tureky edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochww4UBCv
>No bullying
>No hugboxing
>No *actions*
>No drama
>No ham on the table
Old Thread >>7284906
Let's do our best, girls!
Is it Turkey Day or something in Burgerland?
waifu
I can't stop laughing at how bad this is
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vtq7P1ricxE
>tfw turkey tomorrow
>old enough to drink in case things get uncomfortable
Aww yeah
>there are people who unironically would not have sex with Riker
I am deeply disturbed and offended by this
Remember. If you're alone this Thanksgiving, you're not really alone at all. Even if you think nobody loves you, people do. And not just the shitposters that depend on you to give their lives meaning.
I am leaving for good to improve my mental health after being admitted to hospital. In my absence you can assume one of four things:
a) I successfuly transitioned and am living my life
b) I killed myself
c) A serial killer strangled me and dumped my body in the woods
d) I died of an accidental drug overdose
These are the four most likely outcomes based on my current lifestyle. I wish everyone all the best. Goodbye!
>>7285954
He's a bearded fat weird though.
First for my HRT is on its way but I'm still expecting a way out
I'll repress on titty skittles. I'll show you!
>>7285962
good luck?
>>7285826
what I want to know is if she was assigned pizza rations
also I can't wait until the new movie, finally we get the REAL Alien 3 instead of some whacked out fever dream that NEVER HAPPENED AND ANYONE WHO SAYS OTHERWISE IS WRONG
>>7285954
Assuming you mean Riker from Star Trek.
my pronouns are kit/kit thanks
hi
>>7285954
season 2 riker is peak riker, beardless riker or fat riker NO TY
>>7285963
>>7285968
His beard is fucking great tho what are u on about
>>7285969
Suit kitself
>>7285974
Unffff ./////.
>>7285965
Amy I cant wait to see you on your first week of HRT and the happy posting :)
>>7285969
From this point on I shall not be using pronouns such as I, you, your and any other singular based pronouns. From now on I want to be referred with pronouns such as we, they and youse. Thanks for being understanding.
>>7285978
thanks bird
Petition to rename Homura grows girl balls edition?
my pronouns are the entire script of bee movie
>>7285981
I'm so scared of being happy
>>7285989
My pronouns are the entirety of the Quran.
>>7285970
cute name
>>7285983
h-hi
>>7285973
ya well she was drunk and i was as well so it doesn't rly count f a m
>>7285979
tyvm
>>7285988
I mean he has the body in season 1 and 2 but he only has the beard in season 2
>>7285988
I actually liked Riker, but not like fucked him.
Might do Pine!Kirk though.
>>7285969
tfw my first grillfiends name was Kitty, we were about 5 or 6, my aunt bought us
candy-floss, that's all I remember. I probably tapped that though, cause I'm a baller.
>>7285945
YOU SOOOOOO WERE
>>7285979
Dunno, just complaining cause its fun, I don't know what good looking guys look like, that's why I'm fugly, thanks for reminding me, so insensitive. ;-;
>>7285990
im scared of being naked
mommy
>>7286002
you don't have to be scared of that
i'll take off my shirt right now to help
kit is gay now
>>7286001
>tapping a 6 yr old
>>7286001
nah-uh
>>7286002
same
How hard is it to get HRT through proper channels?
>>7285990
never be scared of being happy, everything is going to be okay
>>7286005
wtf
>>7286009
Tell us about your crush, Kit.
>>7286008
same
>>7286005
>>7286002
Can confirm my roommate is now shirtless
>>7286001
Sorry tahm, I think you have the cute beardy look going on fwiw
>>7285999
It's all about the beard tbqh
>>7286009
Haha
Man I am going to be excited all night
>>7285981
does it really induce happiness? I hope I can get it in about a week if I'm a good girl. mr.gatekeeper might open the gate I hope
>>7285995
how are you kit? what is life like where you live?
>>7286010
not very hard usually unless you are in a eu shithole it just takes a long time
will you all stop bullying kit for real
>>7286025
sry it was supposed to be playful and harmless bullying
>>7286012
I cant wait for them to arrive
>>7286008
no not rly. i would never be gay now.
potentially bi but i dont even think that is the case at all.
but its OK TO BE GAY !!
>>7286014
no im too shy
>>7286017
!!!
>>7286021
uumm its ok rn ! its like... the middle of the week so i dont rly have so much to do just like a bit of cleaning and stuff i guess. its quite warm here rn sooo just kind of hiding from the heat rly !
how are you beep ??? is everything well w/ you rn??
>kit will never be gay
>>7286036
yeah ik i was just joking because you were getting flustered by it and its cute
>tfw having people who love me
Feels gud, mom even calls me by my girl name now
>>7286038
but guys tho
>>7286041
well i mean its ok but ive deff like had /some/ attraction to atleast one (or two) girls before for sure but like idk how to explain it... im not sure if it is like a proper attraction thing or if its like a level of like... rly rly finding them beautiful and wanting to be like them rather then like... be w/ them or something idk its rly hard for me to explain this
>>7286016
Hah, its cool. I dunno, beards gets really annoying after a while, maybe I'm just a weirdo though.
>>7286036
What else is there to do in Straya though? Besides sun bathing and getting hammered? Or well, in your area or whatever! If I wanted to experience REAL Straya/culture, where would I go and what would I do?
~I NEED ADVICE~
I run out of Spiro in around 14 days
I have an appointment to get bloods and likely get hormones in around 13-14 days
Should I start cutting my Spiro in half to 50mg to make them last longer or just keep taking the 100mg and maybe be off spiro for 2-3 days
If I order more it'll take too long to get here
>>7286047
i totally get it Tbh
>>7286051
Reschedule
>>7286045
yay kayla :D
how are you? are you starting to swap your work clothes with womens equivalents for girlmode for work yet?
are you going to the family thanksgiving in a dress and with your boyfriend? :D
>tfw you hear a song you sang to a girl once and then get all sad
fug
>>7286045
Yay Kayla <3
I hope thanksgiving with the bf goes well if you're doing that
>>7286051
try and get an earlier date, if you cant then yeah time to ration it
>>7286053
Can't
>>7286028
protect girls at all costs
>when bae kisses your gt
>>7286047
Yeah
Guys are top tier
But every one in awhile there's a girl that's attractive ya know?
>>7286048
Beards are annoying to maintain I hear
But they're hot
>>7286058
what song was it?
>>7286059
Is it better to take 50mg a day or 100mg every 2 days?
>>7286048
>If I wanted to experience REAL Straya/culture, where would I go and what would I do?
from my experience it would be;
>staying indoors most of the time cause you're afraid of outside
>goinng to a nightclub two nights a week to work
>go to a therapist every fortnight and sob a lot about not being sure about anything in my life
>get told that i might be a gay boy a lot
>walk around in a hoodie + jeans when its 40c
>sometimes do exercise to try and look cute
>try my best to stay positive and get better at things
>>7286065
Fucking disgusting
>>7286068
ask hrt gen
>>7286067
"Your Song" by Elton John
>>7286068
50 a day. Spiro has a really short half-life.
>>7286066
>>7286066
>>But every one in awhile there's a girl that's attractive ya know?
uuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
yeh
>>7286072
Small price to pay not to be lonely
>not into dudes at all
>looking at dudes, thinking about real dicks, thinking about getting fucked with anything but a strap-on, and reading erotica featuring dudes turns me off
>engaged to beautiful woman
>sex is amazing, very into her
>have Bad Dragon werewolf dildo
>can't stop sucking on this when I masturbate
>stick the suction cup to the wall, put on my collar, and kneel before it to suck it while I grind on a pillow or sit on a vibrator
>don't understand why sucking this silicone werewolf dick makes me dripping wet
>maybe it's the power dynamic or the feeling of something in my throat
>maybe it's because I was likely molested as a child but can never know the truth
>whatever
>don't know how to ask fiancee if she can put it in her strap-on harness and make me suck it like a good girl
What is my life? Is this homoflexibility?
>>7286078
That is a ridiculously long umm
I don't know how to interpret that
>>7286077
I'm heteroflexible
>>7286065
iktf
>>7286084
Real dick is 999.999% better
>/cuteboys/ were my top fetish 2 months ago, was getting into guys and shit
>attraction slowly starts waning
>a week ago, when i broke up with my ex, i was still "well i could probably fugg a guy once or twice"
>now i'm completely repulsed by men
i'm not even on HRT yet lmao
>>7286090
Did you know that numbers go past 3 digits? Like you could say 1000% and it would be EVEN BIGGER than what you wrote.
>>7286084
how are bd?
>>7286071
>staying indoors most of the time cause you're afraid of outside
Anxiety disorder?
>goinng to a nightclub two nights a week to work
That doesn't sound bad at all, what do you do? Bartend? I do that every now and then too, mainly at private parties and events, never do it sober though. Can't stand being sober around drunk/high people.
>go to a therapist every fortnight and sob a lot about not being sure about anything in my life
I'm sorry. :(
>get told that i might be a gay boy a lot
By whoooo?
>walk around in a hoodie + jeans when its 40c
Whyyy? Put a skirt on, I'd skirt all day long if I was trans, tried a kilt once and it was the shit. That breeze so good.
>sometimes do exercise to try and look cute
Gym? C:
>try my best to stay positive and get better at things
Whoop! <3
>>7286084
>homoflexibility
are you a cis male or what
>>7286092
Dick is like a sexy electric eel that throbs
>>7286090
I've tried it and can say that real dick is absolutely fucking disgusting and men are a major turn-off. Even dildos that are shaped like real human dicks are a major turnoff for me. I like the feeling of cold silicone werewolf cock in my mouth for some reason. Maybe it's because it's so forbidden, like it's sort of beastiality and sort of monstrous and wrong and I don't fucking know I just want my fiancee to put it in her strap-on and make me suck.
>>7286100
owo
>>7286100
Stop talking about dick I'm teaching you basic math here.
>>7286100
w-what is it like to have a boy thrust into you as he kisses your neck and gropes your breasts
>>7286102
rare pic of me pouncing on sertii
https://youtu.be/vDrGZMTZC1c
uwu
>>7286100
>a sexy electric eel that throbs
>describing a penis as an eel
Penises are happy floppy things that are vaguely mushroom shaped
>>7286109
maybe you are bi however because of your molestation, real men turn you off?
>>7286045
so pleased for you
>>7286112
this guys album called rock bottom is rly rly good too
tea with vanilla soy milk is gr8
>>7286109
what are the different hardness types like? was thinking of going soft with firm base
>>7286087
Didn't you say you didn't have sex before srs?
>>7286119
Maybe. Men honestly kind of gross me out. I can chill out and be friends and hang out with dudes, but the thought of being with a dude sexually makes me want to vomit.
>>7286118
I would rather have an wriggling eel in me (with it's head outside my butt so it can't bite, of course) than a penis.
>>7286114
wtf is that fred from scooby-doo
>>7286124
i like plain
>>7286131
maeve what the fuck
>>7286126
Soft is too floppy and jelly-like. If you want it for ass play, get firm. Medium is harder to insert anally but it feels so good to suck on, like it's kind of firm but still floppy enough to roll on your tongue. I've heard all hardnesses are a breeze to insert vaginally, though, but it's not like that applies here.
>>7286137
uwu
im living the uwu lifestyle
>>7286141
>>7286109
sorry i'm retarded
homoflexible makes sense
i was reading that as 'flexible to be homo' as opposed to 'homosexual but flexible'
:(
>>7286128
No, I never said that, I had quite a lot of sex before SRS and was kind of a nympho.
I was even able to do some penis stuff without being too dysphoric
>>7286145
i think i'm gonna die from lack of cuddles sertii
>>7286147
how did you find people back then? Did tinder even exist before you had srs? :^)
>>7286151
SAME
A
M
E
>>7286138
wouldn't firm be a bit much though? I'm kinda worried about it being too hard on my insides you know
>>7286156
Medium is hard to insert but feels awesome inside. Firm is easier to insert but hurts if you thrust too hard.
>>7286151
Maybe u don't remember.my last post with you, but I was just teasing u );
We LOVE Trips!
>>7286150
kit was on a boat drinking alcohol and looking at the shirtless guys when a girl swooped in out of nowhere and kissed her
I don't like being ugly
>>7286155
I was in a long term relationship with the same guy both before and after srs. We met irl.
He was ok with both penis and srs vag.
>>7286168
oh
so you weren't really a slut, just had sex with your bf a lot.
did you have any partners of any type before you transitioned?
>>7286160
so soft is bad for butt stuff then? I guess medium and firm base sound nice. what about other stuff like extra things they do like suction cups and the lube thing? you seem to be knowledgeable on the subject, thanks
>>7286163
cudd sass
>>7286157
cudd lauren
>>7286155
cudd sertii
what's the most painless way to kill myself? I'd also like it to not be messy or inconvenience anyone more than required
>>7286175
>>7286172
No, I was a virgin until like a year into transition.
I've only had two partners. idk why people think I'm a slut, I just like sex.
Don't slut shame
>>7286165
this p much
>>7286177
call 18002738255
>>7286188
<3
>>7286190
cudd gelgel
did beep beep leave orr....??? ._.
>>7286066
Yah they do, been trying to grow a full viking type deal but always gave up, got way too annoyed with it.
>>7286164
qt overload
>>7286071
>>7286095
was that too personal? sry in that case famalam. :o
is 53 images and 140 replies too late to say nth for thai curry chips?
Somewhere
Over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams
That you dare to dream
Really do
Come true
>>7286196
o no sry i missed your post !!!!
but yeh i do have anxiety sooo idk. its hard for me to leave the house a lot. also like... i dont own a skirt or any dresses or anything sooo... tahts why i wear jeans and stuff all the time
and its normally my therapist who says im a gay boy ._.;;
>>7286200
BEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
>>7286202
Today I started making my own dreams come true
>tfw can't look at a picture of myself with out almost breaking down
>>7286200
ohio bexe-chan
>>7286217
SAME
>>7286217
i haven't taken a picture in a while because they ruin my mood
>>7286217
mfw cry while looking at selfies sometimes
>>7286217
fug, same
>tfw dad has pictures of me everywhere in the room I'm staying in
>tfw have to block them all out or I'll start feeling awful and probably cry
>tfw if I look at a picture of myself that I took on my webcam or something I'll feel really bad for the rest of the day
>>7286167
hugg
>>7285218
>>7285237
had to go, just now got back, but adding vegetarian and vegan options is very important to me and we're getting them in there, it's a careful process because I don't want anything to taste shitty just because it's v*
>>7285254
sure totes!
>>7285231
hey now, i like anons more than trips, i just don't like cunts
>>7286196
Short well maintained beards are the best kind anyways
>>7286180
yeah there's nothing wrong with being a slut anyway, i was just under the impression that you had had more partners.
not trying to bully u or anything, was just curious :3
>>7286204
Ah shit, yeah, got a pretty bad anxiety disorder too, best advice I can give is to like, force yourself to do stuff. I made some rules for myself that really helped, one is to NEVER say no to my mates if they want to do something due to anxiety. Other than that, find hobbies and things to do outside, could be anything, you've got that job and all so that's a good thing. I got myself a season card for my favorite football club, haven't missed a single game. Stuff like that really helps, just hang in there and keep pushing yourself! :)
Dang, you should buy some skirts/dresses famalam, or are you stealth? :o
Dafuq, isn't that kinda offensive? Why does he do that?
>>7286204
K I T T U
>>7286219
sale on mats page 3, sheen-chan
>>7286238
do you still get dysphoria or has living as a dude fixed that?
i'll be seeing my endo for the first time soon, kind of nervous/dont really know what to expect
any advice? up until this point i've just been dealing with my psychiatrist and i haven't really thought about the endo at all
>>7286202
I want over the rainbow ;_;
>>7286241
Lived as a dude all my life.
>>7286244
My endo just read the letter from my psych and was like okay tranny read this info paper sign here here are your meds
>>7286236
Idk, I was way way too uncomfortable with myself to even consider dating pretransition. Also I was a really ugly ass boy.
Idk, I'm kind of a traditionalist when it comes to dating, and I wouldn't have sex with someone unless I was sure that I loved them.
>>7286202
Hey
Don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best
Try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away
It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right
Hey
You know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own so don't buy in
Live right now
Just be yourself
It doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else
It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right
>>7286255
cool thats what i was hoping for
>>7286258
you could get gatekeeped, be on guard, I wasn't ;_;
>>7286204
wat, shitty therapist :L
>>7286240
How are the christmass preparations coming?
OK I GOTTA GO GET SOME LUNCH bye girls
>>7286238
im not out yet but its becoming increasingly obvious i feel but no one has had a conversation w/ me about it so idk
my sister teases me a lot about it but idk its just her way i think,so yeah.
also idk but my therapist is like she is not so nice but im getting a new one at the start of next yr i think ._.
>>7286256
i think you make such a pretty girl elanna !!!
>>7286246
Oh don't be so pedantic, you know what we mean, after you visually transitioned to match who you were on the inside. Of course you were always a dude, dear.
>>7286246
Are you a chaser or just a repressed tranny trying to fuck kit?
>>7286263
Thanks kit, I'm glad I don't look like I did anymore desu
Bye for now
>>7286268
he is an FTM that hangs out here
drunk guy ordered large pepperoni, loaded fries, and 24 hot wings with ranch like an hour before close
half an hour after close, dude is still nowhere to be found
i've barely eaten anything all day >:D
>>7286265
Im sure that being togethet and stuff will make it good no matter the look of it.
I came out ._.
>>7286265
i am still getting gatekept but as part of the gatekeeping she wants me to see the endo before i even get my letter. i am also seeing a psychologist. i live in australia so they dont really know how to deal with trans people here. the impression i've gotten so far is that they have no idea what they're doing.
>>7286278
omg! congratulations, how did it go?
>>7286274
maybe he thought it was supposed to be delivery?
>>7286262
they are none coming so far, we keep getting sidetracked by video games and snuggling and grocery shopping and stuff
>>7286274
DO IT
>>7286278
whoa
what was their reaction like
>>7286274
That sounds like enough good for a few of you
>>7286278
how did it go
>>7286278
good job cutie
>>7286278
Congrats!
>out to dad and two coworkers...well, one now
How did it go?
>>7286274
want to swap metabolisms?
>>7286278
cool, go okay?
>>7286282
I put my christmas tree up today to let it air out*
*it doesn't need to air out, it was a scam I invented as a kid to try and get the christmas tree up a week early :p
>>7286276
Yeah! We still want to try decorating but there's no pressure
Do you have christmas plans, anon?
>>7286279
That sounds crappy... Sorry things are like that over there
I was mostly wondering what the psychologist-type-stuff is like desu. I got to use informed consent so I've never seen one, but I'm a depressive fuck so I'm considering it
>>7286278
I hope it went well!
>>7286291
I love christmas trees, they smell nice and make the whole place smell nice
>>7286291
I'm putting mine up Friday so...
I am still in a FANTASTIC mood
Why did life end up this way
>>7286291
>it doesn't need to air out, it was a scam I invented as a kid to try and get the christmas tree up a week early
that's the most adorable thing i've heard all day
how does the tree look?
>>7286295
its not a real christmas tree because of the heat a real one would dry out and die quickly
>>7286297
ordering HRT is like, a huge weight off your shoulders (just getting spiro in 2013 was for me)... you ordered it to try it but now that you've actually done it you know it won't be just a trial :)
I'm decorating mine next thursday, the day before my birthday.
>>7286294
I just hang out with my brothers and their mom, exchange gifts, nothing too crazy.
>>7286302
I was precociously intelligent yet retained a childhood sweetness until puberty ruined everything.
its a tree I bought like 7 years ago that was one of their top of the line ones that I got a heavy discount on because I worked there
>>7286294
its not so bad, i'm nearing the end of it pretty rapidly. just the fact that they actually want me to see an endo now is a really good sign.
as far as the psychologist-type-stuff is like, i havent really gotten a chance to get any help with regards to my issues besides just being trans, because i have to prove to them that im mentally stable enough to make this decision (i am) but it mostly sucks because i feel like i cant be honest with them or they'll slow me down. i am always on guard when i go in there. if i dont make it seem like im totally 100% fine, then i wont be able to get HRT as soon as i'd like.
>>7286291
>*it doesn't need to air out, it was a scam I invented as a kid to try and get the christmas tree up a week early :p
Sheen for underrated trip
>>7286306
Sounds potentially comfy all the same
Are you out yet?
>>7286310
Shit, that's a good point... sorry anon, maybe you could try to see a different psychologist after?
Has anyone else seen one for non-trans reasons?
>>7286305
it's still pretty though, real ones are heavy and the needles end up everywhere, the smell it worth it though, you should try a candle to simulate the smell
>>7286299
Idk
>tfw talking to faye all the time
>flirting just having fun
>sharing cool stories/she's helping me have confidence
>i start acting weird somewhere
>she messages me and says to leave her alone
>almosted opened my soul and felt the love of human friendship
Wew close one
>>7286305
Well I mean if I do wind up feeling better for it, I'd probably go see a doctor anyway...I still need to figure out blood testing...
But right now? I can't wait for it to get here. It does feel like a relief, partly because now I have a way to know better...
And partly because I really think I'll feel better on HRT
>>7286301
ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ
I wish I wasn't such a bad person
She deserves better than me
>>7286315
n-no
>>7286317
m-maybe an open cap of disinfectant?
>>7286280
>>7286283
>>7286285
>>7286286
>>7286288
>>7286291
>>7286294
It was scary ;_;
My mum found hrt and told me and owned up.
She was supportive but concerned for my safety.
>>7286327
it's beginning to smell like pine-sol christmas
i forget how the rest of this song goes
>>7286331
Sounds good so far
>>7286331
Optimal result!
>>7286331
I know how scary it is, I couldn't even speak when I did it, still have a couple people to go too I plan on this week, it gets easier to do over time
>>7286331
oh, well its good it wasn't too bad of a reaction then.
did you have a talk?
>>7286332
y-yeah, that classic
maybe a car freshner?
>>7286334
yeah same but my sister is weird about candles
>>7286256
>I wouldn't have sex with someone unless I was sure that I loved them.
my eyes are seeing, but my mind is not believing
t. prude
im just a furry lesbian
THEY KILLED DALE
i take that back im normal lml
>>7286339
but car fresheners were all made in the 60s and nobody liked them because they were bad so all the ones you get nowadays are old and busted on top of being bad
go for the candle
>>7286350
RIP
>>7286352
yeah I will, I'll get a cute candle holder thing to put it on :3
>>7286353
i'm rewatching TWD with my gf
>>7286341
I mean, put the pieces together
I was fuckbuddies with my ex that I wasn't actually over, and I'm in love with my roommate.
I have never gotten lewd with someone on a whim.
>>7286335
>>7286336
I hope :s
>>7286337
She says she won't tell anyone else and is allowing me to keep taking them.
>>7286338
>>7286339
I mostly just said "mmhm"
>>7286325
uwu
>>7286359
that's really good
i'm happy for you em
sooo you gonna look into getting hrt legitimately now?
>>7286357
the guy who played Dale is a close friend of Frank Darabont and quit the show at the end of the season because of the shit AMC pulled
>>7286359
>is allowing me to keep taking them.
oh, well thats good
its also good that you have a potential IRL ally and you can go to your mum and give her a hug and stuff and be her daughter and thats cute :3
i love all my wonderful friends here on mtfg c:
>>7286278
>>7286331
Congrats, even if the circumstances weren't ideal it sounds like you have support.
>>7286351
I'm a fag
>>7286374
me too!
>>7286376
me too
>>7286379
me too
>>7286381
hugg
>>7286381
you are a straight girl
with a vagina
who enjoys kissing boys
and having boy penis be put inside your vagina
>when your're drunk af and just telling ti how it is
>>7286386
so is gelgel <3
>>7286369
My dad found one of my wigs. Luckily he was supportive if confused.
But seriously Emily I'm happy for you. Hope you can start in earnest soon!
>>7286384
but girl penis
>>7286383
hugg
Which trip has the cutest girl penis?
>>7286395
Girl penis is the best.
>>7286396
either elanna lily or sophie
>>7286358
i knew you were purest of pure
>>7286398
how would you describe elanna's peen?
>>7286367
#dalewasright
>>7286385
quid wait have you considered pizza law
>>7286406
hi emily
>>7286411
pizza... law?
>>7286412
Hi Lauren.
>>7286401
Quid pls
There's a lot of things I can be described as, but pure is not one of them. Being monogamous didn't make me any less of a drugged up nympho.
>>7286392
I'm n-not that n-nice
>>7286394
I don't think so, you are your own biggest critic, I'm the same way
>>7286413
you're potentially eating someone else's property
>tfw you regret coming out
>>7285949
yes
>>7286435
a-are you okay Amy?
>>7286446
No one knows I want to be a girl ;_;
so i just got out of psych ward
there was a cute boy there who may or may not have kissed me twice
gonna go back to being as lonely now though
>>7286428
It's not new information I thought y'all knew that this is love
>>7286396
Bexe for sure
>>7286350
You're really shitposting lately
>>7286451
l-lewd
>>7286452
i DID but i never saw you explicitly SAY it before eeeeeeeeee
>>7286452
Yo you removed me again!? Thats it we done for real enjoy your life.
Fuckin emotional games are so old as shit by felicia
>>7286451
Hi welcome back!
>>7286459
Sorry, I just felt uncomfortable with the way you were talking to me :/
If you grow up one day I might let you back into my life
Somebody I don't really know that well noticed I was really lonely and didn't have any friends that really understood me, and had to many who don't respect me, and he introduced me to one of his trans friends.
We ended up talking for like 4 hours about life and our feelings and how alike they are and it was really nice.
It was such a nice change from not having anyone to talk to and I'm kind of tearing up.
>>7286454
really
>>7286464
having trans friends is so important while you're transitioning, it makes you feel so much less alone and desperate ^^
kiwi posts are of the high quality expected of an important transexual
>>7286466
I don't have any real friends, so just being able to talk with somebody who understood first hand my feelings with dysphoria and depression and social anxiety was really soothing.
>>7286457
You got me
I'm head over heels for them and have been for some time. I'm not going to fuck it up this time either.
>>7286458
I'm gay occasionally for very specific people
>>7286464
>>7286466
>tfw rural area with no transport
I'll never have friends
>>7286471
Same. This was internet. Better than nothing though.
>>7286463
It wasnt even about you you mega autist
>>7286469
yeah, it's the best isn't it
>>7286470
>>7286471
i'm sorry ;_;
>>7286470
can you be gay for me owo
>>7286473
Well no shit it's not anon, I love doing that to vagueposts
ok, love might be a strong word, but it's fun :3
>>7286478
Nice backpedal.
>>7286474
>>7286472
this thread is all I have
>>7286471
literally me
>parents are probably 100% transphobic
>50/50 i get fucked when my HRT arrives
>live in a rural area wih no clue how to so much as use the bus and with nobody IRL i can depend on
>>7286477
But my heart is already begayed to someone else ;-;
>>7286484
I know that feel, it's been 90% of my social interaction for the past month. I can't make or keep friends, I'm terrified of it.
>>7286486
I thought that before my dad found out and he was pretty cool.
On any case, you still have us.
>>7286491
yeah i need to find someone to shack up with on the mainland ASAP
idk
need to stop being depressed so i can secure my income too :(
>>7286495
quid grl
i wanna eat your pizza ;)
it's OK to be gay girls !!!
>>7286496
o-ok!
what kind of pizza do you want...
>>7286495
>mocking someone who is upset
quid please stop being such a cunt
>>7286497
im gay
>>7286484
hugg gelgel
>>7286497
Is it ok to be straight identified while being a bit gay for someone?
>>7286484
>this thread is all I have
>>7286488
Build from the thread, then. See it as a point of opportunity rather than a sign of desperation or some last bastion.
Set up a Steam group or something. Indulge in hobbies. Tighten friendships.
>>7286501
>>7286499
umm
all the types of cheese! and pepperoni u wu
do u deliver to hawaii
>>7286503
>>7286500
yeah, fair enough.
>>7286482
sorry anon, losing friends sucks. cut off this terribly entitled person yesterday so i guess that's where my mind was at but it's definitely no excuse. sorry :(
>>7286504
cuddlessss i want cuddles ;_;
>>7286508
oh ok!!
i can definitely deliver an internet pizza to hawaii
>>7286506
Anyone is welcome to my Skype. I don't have answers but I think I am pretty nice
Astarielle34
>>7286510
ok ill be waiting
my e-tumm is super hungry!!!!
>>7286505
hmmm i think so
>>7286509
me on the right
>>7286522
quid, are you related to a squid?
>>7286510
I don't even know how to get cuddles
>>7286525
cudd gelgel
>>7286526
High on believin!
I still can't believe it
what are you using to get high tonight?
Is Spiro actually effective or is it shit compared to other anti androgens?
>>7286524
i used to avatarfag as a squid here and there :3
>>7286525
Tbh i'm not quite sure either
>>7286532
Both :P
Who wants to suicide pact w/ me?
>>7286071
>Hoodie when it's 40c
Holy fuck is that a normal thing there? My roommate in korea was an Aussie who complained about it being freezing when it was 22c in our room while wearing a hoodie while I was dying of heat stroke. Also called ME the inconsiderate one when I suggested they get a blanket because I couldn't sleep without the AC on without even using sheets let alone a blanket. He also smelled like ass hole 24/7. Fuck that kid so hard.
goodnight
That feel when you wake up and realize youre still alive
eating 2800 calories a day is fucking harder than i though
>>7286544
right? like how the fuck am i supposed to remember to eat all this shit let alone make it :L
>>7286543
I'm happy you're still alive.
>>7286543
TFW you finally do something about your misery.
You can do it! One foot in front of the other!
>can't weight crash properly
fuck i need to start exercising i guess
I can't fucking sit still. Time to go for a run
>>7286554
Those days are the hardest. Just remember why you get out of bed. Be the best you you can be
It'd be nice to have a gf
Too bad I'm a big dumb goof
>>7286559
are you a goof(female(male))?
>>7286544
fry a tin of spam and 4 eggs, plus mushrooms and tomatoes for breakfast which is 1400 calories
a cobb salad for lunch 1100 calories
then for dinner have a huge portion of pasta with meat sauce, or carbonara sauce up to 600 calories
and squeeze in some dessert WITH icecream, make sure its full fat ice cream with caramel or choc chips or something in it up to 500 calories
its all about calorific density
>>7286538
it can get that hot and hotter, but summer is normally like 34-38c most days i feel
>>7286557
are you vegan yet?
>>7286560
I'm just a guy
>>7286561
>full tin of spam
that's like five days worth of sodium
>>7286567
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe
transition or face death
>>7286568
its only 3600mg :p
>>7286565
I cut my protein back and I'm switching to quorn
Feel less "toxic" since I stopped lifting
>>7286551
ouchh that's no good :x do you have an eating disorder or is it something else? i just get so nauseous if i eat much nowadays :/
>>7286530
an Ohio State bowl my delivery driver lent me, it's actually an incredibly sweet bowl made by a real passionate glass blower, but only if you're into sports and live in Ohio I guess (i only fit one of those criteria), like if it had D.va's color scheme or something I would be all about that shit
Do any of y'all wear perfume?
What is up with Homura today?
>>7286579
Biiiig goof**
>>7286576
she finally bought some hrt to self med with
>>7286558
omigosh you ordered hrt?
PROOOOUD <3
>>7286575
Yup. I design, make and wear my own. Fun hobby, if a bit on the expensive side. At least I'm certain at parties that it gets me noticed and that noone else wears the same.
>>7286573
good girl
>>7286584
How's the learning curve? That sounds cool. Why are you so cool, CFH?
>>7286585
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U36Nepxavvo
I really hate looking in the mirror.
It's frosty and cold onto the way to the gym. And I have the body of the dovahkiin.
Your pills won't work on me...im cursed to be like this forever
>>7286590
you're wrong, just keep on the vegan thing and up your cardio and keep taking your skittles and everything will be fine
>>7286587
If you don't have a background in botany and chemistry as well as a decent knowledge of commercial perfumery, present and historical, there's a lot to learn, can't deny that.
if i do cardio will that slow my muscle entropy :(
i really need to lose weight but i get so hungry
MTFG: Worse than Cancer. About as bad as Testosterone.
mtfg is as good as testosterone
Meow
>>7286596
>>7286590
Well, did you know Guile was trans?
https://youtu.be/6PDmZnG8KsM
>>7286597
cardio kills gains
just eat less than your base metabolic rate + exercise
reminder that this thing still browses our board
>>7286563
The other 2 Aussie were normal. That kid was just a freak and I'm glad I'll never see him again. Literally the only bad thing about my trip was him.
>>7286608
Body is actually really good
goodnight cuties
>>7286613
Sleep tight.
>>7286594
>"but the power of the repression could not be undone. It must be cast back into the fires of Mt Doom from whence it came"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vry0ijbJVE
>>7286617
stop being silly Amy
you said yourself that lifting makes you feel toxic, thats more than enough proof that ur a tran
>>7286608
Lets not call people "things"
Ok?
>>7286621
Oh I'm not lifting. Im running.
But I can't hide from what I look like. The chest. The back. The muscles.
How can that just "go away"
Even if shrunk it's a permanent masculine shape
I just changed my fb profile pic and it said i have 48 new notifications and im noT clicking that holy nervous
>>7286626
no its not, hrt works on soft tissue
just focus on getting rid of as much as you can off your upper half
>>7286589
Two week supply of HRT to see how it feels. Just wow,.. HRT is not something you meddle around or half-ass with. Do yourself a favour and don't even bother taking them if you're not even going to transition
>>7286628
I will. I hope I'm proven wrong.
But somehow I think I did permanent damage...
>>7286625
Stop pretending like you're some nice person. You constantly lie about shit to get attention and according to sources you even drop trip to attack certain people. I don't understand why you have to be so fake
>>7286634
When did i drop trip to attack people?
Morning girls
I'm so sleepy
>>7286635
You're a fucking idiot
>>7286640
Stay mad mr bug
>>7286634
You clearlyrics don't know Homura
She's an ugly hon who'll find any excuse not to do anything even though she'll come in like once a month with pretty bad dysphoria
>>7286639
Morning
>>7286629
Elaborate. I'm genuinely curious.
>>7286636
Just stop lying and pretending like you're someone who would never attack people because I know you have. You're so full of shit at this point
>>7286640
hey cnt, you didn't actually get my IP off discord did you? please don't ruin my life :S you pinged my IP? how?? i didn't even know that was possible?? how do you do that?
>>>/pol/99987329
>>/pol/100027145
>>/pol/100026915
I wish I could go home...
>>7286633
just let your body do its thing from depriving it of protein and doing cardio and HRT will put some girly fat everywhere that matters
>>7286645
Umm im kinda serious here
I wanna see what posts you thought where mine
>>7286645
that's kinda not possible to believe
>insisting on still taking CNT seriously
why?
>>7286653
don't let your dreams be dreams
>>7286650
I wouldn't have such a problem if you showed tendencies to be honest with people with your trips on, but it's like you always put on this act to be "nice" only to show the extreme contrast with your trip off. Maybe one day you will grow up and learn it's okay for you to be yourself. Stop orchestrating your social dynamics like some legit psychopath
>>7286653
well, i was trying to bait her into reaffirming it but i guess she's not interested, but unlike Skype, Discord is known for 100% IP protection, they've never failed an IP resolve test
bet she actually did sniff an IP though, and I bet it was somewhere totally different from cleveland, so i bet she thought she was gonna have a great time revealing that my whole life is a lie or whatever lol
>>7286658
you better actually take it and get your butt to that clinic during tho, girl
>>7286660
that will be your body soon spartan :3
>>7286659
I need to get driving, first.
Though if I'm going out to Twin Falls, I may as well look at my options in Boise. They're a bit more liberal that East Idaho
>>7286656
You got me im a spoopy psychopath
When im not on mtfg harassing people im out murdering children and performing satanic rituals
Fear me
>tfw you try to get off for the first time in like 2 months and it hurts to get an erection
>>7286661
Only with my extreme effort
>>7286665
try your nips and rubbing your perenium
>>7286658
You seem like a nice person so I'll be honest with you here. If you're starting HRT at a point you believe is 6 years too late, don't bother. HRT has a clear goal and that's to help transgender people look like their experienced gender. HRT shouldn't be a two weeks fun to fulfill some sort of novelty you had in your mind
>>7286666
QUADS FOR TRUTH
APPLY YOUR EXTREME EFFORT AND BE A SUCCESS
>>7286666
you can do it!
>>7286658
obviously, one must ignore cunt
getchyo hrt dammit
>tfw trans
>>7286664
I know you're trying to dismiss what I'm saying with sarcasm but I know what you've said to people with your trip off. You're not as nice as people think and I'll admit you had me fooled
>>7286672
boys are going to be wanting to kiss you :3
>it's another quid vs canadian new trans vs homura midnight /mtfg/ episode.
>>7286673
iktf
>>7286643
How are you?
Just received a 100-pack of empty syringes. At my parents' place. It is for perfume making. I hope they won't think otherwise.
>>7286676
wait i'm not vs homura tho
<3 homura
Hey can anyone recommend a nice looking chastity cage?
>>7286657
In general though, why do people even reply to her.
>>7286680
You still live with your parents? How pathetic are you?
>>7286674
I had everyone fooled
And i whould have gotten away with it too if it wasnt for you meddeling canadians
>>7286679
Im ok wbu basic?
>>7286668
>>7286669
It's not about fulfilling a fantasy or playing around. It's about giving me the confidence and drive to take action. It's about finding a way to make it real.
If all I ever do is go online or play games as a girl, I'll never move forward. If I'm to do this, I need to hold it in my hand, feel the confidence that this isn't idle fantasy; it's who I am, and it needs to be addressed. I need to do away with the dissonance between who I present myself as online and IRL because it's leaking through.
This is about taking the first step towards feeling complete in over 10 years. I don't think I'm six years too late. I just have known for six years and done nothing
It's a disservice to me and those I love to keep pushing it down.
>>7286684
Mail redirection. Just visiting them for a couple weeks. The house I own is a few hundred kilometres away, so I tend to stay for a while instead of coming often.
>>7286679
hi Basic
>it's another CNT vs CFH midnight /mtfg/ episode.
>>7286689
CuNT
>>7286686
How is a two week period is going to make it real or hold your hand? If you actually had dysphoria you wouldn't have wasted 6 years roleplaying as a girl online, you would've done something about it already
>>7286690
and you are going to have nice and pretty hair and learn how to do makeup and wear anything you want including skirts and dresses and just be happy :D
Hey I'm kinda gay
i'm starting to think i've been getting minor HRT changes from eating my cum several times daily
>mood swings
>completely lost interest in guys (they repulse me now)
>nipples are super sensitive
>lost libido for like a month after i started, barely managing 1 fap a day
https://clyp.it/hewnwwio
>>7286697
I am gonna reverse zyzz myself so hard
>>7286701
>5am
>middle of the night
maybe you are on your period
>>7286700
I ate my own cum once and it made me feel like a girly faggot
>>7285987
You don't sound like a fetishist at all Homura
>>7286706
>1-3 times a day for 2 months
at first i was just doing it bc those femboy guides recommended it and i was desperate for any changes (i even tried the 'drink from plastic bottles' meme)
but now i super enjoy it and sometimes fap just to eat cum :x
>>7286683
god, I don't know, if everyone would just ignore they'd leave :/
>mom has always had hormone problems (too much estrogen)
>mom has a miscarriage before she has me
I'm pretty sure this is why my brain is fucked.
>>7286696
Because I am the only transwoman in history to repress for years, right?
It's a push. A spark. That is all I need.
But you don't know that because you don't know me. You don't know what I need or who I am.
>>7286686
that's what i'm saying tho, gotta do it
>tfw cnt stops replying to you
But she was sustaining my (You) addiction soo well
>>7286703
;_; but i'm non-binary and have a dick
>>7286711
there's actually a weird link between women who had multiple miscarriages/ectopic pregnancies, or issues with childbirth and like
intersex babies specifically lol. also trans kids tho in general. my mom was the same way.
>>7286716
s-stop what
>>7286711
My birth was forecast as a girl
>>7286716
Yea me too
But i need to get up and get ready for therapy :/
>>7286720
same famalam
>>7286707
And now your reaching. You're in a corner, desperate to prove you're right and latching onto any flaw you can find.
I thought you were expecting interested in helping but I see that isn't the case, and I'm not going to indulge your self-righteousness any longer.
This conversation is over.
>>7286701
idk, just thinking about coming out in like 36 hours from now and practicing magic and smoking a bunch of weed to try and distract myself :L
>>7286711
>tfw had an orchi when i was 10
>>7286702
zyzz fucked traps
this is what he would want
>>7286709
lewd
>>7286726
please explain more
>>7286712
You had 6 years to transition but you didn't do anything about it but roleplay as a girl online. I don't think you are trans, you're just confused and looking for attention in wrong outlets. Almost all of those "transwomen" who end up transitioning look like hons and you know it.
What is the point of transitioning if you're not going to be able to pass? Is that your new purpose in life? To be a thorn in everyone's eyes?
>>7286710
exactly, and it's even worse people are responding with serious replies
>>7286726
>>7286725
:< BE BRAVE QUIDDY
>>7286725
Come out with a magic trick
>>7286715
I've already said what I had to say to you. Seeing how fake you are with everyone I don't think it's even possible for me to have a genuine conversation with yo
>>7286731
>>7286729
>>7286733
SRY I meant Orchioplexy
so it was misleading but not a lie !!!
>>7286724
Lol? Why is it all old hons act so defensive when they get told the truth?
You're some fucking fat guy dancing around in your room because you got 2 weeks worth of HRT. Get the fuck over yourself, you delusional hon. It's people like you who meddle and muddy up the community and embarrass the shit out of everyone else just by looking as badly as you do, and definitely will
>>7286731
Aww that suck
Btw what do you do for a living?
>>7286731
>You know what you're doing :/
I have no idea what you are talking about
I think I like this new Homura.
>>7286741
Calm down auntie Susan
If you want to be part of some respected demographic you should have chosen to repress
>>7286739
u should have told them hey while you're down there just cut them off
>>7286746
Me too, it's like our own Chris Chan
>>7286734
thanks :/ kind of terrified
>>7286735
lmao that would be a terrible idea
i do want to show him some of my new stuff, original and reworked both, cause he taught me my first magic tricks and got me started on the whole thing, though
probably before coming out lol i don't think he'll be very interested afterwards ^^;
>>7286753
I'm just joking I love you ;~;
>>7286749
>ANON STOP
okay ._.
>>7286747
Suicide is still an option for you buddy boy
>>7286754
my things were up in my abdomen and they had to get pulled down !!
sometimes i get overwhelmed with a sense of worry for no reason
i calmed down and can't remember what i was worrying about, if there even was anything
what the fuck brain
>>7286750
No that would be you
>obsessed with being respected and tolerated by society
>is trans
Just repress already you coward
>>7286750
You weren't here when Homura first started coming here. This is a big step forward for her. She needs to see a therapist, for sure, but this is the first time she's done anything to start her transition.
>>7286753
>did this make me trans?? idk
i really doubt it there are plenty of cis guys who need surgery there and they don't become trans
>>7286711
>mom has a miscarriage before she has me
Same here.
She was also pretty old(42) when she gave birth to me, and I'm the second child for my mother and the third one for my father(second marriage for both).
>>7286787
>almost completely forgot about my mom's recent-ish miscarriage
TFW you will never come back from a hard day at the factory cuddle up next to Cyba as she bitches about the Jews while she plans our next ski trip