I like to cross dress and ever since I was young I pictured myself

Yes, I ended up transitioning after dealing with years of self-hatred.

>>5226860
see Trans Help General thread

>>5226875
>>5226990

Its purely sexual though, a fetish/kink or whatever. I have no desire to be a woman in daily life, only when "hot".

>>5227027
break up with your girlfriend, find a bisexual boyfriend and crossdress for him

>>5227076

Again, I wouldn't want a relationship with a guy and I only find 1 in 1000 attractive at all anyway. I'm really only attracted to very feminine physique/appearance. Its only sexual, I have no interest in a relationship with another guy.

I'm after the utility of the cock more than anything so I guess pegging would be great for me but I don't think my gf would ever look at me the same if I asked.

>>5227027
Still get a gender therapist, and figure out your limits. If it is just a fetish, then have fun with it. Involve your partner. If she can handle it, she'll stick around. Otherwise, it's best to breakup. Transvestic fetishes never go away. You'll have it for life.

>>5227127

Wish I could afford a normal therapist, let alone a gender one.

I really don't think she would take it will, she's not conservative per se but she's very submissive and enjoys me being the typical dominant male partner. I'll be leaving the country in 6 months or so, breaking up is inevitable then anyway but we were hoping to stick with it until she moves over too.

>>5226860
Are you me? I'm exactly the same as you

Find a girl who's willing to peg you

>>5230789

How?

Takes months to get that kind of trust/sexual exploration with a new girl and I'm betting 90% wouldn't be into it. How would I find girls into pegging?

>>5232460
/mtfg/

>>5232538

In real life, not online...