I don't want to be gay. I just want to look at a woman and feel sexual arousal. It is impossible for me to feel good about myself. Yeah I'm whining I don't care.
Well at least you know you're gay. I think years of repressing myself have fucked me up for good, I cant tell what the fuck I am.
>>7024277
I know that feel anon. Spent the better part of my youth repressing my sexual feelings. But know that I've realized this is the way I am it still hurts even more knowing I can never go back. I wish I had the strength to say fuck it and that it doesn't bother me. My hate for my own weakness keeps growing.
>>7024256
>tfw zero chance of a relationship ever so it doesn't even matter that it took me years to come to terms with my sexuality or that I'm still in the closet
>>7024277
You too? I'm such a giving person I never account for my own sense of identity, just do what I'm told in so many ways. I don't know what I want, far as sexuality goes but in general as well. Everything hurts. I would kill self but that would hurt too. Always wished I was Aladdin so when I found the lamp I could wish my entire existence away. Wouldn't even use the other two wishes I just want to be an unknown even to myself.
>>7024256
this doesn't arouse you?
>>7024812
well then you might be 100% gay :(
I found out I like both
>>7024873
Yes, gay men do not
if you like flat asses you might as well fuck a dude
>>7024889
hey, I'm a bi girl.
>>7024914
that's a little different because the ass for me is what entices me to top
while the cock is what entices me to bottom
>>7024889
Are you shitting me? I'm a gay dude and I love fat asses
>>7024956
I didn't say ALL gay men don't like fat asses
I said the men that do not like fat asses are gay
>>7024344
Yeah the thing is that I dont really know what I am, I truly dont. I know that I've felt some kind of attraction for both genders but I dont know if my attraction for ladies was just me trying to repress my homo thoughts, and I dont know if my attraction for men was not just some coincidence or confussion or a phase.
I'd like to try and have a date with a man, but grindr sucks here in my little european town and I cant go on tinder because there are gay guys there that are close to some of my friends and I dont want to come out, at least until I know what the fuck is going on.
Some days I wake up and feel totally gay, some days, like today, I wake up and I think that I'm mostly into girls.
>>7024477
I'd love to kill myself but my parents are really nice and cool people and I have a handful of good friends and I wouldnt like to hurt them. I wont kill myself at least until both my parents die.
>>7025016
>I said the men that do not like fat asses are gay
Why do you think this is true ?
Id say give it another attempt but your reputation is already unsalvagable as an anon
so dont bother
>>7026863
>I'd love to kill myself but
>but
no buts honey if you want to kys you kys
What you dont do is come on 4chan and brag about it like a little bitch
>>7026949
Well I wasnt trying to brag or be an att whore, but anyways I'll do whatever I can you stupid fuck
>>7024256
Just be gay. What's the big deal? It's 2016.