im in the closet transsexual i stopped talking to my family

>>7212411
>i stopped talking to my family cause my sister was abusive

Was she sexually abusive? What kind of things did she do?

>just a phase thats been going on for 22 years

Its not a phase.
Just do it. If you regret it early on, you can either detrans or keep trying. Id recommend the latter.

>>7212541
never sexually abusive just physically and verbally
she'd broken my door lock to come into my room and beat the living shit out of me on a nightly basis
i was covered in bruises and cuts regularly
she made my life a nightmare at school and any social group encouraging people to bully me because i was "too sensitive" for a guy
she actively stole everything i owned
and would go running to our mutual parent saying i called her the worst things shit i couldn't even wrap my head around at the time
i never got any support from the family either, she couldn't do anything wrong because our whore father left her mom for mine
i never got a break from it
they wondered why i would cry any time i was forced into the same household as her
"she's supposed to be doing that anon"

>>7212556
im just worried with how much of a meme its become recently

>>7212588
That makes sense. Dont worry, though. Just dont make being trans your identity; thats the top shit that trenders do. If you legitimately believe that you are female, then go for it.

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>>7212411
>begging for cash on 4chan

nigga, we're all NEETS here.
you'd have better luck whoring your tranny ass on the corner or setting up a gofundme site.

>>7212602
thank you anon, im just so afraid of the bullying
i get i shouldn't be but its just so hard to make the right steps.
you hear about this shit in movies and media all the time, and you really want it to be easy, or for everything to fall into place but its just so hard.

>>7212621
im not asking for money, and im sorry if i've given that impression. its just a lot to work for is what im saying i dont want hand outs

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>>7212411

Open a dialogue with your family.
Tell them how you feel.
Forgive your sister.

Things will get better, but it does take work.
Life is hard for all of us, that doesn't mean you can't do it.
Take it one day at a time.
Do what you can each day.
Gradually your situation will improve.