Lol I hate to say it, but the famous saying is: "The only way to beat temptation is to yield to it." So maybe just yield to it without becoming totally gay?
>Ive thought about it, but in my fantasies I just want to cuddle and have him lay his head on my chest.
Cuddling like this with one's face pressed up to a guys neck and legs intertwined is the comfiest feeling ever.
Sadly the only reason why I'm still with my boyfriend. Sex sucks, relationship sucks, but cuddling-addiction is far too strong.
I'm already beginning to hate it, because it hinders me on moving on to a real relationship.
Oxytocin not even once!
So why should you care if you're gay or straight? Just fuck who you find attractive, there's nothing more into that. 'Sexual orientation' is mostly just a meme - if you like twinks, it only means you fucking like twinks. Everyone has different fetishes and types of people they find attractive. It's just like with the most frequently asked question here - 'i fucked a tranny, am i gay?'. It has no fucking sense, because the fact someone had sex with a tranny or a twink does not make them an effeminate faggot in a latex rainbow costume and a dildo in each hand.
>I just want to cuddle and have him lay his head on my chest
I want this too, but I want to cum inside of him first.
Literally my only desire in life is to have a fulfilling relationship with a twink/androgynous bf. Maybe move to a nice secluded house in Vermont, or somewhere similar. But I don't consider myself good enough to have one, so I know its ultimately just a fantasy.