Hi, /lgbt/, help me figure this out. I am a guy and I am unsure

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Hi, /lgbt/, help me figure this out. I am a guy and I am unsure what is happening to me.

I have watched a ton of shemale porn because I found that it is the most reliable source for getting off. When I met my first girlfriend, the sex was kind of difficult. I had difficulty getting off. Not watching as much porn helped, but during sex I would fantasize about my girlfriend being a shemale.

Before that, I also had sex with shemales and I figured out what I like bottoming more than topping. That was also the case with my girlfriend, I remember getting hard when she first touched my asshole with her fingers. I enjoyed her using a dildo on me.

Then I went back to fapping to shemale porn for some time. I tried having sex with another girl, but I couldn't really get into it. I didn't really get all that hard, so it wasn't even feeling good. I just got soft after a little bit. I know if I was actually horny and put it in when I was 100% hard I'd be able to finish since I've done this before.

I went to a shemale and I definitely got hard from playing with her penis. Although when I was sucking it I got kind of bored so I had her fuck me. She was a little too big, so after a few minutes of fucking I just started playing with my penis and came. I wasn't really all that excited after the initial touching/looking at her hard cock. Especially didn't like making out with her since she had stubble.

This made me want to test what I get hard looking at

[ ] male bodies
[ ] female bodies
[x] hard penis
[ ] vagina

Is this normal? I'm positive I used to get hard at pictures of women before. I once jacked off to the pic in this post. Can you really stop liking things?

Or is it because of the porn and I just need to stay off for a while?