Self-loathing General

>>7041437
Then do something about it. It's been long proven to just be a massively common fetish like feet or anal.

But I enjoy being LGBT (G to be more specific) and I live in fucking Alabama. Get over yourself mate.

I HAVE A DICK AND I SHOULDN'T AND I DON'T HAVE BOOBS BUT I SHOULD AND AAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUFG

>>7041838
>I'M TOO COWARDLY/LAZY TO TRANSITION SO I'LL JUST WHINE ON THE INTERNET AAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUFG

I'm a tranny in a hospital waiting room to get my testicles examed for a lump. I just handed a woman a piece of paper that said "Patient (unmistakable girl name): Testicular Mast, Ultrasound.

Anyone having a worse day?

i hate being trans lol

>>7041850
I'M ALREADY TAKING TITTY SKITTLES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUFG

>>7041882
Could have to get your prostate removed

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>>7041437
Sometimes I kinda start writing something in these threads then delete all the post.
It's just not worthy wasting my time talking about this shitty life I have.
I have been feeling kinda sick too the past months maybe it's finally ending.

>>7041911
This is a place to circlejerk each other's hate of one another. You can rant if you want, anon.

>>7041437
genuinely starting to think that the self-loathing (is internalized transphobia a real thing?) is getting out of hand. i'm sure lurking on this board doesn't help. i feel socially crippled, i barely want to talk to other people, it just feels humiliating introducing myself with an obviously gendered name when i don't pass at all. i haven't even faced any discrimination really, it's all in my head, i just feel like everyone sees me as a freak.

Fucking me. I'm not flamboyant or repulsed by women or anything.
When I was younger (27 now) and messing around with guys I had no issues, now I just feel a deep shame during and after.
I'm trying to work up the courage to go to church and meet a nice girl.

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Yesterday, I felt awful about being LGBT. I was listening to a song from one of my favorite artists and I heard a lyric that I'd somehow missed 100 times that just broke me somehow. It occurred to me that most of the world hates me for existing, regardless of anything I can do. All of my songs in my playlist just tore deeper and deeper into my self hate. I can change what music I listen to, but it doesn't change the fact that everyone I know hates me already, but they just don't know it yet. My mom, especially, is going to hate me if I ever come out (I won't). I guess I'll just marry a cute girl and claim asexuality or just remain celibate for the rest of my life. It just feels horrible because I can't do anything about it and this is gonna impact my whole life.

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>>7041850
>implying that works for everyone