Any other MtFs get dysphoric as hell when hearing a female voice?

>>7134711
you're not alone anon, it's fucking hell

>>7134711
I do a little bit but that's mainly because my voice sounds different to a cis female
I mean it passes, but it's more like a tranny voice
The little difference is what makes me dysphoric but I have no issues with actually speaking

>>7134711
OP here. Yeah, that's exactly the problem. At best, we can only get a tranny voice that sounds vaguely like the real thing. Even surgery can't fix it.

>>7134711
Not only do I get dysphoric, I also feel like an asshole for being dysphoric, because I end up getting subconsciously bitter at the person talking. It's just someone's voice, it's not like they're trying to do something to hurt me. I'm so tired of this shit.

>>7134711
Yeah, but then I became apathetic and stopped giving a shit about anything really.

Eh, I usually get compliments on my voice and have been asked to do radio work, asked if I sing, etc.

In the last year however 2 drunk guys asked me if I used to be a man, but that was after a night of smoking cogs and drinking(Not sure how much that affects my voice, so I'm not going to *blame* it on that). Otherwise over the phone and sight unseen people gender me female before I give my name, so I'm probably doing alright.