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They're not letting me transition because I'm too anxious and stressed. Not being allowed to transition is the only source of stress in my life.
You can't demand that someone has to stop showing symptoms before they can be treated. You can't fucking bully someone for years and then announcing they're too fucked in the head to be helped.
If an animal is sick and can't be treated, it gets put down. I don't understand why I deserve less decency than a cat. I can't do this anymore, but if I crack now I'll lose any hope of ever having a life worth living.
I hate myself so much I can't breathe. I can't stand this anymore. I don't have the energy to keep fighting them again and again and letting them throw away months of my life and expect me to act like it doesn't matter at all or else I get punished more.
They don't want to help and I am too tired to fight them. I can't fucking take this anymore. You can't fucking make a human being feel like this. I wanted to live, I really really did, but I can't fucking stand this. I am too fucking tired.
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>>6336140
Pls stop! ;___;
endure!!
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>>6336140
Go to your local gym, approach the guy who looks impossibly swole and ask him where he gets his T.
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>>6336140
self medicate you fucking retard.
if youre MtF go to qhi.co.uk
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>>6336261
That kind of stuff doesn't happen where I'm from. And self-medicating will drop me from the clinic's shit as fast as a suicide attempt.
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>>6336261
How long does testosterone take to kick in? Will they notice?
How do I do it without dying? My mom is a chemist and has made me swear off illegal hormones forever.
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I wanna hug you
no one deserves to be that upset
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>>6336507
I spent my coffee break locking myself in the bathroom and crying for 15 minutes. I feel fine now, dead inside instead of absolute despair.
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>>6336140
Are they offereing you any treatment for the stress and anxiety? if not, they should be shot.
They're using old criteria. WPATH guidelines now states that transition should not be delayed to fix minor psych issues like anxiety, stress and depression. Anxiety is one of the symptoms having the wrong hormones running through the brain can cause. Trying to fix it with other means than hormones may not work.
http://www.wpath.org/uploaded_files/140/files/IJT%20SOC,%20V7.pdf
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>>6336582
They halted FUCKING EVERYTHING so they could look for a psychiatrist, a doctor, some dumb nurse etc etc to take three months for meetings.
They're just playing time. All they have to do is postpone my treatments two or three or four months at a time, forever.
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It's a long shot, but have you tried bullying them?
If they're WPATH certified, try sending an e-mail to [email protected] with a thorough description of the treatment you have (not) received, how it has affected you, and explain that you expect them to enforce their ethics and SoC on their members.
I mean, it's a long shot, but I feel like you're facing even greater opposition than you think you are. Better to try this than try nothing.
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>>6336849
Is it international? I'm in Finland.
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>>6337009
I've had documentation since I was 14.
I gave up in the last round - didn't have the resources to fight them and deal with dad dying at the same time - but there IS documents.
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>>6337021
That's not self-medding.
They are expecting you to be self-medding. If it's been that long, and you still aren't self-medding, how are they to believe you're serious?
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