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>>7116270
Hiii friends

>>7116270
>(reposting because old thread is old)
>coming to terms with the fact that I might be a lesbian
>my dating pool is now "lesbian women who are willing to date trans women"

Feels like the odds are against me. Sad times.

How's mtfg today?

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how is everyone

>>7116283
I'm a failure of a woman and don't deserve to live.

>>7116275
hi wanna be my gf

>>7116282
castigated

I didn't get that pizza for lunch. Day 4 of nothing to eat. I think i gave myself an eating disorder

>>7116283
Eh, I am ok

>>7116273

whatcha paintin chara-chan?

>>7116291

see that's the other thing i feel like i'd want to be high nonstop lol!
i will look into it tho. I DO GET IT. EHEHE

>>7116295
now show me your butt!

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>>7116293
How is your mutilated sister?

>>7116295
I like to paint insects.

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>>7116241
He was really disoriented when I first let him out, normally my intruders run for cover as soon as they're free, he just stumbled around. I hope I didn't get him too high...

>>7116257
Hopefully he'll learn to avoid cats in the future, but I guess that's easier said than done.

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>>7116276
hi

>>7116282
i've gone back and forth with my sexuality since the dawn of time and finally just accepting that its always gonna be like that

besides, like 90% of girls these days have dicks

>>7116286
live out of spite and see how low you can go

>>7116298
>ywn turn chara gay

honestly,
i was debating whether or not i should keep myself off the skittles as punishment.
but i couldn't do that.
that's going too far

>>7116297

n-no
the last time i did that i got banned desu

>>7116298

is this a painting of yours? :o

>>7116243
Yep, I have sleep problems, but from restless legs. I have a drug I take to calm them down. Funny, but it is a precursor chemical to dopamine. One of the chemicals adenosylcobalamin helps make. o.O

I also have sleep apnea, but I can easily control it by sleeping on my side.

Show your friend this site. This is the protocol I just found and am trying soon.
http://forums.phoenixrising.me/index.php?threads/active-b12-protocol-basics.10138/
I have much to learn about it. Hopefully I have some good lucid days where I can do some deep thinking. Those days are getting rarer as I get worse. The migraines I get from thinking to hard really suck.

>>7116249
Opps, I'd just say it was a gift.

>>7116298
She's awake and out of surgery. Is it bad that seeing her lose her looks makes me feel better about myself?

>>7116300
Snick snick! I replied in last thread, don't know if you saw it!

>>7116293
just try eating something tiny
get yourself going again
>>7116289
can you dispense huggs at any given time
>>7116299
awh
is the weather nice enough
it's been gettin chilly around here and the last time i had to let out a mouse it was super snowy
felt bad for the little dude

>>7116268
Not sad per se
I'm feeling useless, depreciated
Insignificant perhaps
Defeated for sure

>>7116271
A drop of silver in a sea of gold

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Tfw u put ur tail in and feel like a good pup :)

>>7116283
Tired because I'm up early for work again yay~
>kill me
But after today I get 2 days off and on Friday I'm taking my sister and her friends to London MCM so that's pretty hype.

>>7116292
How come?

>>7116301
Yea mine has shifted a lot too. At this moment in time though it's in a state where I can't tell if my remaining attraction to guys is genuine or if it's a coping mechanism for the fact that there are more straight / bi guys who would date a trans woman then there are lesbian women who would do the same.

>>7116310
Yeah but im like apathetic to eating now

>>7116295
Uhhhhh yeahhhhh that's certainly ummmm a possibility >___________________________>

>>7116304
wtf punishment for what?? glad you decided not to never do that

>>7116304
What do you need to punish yourself for?

>>7116309
I did
>>7116311
t-that's good right?

>>7116293
I go through this all the time, Im on day 5. Eventually you get use to it. Its usually day 2-3 that are the hardest when Im forced to.

>>7116305
aww, post linked booty

>>7116308
Holy shit I'm glad she's alive

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This thread was made for me!

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>>7116315
b/c i got a d on 1 of my midterms.
i'm not confident about 1 of the others either.
i really need a mentor

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>>7116299
That's okay i strangled a cat before so that should keep lil chara safe.

>>7116300
O.O

>>7116303
But im pansexual.

>>7116305
Yes it is i have a few more. ^=^

>>7116308
No that's hilarious

>>7116317
you need food to survive!!
hope your sister is doing better

>>7116326
Wait, what? What happened to Kayla's sister?

>>7116307

does this stuff work? :o i will send it to her but idk if she will understand everything they're discussing lol

>>7116318

am i gonna be sending u crazy skype msgs while high just like u have done to me ;-;

>>7116325

b-b-b-but

>>7116331

wow that's really good!! WHAT AREN'T YOU GOOD AT LMAO

>>7116320

>>7116328

>>7116327
You're my favorite trip

>>7116283
Exhausted, light migraine, various muscle and joint pains, and hands and lower legs feel like they have burns all over them. I took 400mg of Co-Q10 a bit ago, and the migraine and exhaustion are less intense.

>>7116335
Car accident.

>>7116331
I only have that one picture

>>7116310
yes I am very snuggle and huggly

>>7116338
Oh. Yeah, don't not transition because of that.

>>7116331
wait really?

I know someone really pretty who has a crush on you

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>>7116339

>>7116324
>Eventually you get use to it
Thats not a healthy way to treat starving yourself but then again chopping off my balls because i wanna be a girl wasn't the best way to deal with my psychosis, maybe we all just are weak willed and caved to our mental illness

>>7116328
I wish I was that cat. She probably has no worries in the world.

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I feel really weird and confused tonight.

>>7116347
Its not something I can change, I am FORCED to live like this, food is expensive and no one really cares to help.

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>>7116310
It's cold, but it hasn't started snowing here yet. Im sure he'll find some place warm to hide, he probably has a home near where I let him go. where-ever he is, safer out there than in here with the cats.

>>7116331
I really hope you're just being edgy, I can't even hurt little lizards without feeling HORRIBLE

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>>7116335
MUTILATION STATION

>>7116336
I'm not that good at being dom.

>>7116342
Awww okay.

>>7116345
Oh wow, i never had a crush on me before.

>>7116351
Maybe all that hair dye seeped into that vapid little brain of yours

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>tfw seriously considering vegetarianism to save money

i've been assigned to read oedipus rex.
i have a feeling that won't get me in a better mood.

>>7116357
I've become a de facto vegetarian.

>>7116351
aw
for any particular reason?

>>7116355

i can teach u if u want

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>>7116353
No i would abuse my pets when i was younger.
I think i might even have a picture of the cat i did it too.

>tfw the thought of someone finding me attractive is still an alien impossibility in my head

>>7116328
Awh I see, can you retake at any point before the year's out?

>>7116355
no seriously, i bet you'd be into her. you already know her anyway and i'm p sure you guys already like each other.

>>7116357
chicken is cheap wtf are you even talking about

>>7116362
Yes! My current technique of threatening to cut-off fingers if they dont obey has no effect on anyone it seems.

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>>7116356
My hair isn't dyed.
>>7116361
I do not know :/

>>7116366

i mean it's prob cause ur so smol
you need to intimidate with your presence rather than words desu. eye of the tiger and all that!!

>>7116357
have you thought about an all cum diet

>>7116364
probably not.
there was a writing portion.
i hate writing exams

>>7116362
>implying

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>>7116365
ohh who

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>>7116359
I'm getting there desu
;_;

>>7116365
Chicken is cheap, but it's orders of magnitude more expensive than beans and a few times more expensive than homemade meat substitutes

>>7116370
Harvest sounds hard

coming back here was a mistake
this place makes me miserable
I will post again on saturday the best picture of me from attending the wedding but even then I will still look like shit, so you can all laugh at how hard I try and still fail
then I will disappear
I'm sure the anon that harassed me all last year and the start of this year for being excited about christmas will be happy I'm not here, s/he won
you all won, I'm broken and unfixable

>>7116363
Are you completely retarded? I hope you get physically crippled and that you have to suffer for the rest of your life.
Pathetic piece of garbage.

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>>7116363
Well, that's horrible and you should feel terrible about it. Animals can suffer just as much as we can, you must have a really fucked up background to be cold to that.

You should try painting your nails like the pic you posted btw, I bet it'd look good.

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also am i the only person itt who loves the gilmore girls and is super pumped f or the netflix special? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGGNNSmGDpU

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>>7116308
My face looked like mush after I was first put back together after getting beat up. A couple plastic surgeries later and I had a nice face again. You can only tell from the few scar segments that still show. They are all under the hairline. Most of the scars have vanished over the years.

>>7116336
I don't know. I know the normal forms of folic acid and B-12 failed me. Others have found these to work so I'll try them. Apparently about 20% of the population can't transform cyanocobalamin to methylcobalamin at all, and 30% do it very slowly. The rest can, but it is resource wasteful.

>>7116374
>Harvest sounds hard
are you kidding thats the best part

>>7116282

there's bi women too, you're probs better off with bi women because they're less likely to have been on the periphery of TERFs.

>>7116375
It is horrible.
Please come back on Christmas, at least to say hi then leave.
See you Sheen, best of luck.

I'm so sorry this place has been so toxic to you Sheen. I wish you the best of luck with the wedding and everything! :)

should i make cute gifs

>>7116315
imo dont think about it too much
if you like someone then just roll with it and hope they like you back

if you date and it doesnt work out then it doesnt work out

>>7116340
get mdma and find cuddles
that'll fix your headache and joint pains

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>>7116369
Ok but how do i do that looking like a tiny hamster.
Plus i basically submit on command.

>>7116376
I mean it's not that bad. It was just mostly me experimenting with myself.

>>7116377
I don't do it anymore, and i can't change the past.

I paint my nails pretty often actually i just don't show it off much i guess but thanks ^=^

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>mfw people freak out about animals being tortured but they still eat meat

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okie i'm gonna go now, i just wanted to update the ppl who knew how awful i felt about me feeling better and stuff, i don't wanna drag anyone down or take away focus. i'll tty all later, have a nice night!! <3

>>7116389
I eat meat also!

>>7116390
Awww nini.

>>7116374
What are good homemade meat substitutes?

>>7116390

don't let crohn's give u the moans

>>7116388
How about me experimenting with myself by setting you on fire?

>>7116368
:(
with any luck it'll pass soon and you can go back to being happy isla
>>7116375
hope the wedding goes well ^^

>>7116390
I'm so sorry. When I'm going through.my stomach cramps caused by internal hemmorhoid bleeding, I also pretend I'm going through my period. I even wear pads. LMAO.

I'm happy you're feeling better and please stop wanting to sudoku :3

Edie is best girl even though she thinks she's mean girl...dat catholic guilt trip. :).

>>7116175 #
Yah, I know! I just want to be a miss knowitall :)

>>7116397
I don't really understand what your issue is?

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>>7116398
I figured out why
I forgot my meds LMAO

>>7116321
Electrum was often valued poorly due to its alloy nature

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>>7116393
Seitan
Dishes made with TVP or soy protein
Tempeh and tofu (this isn't any cheaper than meat really)

>>7116375
*hugs*

>>7116402
You

>>7116336
LOL idk but if so you should definitely get some weed asap

>>7116375
will i still be able to contact you? :s

>>7116403
oooooh that'll do it
i ran out of fluoxetine today
probably shouldn't have committed to taking it again when i was gonna run out before the next psych appointment ._.

>>7116404
I still don't understand @.@

>>7116390
I hear you douching with unsterilized water did this.....

>>7116371
Ouch >:

>>7116382
That is true. I just feel scared of having a tiny dating pool because I really want to hold out for someone better for me than my last two relationships.


>>7116386
I really shouldn't think to much about it desu. It's just a weird feeling not knowing how to define something that I was so sure about pre transition. Just taking it easy and not rushing into something that doesn't feel right is probably the best I can do.

>>7116402
don't listen to them, they sound like someone who'd volunteer for PETA

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>>7116386
They are all symptoms of ME/CFS. Rest is the only thing I found that makes them better.

>>7116412
yikes ya
running out of meds sucks ;;
good luck on getting some soon tho!!

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>>7116408
Well i like you! <3

>>7116416
Rachel <3

i think it might actually be a good thing that nobody's identified me.
i've said some things that i would otherwise be better off not saying.
that fact is very apparent

>>7116418
i wanna ask him for something different
or rather something additional
he said that something for my depression would help with anxiety but it's not really the case

>>7116420
Chara <3

>>7116389
My friend, my dear friend, congnitive dissonance is part of being human.

What happens to local fauna when the forest is felled for you crops?

Whole ecosystems destroyed for your kale and quinoa....

It might not be torture, but it's destruction of life. Yet you are neither aware, nor mind...

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hi guys
I just took my first ever lsd hit 50 minutes ago
170mics
How long does it take to fully hit when ingested orally?

>>7116420
Oh great, let's meet it will be unforgettable for you.

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>>7116427
How are you? ^=^

>>7116429
3

>>7116430
You're too scared of me to do that.

>>7116423
Which were your posts, mystery anon?

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>>7116429
probably around 1.5 hours.
maybe 2

>>7116432
i mentioned my grades.
& my reaction

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>tfw I want to smoke a bunch of weed right now and suck some cock

>tfw I have neither

>>7116428
1. No, you can't say that plant agriculture makes more waste than animal agriculture, just because you live near farms. You're a moron. I have studies, you have crazy fucking assumptions, or you're just a shill shamelessly lying. I live in the same country as you and the facts very fucking obviously disprove your claim.
2. There is pollution involved even if the animals really did survive solely off the land. And I hope you realize that would be an infinitesimally small amount of animals who are raised that way, and their products reach an infinitesimally small amount of people, and there are still a huge amount of flaws with consuming their products that would take a year to fully get into alone.
3. I see no value to your life, but I'm sure you do. Most people won't kill you because you hold value to your life, not the other way around.
4. I don't want to promote overpopulation you fucking genius, we're already overpopulated and this is the only logical way to deal with that fact.
5. You don't destroy the entire fucking planet because you want to kill a few billion people. The people who survive would have absolutely miserable lives. Your logic is fucking cancer.
6. The world isn't going to go vegan overnight and if it did I'm sure those vegans would love to care for those animals til the end of their days.
7. They're not just income waste, they're living creatures who feel and experience life similar to children.
8. Veganism is the only logical solution to a long list of problems.
9. Even China now is trying to cut its meat consumption in half. Everything you fucking say is filled with misinformation, simple ignorance, smugness, and blatant lies.
10. They're not as healthy anymore, and the ones who were ate a primarily vegan diet. You are fucking shameless.

Please don't bother responding to this unless you want to ask for sources. I don't have the time or patience to deal with anymore of your shit.

>>7116413
I'd rather have been a platinoid
Still precious, but irrelevant
Perhaps i already am

>>7116431
I am too exited to see you suffer to not meet you.
I literally dreamed of torturing a murderer tonight, then I wake up and read that you abused your pets. It's a sign.

>tfw too many new games to play

>>7116439
lol ok

>>7116431
>>7116433
Alright I'll be patient then
probably shouldn't have gotten drunk tonight
I am too irresponsible fuck I have to see my brother in a bit but I wil still be high
fukc

>>7116434
Oh, I see. Well, I wish you good luck with future exams and with transition, whoever you are.

>>7116442
Might as well spend all your time shitposting on mtfg like you do already then!

>>7116444
GL

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i really like yaoi
i wish i was an anime boy yaoi
>>7116426
well
for both parts
good luck
ok?

>>7116438
what's wrong :c

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>>7116444
i wish i had enough time for psychedelics.
i really could go for something that would scramble my brain.
enough so that i could just forget that i exist for a while

>>7116429
It takes 1 hour to start taking effect, you'll peak around 3-5.

Done more acid than anyone here, so listen to me.

>>7116444
Uhhh what the fuck have you done? It lasts for 12-15 hours lol and you'll be way out of it fro a bit after

>>7116444
well, it isn't magic mushrooms, so you should be fine

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>>7116458
I don't have enough time
My parents are out for a week but I have tons of appointments with filthy normies
Is your life that bad?

>>7116450
<3

>>7116460
Alright I believe you
If only Trashy would give me info besides calling me a degenerate >:(

Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.

>>7116460

12 to 15 sounds a bit long I was thinking 8 or 9 hours.

Sure you're not thinking of DOB?

Can I get an orchie now and then do SRS later? I don't want cancer but I also want the best neovag possible. I just can't afford it.

>>7116460
drugs drugs drugs

>>7116452
thanks isla ^^
and yes yaoi is good
especially cute yaoi

>>7116467
>I don't want cancer
how is this relevant?
also the only way to 100% avoid cancer is to remove all living tissue

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>>7116464
unfortunately, i'll have to spend the rest of the semester playing catch up on @ least 1 of my courses.
not really looking forward to all the papers i'll have to write

>>7116470
AAs give you cancer.

>>7116460
>Uhhh what the fuck have you done? It lasts for 12-15 hours lol and you'll be way out of it fro a bit after
O-oops
Well dinner is in like 10 hours but I will have to talk to my brother before that
Will that be doable?

>>7116466
Apart from the bro interaction idc how long this shit lasts if it's too long for interaction with bro anyway just let it be as long as possible

>>7116471
Awoo feelsbad :(
YOu should at least have time for drugs seometimes, right?

>>7116472
Evidence of that?

>>7116464
let us know when you start coming up

>have cyst on testicle that causes you near constant pain
>also prevents you from tucking
>doctors say they refuse to give you orchi incase it fucks up future SRS
:C

>>7116476
I read it on 4chan.

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>>7116475
unfortunately, no. my whole school week will be drenched in classes & work from now on

>>7116478
Get the cyst removed?

>>7116479
Well, anti-androgens are generally used to treat certain kinds of cancer, I haven't heard of them raising the likelihood of cancers, maybe the estrogens do.

>>7116464
Yeah I was gonna say lol, you date trashy and you haven't done acid before?

>>7116466
I'm talking about all effects having dissipated completely. After 8 hours it's pretty possible to act normally, but especially if you use weed which intensifies the effects you'll typically still get some effects until at least 12 hours.

>>7116475
Oh, I thought you meant in like a few hours.

You should be ok, as long as you don't need sleep. Just tell him you're really tired and any of the effects should be explained away.

>>7116475
check erowid or something

if you took a tab and it was bitter you're in for long-ass trip but it'll be hilarious and stimmy. that's DOB.

if it tasted like a kinda watery vodka taste but barely there then you got the LSD and the first thing you'll notice is "wow everything looks really cool..." and it'll be like 8-9 hours with kind of a trippy vibe lasting until you go to sleep pretty much.

>>7116479
Maybe stop getting your medical advice from 4chan.

>>7116481
i probably won't have much access to the food i have in my kitchen, even if my grade recovers

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Roomie gave me an oxy as i left for work and showed me 2 new bottles of ketchup he bought for me. Tonight wont be so bad afterall. I held back a giggle as i almost called him daddy

>>7116477
I actually unironically think I am coming up now
Shaking and seeing patches in vision
this is it right lads?

>>7116485
>Yeah I was gonna say lol, you date trashy and you haven't done acid before?
No she only fed me ketamine before but then she went all anti-drugs on me???

>>7116485
>Oh, I thought you meant in like a few hours.
depends on when he wakes up rly

>>7116481
That really sucks :(

>>7116486
It didt really taste like much desu but I cant smell at all (had it like 8 years now?) so it may just be my fucked up senses

>tfw not cool and don't do drugs besides HRT and allergy pills

>>7116492
Aww

Glad she's gone away from the drugs, she did it way too much, that makes sense why she didn't reply to me when I was tripping then. Can you tell her I'm sorry please? I don't think I have her on anything anymore

And hopefully you got acid then. I dunno about DOB but the RC I tried was quite bitter so I think you would taste it, most RCs are bitter I think

>>7116494
don't feel bad anon ur not the only one

>>7116494
I wish i could get baked again but since I am getting into management soon i can't because they do random tests

>>7116494
>allergy pills
wouldn't happen to be diphenhydramine, would it?

>>7116492
that sounds about right.
hey, here's something cool.
try closing your eyes

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>>7116491
kaylaaas gottt a boyfrieenndd
seriously thats the kind of will they wont they stuff that happened on spaced

>>7116494
H O L L A N D

>>7116498
I ordered online and the guy had a good reputation so it should be good?

I'll tell her that. Sorry about what, though?

>>7116502
closing didnt do much
but then opening my eyes again
nice tip <3

>>7116504
No way, he can just be daddy. I want a bf that is fit.

>>7116505
Oh nvm maybe I'm just being insecure lol. For messaging her about lsd and whatever

And I didn't know you got it off the darknet, GOOD FOR YOU

Seriously unless you have an amazing hookup you can really really trust IRL so so much LSD you buy is fake.

If he has a really good rep and no reports of fake shit you should be good.

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Goood morning

>>7116508
LOL

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I can't believe I was kicked out of my own town because I sang a song against the mayor.
You'll get yours some day Ryan

>>7116512
yeah red is buttmad, she has been full repression mode on FB, stuff like "im not trans im just a feminine boy" and then pulls stuff like this

i called her a hon and blocked her

>>7116511
mornin hanna !!

>>7116509
o, right.
i forgot about that.
bjorgfist should have tested it

>>7116509
That's really reassuring actually, thanks <3
I'll tell her that
>tfw now she'll check my posts on here
Fug

Also guys the suns coming up I do NOT need dis
daylihght

>>7116509
when I got real lsd it was off this lil lesbo girl she kept it in a vial and would put it on fruit pastilles for you.

Off any other person it'd always be some kind of RC, and I've often heard people say they've taken acid and go on to describe the effects of most RCs exactly.

>>7116511
good morn
your hair looks so prettyyy

Fuck, even with a sports bra my tits stll show through my work shirt. I look like a fucking tranny.

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>>7116511
Morning~
That's a nice pic :o

>>7116522
maybe you should let your hr dept know what's going on & invest in women's work attire

>>7116511
Goodness you're so beautiful.

>>7116522
LEWD

>>7116517
Fake LSD doesn't really happen much on the darknet, does it? I would test IRL (and I have, and I have a very trusted hookup now though I don't do it anymore, or at least very rarely) but on the darknet I wouldn't really bother.

>>7116518
haaaa

you should look at some neural network images

and I like looking in the mirror but that REALLY freaks a lot of people out apparently so maybe don't

>>7116519
That's so awesome. And yeah, I've never gotten fake but I've never heard of anyone in the area buying from anyone other than the person I do and getting anything that wasn't fake, it's really sad. One guy was literally selling fucking strychnine.

>>7116516
How are you today isla?
>>7116521
N-no i just fixed it
It looked awfull like 15 mins ago
How are ya?
>>7116523
Hey Shish how are you?
>>7116527
Youre beautiful~

>>7116515
Edgy my man

>>7116511
wow.
i'm astonished.
how long have you been on hrt?

>>7116534
hows it feel to hate yourself lol

>>7116531
better than like 15 minutes ago
i forgot to take my pills so i felt rlly weird

>>7116536
>implying I'm red
Lmao

>>7116526
No way. Not until i get on their insurance.

>>7116528
Not trying to be lewd but even in layers my areolas fully poke through, its what i get for having baby bottle nipples

>>7116531
IT"S PRETTY
i'm doing well ^^
just chillin
>>7116522
wew how big are they
i don't know how i'm gonna deal with tits yet
that's a problem for future maeve

>>7116531
I am not beautiful, but you are a treasure, please stay pretty.

>>7116541
they're going to find out.
i think it would be better if you told them

>>7116511
Morning! How's everything?

>>7116482

It's too small for any doctor to consider that. Even though it causes pain.

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Please don't misgender me, I'm a "he"
I'll never be a real girl

>>7116537
Awww :c
hugg Isla
Glas youre feeling better atleast
>>7116535
About 15 months now
>>7116542
Im chilling too
But i should be going to class instead
>>7116545
I-im pretty?

>>7116549
Really?
Well i gotta punch in. Ni ni

>>7116552
please.
you're better than all of us.
except hanna & isla

>>7116559
dont give her the attention

>>7116552
BDD
D
D

>>7116552
Okay ma'am

>>7116556
much better -w-
but i DONT HAVE CUTE KISSES WTF

>>7116561
why not?
she is

>>7116559
I'm 6'2 and a clumsy oaf
I got scraped up bad by the pavement while running cuz my huge feet

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>>7116552
Don't worry red
We can both be fem boys :)

>>7116566
Ok red

>>7116552
Red pls dont be so hard you yourself
You look like a qt girl to me
Hope you feel better soon<3
>>7116565
I whant cute kisses too ._.

>>7116570
i'm not red.
as a matter of fact, i'm a different tripfag altogether

>>7116552
if you were a he you wouldn't be so buttmad when i call you "hon" and use "man" as an insult

>>7116556
Super duper pretty! I'd snuggle!

>>7116571
SOB

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Hi

Nini I love you all
Please don't make me angry
I'm in pain and can't run for a few days
I hate it so much

>>7116574
Snuggels are fun
>>7116575
sob ;~;

>>7116576
Hi

>>7116581
Hoi

>>7116531
I'm good! Slept better than I have had in a while. My hair's been growing out pretty good, too, so that's nice ^u^

What about you?

>>7116582
Sup?

>>7116576
how're you emu

>>7116584
Thats great!
Im trying to convince myself to get out of bed and go to class

>>7116580
i want cute kisses and hugs

>>7116585
>>7116586
I just got back from a councillor session

>>7116588
Do it, don't be like me and skip your way out of college.

>>7116576
tfw no trans girl bf

>>7116590
how did it go? did you get to talk about anything important?

>>7116594
r9k?

>>7116595
They just asked me questions about how I am feeling and all.

I haven't mentioned I'm a tranny yet

>>7116589
*hugs*

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hey bjorgfist.
how are you holding up?

who am i kidding? she's probably tripping balls by now

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>>7116569
This gif gives me feels

I'm never what I like
I'm double sided
And I just can't hide
I kinda like it
When I make you cry

>>7116576
Hi did you got drunk yesterday?

>>7116596
ye
everyone knows that pic

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>>7116589
Well huggs for you then~
>>7116593
Okidoki

hospital's nice

>>7116605
Again?

>>7116597
yeah but those are cute internet hugs from an adorable person
i want them irl yo
>>7116604
huggs ;w;

>>7116598
kek

Getting bloodwork tomorrow, if my T results come back and they're still too high, considering I'm on 300 mg of spiro, should I start selfmedding cypro and see if that helps?

Okay shit is really starting now lads'
wall bubbling and shit

bjorgie out maybe?
dunno

>>7116600
...are you feeling any better?

>>7116596
yeah i know it can be difficult to say
i just abruptly said it toward the end of my last session
it made me feel distressed but hopefully it's gonna help with future sessions

>>7116610
just cut your balls off

>>7116607
a week!!!1

>>7116607
Yea irl hugs are nice

>>7116610
if you can get on cypro why haven't you already done it?
it's better than spiro in every way

>>7116612
Hells yeah

>>7116615
but SRS :s

>>7116618
that's what I thought but then i looked into and it seemed like it was mostly memes? isn't it even worse on the liver?

>>7116616
Is it a week?
>>7116617
they areee soo nicee

>>7116615
Yeah easy stuff. You won't bleed to death or something.

>>7116610
that'd be a shame.
the last time i got my bloodwork done, my results showed a 34.
@ this point, i might be down to a range between 20 & 30.
damn, my next bloodwork is due around mid-november

>>7116614
Idk if I'm gonna say it desu, either way I can't see how they'd help with dysphoria.

>>7116620
just about!

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welp, i'm off to school! I hope you all have a great day today <3

>>7116624
Whats in a week?

>>7116622
yeah it would be

i hate feeling like i'm still masculinizing even on hrt and it might just be my imagination but i think i am ughhhh

>>7116618
spiro wasn't so bad in my case >>7116622

>>7116623
fair enough
just thought it might put some of my emotions into context
>>7116625
hope you have a great day too :3

>>7116626
that's when she shows up in your bedroom in the middle of the night

>>7116620
Yea ill be getting my dose of irl hugs on friday
You should find someone to hug you

>>7116619
well it's actually an antiandrogen instead of a diuretic that just happens to lower testosterone
I think the liver stuff is just a meme
anecdotally I was on 100mg (very high dose) for months and got my liver tested and it was fine

Sometimes I feel like I wanna feel real pain
Something holds me back, something makes me refrain

>>7116437
Full fucking retard.

>>7116632
that sounds fun.
We could play video games.
Or watch cartoons
>>7116633
Yay!!
and i think i might have someone
>>7116636
cypro made it hurt to pee
:sob:

>>7116636
well i mean it doesn't happen in months, i definitely wouldn't take it then

over a period of several years i mean, just like spiro

>>7116637
you are worrying me

>>7116639
:3

i wish i had somebody that wasn't a fucking man to play video games or watch cartoons with

>>7116639
Good ^^
not getting hugged is the worst feeling ever

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>>7116636
my doctor put me on 200mg a day.
after a couple short months 100mg.
i think it was to test my levels of tolerance &/or for allergies

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>tfw no one to bend me over and fuck me rn

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don't mind me I am just dumping average cis girls so you all feel as horrible as I do

>>7116637
Are you feeling ok Nep?

>>7116648
LMAO that's not even close to average

have you ever left your bedroom bb

>>7116647
i have the weakest boner right now

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>>7116648

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>tfw have to tie my hair up for work
>tfw forehead

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>>7116653

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>>7116437
>tfw people can't just take the reasonable stance of eating healthy, eating less and higher quality meat, and exploring other protein rich foodstuffs as their staples
Why be so militant

>>7116648
wow looks like her ffs surgeon botched her lips

>>7116652
my cock is super hard and veiny.

>>7116645
well i think having nobody that wants to hug u is p bad
worse than no hugs
>>7116644
aw :(

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>>7116659
Go on.

>>7116658
LMAO i didn't even notice the lips

>>7116653
>>7116655
no seriously have you ever left your bedroom, all these girls are models

2/3 are literally models lmao and i'm not sure bout the other

>>7116659
my pitiful erection is trounced into submission.
i'm soft again

i dunno why but i'm losing it but i'm still using it wtf

>>7116626
i come over!!!
>>7116632
yes

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>>7116655

>>7116663
when I get ffs I'm giving explicit instructions to leave my lips the fuck alone

it's ok to listen to lady gaga now that i'm a girl

right

>>7116428
You need to produce 100gram meat about 10kg hay and shit...
>>7116664

We're not damaged goods
Maybe we're just lonely people

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>>7116650
>>7116663
do you ever leave your restaurant?
obviously not otherwise you would know that these are average women

>>7116662
its very thick and long
>>7116664
its ok press your tiny one against my big manly one

>>7116666
Well I suppose you do have the money to do it, huh.
>>7116668
SAME
well if i get it
>>7116665
mine
has
gotten a lot smaller
like
a lot

>>7116667
honestly, compared to these average ciswomen,
i'm just feeling only a tiny bit butch & really plain

>>7116673
the first woman you posted has obviously had surgery

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>>7116667
Ow. This one got me.

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>>7116669
yes but why would you want to

>>7116674
o, jesus, i'm grinding.
stop that

>>7116675
WHEN stay positive~
Also you don't need ffs you look super-cis it'd just be a standard face-lift

>>7116672
you could at least acknowledge me vv

>>7116682
yeah
like if for me
cuz i dont think ill need it much

>>7116654
Have you moved your parting? it's looking better

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>>7116669
>tfw unironically like lady gaga

bored bored bored

>>7116681
grind against it all you want girl

>>7116669
she's got a new album yeah?
is it any good

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>>7116678
you know the actress who plays gilly on game of thrones
when she isnt wearing makeup to intentionally make her look more plain she looks like this

>>7116691
sure you can find some animal to fuck with. entertain yourself with a bug and a magnifying glass.

>>7116675
yes maam

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>>7116695
It's too cold out for bugs.

>>7116687
I don't think so? My fringe is pulled back a bit more to keep it out of my face but that's pretty much it I think.

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>>7116683

>>7116694
oh wow~
that's a british smile if i've ever seen one

>>7116668
ur prolly being facetious but that's not rly how ffs works, you choose specifically which things to do especially because each one raises the bill

>>7116673
I travel loads, maybe if you live in Beverly Hills or something? You can't be serious lol. I've been to loads of major cities and you're delusional or trolling.

And like, being in my restaurant makes me see loads of people every day so I'm not sure what you're even getting at there

>>7116679
cause she's a really positive role model and a lot of her songs are actually good!

>>7116688
yessssssssss

what are songs you like that aren't the ones everyone knows

>>7116693
i haven't listened to it in it's entirety! i only just started listening to her

i'm listening now tho

the songs i heard were p. fun

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>>7116688
>tfw seeing Lady Gaga in her new cowgirl outfit
Triggered and turned me on.

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Cause I've lost my stance
Just like a fallen man
Oh the things I've hoped you would say
Your radiance runs deep
In my colour scheme
Where will you go when the storm washes you away

>>7116700
you look really cute in that uniform

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average cis girls

>>7116698
You forgot the apostrophe in ma'am.

>>7116699
that's why they sneak inside to snuggle with u :3