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MTFG: transfemale general

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Pokemon Edition

▶ Trans Info Dump:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1d9KKqP9IHa5ZxU84a_Jf0vIoAh7e8nj_lCW27KbYBh0/edit?usp=sharing
▶ MtF Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ Trans girls are qt https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

Old thread: >>6939768
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what the fuck is going on
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im a girl
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>>6940801
The other one didn't have a title to let people know what thread it was, and that other other one is some weird troll crossover one.
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>>6940806
i'm a guy that can pass as a fem, for reals
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>>6940768
Yeah.. that can happen.
Sorry it went badly Pure Girl.
:c
>>6940781
I know you aren't trying to hurt me
but how can you think positively of me after what happened like
how can you think anything but negatively of me idgi
Thank you Maeve
You are too nice.
>>6940788
Don't be rude to Maeve.
She is one of the nicest people here u.u
>>6940782
lol no i dont
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Come to the actual new thread:
>>6939462
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gee wiz what a night, and I still have to go to work in 2 hours

just kill me
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What is this life

http://www.bbc.com/news/uk-politics-37431509
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>>6940817
Oh wow you work at 11?D:
I am a morning worker so that would kill me
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>>6940813
make it all better senpai, what do I say to make them gib?
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>>6940817
where do you work?
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>>6940823
I cannot recommend anything.
My apologies.
The only thing I could recommend is bad.
>>6940824
>saying where you work on 4chan
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Because of all of this drama, now other boards are laughing at us!
>>>/s4s/4780025

Come to the actual new thread, so this all may be resolved:
>>6939462
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>>6940829
should I get a epilator and just go in to the councilor in awful trash tier beginner girl mode? would that make them understand I'm a tranny? I told the endo guy I vomit from hating my own body.
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>>6940834
you can try that if you want to.
what i did was cut myself and get myself put in a hospital.
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>>6940836
I d-don't want s-scars though
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>>6940829
it's nightime here in us, so no one is working unless it's graveyard
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>>6940841
yeah thats why i said i cannot recommend anything and all i could recommend is bad
>>6940843
still
>saying where you work on 4chan
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threadly reminder kayla is intersex
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>>6940793
I wish I lived in a Pokemon world.
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>>6940813
this is a srs hugbox rn.
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>>6940850
or a dude with gyno
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>>6940818
well all of the info in that bbc article seems to be correct I don't know where you got that image but it's probably satire or just one person being retarded
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>>6940817
Good Luck!!
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>>6940807
It is not a weird troll crossover, it is the future!
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>>6940851
Me too
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*raises paw*
hi grllzzz :3 my name is jayne xD and im mtf now

but im a lesbian mtf so thats important
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>>6940850
we already knew that
she has a tiny ribcage shoulders and large hips
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i think for my own health i need to stop coming to this thread
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>>6940862
ur from /mu/

Laura JAYNE I see you
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>>6940852
everyone hugboxes me.
>>6940862
do u have homicidal tendencies?
this is also important
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>>6940867
Same
What the fuck am I even doing here anymore?
I guess I've gotten some good advice a bit but I should just stop coming here unless I have something specific I wanna get help with
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I hope my bf cheats on me with a cis girl while he's in Indiana. He deserves to be happy. I wouldn't feel inadequate at all
:)))))))))))))))))))
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>>6940857
looks like you have an outdated pic there, have a slightly fresher one asshole
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>>6940881
a month from now he'll post that picture
you don't learn do you?
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>>6940881
You don't look like you've changed at all.
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>>6940877
I hope so too, self-pity is way uncool
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>>6940881
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Anyone here still play Pokemon Go?
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>>6940892
:)))))))
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>>6940875
how do I get the doc to gib mones senpai? endo man said I need to get diagnosed by councilor or something
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>>6940875
>>6940867
Give me the strength to do the same
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>>6940888
lol I said slightly fresher, that pic is from last year too
my cameras are all shit but this is the most recent, but I had just woke up and my face was all puffy
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rare the new tat girls :^)
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>>6940861
I would be so happy traveling the world and catching Pokemons...
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>>6940911
10/10
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well i feel shitty uwwaaaaaaaauuw ;-;
at least i can hug a plushie now instead of being all lonely and self hating hehe
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So how long should I expect to start feeling changes from prog?
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>>6940909
Nice cone tits, bro.
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>>6940901
Go find an informed consent clinic
>>6940919
Never.
There is no guarantee or studies that it works.
>>6940902
When I find it myself I will.
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>>6940915
does it really work? maybe I should get a hug pillow
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>>6940924
yea
sometimes i cuddle plushies to sleep
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>>6940920
they just look that way because i have the characteristic ginger puffy nips, they have rounded out
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my name is frog
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>>6940924
it doesn't help at all
i want to skype someone but the two people i normally skype are not available ;w;
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>>6940892
>tfw way uncool
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Diancie!!
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>>6940930
No. You've posted them here before. I've seen them. They're still cone tits. You'll always just be a man with really bad gyno.
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>>6940929
>>6940923
I don't think I can ho somewhere else, I gotta go though my local hospital, I just wish I knew what to do the endo guy was kinda wierd. I think I spaghettied too much.

>>6940932
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>>6940938
oh yeah dude this is just gyno
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>>6940938
>You'll always just be a man with really bad gyno.
kill me now
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>>6940941
i wish i was in the mood but tum pains ._.
ugh
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Test
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>>6940943
Without the bra they're disgusting. You'll never have someone look at your naked body and not be repulsed by the sight.
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>>6940943
take off that bra and prove it then
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>ywn get to gnaw on kaylas supple tit flesh
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>mfw people think my side profile is fine
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>>6940954
hey! some of us are eating
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>>6940945
i love you isla
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>>6940958
my profile makes me want to cry
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My tiddie is sore help
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>>6940958
>>6940962

let me be the judge of that
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>>6940937
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How did you all make that plunge to go into the women's section on clothing stores to shop. I can't ever do it since I look like a guy
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>>6940963
Get a boy to massage it
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>>6940966
Na, I know it's bad from the lip down
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>>6940972
this won't do I have to see both of them
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>>6940975
I asked a boy and he said he was busy with meme magic
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>>6940961
lol nice meme
>>6940966
I aint posting that shit
people would post it at me daily
im not gonna be ok with it
>>6940967
I got plushies and i love them
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>>6940976
I said I'll be the judge of that
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Reminder you're all beautiful and I adore you all.
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>>6940986
Not me
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>>6940984
I wish you were my gf
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>>6940972
Yup, that's a boob
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Mega Diancie!!
>>6940993
>me
>gf
ill be ur bf if ur cute
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>>6940678
I read some article about making XX eggs from an XY blood cell or something, so were getting there. On hand I have hope, on the other I have crushing realism.

>>6940986
Liar!
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>>6940994
hmmm going to have to see them from different angle also your butt I need to judge your butt
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>>6940994
Either you have a really wide chest or you have mega cone-tits
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*massages ur tiddie
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>>6940994
>pre pic
alpha my ass, you're flat as a fuccboi
you're so full of shit
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>>6941010
different angle please
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>>6941010
What is wrong with you. Seriously.
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Pikachu with a Mega Lucario hood!!!
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>>6941015
what? I like flaunting my ... ASSet
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>>6940982
Understandable

Kayla wtf are you doing
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>>6941010
what is this I don't see any butt cheeks, post butt cheeks
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>>6941020
Yeah and then you'll go on a rant about how your above such things later and look down on others.
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Sleepy cuddly Pikachuuuuu!!
>w<
awaaaaa
i want someone to cuddle
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>>6941018
that's it, I want to wife you
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Welp I am going to sleep, got school early tomorrow. Goodnight and sweet dreams ladies~
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>>6940982
meme magic is an important endevor
men know about this stuff more than we do
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>>6940994
Hair never grew on my chest. But these hormones 2 months in have yielded no result :(
My mom has d cups so I'm like bad pissed. Ugh and I have a man face. When did Sarah become the new Kayla.


Life is terrible. Anyone cuter than me who is on mtfg should find a train bridge and tie themselves too it long enough to be eaten by wild wolves.
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>>6941024
I said that camming seems gross because usually cam sites are filled with 55 year old perverts whereas here its mostly 20 year olds
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>kayla will never slap ur conetits
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>>6941032
kieres sexo mami
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>>6941027
I'd be your husband.
Stop having shit taste.
>>6941028
Sleep well Ash.!!!
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>>6941032
The day you admit you're just an idiot will be they day you might actually become likeable as a person.
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>>6940931
No it ain't, BUSTA!
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>>6941038
I'm going to slap you
now be my wife
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>>6941034
i'm pretty sure you're the only mtf I would try to get with but its forbidden
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should I buy this

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B018XXIJ4Y/ref=pe_385040_30332200_pd_te_o_gr_ti/157-5086231-0510820?th=1&psc=1
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>>6941043
I'm never going to be a wife.
I would be a horrible partner.
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>>6941047
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01LW0T9TC/ref=twister_B018XXIIIQ?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1
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>>6941041
don't try and change our chris chan
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>>6941042
i said my name is frog
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>>6941047
It's kinda anime. I want one. Most kids will think rightfully I'm a freak and the adults will be baffled and hopefully some adorable bisexual girl will fall in love with my tender female soul and we'll liven happy ever after traveling the world.
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>>6941053
you could be a great wife qt pie
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I feel like this bra might be a little large on me

>>6941047
>>6941054
I want one
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>>6940986
Soon
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>>6941054
I like the one with the little blue anchors on them ^.^
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>>6941047
it's cute but I feel like it's one of those things I would by then never wear
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>>6941047
that is the cutest fucking thing I have ever see

*adds to cart
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>>6941054
>>6941047
are you small and qt?
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>>6941046
But why though?
I'm regrettably straight any ways
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>>6941047
it's cute but it would be really autistic to wear in public
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>>6941060
its supposed to go under your shirt silly
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>>6941066
im 5'4"


>>6941064
I just spent all of my money on a skirt and dress, and knee socks ;-;

I might buy that soon though

>>6941068
yeah i know but it could be worn as jammies when its cold
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>>6941060
where is your face senpai?
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>>6941062
>little blue anchors on them ^.^
trip on ANNA
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>>6940971
bring a friend, go at night when no one is there, start with something like casual or work clothes. hang around until you get comfortable..a lot of people wont care. you could try make up too and say youre in a band and they told you to buy make up
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>>6941059
No I wouldn't.
I would in every way be a horrible partner.
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Who wants to join me in going to the creek and getting battered by the rocks
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>>6941072
Not feeling confident and dont want to distract from the point of the image with my face which'll bait HON HON HON
>>6941069
I dont want to show my chest.
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>>6941076
yes you would
you would in absolutely every way be an amazing wife
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>>6941063
tfw have sun dresses that have never seen the sun

>>6941067
quit while you're ahead,
you are not going to outdo your previous performance
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>>6941077
>to the creek and getting battered by the rocks
trip on ANNA
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>>6941060
A
G
P
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>>6941077
why battered by rocks
>>
You know, on rare nights like this one, I stumble around 4chan and manage to find my way here, but pretty much every time I open one of these threads, within 5 to 10 posts am like "Yep. This place is still absolute cancer. Kthxbai"

Thanks /mtfg/ for managing to be god awful for the 2 years I've known about you. Rather impressive really.
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>>6941077
I would love to be brutally destroyed.
That is hardly a creek though, don't think it would be lethal unfortunately.
Jumping off a cliff would work infinite times better.
>>6941079
I want to die.
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so is everyone in this thread going to snip their willies then
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>>6941090
I want you to be my wife
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>>6941046
what about sheen you shitlord
he is just as much of a woman as you or elanna and is the prettiest person in this thread
check your passing privilege omg
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>>6941085
AGP
Isn't
Real
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>>6941094
And I want to be killed.
I would consider marrying you if you murdered me directly afterwards.
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>>6941070
>im 5'4"


Fucking buy it now.
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>>6940793
Why are you guys trying to kill femgen?

Stop, you're on the verge of making the thread rip itself apart.
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>>6941093
no, i like to make tents
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>>6941077
you're not doing anything bad are you ;__;
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>>6941093
I'm holding out for a functioning cyborg vagina
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Reddit is now talking about us:
https://www.reddit.com/r/4chan/comments/53xfaf/lgbt_is_having_a_bit_of_a_war/
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>>6941102
good (wo)man
vaginas are disgusting
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>>6941101
No that's just me, and I'm not one of these hons. They don't even talk to me or put me on their tierlists.
N-not that I ever even wanted to be on the tierlist or anything...
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>>6941109
>4 minutes ago

:l


Also that cat cloak has no sleeves ;(
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>>6941101
Because they need to accept themselves as transwomen.
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please tell me ill be happy tomorrow

i just want one day ;-;

goodnight
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>>6941111
Its because you're ugly on the inside.
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>>6941109
Jeez you're really forcing this. Did something happen to you today?
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>>6941111
<3 moap
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>>6941111
someone posted a tierlist with you on it earlier but I think it was a really old one
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>>6941125
She got raped. How insensitive of you to bring it up.
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>>6941125
What am I forcing?
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>>6941111
I'm disgusting and do nothing but taint tierlists.
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>>6941104
>Implying a cyborg vagina is the only cyborg part you'll get
When we go all Ghost in the Shell, it won't matter what I've done to my meat body because the only thing left will be my brain.
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DEAD

SAME TIME EVERY NIGHT
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im a tomgirl
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>>6941147
You said in the merger thread that you are a femboy, though.
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>>6941147
femboi, but you've been disqualified
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>>6941140
I am militaristic about my cyborg fiction. I write a ton of ghost in the Shell scenes in my books. My favorite is the one where Kusinagi is hunting the sniper and analyzes the WiFi signal that cuts just before the shot is taken and triangulates the sniper.

I saw that scene when I was 12 and started writing cyborg fiction the day after. 10 years and a vampire phase later, it is literally my professional job to write cyborg fiction :)
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>>6941152
i've written 600k of mario trollfiction
can i turn that into a job too
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>tfw ur sad
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>>6941148
im a femboy that's a girl

>>6941150
bonus hole
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kill me
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>>6941161
Is that referring to the current /mtfg/ and /femgen/ merger?
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>>6941152
>Professional writer
That's where I'm trying to get right now. But my job in environmental regulation drains almost all my creativity and energy. My work is coming along, but it's coming along slowly.
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>>6941155
>tfw your gf is sad and you don't know what to do
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>>6941155
don't be sad :3
it'll be ok again.
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aaaahhhhhhhhhhh can't sleep!

x-x
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>>6941174
:3
practice breathing exercises and make sure yr comfy. maybe go for a jog or a walk if yr not tired
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>>6941174
You disturbed the ash drake
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>>6941118
If only you're ugly on the inside, people don't see it until they've already fallen in love with you.

>>6941127
>tfw 6am at DMV
>Ask me to register
>S-sure
>Whats your party affiliation?
>Stoned, tired, not thinking
>"Libertarian!"
>tfw get my registration and see that Im in a 3rd party and cant vote in any primaries.
Ive stuck with it since, it was meant to be. Lets go Gary!

>>6941129
I used to post here all day regularly, I was quite the attention whore.

>>6941138
Die with me.
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>>6941174
make sure you aren't letting your phone distract you
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im a steam locomotive
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>>6941180
I kind of want to.
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>>6941182
I'm an alligator
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>>6941111
It's not you, it's the others... Except when you go around calling us trannies.

That makes things worse.
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im a dorito
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>>6941182
Im a man with a very big dick and a soft heart who wants a cute wife. We cannot associate anymore Elanna
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>>6941187
dont listen to her!
she just wants to keep calling you a boy because she likes you
she doesnt care about your dysphoria and just wants to be selfish!
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>>6941187
are there breasts on that shinji
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>>6941195
Budding pectorals, not bobs
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>>6941187
You are trannies, accept thyselves.
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how 2 not hate self?
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>>6941193
im a privileged white cisgendered straight male
we should do shots
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>>6941196
they're so curvy though
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>tfw you will never have a boyfriend because you are disgusting
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>tfw a cute guy in class defended trannies today
>get excited
>realize he was just being polite and would probably never date a trans girl
Sad
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>>6941204
That's what virtue signalling looks like
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>>6941195
i-its not like shinji thinks about being a girl or a-anything

>>6941204
you should say hey
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Wow i made it to work. Lol nightshift is so easy to deal with
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>>6941204
if he was femmy he's probably just a closeted tranny


also does one of you work at a Trader Joes somewhere in Virginia

you definitely could tell I was a closeted fag last time i was there
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im p sure i've destroyed my stomach with substances.
i literally cannot eat anything without getting a horrible stomach ache
should i see doctor y/n
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>>6941200
I only drink with girls, come back to me when you wanna be one.
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>>6941147
>>6941158
>>6941182
>>6941190
>>6941200
Sorry to hear about your identity crisis
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>>6941213
still me
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>>6941167
don't worry, it comes and goes and there's nothing anyone can do about it except let it pass

>>6941172
i just want to stop being terrible at everything i ever try to do
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>>6941213
if he was a closet tranny, he wouldn't say anything
he wouldn't even be comfortable listening to the conversation

t. guess
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>>6941214
yes preez
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>>6941218
jfc how do you even remember that i asked that once before. Yeah no this time she gave me this weird knowing look that basically was like "oh look you're also a fag"
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>>6941212
Back to work hon. We'll be here sipping margaritas with our 12k ffs jobs.
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>>6941215
im a girl

>>6941217
im a boy
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moap needs to get ffs so she looks like this
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Oh cool usps thinks some of my new clothes should be arriving Saturday
At least I can show up to the scary doctors in cute clothing
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>>6941213
No he's not femmy at all.
>>6941207
I need some confidence to do that
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>>6941222
idk like im a closeted tranny and i get pretty worked up / defensive when it comes to those conversations
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I said some mean shit to a lot of people today and im sorry. Chances are if im mean to you its because im mad jelly.
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>>6941227
this made me lol
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>>6941227
What am I?
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>>6941229
Grace I seem to recall you talking about Bethesda games, do you play Fallout 4 and if so do you know any mods plz
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>>6941233
Yeah you're also uglier than sin. No one gives a shit. Go away hon.
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>>6941223
Alright.
I will set up tomorrow.
Knowing Kaiser it will take a few weeks for me to get in and see a doctor though
Idk I just don't wanna put much of an effort to prevent myself from being harmed
like i dont wanna even make an effort to clean my cuts or taking my arthritis meds
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>>6941226
>12k ffs
Lol good ffs is like 30k
>>
Thank you ash for making a proper thread, I do not know who you are by you have my respect.
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>>6941233
No problems Kayla.
What you said is true.
Anybody that looks into my eyes IRL comments about how sad or empty I look.
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>>6941221
you know yr not. I feel like that too. Just remember how good you are when you're focused.
>>6941224
you a chaser? how often do you see her? staring gives off worse vibes than checking her out. Is there anything you could talk to her about?
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>>6941233
instead of leveling an empty apology you should try to not say things like that in the first place
having said that apology accepted
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>parents strict as fuck and anti-lgbt
>autistic as fuck and can't function on my own
>boyfriend lives in australia
>don't want to start HRT until i'm far away from this shithole
SOMEBODY FUCKING KILL ME
>>
>>6941244
no im just a closeted tranny that looks like a femmy guy. Only twice and I intentionally try to avoid acting weird because I've never actually had to interact with another mtf in real life
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>>6941241
ash is top tier trip
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>>6941238
please keep pushing yourself to do these things even if you don't wanna :c
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>>6941183
When the time comes, you can join us and create a new existence free of suffering. Free of anything. But you have to wait until its time.

>>6941187
I guess Im not really one of you anymore, so I should start being more respectful.

>>6941190
The struggle is real

>>6941204
The fear of homosexuality is real, its not rooted in homopobia on the individual level generally, its more a fear of the ridicule that they will receive if labeled gay.

>>6941207
Wether he did or did not confront these feelings, EoE makes it clear he accepted his situation and chose to become a man.

>>6941214
You cant die with me if you destroy your body before its time.
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>>6940923
I know that, but if there are changes, around when?
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>>6941240
Lol have fun at work. Loser.
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>>6941235
ur a campfire
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>>6941238
you've got a lot on yr plate for such a lil girl but taking any steps of progress at all will help you feel optimistic. You can rule the world, Isla.
>>6941233
Were you angrier pre-hrt?
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>>6941254
>Wether he did or did not confront these feelings, EoE makes it clear he accepted his situation and chose to become a man.
repression is a poor choice no matter how you cut it
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>>6941242
Then find something to fill that void in your life, something thats not drug or alcohol related. I know its hard but pick a goal and then aspire to achieve said goal, even if its something as little as getting a drivers license.
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>>6941257
:D
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Is there more social stigma for guys who date trans girls than there is for trans girls?
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>>6941244
i'm actually just bad at everything, no matter what is is or what functions of intelligence it calls on

focusing is like a +10% buff on my ceiling and my ceiling is low and i just don't really have any potential for anything, it feels like i reach my ceiling minutes into any given task that isn't basic labour or organisation and i never improve on anything
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>>6941228
>tfw all you need to look like this is chin reduction
Soon anon, its coming. The time approaches.
I should really get a job.

>>6941237
All of you are hons, stop projecting your self hatred onto Kayla, she's trying.
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>>6941264
lol no
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>>6941258
Yes i was worse pre hrt and self destructive

>>6941256
How am i loser by going to work and earning money?
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>>6941250
ah yeah i was nervous my first time actually hangin with mtf's. It's kinda bad being a femmy guy with tgirls cuz i don't wanna clock them but most are chill
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>>6941261
>find something to fill that void in your life
eheh
heh
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>>6941279
desu im just terrified of someone actually asking if im trans, because it'd probably be pretty hard not to get super flustered / sad
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>>6941280
I was being sincere. Not everything is sexual
>>
notice me
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>>6941252
I want to break down and cry
I don't know if I can do it
maybe i should have told the paramedics the truth today
maybe i should have been honest about my drug abuse and self harm habits
ugh
sorry maeve
>>6941254
I don't wish to die with anyone.
I want to at least feel love before I go.
When is time, however?
>>6941258
I want friends
I want love
I want affection
I am too dependent on others
without approval and validation
i am nothingand i have no motivation to do anything
than you juniper
youre a really nice woman.
>>6941261
This is one of the most inspiring things ive read
idk it feels nicer coming from someone I feel that dislikes me
Its just so difficult to find anything other than drugs or alcohol that makes me feel any better about myself.
I guess I'm just fucking miserable eep
>>
>>6941285
hi
>>
im a purple dragon dildo
>>
Morning fellow fags.
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>>6941267
well you can get better and you and tetra will help each other a lot.
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>>6941270
>chin reduction
you also need to get your man nose reshaped and probably a bullnose liplift too
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>>6941221
>Not worrying about your gf when she's feeling down
I don't think I can do that, and you don't deserve to deal with this... I'm sorry I can't do more
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>>6941289
This sounds like a weird time for you
>>6941291
Hi Charol
>>
>tfw repreased transgirl
>tfw strong as fuck now and masc so itd waste 4 years of lifting
>always felt like I am the male version of kayla with attention seeking and histionic

Im too old now...in depressed sad and a failed male ._.
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>>6941286
Well do you have a drivers license? Make that your short term goal. I didn't get mine till i was 20. Also i don't dislike you, im a jealous peice of trash :/
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>>6941299
the dysphoria only gets stronger
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>>6941298
it life
im a tampon
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>>6941236
https://www.youtube.com/user/hodilton
http://www.tesgeneral.com/fallout-4-guide-1
/fog/'s OP stuff
http://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/15852/?
I haven't spent as much time on FO4 as I have the other games yet. Honestly I dropped my original playthrough because of how bad the main story was.
>>
Kayla can be a cunt but she can alsoalso be a sweet heart.
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>>6941301
You aren't a piece of trash.
However, I have fainting tendencies and I am on a medication where I am not allowed to operate motor vehicles, so there isn't a point of me gettign one y'know?
I have a state ID tho so I guess thats something.
ty for the good advice tho
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>>6941283
are you out to anyone yet? i don't like the attention but i'm just honest when people ask and it's fine. You can't stop being yourself.
>>6941286
You've got loving friends and I'm sure tons of people want to be affectionate with you and you just don't feel too attracted to yourself atm right? When you love yourself more you'll feel better. You are something really cool and great and yr not gonna feel shitty forever.
>>6941291
>
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>>6941302
ONE OF US
ONE OF US
ONE OF US
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>>6941295
I forgot the picture
actually your jaw and chin doesnt seen too bad
its your nose and the area between the cin and lip
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>>6941302
today is always the best day to start HRT

>>6941293
she'll help me but i'm questionable

>>6941296
just be with me as much as you can
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>>6941313
My best friend knows and she understands (known her since we were 5, she's like a sister)

My girlfriend doesn't know. Well, not formally. 99% sure she suspects. Cis girls can smell dysphoria, you know.

Nobody else knows.
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>>6941313
See the issue is I am horribly dependent.
If I don't have someone literally constantly making conversation and constantly in skype I start to really start to ge tinto, well self hate mode.
Which I am in now.
I have already gotten my plushie wet with tears.
I feel like this shitty feeling never ends.
>>
>>6941323
You need to come out to your gf rn. Just text her. It's ok.
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>>6941329
im going to next time I see her in person (2 weeks from now). She once said "You know (anon), I'd still love you if you were trans." Probably helps that she's attracted to both men and women.

Like I said, cis women can sense the dysphoria. They just can.
>>
Well my shift starts in a sec. Goodnight. Sorry about being such a jerk all the time. Its hard getting paid once every 2 weeks and it gets to me, no excuse to be a fuck head.
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>>6941313
Juni <3
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>>6941326
You're telling yourself that that's bad though when it's not essentially. You can't help but need help and most people need a lot of help and we can't function very well without help from others. aww arcanine's wet? It's super effective...
Sometimes the shitty feelings stay underneath other emotions for a long time but you don't have to dwell on them like that. It's ok to constantly socialize. It's hard to forget but people help right?
>>
>>6941333
Rational Kayla is best Kayla
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>>6941233
>Fake apology
And thus ends this Kayla cycle
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>>6941323
>dysphoria
Please don't throw that word around like it's nothing.
I didn't know depression, TRUE depression, until I had to quit opiates cold turkey.
That set the bar for me, just how low you can feel.
I couldn't get out of bed, I didn't want to talk to anybody, I didn't want to do anything I usually do like watch a movie or play a game. It was a complete inability to even feel normal.
That shit lasted for months and it was without doubt the darkest part of my life. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

So don't say it's comparable to not being able to crossdress in peace.
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>>6941337
no not arcanine
my pikachu is ;w;
i feel like its bad that i have to always be dependent on other people.
As soon as im left alone... well apparently my therapists calls 911 and tells them to come to my house.
I don't feel like there are people who need help as badly as I do though ._.
People do help distract me but not as well as a nice drink does.
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>>6941332
My ex is attracted to both men and women but our sex life fell apart after starting hrt and now we're just friends and I like it like this desu.
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>>6941295
>>6941316
I love my nose, I just hate that I have a cleft on my chin. Wont get a nosejob, unless it was something like thinning out the bridge.

>>6941260
Who said he was repressing anything? I still dont buy this tranny shinji thing. I think his decision to become a man was the decision of a boy, not a repressed transgender. I think people who believe the shinji trans thing are reading too much into it and projecting onto it. Its understandable though, its easy to do both of those things with NGE.

>>6941286
But if you don't die with me, how will your death have meaning?
Its not for me to know, but Ill be informed more as the time approaches.
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>>6941343
This is literally what I went through after I overdosed and wasn't allowed any opiates
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>>6941197
I identify as pcis, respect my identity please.
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>>6941343
Not once did i mention crossdressing. My life is miserable becausr of this shit. Don't be an assuming asshole.
>>
>>6941306
Never mind the person who shared it to me on steam seems to have unshared now
Thanks anyways ;_;
>>
>>6941346
What will death even matter however?
If I die with someone what difference does it make compared to dying alone?
>>
>>6941333
hugg kayla
>>
>>6941344
well alcohol takes it's toll heavily.. I really hope you find some easy-to-digest food to eat. I just fucking realized I forgot to turn off the lights in the sick animal room at work and I'm really worried. I mean you did attempt suicide recently right? It's hard to come to terms with being dependent. I'm sorry.
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>>6941350
>pcis
it u
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>>6941346
okay fair enough
but I did do some shoops for you
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>>6941363
how does it feel to be the worst traditional standard still in use
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>>6941360
august 31st or something
hopefully those animals aare okay
but yeah i guess
i need to work on food
its not just alcohol ive had
an array of drugs
none too good for anything about me.
No need to be sorry, I'm just a lonely empty person without drugs.
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>>6941367
Like riding the short bus
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>>6940793
Aren't you guys kinda too old for Pokemans?
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>>6941371
fuck no
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>>6941371
too old for toys sure
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>>6941377
what about toys that make your butt feel happy?
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>>6941377
Apparently not some >>6941376.

>>6941376
Maybe it's time to grow up?
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>>6941371
there is no too old for pokemon
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>>6941386
I just turned 18
cut me some slack
>>6941384
im still mad that lube arrived b4 toys
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>>6941386
>Maybe it's time to grow up?
>growing up
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>>6941389
LOL

sorry

LOL
>>
oh my roommate is moving out tomorrow
guess i can be naked and put things in my butt whenever i want now
>>6941392
lol to both of those?
>>
>>6941391
>tfw ur trying to grow up but ur response to stress is to eat nothing but pudding and doritos
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>>6941369
You don't need drugs. Drugs just help you realize that you can be happy.
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>>6941389
18? You looked older to me.

>>6941387
Neckbeards are a fringe case.

>>6941401
TRUMP!
TRUMP!
TRUMP!
>>
>>6941404
They change me.
They make me feel and see good things.
Happy things.
Drugs make life wonderful Juniper.
They are friends to me when I don't have friends to talk to.
>>6941405
Turned 18 last month :<
>>
>>6941394
No, twice an LOL to the latter
>>
>>6941409
iktf
>>
hunger pangs
gotta think pro-anna
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>>6941363
The struggle is real, people just dont accept me for the computer part that I am. Its way worse than being trans desu

>>6941366
Eh I wouldnt get it totally dismantled like that, Id have them chisel off the sides and get rid of the cleft, give me a chin like an anime grill. Heres a more recent picture to work with the angle is better for understanding what I mean when I talk about my chin too.

>>6941256
This girl looks awful, nasty nails, awful tan might as well invite skin cancer, have fun looking 40 at 30.
3/10 would not trigger dysphoria
>>
who is the best chaser thats ever posted here?
>>
>>6941412
oh
well i was gonna do something for someone but instead i just held lube in my hand while my house was raided with paramedics
on the bright side my friend got a few kicks out of it.
>>6941416
You do?
i didnt know you went to drugs when lonely
>>6941424
me
i have cum inside of two anons.
>>
>>6941424
quid
>>
>>6941424
tahm
>>
>>6941424
anon
>>
I don't masturbate often but in about 1.5 months and my ejaculation is gone (i was always low test so i'm used to this)

HOWEVER, it's getting ridiculously and unbearably intense, my legs start spasming and i can't move or do anything other than breath for a while after

I'm 19 as well, does this normally happen so fast?
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>>6941422
I know the feel.
I'm agp but people seem to think I'm talking about something else and ask me to leave.
>>
>>6941427
i used to a lot but i get too paranoid now. Oxy was really really nice though. Binge eating is my thing now.
>>
>>6941424
>>6941429
tahm
>>
>>6941440
I wish I could binge eat.
Idk I want to take drugs but I promised someone I wouldn't until tomorrow.
I'm sups alone but like
idk ;w;
>>6941427
>>6941424
no but really i am.
>>6941431
i wish my orgasms were likethat
>>
>>6941441
>>6941429

kench?
>>
>>6941445
We needn't unload the toad at this time.
>>
>>6941444
:/
It's sometimes easier to escape while high or drunk but when i realize something terrible it makes it worse imho.
i wish i would stop binge eating.
>>
Do you ever just realize you have no friends.
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>>6941431
I started at 21 and yeah orgasms turned like that at some point. It's pretty great but counteracted by the lowered libido
>>
>>6941458
yeah a shit ton recently but i can't stop deluding myself. rn i have a lot of faith in someone to help me trust again but I suspect I'll feel foolish again soon.
>>
>>6941460
<3
>>
>>6941463
you do have friends :(
>>
>>6941458
Duh.
>>6941457
Well like
Idk
I think its worth it to me and i have some vodka in the freezer
Even though I am alone I can have friends when I drink.
I'm gonna have people to talk to when im drunk
and ill see people if i mix it with other thingssss
:3
>>
>>6941458
yes
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>>6941424
Yume was king chaser, she fucked like four trips.

>>6941433
Hahahahaha
If only I was a programmer, I could play along.

>>6941458
Nope.
>>
>>6941473
Yeah but I fucked two anons by the time I was 17 years old
huh
how about that
how are these chaser skills?
>>
>>6941468
Yr my friend <3
>>6941469
the poop tube
>>
>>6941463
I have no friends and no one to talk to.
>>6941469
tfw isla doesn't want to be my bff
>>6941472
This sucks.
>>6941473
Well aren't you the odd girl out :( But I guess thats good, I wouldn't want anyone else to be lonely like this.
>>
>>6941476
welll ittlll kill my tummy but i need to get drunk
or high
i literally need it im so fucking lonely
>>6941478
I am terrified of men
I literally was trembling when the paramedics came in today.
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>>6941476
<3
>>
nevermind i got too dizzy standing up
anyone wwanna bring a drink to me?
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>tfw no bf&gf to let you be the third wheel
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>>6941479
you need to accept yourself
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>>6941479
>I am terrified of men
don't worry
men are likely just as terrified of you

t. man
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>>6941428
Quid seriously is the most successful chaser by far and nobody realizes.

Look at this timeline of the three sex slaves she got off here, one year in between each. That progression.
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i'm tired of wasting my time on bullshit relationships all the fucking time.
am i just cursed? why does everyone want to cuck me so badly?
i don't fucking get this bullshit. every single person i date wants to cheat on me.
i'm never getting involved in relationships ever again.
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>>6941508
TALK ABOUT WARMING UP
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how do I bag a qt trap

do they go for zyzz type douchebags or what
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>>6941508
I wanna kiss Chara while holding her in my arms.
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>>6941424
elanna if it wasn't too busy trying to be a Choo choo train
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>>6941508
You're forgetting Frenchfry which makes the pattern

In between kara and chara, prettier than kara but not as pretty as chara
>>
I wish I hadn't curled up and tried to protect my head when those three guys were stomping on it and trying to kick my stupid faggot face in, I wish I had just let them spread my brains over the pavement.
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>>6941458
I've only ever had online friends so I guess I've kinda gotten used to the feel.
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>>6941333
Hugg
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>>6941519
yes ;_;

>>6941521
we just flirted and discussed lewd things! frenchy was never my sex anything!
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>>6941518
In my experience they're worse than real girls. The cute ones are very rare, and thus are in higher demand. So that gives them the luxury of choice and obviously they will choose whichever Chad or Rich guy wants them for the novelty. The ugly ones are delusional cunts with unrealistic standards.
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>>6941508
Been here for 1.5 yrs, barely even see quid until recently
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>>6941532
even the cute ones must have some significant self esteem issues to make them vulnerable
playing a charade for the rest of your life probably takes it's toll on you
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>>6941537
i pretty much stopped coming around like september 2014 except to annoyingly post pictures of NYC and stuff with the center girl
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>>6941508
Obviously the left one are trans but are the right two really trans?
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>>6941538
Meh. I'd say the constant self-esteem boosts from compliments and attention/etc offsets those "issues" quite a bit. If I could look in the mirror and see a 10/10 stud with a huge cock looking back at me, I'm positive that the other problems in my life would seem less significant.

The non-cuties though, are fucked in regards to that.
>>
Need hugs
But theres no one to hug me
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>>6941545
iktf
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>>6941545
Same same same same same same same
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sometimes I wonder if I could ever get up the courage to suicide by cop
all it would take is the construction of a flamethrower and all that is required for that is an alice frame with bottle of argon to throw the diesel under pressure out of a wand
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>>6941543
nope, both cis, ive only been involved w/one trans girl, i'm no chaser
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>>6941552
>
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>>6941557
hmmmm? c:
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>>6941508
what is it about quids that does it for transes? autistic ramblings and nonsense? good erp?
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>>6941567
jew magick
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>>6941567
have a sad cum bb
>>
Who wants a long distance online BF? I'm pretty much the token neckbeard manchild. I literally just play WoW every waking hour mostly. I have no friends or anything..not even online. And I'm 29 living with my parents. I've been a shut-in for like 10 (no joke, I can prove it) years and I'm super depressed. I'd be a pretty shit Boyfriend probably because I'm dull and just a shitty person over-all due to the lifestyle I've lived.

But one thing is that you'll be the only thing that I have in my life so you'll pretty much get 100% of my attention. I'd probably do anything for you if you asked me. Like change my hikikomori ways and improve myself...for you.

I'm not much in the looks department either. I'm a manlet and kinda chubby. and obviously since I'm 29 so the signs of aging and what-not. I do like t-girls, I fap to them regularly.
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>>6941544
That's quite the predicament you have
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>>6941574
cant be the erp then

>>6941569
its not another wealthy gold digging type thing is it?
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>>6941578
Ah shit. I meant GF not BF. My bad.
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>>6941578
Post pic
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>>6941583
desu it is the erp

sometimes it's a fucking domino effect because red will post some dumb shit at me and i'll tell her to fuck off which she'll find hot and then like four different people message me, it's annoying as hell
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>>6941585
I dont think im gonna post a pic here. I tried to be as detailed as possible. But maybe i'd be willing to give a pic if we talk some more.
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http://www.strawpoll.me/11277055
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sometimes i wonder why i post what i do, but then i remember it's because everything I do is right, and justified, and I can't stop to doubt myself.
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>>6941591
I can't answer that yet. What's your take on consuming human feces?
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>>6941587
Just curious if you were trolling
You should work on your self 1st
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>>6941595
That's disgusting, I'm already giving myself kidney failure to avoid wearing diapers.
>>
life sucks :_:
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>>6941560
thought this was isla and a picture of pepe for a second
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>>6941596
Yeah, I'm not trolling. I'm not going to work on myself because myself doesnt matter to me. Thats why I need someone else to do it for. But since no one will want me until I work on myself its a catch-22. I'm fucked.
>>
time to become another statistic
see you in the obituaries
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>>6941606
Go to a lgbt center and chat up a trans girl
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I want my boss' heart so bad. I saw his gf today. She ain't shit..
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>>6941594
me too
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>>6941611
How u going to do it?
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>>6941617
time to steal him
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>>6941616
There are none of those around here and i dont have a car or anything. Online thing would be nice to start off with.
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ugh i wanna wear diapers so bad now

why the fuck did you do this to me mtfg
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>>6941611
do us a favour and blame pepe in your suicide note
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>>6941624
It's not stealing..
He's always been mine. It was meant to be. I've tamed him by calling him out on his shit and he put a tool in my pocket because he felt bad today :3
fuckk
he's so cuttteeee i hope he's gay a lil bittle
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>>6941630
You don't.

My ex/gf had a diaper fetish, now she's incontinent.
It's not nearly as nice as you'd think when your gf accidentally shits in the shower for the second time this month.
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>>6941636
marry him
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>>6941639
LMAOOOOOOOOO

holy shit, anon.
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>>6941636
>he put a tool in my pocket because he felt bad today
what does this mean
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>>6941643
That she is a Bethesda NPC
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>>6941648
hey X3
>>6941640
if he proposed I would but also I don't really know him too well yet but it doesn't matter.
>>6941643
He was messing with my work and told me it's a personal problem when i told him i was fixing what he was doing to my work so I told him he's a personal problem and he put a knife in my pocket to make it easier and changed the subject bcuz he's timid about his boldness. Like he is really passionate and gets in people's business. Super tsundere and I don't use that term often. He's a good boss. He has nice tattoos and piercings and is 6'3" with the thickest beard and body hair ffs I just wanna hug him I have to resist the urge every time we part ways.
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>>6941639
>taking fetishes too far
>on a tranny thread
ha...
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>>6941654
isn't this the bird that made that unrealistic webcomic series?
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>>6941654
:/
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>tfw you will never have a gnu/bf
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>>6941662
yeah, assigned male
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>>6941673
someone should post parodies

not blatently transphobic ones, but funny ones
i've seen a couple that were pretty good
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>>6941677
I found this
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>>6941677
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how much should I weigh
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>>6941691
i weigh like fifty something kilos
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>>6941677
>>
私は猫を舐めまし
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>>6941691
how tall are you?
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>>6941686
>>6941695
i lol'd
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>>6941686
kek
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>>6941691
200lbs
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>>6941706
it should be fine
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>>6941701
5'4

I used to be 130 for the longest time but pretty low body fat cause a lot was muscle, now I've managed to get to 140 which I'm extremely proud of myself for since its taken years, and I'm starting to look a little chubbier, but where should I take it?
>>
>>6941711
king of the manlets
you could get down to 110 easy
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>>6941714
but then I'd look like total shit

I need to gain weight not lose it dummy
>>
Just got on break. Last isle i was on was the god damn feminine hygiene isle and i started fucking crying, i wanna tell them i cant do that isle but that would be weird
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>>6941717
What are your hips like, chubby doesn't really look good unless you have big hips.
>>
hypothetically if you couldn't have vanilla icecream with apple pie
what kind of icecream would you have?
>>
>>6941720
No way, earliest is 3 months. Usually it takes at least 6 months, but typically fertility will return if hrt is ceased for as long as two years or more. You don't have to worry about it.
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>>6941723
not great ;-;

but they're there at least and I'm going to get plastic surgery on that shit eventually

the main thing is I just need to fill out my face, I think that's the most important thing right now
>>
>>6941719
just tell them
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>>6941719
yes it would be weird imho
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>>6941654
that smile tho
>>
>>6941732
why the switch, and why would bica let you regain fertility if it's a t blocker?
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>>6941739
>I probably do honestly want to be female but it's not practical and it could just be a fetish

oh for fuck's sake
>>
>>6941739
you can delete posts/threads
>start laser to get rid of this fucking awful facial hair
uhhhhm, is there anything that makes you think you aren't trans besides your body being not particularly feminine?
>>
>friend comes out to me
>jokingly suggest that we should go out
>she says that we should go out
tfw friend gf :D
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>>6941747
Not always apparently, loss of fertility is a common side effect from what I see on Google

Either way, ok, but ew.

>living sperm in your gt sack
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>>6941751
This is too much!!
:D
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>>6941753
>having a fetish that completely consumes me
Nigga you trans, now stop lying to yourself.
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How to stop feeling huge?
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>>6941753
>I WANT to be trans
you want to be trans to be able to live life as a girl?
>>
Guy tried to tell me I was on the wrong bathroom last night
Was pretty funny. He just stated at me for about ten seconds and then laughed lol
>>
>>6941753
but it is that
so accept it

men do stupid shit because of their mojo, stuff that drives them crazy
either indulge or cut your balls off
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>>6941756
Literally try mushrooms. First of all if you don't want to eat much, mushrooms make you not hungry at all for 8 hours.
They're notorious for helping with feelings of fear and disgust regarding size differences that seem wrong.
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>>6941711
140 at 5'4 and wants to get fatter. What the fuck is wrong with you, you're already obese.
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>>6941756
collectivism
you are a tiny part of a big thing

but for real
how was your day?
>>
Anyone here wanna voice act with me for a short thingy I'm doing? You have to pretend to be a gay male though.
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>>6941763
>pretend
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>>6941763
Gay I could do.
Male, forget it, not a chance.
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>>6941762
Worrisome, my grandmother saw my cuts and I just passed it off as I fell over at school ;___;

>>6941760
I don't have a way to get mushrooms
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>>6941768
where do you live? Most likely they grow near you or a head shop might sell it. You can also buy spores legally and the mushrooms themselves legally with research purposes in some areas.
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everything is INTENSELY fantastic
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>>6941764
You can pretend youre pretending if you like
>>6941765
Lucky for you senpai
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>>6941768
c-cuts?
;_;

but i guess it's good that you saw your grandmother
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>>6941776
>c-cuts
yea

>it's good that you saw your grandmother
nah she's staying here to babysit my brothers while my parents are out of the country.
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>>6941753
>4chan AGP meme.
I actually wish I could kill all the trolls popularizing this instantly, and help the poor girls they're fucking up realize the intense amount of gaslighting they're being exposed to. Stop hurting yourself for no reason. Transition already.

Also, good morning mtfg. Hope you have a lovely day.
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>>6941770
maybe don't tell underage to do drugs
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>>6941779
oh
couldn't they have left the children in the capable hands of ma em?
i always get dumped with the children whenever there is a family thing

also cuts aren't nice ;_;
you should instead try and get something to take out your sadness on besides yourself
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>>6941780
ONE OF US
ONE OF US
ONE OF US
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>>6941782
hey I was doing drugs when I was her age and I turned out fine
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>>6941785
:|
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>>6941783
>couldn't they have left the children in the capable hands of ma em?

>me
>capable
Nah, besides I had things like school and stuff to worry about so they couldn't have just left me in charge with everything.

>you should instead try and get something to take out your sadness on besides yourself
idk what else to take my sadness out on, I just hate myself that much
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>>6941785
you took flannel away from us!
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>>6941782
I'm not underage
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>>6941789
Into my heart an air that kills
From yon far country blows:
What are those blue remembered hills,
What spires, what farms are those?

That is the land of lost content,
I see it shining plain,
The happy highways where I went
And cannot come again.
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it seems like i'm still alive.
But what should i do now that i can't take spiro anymore? :/
I kinda wish i just died peacefully in my sleep.
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>>6941790
sorry I forgot you're relatively recently not underage though right?
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>>6941788
>me
>capable
you'd be surprised
if my 16 year old cousin can be a reasonable parent, you can look after a few kids for a while

>idk what else to take my sadness out on
maybe like just scream into a vocaroo and post it here or something
usually i find destructive stuff is the best though
break some surplus cutlery or something
>>
>>6941796
by 2 months exactly
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>>6941794
take cypro?
>>
I'm thinking about killing myself on tuesday
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>>6941791
>And cannot come again.
hrt does that to you
>>
Just got back from the ER.

Heart rate was 160+ when I came in. Did a bunch of tests then a cat scan... bitch comes to my bed and says the radiologist has found an abnormality. Do you have both parts? Were you born male? etc and I have to fucking embarrass myself doubly fold cause I already look like shit for being sick for weeks. Meanwhile people are dying in the bed next to me.

FUCK
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>>6941801
I'm worried that this will fuck up my liver, but i guess i don't have another choice.

How much should i take of it, though?
>>
>tfw people literally years your junior are becoming hons
why should i try?
it seems easier to die
goodbye
>>
>>6941802
don't
>>
>>6941806
like 25 or 50 mg. ideally start with 25 mg and get a blood test to see if your levels are good.
>>
>>6941798
nah my brothers are annoying cunts sometimes and have a tendency to be violently energetic, I can't handle them desu as I have pretty much no authority over them. Besides I also had school to focus on too.
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>>6941803
I like you anon
>>
>>6941811
there isn't an easy answer
there isn't even a definitive answer, just guesses

the consensus seems to be "do what makes you happy"
thank god we don't give that advice to drug addicts and people with eating disorders eh?
>>
>>6941814
No but I think I've heard of it.
I'm not British tho
>>
>tfw mum points out she actually has the same chin as me
>mfw she's not lying
fucking brit genes
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>>6941810
qhi only seems to have 50mg pills, do you know if i can split them?

And now qhi doesn't even have estrofem anymore ;__;
I wish i had ordered more before. Actually i wanted to increase my dosis, but then it will only be sufficient for a month and i don't know when it will be in stock again :/

Should i even take more E if i don't have any anti-androgen?
>>
>>6941808
why
I am too old and I have gone as far as I can
all I'm doing right now is reliving the same day over and over again where nothing changes and I slowly but surely get further and further away from any sort of hope I may of initially had
I cant even get a job

I am tired and want to not have to exist anymore
>>
>>6941822
DNP is a metabolic aggitator
it shouldn't interfere with the endocrine system

it will however make you sweat your bollocks off and make you feel very fatigued with prolonged exposure
1-2 weeks of up to 500mg was my limit, got down to 170 then coasted the rest of the way
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>>6941828
Yo can easily split cypro. There's a handy line in the middle.
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All these /mtfg/ threads make things confusing so I'm not sure this is the right place for this however, I can't fap to anyone other than Narcissa Wright and all I have is pics, it's terrible. Actually I have a very unhealthy obsession with her. I have a lot of money, could fix her teeth etc if she wanted to and would happily pay her for new pics, doesn't have to be nudes.

Anyway how do I approach someone about this? I could email but I'd sound like a creeper or a troll just trying to hurt her. I'd probably pay her thousands to actually come meet me but obviously that's pretty weird.
>>
>>6941837
she streams on youtube most days
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>>6941837
she comes around here occasionally but why not go to her youtube and message her?
>>
>>6941839
It's better if you're in ketosis before you start and maintain it throughout
any residual carbs you have in your system will only bring on the side effects quicker
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>>6941840
I was in her late night stream a few nights ago, senpai didn't even notice me.

I made me feel like this mentis. Skip to 3:15.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wKu13wmHog
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>>6941815
I know that feel.
>>
>>6941852
message her on youtube
>>
ara ara~
but I'm just an old lady
>>
>>6941832
>>6941834
Okay thank you. I guess i'll try it then and hope that it won't make my depressions much worse and destroys my liver :/

>Progynova is cheap as shit
Yes, but you can't take that sublingually, right?
I'm really worried about my liver, because cypro alone already seems really harsh and i don't know if it would be so good to take progynova additionally :/
>>
>>6941864
It probably isn't yet, at least i never drink alcohol and stuff, but i'm worried that it will get damaged if i take this stuff every day :/
>>
>>6941837
she streams like 1/3 of her life mayne
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>>6941860
Do you already suffer from liver disease? If not, don't stress. Significant risk has only ever been observed in prolonged dosing in excess of 100mg daily.
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Is having sex on the first date still slutty if hes a longtime friend?
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>>6941871
Phew, that's good to hear.
But is 25mg twice a day really safe? ._.
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>>6941875
Yep you slut
>>
>>6941876
Not knowing your actual liver enzyme levels? Almost certainly.
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>>6941878
Oh ok...
Welp
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Uhh if i just order with the same address and email at qhi, will they know thatt i already ordered there or do i have to scan some paper again? Because i don't find any place to login and i don't have a account id, just a reference number from my last order :S

And do you know if i can take pic related orally? ._.

>>6941882
Thank you for making me less scared <3
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Ive done it! not only am i cis female now but im also an anime grill
Living the dream
Jk /b/ is terrible at clocking trannies
>>
>>6941885
>And do you know if i can take pic related orally? ._.
no it's a gel or a suppository.
>>
Now on lunch break, had to stock the baby isle

Ugh, at least im getting almost 17 an hour, and my shift ends in an hour an 20 min and i get 3 days off thank goodness
>>
>>6941885
You'll have a customer reference number from the last order that you have to put in with your information.
Dw you don't have to scan/sign again.

And yeah prometrium can be taken orally or vaginally
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QT boy is sleeping in my bed and I miss him ;_; wat do? Would you wake him up mtfg?
>>
Dead thread
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>>6941901
let him sleep he probably has to work or something tomorrow
>>
>>6941901
Give him the sugg
Tho if you wake him up this early he might be too tired to fuck later
>>
>>6941901
Rub your balls on his chin
>>
I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself
I am hoping ww3 does the job for me, if war doesn't come then I guess I am going to be one of those crazy 50 year old hons who get srs
>>
might get my tongue pierced
>>
>>6941888
usually they just clock every girl, cis or trans.
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>>6941903
dead turd
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>>6941901
Nah just cuddle up close to him and feel him breathe
Best feeling
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>>6941891
>>6941894
Uhh now i'm confused. Is it safe to take it orally or not? ._.
Did anyone order it from qhi maybe? And if it's a gel, can i put it on my nonexistent boobs? I don't have a vagina unfortunately ._.

>>6941894
>customer reference number
Ah thanks, i wasn't sure if thats the customer id or just a number for this particular order. I wish the site would be less confusing :S
>>
>>6941908
Why? Im getting my septum done but that's because i have a cute blue acrylic nose hoop i wanna put in it
>>
>>6941904

He has tomorrow off ;-;

>>6941905

B-but we haven't fugged yet ;-;
We just got foods and then made out and cuddled and got really high and hugged each other lots and now he's asleep and he needs to wake up maybe idk!!!!!!!!

>>6941906

L m a o
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RK8fv7i6v5A
thoughts ?
any plans for the weekend ?
also
>tfw sick
>>
>>6941915
omg that will complete your look
>>
>>6941919
No, pink highlights will
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>>6941914
It's definitely safe to take orally.
This is what you get from qhi. Uso de orale e vaginale means for oral and vaginale use so it's both.

Yeah the second order is really confusing, I couldn't figure that out either!

>>6941916
Oh wow that's adorable ^^
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>>6941924
Thank you <3

Ordering now~
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Since my T is dead maybe i should get on progesterone again. I didn't really like how it made me feel though
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>>6941917
crazy eyed braces wearing cute girl explains fucking trannies of both kinds... awesome.
I am going to put that video in my arsenal of /pol/ trolls, maybe they'll fall in love with her and listen to what she says.
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is halloween the best """holiday"""?
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>>6941932
Yes
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>>6941924
kek that's the one I use although it's called Utrogestan here
It's pretty good although imo vaginal use works better
>>6941932
yes
so many happy hours and discounts on beer are delicious
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>>6941924
Okay i'm still confused the reference number i got from the last order doesn't fit into the "Customer ID#" field. The reference number has this format: QH01234567Z
But only 6 characters fit in the box, or do i have to write this somewhere else? I'm so confused ;__;
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>>6941929
>>6941936
One sec lemme go through my emails and check mine
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>>6941932
I like halloween aesthetic the most
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>>6941932
Some times i wish halloween was as big in sweden as it is in murica
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i feel so alone
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>>6941932
god yes, it's the antithesis to christmas
I'm going to get drunk and play dead rising until the wee hours of the morning
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>>6941937
Ok the reference is the order reference for your last order.
What you're looking for is the account id.
I think it should be in the confirmation after they received the signed doc.

Just check through each one for AccountID:

>>6941934
Well it doesn't pass through the liver that way right?
That's definitely better

>>6941932
The holiday of my people
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>>6941945
those are common questions
why didn't you plan the answers?
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>>6941943
why does everyone in this thread bully christmas
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>>6941942
Me to...
We can be alone togheter <3
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>>6941949
christmas is all the family coming over and asking why you're such a faggot
halloween is dressing up and getting shit faced
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>>6941947
not sure but it keeps my levels more stable
and according to my gyn it's kinda healthy for vag flora
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>>6941949
Da leftist's war on christmas
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>>6941937
Thank you so much for looking that up, but i didn't get any account id :(

I only have two mails.
The first one saying:
>Thank you for purchasing from Quality Health, Inc.
and so on with my order details

And the second one:
>Order Reference: QH01234567Z
>Dear QHI Customer:
>Please be advised that your order has now been shipped.
With no Account ID :/

What should i do now? I need my pills ;__;
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>>6941951
you can get shit faced on christmas
hell thats half the reason why everything is covered in rum and brandy

just eat like, 20 of these

>>6941955
oh
why dont they get high with jesus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDVX1cHlpLs
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>>6941954
that's no excuse

company backgrounds and your previous work experience will come up in every interview
their background is a google search away, they want to know that you know who they are, what they do and how the public see them
as for your experience, you just need something to say, doesn't matter if it's all bullshit
choose a skill that you know they're looking for, then tell them you learned it from doing _____

don't sweat the conversation either
it doesn't matter if you stutter or trip over words, so long as you can answer the questions they ask you
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>>6941960
Oh my God I'm so sorry I didn't go back far enough, it should be in the email from sales where they sent you the indemnity contract! That's the first mention of mine that I found. It wasn't in the first order confirmation. Try there

If you can't find one then I mean you can always sign again, it'll take ~1 week longer but you'll still get them!

>>6941953
Oh wow thats amazing.
>tfw no vag to take progesterone in and keep the flora healthy
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My chest hurts...

But not in a bad way?

It feels uncomfortable, but more like my heart is closer to my skin and the blood is flowing properly for once...
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>>6941973
>
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>>6941977
I am very worried about my physical health.
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>>6941969
I didn't get the mail with the contract >_<
The first mail said
> If this is your first online order with us, please refer to the instructions concerning first orders at: https://www.qhi.co.uk/firstorder.asp

So i just mailed them the stuff after this first mail and now i have nothing and if i don't take any anti-androgens for 3 weeks again, everything would be fucked up ;__;
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>>6941980
Why will it be fucked up?
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>>6941984
Because my testosterone levels will go really high again and the estofem will be useless :/
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>>6941986
fuck

I really need to do more research on that kind of stuff
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>>6941980
Hmmmm
I got a mail the next day after the confirmation saying it can't be processed until I sign it.

Alternatively you could email them and ask for your account number for your email and just explaining the situation? My experience with their customer service is great. I had an order take a while so I asked them about it, they got back to me really fast.

Assuming you're on cypro right? If you have some left maybe drop down to half dose? The half life of it is like 40 hours. And if you can't well three weeks isn't that much. A week or more of that will be levels adjusting. And really, no virilization will happen on a free weeks.

The only thing that'll happen is you'll feel depressed a lot which is bad :/

>>6941986
You can still take estrofem, but it won't be quite as effective.
It'll be OK
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>>6941991
>It'll be OK
Wait what? I don't have to panic about running low on cypro?
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>>6941992
Short term. A week/two weeks is nothing to worry about.
But better than that is not running out.

Taking E on its own can raise testosterone levels too. So that rather than stopping e is really just the best of a bad situation.

Try to order about a month before you'll run out. Qhi usually took a week to deliver for me, but has taken up to three weeks too.
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>>6941998
*somethingsomethingnomoneysomethingsomething*
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I wish life didn't have to be this way
goodnight
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>>6942000
Piggy bank and fifteen euro a week.
I've had to do that. Not so much because I was skint but terrible with managing money.
That's two months of 50mg cypro a day and two months of 6mg e. And change for pints
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>>6942006
Considering I've been earning zero euro a week and have been feeding myself on salad and cereal...

Yeah. I really need a job/disability allowance.
Unfortunately the Department of Social Protection seem to be taking their sweet time about getting back to me on whether I'm getting that or not...
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>>6942010
Ugh I'm sorry :/
That's a really shitty situation
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>>6942015
I'll survive... I might be able to get a loan from a friend an pay him back.

Or I could overdraft my bank account?

I'm working on my CV and I've got places nearby identified for a job, but with pay being a month in arrears, that's going to suck.
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UghhhhhhhhHHHH I CANT SLEEP
I literally just keep staring at this guy lol
His lips are like larger than my giant ones? And I was stroking his jaw and I could literally feel the square angle like it was chiseled into him. And he has the perfect nose and light brown eyes and even his Adam's apple is gorgeous and SOMEHOW he is cuddling me in my bed getting high with me and calling me babe and wanting to be near me lots and idk how I got so lucky like this is everything I've ever wanted and now I can't sleep cause I'm sure if I do I'll wake up and it'll all be gone ;___; SORRY IGNORE ME IM VENTING
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6U9T3R3EQg
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>>6942001
I'm sorry I can't do much to help your sheen. I hope you can be happy or at least not sad.
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>>6942017
Loan from friend is probably the best thing I think

Hopefully you get sorted for it soon

>>6942021
Just go to sleep you dip, you'll wake up later with him cuddling you lol
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>>6941991
Yeah i signed it before i got the mail in order to speed it up, but i didn't know that i don't get a id that way :/

I just wrote it in the comment field and hopefully it will work :S

I'm not on cypro i was taking spiro and i have enough for two months of it, but i got hyperkalemia and almost died of it, so i probably shouldn't take it again (at least not that quickly).

Yeah i'm depressed already :/
Actually i didn't want to take cypro, because i heard it made depressions much worse, so i was scared and thought spiro was the better alternative, but oh well~


>>6941998
>A week/two weeks is nothing to worry about.
What about three weeks or more? ;__;
It will probably take a while with those customer id issues :S

>Taking E on its own can raise testosterone levels too.
Uhh so should i stop taking E? I actually thought about increasing the amount to 4mg, since it's been a month since i started, but i wasn't expecting those problems with spiro and now i don't know how much to take and stuff :/
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>be me
>at work, forever boimode
>"Hey [male coworker] can you get this for me it's too heavy"
"Lol u need to get some muscles dude, hit the gym and get the ladies ya know?"
>die inside and cry a little

Life's great.
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>>6942026

;____; I keep trying but I can't. WHAT DO I DO
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>>6942036
I would recommend
Burying your face in his neck and smelling tf out of him because he can't think your weird if he doesn't know :^)
Or get him to cuddle you. Guys are SO FUCKING WARM ALL THE TIME

>>6942031
Oh my God thats awful I'm so sorry ;~;
I'm not sure about doses without aa. Maybe try 2mg and keep it low? I have no idea....
But yeah, at one month, any progress lost is going to be gained back so quickly when you're on full dose of both.
Really don't worry. Just try to look after yourself while your endocrine system goes bananas

>>6942034
Tell him you have a slipped disk from pounding puss too hard. That'll get him off your back.

But seriously, I used to get that in work too. Eventually they stop saying things or keep it behind your back.
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>>6941804
wait, is that your thread on /pol/
are you dying anon? ;~;
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>>6942047

He's hella warm and cute and gives me the fuzzies, but I just lay there on his chest wide awake not being able to sleep!!!!!!! IDK WHAT TO DO I keep cuddling with him and then movin away. He sleeps like a rock tho like tf
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>>6942047
I have no idea either, but i guess i'll stay with 2mg per day for now :/

Too bad, i was just making progress: if i squeeze my nipples tiny dropplets come out :o
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>edie picks up guys left and right whenever she wants to
>I find maybe one viable partner a year
transbian life is a cursed life.
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>>6942059
Better to be safe on the safe side.

Have you had your levels done? Honestly you'll be back to where you are in no time.

>>6942055
Aight here's the plan.
Cuddle wide awake
Stare at jaw
Listen to breath
Breathe in man musk
Be warm comfy and happy
Go make him breakfast and coffee when it's appropriate to wake him up
Then fugg
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>>6942062
just fuck dudes
you almost did that one time but he went to sleep
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>>6942065
he saw my dick and was like "welp, time to pass out"
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>>6942063
I haven't checked my hormone levels yet :/
Only before i started hrt and i wanted to check it again in a week, but now that i don't take spiro anymore i won't be able to tell how much it worked for me >_<
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>>6942066
find another dude to fuck
imagine the cutest guy you can, grasping you at your hips as he thrusts into you from behind
in a single movement using his strength to reposition you while his cock is still in you so you're facing him
you feel amazing, your entire body is trembling with lust and orgasm, you steady yourself by placing your arms behind your head and holding of for dear life, instinctively arching your back and try to grip on with your thighs because this is simply the best sex you have ever had
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>>6942062

Well I mean I also put myself out there I think more than most ppl lol
Like I met this guy on a dating site like a year ago. It's easier when you're looking for it.
But idk I reallllllllllly like this guy and that's rare for me. I've met tons of men and dated some but none of them had sticking potential. So why does it matter?

>>6942063

B-b-but we haven't fugged yet!!! And idk when is appropriate to wake him. Like noon the latest?
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>>6942083
Guys are gross anon

>>6942074
That's OK. I had levels done once in six months, just after I started.

It'll be OK gloomy.

Why are you getting progesterone so early?
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>>6942101
>Guys are gross anon
yeah just look at all those muscles and the chiseled jaws and huge pant bulges
w-who needs it!
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>>6942101
You're so nice - I love you :3

>Why are you getting progesterone so early?
I dunno, i'm really dumb.
I somehow thought i'd need it so that my boobs will start growing, but i forgot that cypro already contains progestin so it's kinda useless.
But maybe some additional progesterone makes it even better :3
Or i can ise it if i get bad moodswings or something.
When would you recommend to take progesterone btw?
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>>6942100
All the more reason to
Be all perfect lady housewife then fuck my neghole daddy.
Yah noon latest I think

>>6942107
I mean what can you even do with that?
Wanna know how gross he is? He's so gross I'd suck his dick. As a joke. Because he's so gross.
It's ironic dick sucking

>>6942116
I've always heard its best after a year. I have some that I bought at home but never used. I'm just sending it to a friend now because I decided to wait.

Cypro will make your prolactin go crazy too, so if you're getting some minor lactation/discharge now, it'll probably happen more in it.

Dawwwwwww stahhhp.
I just want to help
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>>6942122
>I mean what can you even do with that?
>Wanna know how gross he is? He's so gross I'd suck his dick. As a joke. Because he's so gross.
>It's ironic dick sucking
ikr
lol can you imagine if you had sex with a guy though
as a prank
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>>6942122
Lactation doesn't seem bad to me, but now i'm a bit scared that too high prolactin levels might be dangerous too :<


>I just want to help
...And i really appreciate your kindness :3
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>tfw no gf
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>>6942138
get a bf to tie you over
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>tfw no bf to wake up with a surpruse blowjob
Life is cruel and Dukkha
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>>6942150
Are there actually people who like to give blowjobs?
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>>6942135
Nah generally it's ok. Like mine were pregnant female ranges but still not enough to worry about a prolactinomas. While it can cause it, most if the time it's the other way around, you have high levels because you have one.
As long as you're not staying on cypro for more than a few years it's literally nothing. Just long term for that, and the liver it isn't good.
Where do you live? Like obv you should be looking at srs/orchi/blockers later on.

No problem ^^

>>6942128
Yeah I can imagine it. As a prank tho.
Seems like a really sweet prank. You get this dude to rail you, soak you in cum, and then call him a faggot while you kiss passionately.
But actually for real? That's hella gay.
"Hey bro I want to get railed by you not as a joke"
Smdh
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guess i start posting here, since brain problems
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>>6942153
>Are there actually people who like to give blowjobs?
I didn't realize these words could exist in this order.
Is this a real question?
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>when everyone at work makes fun of you because of your height
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>>6942153
I don't like to, I love to.

This may sound gay, but yeah, the taste of cock, the texture of it, the feel of it going from soft to hard....so fucking good.

>>6942155
What's you brain problem?
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>>6942150
you should tweet Eric trump asking if his dad will give lonely transwomen bfs if elected potus
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>>6942163
GD the standard
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>>6942157
I know, right? Tho to be honest, there might be some straight men and a some lesbs out there who don't want to kiss cocks.

I guess it's their loss
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>>6942155
ree

>>6942163
i fantasize about giving head but i'm still a virgin
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>>6942154
>As long as you're not staying on cypro for more than a few years it's literally nothing.
Uhh i don't know if i'll be able to afford a surgery in the next 20 years (and i'm too scared) ._.
I'm dead, right?

>Where do you live?
Germany
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>>6942170
fuck off Rosie
>>
whats something I can do to give me an excuse to leave the house. I don't have any friends and I don't want to go to any bars
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>>6942165
Pfft Trumps don't believe in hand outs. It's like you don't even know whi they are and are just some shill payed by the Trump foundation to mention his name in a positive light.

>>6942166
You know what cures GD? Sucking cock.

I'm not even shitposting. That beautiful moment when you take an erect cock in your mouth and know that it's that way because of you. You just forget about everything.
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>>6942143
guys are gross tho
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>>6942176
arcade
>>6942177
im not a transbian, so yes i agree
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>>6942170
Look,virginity is just a meme that the patriarchy invented to measure the worth of women. I'm not saying you should be a slut, but it's your choice and over all, being a virgin doesn't make you either special and pure and full of worth or the opposite.
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>>6942154
Right?!
what kind of faggot would even want to pretend to be a girl then hug guys and kiss guys and hold hands with guys and gives guys the succ or gives guys the fucc
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>>6942187
A sissy faggot?
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>>6942185
i'm not virgin by choice
i dunno i have a boyfriend now but he's in fucking australia :<
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>>6942172
Not at all! You could think about switching to a blocker instead of anti androgen. Like zoladex or lupron.
They don't pass through the liver. And won't fuck you up long term at all.
Like I said this isn't something you have to worry about for a long time.
That's OK! Surgery isn't for everyone.

>>6942168
They sound mentally deranged tbqh

>>6942187
Yeah who'd want that?
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>>6942188
yeah!!
I bet they even post on Haitian basket weaving forums and have meta discussions
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>>6942190
well you know my situation
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>>6942194
Hmm this sounds like someone I know very well.

>>6942190
>Boyfriend in Australia
Hmmm some questions:
1. Where are you located?
2. Does your boyfriend live in Australia or is he on some sort of walkabout or vacation?
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>>6942192
y-yeah w-who w-would even want t-t-that >///////<
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>>6942190
>i'm not virgin by choice
same
>i have a boyfriend now but he's in fucking australia :<
girlfriend but yeah, she's in fucking australia
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>>6942203
i live in hawaii with my parents, RIP
can't even go trans yet bc strict christian mom / sister
and yeah he lives there
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>>6942204
Not me, I'm a good Catholic straight boy
>>
>tfw no qt grill to cuddle me when I'm having a bad day (which is every day)
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>>6942214
a boy could do that
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>>6942218
boys are fucking gross anon suggest that one more time and I'm gonna go "vlad the impaler" on your ass
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>>6942219
>I'm gonna go "vlad the impaler" on your ass
L-LEWD
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>>6942219
You should try a boy
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>>6942192
Where would i get those blockers?
There has to be a reason why not everyone would take that instead of spiro or cypro then, right? :o

Ah i see those are syringes - i hate those >_<
...aaaand it's 500$ per month .__.
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>>6942220
D-does she mean anal?....
>>
>Wake up
>try to talk to someone
>oh im going to bed
;__;
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>>6942212
well that's good
its always nice to meet another guy on hormones who totally isn't sizing up phallic objects and isnt at all dick crazed
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>>6942231
>dick crazed

When does this happen?

I mean dicks are nice and all, but that's always been the case...

How many months before I'm driven to go out on the streets and rape strangers?
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>>6942235
>Raping people
Amy Victoria has experience in this area.

But she's not legally responsible because she has down's syndrome.
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>>6942224
I get mine for free in Ireland because I'm poor
Though even through legal channels, there's a system to apply for relief on high tech medicines that brings it to €144 for three months.
Move here I'm sure one of my friends will marry you so you get it free.

What's the system like for getting on legal hormones in Germany? So you know what they use? Maybe you could get insurance to cover it also. Might be worth looking into.
I remember phien saying it was pretty bad over there.

>>6942231
Y-yeah >.>;;
Cute boys can be on hormones and wear cute clothes and have cute boobs and cute girl names and use female pronouns and blush.
It's only natural
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>>6942242
See, I was making a joke.
You're just being an asshole.
>>
>>6942235
How can that even be, isn't hrt supposed to reduce your sex drive and stuff?
>>
>>6942225
>>6942220
Inb4 Amy Victoria rapes u.
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>>6942249
She's kinda cute that's ok
>>
>>6942247
At the start yeah, but apparently it comes back with a vengeance?
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>>6942246
Better an asshole than a rapist! Am I right or what?

Yuck yuck yuck!
>>
>>6942247
There's a difference between wanting to fuck and wanting to get fucked.

:3
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>>6942254
And yet she's been more pleasant than you. Sad times, when someone who's accused of being a rapist is more civil than random hicks on the internet.
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>>6942257
Actually, no one's accusing her of anything...she already admitted it.

Keep up with the news agony uncle!
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>>6942257
After the event took place, someone informed her of what she had done, and she said something along the lines of "I've committed a sex crime? Cool"
But lets avoid this drama please.
Like please, please lets avoid it.
Let it be end of story.
Lets make this the last post mentioning this on lgbt yeah?
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>>6942259
I'm so far out of the loop that I phrase things so as not to be incorrect.

Very well. It's sad times when an admitted rapist is more civil than random hicks on the internet.
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>>6942243
>I'm sure one of my friends will marry you
HAHAHAHAHAHA! Thanks for making me laugh.

>What's the system like for getting on legal hormones in Germany?
Phienchen is right :/
It would probably be possible for insurance to cover some of those things, but i already gave up on going the official way, because i don't want to wait years and do lots of humiliating stuff only to get the cheapest stuff prescibed.

And maybe i should just give it all up, because i'm just ruining my health and money, and there is no way i'll ever look remotely like a girl ._.

I dunno what to do with my life anyways...
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>>6942256
amen
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>>6942256
I just want to be loved. I don't care about all that sex stuff :/
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>>6941508
Those are only the ones you know about.
>>
>>6942265
You know what would be n awesome post?

A post announcing thatyou made a suicide pact with Amy Victoria and then stream it and then mtfg would finally be cool again.
>>
>>6942281
Sex takes love to another level anon

>>6942279
Praise the Lord
>>
>>6942287
That's not my trip. >:(
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>>6942287
Thank ya Jesus!!!
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>>6942271
I'm really sorry to hear about that. Fuck idk how it's so backwards.

>And maybe i should just give it all up, because i'm just ruining my health and money, and there is no way i'll ever look remotely like a girl ._.
Shhhhhh. No. You're being silly. If you know this is right for you then stop using those things as reasons to quit.
You have no idea how things will be in a year. this time last year I was in mandated therapy for trying to kill myself.

And fyi it's so common for Trans people to not know what to do with their life. I mean not only are you being eaten alive by dysphoria, it's also just impossible to picture yourself in the future. It's such an abstract concept.
People used to ask me what I was planning on doing with my life and I I had no idea. Like I think until we actually start transitioning there isn't a future.
When you look forward there's nothing. But it gets better.
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>>6942265
She said it wasn't a sex crime which it wasn't. You're just trying to squeeze as much drama out of this and everything else as you can.
>>
>>6942314
Yume said it was a sex crime, and she replied with what I pointed out.
I dislike drama and this is the last post I'm going to make to this chain
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>>6942292
>implying that's not what you'd say anyway
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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>>6942312
I already tires a psychiatrist, but i had the feeling that she didn't like me so i quit going there and the anti depressants did nothing.

>People used to ask me what I was planning on doing with my life and I I had no idea.
Do you have an idea now? I mean even if i would pass some day, which is impossible, i wouldn't know what to do. I stopped going to Uni after 3 semesters and now i'm just sitting aroung in my parents house all day with no friends and stuff...
And i know i should do something about that, but everything feels so hopeless.
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>Wake up
>Look at pills
>Another day of no E
feelsbadman
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>tfw you have a dream that people get nad at you and kick you out and then you fet jumped by the kkk for being a tranny and they throw you out in the middle of the night and your trying to find the train home but the trains are all different in your dreams so you can't fogure it out and then there a nuke launched at you and you try to run away and you wake up
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>>6942271
look around therapists and ask them what their guidelines are for initiating hrt and if they follow WPATH. as far as i know WPATH doesn't require fulltime anymore. the insurance doesn't have a say wether they cover it or not. the hormones are prescribed on the basis of you having a hormonal imbalance and there is no room for them to deny that. i got lucky and found a therapist who didn't require me to go fulltime even after starting hrt so i'm pretty sure if you look around you'll find one too.
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>>6942320
Yume is fucking stupid and you know it, she probably has actually committed real sex crimes.

What you and Amy did was consensual and you're both within age so it's not considered a crime. Even in states with stupid laws like 1 day difference they wouldn't charge it more than a minor offense. Yume and you were just exciting the drama with misinformation to get back at her ex Amy.

Your other friend that actually did rape you while drunk committed a real sex crime. I asked my therapist about it and he said medically and legally you don't lose control of yourself while drinking. It's only socially that people are more lenient and spread the meme that you're not responsible for your actions under the influence. It's legally still a crime and heshe is still responsible for raping you.
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sup trannies! what y'all up to today?
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>>6942354
crying in bed
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>>6942354
Updating my CV, and looking at actually moving forward in transition.

Gonna find a gender Councillor and get in contact with James Kelly.

Making moves???
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https://youtu.be/pDxVVdQP03I?list=PLRQGRBgN_EnqlqnJ1ASjog3yXu_3tbM9B&t=144
h-haha Arin
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>>6941508
You missed Korra which was just before Chara. Quid and Korra were dating for a while but broke up when Quid started chasing Chara instead.
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>>6942337
I know this feeling ._.
Well i still can take E, but no Spiro, which makes E useless anyways...
But in contrast to you i don't already pass ._.


>>6942342
Thanks anon, i'm glad that such therapists exist, but because of depression and stuff i really lack the motivation of looking for one even if i know that i need one. And i guess it's really unlikely that there is one where i live anyways.
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>>6942363
I do not legitimately pass.
Posture and limping.
Not having an anti androgen doesn't make E totally useless.
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i need huggs
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>>6942362
dont remind me ._. i practically had to beg for attention from her or just to get her to talk to me and seeing her shower someone else in attention without them even asking for it made me 11/10 mad
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>>6942360
haha fat old dude nobody knows
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>>6942363
>but because of depression and stuff i really lack the motivation of looking for one even if i know that i need one.
i understand. i hope you get out of this hole soon. you'll never know until you look around.
have you looked at this site already?
http://www.transsexuell.de/adr-psych.shtml
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>>6942375
What else do you expect from chasers?
This isn't even the first time for you either. You dated Buns who dumped you to chase younger more popular trips. Now you dated Quid who dumped you to chase younger more popular trips.
Don't you see the recurring pattern of use and neglect?
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>>6942377
>billions of views
>regularly discussed in this general
??
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>>6942372
me too ;-;
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>>6942384
i was younger and more naive. I know better now anon. :(
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>>6942387
>billions of views
But it says 200 thousand, maybe this is just more popular with guys on /v/ or something. Why should anyone else know who they are or care?
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>>6942333
Well what sort of antidepressants did she give you?
None of them are a fix all, there's a lot of work that needs to be done in conjunction. If you're taking the pills but not getting enough sleep, eating well, exercising etc. Then that's like throwing a shovel on the ground and complaining when the hole doesn't dig itself.
Finding a psych that you're comfortable with is really important though. It's a good thing you left. You should try another.

>I mean even if i would pass some day, which is impossible
It's not. It's really not. If you put the work in you can make it.

Yeah well since that point where I couldn't see a future and tried to kill myself, I've gotten engaged, DIYed, then got on hormones legally. We have a really clear plan for the next few years involving my fiancees career and me going back to uni.
Dropping out of might not have been a terrible idea if you were depressed. Like those feelings along with the isolation can really fuck you up.

You should have a look for Trans groups in your area. Or just clubs with general hobbies. Being able to just get out of the house and do something does wonders for your state of mind.
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>>6942387
>muh nerd hobbies anonbros
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>>6942363
Gloomy!
Did you die after what happened with the potassium thing?
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>>6942370
I do think that you pass. I mean i haven't seen you in real life, but i'm pretty sure it's just you who thinks you don't pass so don't listen to those jealous bullies here.

>>6942372
Me too. I wish i had someone to hug :/

>>6942382
Thanks for the link, but just as i thought no one anywhere close to me :/
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>>6942405
If I ignore what the people here say, I don't pass.
>>6942397
>3,529,101 subscribers • 2,578,199,170 views
That is over 2.5 billion views.
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>>6942391
Hopefully it wont happen to you again. I just find it funny that Quid tries to hide and down play things and people actually fall for it. The only one left hurt in silence are victims like you.
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>>6942397
it says 2.5 billion views total.
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>>6942409
Viewed over and over again by the same people.
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Is there even a point to laser when electrolysis is more permanent?
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>>6942414
Still 2.5 billion views.
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>>6942409
>>6942413
>muh youtube statistics I don't know how they work mama
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>>6942402
What did you send to James Kelly in your email when you got in contact with him? I keep putting it off because I'm a socially incompetent wreck when it comes to making the first move to get in touch with someone.
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>>6942420
There have been 2.5 billion+ views on their youtube videos.
Not by different people, but in total.
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>>6942410
well I have a boyfriend irl now that makes me really happy and i dont ever want to have anything to do with a tranny romantically ever again. so it shouldn't
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>>6942405
i don't think that list has been updated in a while and i don't think it's complete either.
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>>6942424
Just that I'm Trans and I had heard I could see him for my gender dysphoria diagnosis and referral to loughlinstown.
He's so lovely, don't worry.

Oh also I had my first endo appointment last week in loughlinstown. Took 7 months from my referral getting sent, and lots of phone calls. I saw Dr o Shea up there and he prescribed me zoladex and e on the spot.

It was a lot more pain free than I had heard
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>>6942416
Please respond
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>>6942441
Because laser is cheaper I think?
I'm not sure.
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can i just post my adress here for and someone comes and cuddles me
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Question:

I've been on HRT for 3 months now. I started at age 24. Throughout this process I've been told that I won't get any hip growth. I read the final ossification usually happens around 22.

However, I feel like I am getting significant hip growth. Not fat, bone. This seems utterly impossible though. Especially in 3 months at age 24.

Anyone have experience with this? I swear my hips are wider and it's not just placebo? I can maybe post before/after pics if necessary.
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>>6942404
No, i'm still alive i guess - but i'm not sure if i should be glad or sad, because of this :/
But thank you for caring so much about me, you are really nice~

>>6942402
Yeah i tried several antidepressants, maybe one helped me sleeping better, because i wasn't sleeping for a week when i stopped taking it, but other than that i still felt shitty and all this stuff was no solution to my problems of course. I went there to get hormones prescribed, but i didn't get any. Instead she just made me feel worse by saying that i'll never pass and it won't make me happy stuff like that, which of course i know, but it still wasn't nice of her to destroy my hopes like that.

>You should try another.
I know, but i'm really scared of going anywhere and i don't think i'll ever find a nice psychoTheRapist ._.

>If you put the work in you can make it.
Yeah i just need a gazillion dollars for every possible surgery, but even that can't change all my huge bones :/
My only hope is that it's possible to put my brain into some sort of android in the future ._.

>I've gotten engaged, DIYed, then got on hormones legally.
I'm really happy for you :)
I wish anyone would like me, too :/

>have a look for Trans groups in your area
I'm like seriously scared of that ._.
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>>6942440
I'm still gut wrenchingly terrified of doing this...

Maybe I should go pop my head into TENI's offices tommorow... you know... baby steps... build up courage...


I think I'm meeting O'Shea on the first of december... I have time before that meeting.
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>tfw woke up to anxiety but then the doorbell rang and packages came
Yaaaaaaaay
New bra, panties, belt, and bag
I have a hoodie and shirt thats supposed to come Saturday too
Just gonna think about positive stuff like this for now
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>>6942441
Aren't they both permanent when you're on hrt anyways?
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>New girl where im working
>Lots of deadtime so everyone talks
>Tries to talk to me about her bf and their problems
Why do women think everyone is their personal counselor or some shit? Told that bitch to sort out her own shit, jesus christ, why would I even care about her and her bf.
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>>6942462
Maybe she figured you were a kindred soul?

A woman in a male form perhaps?
Someone to gossip to?
>:^)
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>finally see the mental health services people today
>tell them I've been hallucinating, have persistent thoughts of self-harm and suicide I've acted upon continuously, have been psychologically abused growing up and have frequent violent intrusive thoughts, and terrible anxiety
>"that's awful but thanks to the Tories the only thing we can offer you is 8 sessions of counselling"
>"can I at least be assessed for PTSD?"
>"I'm afraid we can't afford to fund a psych session, sorry"
>"what would need to happen for me to get a general mental health assessment?"
>"you'd need to be fully psychotic and hurting people in public"
god
fucking
damn it
this fucking country has been run into the fucking ground

guess I'm gonna have to lrn2darknet and experiment with whatever anti-psychs, benzos etc. I can get my hands on lmao, either that or cross my fingers for as much disability welfare as possible so I can save up to see a private psych once or twice
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>tfw alpha male
>tfw they keep misgendering me at work

goddamnit im a manly man and should be treated as such!
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>>6942468
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>>6942405
In which part of Germany do you live.
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>>6942473
Look, it's not like I'm called "bullysnek" without good reason. What do you expect from me?
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>>6942469
what's wrong with counseling?
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>>6942450
>>6942450
>>6942450
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>>6942474
Somewhere below Frankfurt, but not close enough to get there easily :/
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>>6942451
Wow she sounds like a thundercunt :/
There are a lot of really terrible people in professions they shouldn't be in. My first therapist tried to contact Vince me not to transition too. Also said that srs is extreme and giving blockers to minors was unethical.
Some of them are retarded. But there are good ones too
You can definitely find a good one. Maybe ask online forums for German Trans people for recommendations?

>Yeah i just need a gazillion dollars for every possible surgery, but even that can't change all my huge bones :/
I'm sure that's not true!! You'd be surprised how much skincare / growing hair/ general grooming/ makeup can do for you.
Honestly I don't think anyone would have told me it was possible for me to pass before. I mean I don't pass, but my boymode fails often enough, and it's only been six months. But there's blood sweat and tears getting there.

>>6942451
>I'm really happy for you :)
>I wish anyone would like me, too :/
Awh thank you!
Well you're obviously a really sweet and lovely girl. Anyone would be lucky to be with you. Regardless of how you feel about yourself, that much I know is true.

>>6942451
>I'm like seriously scared of that ._.
Yeah I don't blame you. There's only one in my city, and the first time I was do here they treated me like a chaser and then after that we're really catty to me

>>6942455
You should definitely.
You'll need three Skype sessions with Dr Kelly. Or you can go unto insight matters for three sessions in person with one of his psychologists, and see him for one then on Skype.
Definitely time
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>>6941249
start hormones anyway, it's not worth the damage testosterone is gonna do to you. There are halfway houses and things to run to.
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