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*keeps tonging isla butt hole
Degeneracy General.
something to make you think while i sleep
http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1474685250050.webm
#ImWithHer, who else is with me girls!
>>6950303
*gropes isla boobs
Obviously you can tell me i look good and sometimes i even believe it myself but not when I'm sat next to another girl, when little kids stare at me all day, when i have to speak in public, when my coworkers sir me and shit,
I mean its cool. I'm getting along fine. But things could be so much better some other way.
>>6950307
I wonder what the context of this quote was
>>6950303
Yes, but Kratom is very useful in opiate/heroin withdrawl and it also offers pain relief similar to morphine without the high effects or the negatives.
It is a good functioning drug with minimal side effects and safe.
Now we have to wait for like two years for it to be scheduled under like sched 4 or 5
>>6950308
Shillary brainwashing teen girls campaign. Also supports globalism and radical terrorism.
No thanks
>>6950319
*strats rubbing isla butt and tummy
>>6950319
pay me :v
someone offered to suck my dick for a 20 sack of weed the other day.
I won't say names, but they were from here lol
*gives isla a head pat*
>>6950313
blagh, the coworker thing must get on your nerves :/
>>6950324
*squeezes isla tummy and kisses it
>>6950326
Only insofar as i want to get along with everyone and have a comfy job.
Redpill me on nimmy-nims
>>6950325
wait, they were going to pay you to suck your dick?
>>6950303
just make poppy seed tea
or plant the seeds and grow yourself some opium
>>6950325
isla?maeve? edie?
isla?
isla?
isla.
>>6950332
They wanted a dub of weed and offered to suck me off for it.
>>6950336
All incorrect
>>6950337
*kisses back of isla neck
>>6950340
kill yourself
>>6950344
*tongues isla tongue
>>6950337
u'd have to come up here to pick em up.
I have access to thousands
>>6950336
wtf
i'd suck dick but probably for a hugg instead
>>6950337
i want to make you happy but not in that way ;~;
>>6950326
Who is the character you avatar with Maeve?
>>6950352
Pashmina from the show Hamtaro
>>6950350
oh thats
really all that will make me happy right now
i consumed the last of
ativan xanax vicodin etc last night
so im out of everything
hahahaaa kill me
Anyone have the full image of her? Without the image on the left.
She's gorgeous, I know it's around somewhere.
i love my friends here at mtfg
>>6950363
lauren close
>>6950363
will you give your friend some benzos?
>>6950360
I'm on the same boat as you. I can't go to work or do dick without them
>>6950339
you don't have poppy seeds?
check your pantry?
go to a grocery store?
are the boots cute y/n
thinking of buying them, they're one of the few boots in my size
>>6950338
oh
i'd do it for free desu
This song might make you jump for joy or make u have hormonal imbalances.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4Mc-NYPHaQ
>>6950376
i dun like x:
I miss kit sheen pookie parrothitler elanna frog and many others in the plug crew.
>>6950380
People do say I have a nice dick desu
>>6950376
you need to build your wardrobe around your shoes
those are kind of ugly, but could work if you were going for a country pop star kind of look
>>6950233
Had a computer freeze up.
What I remember of the dream:
>tfw wake up in dream
>K is sitting next to my bed
>she's caressing my arm
>my arm is very thin and emaciated
>she smiles and says "welcome back", "We thought we lost you."
>she leans over and kisses me on my lips
>I can't lift my other arm.
>it won't move
>try to ask what happened, but I can't speak
>my throat is to dry
>it takes to much energy
>a nurse comes into the room
>she sees I'm awake and smiles.
>she talks into an intercom panel and says "{Squeak} is awake again." {She used my chosen name}
>look at K again.
>she's talking to the nurse
>I can't make out what she's saying
>feel very tired
>mentally blow her a kiss.
>she looks at me
>I smile and blow her a kiss as I feel myself fade.
>>6950361
Hey! I'm always seeing this, anyone know this persons name?
>>6950381
This is even better. This is the theme song of my teens. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBxuq_eWW94
>>6950322
And then you wonder why no one responds to you or likes you.
baka senpai
>>6950403
Oh come on. You were most likely some long haired weeb shut-in.
>>6950325
>The other day
Dude that was like
In march
>>6950381
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VJBBUqr1wM
>>6950410
Okay you got me... T.T It's what I wish my life was like...
>>6950389
i mean i just idolize the idea of sucking dick, i'm kind of a virgin
not that that was a serious suggestion or anything, gotta save myself for my bf
>>6950422
You should follow your dreams and all that but maybe you could aim higher? Being a walking masturbatory aid doesn't sound all that great.
>>6950423
El-oh-el.
hi mtfg
how are all of you
>>6950436
>>6950433
Really? Sounds pretty great to me...
>>6950436
I'd do stuff to you...
redpill me on chara
>>6950436
disheartened
how are YOU
>>6950436
trying to sleep but can't
i ordered my hormones
>>6950436
just self loathing senpai
>>6950437
so fast
>>6950445
>i ordered my hormones
THERE IT IS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQJcObz1k_E
>>6950438
Well in that case best of luck on your Chaturbate channel.
>>6950403
>theme song of my teens
This is mine...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmKDp6Uo0vE
>>6950436
Tired...
hey did you all know that marylin Manson got ffs and transitioned
>>6950450
How fucking old are you?
>>6950443
She is going to fuck me in the butt.
>>6950447
thtas me gesturing thta i want to shoot myself
not going fast
>>6950437
What's wrong?
>>6950440
You would? What kinda stuff?
>>6950444
Why are you disheartened?
I'm pretty tired, worked for 11 and a half hours today. My feet are killing me but I got some new clothes in the mail and I'm playing Overwatch with a friend so I'm feeling good
>>6950445
>i ordered my hormones
YAY CONGRATS
>>6950447
awww, sorry
>>6950450
Go to bed
>>6950423
you'll remain a virgin untill you pass on that v-card.
I wouldn't mind taking it and could show you how to please your future BF
>>6950464
I'd touch your butt.
>>6950464
Life is wrong.
Also don't have any drugs
this thread is nice, there's a lot of cuties here
>>6950465
i mean i was never specifically holding onto it, i'm just kind of an autistic neet
can't cuck the boyfu though so i guess nothing sexual is happening for at least a few months
>>6950464
made like no progress in my endo appointment, got given a gender councilor/therapist or whatever number though, like a hour drive each way ;_;
I just want to start mones senpai, I feel disgusting to the point of vomiting daily now
who wants to buy me drugs ill send you lewd vids h-haha
>>6950464
buncha reasons
some more personal than others
mirrors dishearten me a lot
so i run away from them now
mostly just feel like i'm regressing in life even though i'm trying to do more
i woke up afraid of losing everything, thank god that i already have xd
also that's such a fucking cute hoodie aaaaa
>>6950477
You have a problem. You need help.
>>6950479
>mirrors dishearten me a lot
hi me
I guess i'll post a pic of myself.
No I don't take tranny meds and never will.
who wants to buy me pizza ill send you lewd vids h-haha
Nobody wants to buy anybody anything.
Get a job or something.
>>6950492
sheen 2.0
>>6950495
my boyfriend likes to buy me clothes :>
>>6950436
5'8. Why are you asking?
>>6950496
who?
are you insulting me?
>>6950500
Would you dump him if I gave you one of my three houses?
>>6950493
i have some leftover in the fridge if you want it
>>6950457
Old enough that I heard it on the radio back in '77. ;)
>>6950464
I should, but I've already slept most of the day away.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdzbjUWu2VU
>>6950502
Well as her friend you're not doing anything good for her by being an enabler and just shrugging it off.
it's high noon
>>6950504
the offer's tempting but no
i'm not a whore :<
i'm just a pure slutty virgin
>>6950507
i'm not trying to be an enabler
there's just nothing i can really do to influence her decisions
>>6950516
I'm glad you can understand this.
>>6950516
You could stop talking to her until she seeks help. She seems to crave attention.
>>6950468
That's lewd
>>6950470
Thank you nim!
>>6950472
Wrong?
>>6950475
I'm sorry to hear that! I know how the distance thing feels though, I have to drive an hour or take an hour train, and then getting into my appointment takes forever and my doc takes even longer to show up. Basically going to my clinic is a whole day event.
>>6950479
>i woke up afraid of losing everything, thank god that i already have xd
I think that means you still have something to lose, which is a good thing.
>mostly just feel like i'm regressing in life even though i'm trying to do more
You're trying, it'll take time but you'll get there.
>also that's such a fucking cute hoodie aaaaa
Thank you <3
>mirrors dishearten me a lot
I knew this feel for a while
any mirror or window or reflective surface was killer
>>6950503
What
>>6950506
Maybe you should eat something then? :s
>>6950519
lol
people not talking to her is what makes her do these things
it hurts her
Sup fags.
>>6950504
>who
fat hon who transitioned at 35 and looks like you
>>6950530
CHARA HI
i accidentally hit caps lock
didnt mean to keep it like that
im too lazy to re type this stuff
>>6950533
yeah but like
its not fair to blame it on others
you know
>>6950536
I have low blood pressure so i am pre disposed to fainting.
not to mention that im on a medication that literally says "Do not operate motor vehicles while taking this medication as prescribed"
>>6950530
hi
i ended up ordering the mones
>>6950530
>tfw you can read all that japanese in that picture
Is it dragon quest?
>>6950522
any tips for the councilor appointment? I need to "officially" get diagnosed by them since endo apparently can't for whatever reason before mones even become a option
Since this is voting edition, who are you girls gonna vote for on November 8th? :o
>>6950544
id say in my experience it's literally like any other therapist you go to except they bring up trans stuff
i don't know why i thought it was anything else before I went
>>6950546
trump
>>6950546
is that even a real question?
Someone give me a good animoo to watch. Maybe one about trans feels.
>>6950549
people said to get a po box so i cancelled it
i got one now so it's for realzies this time
>9 months
Can I hang out here now?
>>6950541
>low blood pressure so i am pre disposed to fainting
same here...
>"Do not operate motor vehicles while taking this medication as prescribed"
again... I still drive. I'm not having fainting or dizziness from drugs. When I have fainting issues is when I stand up. Never when sitting, like in a car. As for possible dizziness from the drug, none.
>>6950546
Hillary. I've known Trump was bad news for decades.
tfw 2 months into hrt finally got gendered female at work today.
>>6950553
Worship me.
>>6950557
We'll see.
>>6950558
Sure..?
>>6950512
handicaps usually have easier time getting jobs.
You can list that you are disabled and they put you at the top of the list.
>>6950555
I don't think such a show exists
>>6950559
>Hillary.
cuck
>>6950567
Never been high.
>>6950562
Are you 13?
>>6950565
What do I do for transportation?
Kinda wish I didn't ruin opportunity to be a camwhore though.
>>6950559
Hillary has been bad for decades and has caused a lot of people to die and created nafta and should be in prison
>>6950559
>Hillary. I've known Trump was bad news for decades.
and she isn't? she is a warmonger who use to advocate against gay marriage until it became political suicide for a dem
>>6950570
Are you going to art prize?
>>6950546
if I could I'd vote trump
>>6950570
Yes, but are you looking forward to it?
post music familias
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4dhSf8pEeE
>>6950577
No idea what that means.
>>6950580
I'm neutral.
>>6950573
List you don't have transportation and maybe get a cheap shuttle service or have someone carpool you to work.
There are ways, but it might jsut take a tiny bit of effort to get a job.
You have it easier getting work if disabled.
EQUAL OPPORTUNITY EMPLOYMENT PUTS YOU ON THE TOP OF THE LIST.
Finding transportation wouldn't be hard, and buses have handicap capability
>>6950582
I guess I will make it very clear the route I want to take then, I'm scared senpai
>>6950585
Well at least you are going to be in a much better place right?
Good things will happen.
Who else here /30s/?
>>6950584
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-B9U6qE3H0
>>6950590
plus i mean
getting work is difficult cuz who wants a person who literally starts trembling around men at their work place rofl
>>6950555
hamtaro :-)
>>6950582
whoa seventy five dollars.. gonna need to find a looottt of money on the ground
>>6950584
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z4YTWaldOGo
i remember listening to this with my best friend in the park
wish he loved me like i loved him
>>6950594
I have a feeling most places would be better than my current situation.
>>6950596
Who else here /cis/?
i miss my qt boy ;______________________;
stupid dumb lame feelings..... this is why i avoid developing feels for guys!!. missing ppl sucks. wat do?
>>6950601
>hamtaro :-)
it's shit
>>6950591
Yeah
Be really serious about it, make it clear you're sure of yourself and the path you wanna take and that you wont accept else
>>6950603
No one, including you. But we are better than cis bitches.
>>6950600
you could greet people as they come in the store or something. all you have to say is welcome and have a nice day.
Or you know you could get SSI
>>6950605
post butt
>>6950606
it actually does suck
but whatever it quenches a certain cute thirst
>>6950603
hi can i have your hair please
>>6950555
Tokyo Godfathers is pretty good, and somewhat trans related.
>>6950597
kekked
>>6950607
I'll do my best senpai, if this fails me I don't have really any other options though
>>6950612
>certain cute thirst
the cuteness level of this is also shit
>>6950615
https://youtu.be/s0kqobQRcUo
>>6950596
30 here. Growing old sucks, I want to be 15 again.
>>6950620
hon
Hello! How's everyone doing tonight?
>>6950584
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i0KJwIYBBOM
>>6950611
n-no!!
>>6950568
>>6950575
>>6950576
I'd have preferred Sanders, but... As for trump, he's bad news. Much worse than Hillary. He's got way to many character flaws to be president. It should be noted that none of the 5 living ex presidents thinks he is qualified for office.
>>6950575
NAFTA was created by big business, and they lied to congress as to what it would do. Many were hoodwinked over it. It's funny that many of the moved factories are returning to the US. Something about worker quality...
>>6950596
/50s/...
>>6950605
call him...
>>6950620
I want to restart from 14yo.
>>6950617
wtf
we'll just have to agree to disagree
>>6950614
>tfw not a real hamster like chara
quite the miserable existence desu
>>6950623
if you really wanna know -> >>6950479
>>6950623
heh
hehehe
im great.
>>6950621
but SSI is a program meant for people like you.
There are people who aren't even disabled collecting with fraud.
You would make more from SSi then you would with a job also.
like 2k a month
>>6950622
I wish, but no, I'm just an oddly feminine looking man, I don't even deserve to call myself a hon at this point.
>>6950626
>n-no!!
Dollface? more like DORKFACE
ahahahahahahahaha!
>>6950601
Start grinding overtime bby
>>6950627
>Much worse than Hillary
Hahahahahaha
she actually believes the msm
>>6950623
I wanna die
>>6950628
and honestly you're shit too
puhuhuhuhu
>>6950631
that would make me
literally
more of a burden on society than i currently am
>>6950555
Tenshi na Konamaiki (Cheeky Angel)
>>6950638
yeah so
i invited her to my group baka
>>6950627
i talked to him all day long, but he's asleep now ;______; it's just fuckin dumb like it's literally been a day since i saw him.
i shouldn't miss him already. altho he told me he missed me first so i guess that makes it a lil better. bUT STILL I DON'T DO THIS WHOLE FEELINGS THING
>>6950633
t-tru.. ;__; kick a bitch while she's down.....
>>6950641
kys
https://youtu.be/UlHzdXFCJ-c
>>6950639
It's ok though. You actually need it unlike 30% of people who fraud the system making it harder to get for people who actually need it.
>>6950643
qt boi bruise your taint yet?
>>6950640
Oh! That's a good answer, I had forgotten about it.
>>6950627
>none of the 5 living ex presidents thinks he is qualified for office.
I would call that one of his best endorsements
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHh!hh!h!h@!h@!h@!h@hshSHSHSHSHSHSHSDHSHDHSH
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sAinmc_g0YA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sAinmc_g0YA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sAinmc_g0YA
>>6950627
>none of the 5 living ex presidents thinks he is qualified for office
>a nigger
>a warmonger
>a rapist
>warmonger's father
>a generally hated president
>>6950653
Wow thats the fakest video ive ever seen.
>>6950638
>>6950656
I don't think so
>>6950655
Nobody actually hates Jimmy Carter, do they? He was a shitty president but he's generally considered a decent person isn't he?
>>6950627
>It should be noted that none of the 5 living ex presidents thinks he is qualified for office.
so the establishment hates him also
>2 bushs related to the primary candidate who loss to him
>clintons husband
>barrack
>carter
real unbiased kek
I'll take a wild card over the corrupt murderer and war monger who hates gays and calls blacks "super predators".
the media hates him since they are the establishment
>>6950661
oh
well how do you know i'm shit??
>>6950657
it was legit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gfisj4kEsBI
>>6950662
his presidency is hated is what I meant
>>6950664
it seems like your shit sooooo yeah
>>6950647
n-no, when i see him in a few days tho i'm gonna need him to do it.
like he was fingering me at one point and the fingerfucking was better than some sex i've had. i hate him for making me feel like this. ;____;
>>6950653
same
>>6950662
he's histories greatest monster
>>6950672
looks like qt boi is on the up and up
(show butt)
>>6950638
woah
>>6950668
Accept the free handouts or just keep complaining I guess?
gotta do somethin senpai.
Id have more respect for you then some dirty bum begging for money on the street
>>6950676
y-ye i really really really really like him. he's the best ever and i wanna kiss him all the time and hug him and adfghjklsaidhuaia
y u want me to show butt so much?!
>>6950683
Lel awww edwie is in wuv
butt!
>>6950678
the process isnt worth it
i dont want respect
it means nothing to me
butts out for harambe
>>6950686
The few year process isnt worth it?
you get free money for like 40 years and dont have to do shit and make more then most people
>>6950686
I respect your indifference towards respect.
>>6950688
is this US
can you get autismbux for being trans
i feel like i'd need it, i'm so dysfunctional
>>6950648
Yea its definitely one of my favorites.
I'll throw in another rec. Family Compo, just manga though.
Has a guy move in with a hot as fuck cousin, whose parents are ftm and mtf. Story basically deals with him wondering whether his cousin is trans or a "real" girl. Also some gender questioning of his own.
Ending might be kind of iffy depending on how you interpret it, but ultimately found it fairly progressive for something that came out back in the late 90s.
>>6950684
w-well idk... he just fits me perfectly idk like he was made for me or s/t yknow idk.....it's prob dumb...............
n-no butt ;___;...
n-no butt!!
>>6950687
n-no!!!!!!!!!!!
>>6950668
How you feeling?
>>6950698
Ugh I'm so sorry, I just refilled my Ativan today. If you were closer I'd totally help you out~
>>6950698
benzos a shit
>>6950694
>s/t
nani?
edie is is love!!!!!
buttbutt!
>>6950635
>msm
???
>>6950643
Make a next date so you have that to look forward to. The feels are part of life and love. 31 yeas later I still miss my wife.
>>6950649
being anti isn't a good stance. Have you really looked at Trump's accomplishments? How about Hillary's? Trump has managed to go bankrupt multiple times. He's also a serial liar making many factual lies in his campaign statements.
>>6950662
Carter is actually considered to be the most influential and successful ex president we've ever had.
http://www.ew.com/article/2016/09/23/kim-kardashian-donald-trump
>UPDATED: In the past, Kim Kardashian has been pretty vocal about her support for Hillary Clinton. But in a recent interview with Wonderland Magazine, the reality star apparently revealed she’s now “on the fence” about her presidential pick, thanks to a few conversations she’s had with Caitlyn Jenner.
>“At first I thought, ‘Oh my god, I’m so Hillary [Clinton],’ but I had a long political call with Caitlyn last night about why she’s voting Trump. I’m on the fence,”
CAITLYN YOU BETTER NOT FUCK THIS UP
GET THAT SOW ON THE TRUMP TRAIN STAT
I read this book today
>muh displaced libido
>>6950692
no.
You can however get it for being an actual disabled.
If you have been diagnosed something then maybe, but its reserved for people who actually need it. Not for "disabled" trannies.
There are lawyers that do this kind of thing for free and take a percentage when they win your case, but you have to actually have a case besides "lol im a tranny deranged sociopathic meme" Being put in a mental ward like at least a few times would help.
-source: my mom is a lawyer
>>6950698
You can't walk. You are the literal definition of someone who needs SSI
people probably take videos of all of us and send them to their friends to make fun of us. natures freaks. freakshow..less than human. i feel so disgusting. i always feel so disgusting.
>>6950705
>caring what unimportant talentless celebrities think
How do I make real LSD?
>>6950710
well you shouldn't have started transitioning if you were going to be defeated by other's opinions
>>6950711
to whom do I owe the pleasure.
My memory is bad or you changed your name.
>>6950716
You would def get SSI as you actually qualify. You should do it
I wish I had some weed rn.
>>6950714
literally check blulight
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/60160-LSD-Synthesis
>>6950702
;___; i'm just infatuated with him cause he's beautiful and sweet and funny and cuddly and wonderful. i-i don't think it's love ...yet...........
n-no butt!!! i just showed my butt on cam earlier like a buncha times !!!!
>>6950704
he's sposed to stay over on wednesday and then we can hangout on his day off on thursday but i don't think i can wait that long ;_________; i don't wanna come off clingy tho...
>>6950716
I have 80 2mg pills but I also am up to 4mg now damn tolerance
>>6950714
Be a chemist with multiple degrees. It's literally one of the hardest drugs to make. A bunch of dumb tranny aren't going to know shit if you really want to learn how go to a drug forum and not some stupid general about faggots and their drama
>>6950708
oh, shit
i dunno, i have severe anxiety issues and i'm really bad at dealing with people, not sure if i'm actually autistic or anything though
>>6950714
You wont be making it without a decent chemistry background.
>>6950724
I just had an intervention session about weed. it's bad apparently. don't do it
>>6950723
i talk to u once in maya server
ur cool
>>6950724
Got 5gs of god's gift in front of me. Would give if I could shove through monitor.
Tfw my lips are really soft right now and there is no qt to kiss
>>6950705
>tfw jenner got turned trans by 4chan
all makes sense now
>>6950704
>business empire vs most scandalous candidate in history who should be in prison but used connections to avoid it
>the aj met with bill within a week of the fbi meeting
>they talked about "grandkids" just by chance
>getting bankrupt 4 times out of hundreds of businesses
are you even trying? your joking right?
I know trump has faults but dammit if hillery is not antichrist tier
>>6950704
Msm = mainstream media
trump has had six out of two hundred businesses go bankrupt
half truth to mislead
>>6950723
but i
i really didnt earn it
i want people to give me stuff if they want to
not apply for a program
like
if people WANT to give me something
maybe i could accept it
but if its just
well government stuff
ugh
>>6950728
well its moreover to sleep
i take about 4 2mg pills when i need a break
which has been almost daily for the past week
>>6950738
Vote Johnson.
>>6950733
>intervention for weed
I guess they just were bored and wanted something to do.
>>6950735
Someone invent this technology.
Going to a all girls slumber bday party tomorrow night in a cabin in big bear, hopefully everything will go smooth~
>>6950726
>...yet........
Edie irl right now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tl0DMTlwLw4
aww dam I missed the show ;_; abloo bloo bloo
sing!
>>6950731
Maybe go to a doctor and express your concerns and ask him to check you for autism or some sort of antisocial personality disorder.
Either way you won't qualify for SSI.
>>6950734
Yea your name does sound a little familiar now.
Yea I tend to be a cool dude most of the time when i'm not upset about trivial things.
hbu? are u a trans? tell me about yourself a little bit
>>6950740
It's either you take advantage of the programs in place or some Muslim or radical BLM protester will.
>>6950704
>factual lies
>>6950740
For me it's to help mellow me out because of my add medicine gets me anxious
>>6950747
Trey not to wake up with a boner.
>>6950747
don't get anyone preggers you rapist
>>6950741
>voting for the meme party
I like the small goverment idea but the people running them are living fucking memes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JVSlCvHA7zE
>>6950751
that's literally me lol
s-sorry u missed butt, but the butt train has already pulled away from the station... butt station...
>>6950731
Freud says that social anxiety is a sense of guilt due to fear of losing love.
I regret coming out.
>>6950765
there's probably some truth to that
i dunno i act kind of retarded and annoying a lot, i've been trying to cut back on that, but i feel like i'm always a burden to people??
>>6950756
>>6950755
B-but I don't have that anymore, I had SRS 6 years ago :c
>>6950760
I'm excited to have a girls night out since I've been staying in two weeks straight doing HW, we're gonna go to Oktoberfest then hit the bars after!
>>6950761
I had a Xanax once and it knocked me on my ass, but I felt damn good.
>>6950763
sloot! jk!
serve me up a bowl of booty flakes!!!! UGH!
>>6950768
you can always take it back
>>6950747
that sounds pretty fun
i used to go to girl slumber parties when i was a kid
everyone treated me like a girl, probably just because i was flamboyant and did theatre stuff
wish that didn't have to stop
I WANT TO BE CUTE!!!
>>6950771
I have a lot of neat trips.
!!faggot is one of them ;)
>>6950704
>Hilarys
>accomplishments?
you mean comprising national security and tearing up Libya and Syria for the highest bidder
she is already warmongering against Russia, once she has rigged the election and 'won' it will be a matter of months before WW3
>>6950777
I did that a lot too, I was always the one pulling the pranks haha.
>>6950772
ive had some
i wish
i had some now too
uGHHHH
oh well
>>6950778
Put down the fork then
give me 1 (ONE) good reason why i shouldnt cancel my gender specialist appointment on next Thursday to get my pills
I keep looking in the mirror and realizing that i have like, forehead lines and a dumb chin and keep growing stubble every few days and just thinking about cancelling at being repressed boy 4ever
>>6950779
NOPE......
>>6950785
You will have to take it from me!
>>6950769
Well we are all burdens to someone. You can't make everyone happy but you can ignore their dependence on you to make them happy so you can focus.
tfw ur mom chews u out and calls u an alcoholic
wew
>>6950787
there isnt one
goign to one is a mistake
im not on hrt anymore
im being the boy i wsa meant to be
@mayaka
@gem
@alison
@chijo
@hailey
>>6950789
I normally only use spoons
>>6950793
ur mom is right, u need to cool it on the drugs and alcohol little missy
>>6950787
laser your face, probably like 300-500$ I think then shaving the rest is easier since you can hide it
>>6950787
same poster but i meant 2 add
who the FUCK has forehead lines at 19 (NINETEEN)
>>6950793
ok im going 2 call tomorrow ty friend
>>6950793
Iktf
My mom is on my case about Ativan yet she takes clonzepam like ugh I'm 25 let me beeee
>>6950791
maybe i have a few people, boyfriend included, who rely on me at all
but otherwise i'm just relying on other people, i feel like i have nothing to offer them but expect them to care about my problems when i can't even hold up decent conversation because i'm so fucking boring
>>6950794
EVERYONE POST
>BRA SIZE
>HEIGHT
>SHOE SIZE
my friend is totally in love with me but i dont care
>>6950799
Just being there is something to offer. And stop being boring then.. Do something cool
>>6950803
0
5'10
11
im a boy xd
>>6950795
how am i supposed to stop desiring suicide without it
literally always thinking about either lewd things, harming myself, or how im not good enough without drugs
just ask other people when im on drugs at least i dont drag others down with me
>>6950797
no problem
repression is good
i know ill never feel comfy so theres no point in taking estrogen
>>6950798
lol im 18 tho
i cant even buy alcohol
shes just
really upset since i drank
a largish bottle of vodka in 2 nights lmao
>>6950803
b cup
5'9
not sure on shoe size lmao
>>6950804
are you me
>>6950803
none :_:
5"6
8 m
>>6950803
42C. 5'8"/173cm. 11
>>6950809
y not just take estrogen and bind ur chest so ur tits dont grow and then u can be a feminine looking boy and then kill ourselves at 29
>>6950803
34B
5'11"
hulk
>>6950803
36b
5'3
7 womans
>>6950803
idk some kinda b cup
6'1"
11 in womens
>you will never be a cute loli
>>6950807
are you back from your holiday yet?
ava and I are going to the tavern get your ass down here
>>6950819
tfw ur the little girl
:)
>>6950823
do what i did and waste $100 ordering a whole bunch online and then cry when they get seized by australian fucking customs
>>6950824
can I hug you and take care of you?
tfw that weird pedo dude doesn't want to pay money for skype stuff because im 18 now
feels fucking BAD
>>6950827
no maoeney hehehehe
>>6950806
my interests are all autistic as fuck, i can barely hold conversation with anyone besides my closest friends because we just have nothing in common
>play games nobody likes
>watch niche anime
>no life experience at all
i've written porn and 600k of "ironic fanfiction" and that's the closest to interesting i'm ever going to be
>>6950814
isn't there a femboy meme diet where you take bica + something else to not grow tits
>>6950803
32DD
5'5"
8 womens
>>6950803
36A
5'6"
10 womens, maybe 9...
>>6950803
no boobs
5 foot 6
men's 9
>all these faggots under 5'9
fuck off cis girls reeeeeeeeeeeee
>>6950421
An old friend. I miss you buddy. Come to gaygen sometime. Lets start a new plug
>>6950830
your innocence is gone in his eyes.
Although you were never innocent as I've known you for several years.
also I think people would have more respect from you collecting SSI then camwhoring
>>6950803
No idea. don't wear bras
6'3"
size 13 in male
>>6950839
how am i silly
also
it does feel bad that this guy
i made a few thousand dollars off of him but
he doesnt wanna pay jack shit to me anymore cos i turned 18 recently :sob:
>>6950842
again
respect is irrelevant
but i cant camwhore cuz my body is covered in cuts xd
>>6950843
adapt
my ex is a financial dominatrix and has made 3k from one dude without ever even sending him a video
Am I cute?
>>6950847
That would turn some people on.
>>6950852
Have we met before?
Should i abuse my power over pedo's?
>>6950856
Yes, you sold me acid.
>>6950852
nobody that posts here is cute
>>6950852
filtered
>>6950852
why you taking a selfie in the street?
>>6950781
>Libya
You realize the US only provided air support for the local rebels as part of a UN force to help overthrow Gaddafi. Which is exactly what the UN decided was the appropriate action to take. Be careful where you get your "news" from. It just may be tainted with lies.
>>6950787
do it now while it's still cheap to transition.
>>6950797
many people.
>>6950803
44AA/42A
5'10
12womens
>>6950847
Some may like it. Push the cripple angle too.
>>6950864
Because Taiwan night market...
>>6950836
you must ugly as hell
>>6950859
I knew it was you.
And yes you're cute btw.
>>6950869
i guess
not sure how you can tell by those dimensions though
Tonight's concert...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QarpuGAykrw
>>6950852
Are you having fun in Taiwan? :3
>>6950871
Sell me drugs then, baka.
8:32 PM - famu: she's in my mind
8:32 PM - famu: I feel it inside
welp made a guy i've known for like 1.5 weeks insane
>>6950875
Not anymore, I'm back stateside.
>>6950876
Changed my phone number.
http://steamcommunity.com/id/uisenpai/
>>6950872
flat chested midget with huge feet
Good morning
>>6950884
show me ur butt
>>6950884
Hi! Hi! How is it on your side of the pond?
>>6950884
my sister is carol do you want me to introduce you to her
>>6950829
i touch no one and no one touches me i am a rock i am an island
>>6950852
hows taiwan kordi
>>6950884
Ohayo!:3
>>6950879
She's a goddess
People in the street constantly stop to tell her how beautiful she is and how she made their day better by smiling at them and how she has so much potential and they don't even know her.
>>6950878
Just in time for threesome?
>>6950891
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cy2ZUGc2mSs
>>6950883
i will have the prettiest man boobs once on hormones :-)
>>6950884
did you have any neato dreams?
>>6950884
good evening, qt
>>6950896
oh i wish i was nic elike that
>>6950906
hugg isl
>>6950902
>not on mones
wew lad
best way to kill self??
>>6950912
suicide
>>6950912
od on love
>>6950843
yo can u give me his contact info plz
I'm thinking of detransitioning
I'll never be attractive and I'm a piece of shit human
Almost all of the trannies I've met have been legit mentally ill and estrogen makes me unstable
Why shouldn't I
>>6950912
old age
>>6950906
Just enjoy life as much as you can and it will infect those around you
im a pooki enthusiast
>>6950919
It's guaranteed to work, and nobody complains.
>>6950916
why is almost every tranny i've seen depressed
>>6950916
I will give you headpats if you dont
pls be my science teacher
>>6950926
Because trannies are fucking nuts
>>6950929
yeah that's true
i'm already depressed and i'm not even on hrt yet
>>6950926
im not ^^
>>6950926
The world is very hard on us, and often one's appearance is no where near internal expectations.
>>6950926
world is mean unpure place senpai
>>6950928
First lesson is anatomy ;)
hands on learning
>>6950930
It only gets worse
>>6950912
hold a knife to your neck in a crowded area while stripped and blindfolded
>>6950857
Omg I was going to bring that up, I think there's all sorts of potential for hilarious hijinks
>>6950926
Because of delusions not being shared by the majority
>>6950940
I thought you had another reason to go off hrt tho
Anyway fuck being a tranny anymore
I'm almost 100% convinced its a mental illness at this point lol
>>6950943
abuse me
>>6950949
>I'm almost 100% convinced its a mental illness at this point lol
ye it is but idk how the fuck to get rid of dysphoria without just fucking killing myself
>>6950949
What do you mean almost convinced.
It is a mental illness if you feel dysphoria.
>>6950953
yeah
>>6950953
Hormones don't help either
Just deal with it man
>>6950952
I wanna hug you :3
>>6950940
Good ghostie.
Pedos are people too.
Although I don't agree with what actual pedos do, I advocate lolicon rights and equality.
>>6950948
touches-
-wew lad-
>>6950949
Hi there
>>6950957
>just deal with it
>just b urself
fuck off
Isla loves cute shotas!
>>6950955
Dysphoria is a symptom of the mental illness
There's a reason most trannies have other diagnosed psychological disorders too
>>6950911
they're floating down to my house right now :-) the mail boys are just a little slow..
can't wait for hrt to give me a uterus!!
>>tfw no boy tinkler in my butt hole
>>6950961
Hey ui
Sorry I drank ur vodka the other day
I was drunk
>>6950949
>I'm almost 100% convinced its a mental illness at this point lol
isn't that kind of obvious though
>>6950949
it is a mental illness hahaha
also yeah i have multiple reasons
>>6950943
make yt vids haha
>>6950948
sorry i really
can't dothat
plus i dont wnat my friends to have to do stuff like that
sry
pookie :(
>>6950952
yah i knowww i am
heh
>>6950961
ya dw i value others over me so its ok
>>6950965
meh
not right now
kinda like the idea of one cutting me up though
>>6950949
An incurable one, so you gotta transition, sorry
>>6950950
You can't fend for yourself and you have no idea how to survive in the real world. Your personality is dull and abrasive, which is why people only like you because you look pretty. Which, of course, isn't going to last very long. Not to mention your compulsive, deplorable need to surrender your humanity to others.
You disgust me and I hope you realize I'm only letting you live with me for the utility you provide.
do you think I'll ever get to cuddle and watch hamtaro with maeve
why shouldn't I kill myself on tuesday
>>6950979
because thats too soon for me to get there and stop you so we can kill ourselves together
>>6950979
it would make me very sad
why is every tranny i see not my girlfriend
>>6950982
sorry i cant do that
>>6950986
because you are a looser.
>>6950972
I like trannies, I like boys, I like girls a lot, and I love lolis.
>>6950973
Ur just lucky I slowed you down so u didn't black out.
its fine tho as I knew i bought the big bottle for a reason.
>>6950986
>girlfriend
>tranny
pick one
gonna die lads
subnautica is very scary
>>6950985
10/10 utility
>>6950986
you didn't ask me out in time and i'm a cuteboy ATM anyway
>>6950992
Duuuuude. If theres co-op ever would you wanna play together? :3
>>6950991
i guess, i'm fucked up anyway
at least i'm not full on trans where i desperately need to be womanly or else i sudoku?
though making the decision to go mtf gave me body dysphoria
>>6950985
and I was joking of course
>>6950996
sure
i hope its soon though
this game is literally too scary to play
>>695099
HRT makes dysphoria worse for the most part imo
>>6950994
hi
>>6950997
wew lad.
you kept trying to drink and I cut you off ;)
>>6950998
come live with me and i'll buy you nice things
>>6951003
Did you get eaten by the Serpent yet?
>>6951006
hey lad
how you doing?
>>6951006
I mean
I'd like to B)
>>6950987
would you give it to me
i need a lot of money for hrt, po box, college stuff, getting a life, etc.
pls
>have cis gf
>sex always causes some dysphoria afterwords but I used to be able to deal
>dysphoria starts to get worse and actually happen during sex but whatever
>just today dysphoria was so bad I couldn't finish
What do /mtfg/? Sex is really important to my gf, she claims she'd be okay with ignoring my dick from now on but I honestly don't believe that, she likes it too much. How do I get rid of genital dysphoria?
>>6951016
Enjoy it? (´・_・`)
>>6951015
I know that feel awoopai
>tfw can't afford hair removal or cute cloths
>>6951011
Been bretty good.. hbu and ur gf?
>>6951013
I founded this cat you can has.
>>6951014
I don't remember you puking
I cut you off pretty early
>>6951023
How'd you get it in the first place?
You could probably get more
I wanna drink rn desu
I just soft blacked out like 15 minutes and
im not even on anything
>>6951024
>gf
you've got the wrong anon, lad
i have a bf
i'll just namefag i guess
>>6951024
I def did
I don't remember when
I think I was on the patio
>>6951028
Find a pedo sugardaddy.
Worked for me!
You aren't one of my oregon meme team trannies that I know irl.
Well anyway g'day and hope ur life is a happy one.
I biked the grave yard today, but it was so fucking cold oh my God. Im not ready for winter! I spent this year smoking weed avoiding life and writing a book and writing screen plays and setting up a blog and learning music. That's all girl agenda stuff and I'm a man!! Ahhhhhh./
I can't function this way. I won't last through winter. Need job.
>>6951019
I mean, I used to enjoy the sex and not be bothered by it until afterwords, but lately it's been hard to.
get a job you degenerates.
>>6951024
I had at least 7 shots worth (2 in the first 2, 3 in the third) and that mikes hard which wasn't much
Also the kratom fucked with me too
>>6951038
I'm not sure i should help you with this.
>>6951039
I'm at work right now fampai.
>>6951033
>Alcoholic
>"(Former)"Opiate addict
What's next for ghostie?
>>6951008
You need to set up an Amazon wish list.
>>6951016
I pleased my partners first, then they did me. That way I ended on a high. I get depressed when I thrust.
>>6951038
all the pedos i ran into were neets
it doesn't help that i'm ugly but yeah
there are better ways of earning money
>>6951042
Please
Please
Please
I need money
Please
Please
>>6951039
But why, i don't need to work when everyone will do it for me.
>>6951049
Not up to me.
>>6951051
M Y S T E R Y ? ?? ? ? ?? ? !!!! 11111
>>6951009
no im desperately trying to stay away from all the big creatures because theyre so horrifying
im far in and havent been to the aurora
>>6951052
Who is it up to?
Please
>>6951052
shed sum light on the mystery B)
>>6951054
quid
>>6951055
Dont take too much
And def don't mix it with alcohol
Every time I've done it has not been good
>>6951055
Also benzos are HIGHLY addictive
Harder to quit than opiates too
Also they just blank out your life what's the point
>>6950989
dangit
>>6951040
Learn your limits the hard way I guess.
I also puked for the first time in like years the day after.
first thing I did when I woke up hungover was drink milk and I couldn't digest it.
I threw up about 12 times in 4 hours
>>6951051
>///< -rawrs-
There is tons of jobs over here. I am actually picky about the work I do and wont accept anything under 17-20 an hour, but I don't need to work though as I'm already set.
>>6951059
This.
benzos x alcohol = death
opiates x alcohol = death
cocaine x alcohol = death
I do volunteer work for a safe-space program and educate people about illicit drugs, and those are the worst combos one can do.
>tfw ur bored and too high to sleep
;-;
>>6951068
o///o -scritches-
How are you already set
ima come move there and get a job izi pizzi
>>6951068
life = death
>>6951068
I also do updates for erowid on new compounds and chemical structures of new RC's
>themoreyouknow.jpg
it's my job to keep people safe, and I have saved quite a few peoples lives.
>>6951074
i cant
no maoenuy LuOl
hehe xd
well since i ate food and im sick time to go puke a bit
maybe faint again teeehehehee~~~
>>6951078
oh well
seriously though tumblr is how to find them
either that or find groups dedicated to shota
prove ur a shota
ull get lots of people
>>6951077
Same
I wanna do drugs but I'm a lazy depressed moron who can't leave their apartment
wew
>>6951080
How do I find them on tumblr? Which shota groups? How prove I'm a shota?
>>6951083
That's what the darknet is for
>>6951085
lemme in house
winkyface
you can hear some fucking creature laughing far away
this game is the most fucked up thing
>>6951085
I don't do opiates and I think I'm done drinking and with benzos so
I'm good
Lets do coke tho when I have money
>>6951074
ativan and xanax are the same drugs basically.
>>6951087
I need a job to afford that desu
I've got ~30 cents to my name
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxRWsQ1nre4
The gal at 5:43 in is Amanda Lear, wildly speculated as transgender but doesn't admit it.
>>6951090
>let's do coke
that is literally the drug that got me to completely stop doing hard drugs entirely as it nearly killed me several times by stopping my heart and breathing.
>>6951092
That's why I said redundant
>>6951094
Oh yeah, that seems like a more pressing problem than the logistics
>>6951098
oh, I misread that.
>>6951097
Oh yeah
My b
Lets not do coke
>>6951102
i'll be doing mdma at Getter oct 29th.
anything before that? maybe ketamine
>tfw ur on mdma but ur cuddlebuddy goes to bed so you have no idea what to with urself
>>6951105
Oh yeah I have no money too lol
someone help me find some way to make money .__.
>>6951105
o
can you link me to one?
>>6951109
oh shit
>>6951112
selling yourself will drive you to suicide senpai
>>6951112
Get an internship
>>6951109
Listen to music and chew 5 gum.
poi or watch videos of light shows
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWrCNHG_x1I
>>6951112
just prostitute senpai
>posting on 4chan high on mdma
it's like you don't know how to properly use drugs
>>6951120
Same desu senpai
Being born was the worst thing to happen to me tho
does anyone want to adopt me :sob:
>>6951127
id like to use my friends coupon for some free nudes
thanks
>>6951129
are you potty trained
>>6951114
yuppp oh well
>>6951121
Too much noise, don't want to deprive my sick roomie of sleep
>>6951119
Get over here
>>6951126
Hey, I was really enjoying myself not 4channing but she had to go to bed ;~;
>>6951132
worst friend ever
>>6951134
fuck :c
>>6951133
yes
>>6951122
how should I kill myself on Tuesday
tfw you wait for your friend whos running late and hes with someone else and he skips going to the thing you had planned because he decided to make his own and then he only comes with us after 2 hours and he spends the whole time bickering about my friend and then leaves halfway through with the other people he knew
i realise none of what i just typed made sense but
its like getting stood up twice
>>6951135
Where u at
BC if i remember correctly?
>>6951137
i need money ;;
>>6951129
i want to throw you in a raging river
>>6951141
ok ill adopt you
do i need to get you a crate or do you just sleep in my bed?
>>6951135
You are still awake? I talked to you like 12 hours ago
>>6951142
toaster in bathtub
very simple and effective
>>6951143
fuck you for being so cute
fuck you
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>6951135
headset is the only way.
also did you test your drugs before ingesting them?
I hope you did, because there is quite a lot of fake molly out there
>>6951138
i wish someone rich would adopt me
that isnt a disgusting person that only wants me as a sex slave tho
but that sounds nice ;w;
>>6951143
life is shit and just pointless
nobody truly likes you
or me
or anyone
everything is a lie and a sham.
kindness is false, so is friendship.
>>6951139
sry
>>6951147
then go and fucking do it pussy faggot
>>6951148
i would like my own bed :c
>>6951146
sounds like a personal problem
just say your dad is beating you and post your paypal
hehe xd
>>6951129
i wish someone would adopt me kek
unfortunately i'm in LDR with an aussie so there go the primary favors one would expect from adoption
sometimes i wonder if this was a bad idea but he acts sweet and he's already bought me shit :<
>>6951154
>i would like my own bed :c
ok how about this one
>>6951155
i was gonna make a joke but then the captcha had a big picture of a stop sign so i took it as a sign from GOD
>>6951150
we've got circuit breakers and ground leak thingos
I'm just going to hang myself
>>6951145
V I C T O R I A
>>6951149
Yupp, it's only 12:45 here though.
>>6951153
I've taken a lot of rcs in my time. This is definitely the real deal.
Idk, I don't test my stuff but I have a pretty reliable darnet source that I've been buying from for years
>>6951151
im not tho anon
>>6951154
>nobody truly likes me
i guess this is true
>>6951161
make sure you have a rope strong enough for your hulking mass
>>6951162
>V I C T O R I A
im in melbourne, wanna cuddle??
>>6951162
Hm only 6hrs
Maybe
tfw no one will help you slut yourself out for money
>>6951160
say the joke anyway
this is your next sign
>>6951169
arent you like 5 years old
dont underage slut yourself out or youll just want to kill yourself when ur 20 and nobody likes you anymore
>>6951166
>melbourne
w h e r e
>>6951164
its an electric cord
still waiting for my birthday gift from taz
never got it rippo
>>6951156
wow
only close friends offer to buy me shit
and i hate that
i just want to feel useful lmao
>>6951157
im really sorry carol
>>6951159
is it big enough to fit someone 5'9"?
>>6951163
Nobody likes anyone.
You will learn this over time.
I have learned that nobody tells the truth to me anymore.
The only time I can believe someone is when I'm high and I can't always be high lmao.
don't think nobody likin you is specific to you.
its everyone.
nobody likes anyone.
I'm the only one that is going to tell the truth that positive emotions towards others are fake.
People only 'like me' because im cute
Thats the only reason anybody is ever liked in this world.
death and life is the only thing that will ever be true in this world.
Wanna give me the first?
>>6951169
/b/
/soc/
tumblr
im literally trying to help as much as i can
>>6951171
no, i'm technically legal in britain
>>6951172
jk i live in hobart xD
>>6951174
>is it big enough to fit someone 5'9"?
yeah amazon says it's almost 7 feet long
that dog bed is more expensive than my own bed, it's 2,000 bucks
what kind of treats do you like?
>>6951166
Wrong victoria ;~;
>>6951168
Im confus
>>6951174
i like you for more than your looks, but you don't believe that do you ._.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QrB_0h1IuNQ
>>6951162
I have very reliable sources too, but I never trust a drug dealer.
a test kit is like 20 bucks.
It's my job to push harm reduction, and mdma is one of the biggest faked drugs.
nearly 50% of people at a rave get bath salts or methadone instead of mdma.
it's worth the investment and sorry for bitchin but I work for dancesafe and erowid and I have witnessed people OD and die.
you might enjoy this documentary
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dYzmZ1IU4zY
>>6951180
i guess but
holy shit
also i dont like treats much
i have a horrible stomach
anything you try to feed me will likely harm me
but if you insist i like strawberry smoothies a lot :3
>>6951182
It is totally true.
It is literally the only truth in this world.
Your refusal to believe that there is much more than that in this world will come to hurt you and I do not wish for you to be hurt.
>>6951183
I wish I could.
>>6951185
are you the same ui from /animus/ orrrrr
i dont think he's a tranny
>>6951182
sry
but i go to melbourne like every other weekend for funzies because tasmania is fucking horrible and cold
i hate how sometimes i can't move my right shoulder properly fucking hell
life is so shitty without something to numb me
>>6951188
visit me f a m
>>6951187
This is him.
Hi boo
>>6951174
That's not true. I like someone for real and I liked her before I knew how she looked like and although she objectively is a total mess because of drugs and crazyness.
But I still really like her and have already proven that I'd do a lot for her.
Only because nobody truly likes you doesn't mean that other people can't like each other. Sorry to tell you that.
>>6951181
I live sorta near u
Getting to that island is a bitch tho
Fuck that
>>6951191
>>6951190
im old (NINETEEN) and ur young (LIKE TEN)
>>6951192
Hah.
Sure.
It is true.
The only thing that exists is physical attraction.
No matter what you think you are just attracted to her.
Fucking neck yourself faggot LOL
Morning girls!
I had kind of a bad night. The Usual not a mom/can't get pregnant/ not a real girl feels.
But I cried a lot about it, and got a good night sleep and I'm feeling much better again
How are you all?
>>6951195
im like the square root of 225 :c
>forcing myself to grow body and facial hair to make myself feel dysphoric and feel more anger and hatred towards myself
how retarded am i for doing this?
>>6951195
i cant believe anyone would ever pass up the opportunity to bang smiles
you know how lucky you are to live in australia and be in this community
>>6951194
what brings you here?
Oh I know why ;)
>>6951186
after all that skype shit
i never used you to get my dick hard or anything
i just liked you enough to be concerned for your safety and to wanna chill with you
reeeeee
>>6951197
>The only thing that exists is physical attraction
So THATS why nobody likes me
Lmao
>>6951197
Maybe it's your truth and that's really sad.
>>6951200
very.
>>6951205
I'm sure people like you anon
hugg
I like you <3
>>6951179
there is no next life
this is all there is and I'm not strong enough to fix it and its honestly not even fixable
>>6951207
that makes two of then anon :v
>>6951185
Fair enough, I know it's an investment that I should have made long ago. I guess it's hard for me to get freaked out by the possibility that I'm being sold bath salts considering that I used to do retarded amounts of mephedrone
>>6951193
Yeah, I don't blame you
Thanks for the thought though,
>>6951210
Don't be a dick drakeyboy
>tfw boy I'm meeting for coffee REALLY likes my hair ponytailed
Apparently bangs + ponytail do naughty things to him
>>6951214
Np senpai
Anytime
Hugg elann
That's rite rite
kill me senpai
>>6951218
This is Hailey, right?
I <3 mommy :3
>>6951217
nope
>>6951213
stop lying and saying ur not cute smiles u dork it makes the rest of us australian trannies look bad!!
>>6951204
oh
well
sorry im just a fuckin weird person.
also, the thing with this is like, well i guess i am trashy for not believing in you or this stuff.
I want to believe in some things but its difficult
>>6951205
its the only reason people like me i believe
thats why im trying to destroy my physical appearance so nobody likes me.
>>6951206
Its the worlds truth.
>>6951213
Shut up.
You are literally one of the fucking prettiest people by far.
Like honestly its starting to annoy the fuck out of me, though it doesn't matter.
Guess you actually have dysphoria.
>>6951208
Well punishment is good.
Its how I can self harm without cutting yayayaya
>>6951221
me first me first
>>6951222
Ye
Love u 2 kiddo
>>6951225
i don't blame you
people have hurt you and you deserve to be skeptical
>used to think i was attractive when i was repressing
>let GD creep in
>now i think i look uggo as fuck
Just woke up packing in my closet for tomorrow--err today, guess that's a sign I should go to bed. So goodnight everyone and sweet dreams!
>>6951227
xDDDDDDDD
Kill yourself.
>>6951233
Goodnight <3
Sleep well <3
Sweet dreams <3
>>6951217
all that happens when you die is your body rots
>>6951227
>tfw one more person has a positive opinion of you than boo
: )
is it a good or bad idea to lose your virginity to a tranny girl
or is it just an idea
>>6951227
She's my mommy
>>6951224
being called dork is fun
i like being called dork :v
>>6951225
dysphorias hella annoying
i think i looked okay today though but not yet able to pass
>>6951240
Bad
What are you all doing with your life?
Do you ever stop and think about what you're doing right now?
The same people
The same shit
All the fucking time
Go outside
Get a job
Move on with your life what the fuck
>>6951234
maybe when rapist opinions matter to me
>>6951238
also not an argument
>>6951241
you need a new mom
have you considered kiwi
how do I disappear from my friend circle ?!?!
>>6951242
you look like a girl, dork :v
>>6951244
u talkin to ME?
>>6951244
i just got a job i start on monday
im going to use the money to try and get some hobbies
>>6951242
you look cute as fuck
i have to look hard to see any manliness and even then it's "well i guess that's kind of slightly masculine, if you look at it right??"
>>6951214
it's just good to know exactly what you're taking.
like the differences between mdma and mda are pretty big even though its not very different molecularly.
mda is pretty hallucinogenic and most drug dealers don't test their shit either.mda gave me the most intense hallucinations of my life and luckily I could handle it, but if I was more educated on what was going in my body I would have been more prepared.
It's like playing russian roulette.
I literally force people I know to test shit before they sell it in my town.
I'm not ok with shit not being tested irl.
I would also never put my life in danger again after nearly dying several times from "trusting" a drug dealer. There are a few mdma fakes that are deadly also.
>>6951244
mmmmmmmmm
yeah, i see that
daddy gave you good advice
>>6951243
ah man why?
what if the tranny girl is a nice person albeit a bit of a slut
>>6951233
Goodnight Ash.
Sleep well.
>>6951230
Thank you for being the one person who actually validates my self hatred.
You haven't hurt me though so thank you for that.
I just want the people I aim to talk to to not lie to me
I fucking hate when the people I love lie to me.
They aren't real friends.
If someone is willing to lie to me to make me feel better they aren't a good friend.
Seems like thats most fucking people I meet here though.
>>6951242
Yeah but you're actually attractive unlike most people here.
Is that what dysphoria is like?
>>6951240
Fucking horrible.
Never sleep with trannies.
>>6951246
Just leave it.
Its what im going to do to "FRIENDS" that aren't fucking honest to me and lie to me to make me feel better and dumb shit like that
lmao
idk why i re associate myself with people who lie to me.
its like
"yeah ur wonderful"
fuck off faggot is what i think most of the time
rarely say it because im such a bitch xDDDD
tfw gender meeting on tuesday
im nervous mtfg hold me im scared what if he doesnt give me my pills
>>6951255
oh...
Well, i mean you could just leave a message and block them or something
but like
idk, just doesn't sound like a great idea i guess
Hugg
>>6951258
He likely won't if you aren't insane and suicidal like me.
Probably make u go through more therapy hehe
>>6951257
who lied to u
>>6951248
once u see my smile then u think twice
>>6951250
yeah but look at pic related
man mode
>>6951244
Sorry grace
>>6951220
hugg anon :3
>>6951251
Idk, again, it's more about the reliability than anything. I've bought mda from him before too, wouldn't say it's my jam but I know I'd be pissed if someone sold me mdma and I got something like that.
Idk, I'm just lazy, I have no excuse.
>>6951261
Is that how it works in the US? Over here its apparently the opposite, the more depressed you are the less they seem to give a shit in regards to transition
>>6951264
>Sorry grace
Didn't you graduate college and start the job hunt? What do you have to be sorry for, you're doing good.
Fuck I just want to be an asshole to people.
Suppose that means I should piss off.
>>6951262
4 people in my group
>>6951263
literally shut the fuck up
im leaving now
stop dysphoria posting
its not good for you
>>6951265
i actually started cutting and acting extremely fucking suicidal and psychotic
thats the only reason they started
i started crying when setting up appointments
im such a manipulative piece of shit
LOL
>>6951263
that still looks girlish though
at least you don't have a monster chin
>>6951245
how's I would rather kill myself, knowing that, than keep living in pain for an argument
me on the right
>>6951260
(~)sometimes(~)
(~)i pull on it so hard(~)
(~)...(~)
(~)i rip the skin(~)
>>6951267
finally
>>6951255
me post hrt
do i pass?
>>6951263
stob
you look like a girl and you're gonna have to deal with it
dork
>>6951267
I outright showed them my cuts and shit
They p much don't care over here unless like
you are depressed enough to be barely functioning but not depressed enough to be suicidal
>im such a manipulative piece of shit
Eh, if its gets you hrt i don't think there's a problem with manipulating psychs.
>>6951267
:( please dont swear at me like that
because of memories and stuff
sorry im a sensitive baby though
>>6951269
how is that not a monster chin
>>6951271
reeeee
i might be willing to accept it now that u said dork though
>>6951266
Well yes, but I still have no job, and I'm not as clean and drug free as I could be.
>>6951277
You're working on it and you "could" be. You know you could be because you've gotten there before, yes? You can get there again.
>>6951276
d
o
r
k
>>6951244
I think about that every day and I always come to the conclusion that it doesn't matter what I do it will always be shit. Maybe not objectively shit but it will always feel bad and unnecessary to me.
>>6951260
>What hobbies do you wanna do?
im gonna take piano and woodworking lessons to start
>>6951281
I havn't really gotten there, I've been basically nonstop using in some capacity for 7 years
>>6951276
i'm like a year older than you and have a chin that's way bigger ;_;
DORK
>>6951288
elanna is a cute girl with drug problems and that's ok
>>6951276
your chin looks fine
i wish i had your face
i don't think any amount of hormones can fix masculine bone structure
>>6951285
I know
that is why I have to kill myself
>>6951291
Half of the girls here have drug problems and half of them are cute
>tfw not 15 and cant go and hug smiles without being creepy
you win again age
>>6950991
still you should transition so you don't eventually live in more discomfort than being trans would be ;-;
and ty
sorry for late reply
>>6951272
BECAUSE IM TRASH
why not lie to me
people think im pretty
so they want to do nice things for me
so they lie to me and say wonderful pretty lies
rofl
>>6951273
I manipulate people in general.
Tbh
i manipulated my boyfriend into staying with me and made all his friends hate him because i was so possessive of him before he killed himself
i basically drove him mad and thats why he killed himself when i told him to
Im a piece of shit~~
>>6951276
probably not telling the truth to me as per usual
w/e if ur telling the truth sorry or something
seriously though its only going to upset you more
dont apologize to me.
Seriously.
If anyone is sensitive its me.
>literally cut my neck and slice my arm open because someone kept lying to me
s e n s i t i v e
literally soaked 4 rags in blood and my bed has a bunch of blood stains and i ruined my favorite shirt lul
wanna test how sensitive i am?
>>6951280
oh
well should be fine i thnk
might take a few appointments tho
>>6951298
quid should i de trans fully
if i dont feel any dysphoria at all, should i not transition?
>>6951304
well what exactly does dysphoria feel like?
when i think about transitioning and being treated like a girl i get an erection, would that be a form of dysphoria?
>>6951309
Or I could kill myself
>>6951308
idk but i assume it makes you feel like you aren't attractive when you are
>>6951300
>i can
>winkyface
fuck you
i dont wanna do no pedo shit i just wanna pat smiles head and tell her its ok
>>6951311
you've been staying away from all the really bad drugs you used to do though, right?
>>6951313
thats up to you mate
but its really either-or
i don't think i should do this
i'm never going to pass
i'm not fully dysphoric i think? i mean i can kind of get into male roles i guess
maybe if i weight crash again my face will look thinner? i dunno
>>6951298
I don't think anything could be worse than the sheer pain of just existing
>>6951308
uhh
that's mostly seen as AGP
some people could twist it as gender euphoria
just toy around with the idea to see if you still get turned on after a while
gender dysphoria is pretty simple, it's not complicated. i spent too long trying to decide if i had it. by definition dysphoria is "a state of unease or generalized dissatisfaction with life"
i've had some interesting experiences that are more.. descriptive. when i stand up to pee i nearly break down crying. it's like a wave of emotional anguish that rolls over me. kinda weird, and it started up pretty recently. i also see my body parts move around in the mirror even though they aren't, and it results in feelings of repulsion.
>>6951301
no, definitely not
>>6951316
Yes and no? I really dipped back into the amphetamines this year. My roommate won't allow straight up uppers though so that's probably a chunk of why I havn't done them since I moved.
>>6951318
no point if you wont be attractive and you wont pass
a reason why im considering de trans seriously.
>>6951321
when I think about being a boy sometimes i cry and when i take showers i have to turn the lights off so i dont have to look at myself because my body having hair depresses me and also after i play with my dick I want to kill myself
could that be gender dysphoria help doctor
>>6951323
might be time to get back on the wagon
>>6951327
yeah
pretty damn likely.
sorry you have to deal with those feelings, they suck.
>>6951322
i dont have the money to transition though
plus i can't find motivation when im living in a pit of sorrow since
well
no drugs
no estrogen
no anti androgen
like im scared quid wtf am i supposed to do
i cant even camwhore because i fucked my body up
sry for talking to you about this
its always funny how people hugbox me but nobody disagrees with Drake when he says I should detransition, because everyone agrees
I should have never tried
I should have killed myself when I turned 30
>>6951317
Suicide it is
>>6951327
that's it senpai, seeing my own body causes vomiting
>>6951324
i'm apparently good as a /cuteboy/
i dunno though fuck, i hate my chin and by stubby frame
can your body detransition okay? i mean your breasts will recede, right
>>6951328
Which wagon? I'm not sure I'm familiar with this metaphor
>>6951332
Its mostly because everyone has boo filtered
I'm not gonna make it am I?
>>6951336
no bad drugs wagon
>>6951339
its not pedo
i hate pedos, they make me sick. I just dont think its fair that smiles should be so sad!!
If dubs ill go get a lethal dose of heroin and mainline it
hah.
once i act like myself people stop talking to me most of the time
>messaging someone
>start to talk about how i feel
>stops messaging me
its almost like once they discover i have emotions and i express them they dont like me
OH WOW THIS HAS HAPPENED SO MANY TIMES LOL
>>6951350
Fuck reroll
>>6951346
I'm on it at the moment and basically have been since moving, I only have MDMA and LSD in my possession.
It's a question really of for how long I stay off the hard shit, because I definitely want it.
All the time ;_;
>>6951350
looks like you live another day.
>>6951351
People are dealing with their own shit, maybe they can't handle also having you dumping all of your emotions on them.
>>6951355
welp don't kill yourself just do a safe dose if you wanna do anything like that
>>6951342
i feel for you famu
can you take test to compensate or something? if you're already ruined why not keep going and see if you get any better
>>6951345
hahahahaha no
i haven't even started HRT yet and i'm not sure if i should because my build is already so manly
apparently i make a nice /cuteboy/ but i don't want to be a fucking gay slutposter lol, i mean that was fun for like a week but that's about it
>>6951351
i feel uncomfortable even talking to my bf about problems because i feel like i'm dumping my shit on his face
>>6951355
PRAISE KEK
>>6951361
I wouldnt do heroin if it wasnt gonna kill me lol
>>6951364
fair enough I guess but I still think you shouldn't kill yourself
>>6951363
>Tfw boo will no longer call u a rapist cause youll be ded
: )
>>6951359
they are literally asking me
how if eel
they are literally asking me about this stuff
once people pretend to care about me they realize what i am
>>6951362
no i don't want to continue transitioning
i hate myself
i wanna torture myself lul
its best for me this way
also
yeah it feels that way with everything
except i dont care
they dont wanna talk to me
then thats them
i can distract myself with self harm anyways
>>6951367
im just as happy as you are
>>6951368
>realize what i am
iktf senpai
>>6951369
No
U don't understand
I mean I was gonna kms anyway so
But finally having the courage to do it
It's a good feel
https://youtu.be/4RcFPLt3Dd0