/mtfg/ Male to Female General

>tfw going to see horror flicks in cinema in a few hours
I am already tired ;_;

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Ok

>>7133643
>i hate myself more than anything or anyone else
it's okay, i can like you enough for the both of us

>>7133649
you can't because you don't know who i am

i'm sorry

What happened to the old thread?

The isolation amplifies
The thoughts you try to hide behind
Then slowly takes away your mind
Until you fall asleep again

>>7133657
somebody deleted it.

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do anons delete their threads by accident or out of spite?

:(

I hope it's the first one.

>>7133657
i deleted it

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>tfw the relatives you hate are starting to notice that you're avoiding them
this should be interesting

>>7133663
why?

>>7133663
good call :/

>>7133668
spite of people on here?
spite of the environment which i exist in?
self hatred?
desperation to be noticed?
probably a mix of the lot

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>>7133663
Worst kind of person.

>>7133672

Oh, well I hope it went well for you and you got what you needed.

>>7133672
that was kind of mean, anon.

being mean to other people will only make you feel worse.

Sertii if you still want my lsd shoot me an email over at [email protected] containing phone number/skype or something

>>7133676
didn't
never does
but i'll probably do the same thing tomorrow

>>7133677
true and true

>>7133679

didn't you say it didn't work?

>>7133680

Better luck tomorrow then <3

>>7133683
Oh no it worked.
It just took a while
You can see a report of me being scared and sad in that night's thread trying to survive tripping

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>>7133679
Drugs are bad bjorgfist.

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am i cute

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>>7133686
Look, a catipllar :o

>>7133691
stop that
cute is murder

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MDO4g9THrQ0

>>7133672
>desperation to be noticed?
>Anonymous
disconnect...

>>7133694
is this alex

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>>7133691
Average, better if you lost weight i think.

>>7133698
no

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i need a bf, i have so much love and sex to give ;_;
halp

also hello hi heyyyy

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>>7133689
Drugs are fun ;_;
Just not if you don't actually have enough time to trip so you get anxious over shit you have to do the next day
I should have planned better.

>>7133692
W-what about it?

>>7133701
ok thanks
I've been losing weight a little bit lately

>>7133703
join a dating site friend! that's how I got my bf but u have to be upfront about being trans and willing to be patient and sort through a lot of guys. it's worth it tho.

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>>7133704
rip

>>7133707
Just keep it up and you'll be cute in no time.

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>>7133701
weight is my nemesis. ME/CFS isn't allowing me to loose any.

>>7133708
i did that but it's way too stressful and most people are extremely boring
I met my ex-bf through okcupid but i broke up with him after half a year. Also the thought about dating someone who had dozens of dates before is just ugh. no. I don't wanna date people using dating sites

>>7133711
How much do you weigh right now?

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>>7133714
I understand! gl finding a bf irl!

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>tfw gonna get a vagina

>tfw sad and they are playing slow music on the radio
i've never resigned myself to my fate as much as now

>>7133730
:)

>>7133691
i found ur twitter account
https://twitter.com/wholesomememe

>>7133734
=)

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>>7133730
So am I
Your point?

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>>7133730
Will you join the vagina Illuminati?

>>7133730
c:

>>7133735
thats not mine but that's a really nice twitter ty uwu

>>7133716
Way to much... I was loosing weight too, then I got hit with the ME/CFS and I've gained it all back and a bit more. My body drops into starvation mode as soon as I have a slight bit of caloric deficit. About all I can say is the gain back went to my thighs and hips rather than my belly.

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>>7133730
>tfw gonna get cremated

>>7133744
actually, it would be the illuminatae, since that's feminine plural

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>>7133748
this is totes your meme

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>>7133749
And here i am trying to gain weight for bigger boobs ;-;

>>7133752
Are you sure? I don't know english that well.

I just re-installed league of legends, what am i doing with my life.

>>7133760
>english
latin

>>7133752
Whoa, that never occurred to me.

So I guess that means an individual member of the illuminati is either an illuminatus or an illuminata, right?

My mom knows I'm sad and is trying to make me eat but I'm almost back down to 110lbs and my goal is 100.

>>7133773
>100

how tall are you?

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>>7133763
I don't speak latin.

>>7133764
Illuminata sounds hype.

>>7133775
5'2/5'3

>>7133764
>So I guess that means an individual member of the illuminati is either an illuminatus or an illuminata, right?
yes, it follows the same pattern as "alumnus"

alumnus/alumni (m)
alumna/alumnae (f)

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Is being feminine the same as being trans in someway? I was watching a youtube video on trans teens and they got treated exactly like I did... I was just feminine looking, so of course I got a hairstyle like pic related because it looked better on me. Girls never called me anything bad, but guys brutally called me faggot, refused to play games with me, not all of them but it hurt my feelings desu.

Now I'd get FFS if I needed it but i'm more looking for ways to prevent baldness. I would be done if I went bald.

>>7133755
pleb don't post stuff like that to me ok (its ok though)

>>7133775
>>7133679

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Im loving Dark Souls 3, took me a while to get into it because Dark Souls 2 was such a disappointment.

>>7133776
>not knowing at least a little latin

>>7133777
How is that even possible reee

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Degenerate.

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>>7133782
ok senpai ill save the email, im cool for now though.

>>7133784
glad you like it, how is the new gpu?

>>7133784
Dark Souls3 is probably my fave of the series. Idk. Ds1 is pretty special. But ds3 is really fucking goos.

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>Tfw always alone and can't stand it anymore

>>7133793
I should have been a girl and I'm prob intersex or just a mega beta male or something

>>7133795
Alright I'll keep it stored then

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Morning

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>>7133808
>an australian wakes up

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>>7133751
>tfw gonna get creampied

>>7133813
Hey anon

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>tfw not balls deep in bp right now

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>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck

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Lol I think I'm a lesbian. i had sex with a girl yesterday.

I wanted her to fucc me but I felt too awkward to ask for it.

We like scissored and she played with my barely there breasts.

8/10 would lesb again

>>7133816
it's sunday morning (in meme land anyway), you should not be awake so early

i was hoping for at least a couple more hours of an untainted thread

>>7133820
So you're literally a straight male that's trying to hook up with trannies on 4chan??

>>7133823
eww how fucking gay


whats the point in sleeping with a girl?

>>7133777
>tfw you're anorexic and haven't acknowledged it yet

>>7133829
Same

>tfw have to wait two whole months until I can get cuddle and kisse again
Feels bad man

>>7133827
No I already have a 4chan tranny gf
ldr sucks

>parents arguing again
>over kfc of all fuckign things

Can someone just move into a flat with me or something so I don't have to deal with this shit anymore?

>>7133832
does trashy like frozen too

>>7133834
you have a job, right? how comes you don't move out into a shared flat or something?

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>>7133784
dark souls is so hard though
how do you have the determination to play it?

>>7133831
no, I'm talking to you. Starving yourself won't help shit.

>>7133808
ive been spooked

>>7133834
Feels good being 100 miles away from my parents. I suggest you rent a room.

>>7133824
I feel asleep early because I was feeling crap
I got a long weekend though, so I should be waking up late on Monday

>>7133834
I need roommates but you have to move to texas and be okay with how awful i am

>>7133836
No she doesn't :(
We watched it together though last summer.
She didn't even let me sing along

>>7133846
sounds like a fixer upper

>>7133828
Lol Kayla.

I guess I'm like a sexually open person.

I've always said that girl's kiss best. But we touched and kissed and cuddled and took our time and had nice sexy sex.

It was delicate and passionate and fulfilling.

If I had got fucked in return it would have been best sex ever.

But yeah there was a point when I was inside her and she was so warm and wet and I couldn't tell where I ended or she began....ultra awesome.

First time my peens has been good for anything.

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>>7133795
I was able to start getting some framerate drops playing tw: warhammer at top settings, Im gonna try overwatch out because a freidns lettings me into his account, that should strain it maybe too?

>>7133798
Ds1 is amazing, one of the greatest video games ever made. Prettiest game that Ive ever played. Ds3 is good, but DS1 is absolutely astounding.

>>7133821
>tfw havent been held by a boy in months

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>>7133823
>>>/tlg/

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>>7133823
Iktf

>>7133828
At least she can get laid

>>7133852
girls >>> boys

>>7133849
To be fair that's the biggest issue I have with her, that she doesn't like Frozen.

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>>7133852
Nice meme :)

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>>7133842
well okay, i suppose i'll accept that logic

you must have been pretty tired after that intense course on how to give people alcohol in exchange for money

>>7133857
hey i have those headphones

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>>7133851
have u even been looking tho? that's the real question

>>7133854
boydick >>>>>>>>>> girldick

>>7133850
>using your penis
Absolutely disgusting


>>7133853
So can i, i just want to wait till im post op

>>7133856
did you get my funny joak
>>7133862
girldick is pretty nice

>>7133857
thanks friend I try :]

>>7133838
It will help me feel better

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i just wanna fuck

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>>7133862
Korra pls

>>7133863
>waiting to go post-op before sex
>mfw

>>7133865
girls so nothing for me sorry not sorry

>>7133869
shut up u dumb slut

>>7133870
fine I'll stop

>>7133859
It was boring as fuck, I wanted to sleep in the course.

>>7133869
>kiwi will never turn you into her personal onahole

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>>7133865
Of coursh.
I get all Frozen jokes

>>7133877
imo tangled was better than frozen

>>7133872
no
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGWHwsNGkew
>>7133875
you'd enjoy it for the first few days but then you'd get sore and it'd just hurt tbqh

Tfw you'll never date and live with a boy that lies to you and says he doesn't fuck superior cis girls behind your back

>>7133837
>>7133840
My job pays like shit, and when uni comes around I will be barely earning anything as my hours will be limited to 12 a week during lecture times (and 0 during placement times). If it made financial sense to then I would. I ma pretty close to just saying fuck it and leaving regardless though, maybe I'll find someone at uni to move in with

>>7133844
I am UK though ;_; marry me?

>>7133852
I know! I just got my world rocked!

I was feeling sort of I could lesb out before and kissing girls has been fun but, jeez, this was above and beyond what I expected.

Also:>>7133643
No rules about exclusion of lesbs. :p

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>>7133879
Shit taste desu

>>7133889
i never watched tangled should I see it

>>7133891
It's alright. Definitely worth watching.
It just doesn't have the waifu material Frozen has, nor does it have a soundtrack as good as Frozen's.

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>>7133887
I can never look at you the same anymore don't talk to me or my son ever again u gross lesb u don't wanna catch ur gay

>>7133889
>not liking tangled

wew lad

>>7133891
yes

Lipstick is OK for boymode right?

>>7133899
I don't wanna catch ur gay*

>>7133900
niceme.me

>>7133900
Yea

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>>7133899
Hey tangled is okay it's just worse than Frozen

>>7133863
Lol, I guess I'm just a degenerate and I can't apologize for that. I am what I am, desu.

>>7133879
I agree with this.

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goodmorning
if you get misgendered do you correct them or just roll with it?

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>>7133905
Give me the succ, baby

>>7133910
flash tits

>>7133902
But I'm going out playing a gig wearing full makeup and going to be introduced with boy name

>>7133903
Phew
Thanks

>Listening to cheap trills song
>always thought singer was black

>>7133899
I don't know if I'm lesb, because I'm like new and late to the lesb game.

I

>>7133910
roll with it
i guess its cuz i dont wanna be assumed as a tranny
either a boy or a girl
>>7133915
this

>>7133910
I like to imagine I'll correct them, but who knows. All my friends I'm out to gender me wrong except my brother and I'm "okay" with that because otherwise they'd probably out me by accident

>>7133910
Hi Maeve

I'm glad you came back

>>7133914
Gimme cummies, slut.

>>7133900
I think I caught the lesbs. :3

>>7133904
wew now THAT is some shit taste son

>>7133916
then it's OK. tell them ur name is Brad and u came to crush some puss

>>7133918
>>>/trash/

>>7133916
whaaaa, what instrument do you play?

>>7133904
Frozen is just a cheap ass Tangled X 2 with a better soundtrack.

>>7133929
>>>/trash/
Well I never.

) :

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>>7133936
Except Frozen is about a whole different issue than Tangled.
Also as I said Frozen has better waifus.

>>7133929
>:(

>>7133940
what's wrong anon

>>7133931
She plays the proper instrument that all trutrans girls play.

>>7133929
Lol Yaaaaaaas betch

>>7133931
Guitar! In a few but sing in one

>>7133939
we r officially broken up as friends and ur CUT OFF from lewd stories

>>7133941
Tangled > frozen

>>7133941
Anne of Green Gables is better

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suck my dick

>>7133945
If you can't accept who I am, then I don't think you can be a friend to anyone, so I won't take it personally.

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Alright guys I have to leave for the night
Wish me luck surviving 4 horror flicks
Love you all

>>7133957
no (yes)

>>7133943
If I play the ukulele is that still trutrans since I'm a scrawny twig and a guitar might crush me?

>>7133944
Oh wow that's so cool! I really wanna get back into music. Hope it goes awesome

>>7133867
signs say no

>>7133957
>tfw no dick so suck

>>7133915
but then they'll think you're impure
>>7133920
understandable
i feel like i'd try to act offended and be like "i'm not a faggy tranny!!!!!"
>>7133921
also understandable
>>7133925
hi anon
how are you

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>>7133959
>falling for the memes

u got tricked :^)

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so cute
>>7133970
idk i guess i just feel my feels the way i feel

>>7133972
(^:

<3

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What do you fear more - never being accepted by your parents, or never becoming the girl you want to be?

>>7133870
I had sex in may right after my orchi, it was great but he was an asshole who just wanted to try a tranny out. I want real sex like a girl and chances are i get srs in March so like by next May i will be a cum dump.

anybody wanna keep me company tonight

>>7133980
I'm accepted by my mom and my dad's not in the picture, so I guess the latter.

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>>7133977
c'mon now you dyke my anti lesb bit is obviously fake considering I was one for a little while.

boydick cured me of my degeneracy tho!

How come.my (you)s don't show up?

I'm sorry if I'm not answering those who answer my posts, but my (you)s are missing.

>Want more booze
>nowhere selling anymore

TEARS

>>7133886
Lol you don't wanna marry me. If you get me out of America I'll do whatever you want though.

>>7133988
I know :3
I thought we were starting drama so we could move into the A list trip tier.

>>7133970
>how are you
I'm good. I shitposted a lot on the internet and that put me in a good mood.

You seem sadder and more deflated than usual lately, I hope you're okay.

>>7133980
My parents fully accept me so i only worry about the second point but not that much since I'm getting consistently mamed in guy mode.

I think the only reason they accept me is that i fully convinced both of them into atheism like a boss. I even have my mom calling out Christians on their fakey bullshit

>>7133973
your taste in cute boys is questionable :thinking:
>>7133989
you on your phone? that happens to me a lot on mobile

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>>7133838
>dark souls is hard though

Pffft, casuals
>>7133992
>tfw drank all the booze I bought last night and this morning
>tfw drinking with a hangover

>>7133992
Is like selling alcohol on Sundays still prohibited in the lands o'leprechauns.

>>7133980
Not accepting myself

>>7134001
>not loving Chilled in the year of 2016
ive had a crush on him for like
4 years now ROFL

>>7133984
Where in cali? You got a comfy bed and a strap on?

>>7133997
literally who

>>7134005
Nah, selling after 10PM is though...

>>7133998
shitposting is fun yeah
i'm okay for the most part, there definitely have been days where i was really depressed, but today has been nice so far

>>7134008
I'm in NY. And i mean like over Skype and stuff, don't want any lewd. Feel like shit

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Why is living painful?

>>7134020
id imagine it's bc ur in Australia. like the least dangerous animal y'all have that is pterodactyls and thats only bc they're extinct

isn't the smallest breed of spider like 100cm there?

>>7134020
because we're trans :(

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>>7134020
so you can learn and grow as a person, doofus

a certain level of adversity and hardship is necessary in order to become a healthy, well-rounded individual

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>see myself in mirror
>cute girl
>turn on phone for selfies
>sometimes girl sometimes boy
>upload the selfies i liked to my computer
>boy

>>7133980
what a cutie

>>7133964
>Tfw no quid gf to play u the ukulele.
:(

>>7133980
My parents will never accept me, so I fear nothing,.and girl me is just like me but with tits and vag. I guess I fear nothing!

>>7134001
Yesssss! I didn't even see your (you) :(

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>>7134028
you look like what you see in the mirror

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>tfw 32 degrees tonight and getting constantly attacked by mosquitoes

>>7134020
Who knows. I feel like this is all just a game and someone is laughing at me

https://www.reddit.com/user/tracyslowjam

So maddie is now known as tracy?

>>7134020
Bc being a feminine male is slightly worse and more embarrassing than dressing and living full time as a clown.

>>7133996
But oddish I wanted to get IN to America ;_;

Identity swap maybe?

>>7134015
Why is cal in your name.

>>7134046
..because its my name

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hi im cal kiwi

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>>7134023
You have a very distorted view of Australia, Yankee.

>>7134026
True

>>7134027
Well I don't think I'm becoming a healthy, well-rounded individual.

>>7134038
I feel that way sometimes too.
Like life is a black comedy.

>>7134042
Are you still on skype beep?

>>7134051
:o

>>7134048
Meme name.

>>7134028
As in there is a boy behind you?
Touch his butt

>>7134042
Would end if it got to that desu

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>>7134012
>i'm okay for the most part, there definitely have been days where i was really depressed, but today has been nice so far
I'm glad for it.

You just have to put on your fighting face and push through the down days.

hi im cal Lauren

>>7134062
:o

>>7134065
o:

>>7134062
hi cal lauren im cal kiwi
where you from

>>7134042
I'm a "feminine male" to an extent, but it's not that bad. Occasionally people do treat me like shit though, but isn't it worse for trannies?
>>7134052
Yeah pretty much.

>>7134067
ny

>>7134070
God is laughing at us

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I can't stop crying. Nothing feels right. I don't feel alive anymore. I think something really bad happened. I'm terrifying that I had a stroke. Nothing is the same. I can't play piano I'm so scared. I've lost so much. I don't feel like my body is fully alive. I have these dsitrortored views on things now. I have my memory back from only a few days and every thing is so fucking slow. I used to be a despondent person, I feel like I might have actually went psychotic. I feel nauseous still like I'm still in a haze, despite no reason that properly makes sense. I have never felt so old. I'm not a kid anymore and that's never been more obvious. I'm seriously terrifyied nothing is going to be the same. I know at least this experience changed me emotionally. I am hooping it isn't literally neurological damage. They're was no indicator on their scans or anything. Yet very tremendously things are off.

I feel like I still belong in the hospital, I fear I'm like still secretly suicidal or not myself like I'm literally software corrupt. Like hardware damage. I ripped an IV out and was tied down by a sherrif
Like something traumatic trigggered. I remember having a bad reaction to weed. I fear low sodium and a spironolactone problem (just how my body was from being a tranny) triggered psychosis. Things weren't normal I was very confused when this all went down. It was more or less out of nowhere. I've felt such a difficult and suicidal more than most of my life, but this recent trans roll play (more myself honestly) has really really fucked me up.

You clowns have seen sorta how I've been hanging in gravyards, not working, singing about suicide, and beging a death sock puppet and a grim motherufcukerr.

Idk what drastically shifted others than being trans and more stress and drug problems that developed. I mean addictions as well as transgender "care".

It doesn't feel like I've been trans since this whole breakdown. It's been almost 1 full year. My mind is not working.

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>>7134073
WTF WHY DO YOU HAVE CAL IN UR NAME IF UR NOT FROM CAL

>>7134078
ok ill change it

>>7134073
Ayy, same.
Are you in the city or upstate?

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>>7134052
I thought Australia was a literally hell on earth that has rampaging deadly giant sized animals and the people all say cunt like it's hello

>>7134082
long Island

>>7134078
hi i live in cali

>>7134075
When God was making human beings he outsourced me to China
>>7134084
Le epic evil creature Australia meme

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>>7134090
hi cal isla im cal kiwi

>>7133910
hi hamster. I got mones and am super happy!

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>>7134052
>Well I don't think I'm becoming a healthy, well-rounded individual.
give it time, you impatient shit

at the very least, you might develop a little bit of empathy and be able to provide life advice in the future

>>7134084
>deadly giant sized animals
How big counts as giant ?

>people all say cunt like it's hello
Close, it tends to be a substitute for mate or friend, kinda like how you cunts say dude and bro all the time.

>>7134095
When God was making me it was just a prank

>>7134097
Congrats!

>>7134097
mones are the second best antidepressant after cuddles imo

>>7134096
hi cal kiwi how u

Mine makes everything sexy

>>7134097
YAY CONGRATS :D
i remember when i got mine i was sooo fucking happy

Do any of you Cals wanna hang out

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>>7134105
im feeling p cal rn hbu cal isla

>>7134109
I've lost my cal status but ok

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>>7134032
Omg Sass I forgot to say, I saw Elvis Costello last night and it was amazing! Incredible show, he's still such a wonderful showsman

Hey faggos.

>>7134098
Idk, maybe you're right.

>>7134112
jealous
>>7134113
im not a faggo ur a faggo

>>7134111
you can be a cal im sry

>>7134115
Lets both be faggos~!

>>7134111
Really?

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cal pals

Is Mercury here now??

>>7134097
Oh wow that's so awesome! Congratulations sertii <3

>>7134108
Omg I didn't know you were on hrt yet! Congratulations to you too :D

>>7134117
ok thanks
>>7134118
good idea
>>7134119
maybe i get scared of going outside tho
>>7134121
: )

>>7134126
^^
>>7134124
Quiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid

>>7134121
Wanna be friends

>>7134126
I mean like online to keep me company tonight

I am sad and lonely

Help

>>7134110
im feelin p happy rn
waitin for friends to do stuff with tho

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>>7134103
>>7134108
>>7134124
ty ty
>>7134104
i hope :3

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I am really bored right now. AMA

goodnight as well

lets see if i have decently sized boobs tommorow morning.

>>7134145
how did it come to pass that you ended up in south africa, and when are you going to start taking mones?

>>7134136
stop being sad and lonely, and be happy and togetherful instead

>>7134145
What's your fave band rn?

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>>7134145
Will you be my friend?

>>7134151
>stop being sad and lonely, and be happy and togetherful instead
How?

>>7134044
How do we do

>>7134150
sleep tight, sertiikins

>>7134150
nini
>>7134124
thanks! it's been a month or so, not much has happened other than itty bitty breast buds

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>>7134151
I like to think that I probably did something evil in a past life so I was reincarnated here.

>and when are you going to start taking mones

I honestly have no idea anymore
>>7134154
I still really like burzum, it's weird but I find it oddly comforting. Other than that I've been enjoying Melechesh.

I used to love asking Alexandria and bullet for my valentine when I was in high school though
>>7134156
Sure why not

>>7134161
>How?
you could farm some easy (you)s with qt wolfboy pictures

alternatively, you could secure a partner for recreational sexual intercourse (i hear there are a few single people left in ireland)

>>7134177
>(i hear there are a few single people left in ireland)

I don't want a single Irish guy for sex, I want a Carol for cuddles.

What's cal?

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>>7134121

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This is just a reminder, Estrogen is a fucking poison, I'm just wearing a work out top, no bra, how am I supposed to live like this

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>>7134183
Calories and they're bad for u

>>7134183
Ifornia
>>7134184
Kek

>>7134183
California OR an underage FTM named Cal that browses MTFG

>>7134180
>I don't want a single Irish guy for sex, I want a Carol for cuddles.
you cannot have a carol for cuddles

you need to learn to compromise

>>7134189
Hi Faye ^^

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>>7134197
I guess that I could farm (you)s...

>>7134176
Ty

>I like to think that I probably did something evil in a past life so I was reincarnated here.
Same

>>7134193
im transcal

>>7134205
Sirona a CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE :3

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Im drunk and my butt is all bruised

cal 4 cal?

>>7134214
but thats straight

>>7134205
>tfw you now have so many sironas that they need their own folder

>>7134183
Something terrible

>>7134216
:o

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>>7134214
>my butt is all bruised
wew

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>>7134211
IT'S THE HAT I SWEAR

IT'S TOO POWERFUL

HELP IT'S STRANGLING ME!

>>7134218
>People have a folder for me

C-creepy desu

>>7134217
No its really gay

im glad 4chan is dying because that means no more faye posts

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>>7134214
God i love taking it in the butt, the orgasm is the fucking best, last time i used my dil i came 3 times. I only had dick once, how is it feel often?

>>7134222
My bf whiped ne with my anal beads
It hurts alot tbqh

(´・ω・`)

>>7134225
:3
You're so cute
>>7134228
:c
thats mean

>>7134214
If I had a dollar for every time that happened


I'd be pennylees ;-;

>>7134214
Sounds like a successful Saturday desu

>>7134115
i got such bad anxiety at the beginning because the ushers got my seat wrong and i went into a totally different section and didn't want to climb over the barrier and had to walk back and forth in front of people basically bending over in shame and to not block their view by the end and the show was starting and omg it was terrible

but then it was a great show ^^

>>7134131
Carollllll :3

>>7134175
It's so nice to have anything at all change though ^^ I'm really happy for you

>>7134228
Yeah "justin" is the king of passive aggressive bragging.

where do I buy a stuffed (´・ω・`)

>>7134240
Hows Quid? <3 <3 <3
>>7134242
Kayla, you're a fucking nutcase and a twat

>>7134230
It feels really good pham
Pretty shure the neighbors heard me

>>7134233
How did the Denko saving go, is she in your basement?

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>>7134244
Probably from your nearest shobon vendor.

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I'm gonna go play games and shit now, will probably be back later

>>7134207
I wish I was merican desu
>>7134208
I'm low cal

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Continuing to farm (you)s

Help me make /mtfg/ qt again!

>>7134248
Yeah every time i do it i end up unintentionally moaning, i can't help it, i welp like a beat dog, the guy i was with said my moans made him cum

>>7134189
by getting ffs, srs and a boyfriend

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>>7134259

>>7134242
Figuring out my dead name
Dead naming me
Passive aggressive

Why do the crazy ones always have issues with narcissistic projection

>>7134264
that would require faye to actually transition and not just jerk off to their own posts in mtfg

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i welp like a beat dog

>>7134271
Because Kayla is a basketcase insano that should have been institutionalized years ago.

>>7134246
And you suck up to passers that shit on you. Being a kiss ass doesn't do anything but inflate their already over inflated egos

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I'm cute as fuck.

>>7134202
Hi carol
>>7134264
Hi anon that's trying to convert me to being a straight woman

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>>7134270
ty...

I just realised I can see beard shadow in all of these and I hate it, so I'm gonna stop soon...

>>7134275
I love that sound.

>>7134258
Where you from?

>>7134246
Kayla is okay when she's not yelling at people

>>7134275
are you going to see Kayla at thanksgiving?

>>7134281
>messy bed hair