans, then it rose to £3,200 a year until recently and now it's fucking £9,000 a year and they still want to push it higher because they know that ever year there will be vast numbers of kids that can easily pay whatever they charge thanks to student loans.
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>>7290622
still better than having a dick and balls
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>>7290632
I'm just an idiot p much.
lost a few friends
might lose more
i want to die maeve
Everything that could POSSIBLY go horribly is going horribly
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>>7290614
i spent it with my bf's family for the first half and my dad's side if the family for the other half. they treat me the same as ever.

>>7290621
both

>>7290623
idk who that even is tbqh

>>7290632
no but i was with a diff side of the family
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>haha well my girlfriend is required to have hair longer than shoulder length
>you know so she doesn't look like a man
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>>7290629
What are you doing with mongoDB? Do you try to get some certificates?
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>>7290629
yeah its a horrible feeling
I would have thought that would have lessened for you because you have one yourself
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>>7290639
It is capped for Euros but they keep fighting to push the cap up or even have it removed.
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>>7290643
Ehhhhhhhhh.
It tastes like ballsack.
Literally.
Idk.
I'd be envious of an srs vagoo instead. The E gives it life
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>>7290638
All vaginas are spoopy

>>7290650
The reasoning isn't dysphoria for me though
I just think vaginas are gross
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>>7290644
At least you still have your $4,000,000
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>>7290646
your dads side is the white side right?
your nigger side are the ones not okay aren't they?

also how many thanksgiving plates did you eat in total?
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>>7290649
I haven't made anything worthwhile yet.
I was going to write a simple JavaScript image board when I finished the course that I'm taking
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>tfw could've gotten every transition-related surgery possible instead of studying
actually no, my family wouldn't have ever given me the money for that.
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>>7290644
What wrong qt
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>>7290658
will you let us be there or is it just for the coolest of your cool friends?
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>>7290646
>they treat me the same as ever.
that's awesome yo
>>7290644
ok well you aren't allowed to die
i don't know the situation
you think you could make ammends with your lost friends?
why do you think you'll lose more? you
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>SD is telling me about what he does for work and how he was given a mandate of a half a billion to invest in the middle east
>talking about how he wants to manage his own fund and how he wants to branch off from his company now
>"i want to build a quantitative fund and right now i'm just a stone age fundamental money manager"
>ask him what the differences are and he details how one is more computerized and what he does is based solely on him
>summarize what he said back to him and then add that algorithms like that are being amply applied in the U.S. as it is
>ask if he intends to implement those same strategies and which of his clients would move with him
>mfw he's surprised af and continues talking to me about his options

WHY IS EVERYONE ALWAYS SURPRISED WHEN I SAY ANYTHING VAGUELY INTELLIGENT LMAO
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>>7290663
I don't think I'm going to host it on the internet, it's going to be an open source proof of concept for a portfolio.
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>>7290666
hi
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>>7290658
>>7290663
Lemme be one of your coolio friends plox.
I mean if chinkmoot shut downs this board you could safe us with this •-•
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>>7290665
He smells the other dicks on you.
He assumes you have scrambled cockbrains
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>>7290657
yeah theyre still technically blacks though because of the one drop rule though. not all of my black relatives are butts, just the hyper religious older ones. cousins around my age are totally supportive

>>7290664
it felt really nice not to be treated like garbage for once
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>>7290665
your persona is a bimbo
the real you is a smart girl
>>
Juniper is beautiful
And also a faggot
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>>7290665
...
you look dumb I guess

>>7290667
so we're not allowed.
i get it
don't worry
imma stay here
being sad and stuff
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I wish I knew the real lily
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>>7290666
does fhis coupon entail cuddling
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>>7290656
Doesn't matter to me.
>>7290662
everything
>>7290664
no
i couldn't
its over
im kinda done
i dont want it to
but
amends cannot be made
i always lose people too
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>>7290660
Do they know you're a tranny?
>>7290665
Because you're just his fucktoy obviously.
And I am triggered by you bragging about your sugar daddy.
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>>7290679
Do friends do that?

>>7290669
hi
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>tfw used to think I was a chaser because I felt a particular attraction to trans girls
>tfw felt safer and in better company around them, like i could just be myself
>be myself
>tfw it's because i'm a fucking tranny myself
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>>7290686
Trip on Cartman.
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>>7290686
Um.
I sorta messed that up.
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Guys I want a qt boy to put a collar on me. Naam sayin?
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>>7290676
No no, it's not a matter of allowed
I'd just have to actually pay for a server or hosting if I actually wanted my application to be accessible on the internet, and I'm not really willing to take on the responsibility of running a website right now.
It will be on github if someone wants to do that though.

>>7290670
I suppose that's true.
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>>7290671
>>7290676

;_;

>>7290673

YA! I'M NOT A TOTAL IDIOT!!! i mean there's plenty of things i know nothing about, but i can learn!!!!! ;___; THAT SHOULDN'T BE SURPRISING!!!!!!!

>>7290681

he's a nice fella. he keeps asking me go to to japan with him and i wanna but i'm lowkey scared to internationally travel as a shim lol
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>>7290681
No. My family doesn't even know I've had sex with dudes, I have a really bad relationship with my mother, she's extremely controlling and obsessive and was clearly displeased at me even having friends. My dad died 12 years ago and my stepdad is a homophobe, albeit not as much as my mom. I'm pretty sure if I told them I'm a tranny right now they'd cut off all funding from me and force me to go back home.
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>>7290694
Technically an escort
:^)
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>>7290694
>YA! I'M NOT A TOTAL IDIOT!!! i mean there's plenty of things i know nothing about, but i can learn!!!!! ;___; THAT SHOULDN'T BE SURPRISING!!!!!!!
it is to people who don't know that you are really Lily and Edie Kershaw is your stage name
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The happiness I got from finishing coming out to my immediate family today is now gone and sad times have returned
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>>7290704
hugg
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>>7290690
absolutely.
one day i hope to achieve the dream of being a pet hamster girl
>>7290680
hmm
i mean you've lost people in the past
but you've also gained a lot of people too
you're good at being a friend, sometimes the circumstances are just dumb..
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>>7290694
So so triggered right now. Right now I'm a fat masculine fuck sitting in my room on my own at 1am with no money, no friends and definitely no sugar daddy.
>>7290695
Why not cut the rope and claim asylum here?
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>>7290707
sometimes the people ive gained dont matter much to me
theyjust
hardly exist because of the lack of a bond
when i do have a bond
100% of the time I lose said bond by opening my stupid yap
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>>7290708
hi I'll be your friend shakira
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>>7290698

tru... i mean.....tbqhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i technically have escorted in the very traditional sense. i've never had sex with a guy for money, but i've gone to events and dinners and stuff for money..................
i just hate the term escort these days because a transsexual escort is literally just a prostitute on backpage in 2016 lol

>>7290703

he does know me decently well though, that's why i'm surprised that he's surprised ;___; I GUESS HE JUST THINKS I'M CUTE AND THAT'S ALL I'M GOOD FOR

>>7290708

if it makes you feel any better he's not like gorgeous or anything lol. like a 5'11" guy, 27 years old, average lookin. regular smart guy who is just really nice.
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>>7290707
>one day i hope to achieve the dream of being a pet hamster girl
Same. But I know that day will never come for me
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>>7290714
does he know your IRL name?
I only know your IRL first name and I've been here since /mtfg/ started
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>>7290704
keep coming out to people for happiness sake until everyone in the world knows
>>
FAYE!!!
I DID IT
I DID IT ALL FOR YOU
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>>7290708
Don't think that's possible, Chile is not straight out murdering LGBT people as a country and is a bit ahead of other South American countries in that (except Argentina and Uruguay). My plan is to just get work, this god damn masters degree has to be good for something and I'll settle for anything that lets me stay here with a work visa and transition and be myself because I'm sick and tired of constantly running away from the fact that I've wanted to be a woman for most of my adult life.
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>>7290715
don't give up qt
>>7290712
if they don't like what comes out of yer yap then the bond must've not been thay strong
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>>7290718
I don't have anyone left to tell, I don't know how to make friends either
>>7290705
good renren
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>>7290714
An average looking Joe youre boning for monetarial gain is escorting tho.
I bet if he were a 30k/ year sucker, he'd be a pump n dump.

I once had the option of being a live in fucktoy for some millionaire oilfield tycoon.
But.
He was terrified of his employees knowing he was gay.
That, and me being a baby tranny kinda ruined it for him.
Meh.
Also, I was too proud
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>>7290714
>just a prostitute on backpage in 2016
?
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Turkey turkey y'all
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>make tea
>come back upstairs and get turbocomfy in bed
>realise i forgot sweeteners
>go back downstairs
>come back up with sweeteners
>trip on the top step and drop them all over the floor
>found 3/5 of them
Why do bad things have to happen to good people?
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>>7290495
Soprano sax is an ugly thing that shouldn't exist. A goddamn abomination. Baritone and alto are where it was at, and even those sound terrible.
>>7290507
I want to pick up flute, but it makes me kind of sad to have to start all over. Oh well. I will stick with it and hope in 10 years I can be just as good as I was at sax.
>>7290499
I haven't seen hibike euphonium. Hippie flower essence is coming in the mail tomorrow according to tracking, so we'll see. I know I got ripped off majorly, but maybe I could wear it as perfume or use it as a bathroom air freshener if it isn't gross or toxic. But yeah, I am worthless. I am almost 21 and have never had a job in my life (I mean, I have, but you can't put under the table contractor work and being a middle school drug dealer on your resume, you know?). I'm studying to get a degree I've long since lost any interest in, and I am not emotionally ready to be an adult yet. As my therapist says, I seem more emotionally mature than my peers, but that's just because my depression and inability to socialize normally make me seem kind of stoic in the Roman sense, but I'm actually lagging pretty far behind in terms of emotional development. I can't sleep without a specific stuffed animal that my fiancee gave me. I have weird phobia things about stuff like sitting on countertops or taking bubble baths that, in conjunction with hazy childhood memories and recurring nightmares, seem to indicate that I was molested by my neighbor as a little kid. I'm not ready for adult life. I'm not ready for responsibilities, even the ones I have as a financially-dependent college student. To be totally honest, when I get stressed out I find myself playing with toys imaginatively like I did as a child. I play with my stuffed animal I can't sleep without, and I got really into flashlights and fiddle with them all the time, but not like an adult with a tool, but just playing pretend and stuff. I'm a mess.
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>>7290725
Wtf he could have payed for ffs and shit
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>>7290728
Did one more 11x pull and I got it!
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>>7290714
Pigs will fly before a man spends money on me
>>7290713
I am going to filter you at this rate.
>>7290720
Say your family is trying to kill you.
Or yeah you can get the degree and get a job here with it and then never go back. Either way I'd recommend staying here.
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>>7290716

he knows it, but he calls me edie. i met him while i was camming so that's the name he met he under. so i guess it's familiar.
he was the guy who like spent 500$ on me immediately but didn't want me to do anything sexual, and then just never sexted me after.
to this day we've never sexted or even sent lewd pics or anything. i think he just wants to date me. which would be nice at this point in my life.

>>7290725

>boning
we haven't boned, that's my point lol. read above.
he wants to go to japan together and i almost did it in august. i'd get my own room and private first class everything unless i decided otherwise.

>>7290727

that's what escorts tend to do these days.

>>7290738

not tru
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>>7290728
looks good
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Oops I just got all emotional about how if it wasn't for my family I would've been able to accept to myself I'm trans a whole six years ago and I'd probably actually look like a woman now instead of a stupid fucking boy. I'm gonna go to the supermarket and maybe get wine.
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>>7290725
>Also, I was too proud
interesting how this reason came last
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>>7290735
We had a phone Convo a week later where he screamed at me and called me a fucking retard for transitioning in the oilfield.
Iiiiidontthinkso.
He was boning me as a hot boy with poofy nips.
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why doesn't shakira like me
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>>7290728
Fried turkey leg with souis vedie turkey breast, pancheta stuffing with kale and brown butter mashed potato e
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>>7290739
>which would be nice at this point in my life.
aw it would be cute to see you settle down and grow into a cute pretty old horticulturalist lady :3
>>
>tfw gf bought me a panda bear onesie
>fits super well and makes my butt look amazing
>ate lots of food with my family and nobody got upset besides being annoyed when I was ranting about privacy and the NSA recording everything you do.

How did y'alls thanksgiving go?
What did you guys do all day
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>>7290736
Well I'm glad you got it
>>
>>7290739
>Trophy wiring Edith.
I hope this guy knows what crazy his dick is dancing with.
But,
Youre kinda shallow, so idk.
Fuckit, if you can go for free, go.
Just don't get stuck in sex trafficking
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>>7290739
Well yeah wasn't sure if you're debasing it.
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>>7290746
she dislikes a lot of people
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>>7290746
try being cuter
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>>7290733
I agree soprano isn't as great as the other two but some players can make it work. Wayne Shorter for instance. And then you have ones who butcher jazz with it like Kenny G
>>7290479
I sort of know this feel, I can't study STEM anymore because it reminds me of my male life.
>>7290739
How do you know it's not true? Who wants to spend money on a hon?
>>
>>7290745
Wew
>>
>>7290635
yes
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>>7290758
lauren is maximum cute
what will happen if she tries to he cuter
>>
>>7290751
Thanks
So what's the next banner you looking to pull on?
>>
>>7290751
how's dinner going?
>>
>>7290758
how do I become cuter
>>
>>7290739
>>7290753
*Wife-ing
>>7290744
I had a 6fig job at the time and what would happen if I quit it and he got bored of me a few months later?
>>
Tfw no extravagant chaser bf to buy me anything I want and I get to touch his penis
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>>7290748

lmaaaaaaaao i would literally just get FFS and then go to school for botany and travel and stuff idk. IMAGINE. that's all i want rn.

>>7290753

he knows a lot about me!!! i couldn't tell you why he likes me in particular what with the limitless options he has tho.
he's always spend 10k easy on just gifts for me, lots more in $$$$$ etc and offered to send me the money for everything prior to the trip, so
i just got worried idk. BUT THAT'S DUMB RIGHT CAUSE WHO WOULDN'T WANNA GO TO JAPAN ON A VACATION

>>7290755

i don't think there's anything wrong with it, i just couldn't do it. it just makes me uncomfortable.
which is fine, tons of escorts find camming to be uncomfortable, but i really like it, so. different strokes for diff folks. pun intended.

>>7290759

everyone can make money through sex work even if it's not gonna give them enough money to retire, that's why
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So believe me, I get it. You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL? What's more, men might get the wrong idea and try to date you, which is hella gay. My bro Brad did this, at first it was all fun and games, we'd grope him and laugh and it was sweet, but then we started getting attracted to him and that's FUCKED UP. Here's the kicker though, we told brad to stop doing the pills and he CRIED, brad would never cry before, he had the least emotions of us all, like a war vet, real cool guy. But it gets worse, Brad stopped taking the pills but the boobs stayed on and he had the face of a fucking chick and acted totally gay, smiling at silly shit all the time, it was gross. He was weak as fuck, couldn't squat fuck all anymore. Then recently Brad told us that he had to keep taking the pills or he'd die, doctor said that, so now he's taking the pills for life and honestly I might end fucking him some day and that's gay as fuck. That's my horror story and it's true, so please, stop taking pills before it's too late
>>
>>7290768
Don't ya have a gf or something?
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>>7290763
I like ff6 guts medica but I think I'm just going to wait for fest and ff14
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>>7290762
>what will happen if she tries to he cuter
i don't know

but you can always become cuter
>>
>>7290728
not a fun of the pressentation, the stuffing stuff looks really bland and out of place. probably it would look much better with more light.

>>7290747
Isn't pancheta just italian for bacon?
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>>7290764
It's pleasant they're hugboxing me
>>
>>7290770
Don't post my story here all the time it makes me uncomfortable.
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>>7290770
why is wakasagihime sad
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>>7290774
It is shhhh were being fancy

Also I'm on my third drink rn
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>>7290747
yum
I'm doing a christmas dinner for myself this year so nothing fancy, just a small ham and a thigh roast... there's going to be plenty of leftovers.
I could go to my brothers place because he and his new wife are holding a small family christmas for their children. but I don't want to impose and I don't really feel like celebrating with family this year after how they all acted.

BUT next year for the big family dinner I'm doing another whole deboned and rolled turkey but I'm going to get the biggest turkey I can find and probably use a new stuffing recipe that I haven't yet thought of
>>
maybe if i listen to music loud enough ill go deaf and my brain will explode and ill die
>>
>>7290769
what happened to mercury?
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>>7290759
Fuck Kenny G. The only piece soprano sax was ever good on is Dance I of Shostakovich's Suite for Jazz Orchestra No. 2 (the 3/8 part).
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>>7290769
Just date for a few months longer, idk.
This guy's endgame is suspicious tho.
He seems like a fuckboy trying to woo you with $$ b/c he doesn't know how to be a stable stoic man
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>>7290785
nah you wont go deaf you will get tinnitus which is like the opposite of being deaf :O
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>>7290733
To be honest 10 years isn't all that much. I've seen people barely progress in 5, I was pretty bad when I stopped.

Hibike is about a highschool band, and having experience with classical music makes it super relatable, whether it is things you went through or you knew people going through.

21 and not graduated isn't really crazy, is it?
I don't remember if you're from the US but if do I'm assuming changing minors or whatever is kind of dificult, right?

It's hard to know if what you're sharing is semi comical histrionic exageration or downplaying a ton of issues. In any case, have you conisdered talking with a psych? I think I remember the post about the neighbor, you said you were, right? Still, I don't know. Do you feel you're making progress with that?
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>>7290774
>Isn't pancheta just italian for bacon?
sort of, its sliced thin like ham and they roll it up while curing also I think it isn't smoked
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>>7290785
>maybe if i listen to music loud enough ill go deaf and my brain will explode and ill die
i think you'll probably just go deaf

>>7290784
a-are you already planning NEXT year's christmas dinner? the "sheen loves christmas too much" meme wasn't a meme at all
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>tfw your cis cousin says ur pretty

that unironically made my day desu. I hadn't seen her in like 5 years
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>>7290772
How does your mom feel about you choosing to discuss this rather than enjoy the meal?
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>>7290793
>a-are you already planning NEXT year's christmas dinner? the "sheen loves christmas too much" meme wasn't a meme at all
i-is that a bad thing?
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>>7290790
already have tinnitus
>>7290793
let me dream anon
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>>7290797
Fun fact tinnitus is in your brain not your ears so even if you severed the nerves going to your ears, you'd still hear piercing tinnitus
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>>7290794
did you actually go to that thing where they said they are going to leave you in texas
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they should make mokou stickers
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>>7290775
that's always great

>>7290781
what would happen if you got really really drunk and started talking non stop?
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>>7290806
you could always get some of that printer sticker gloss stuff and print some out
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>>7290796
>Tfw I'm never excited about holiday seasons b/c it was always sad & stressful
This Thanksgiving was the most depressing tho. The once a month proof of life text from my mom was "happy turkey day" and a summary of how my dog has been sick but not yet dead.

I really miss having a family.

Yay being a tranny.
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>>7290781
Also, that drink looks terribly tempting
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>>7290786

i don't want to talk about that.

>>7290788

valq i don't think you're getting this lol
we're not dating as it is. he's a sugar daddy that lives in europe. we've never met.
he spends thousands of dollars on me through gifts and direct deposits because he wants me to be happy and likes giving me things.
he's bought me like every electronic device that exists, given me the money for everything i've ever wanted, sent me roses like i like........etc
which is based in him really liking me and wanting a chance to actually date me. imagine a wealthy guy courting tf out of you from afar.
that's basically what this is. we haven't fucked, i've never sent him a dirty photo, we don't dirty talk, he doesn't try to do any of that either lol
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>>7290784
>>7290784

That looks so good

Sheen, food is the universal fixer of family problems, you should ask to help cook, make food with the wives, and just concentrate on being pleasant and nice
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>>7290806
lauren, if you made mokou stickers and sold them to people, you could become a trillionaire
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>>7290805
h e c k no. id probs be dead if I did
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>>7290795
I told her I was posting the pictures to social media and she started doing it too
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what are you thankful for, mtfg?
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>>7290826
when i finally got to see him endo didn't gatekeep or question me
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>>7290815
He's wooing you with $$ tho.
Kinda like the dad who's never there buying their kids a PlayStation every few years to make up for it.
To each their own .
Fuck, I wish I had tens of thousands of dollars to blow on a tranny and random garbage.
:^/
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>>7290809
I'd probably start coming out of my shell and be super girly like I'm being rn


Omg that looks so good that's amazinggggg
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>>7290784
Sheen, you always sound aware of what's around you but very okay with everything, too okay. I really liked
>I could go to my brothers place because he and his new wife are holding a small family christmas for their children. but I don't want to impose and I don't really feel like celebrating with family this year after how they all acted.
It reads like a story in the newyorker, sweet with hidden sadness but also a weird compasion that makes you pay more attention to the subtext.
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>>7290813
I lost my love of most holidays and my birthday, but I always look forward to the Christmas period because all the normies are at home with their families and I can work over the holidays for time and a half/double pay.

>I really miss having a family.
Don't you have a gf though?
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>>7290814
It's like a melon liquor with ginger beer and lemon vodka it's so good I'm telling you
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>tfw no cudles and kisse
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>>7290792
that sounds like what I get when I ask for panceta at the grocery.
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>>7290826
supportive bf and friends and some good family
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goodnight cuties
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>>7290791
I'll check it out. I'm not sure myself whether I'm downplaying a ton of issues or going into comedic histrionics. Probably a mix of both. I have a therapist, yes. I'm not making progress there, though. I am from the US. Changing your major is pretty difficult when you're on the cusp of having senior standing at your university. I'm on track to graduate with a bachelor's at 22. I'd stay longer and switch majors to avoid true adulthood, but I can't afford to do that. The truth is, what I really want to do with my life is have my fiancee's children (not possible, since we're lesbos) and be a housewife. But that's not financially viable and is probably pretty unethical given the fact that I'm pretty much a clusterfuck of psychiatric and emotional issues. Need money for my surgeries, you know?
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>>7290826
shota and drugs
oh and glass
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>>7290826
That beep beep is so nice to me and that everyone is doing better then they were last year
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>>7290836
u have a gf for that tho msg her
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>>7290831
and your mom's just going what that?
that sounds like a great anecdote in the makings
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>>7290839
goodnight
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>>7290839
>goodnight cuties
wow rude, i'm here too, y'know
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>>7290844
Well she is 500 miles away she can hardly do anything except typu that she would like to kiss me
Which she does
But I need real kisse
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>>7290826

the fact that i'm not even manlier than i am now lool

>>7290830

ye but i'm ok with being wooed with money. it's better than being wooed with words or promises yknow lol
i want him to pay for my nose and brow surge ~__~
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>>7290835
ughh
I'd taste it, but I don't think I can stand melon liquot. Melon in general tastes horrible to me.

Is it very wrong if I ask how much does it cost?
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>>7290787
>Fuck Kenny G
Amen
>The only piece soprano sax was ever good on is Dance I of Shostakovich's Suite for Jazz Orchestra No. 2 (the 3/8 part).
I actually had to search my collection quite hard to find a soprano piece that wasn't shit. There is this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ejprn9Ct5xY
Had this album in my collection for years, love it. So not all soprano is bad.
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>>7290839
nini
congrats on coming out btw
>>7290826
my seldom seen sense of hope
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>>7290852
10$

The melon gives way to the burn of the ginger it's really pleasant
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>>7290850
>edie kershaw
>manly
hey i think i grew that extra foot you were talking about..as long as we're just being men here..
>>7290843
but you told me to leave you alone
>>7290842
glass? also seconding drugs
>>7290838
petpet
>>7290828
hey right on
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>>7290818
I did that last year
this year my family did its usual disfunctional thing.

my sister Julie-Anne has hosted for the past three years because nobody else wanted to or had the space to, she didn't want to this year so we decided to go out to a quality buffet on Christmas day and have a present exchange sometime before.
my brother Scott who is the one who hates me had a tantrum because "people aren't supposed to work on Christmas" despite the fact that some people aren't religious, some people are of different religions and nobody is being forced to work on Christmas day.
So it was decided to be an "away Christmas" at everyone's spouses families, I suggested we still go out somewhere sometime before Christmas to celebrate together and exchange gifts however nobody was interested in coming and that really annoyed me.

On top of that, I wanted to go out to Sushi on Dec 2 for my birthday with my family... and despite announcing that as a plan at the same time as my brother who announced his 30th birthday party for October... everyone went to his 30th.
Not even half showed any interest in going out to sushi for my birthday.

So yeah, I love them all but I'm annoyed and upset with them all rn.

>>7290832
my life is a sad story, I am not okay I am just beaten down and passive.
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>>7290813
>I really miss having a family.
same.
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>>7290836
Shut the fuck up you got a gf.
>>
>>7290859
I don't remember that, I'm super inclusive and would never send anyone out of my life I was probably memein
>>
>tfw not a girl
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>>7290834
>>7290864

A wife, yeah. And 2 cats
I just sat there watching YouTube while she spent almost 3 hours talking to all of her family on the phone.

Idk.
Having a really good relationship with my parents for 24 years and then being the person who murdered their son they'd never been more proud of kinda really blows.
I miss phonecalls.
I miss not being a stranger.
After I came out to them & visited, my wife was more welcomed than me.
I was an imposing stranger in the house I was raised in from birth.

Holidays were usually melancholy and stressful growing up. But, I always took solace in family during the day of.
Now, I honestly don't even want to celebrate the winter solstice holidays. I just toddle along to please my wife b/c she really enjoys them.
I'd rather've ordered a pizza and did a little black Friday / cyber Monday shopping for myself.
I'm being forced to send cards to my family this year.
I'd rather just vanish.
>>7290850
Jfc.
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>>7290840
If your doctor isn't working you could consider changing him. Some therapists aren't good with certain people and that's it. You're paying him to help you, why stay if he doesn't? I don't know if that's good advice, but consider your possibilities.

I'm still lost with the age thing, isn't 22 a pretty standard age to graduate?
I don't wanna poke too much on your life, but I'm sure there are ways to get a work in your field. Maybe not great stuff, o things you have no feelings for, but it's not gonna be worse than a regular joe 9 to 5.
Is it too late to grab a place on the academic side of the career? Teaching or writing papers isn't really a huge weight on your shoulders in terms of workload, you could still have mostly a housewife life outside of it if you that makes you happy.
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>>7290818
it did last year but it went so quick and there were zero leftovers... I did a pork mince, breadcrumb, onion, bacon, sage and cashew stuffing for it.

>>7290837
yeah, prosciutto is also a think it looks like traditional bacon but its ham and is dark because its super cured, cut paper thin and really tasty
>>
>>7290826
being able to go anon so people don't gate me for ranting while stoned
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>>7290874
u let it go :)
>>
Hip Thrust

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEdqd1n0cvg
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>>7290858
Again, I'd try it but I doubt I'd like it.
That's really not as expensive as I though. How drunk are you expecting to get?
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>>7290826
Nothing. It's all a disaster. I am the engineered worst existence
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>>7290874
whoa
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>>7290859

well i'm not saying i'm super tall and super wide and a straight up man or anything, but imagine if i was. idk
it could always be worse and we should all be thankful for the things we do have going for us yknow
with everything, not just looks

>>7290875

what?!
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>>7290874
are you memeing right now?
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>>7290882
>>7290887
>fake tripcode
w e w
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>>7290888
At least you still have your strong moral values to stand by relentlessly.
:^)
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new
>>7290866
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>>7290893

what's wrong with letting a man buy you lots of expensive things and letting him give you money for everything you want for nothing in return?!?!
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was life a mistake
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>>7290860
I don't know if a sad story. Feels like costumbrism from the 50's, and that was always kind of sad in a low key way while seeming mundane on the superficial level. But those weren't stories to make you sad as much as reflect about things and pay more attention at how other people live relatable situations.
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>>7290899
Lol. Nothing.
But
I hope you never have to actually meet him
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>>7290877
Sheen marry me desu
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>>7290875
that's some shit you're going throug valq
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>>7290907
owo
I cant though because I am engaged to death
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>>7290877
>prosciutto
I keep finding this bafling, I get that there's a huge difference in qualities, but I could go buy this stuff pretty much anywhere. You make it sound too fancy for my mind.
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>>7290909
Lol
Dysphoria is 6% of my depression rn
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>>7290925
yeah like everything quality varies
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>>7290927
For what you tell us, yeah, no doubt about it.
Just... try to survive the season, it's just a little bit more.
No, sincerely, I wish I could say something to pick you up, I can't think of anything. I'm sorry you're going through that.
>>
I said I was gonna go to the supermarket and then sank into depression I haven't moved since then. The fact I'm starting my transition so fucking late is making me feel like shit. Here's a fucking goofy cumbia song that's popular in Chile and I think is hilarious:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Du1UJyRwmts
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>>7290875
that makes me very sad to read about your current family situation :(
I hope it gets better with time, I hope they become more understanding
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>>7290946
reminded me of
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xH6ficYsFs
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