Well... I've been researching and watching videos online of actual procedures and figured that it wouldn't be so hard to do. I'm a trans woman and I dislike taking so many pills, and I don't want to reproduce anyways. I figured that this was the way to get me where I want to be. I performed an orchiectomy on myself Friday night and it went very well, besides a mild hematoma. I took a few pain killers and some wine to wash it down with.
This brings me to why I'm here: Should I go to a mental hospital? I mean, I just saved myself a ton of money, and I plan on removing the other the same way when this heals up fully. There's no infection, tissue looks fantastic.
But this doesn't seem like something the average person would do. Where do I go from here, just keep it a secret for awhile?
yes dipshit, go to the fucking hospital and make sure you did it right
Please don't call me a dipshit, and I know it's right. Everything feels fine, I took many safety precautions and the tissue is doing great. I'm so sure that I'm going to do it again when I'm healed up in a few weeks.
I'm just here to see if I should go to a psych ward. I don't want to, my counselor doesn't know about it, nobody does. I'm afraid that if I tell anybody I'd be admitted
Holy shit anon I wanna see this
Here's the best pic I could get, it's in a jar now with 91% alcohol. I want to save this asshole. Go ahead and reverse image it, I just took it
>>7043661
Props for not pussying out like all the other anons that say they will do it. Srsly though you should get that checked on if anything goes sour.
That's why I'm waiting for it to heal before number 2. It only took about an hour to do.
Post surgical site
I trust your judgement in doing it yourself to avoid costs, but really this is like Christine's taint all over again, even if you took precautions.
assuming you do perform the second, however, what will be the next act, if any?
just be safe, anon. don't jump the gun too much.
>>7043363
OP, sane is relative.
Most people would not perform the most minor of operations upon themselves. If you are crazy, at least much crazier than I, it's more that you took medical treatment into your own hands than the fact that it was sterilization you opted for.
>>7043661
>>7043672
Anon, I would just advise getting it checked after the procedure. Oh wait, then they'd put you in a psych ward. Tbh, buy a plane ticket and say that you had it done in Asia, Mexico, etc. Surely you can get a fake surgery certificate or some way to explain its "legality." Then you should promptly get it looked at, or at least be very certain that nothing is going septic.
>>7043667
>pussying out
STOP TRIGGERING ME
This scares the fuck out of me.
I had my brother preform an orchiectomy on me when I was in 11th grade. My biggest problem was I didn't start taking female hormones. I got really lazy, and gained like 20lb and I gained it kinda all over, instead of my hips/chest.
>>7044694
This is what Christians sit around and talk about after taking a big bong hit.
what the fuck
I had a doctor do both at once
>>7043363
Time stamps or didn't happen.
I get your point about the whole mental thing.
If you did it for purely functional reasons than I'd say not really.
But if you get off and masterbate to your balls being in a jar then yes, please go to one.
However dont ever tell any docs what you did just make up some shit cause they will refuse to work with you and prescribe you shit. If you were willing to preform self surgery what would stop you from injecting 4 times the dose E. An example. They would be afraid you'd do some stupid shit.
>>7046918
It really happened. I don't want to post surgical area to avoid any unsolicited advise. It's healing very well, each day the hematoma is clearing up nicely, swelling has gone down almost back to normal.
>>7048033
God damn
>>7048576
This is how being trans is. It's not "brave". These actions are necessary. I went through a. Lot of pain for this, but that's a temporary thing
>>7048599
Jokes on you i'm also a trannie. I do it for the (you)s
>>7048033
that picture proves nothing
>>7048715
That's the same jar. The date and time are on it, eastern time. That is the same jar that I am holding up in my second post. Neither of these can be found elsewhere on the internet... because I took them
you are an inspiration op. if you were in a medical field this would belong on your resume
>>7048734
I guess you could say what you did was ballsy
>>7048734
how do we know that's what a testicle in a jar looks like?
didn't see it in the photo at first - looked just like another attentionwhore photo
>>7048805
Check the one archive? Someone else has both testes of a transgirl they were dating in a specimen jar on their desk, but I lost the photo and screencap.
>>7043363
How did you do it?
>>7048033
>I don't want unsolicited medical advice
>Its healing nice
>medical advice
>healing
You sound like Christian Chandler. How do you know you won't get sepsis, gangrene, etc? are you a doctor or just a cocky little fuck?
if you didn't want advice, why post it, you know people would call you insane
>>7048765
Go see a doc, and no they wont put you into a mental institution if you dont agree to it and possess no danger to anyone.
>>7048033
dang op you're cute
i've considered doing a similar thing with my tits (i'm ftm if it wasn't obvious) but since i was in d-cups it'd be a way more traumatic surgery and i'd certainly fuck it up and die. sigh
>>7044618
>If you are crazy, at least much crazier than I, it's more that you took medical treatment into your own hands than the fact that it was sterilization you opted for.
Exactly this.
>>7043363
>Should I go to a mental hospital?
Yes, yes you should.
you fucking mentally ill faggot
If you were unable to get proper treatment I would congratulate you. But you're already on hrt and should have no problem getting a doctor to do this for you. What the fuck?
You said you only took a few pain pills with wine? It must have been the worst pain in your life. And all this just to save money? Are you living in Africa? Do you need to feed a family of nine with a dollar a day?
You should probably check yourself because if experiencing massive pain is somehow preferable to spending some money you must by psychotic or something.
for the first time im actually creeped out by 4chan. thanks anon. heal well you crazy trannie-idol
>>7051146
It's about money
Satisfaction with myself
Not taking pills for the rest of forever
Isn't it the same as a birth defect?
Livestream the next one please
>>7048033
You look familiar.
>>7052557
I've posted a while back
>>7051146
t. porky
>>7043612
you're a dipshit and should go to a psych ward
>>7051146
If you take opiod analgetics and tie it up prior you wont feel a shit.
Still crazy and very risky to do it on yourself.
This is scary. Sorry but there just isn't any logical reason to do this unless you wanted to die trying. I grew up in a poor place where home procedures were usually done, but even then infections were common. Keep posting tho because I'm interested in where this will go. Are you basically still doing normal day to day activities?
>>7055065
I did it before a long weekend at work so I could rest. I have a full time job that involves some walking, mostly stationary. I'm trying not to lift anything too heavy however
>>7055038
Non opiod pills, I didn't want to tie it up because I'd still like to have a vaginoplasty, where they still need an amount of scrotal skin to complete.
I was thinking about getting an elastrator, but that would remove too much skin. A 4cm incision was enough to pop a teaticle through. It moved about 2 inches outside of me so I had some room to tie it off singularly and then begin removal with a new sterilized razor
>>7055038
I took tramadol, essentially high strength ibuprofen, that was left over from a relatives car crash (they haven't taken them in months)
>>7055246
>tramadol
yeah its opioid, not ibuprofen (which is NSAID)
btw there was a thread ~6 months ago from a dude who castrated himself on meth
>>7055315
didn't that guy fuck up and almost die before he got to the hospital
>>7043363
Probably late but no, don't go to a mental hospital. You have no obligation to think the way other people do, and since it's healing, you're not *really* harming yourself either. Doctors will lock you up anyway because they want to force everyone to pay up to their extortionist monopoly on other people's bodies.
Fuck doctors.
>>7048033
Get a pussy so i can stretch it and fill it with cum, already
>>7049369
"healing" is a medical term.
Congrats, you butchered your genitals
How?
>>7055488
he didnt fuckup, he went to the hospital afterwards and they said he did everything alright
>>7056845
I thought he was bleeding a lot or something but maybe I am remembering wrong
>>7043363
Aww hell... Vet tech here, I could have coached you through it under local anesthetic with full sterile surgical practice. Human testicles and scrotum are only marginally different than a horse or dog. I wish trans people asked for help earlier before undertaking a serious procedure like this. Congrats on a successful outcome. You have to be careful of necrotizing infections whenever cutting into the peritoneal space like this.