Hi, /lgbt/, help me figure this out. I am a guy and I am unsure what is happening to me.
I have watched a ton of shemale porn because I found that it is the most reliable source for getting off. When I met my first girlfriend, the sex was kind of difficult. I had difficulty getting off. Not watching as much porn helped, but during sex I would fantasize about my girlfriend being a shemale.
Before that, I also had sex with shemales and I figured out what I like bottoming more than topping. That was also the case with my girlfriend, I remember getting hard when she first touched my asshole with her fingers. I enjoyed her using a dildo on me.
Then I went back to fapping to shemale porn for some time. I tried having sex with another girl, but I couldn't really get into it. I didn't really get all that hard, so it wasn't even feeling good. I just got soft after a little bit. I know if I was actually horny and put it in when I was 100% hard I'd be able to finish since I've done this before.
I went to a shemale and I definitely got hard from playing with her penis. Although when I was sucking it I got kind of bored so I had her fuck me. She was a little too big, so after a few minutes of fucking I just started playing with my penis and came. I wasn't really all that excited after the initial touching/looking at her hard cock. Especially didn't like making out with her since she had stubble.
This made me want to test what I get hard looking at
[ ] male bodies
[ ] female bodies
[x] hard penis
[ ] vagina
Is this normal? I'm positive I used to get hard at pictures of women before. I once jacked off to the pic in this post. Can you really stop liking things?
Or is it because of the porn and I just need to stay off for a while?
gay
>>6611996
get on hormones, ASAP
>>6612106
I'm not interested in whether I enjoy gay sex, since I clearly do. I'm more interested if I can enjoy straight sex.
>>6611996
Well dude, cut on porn. Rly. Try normal porn instead and less of it for month or two, it will reset your brain.
>>6612123
I did for almost a week now. I'm going to give it a few months and then try to switch to solo female or lesbian stuff and see if that changes my tastes.
>>6611996
stop watching porn, just at all.
you can condition yourself to like whatever you want. the only way to know what you truly like is to stop conditioning yourself through pornography.
probably a part of what makes it exciting to you is that it feels "forbidden", you're most likely bisexual.
>>6612273
Yeah, that's what I'm doing for now
>probably a part of what makes it exciting to you is that it feels "forbidden"
maybe at first, but now it's more like habit
>>6611996
Who is this semen demon? This sperm worm? This gism prism?
>>6615241
Katya Lischina