I´m a not heterosexual man that jacked off to lesbian porn(and straight porn most of the time, but sometimes gay porn). And now I just feel like I've made myself gay by watching too much straight porn with big dicks and not allowing myself or be able to fantasize about fucking girls.
I've always had a dick fetish, that makes me be able to jack off to dicks alone with no woman at sight and that's the reason I like gay porn. Ever since I started watching gay porn regularly I childishly thought that I actually was gay, it even drove me to experiment on grindr because I just needed some physical contact.
Now that I've cummed to lesbian porn I feel kinda sad, I'm a straight man that fooled himself into thinking he was gay and now I know what sucking dicks feels like, also cuddling with gay men feels pretty good.
I've ruined my sexuality, I've manage to mentally block myself from fantasizing about being with girls and I've conditioned myself to wanting to suck cocks(as a straight man).
I'm starting to feel so depressed, I've totally emasculated myself because of low self esteem.
>He was originally straight in the long run
>chose to be a faggot
You are worse and more dumb than some fag whose been sucking dick since they were in diapers.
please respond
>>7024902
WHat do you mean? i I "choose" to be gay because of lack of females.
please respond...
>>7024695
What do you mean you mentally blocked yourself from fantasizing about girls? Just start doing it again, if there's real attraction for women there you'll get back into it.
>>7027434
>What do you mean you mentally blocked yourself from fantasizing about girls?
I just never seem to get into the headspace of wanting to fuck girls when I fantasize, I can think about other men fucking girls(but that fantasy is now mostly about the men and their masculinity).
When I was a kid I was kinda afraid of girls and would just flat out ignore girls. Never been friends with girls, never talked that much to girls unless I was drunk.
I prefer looking at hard veiny cocks than some gapping cunt, cocks are so powerful, from there I started liking men physics.
>>7027498
You could just be gay dude.
But if you really want to fantasize about women again, you don't have to only think about fucking them in the pussy and nothing else, you could think about doing oral sex with them, or just cuddling, or any other scenario you can think of. Just experiment and see what you like thinking about.
Also, sometimes our fantasies and porn habits are a poor indicator of what we like in reality.
>>7024902
>some fag whose been sucking dick since they were in diapers.
so yesterday?
>>7027523
When I think about cuddling with men I get an erection, when I try to fantasize about having a girl in my bed nothing happens, until I think about doing a 3 way.
I used to notice girls, now I hardly ever notice girls but instead notice men, especially in the gym... and the locker room(I like to peek at their dicks, was mirrin on guy who was muscular af and had a huge penis and a well build ass).
>>7024695
>i jack off to gay porn
>i love dicks
>i jack off to just dicks
>i like having sex with gay men
>i like sucking dick and cuddling gay men
>b-b-b-b-b-but i'm totally str8 i swear on me mum
>>7024695
anon, you ARE aware that bisexuals are a thing, right?
>>7031009
Hasn't science disproved bisexuality?
Also, if I have a bf and get seen hanging with a "friend" all the time people will just label me as gay and I'll never be able to get a girl.
b-bisexuality exists
>>7037286
That's just a meme.