/mtfg/ Transgirl General

help i keep having lewd thoughts that i don't want

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>>7286763
indulge in them

>>7286760
I don't think you've thought that one through

ANON STOP (don't)

>>7286766
that's the main problem
i can't

Nth for a brand new day in the life of Homura.

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>>7286736
Oh ok :c
I know life is hard and you take it out on people here
I still love you and hope you find happiness
>>7286749
Why are you quiting?

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>>7286756

now this is my kind of edition

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>>7286768
:3

>>7286753
>did this make me trans?? idk
i really doubt it there are plenty of cis guys who need surgery there and they don't turn out trans

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>>7286776
hmmmm

yeh prob idk

ok i gotta go girls BE SAFE EVERYONE

>>7286778
goodbye kit

>>7286778
have a nice night at work

>>7286771
You're fat, ugly and will never pass. Give it up already before you make national headlines trying to use the womens bathroom as a pathetic freak you are.

>>7286772
I know I could afford to have more tact, but I have never taken anything out on anyone on here. You are confusing sheer honesty for meaningless hateful comments

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>tfw remember princess diaries was one of my most watched VHS movies as a kid
>the scene where she kisses the boy
>get sad when I realise I have to be the boy and not the girl

Its been a week and i cant tell if this bicalutamide is real

>>7286785
>I have to be the boy and not the girl
not anymore :)

>>7286784
Why are you even transitioning. You are pretty much a cis male because you want to be part of respected demographic

Which you will never be if you are trans.
Do you think passing will grant you some kind of mercy from /pol/? It won't.

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>>7286785
you get to be the girl soon :3

i hope my endo will raise my dose today

>>7286772
Because i hate it and was planning on going full time

>>7286775
Wtf anon

>>7286790
I don't want more meddlers in this community because they're so politically damaging. We already have it hard enough.

I am transitioning because I was born a girl in a male body with actual gender dysphoria. Not because of some anime fantasy about becoming a girl which prolonged for 6 years on 4chan

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>>7286792
>conflicted feelings of shame and want for that to happen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_B4U5ofPqA

I feel so bad for wanting it

>>7286796
how old are you?

>>7286800
18

>>7286799
cause of internalized self-hatred tho

I don't know why we encourage people to transition when it is obvious they're not going to make it.

Transition is not about bravery, it's about being able to function in society as your experienced gender.

>>7286802
so you could have been self medding for at least three years, the information has been widely available all over tumblr and 4chan for years now, there's no excuse
you mustn't be trutrans and didn't want it enough

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>>7286796
You're stance is denying people the right to transition because its politically inconvenient for you.

You are nothing more than a coward afraid to take ownership of the demographic you are entering.

Don't want to apologise for slavery? Don't be white

Don't want to apologise for terrorism? Don't be Muslim

Don't want to apologise for the crusades? Don't be Christian

Don't want to apologise for Caitlin Jenner and bathroom drama? Don't be trans

Repress if you are too much of a childish baby that if you feel so personally affected by what others do in your shared demographic sphere.

Grow up you fragile little boy, you're the loser that desperately hangs around the cool kids and hopes by standing on the less fortunate he might be able to raise his own pathetic standing by a fraction.

Classic crab in a bucket. If your so successful and going to be so confident in your transition? Then why worry about other peoples transition. If anything. You should be welcome hons that could make you look better by comparison.

>pic related

Only two more hours until I get six hours of sleep and then have to start supercooking.

Probably five so I can do my prep work, too...perhaps I can use this time to find an LGBT group around here. Haven't had much luck on that front, despite the march that was happening when I moved here.

>>7286795
Oh ok good luck

ah fuck anon, i'm sorry, i keep forgetting

>>7286809
This

>>7286802
Can't be very trans if you just sit back and let male puberty have its way with you :^)

>>7286806

but you don't pass lol

>>7286816
lmfao

>>7286806
Well, who here do you think is gonna make it

>>7286809
You can't get mail order HRT in Canada

>>7286817

LIKE WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO EVEN SAY IDU

>>7286810
b u r n

>>7286806
I would rather have a living hon than a dead repressor.

That's just a decent respect for human live.

A ugly man in a dress doesn't deserve to die. It's unfortunate. But to condemn them for their appearance is beyond evil.

Considering your own glass house...

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>>7286816
Ha!

>>7286815
I'm on HRT already

>>7286816
Did you when you were 3-4 months into HRT?

>>7286818
There are people on here who pass and look good doing it. There are also people with a lot of hope, as far as I can tell.

>>7286819
...Yes you can lmao??

the fuck do you mean you can't get mail order hrt in canada i have several canadian friends that have been selfmedding for years now

>>7286811

...basically this. I'd rather be ugly and feel comfortable than be pretty and fight myself every step of the way.

Deep down, I know I'm a woman. Every time I really call it into question, I know. If spending some money for a few pills gets me into a doctors office and on the path to being myself, that's a fucking bargain.

>>7286826
yeah she did actually LOL

>>7286819
Kek. Such a trender.

>>7286828
yeah, i just don't get people who would rather be a man than an ugly woman at all

like.....

like.......

idno i just don't

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>>7286826
Yeah she did
Transitioning doesn't necessarily start with hrt.

>>7286826
Who tho

>>7286831
it's just
you can be a pretty guy
why risk it for being a girl?
fugg it tho, i'm going from pretty guy to prettier girl :3

>>7286828
>Homura
More like Honura

>>7286810
Why should I repress because of meddlers who don't even belong in this community? Maybe you don't understand the dynamics of transgender politics are because you haven't actually got a clue in what's going on around the world.

Please inform do you think the "cool kids" are because you sound like you're mistaking 4chan for a high school experience you never had. You're a fucking joke

Redpill me on Kit.

>>7286839
Good soul

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>>7286826

i didn't even start HRT consistently until early 2015, and i've been passing as a woman since 2010 because i'm intersex. pic related was before HRT.
from your logic of who gets to decide who deserves to transition and who doesn't, i inherently get to tell you what to do, right?
stop embarrassing the trans umbrella by not passing. thanks

>>7286831

It's fear. It's a primal, critical part of who we are. We want to be accepted, because if we're not accepted into society, our chances of thriving go way down. We're afraid of rejection, and that's normal.

But there comes a time when you have to pick between your fear and your self-worth, and my self-worth was shit for years.

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>>7286838
You're the one treating it like a high school kiddo.

>transgender politics
So concerned with rep aren't you little boy?
Also
>nigger
KEK

>>7286827
Look on the mailorder websites, it will specifically say no shipping to Canada. They don't ship here because of our strict federal law. The customs will find and destroy the package.

>>7286830
I'm a trender because of our federal law?

>>7286833
You don't crossdress and claim to be a woman one day, but did you?

>>7286806
like it or not transition is a medical treatment for gender dysphoria
unfortunately there is a lot of social pressure still to not pursue it even though it literally saves lives.
you yourself are perpetuating an elitist view against anyone who transitions late without taking the stigma into account because you happened to have been born when the information is readily available, the issue is being talked about by the public at large and negative portrayals for humour in movies and tv shows are no longer a thing

A lot has changed even in the past five years

>>7286828
> I'd rather be ugly and feel comfortable than be pretty and fight myself every step of the way.
There is a difference between just living as an ugly girl and looking clearly as a male in a dress.
The former is obviously more preferable than continuing living as a guy. The latter... not so sure.

>>7286836
good girl!

but idk i mean the dysphoria is different for everyone but i think for any binary trans girl it eventually just gets to the point where it's girl or die, whether that's at 25 or 65

>>7286844
yup. basically this.

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It's funny how CNT is constantly angry at everything and is always in pain

>>7286846
But that's not true lmao

Did you check like one or two websites and give up?

>>7286845
Exactly what I thought. Not much of a rebuttal is it?

Keep sucking up to these supposedly "cool people" on 4chan whom you look up to in hopes of actually experience a blissful moment of cyber acceptance one day. You're the real joke here pal

>>7286846
If you dysphoria didn't compel you to break the law or take your own life you aren't true trans

You could have got puberty blockers if you were so distressed but you didn't. Trender. And now you vehemently defend your fragile authenticity because you know you are a fraud.

Wouldent be surprised if you were the EndoAnon Autist. You seem to think on the same wavelength of "if you won't pas you don't deserve hrt"

>>7286846
>You don't crossdress and claim to be a woman one day, but did you?
I don't think you know who you're talking to.
Anyway no I didn't fap wearing girl clothes.

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>>7286842
No you didn't

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>>7286848
the mental changes and just being referred to with feminine pronouns and other stuff i'm too tired to think of now makes it worth it, that's what i hear from late transitioners that keep it 100 anyway

>>7286853
If you really wanted to be a women you wouldent talk back

>Keep sucking up to these supposedly "cool people" on 4chan whom you look up to in hopes of actually experience a blissful moment of cyber acceptance one day. You're the real joke here pal

>gets upset he's founds out
>project what's he's guilty of onto me

Remember when you crawled in here all humble and trying to suck up? I do :)

>>7286842
edie ur pretty

>>7286853
Hugbox me

>>7286861
you're breath smells minty

cnt will i pass

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are you this close with your mom?

Look, CNT. Lateness or not, attractiveness or not, do you dispute that Homura is female?

Because if you're going to tell me that you're only female if you look good doing it, then that's a steaming pile and we both know it.

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>>7286857

lmao photos i took of myself to purposefully look bad being unshaven and everything else don't dictate my passability, they dictate my attractiveness
neither of which you possess. so again, by your logic of who should get to transition or be a part of these threads, you need to get out.

>>7286866
Doubles of truth
Do you selfmed?

>>7286866
>asking someone w/ zero experience of being trans

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does fapping wearing girl clothes make you more trutrans or less trutrans

>>7286851
It's been discussed at lengths on here. Shipping medication without legal prescription is not allowed in Canada.

>>7286855
It's not a matter of breaking the law. Companies straight up ship here. Sorry you felt offended but it's true. Nothing personal, hon.

>>7286856
How did you start transitioning? Growing out your hair? Giggling like a fetishist in your high heels?

>>7286871
cnt is an all-knowing oracle
>>7286870
yes

>>7286866
>>7286870
Oh I read that as 'I will pass'

>>7286873
Does never fapping make you even more tru trans?

>>7286874
Such a butthurt little child.

It's really funny to see bully anon finally transition so spectacularly badly.

Yes I know who you really are. Your file names give you away.

>>7286857

>People who should transition:

Those who fit the DSM criteria for gender dysphoria and have been carefully screened for mental illnesses which cause identity confusion

>Those who shouldn't transition:
People diagnosed with autism

>>7286869
But it's not even your facial hair that's what's telling. It's your entire fucking face that's deformed and absent of feminine features in plain sight. Anybody can pass with a 3 inch thick makeup so don't act like you've earned the right to tell me I don't pass when all you do is plaster on another face

>>7286858
> just being referred to with feminine pronouns
If you don't pass, that would only happen if you're surrounded by very, very accepting people. Or online.
Most people won't see you as a woman unless you pass. And, in my opinion, the shit and the pressure society gives to non-passing trans women can drive one to suicide just as fast as life as a man.

>>7286861
I am breath smells minty?

You take that back

>>7286857
On the right she just looks like a ugly girl.

>>7286880
>>Those who shouldn't transition:
>People diagnosed with autism
what if they're not gender confused though? the suffering from accidentally transitioning when you didn't need to is much less than not transitioning when you did need to

>>7286859
>If you really wanted to be a women you wouldent talk back
im not really following the conversation but gross dude

>>7286880
autists should be allowed to transition too

Interesting read for everyone:

"The Link Between Autism and Trans Identity"

http://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2016/11/the-link-between-autism-and-trans-identity/507509/

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Why do i look so awfull...
I dont wanna go out looking like this

>>7286884
ur eyeballs are well lubricanted

>>7286867
transbians and straight men rly are so disgusting

>>7286879
But I haven't even really transition at all. So how can you say it's so spectacularly bad other than your bias against me? You're literally having to make shit up and it's pathetic. I posted that exact file with the same name with my trip on. What is your point?

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>>7286880
...
Well which me talk illnesses can cause identity confusion?
I got gatekeeped my therapist said he won't give me meds before clearing up my suicidal tendencies.

>>7286887
is your reading comprehension really this poor?

>>7286874
Cnt hugbox me right now

>>7286880

That's just hurtful.I don't have identity issues, I'm very grounded.

>>7286877
anti-fap is most trutrans. Putting semen inside you

>>7286880
By that definition you shouldn't have transitioned either. Do you ever regret it?

>>7286874
LMAO

Shipping medication without legal prescription isn't ALLOWED in any first world countries, but that sure doesn't stop the sites and people from doing it

>>7286882
It's a difficult thing, but ultimately, it's not entirely implausible to get your workplace to respect your pronouns, and any friends of yours obviously should or they aren't exactly very good friends, and unless you live in a conservative af state there are people that will just be decent people and gender you correctly if it's obvious how you want to be gendered. not necessarily a majority, but more than you'd think. kind of a pity pass, but more just... well, an acknowledgement i guess

at that point, you would definitely be gendered mostly female, and while people on 4chan call this delusion there's ultimately nothing about passing that makes you any more of a girl, and once you can get past that deeply rooted societal impulse you can start to be happy despite yourself

>>7286891
holy shit that's cute tho

>>7286892
Thus is too true ;~;

>>7286891
I think you're pretty

>>7286895
that's ridiculous, find someone who wants to help not someone who wants to milk you for sessions

>>7286867
>tfw not mei
;_;
>>7286891
ur a qt as usual
why do you think you look awful?

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>>7286881

lmao i haven't been gendered anything but female in years. even with barely any makeup on like pic related i pass fine as a woman.
as for you though? even putting on makeup 3 inch thick makeup wouldn't make you look like a woman.
you look like a man from every angle with every lighting. with every camera you could buy.
you couldn't even edit yourself to look like a woman. so if you can't pass by putting on a little makeup like a normal cis woman then wtf are you even doing???
who are you trying to fool??????? you're HOW old and on hormones now????????

>>7286895
B-Cluster personality disorders, autism spectrum disorder, dissociative disorders

major depression can cause identity confusion but it's easy to screen if someone is experiencing depression due to circumstances of being trans or if they see being trans as a way to turn their life around

>>7286903
>Shipping medication without legal prescription isn't ALLOWED in any first world countries, but that sure doesn't stop the sites and people from doing it
okay cnt is a complete retard but on this point they are correct canadian customs are pretty strict and will destroy any pharmaceuticals

i think qhi is the only site that willl even ship here too

>>7286904
ur hair and nails are made of kerasene and look good on u

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>>7286896
Is yours? What did I read wrong?
Perhaps your writing proficiency is what is lacking.
Also if you point out what I read wrong, and I explain to you why you wrote it wrong, will you apologize for being so mean?

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>>7286880
>note to self: take autism test

>>7286911
well I believe there are some sites that won't do it or don't have the opsec to, but i mean, idk how so many people in canada would be self medding if you couldn't get it online

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>>7286893
>Implying I'm either
>Implying that post was a sexual thing
>>7286907
>tfw not mei
truly cutest girl. I am jelly.

>>7286903
Well boys can be cute i guess
>>7286904
Im really not
Bring me a burka asap so i can hide
>>7286907
I just really hate my features

>>7286903
Actually the laws are quite more strict in Canada. To the point the people who are in business of selling medication online have decided not to ship it here anymore after many failed attempts.

>>7286901
what makes you say that?

I only regret it one something really shitty happens to me and the shitty thing that happened only occurred because i'm trans. but it goes away when i realize that being trans isn't a cakewalk and that this is far better than the alternative

>>7286917
afaik most canadians do not self med or if they do i have heard of people ordering it to american friends and then transporting it to canada later

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>>7286895
Mental illnesses*
>>7286910
I got into psych wards two times they didn't wrote down autism on my release letter only depression...
I kinda see transition with hope desu. I can't see myself as a father but as a mother.

>>7286920
I had mine shipped to a different country and couriered in to avoid that

>>7286912
Stop ;~;

>>7286919
I think you are

>>7286909
>you look like a man from every angle with every lighting. with every camera you could buy.
>you couldn't even edit yourself to look like a woman.
That's hilarious coming from you and your camera tricks and filters. But it's not surprising as I wouldn't want to be seen in plain sight either if I looked as dumpy as you do. I have good chances of passing and no amount of your hon face being posted on here will change that fact.

>>7286928
idk i'll ask, but i know somebody who's been selfmedding for over 5 years and doesn't seem to have had any troubles

>>7286918
i want to be squishy and cuddly like mei

>>7286919
stop it, you're cute

>>7286933
okay

>>7286921
Because I'm pretty sure you are autistic and you're supporting the theory people on the spectrum shouldn't transition.

What is the shitty thing that happened?

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>when you realise your bedroom smells like a girls bedroom because a girl lives in it

>>7286932

you can pretend that i put a filter on that or any of the photos i posted to make yourself feel better about looking like a man if you like lmao
but it doesn't change the fact that you're not seen in plain sight by anyone in your life as a woman and never will be.
nor do you have a stance of superiority on anyone in this thread because "maybe someday you might possibly have a chance at passing"
acting like you have a shot in hell because you have "good chances at passing" is like going to a bank with no credit and no job and saying "i might graduate college someday"
drop out while you still can.

>>7286930
Are you in Canada?

>>7286932
>I have good chances of passing and no amount of your hon face being posted on here will change that fact.

Holy shit this is just too fucking funny to me. This is the basic "i'm prettier than you neener-neener-neener" argument yet you're basing your attractiveness based on the POSSIBILITY of MAYBE being more attractive after a year or so of changing your entire body chemistry. Like holy shit you are deluded

>>7286930
s-sorry I was hugboxing u so effectively :(

>>7286934
me too ;-;
Instead I get to choose between gross and disgusting

>>7286944

literally lmao
rip

>>7286935
But i still look 100% male
>>7286930
Thanks basic
Youre way too nice to me

>>7286941
Thanks for not posting your face again. It's a nice change for you. Much needed change in fact.

>>7286941
>>7286944
Tbh I wanted her to leave but now that I think about it and how awful she's been it'll be pretty damn funny if she's still around a year from now and we're quoting these posts back to her lmao

>>7286929
>To be honest as acronym still gets turned into desu (Not by auto correction)
what is this

>>7286942
Nope
Just mentioning it could be an option

>>7286945
It was super effective ;~;

>>7286939
what makes you say i'm autistic?

i got called faggot a lot in early transition before i passed consistently

>>7286944
It's not just them, I will be prettier than anyone on here in due time because I don't spend my time chasing compliments with fraudulent behaviour. It's not really a possibility or a maybe, it's pretty clear I'm going to do great as long as I put the necessary effort in.

>>7286948
>But i still look 100% male
I disagree, but even then it's a pretty adorable male.

>>7286949

if you'd like to post your manly mug again asking if you have a shot in hell i'm sure everyone here would appreciate it as well lol
cause you know...........some people have to ask if they have a shot.........and some people actually get gendered female without having to ask...........

>>7286950

i look forward to her still not passing in a year ngl

>>7286946
aww the gross/disgusting feels are bad
we can all strive to be squishy and cuddly

>>7286944
I already told her that hormones without effort is a waste of time but apparently she knows better

>>7286950
desu i really hope i am not here in a year it's been time to move on from this place ever since i started consistent therapy again

>>7286949
there are a lot valid criticisms of Dollface but saying she's ugly and doesn't pass well isn't one of them

>>7286940
n-noone else ktf?

>>7286955
Thanks anon

>>7286956
Congratulations on being gendered female. I know it's a tall task for an ugly drag queen like yourself.

>>7286963
i am still a man

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>>7286965

not really, i don't even have to try. when was the last time someone gendered you female? i'd like specifics

>>7286965
homie

even i get gendered female every few days in perma boymode with hair tied back tight af

you really got some high af standards lmao and you don't even reach the realistic ones

>>7286962
Definitely ugly, possibly passing t b h

>>7286954
>It's not really a possibility or a maybe, it's pretty clear I'm going to do great as long as I put the necessary effort in.

You are in for a huge learning curve. Advice from someone who has been doing this for six years: Please temper your expectations. Creating huge goals for yourself like this for something so difficult and relatively out of your control is dangerous and I would actually be sad if I found out you killed yourself a year from now because you weren't completely satisfied with your life.

Transitioning is a lot of trial and error. A lot of disappointment. A lot of learning hard lessons. A lot of embarrassing yourself. A lot more effort that you can even comprehend at this moment in time.

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>>7286967
Happy Thanksgiving Edie!

>>7286971
Why do you have to stir up so much drama?
Dont you have anything else to talk about?

>>7286967
But you do try by plastering on another face and heavy camera filters. Which one is it? You don't try or you say you don't try while trying your hardest like a freak trying to hide their imperfections? The answer is pretty clear if you ask anyone around here

>>7286910
Well, psychotic depression didn't stop shrinks from writing my SRS referral letters, or public health insurance from granting me full coverage of transition related procedures. Granted, I made sure to strictly avoid "trans care specialists", self-appointed gatekeepers that is, at all points.

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>>7286973

happy thanksgiving bb <3

>>7286975

again, don't avoid the question. when was the last time anyone mistakenly took you for a woman?

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>TFW misgengared

Can some of the elder trips tell me if there's a way to check if I'm a depressed trans person or a depressed boy?
Rachel disappeared x_x

>>7286972
I have money saved up for ffs which I'll get in 2 years on need-based merit. I'm covered for SRS here but I'm saving up for possibly having to pay for better options. I don't have an unrealistic expectation of myself, I have a very realistic and optimistic one because I am doing what I'm supposed to be doing. I can see I'm not deformed and I'm pretty androgynous looking to begin with. I don't know why you're lecturing me like I believe I'll turn into a girl in fortnight.

>>7286974
Like what? Like you going off your trip to insult people who were mean to you?

>>7286977
But you're avoiding my question too.

Which one is it? You don't try or you say you don't try while trying your hardest like a freak trying to hide their imperfections? The answer is pretty clear if you ask anyone around here

>>7286977

>tfw I get ma'am every so often just as I am

Usually from behind but still.

...Also ugh everyone is being crazy tonight I just want to go home.

>>7286981
People arnt really mean to me
So who whould i insult?

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>>7286980
You're just a depressed human.

>>7286980
you are probably trans

idk rly what her point about autism and trans was Tbh

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>>7286985
I'm fighting it I'm getting my degrees if I continue to move.

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>>7286977
This pic + Canada... Sorry, I think I won't be able to avoid associating CNT with les têtes à claques from now on.

>>7286965
>CNT still looks like a hairy-ass bloke 3 months into transition
>thinks he's putting effort in
hahaha

>>7286984
I know you insult me and post my pictures with your trip off Hanna, get off your high horse and drop the nice-girl act

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>>7286982

i've already answered your question. none of the photos i posted had even an instagam filter on them. i go out without makeup quite a lot and still get gendered female.
so again, let's move on........because you absolutely refuse to answer this question.......
when.....was the last time........anyone..........mistook you......for a woman?
when were you last gendered female??? because you keep saying you look androgynous which would imply you don't look like a straight up man and that you get gendered female...right?

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>>7286977
I'll answer for him and say never. No one has ever mistaken him for a woman.

>>7286990
Um no i dont
I dont even know what you look like

>>7286987
Continue moving*
Sry about my grammar it's late here

>>7286989
I'm getting laser and compiling a wardrobe. i practice my voice every day. I'm making money and researching my options for srs and ffs. I don't know what else you expect a 3 month old tranny to be doing.

>>7286990

This is actually kind of sad to watch.

>>7286992

But seriously, gals. Let's not stoop to misgendering.

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>>7286993
here is a pic of cnt and grace

>>7286995
Post clyp of you voice eh

Are you a Hoosier eh

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>>7286981
>I don't know why you're lecturing me like I believe I'll turn into a girl in fortnight.

This is not what i was trying to say. I'm trying to say that your idea of what it takes to "pass" is a lot more complicated than just pills and surgeries. It's a lot of hard work, a lot of trial and error, ect ect. Everyone woman in your life has almost two decades more experience of being a woman than you do. Being a woman isn't a fucking science that you can boil down into a specific timelines.

But w/e, someday in the not-too-distant future when you're sitting on the floor in your room feeling overwhelmed, I'll take solace in the fact that you'll be thinking "maybe Rachel was right"

>>7286995
wow how busy i wonder how you find the time for these hours long psychotic rampages online

with all that effort how come you still look like an ugly man?

>>7286996
CNT doesnt deserve the courtesy tb q h.

>>7286991
All your photos you've ever posted are either airbrushed, anglemastered or simply caked on with makeup. Except for that one, where you look like a literal sad frog.

I don't get gendered female because I'm not a dragqueen who presented female without being on HRT first like you

>>7287001
>>7286996
>>7286995

Seriously, how does it feel that someone you spent the better part of the night viciously attacking just showed you a shred of decency?

>>7287001
Theres no need to tho
Its just kinda petty
Even if she is abit toxic

>>7287003
I just showed up so its not really the better part.

>>7287002
>CNT calling someone a sad frog
>CNT
>calling somebody else
>a sad frog
fuck someone post his pic again

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>>7287002
>>7286995

so you've never been gendered female, you're broke, you have a beard, every single person in your life sees you as a man because you look like one
because you're not androgynous, because you sound like a man, because you're mentally ill and stupid......
........so............... being that you're a manly freak.......why do you think you're better than anyone else.....?

Anyway, I need to scoot. It's almost time for rounds then I'm heading home to nap before the big cook.

>>7286979
you silly

/mtfg/ edgy teenage boy general

>>7286995
I'd expect them to stop thinking they know better than trans women who have been on that track for years...

>>7286980
See a therapist. I'm serious, therapy helped me sort out my feelings. The good ones aren't "gatekeepers" - they're medical professionals who are experts in their field.

See a Psy.D if possible, not an MFT

>>7286997
wow grace is actually starting to look female now, i am a proud mommy.

>>7286995
$100 bet says you throw out more than half of that "wardrobe" within a year

>>7287008
goodnight

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All that talk about trutrans makes me kinda depressed.
I only discovered that I have dysphoria at the age of 19. Before that I just considered myself a defective man, although my memories from before I was 17 are very vague, like it happened to someone else and I just saw a recording.
I didn't understand what was happening to me, so I just considered it an anomaly of mine and kept it secret. Since I was reading Jung back then, I came to the belief that the "female" part of my mind("anima") is abnormally overdeveloped, and that it's what sets me aside from other males.
Back then my understanding of transsexuality was far from the truth. All I knew was that there is some mysterious "sex change" surgery(yeah, just one surgery as the whole transition), that it costs an enormous amount of money, so only very rich gays can afford it.
It took me 4 years to discover that I'm not uniquely broken, that there are other people like me who're called "transgender", and that transition is possible and more affordable than I thought(not SRS though, won't be able to afford it for years). It took another year to get rid of the prejudices surrounding transition and to realize I want it, another 6 months to get my shit together(I've been struggling with depression since I was 17) and find a job.
So I was only able to start HRT(selfmedding) when I was almost 25. By now I've been on HRT for 8 months, slowly saving money for the psychiatrists and for orchi.
Does that make me a delusional fake, a transtrender by your standards?

>>7287007
The Dark Queen is coming for CNT

>>7286991
LMAO THE GIF

potc v2?

>>7286996
That's sadder is your delusion you literal chris chan

>>7286998
It's a work in progress

>>7286999
You're not right because you're not me. No shit being female has a lot more to do than pills and surgeries. I've already got the mannerism part down, trust me I've been mocked all my life because of how feminine I am. You shouldn't try to provide insight into something you don't even know.

By the way thanks for sharing your experience of crying on the floor, I hope you are alright now.

>>7287011
Gaygen had a autistic teen called freddy who was a self avowed homophobe and hung out there 24/7

>>7287007
ummm. i've been curious, not trying to be rude to anyone here. but is that picture photoshopped? for some reason the face looks that way

>>7287020
>it's a work in progress
>it's the voice of a hairy-ass man

>>7286903
> but ultimately, it's not entirely implausible to get your workplace to respect your pronouns, and any friends of yours obviously should or they aren't exactly very good friends, and unless you live in a conservative af state there are people that will just be decent people and gender you correctly if it's obvious how you want to be gendered. not necessarily a majority, but more than you'd think.
My country is quite homophobic(post-Soviet shithole), so, unfortunately, not passing isn't really an acceptable option if I want to live without daily harassment.
My friends tell me I have feminine facial features and that I'll pass eventually if I'l try hard enough. I want to believe them, though I'm still sceptical that they might just be hugboxing me..

>>7287015
>tfw my dad introduced me to the escapism of video games at a very young age

>>7287016
>>7287018

rip
i almost feel bad cause this is like watching grain silo happen all over again but at the same time.......

>>7287022

i have no idea, i got the gifs from the other threads where this psycho went off lol

>>7287022
yeah, it's distorted a little

i believe it's a composite image possibly

>>7287015
See a therapist, talk about it.

No, that doesn't like you're delusional. But maybe you should be more sure of your own identity. Which goes back to seeing a therapist.

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>>7287015
Theres no such thing as trutrans. You're only hurting yourself in the short and long run if you let mtfg rhetoric like that get into your head.

>>7287000
Yeah I'm definitely better than you degenerate cam whore who has to show his dick to the camera for rent money

>>7287013
I'm mostly shopping at Club Monaco so I highly doubt it

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>>7287020

>It's a work in progress

so.........again..............
you sound like a man............. no one has ever gendered you female...........because you also look like a man...........
.......and yet............
you think you're superior to people.........who actually live and pass as women...........why is this?

>>7287015
basically?

no.

>>7287015
only retards care about trutrans/transtrender

if you think transition is right for you just go for it

>>7287020

>You shouldn't try to provide insight into something you don't even know.
>You shouldn't try to provide insight into something you don't even know.
>You shouldn't try to provide insight into something you don't even know.
>You shouldn't try to provide insight into something you don't even know.
>You shouldn't try to provide insight into something you don't even know.

>>7287020
>>7287036
AHAHAHAHAHA

>>7287032
CNT was already ugly in the first place so there was no need to photoshop his pic.

>>7287031
she probably makes in a day what you make in a month. Bet your bursting with envy you're too ugly to be a camwhore

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>>7287032
>>7287007
The only freak here is you though?

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>>7287039
Edie makes more in a week than I do in two months. And thats me being generous for my sake.

>>7287040
holy fuck you are so jealous it's sad lmao

>>7287040
Oh come on man you didnt even try.

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uhmm is it okay to be a little ( ._. )

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>>7287040

hmmm...........so you're not a man then.....?
let us reiterate as to explain this interesting notion........when was the last time anyone gendered you female again?

>>7287023
You have never heard me and I'm far from hairy

>>7287036
But I do know it when someone does not pass. Even cis people can tell you that

We're all girls here, why can't we just be nice and support each other?

>>7287038
it's a mirrored image of the half face she posts all the damn time is why it looks a little off, she did post a full face once but i guess nobody saved it

>>7287040
omfg I think CNT is crying

>>7287047
Because penis.

>>7287013
>See a Psy.D if possible, not an MFT
That's what I'm doing atm. Most things i talk with her are about feeling bad about my body and family and friends stuff. And I saw suicide as a easier thing than living especially easier than dealing with the trans topic.
But I dunno I'm not sure what it means to social transition and to live as a woman.

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>>7286903
from what I understand CNT is actually right about Canada being pretty fucked for self-medding

>>7286909
>tfw still haven't been gendered female for the first time

>>7287039
I actually make a lot of money on the Internet. I use my brain, unlike this vapid airhead who keeps reposting the same picture while repeating himself.

>>7287043
Yeah because him reposting the same picture is the definition of trying

>>7287045
When is the last time you had to show your dick on cam for food money?

>>7287049
;')

>>7287046
sheen gets gendered female
why don't you?
do you pass less than sheen?

>>7287054
I dunno why but I always get the urge to hug you creepy Robynn.

>>7287054
but not impossible

QHI apparently ships there and like i said i know friends that have been selfmedding for years

>>7287056
lemme guess you sell adspace on your blog or begging for cash off tumblr lmfao.
Edie is worth something. She's worth thousands. She's hot and she's trans and that's has value to to thousands upon thousands of people.

You? You're an ugly man worth squat to nobody.

>>7287015
>tfw knew I was trans at 14
>tfw had to hide it and not transition til I moved out because of my father

>>7287056
>Misgendering Edie of all people
Come on man you're not even trying.

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>>7287056

hm............oh yes.......i remember.........
no one has EVER mistaken you for a female...........and, of course... no one has ever directly seen you as one...........right.....?
or am i wrong......? pls answer this question

>>7287056
I bet you have an uncle who works at Nintendo too

>>7287060
Probably because I don't have an impressive set of gyno

>>7287031
>I'm mostly shopping at Club Monaco so I highly doubt it

which is dumb for multiple reasons.

>1. You are 3 months into hormones
your entire body is going to change shape and the way things fit and drape is going to change rather drastically
>2. you don't know your personal style yet
Now of course you have some sort of style but you haven't been out living as female and you haven't found what you're comfortable wearing on a daily basis. you don't know what's going to flatter you or make you feel sexy or even just feel good to wear
>3. Buying most of your wardrobe from one brand is stupid
No girl does this except for j.crew addicts. And you don't want to be one of those.
>4. Club Monaco is overpriced for what it is
Clothes fall apart pretty quickly in mine and nearly every other fashion nerd's experience. There are much better places to buy higher quality natural fibers at a similar and even lower cost. Club Monaco is Zara for rich idiots

>>7287061
thnx senpai I need it
people say I give nice hugs

>>7287062
eh not everyone has the money to throw at something that expensive with no certainty it'll get to them, especially if they're not out yet

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>>7287060
>sheen gets gendered female

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Anyone want to bet that CNT has watched and jerked off to Edie's camshow? Probably multiple times too.

>>7287063
No I have investments. I don't beg people for money like some people?

>>7287066
When is the last time you begged people for money with your dick out on cam?

>>7287067
I don't even like nintendo so I would say sony instead if I were telling a lie

>>7287071
sheen passes pretty well honestly

>>7287015
I started at 25 and am on 8ish months too
Worrying about trutrans/trender stuff is silly

>>7287052
I'm not sure what you mean anon?...

>>7287070
I worked all through summer holiday to get the money for a year of mones and some neat andro clothing.
(and a chinkphone)
Well I'm living at home and my parents don't know about the selfmedding @_@

>>7287056
You realize Edie and Rachel make the most out of any of the trips here, right?

Edie probably makes ~$100k a year and Rachel makes $85k

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Best part yet in my honest humble opinion

cracked up hard

has there ever been a better comeback? rachel must be sooo embarrassed at that witty takedown

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>>7287073
>I don't even like nintendo so I would say sony instead if I were telling a lie

>>7287073
>I have investments
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

God this shit is textbook makeshituppery.

>>7287070
well i mean that was implied from the start, we're talkin bout selfmedding after all, but yeah it's true

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>>7287073

now, if you ask me.........having PTSD.......always being gendered male....and not passing in the slightest sounds very difficult....
CNT...how do you deal with it all....?

>>7287078
Pls tell me Rachel isn't camming.

>>7287071
Sheen passes, she's just fat and has shit genetics.

>>7287073
LOL investments

sooo in other words you have at least 250,000 dollars invested in a high-return dividend stock, right?

otherwise you're completely full of shit

have we all forgotten that cnt is probably sarah
we have yet to see proof with her face in frame

>>7287073
>you have investments
lmfao you have nothing you look like a hobo. You obviously can't even afford FFS.

>>7287069
I really like Club Monaco because it's technically a Canadian brand. Is it overpriced? Yeah it can be, but it's worth it to me and that's what matters. I do know my style as a girl. By the way CM stuff doesn't really fall out as long as you follow the instructions when washing it. They do tend to use more delicate materials and often unassumungly so it seems.

>>7287078
I make 91,500 thank u very much.

>>7287084
No, I'm a project manager at an architecture firm

>>7287088
That would be pretty sad
My theory is that this collapse thing fucked her brain up. She went downhill after this.
>>7287091
Nais

>>7287091
Do I pass?

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>>7287083

>>7287081
>>7287086
>>7287089
Sure and I don't live in Vancouver either where it's been dubbed the millionaire city of Canada because people on 4chan are dying to have a bias against my existence.

>>7287083
Does ridiculing yourself on cam with your dick and to beg for money give you PTSD?

>>7287088
CNT = Sarah is just as dumb as Man in Black = William

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>tfw you got talked out of suicide by a friend and have been spending your days being comfy, playing handheld videogames and drifting off to sleep since

Have you ever been glad you didn't kill yourself before?

>>7287044
idk

>>7287096
i've never seen a photo of you!

>>7287098
>A friend of mine went there for work and was there for about two weeks. He said it was one of the worst cities he ever stayed in. Even worse than Montreal. Rude arrogant extremely self centered people. Over run with horrible arrogant Chinese citizens who bought their way into the country. The downtown east side is a war zone worse than most places in the USA. These are my friends words not mine. So what are your experiences in the number two shithole of the pacific northwest after Seattle.

You live in a fucking bin

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>>7287098

will i pass

>>7287085
I am personally interested in how she will look thin

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>>7287098

i would imagine...that it's very hard.....living as a man....and looking, and sounding like one..........
would you say.....this is why........all you can say to people........is that maybe....someday....... it might be different....?

>>7287100
i'm glad nearly every day. life can suck sometimes but things like feeling warm rain or walking through a forest are really helpful

>>7287098
>rich chinese move in driving up property prices
>CNT claims online that makes him rich
>actually makes him a cucked pauper

>>7287097

LMAO I DIDN'T EVEN SEE THIS UNTIL NOW

>>7287103
It's not about the attitude your friend experienced in this city. I was specifically making a point about the real estate market where you need at least a million dollars to buy a home. Minimum.

Sorry your friend didn't have a good time here. Not every city is for everyone out there.

>>7287096
I would like to take you out on a date and treat you like a princess.

>>7287109
You sound like you have PTSD from begging for money while showing your dick on cam for food money

>>7287098
that has nothing to do with making money off investments lol

>trying to fool a Jew about money

>>7287098
>I live in Vancouver, therefore I am rich

Bitch, I live in the Bay but that doesn't mean i'm Elon Musk

>>7287108
there is a pic of her with the other girls in her family and they all look pretty similar

>>7287091
That's pretty good. My raw wages are only about 50k before social security and taxes. As a senior officer. Government jobs are so underpaid.

>>7287114
You made a point about the real estate market because it's something which doesn't relate to you at all.

You could live in fucking Binnersville, Vancouver which you do.

If you weren't a poor fuck you'd boast about your neighbourhood and not the entire fucking city.

>>7287097
Its 7 am and Im crying from laughing so hard.

>>7287112
Technically my parents' assets aren't mine. Which is why I invested in the markets of my choice.

By the way, you are right about those rich chinese immigants. And the province won't sanction these foreign home buyers with higher taxes either which is a part of the problem.

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>>7287118

well....... you'd be the expert on mental illness here...........so... i trust you..........what would your therapist say........?

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>>7287108
like this

>>7287097
holy shiiiit anon this is fucking amazing ahahahahaha

>>7287124
I live in Vancouver, BC in Kerrisdale. Come say hello and we could go for coffee in my parents' BMW

I want sass to be my sassy wife pls and raise our adopted kids together

>>7287100
Did you get PokkeMoon?

>>7287130
I don't think she will be dfc but it would be kind of funny if her body shape was like that after all her complaints about her ribcage and shoulders

>>7287134
Oh snap we're moving to Vancouver in a couple of years, we should hang out

>>7287127
You have PTSD from begging for money with your dick out on cam for food money

>>7287110
Even walking in general is really comforting desu. like anywhere. Whether it's the city or the forest. It makes me feel really good that I can get away from the people in my life that are shitty to me

>>7287134
Great great now what's your phone number, house number, zipcode, credit card number, etc etc?

If you don't tell me you're poor.

>>7287134
This is the saddest most obnoxious thing I've ever seen here.

>my parents' BMW

Are you saying that your parents' wealth is something to be proud of? For them it is. Not you though. And a BMW doesn't mean jack shit any idiot can afford one really

>>7287139
I would actually hang out with you basic

>>7287130
how do i shrink my bones

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i'm just gonna sit back and wait for cnt to embarrass themselves further by trying to prove their wealth and attractiveness tbqh lol
you know what's weird tho is that there's always a CNT every year. why are trannies like this?

>>7287145
>I would actually hang out with you basic

AS IF YOUR MERE PRESENCE IS A GRACE UPON US LOWLY PEASANTS

literally everything about you is absurd. but then i remembered you are like 18 and will grow up eventually and realize what a little retard you were

>>7287149
That's where our friend Mr starvation comes in

>>7287144
The BMW line was obviously a joke, although my mom does drive a BMW. You're right, anyone can lease or finance a BMW and it doesn't mean anything.

>>7287150
Its easy to tell that CNT isnt actually even on HRT yet too. This is like pre mones Kayla levels.

>>7287149
put them in the washing machine on hot

>>7287134
Holy fuck you just continue to embarrass yourself lmao

that's something to be ashamed of not proud ahaha

good job totally defeating the point of what you were saying, so it's your *parents* that have investments not you huh

namely, they have the million or so minimum in investments that you would need to make a comfy living solely off dividend payouts

>>7287155
>the bmw line was a joke although my mom does drive a bmw
lmao then how was it a joke though????

>>7287154
that doesnt do anything faggot i was 52 kg at 179cm and my bones looked even worse

>>7287150
>you know what's weird tho is that there's always a CNT every year. why are trannies like this?

delusions of the clinically depressed who don't yet live as their identified gender. they just grasp for things to cling to because it's all they have. so things like "living in vancouver" can become a huge part of one's identity when one has little identity at all.

>>7287137
Oh god. I did, but I havent played it yet because I have a friend who also got it, but he doesnt know I'm trans yet. So even though i rarely hang out with him, if he were to see my game with me as a female character and my girl name he would be very suspicious, as he was with Omega Ruby and Alpha Sapphire. Thus I won't play it until the hype dies down, lol. I've been playing Fire Emblem Fates: Conquest though

>>7287143
;)

>>7287150
>embarrass themselves further by trying to prove their wealth and attractiveness tbqh
How ironic huh

>>7287152
And you got all that from me saying I would hang out with someone? Why don't you tell us how you really feel there?

>>7287145
Nice
I'll hit you up when we move

>>7287156

right?
so there was sarah at one point. and grain silo before lgbt. and kayla throughout. how many other cnt's have there been?

>>7287161

that's really sad when you put it like that. why do they lash out so much tho?

>tfw CNT gets kicked out for being a tranny
>tfw CNT is a hobo living in a bin behind a chinese family's house

>>7287158
"parent's" indicating many nuances of shittiness

>>7287165
can i come live with you

>>7287170
lmfao your parents hate your degenerate tranny ass how can you claim their assets as yours

>tfw yearly income is £6500 from welfare

I live on a dot on a map of the world. It's not an identity; it's a location.

>>7287170
what on earth does that have to do with anything

you just bragged about how you make money, and then it turns out it's your parents that do, and now you're saying it doesn't count because they're mean to you lmaoo