Post your first homosexual encounter

>got shot down by my first love
>closeted, no one to talk to, go online
>meet a really nice guy to whine to
>we're chatting for about 6 months, get attached
>he's a closeted bislut and doesn't want a relationship with a man
>invite him over for sex
>super nervous, we never exchanged pictures or anything, worry that he won't like me
>he does
>I'm shaking like a leaf
>my brain is mush, I keep offering him a drink
>he's obviously feeling the awkwardness, asks if he should leave
>say no, direct him to my room
>sit next to him on the bed, nervously rambling about something retarded, I think it was about my pets
>I turn to face him and suddenly his tongue is inside me
>we make out, feels great
>sex ensues
>cuddling, anxiety melted away

I'll never meet anyone as nice or as patient again.

Well not counting the numerous "show me yours, I'll show you mine" or swordfighting..

>Be bi-curious, biracial femboy (just looked fem and had long straightened hair)
>No real friends
>camera phones just came out and I begged my dad for one so I could fit in
>realize how useless it is since I have no one to call
>playing on it during class so I appear to fit in
>one of the guys who hang with my bullies inquire as whether im texting my gf
>lols ensue from everyone
>I say I'm just testing the camera
>he snatches the phone from me
>thoughts of having to tell my Dad my phone got stolen less than a week of me having it
>he snoops through my pics and finds nothing
>he snoops through my contacts and finds nothing
>"Dude you don't have shit in your phone"
>I kinda just frown and ask for my phone back
>try to snatch it but the bullies hold me back
>he's clearly dialing a number, scared he's calling my house (only number in the phone)
>his phone starts to ring
>he hands me my phone
>holding his phone to his ear "Hey can you hear me anon?"
>his delayed voice comes out of my phone
>omg he just programmed his number into my phone, my shock is apparent
>he smiles and tells me we should hang out after school sometime
>he was my first contact
>he was my first friend
>he ended up my first boyfriend
>We've been together for ten years and are engaged.

I fucking love that story.

Uncle Paul. I was 6.

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>>6846938

>>6846825
That's a beautiful story, anon. actually teared up a bit

>>6846825

You expect us to believe literally anything, don't you?

>Remembering direct quotes

Always a dead giveaway

>>6846825
Post a sfw pic of you and your bf engaged or else this is a greentext from lala land.

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>>6846963
>direct quotes
I remember the jist of what was said.
>>6846991
I don't know how to prove we are engaged since I could easily put on any ring and claim it's our engagement ring. Also don't like posting our pictures on 4chan but here is an editted version taken during our Senior Year.

>>6847039

Eh, good enough for me. I take it back. Enjoy your mulatto/whatever-race-you-are babies, dude

>>6847039
How old are you both now, late 20's? And any interesting story about what happens at school when you date one of your bullies? (and 2 guys, no less)

404

>>6847059
I can't wait to find a surrogate that doesn't have HPV.
>>6847071
We are both 26, I am turning 27 in a couple months. Our romance really would make a pretty good story if I ever wrote it. Hell the way we transitioned from friends to dating was stupidly dramatic. Here is basically how it went for us coming out of the closet.

>Bf had broken up with his gf to date me
>Gf didn't tell the entire school, only a few close friends cause teenage angst.
>Bf honestly felt happy for the first time in a relationship
>wanted to hold hands in the hall, kiss in the courtyard, general faggy shit that I would have no part of
>on the bus one day my former bullies (now kinda friend since I'm always with bf) say we're really close lately
>talk about a rumor we are dating
>I try to laugh it off
>bf kisses me on the mouth and verifies the rumor
>everyone is shocked/grossed out
>Im furious because I wanted to stay in the closet until college
>half his friends end up supporting us
>other half call us fags etc and turn on us
>causes a ton of infighting within the friendship circles, especially the Ricans (two PR brothers, I swear the older one was/is a closet case)
>ended at least 8 friendships as our peers started taking sides between pro-gay, anti-gay, and the gfs-side of my bf "cheating" on her
>it became such a popular topic/fight that we ended up having an assembly about tolerance and how PDA should not be held at school
>partly feel I am to blame for that since a couple fights broke out in the courtyard over people calling us fags and others stood up in our defense
>actually had a lot of the "jocks" on our side but after my dad died I had became kind of popular out pity or whatever
>Eventually it all died down, people lost interest and Senior year was a goddamn breeze
Couple years later some of those old bullies apologized to me, including the older PR brother. He almost died and had an "awakening". Said life it too short to get hung up on stupid shit.

>>6847141
I'm guessing that had to have put a strain on your relationship, as in "wow you got us into a public mess". That petty shit is why I waited until college myself, seems like you unwantingly became the center of attention at your school. Btw, did you go to prom with him openly becuase at that point people were more chill?

>>6847265
Nope. We couldn't go as a couple. A few of the other gay/lesbian couples wanted us to join them in protesting but I just opted out. As for the strain on our relationship... yes. Probably the first 2-3 years our relationship was a day-to-day experience for me. I constantly wanted to end it. Things didn't get good and stable until year 5 sadly. Now we're entering year 10, bought a house in NC, happily engaged and looking for jobs.

> been friends with crush ever since i was 8.
> he was bisexual, i was closeted.
> we go towards a different city for 1 weekend, during movie on couch i confess and give him a kiss on the cheeck.
> tells me he loves me too and cuddeling enseus, never felt more happy in my life.
> next mornimg i slide in his part of the bed, jack him off, too anxious to do amything else than that.
> guessing he was anxious too i don't bring it up, still very disappointed though.
> had a blast of a weekend, jacked him off again before he left, was really close to not give a fuck and start sucking him off, but still refrain.
> we go home, 2 days later he texts me that he did not love me after all amd that this was a big mistake.
> never felt so heartbroken and used by anyone ever.
> refrain from coming out, in love with somone else but too scared this will repeat itself to do anything.
> i'd be so happy again if somone would actually love me for once...

>14 year old girl
>girl I have a huge crush on is also 14
>she doesn't know I love her
>we do sleepovers
>one night at her house
>she talks about kissing boys
>my heart falls
>asks if she can practice with me
>my heart soars
>start kissing
>get into some passionate kissing, tongues, saliva
>end kissing practice, time to go to bed
>lay in bed, her facing away from me
>I roll over and spoon with her
>she scoots back a little
>wrap arm around her and snuggle
>my face is in her hair, breathing in her scent
>hand finds her boob
>no objection
>caress her small breast, stroke nipple
>she sighs
>move face down to her neck and kiss it softly
>feel her shiver
>slide my hand down between her legs
>no objection
>softly rubbing her while I'm kissing her ear
>her hips respond to move along with my hand
>she tenses up, softly cries and melts into my embrace
>we fall asleep like that
>my heart soars
>next morning we awake and she looks at me and says
>"I don't mind you sleeping over but we can't do that lezzie stuff any more."
>my heart falls

Do transwoman on cis woman experiences count as homosexual?

>>6854034
lol

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>>6846825
>tfw currently on a relationship with a closeted bislut that was doomed from the start
>tfw this will never happen to you

>>6854046
>implying lesbians even exist

>>6854046
>"I don't mind you sleeping over but we can't do that lezzie stuff any more."
jesus dude :( lmao

>be thirteen
>play junior high football w best friend
>a lot of gay stuff happens in locker rooms. no homo
>we do a lot of gay hazing w each other
>one day ater practice I suck his dick in his backyard
>he pulls my pants and he rubs his dick up my ass and back
>cums in my hair

>>6854053
no, it's perfectly straight. straight women love "men" with boobs, hips, long hair, make up, and a flaccid impotent penis

>>6845393

fug i meant to post
>>6854354
in here
enjoy

>>6854034
I call bs

>>6854164
I am sincerely sorry for you Anon. :(

>browse craigslist
>just out of curiosity
>curiosity gets the best of me
>respond to ad
>guy answers back
>I panic and delete my email address
>week later back on craigslist
>answer another ad
>arrange to meet guy who is housesitting for a friend
>meet after work
>go into basement (finished as a media room with pull out couch)
>make out on couch nervous as fuck
>pull couch out, get naked
>exchange blow jobs
>he was 35. I was 53.

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>>6846938
Mine was with me uncle too. He waited for me to stop being jailbait though; it was consensual as well.

Reposting my greentext from another thread...

>be me, 13 years old
>second half of 7th grade in 2005
>become best friends with the new kid at school
>parents allow me to invite him to spend the weekend over
>ordered pizza, watch movies and play games on gamecube and ps2
>we are in my room, watching chappelle's show
>him: hey dude um...there's something i got to tell you
>me: sure, uh, what about?
>him: Your my best friend but I think you should know that I...like boys...
>me: oh?
>him: yeah...
>me: ...me too...
>him: oh?
>me: yeah...
>we talk about boys a little more, we get a little closer together
>it's like 2 in the morning, parents and my sister are for sure asleep
>start kissing, touching each other, heavy breathing
>me: i've never jerked off before...
>he straddles me on my bed, his cock out with precum leaking out of his basketball shorts
>i pull my jeans down, im also erect
>he starts rubbing our dicks together
>we try to keep ourselves quiet, bed starts squeaking a little as he grinds his hips
>after a few more minutes i feel like im going to explode
>i lay my hand on his ass...just feel right
>a few seconds later we both cum togeter as i gasp and he let's out a moan
>he continues to frot me until we're both milked of cum, all of it on my stomach and chest
>he collapses ontop of my chest
>it feels like forever for us to catch our breaths
>i keep my eyes closes, still overwhelmed with my orgasm, and he kisses me on my forehead
>him: shhh...it's okay...
>i softly slip into sleep
>next morning, i find him next to me
>him: you okay?
>me: yeah...thanks for last night
>him: you too.
>long story short we became boyfriends soon after, and we were together till 11th grade until he died.

>be me
>be chad wrestler in highschool
>beat up the emo twinks for fun with my bros
>run into one of them alone one day walking through the park after school
>start bullying them by myself
>suddenly notice they are sort of cute
>thought hits me that they are suddenly helpless and i could do what i wanted with them in the park
>got a boner

the end

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>>6846825

Even though this never happened that was goddamn smooth

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>>6854582

>we were together till 11th grade until he died.

Woah woah woah anon you can't just spring that on us like that

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>>6854046
Any more story's like that

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>>6853890
Jesus Christ...

you'll make it bruh, we'll all make it

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>>6854497
>i have autism and can't understand shitposting

>>6854582
>until he died
goddamn it Anon, you can't just do that, you can't just leave it like that fuck you

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>>6854582
>we were together till 11th grade until he died.

>be me
>be about 14
>really discover sexuality
>cools are cool i guess but guys are so much more qt
>talking to friend i go to school with
>mega qt
>think hes gay
>he's spending the night that day
>we're always talking about gay stuff, more in a joking manor, but we still talk about and joke about the two of us fucking
>this makes me think he's actually gay
>skip forward a few hours
>he's playing some vidya, i have my arm around him
>we end up going to bed
>start spooning with him
>he doesn't protest
>stroke his hair
>he moves around a bit but doesn't protest
>smell his hair while running my finger along the outline of his body
>doesn't say anything
>kiss his neck and start slowly moving my hand from his chest down to his groin
>no protest
>put my hand in his underwear, he's still not telling me to stop
>he's flaccid, but starting to get hard
>he's shaven
>start stroking him and caressing his balls
>he starts moaning
>i pull his underwear down and start licking his shaft and head
>don't know how to suck dick so i'm too nervous to try
>jerk him off while sucking his balls and licking his dick
>he's moaning while stroking my face and hair
>he cums
>lick his cum off his chest and swallow it
>go back to licking his cock
>next morning
>doesn't say a word to me
>try to talk to him
>doesn't say anything
>his mom comes to pick him up earlier than she's supposed to
>never talks to me again
>posts on facebook that i'm a faggot and i get harassed for it throughout highschool
>22 now
>still haven't actually had sex
>never been in a relationship
>so lonely

>>6854687
>>6855220
>>6855254
Now you know how I feel

>>6855711
Fuck, Anon, shit if this is for real i feel for you

>>6855476
Sounds like you went down on an actual faggot

sorry anon

>>6855782
It was years ago so i don't really give a shit, it was pretty hard when it first happened though, i mean i sucked his fucking dick and swallowed his cum and he gets mad, at me, for sucking his dick

Not really sure, a few year of my life were a drunken haze and when I came out of them I was pretty much gay

Paid mtf prozzy, not sure if it counts as gay, frotted, loved it, would repeat

>>6855852
fuck off hetero

>>6845393
when i was a kid i would get my friends to let me rest my head on their stomachs and id eventually start working my way down until i got to their crotch. did it a couple times and the first guy i felt get a boner from it i sucked off. easy as that

>>6855729
Its been almost 8 years since he died, its not as bad as it used to be, but still...

>>6855994
How did he died?

>>6855994
I get you, loosing someone that close to you hurts like a mother fucker, even as time goes on, it's hard, you still miss them, but it gets easier, it's just hard having to learn to go about day to day life with such an integral part of it gone

>>6856005
Stupid spic in ran a red light and tboned his car, killing him and fucking my left ankle and wrist up. We were leaving the theater after watching Quantum of Solace opening night.
>>6856019
I know but I haven't found it to be true. At least not yet maybe. When we were together we had plans, its not worked out has planned. I guess I'm stuck here in my parents house.

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>>6854636
see>>6846963
>>6846991
and>>6847039
but that gif is hilarious so thanks. Yoink.

>be 10 year old boy me
>playing with neighbour (a year older than me) at my house doing standard boy rough and tumble stuff
>he ends up lying on top of me
>our eyes lock and we both smile at each other
>he suddenly starts grinding his crotch against mine
>lolwut but *feels good* and *instaboner*
>start grinding back
>carries on for a good 3-4 minutes until he has to go
>happens another 2/3 times when he came round my house

Pretty sure those experiences are the reason I'm bi (leaning heavily to the straight side though)

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>>6856174
Yeah I posted that without reading further, lmao

have another eyebrows gif

>>6855476
oh no :(

>>6846938
Suuure

>>6856206
If I wasn't engaged I'd marry you anon <3

>>6845393

sharing gay furry porn with a friend of mine over google hangouts in about 2010

took me a while to finally get around to doin the ghey

>middle school
>kissed a guy on the bus

>>6855476
>>try to talk to him
>>doesn't say anything
>>his mom comes to pick him up earlier than she's supposed to
>>never talks to me again
I went through this exact same thing.

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>>6861949
>TFW

>>6845427
ever meet up again anon?

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>>6846825
That's a such a cute story, I wish it was real

I'm MtF but these happened to me while I was a kid:

>7 years old
>had a babysitter whose house I would stay at all the time
>become friends with the neighbour boy who lived across the street
>we'd always watch Pokémon, play Pokémon, look up stuff about it online and play other videogames
>we hung out all the time
>he had this crawl space thing under his bed
>we'd always play vidya under there, remember linking up our GBAs under there or fight with lightsabers even though it was cramped
>he started telling me about something called french kissing
>i was a dumb sheltered kid and had no idea what that was
>he started making out with me
>it was okay, kinda weird and wet but okay
>mfw bit his tongue
>we'd do this often, we even played house often
>i think his sister made fun of us for it but i don't really remember
>babysitter started treating me badly and messing with me with her boyfriend
>tell my mom and shes pissed
>ended up not seeing the kid again after that
>remember telling my mom "Mommy, I miss (I forget his name)"
>yeah but you'd have to deal with (shitty babysitter) again
>remember being sad at hearing this

More:
>9 years old
>moved to a different area completely
>become friends with neighbour boy from across the street, he's a year older
>we would also play Pokémon together frequently, he went to my school too but we were in separate social groups since he was older
>he was visiting once and we were playing GBA or Gamecube games
>tells me about something called humping
>again, dumb sheltered me said "what's that?"
>he tells me to lay on the floor
>he started dry humping me
>didn't think much of it aside from "this is weird!!"

One more after this sends, this next one is a bit of a doozy.

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>>6862501
Continued:
>be 12
>moved again
>was hard to make friends
>make friends with neighbour boy from across the street
>thisisapattern
>we'd play vidya a bunch, I went to his house pretty frequently since he was my only friend
>memory of going to his place is foggy at best
>he was very physical and I remember him wrestling me and being physical frequently
>was showing him my new laptop and playing vidya with him once
>he was really hyped because it had video software on there and he loved that stuff
>he forces me onto his bed and pins me down
>he sat on top of me with his knees on my sides while holding my hands down
>kept holding me down
>all I could focus on was the TV screen tuned to fucking Sonic 06
>somehow squirmed enough to kick him in the head and stunned him
>took laptop and ran

I started dissociating really badly after that happened and I also started masturbating around then. I chalked it up to puberty but in retrospect it might not have been so simple. When I went back into real school I became a huge introvert and whenever someone touched me I'd jump and instinctively punch/flail at them. I also stopped cleaning myself as much, I started getting really bad with dental hygiene and didn't bathe or shower too often either.

More:
>go to university years later
>life is okay
>mom calls me one day freaking out
>starts screaming "DID (name) RAPE YOU???"
>start freaking out for some reason
>"n-no that's ridiculous i would remember that if it happened"
>mom says "you came back that day and you just suddenly fucking changed what happened??"
>mfw he ended up being in trouble for fucking with kids at his high school
>ended up repressing it again but this just resurfaced
>mfw probably need to talk to a shrink about this but I'm paranoid about bad care/quacks
Am I just being dramatic, /lgbt/? I'm really paranoid about this. I don't wanna say I was raped as a kid but at the same time it might explain why I changed and why I am the way I am. Fuck, I'm confused.

>>6862566
I'm gonna elaborate on a few things here. Screw the character limit.
>normally had a really good memory but do not remember much of that time period of my life at all
>after mom confronted me I just shut down and ignored it
>got a bit bad after that, started dissociating again like I did years ago
>did not see the connection until I typed this out
>got bored one night
>looked up "why did I dissociate as a kid" and other strange things I did in my childhood
>virtually everything for what I look up brings pages up for "effects of childhood sexual assault in adults"
>lol no way that's true I would remember
>read it for shits and giggles to confirm I'm fine
>lolno
>started learning about repression and how kids block out traumatic events to cope
>well that's weird
>keep looking these things up
>"why do I fit this to a tee it has to be a weird coincidence"
>oh no
>realize that I might be blocking some things out
And that's why I'm paranoid, sorry if I'm clogging the thread up with stuff here but I felt the need to clarify some things so I wouldn't sound like a crazy person whining about "muh stare rape"!!
Have any other anons dealt with similar things, and how have you dealt with it? Memory is a really weird thing and I don't trust hypnosis but I don't wanna make false memories either. Is it better to just not pursue this and forget, or should I try and clear the fog so to speak and work through things? Or am I just a delusional mentally ill loser trying to make up excuses for why I'm so flawed? That's also something I worry about. In any case, thanks you guys, and I'm sorry that I had to bring this depressing shit into this thread.

>>6862348
Read the thread, and I only reply to these because these gifs are so needed for my collection. Please post more doubt I need MOAR.

Sucked some guy's dick in the boy's restroom in highschool

>last night drinking some vodka
>on grinder at uni and message cute twink
>wants to meet in the woods by the school
>walk there and sit on a bench on the edge of the woods
>see another guy on other bench and message him
>it's him and he walks over
>skinny about 5 10 in grey sweats
>walk into the woods just so its dark in a spot no one goes
>turn to him and just start making out
>pull him closer and start to move my hands on his body
>one to his head the other on his ass

>>>cont?
?

>>6862566
this was me tb.h

>be anti-social bully throughout school
>get off on the power
>never bullied fat/ugly kids, always ones that in retrospect were cute, shove them, pull their hair, get in their faces

I also had used to sexually "bully" my side-kicks when we were alone too, make them lick my feet and stuff, dry hump them, never anally raped anyone though

now im a masc4fem dom top /pol/ack

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I came in my own my mouth recently. It was so fucking disgusting, I only did it to myself twice after that.

>>6862655
Sometimes I get paranoid about this too. I would suggest to seek out therapy if you're worried.

>>6863184
Please do.

>be 20, virgin
>only ever have one "relationship" and it was with an online liar
>become close friends with gay guy online
>occasional flirting and fantasies
>he goes to visit his ldr bf of 2 years and finds out he's not actually interested
>asks to come hang out with me
>on a whim say yes
>he comes to visit
>within 2 hours, my clothes are off and i'm loudly orgasming in his lap
>have sex pretty much every day for a week and a half til he leaves

Sadly, so far, it never got better than that

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>Tfw no homosexual encounter

>>6854582
>turned on
>turned on
>turned on
>"he died"
>turned off
God damnit!

>>6854841
same anon as >>6854046

how about a "her first story"?

>meet group of professional women
>they have a group. they are all lesbian or bi
>eventually end up sleeping with a lot of them (I was younger and eye candy for them)
>one in particular is about 45 (I'm 26 at the time), shy
>says she's never been with another woman and fantasizes a lot about it
>ask her if she'd like to try
>she agrees
>comes over to my apartment
>we have a glass of wine
>go into the bedroom
>sexily undress her, kiss her
>she's stiffer than a board but I figure it's first time jitters
>get her to lay on bed
>kiss her breasts, start working southward
>get a few inches above her pussy and she jumps off the bed crying and saying "I can't do this! I can't do this!"
>dresses and runs out the front door
>never saw her again

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>>6845393
I was the OP of a thread, once

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fug, computer crashed halfway through, have to retype
>be 13
>mom gets ill
>go to orphanage
>each kid has own room
>go to bed
>can't sleep
>hear door open and close
>freak out, cover myself in duvet and walk to my desk and turn on desk lamp
>oldest boy in the wing is lying on all force, chest pressing against the ground, he was weird
>he looks up at me as much as his neck would allow from that angle
>Ainsley_Smile.jpg
>tells me we should chill in my bed
>he realizes I have no underwear on, I slept naked at the time
>he makes fun of me, makes it seem like it's an incredibly shameful thing to do
>it leads to him making me blow him, telling me that if I don't he'll tell anyone
>additionally I was scared of him, he was 15 and pretty fit and aggressive
>he still threatened occassionally that he'd reveal my secret if I told anyone
ridiculous in hindsight. luckily I was a fag(tranny really) that was into rape and shit long before this, or I'd have doubts about the causes of my sexuality. ty newgrounds.

>in the closet through most of teen years
>try to convince myself that the way I feel about my best bud is just real intense friendship
>fast forward
>wind up coming out to him and make him swear not to tell anyone
>tells me he could see himself fall for a guy as easily as a girl and it's no big deal
>months go by
>feelings get stronger
>shit post on gaygen about it a lot
>they think he's testing the waters
>drunk at a party together and out on the patio by ourselves talking and shooting the shit like always
>he takes my hand
>panic
>hold hands for a few minutes until someone comes out with us
>let go because I'm freaked out
>he crashes at my place like always but when I wake up in the morning he's gone
>won't answer any of my texts which is weird
>days go by
>freaked the fuck out that I may have lost my best friend
>late at night
>finally drive to Waffle House near his place, text him and say I'm in the neighborhood and we need to talk
>texts me back after what seems like for fucking ever
>drive over and he's standing at the bottom of his driveway waiting for me
>get out
>he doesn't invite me in
>shit shit shit I fucked up bad
>sit on the hood of my car together
>demand to know what the fuck his problem is
>he's been avoiding me because he thought me pulling my hand away was a rejection
>thought he crossed a line and was being a shitty friend
>tried to avoid me because he thought the feelings would go away if he did
>long awkward/messy talk but we fix things kind of
>emotional and dumb as fuck but admit that I like him as more than a friend
>it's practically 3 am now
>he admits he's been trying to get in my pants a while
>awkward laughter
>asks if it's cool if we kiss
>neither of us know what we're doing but it's still pretty good
>wind up making out a while
>too relieved to panic about someone seeing
>some idiots driving by catcall us and throw a soda bottle at my car
>for some reason we both start laughing our asses off about it

Now I have a boyfriend.

When I was 8 with another pupil from my school.

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>>6865046
How did you get this to happen

>please start with the part before you had friends

>elementary school
>go in to take a piss
>boy standing at the urinal
>we look at each others' dicks
>compare
>mine is bigger
>tell him his can get bigger if I suck on it
>go into stall
>suck on his cock

now I don't teach at that school anymore.

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>>6865046
This didn't happen, but I choose to believe it did anyway.

>be about 5 yo girl
>everyone was friends with everyone
>there was this popular girl, prettiest of them all
>one day she starts kissing all the boys
>she kisses me on the cheek
>says she'd kiss me on the mouth but has a bad tooth and i'd get a bad tooth too
>wish she kissed me on the mouth

that's it.

I'd share, but it's fairly undramatic and also the other guy might actually read it here so I'd rather not.

>be 22 year old kissless virgin
>meet guy on okcupid
>develop feelings
>kiss him after 3 months of dating
>he turns away quietly and leaves
>he deletes all contact informations and changes phone number
>never spoke to each other again

I'd say it was an ok start?

>be me six years old
>friends with neighbor boy around age 8
>"yay I have a friend now"
>go to his house every day and play Tony Hawk, swim, watch movies

>at his house, just us two
>flipping through channels and he finds porn
>"what's that?"
> "it's what grown ups do when they love each other. You have to be naked."
>mfw he teaches me what sex is at age 6

He was kind of a horn dog

>be me in his room
>turns on "it wasn't me" by Shaggy and starts dancing
>at "Picture this we were both butt naked..." He starts taking his pants off and showing me his dick
>not sure why, I figured it was just what friends do
>embarrassed to say at the time that I kind of liked seeing that

>sometime a few days later I took my pants and showed him my dick

That's really all I remember from that episode. Didn't know until later that I just found guys really cute. Never dated one but I'd like to at some point.

>>6870086
>kiss him after 3 months of dating
wat
maybe he thought you were just friends and he wasn't homo?

>>6847039
u both look fucking ugly lmao

>>6845393
Haven't had one yet. Still in the closet.

Haven't kissed a guy yet

Have done the reaaaaally basic stuff with like 2

>>6845393
4 years old, 16 year old bully took me out into some fields and made me suck his dick

I only come to these threads for the keks and boners.

>>6854582
Yeah I feel ya.

First crush was this super sweet girl
>7th grade just avoided being kicked out of school because a girl accused me of hitting her with a rock the previous year
>didn't know that this was happening until a month into 7th grade when I was pulled out of class to be apologized to in a room full of my teachers and the office staff
>everyone made fun of me for "being in trouble" except this one girl
>really hit it off with her
>first female friend
>crush hard
>didn't even realize that girls were supposed to like boys
>she sleeps over at my place at least once a month
>eventually we just share my bed since it was easier, amirite
>first kiss, we undress, snuggle, then sleep
>no one bothered us in my room so we just played smash bros naked in my room most of the day
>things continue like this until the end of 8th grade
>we're both super excited to go to high school together
>over summer vacation I get a call from her mother on my flip phone that my friend had drowned
>her mom was inviting me to the wake

REAL LIFE AM I RIGHT

>>6845393
Had sex with this white kid who was friends with my older cousin. Also did it in with a white schoolmates in our school bathroom he was a friend and neighbor.

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>>6846825
>biracial

>>6856077
Have I not seen your story elsewhere? Where was it? /tv/ or /adv/? I remember you posted the exact story because someone asked you why you found Quantum of Solace to be a sad movie. Isn't that right? Anyways sorry for your loss dude.

>16, "straight", even bragged about fucking my girlfriend (despite it being awkward as shit, for obvious reasons)
>friends with 19 yo guy
>mainly play rhythm games together, especially DDR and ITG
>learned he was gay, and had no clue
>stuff started clicking, conflicting emotions and shit
>figured we would just be friends and everything would be fine
>one day we are at the arcade, just kicked his ass at some song idk
>make a stupid comment that I don't quite remember
>halfway though it, he kisses me
>don't push him off
>figured I would try it once
>fucked in his car, and the rest is history

We started going out shortly afterwards, but in secret. Didn't want to out myself yet, with high school and everything. He ended up breaking up with me 6 months down the road because I didn't want to go public. Didn't hear from him for two months, then only saw him for him to brag about his new BF. Whatever.

And now the fun part. One day we were at his apartment. Making out, fooling around, when he tells me he wants to try something. Screw it, why not. He walks out of the room and comes back in a few minutes, in a full-blown murrsuit. Light blue fox, rainbow accents. Then he fucked me in the suit, and to this day it was the most awkward thing I have ever done. I understand some people enjoy the murrsuit scene and everything, but literally being fucked by someone with cute furry eyes is just not for me. He never brought it up after that.

>>6854582
>long story short we became boyfriends soon after, and we were together till 11th grade until he died.

normally I'm not sympathetic towards people who aren't as miserable as me, but for fuck's sake

>>6871876
Yup that's me.

>>6869408
Your story needs work

For example, in elementary schools there are separate restrooms for staff and the children for this reason...

>>6870442
>met on okcupid

who the hell is searching for friends on okcupid?

>>6862655
1. You are not a loser or just whining 2. What you're describing is not something to take lightly 3. Please seek therapy if you can

It's definitely better to try to work through things rather than just trying to forget.

>>6872431

I will never know you, but I know that pain.

The one I'll never get to have drowned on a Christmas vacation to Hawaii my senior year of high school. It'll be 7 years ago this December.

I go in and out of waves of depression over his death, even still. It's better now, but it's not going away.

I am so sorry.

>>6879802
>I go in and out of waves of depression over his death, even still. It's better now, but it's not going away.

I have those exact same feelings, for my bf and about the star wars prequel trilogy

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>>6845393

>tfw haven't had one yet cause begging MTF's on /lgbt/ for sex doesn't work

>>6854034
kek

>>6879892
Trans girls have standards too anon

I was like 4 or something and my cousin kissed me on my mouth and I was like wtf

>>6845393
>meet guy online off 4chan no less
>talk a while, nothing too nuts
>mild flirting goes to lewd flirting
>says he'll be in my area soon because of a convention
>shows up mid afternoon and we hang out a while
>go out to eat, play Pokemon and just shoot the shit
>enjoy his company and we're hitting it off
>brother comes home and makes things kind of awkward
>won't stop chatting up the guy and before we know it it's late as hell
>guy lives two hours away so bro offers that he stay overnight
>end up sitting in my room until the next morning just talking
>end up cuddling and that turns to touching
>HOLYSHITGUYHANDSONMYBODYHHHHNNNNNNNNGHHHHH
>we don't do much else that night
>spend the next day together half-naked, dry humping and just being lewd
>almost fuck but decide to save that for later

We dated a year.

>be 24, working a liquor store
>have parties with coworkers and we all bust out our best booze
>me and our manager(23) are the last two standing
>its 4 am and I'm totally shitfaced
>start drinking bourbon and he starts making us food to soak up some booze
>suddenly be overcome with feelings for him cuz he's making me food and im drunk?
>casually slide up next to him while he's at the stove
>thrust myself upon him and we make out for a few seconds
>he pulls away and starts laughing his ass off
>went better than expect
>play it off as being drunk and everything goes back to normal

... fuck I probably would have tugged his pud that night if he let me

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>grade 10
>get close with cute dude
>over at this house and he starts watching porn
>he starts jerking
>instinct takes over
>we start doing stuff like jerk each other off at school
>I talk him into making out while doing and stuff
>ditch school a lot and just make out and get high
>goes on for a year with out a hitch
>one day being gay gets brought up and he gets all weird and awkward about it
> stop calling
>stops texting
>stops going to school
>get depressed and give up on him and move on
> see him a year later with a cute girl while walking with friend
>we yell for him and he pulls the fakest im on the phone and looks the other way ever and ignores us '='

I still have him on facebook and to date its still one hte best relationships I've ever had.

>>6862251
A couple of times. We maintained an online relationship for a while, but he grew really distant over time. He has a girlfriend for over a year now. Maybe two years.

If I tell him I'm sad or something he'll come online and say really nice things, he's really good at responding to my texts too, but he never thinks to call me on his own. I wonder if he'll remember that it's my birthday tomorrow.

>meet a guy through playing games
>really shy but got him into anime
>eventually developed into more risqué stuff like crossdressing mangas
>both get pretty heavy into crossdressing
>erp and shit
>agree to meet up on my birthday
>shitting bricks and ultra nervous
>he's just as nervous
>we meet at the train station and he hugs me
>go to a place to eat and do some shopping
>walk around despite the heavy discussing how good it is to finally meet
>finally find a secure place
>he gives me a gift but I can't remember
>lunge forward and kiss him
>he starts using his tongue and I start playing with his junk
>continues for about 15 minutes whilst telling each other how nice it is to be together finally
>eventually I have to leave
>go to the train station and he kisses me before I leave

Best first date ever

We're still together to this day.

>>6884960
Happy Birthday. I hope it's a great one.

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>>6890500
I love the stories with happy endings. Congratulations, Anon.

>>6890514
Thank you anon, I really mean it. That was very sweet.
>tfw an anon on a mauritanian water dowsing forum is the only person who wished me a happy birthday

>>6890500
That's pretty gay bro

>>6890556
No problem. Really sad to hear you're not getting it from anyone else. I'd offer to be your friend but I dunno if that's a bit much.

>>6888269
>17
>meet 54 year old chub daddy bear
>cuddle in his living room
>comfy as fuck, hugging his big belly
>he invites me to his room
>we kiss standing until he pushes me onto his bed
>lies on top of me kissing me
>we undress and he asks me to turn over
>starts rimming me
>oh fuck this is incredible
>starts to finger me
>lays me on my back
>puts his really thick cock in me
>hurts a bit but starts feeling good
>his big belly is in between my legs covering my junk
>he's basically wanking me off with his belly with every thrust
>i cum without even touching my cock
>finished him off with a hand job

Then I told him I older wanted him for the sex a few weeks later because I got nervous about having a 54 year old boyfriend. He was really upset by it.

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>15, in massive denial
>friend in my group is massive casanova, but super chill
>cute as fuck, kinda short, looks like basically a blonde 15 year old Griffith with short hair
>we're all at the pool one time, watch him get out
>ohnoagayboner.jpg
>nope fuck this boner im not gay
>or am i?
>fastforward to first time drinking
>we all get absolutely sloshed at another one of our friends' farm
>fun as fuck
>super late, everyone's heading in
>people sleeping in matresses/beds/whatever all around the house, me and him have to share the pull-out couch
>kitchen light next door is left on in case someone needs to take a piss so our room is pretty bright
>still giddy as fuck
>whisper for hours about nothing
>lie on my side to face him, he's facing me
>kind of awkward silence all of the sudden
>god he's so fucking cute
>yep i guess he made me fucking gay
>lean in closer and kiss him, he seems fine with it
>shuffle over closer to him, he puts his arms around me and we kiss again
>wow this is gay
>end up going harder, groping and shit
>he pushes me over and is lying on top of me
>we grind until I almost cum
>'waitwaitwaitwait'
>we basically run outside to the leftover campfire and jerk each other off
>cum on the ground and kiss again
>come back inside completely sobered up, what the fuck have we dooone
>don't really talk about it in the morning, act like normal from then on
>stay great friends for a few years until he gets into a bad crowd, drugs, and stops hanging out with us as often
>still cant find anyone as wonderful as him

>19, sophomore in college
>Stopped being in denial a year before then and came out to my friends at college
>Mutual friend is bi and knows I'm gay
>Everyone fucking hates him for some reason but he's charming and attractive and kind
>He starts flirting with me hard core and makes it clear he wants my diznick
>Go to his apartment a few times and nothing happens besides watching some shitty animes he likes
>It's weekend and he tells me he has booze and wants me to come over
>I know where this is going
>I have a couple shots of vodka and he has a lot of shots of vodka
>invites me to his room
>awkwardly talk to him while standing up and he lays in his bed
>"you can sit down you know"
>I sit down at the foot of his bed and talk more
>"...you can like down you know"
>I lay down next to him on his tiny ass twin bed
>he starts stroking my face and playing with my hair
>we escalate and start fucking touching everything on each other except dicks
>fucking warp our bodies together in knots and start grabbing asses and muscles and hips and shit
>feeling bold and impulsive I leave into his face for a kiss
>we make out
>tongues down each others throats
>he sucks on my lower lip really hard
>this continues for an hour
>I say "That's enough excitement for one night"
>leave

Boy was that a fun night
No sex but still pretty great
I probably could have had sex if I wanted but I wanted to take baby steps and what was already happening was more like leaps and bounds
also I didn't want first time to be when we were drunk off our asses

>>6890876
Why didn't you ever go back for seconds?

>>6845393
Once I started a thread on 4chan.

>>6891120
fucking faggot

>>6890633
Thanks, but building a friendship on pity sounds like a really shit idea.

>>6891135
Its hard to argue that. Regardless, I hope somebody comes along and makes you feel wanted. Once again, I hope you have a great day. A great life, even.

>>6891141
y-you too

>come out as gay in high school
>never do anything with anyone
>years pass
>end up on tinder
>talking to cute guy
>meet up in the city
>we drink coffee, chat about nerdy tv shows, get to know each other, tour museums and other gay shit
>catch the tram home, flirting and making jokes on the way back
>go back to his place
>it's really awkward, he doesn't know what to do
>end up watching tv on his bed
>suddenly we're making out
>it's wet and weird and kinda gross at first
>end up giving him a blowjob and swallowing
>also kind of gross

bretty good 7/10

>>6855950
Truly genius

>be me
>be 17
>play in an arma group
>talk to one guy from the same country
> we get along
> talk to him about acting annoyed in ops
>comes out as bipolar
>I knew he was gey
>talked to him about his problems n' shit
>helped him out a bit
>about a week after this he said he wanted to meet up
>I said yes
>however financial situation
>wait until he gets money
>which was about ~8 months
>had also been partially gotten into anime by this time
>also crossdressing due to him
>had sent sock pictures
>it became pretty gay
>we meet
>we hug
>we eat
>we kiss

And that's how I met my boyfriend :3

First time was a grindr hook up from anothrr student in uni, fresher's week. I read a lot about HIV rates and figured from the photos he posted it'd be safe...
It was.

The actual first relationship-esque encounter went like this:
> Meet online
> Talk for months
> Go to a meet up irl
> Get lunch, shoot the shit, try and fail at getting into a gay club
> Go back to the hotel and make out and do things together in the shower <3 and then the bed.

We've met up few times since :^)

>>6891040
Moment never arose, figured if something was meant to cone out with it it would have, super in denial like 'oh man i was so drunk what was i thinking im not gay', too much of a chickenshit, etc.
Cant really pinpoint a reason

>>6862655
A similar thing happened to me. im a femanon, lesbian now but when i was younger, every week my mom would go hang out with her best friend and i would play with her son, who was a year or two older than me at the time. i don't remember a lot, just the sort of "before" and "after," and then always washing my hands, being overly clean/paranoid, becoming introverted and avoiding being touched/flinching etc after those "playdates." im in college now, started seeing a therapist in junior year of high school after i jumped off a building, they helped me to realize what had happened and how a lot of my depression/anxiety/inability to communicate with others may have stemmed from those times when i was younger. so anon, i'd definitely recommend therapy. honestly I wish i had done therapy sooner, and not have jumped off a fucking building because of all this shit bottling up inside me lmao

never have one i'm in a 95% christian country

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For reference I'm a 24 year old man who up until recently thought he was almost perfectly straight.

So I was just coming out of my second long term relationship with a broken heart, collapsed finances and a tanked education. The fact that I had to rent a room in my father's house took a toll on my pride. There wasn't much of me left to speak of. But slowly I begun crawling my out of the black hole of depression and meaninglessness I had dug for myself and managed to get a decently paying job. With the job came possibilities I didn't have before. I could walk into a store to buy food without having to count every coin, could afford to go out for entertainment and start going to the gym.

This is where I register myself on a language exchange website, hoping to find more people to talk to, as most of my friends had become distant. One day I got a message from a gay guy in a country close to mine. I had listed his language among my interests and we begun talking. Sporadically at first, but after we became friends on Skype it increased. We did a little bit of sexting, but I chalked this up to loneliness and didn't think much of it. It was decided I'd come to visit him, and that he in return would go back with me to see my country as he had an interest in the language.

We had a great first few hours together, hanging out in his apartment watching movies, laughing and talking about whatever nonsense we could think of. Then he leaned against me, and I put my arm around him. A while later I couldn't help myself, and without really knowing why I kissed him on the side of the head, waiting for his reaction. I think we both got nervous, because we both meant to kiss each other on the cheek next, but our lips met. A surprise kiss, and it just felt so good.

That night was spent in his bed, twisting and turning, skin against skin, our tongues rolling over each other in clumsy attempts at kissing. Part 1/2

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>>6901857
Given that I'm more than a head taller than him, and at least twenty kilos heavier it was only natural that I'd be the big spoon. I had one arm under his pillow, holding his hand at the same time. My other hand held him in a firm grip, and he pushed himself against me, pulling my arm harder down around his body, pressing his butt against my crotch and urging my to hold him hard. It felt wonderful so lay there with him, feeling his warmth and listening to his breath, letting my hand wander down along his chest and to his cock.

I had thought touching another man's junk would be the definitive junction. I'd be disgusted or I'd love it I had told myself. That's when I'd know for sure if I was really bisexual or just confused. But there was no great revelation, no grand moment of self insight. It just was, and I began jerking him off. It was a little bit difficult since his cock wasn't very big and he kept twisting and turning, pressing himself hard against me and arching his back, but I kept at it.

Some few kisses and a whole lot of rubbing later he came all the place, dirtying my hand, the sheets and even his own chin. We laughed, kissed and I cleaned him up. That night I slept like a baby for the first time in months.

The rest of the week was one long period of experimentation. I tried sucking cock and enjoyed it, got the best blowjobs of my life and held hands in public. But that's a story for another time.

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>>6901889
How about a story for now

>be me
>like 14 years old
>pretty fucking feminine
>people think im a girl all the damn time
>its annoying
>visiting family, fucking bored.
>go out to escape my really loud annoying aunt
>be at skatepark
>meet some guy and skate with him
>he's like 17
>also kinda feminine
>dont even gay so i don't notice this stuff at the time
>we chill together and become friends
>hang out throughout the week
>get to know eachother pretty well. do cool shit together.
>one day im at his place and his parents are out. we talk about porn and masturbating and stuff
>usual young inexperienced boy kinda talk
>somehow we end up fapping together
>not gay tho cos str8 porn
cont

>>6905674
>he says i have a nice cock
>thanks?
>i tell him his is nice too
>much bigger than mine
>i ask if i can touch his
>at the time i didn't know why i asked this i just had a strong urge
>feels nice in my hands
>i feel it and squeeze it a little
>he starts breathing kinda heavy
>take my hands away and look at him
>kinda awkward
>not sure what do
>trying to think of what to say
>before i can say anything he asks if i liked it
>yes
>grabs mine
>jerks me off a little
>feels way better than doing it on my own
>he does it for a little and then stops
>tell him to keep going
>nope
>kneel down
>o-okay
>i know whats coming because ive seen in porn
>open my mouth
>not really sure how to do it
>he tells me to relax my mouth and try stick my tongue out
>throatfucks me
>kinda hurts but feels good
>he goes deeper
>gag reflex.exe
>i loved it though
>asks if he can see my ass
>ok
>completely hairless cos havent hit puberty yet
>he fingers me a little
>not sure about this
>kinda hurts
>he can tell
>tells me to wait there
cont

>>6905706
>comes back a sec later with some vasaline
>fingers me a little more, with lube this time
>starting to like it
>rock hard
>grabs my hips
>wat r u doin
>slides his cock in
>way too big
>it hurts
>tell him not to go so deep
>he speeds up
>goes deeper
>starts feeling really good
>though still kinda hurts
>don't even care though
>keeps fucking me
>switch positions several times
>feels like ages
>starts reaching around and jerking me off
>cum almost instantly
>he keeps going for another 5min or so
>says he's gonna cum
>asks me where i want it
>in my ass
>feels warm and lewd
>im still rock hard even though i came already
>he tells me i did a good job
>still pretty confused
>not sure what just happened
>get dressed
>tell him i gotta go
>thinking about it all night
>decide it was gay and im not gonna talk to him again
>next day he texts me
>asks if i wana go skate
>get a boner
>remember how good the dick in my ass felt
>s-sure
>we hang out every day for the next few weeks
>do the same thing every evening
>im a faggot
>summer comes to an end.
>go back home hundreds of miles away
>never see him again

>>6854547
>I was 53

Holy shit.

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>>6872019
>that last paragraph

>>6872019
>comes back in a few minutes, in a full-blown murrsuit. Light blue fox, rainbow accents.
>Then he fucked me in the suit, and to this day it was the most awkward thing I have ever done.
>literally being fucked by someone with cute furry eyes
I bet psychologists all have a stack of papers in a binder titled "Scarred by fursuit"
And call me a disgusting person, but I would try that

bump for interest

Went to my 7th grade friend's sleep over. We were all around 12-13, mostly curious or know that we like girls. (Softball team.) Everyone fell asleep, or I thought so, but her friend turns to face me and she starts fuckin sucking my face, then the girl sleeping below me starts dry scissoring me.

Was weird. I licked a belly button that night and woke up with my hand down someone's pants.

That morning I threw a local gsa pamphlet at my parents and left the room ASAP.

>>6891135
i lol'd at your honesty. you seem like a nice person, i hope you had a happy birthday mate

>Be 17, making first hesitant steps to come out of the closet
>Most of my friends and a small portion of my family knew, but virtually nobody else
>A few days after telling one of my friends that I like the cock, he proposes that I come over to his house for the night
>Somehow I didn't know what was going on and accepted with entirely innocent intentions
>We hang out, and after a while he asks about me being gay
>Tells me that he's gay as well
>I'm surprised but also thrilled to have another LGBT person to hang out with
>For a moment we're both quiet, then we both look at each other and say something roughly equivalent to, 'yeah...we're definitely gonna fuck now'
>We're both entirely inexperienced but very much eager
>He's hung, at least seven inches, very thick
>I'm taken by this
>He ends up fucking me
>I cum hands free like something out of a bad yaoi dojin
>It was awesome

Pity he's in California now. We still talk sometimes, but we never really dated or anything.

>>6891958
Onlyafro?

>Get grindr
>Be cute twink so get spammed messages
>See a nice guy and I am feeling frisky
>still a virgin
>Explain this and how I have to be home before 9 to not get caught being out
>Picks me up
>Cuddle for a while then start making out
>This leads to me getting fucked
>Get dropped off after 9 but my parents got stuck in traffic so I made it
>Never messaged me again

Grindr is great guys.

>>6854046
FUCKING CHRISTINA?

Sure is AGP in here

I was in a friend house we were both horny af and alone and you all know this ends.

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>>6845393
my dad

>log con to facebook
>fandom guy from local area adds me
>we chat a bit
>2 weeks later
>mental health is bad
>depressed and crying
>he sends me a message
>he gives me advice
>"hey anon we should meet up"
>sounds good, maybe he'll give me more advice
>I get really nervous waiting for him
>see him
>I say hi
>instantly feel awkward
>we barely talk
>"we should walk some"
>we start walking to another set of houses
>"oh I should check if my brother is home"
>I go with him
>no one is at his house
>we still don't really talk
>he invites me to watch TV at his home
>we finally start talking
>yes finally I will have as gay friend
>we talk about guys and random shit
>"hey anon look at this"
>soul leaves my body
>some disgusting hardcore gay porn on his phone in my face
>his hand is on my crotch rubbing way to hard
>pls no
>"do you like that?"
>I can't even respond I feel like shit
>pulls my pants down
>starts sucking my cock
>I can't even get hard
>actually starts feeling good
>he stops
>"now do me"
>I say I don't want to and that I've never had sex before
>"you have to do it sometime, do with me I want to be your first"
>"please don't make me do it I don't want"
>he gets annoyed
>I look at his gross dick leaking tons of pre-cum
>he turns me around and starts eating my ass
>2/10 why is this so overrated
>he starts fucking me
>1/10 I wish I was eating pizza
>turns me around
>"now fuck me"
>my dick is so fucking limp
>rubs my dick against his hole
>pls stop
>continues to fuck me
>cums on the ground
>spend 30 minutes waiting so he can sneek me out cause his uncle is home
>"see you later anon"
>nope.jpg

I blocked on facebook, and actually got HPV from my dick against his hole. He took my first kiss and virginity ;_; I hope he gets cancer.

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>>6917011
Good god. Either the guy and his acts the whole time were 1/10 or it was you dropping an anxiety bomb, but this sounds pretty bad. But yeah, if you wanted to leave and drop the whole thing then why didn't you say a word? Other than that how in the hell he didn't stop and think why you were limp? Personally that would turn me off and he expected that thing to fuck his ass?
Just... What - The post.

>>6894854
Anon, I'm so fucking sorry that happened to you, but I'm really happy you're seeking treatment now. Has anything come back to you during therapy? It's really good to hear that it's helping you. I'll start looking around for one, thank you so much. I hope everything is going better now. <3

>>6878283
Thank you anon, this response actually made me cry a little bit. It's reassuring to hear that I'm not just crazy and making shit up. I'll do my best to find a therapist to help me work through this.

>>6901889
this is pretty cute senpai, is he your boyfriend now?

>>6847039
>Gay ninja pride

>>6890991
Did this continue ever?

played doctor with a family friend (my age)

>>6901889
<3

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>>6920331
We agreed on an open relationship. Not so much because either one of us wants to sleep around, but because being exclusive would just put unnecessary pressure on us both. Given that we can only see each other for like a weekend every month it felt like a good idea.

Most of the time we're just texting each other sappy stuff, sending selfies back and forth and occasionally chat on webcam to get off. It's pretty cute.

>>6901889
> It was a little bit difficult since his cock wasn't very big and he kept twisting and turning, pressing himself hard against me and arching his back.

omg i do this alone <3

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>>6907073
>>6906581
my sides.

>>6922225
It's a lot more fun with someone else. You should try it <3

>>6891135
well shit good luck with everything anon

happy bday

>>6905752
So... you got raped? I'm sorry to hear that.

>>6925459
Oh shut up with your stupid shitposting.

>Be 17 male kissless virgin fag
>Tell everyone I'm asexual
>Still going through my emo phase of life
>Friends invite me to a Halo 3 tourny that one of the jockish kids is hosting
>Winner gets bragging rights and the right to dare the person they beat to anything(Most just stupid jackass like stuff)
>Everyone is pretty much smoking pot and getting wasted
>Smoke a bit with my friend before playing against a ugly landwhale
>"Oh man I'm gonna kit your ass anon! Lol! Hope you're ready for a kiss!"
>Whatthefuck.jpg
>Proceed to noob combo her the entire game with the plasma pistol to make sure I win
>Playing on guardian so it makes it easy to win even if she screen cheats
>She only killed me once
>Make her do 4 shots or some shit(Can't remember)
>My next 4 matches go about the same way
>Almost lost to my friend on Blood gulch other then that near perfect games
>Semi finals
>Playing against a jockish kid, never talked to him before 8/10, looked like sunshine from remember the titans
>"Tell you what anon, I'll give you 20$ if you let me win, I won't even make you do anything that bad either"
>Fuckitwhatsthepointofhavingbragingrightsifeveryonesucksassatthisgame.png
>Playing on my favorite map(Foundry)
>Everytime I kill him I make sure he kills me
>Dude is trying his damnest to win
>Last kill of the game coming up
>Were both even in kills
>Let him stick me with a grenade
>Hear an low toned "YES" come from him
>"Deals a deal, it's in my jacket pocket upstairs cmon"
>Whyisyourjacketupstairandnotonthefuckingrack
>Whatever 20$
>Follow him up into one of the rooms
>Pulls 20$ from his pocket and hands it to me
>As I reach for it he grabs my hand and pulls me against him
>"Oh yeah about what I want"
>Scared shitless, time literally stopped
>He leans down and kisses me
>Try and push him at first but I eventually relax into it and return the kiss
>After about a minute or so he breaks the kiss and lets me go
>"Just a kiss"
>Leaves the room
>Still frozen where I am

>>6925854
So you got the $20, right?

>>6925878
Yeah. Bought Kotor with it, shit was cash.

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Never told anybody this before

>Be me
>Be 15
>Invite best friend who was 6'2 at the time, he's even taller now, over for a sleepover because parents were out of town
>We spend most of the night playing video games and eating junk
>We stop for a bit to watch TV
>He lies down on the couch
>Invites me to hug with him
>Me being naive and stupid at the time, i didn't know he was trying to have sex with me at this point
>Sure whatever
>We start spooning
>He starts playing with my hair lightly and telling me how good of a friend to him i am.
>I turn to face him and hug him
>Pull away, look in his eyes for literally a second and then we just instantly start kissing
>Quickly turned into making out
>He starts grabbing my ass
>I say we should go to my room
>We both literally run up to my room
>Start making out again on my bed, he starts touching my penis, we're both hard
>He unzips my jeans and starts sucking me off, felt so good
>Spend the rest of the night being lewd with him
>He ends up fucking my tight little asshole later that night

Every time I come back to my hometown from University, we usually meet up and fuck.

Also that's how I found out I was 100% homo.

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>>6869408
Your memes are stale.

>14
>at friends house
>start watching some porn
>he starts fappin under a sheet
>get into bed and start fappin too
>"want to fap eachother"
>fap eachother off
>suck eachothers dicks
>cum in his mouth

7/10 would do again

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EVERYONE IS I KNOW IS FUCKING STRAIGHT

>implying I'm not a kissless virgin

Top kek

I guess when my friend showed me his dick when he was drunk and asked me to suck it. I said no and regretted it every day since

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>friend couple proposes threesome
>been looking for a chance to be sexual with another girl
>not particularly attracted to either of them, but they're cute and chill
>say sure, why not

Ended up being fun yet kind of awkward, realised my himen haden't bern properly broken so that was kinda embarrassing but eating pussy is nice, reassure myself as pan/bi and discover polyamorous inclinations

I still hang out with them on a regular basis and it's all pretty chill.

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>>6916062
>>6925376
Aww, thanks guys. You made me smile.

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earliest I remember was when my trio squad got together to touch tips
our moms caught us

then I remember big orgies in the woods between the kids

then I remember when me and this other kid went innawoods to a tree and succ each otter

>>6922145
no
he later revealed to me that he had a boyfriend that he was keeping secret
never ever trust biscum friend

>>6926205
details pls

>be 13
>playing manhunt with friends
>go to hide in a hedge part
>friend is already there
>"annon quick hide in here"
>ok
>not much space
>he starts pushing up against me
>boing.wav
>he notices and starts grinding on me
>oh my
>getting hot and heavy
>hear kid coming
>stop grinding
>get caught

Barely talked to the kid again.

>>6930088

not sure what details you want but sure

We had just finished playing fifa on his xbox and it was around midnight so we went to his room to go to sleep. First time I had shared a bed with a guy because they didn't have a spare bed and I didn't bring a sleeping bag.

I had never had any gay thoughts or urges before this so it came out of nowhere. He asked if I wanted to watch some porn and I said sure. After 3 videos he started masturbating on while he was on his chair under a sheet while I was still on the bed in my pjs. I said are you masturbating? He said yeah and I should too. So I did.

He asked to see my cock and see how I fapped so I did and he showed me his. He asked if I wanted fap him off and I don't know what my thought process was but I started wanking him off. That led to him wanking me off and then he asked me to suck his cock, I sucked it, he sucked mine, more masturbating eachother off and he came lying on his back while I was sitting next to him getting him off. Then he sucked me off and I came in his mouth.

We brush our teeth and go to bed.

>>6845393
>Horny friend made me suck his dick until I gagged
>I swallowed his cum and then he sucked me off

I need moar homo experiences.

For research purposes.

>"first gay experience"

>it's just people recounting times from their childhood when someone of the same sex touched them out of curiosity

That's...not a gay experience. That's a universal human experience.

Seeing as a lot of you count kissing as first experience, here i go:

>be 16 yo virgin girl
>first boyfriend dumped me some time ago, took me waay to long to get over it
>still very dependant on him and his approval several months after breaking up
>he proposes a threesome with his new gf (whom he had left me for)
>be really pathetic and desperate for him, say yes
>we get together @ her place
>knew her from before all this, barely even talked to her though
>he leaves for a moment
>EngageAwkwadness.gif
>he gets back, asks us to kiss
>we do
>HolyShitDoAllGirlsKissThisAmazingly.jpg
>grab her D cups a little, all three of us make out some more.
>still pretty embarrassed because of the awkward situation, and because they said i lacked practice with kissing.
>no actual threesome because of the awkwardness, also there were more people in the house

>proceed to think about kissing her for years after that

They broke up some time after that, obviously the threesome never happened.

Nowadays I rarely hear of him (thank god) and hang out with her pretty often. We still make out on occasion but only when we are both high, there's quite a bit of sexual tension tho. Have quite a crush on her but it's chill being friends.

First sexual time with a girl is >>6928844

When I was 14, me and my mate were laying next to eachother fapping under the blankets watching lesbian porn, we're both straight but at the time we both felt horny so instead of awkwardly going to the other room to watch porn may aswell just do it at the same time.

Although the closest thing to a homosexual experience I've ever had is when I was 15, my other friend slept over my house and we slept top and tail, I remember how awkward it was because I have a major foot fetish and his feet were right by my face, I remember I couldn't help myself and I buried my face in his soles and started kissing and licking them really softly as he slept, we were both wearing pyjamas but I was rubbing my dick really slowly against his leg as I was doing it and came, I felt ashamed after it then just went to sleep and he probably was wondering why his pyjamas were sticky in the morning.

He was pretty girly, slim, short and had a high voice and was the only boy I can ever say I have been attracted to, I wish it was a girl instead though 2bh, still, I enjoyed the experience despite feeling fucking ashamed after it, I was 15 after all.

>>6846825
this is copypasta. like the 3rd time Ive seen this posted

>>6854046
Holy shit anon that was a ride.
I feel u tho

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>>6933259
>That's a universal human experience
y-yeah i've experienced t-that

>>6854046
Bitch.

>>6845393
>Be me
>Buddies gogo dancing at the gaybar
>on the floor by myself while friends dance
>Just out of my longest relationship
>Be drunker as fuck
>Twink walks up
>Grabs my dick
>"I will suck your dick"
>???Blackout?
>Tongues down eachothers throats
>Another twink walks up
>"RYAN?!?!?"
>The guys boyfriend
>apologizing like crazy
>"its not your fault hunny"
>get drinks...i think?
> hang out a bit more
>Get invited back to their place
>Even drunker as fuck
>First thing
>Throw me on couch and whip out their dicks
>sure why not
>suck em both a little bit
>go to bedroom
>...Theres no lube.
>I still bounced on it for what i remember to be a long time.
>???
>Wake up
>go home

Fucking slut... i went over there a couple more times but never... felt it like i did the first time. Honestly had to leave the bedroom the last time because i wasnt feeling it.

Never did but stuff with guys again..
oh well, theres toys.