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oh gosh whatever did i do to deserve my own thread??
I'm hoping to move to New York some time next year, when I'll have saved up enough money to up and move safely, and after winter, since I have a Florida wardrobe and don't want to have to buy winter clothes first thing up there. Or deal with cold too soon. And then, yeah, I'd basically be full time.
>You still owe me pics of yours btw
>tfw never ever going to be as pretty as Taylor Swift
im not a mormon
i just wanna have medium sized boobs
like......someone not in my family
but u can't marry my wife tbh
nope ORAS basically has like, very few of the sixth gen features
it's just an RS update really
which was part of my problem with HGSS
>tfw all your favorite girls are married together now
YES U R
HAHA EVERYONE LAUGH AT THE POKENERD :^)
The reason (or reasons) for why you don't feel comfortable in "super feminine clothes" are painfully obvious.
Still I think you would look good in them.
I feel like I'd be more confident in transitioning if I somehow knew if I'd look good when I finished
Maybe I should get girl clothes and makeup
but how am I gonna do that if I don't pass already and can't afford that shit
>tfw you're spending all sunday night doing banal math problems but you just want big tits and a boy to cum all over them
Hi Gals! I have missed all of you! What is new around here? Also how was your weekend MTFG? I spent a lot of time with my new qt gender-fluid friend who I have a lot of feelings for and I think they have feelings for me too :)
>I feel like I'd be more confident in transitioning if I somehow knew if I'd look good when I finished
this is literally every trans girl ever i think btw
>not fantasizing about having a qt boy tutoring you and then getting lewd with you while rolling around in math notes
Chasers have a big hand in it. They're all liars and scumbags that try to manipulate trans girls. In real life they're usually beta orbiter nice guys. Online they're sociopathic predators.
The only reason Maki was tolerated was because he acted like he was repressed and on the fence about transition.
Sometimes you just have to jump in a try to swim.
lmao did I tell you about how someone in my department viewed my okcupid profile? They haven't said anything to me about it
i mean, I get that. i still don't know what I'm going to do if I end up never passing but I knew I would have been absolutely bitter and depressed living as a man forever so I had to try at least
is nobody gonna help me
>implying maki isn't repressed as fuck
He didn't just post in mtfg, he also flirted with tons of gay guys in other threads on /lgbt/, and then would immediately backpedal and say he didn't even like gt.
Weird fellow, the navy is probably going to break him.
What is it?
>go to munch
>see guy I went to high school with there
>cool he's into this stuff to, bit awkward at first then fun
>waiter is a guy I went to high school and lived in my neighborhood
>lewd tutor would be more fun if there were more boys at my old school
lol, i mean, i'm just saying make it "female" not transwoman and then disclose asap? i mean idk
but you know i've thought about stuff like this and like....people are going to find out eventually, so i mean if they weren't important enough for you to tell them already, is it a big deal that they find out indirectly or on okc?
well, i haven't played them all my info is from /vp/ and second-hand sources, but yeah, all of the remakes have been disappointing in the grand scheme of things, so i dont know anymore.
it's like.......laziness? its almost like they didn't want to expend the extra effort to make them "great"; "okay" was acceptable for them.
which is an attitude i am not really a fan of, but w/e
>I miss you too but I'm glad you're like, having a life and stuff instead of hanging around in all of this mess that isn't a real life at all.
it's pretty great tbh
i dont know how to help you? support her during this new time of change? ask her to continue to support her?
i mean, her transitioning shouldn't affect her desire to help and love you i dont think.
have you guys had a good talk about it yet?
So I'm two months on E and spent a month ramping up spiro before hand, have yet to feel any mood swings like people say, I have just got really happy and hopeful. I'm going to assume there inevitable?
I'll skip the introduction and just state that it's insecurity. I think you don't feel feminine enough for that kind of clothing. That you maybe even feel like a fraud wearing them.
That's what always fascinated me about this place - the extremes.
You have linebackers prancing around in frilly dresses, completely oblivious about how they are perceived and then you have someone who still dresses utilitarian and obsess over every sidewise glance after putting in so much effort.
We've talked, and we're clear that everything is cool(she's going non-op so hooray bisexuality) I just worry about what could happen if we both get, like, suicidally depressed at the same time
No no no I'm afraid of the people who know me as a boy seeing me as a girl... for some reason. I have a really hard time coming out, which is why I just ran away.
Yeah, I get that, but I don't want it to be a surprise at all.
I'd say it makes me motivated to try and go live a normal life like I had as a guy but it doesn't... all I feel is envy.
Fargo tomorrow. ;~;
I'm excited. Honestly haven't been pumped for a show like this in a long time.
I'm scared though because when I get hype the show always turns out bad. Season 3 Hannibal. Season 3 GoT. Season 2 True Detective. I'm just not ready for more disappointment...
i guess that sums it up bretty gud.
idek what to do about it though....
tried that already fam
does she have a history of depression?
if she doesn't, i dont think transitioning will suddenly make her depressed.
perhaps you should both get in therapy just to be safe?
maybe this is better? to come out indirectly, and avoid the issue sort of?
but ilu more
also look at my okc now
fargo?? like...wells fargo the bank?
Oh you know what like ITT POST FAVORITE NOVELS AND I'LL TELL YOU THAT YOUR TASTE IS SHIT!!!
his performance was good and the dream scenes with his dad were the only good parts of the show. i could go on and on but it was just not that great of a season tbh fam.
wow jupe. and you want to marry me with that shit taste? ;~; shake my dick head
No, and she's very happy right now, which is weird. She can also wear dresses in public and not feel bad when people stare. .-.
If I do, is it going to fuck up my hormones schedule?
that's fine but
stay away from him he's mine
if you don't
I'll tell your wife
Hooking up is fun and all but after reading the entirety of dumbing of age in one go I feel a huge empty pit inside me for not having anyone that legitimately loves me other than my parents
I've never even seriously dated someone, or even foolishly thought I was in love.
I feel like I've missed out on a lot.
I don't watch hockey ;~;
Halp I'm a failure as a Canadian
Me? I am going to bed.
You? You could start small. A detail here, an article of clothing there. See where it leads you. And if you are going for solid colors at least make it something cheerful.
>I'd say it makes me motivated to try and go live a normal life like I had as a guy but it doesn't... all I feel is envy.
Don't be envious! My life isn't that great.... I-I still have problems! I swear!
my favorite novel is memoirs of a geisha i think. i dont read many novels anymore ;---;
i can have shit taste in TV, since i dont watch much
and u have shit taste in music
so it balances out tbh
>If I do, is it going to fuck up my hormones schedule?
wait, why would it? are you not on hormones yet? you could always seem a separate therapist for your trans issues or something, im just saying that being in therapy and stuff should make dealing with depression easier.
i love u this much though ( start right HERE) >
Well that hit home.
Honestly it's kinda confidence building in general. It's way too easy to give yourself enough backup options to avoid dressing as nicely as you'd want. It helps to have external validation sometimes.
I think they're possibly actually out, mostly because when they are people pretend hockey doesn't exist here which makes me incredibly happy.
>tfw fucking everything that American Eagle has this season is loose and drapey
>tfw can't wear anything that they're selling without looking like a brick
Need suggestions for other normie stores to buy clothes from, my default ain't gonna cut it ;~;
Um, I've heard tales of people cutting themselves or whatever and then delays and shit. N-no, I'm not...
Thanks, I'll ask about it
Nuuu I like being Canadian how can I keep it? :(
Yeah, I'm basically forcing myself to get feminine clothes this season. I can't keep falling back on my jeans and t-shirts if I want to gain any sort of confidence.
I'll give Forever 21 a shot, I'm really not a fan of H&M's stuff generally.
aww well forever 21 is pretty similar to h&m, they're both cheap and trendy. i dunno where else I would shop ._.
oh yah i like these too
uniqlo is good for basics. urban outfitters has great trendy clothes that are higher quality than hm or forever 21 but its more expensive too
Oh my god. I had the best day ever. My sisters came over and I had real girl talk for like 7 hours straight and they did my eye makeup.
i know he lurks, but he's never come back under his trip. and i mean, riker comes back sometimes.
there's also trashy, haven't seen her in ages. and haato doesn't come here, i've never even met her, only know of her - plenty of trips like that.
K thanks for the trust, Imma try
yeah they get to practice starting at like 5.
I remember asking my mom if I could wear make up and she said "Well... it's really noticeable when boys wear it", and I didn't really understand what she meant but I knew it meant it was a bad thing.
So how's life been for you, random trip I've never seen?
You know that there's like a huge connection between the seasons though right? ;~; I don't want to spoil what it is if you're wanting to watch this season blind.
Plus True Detective is even more separated season to season and it turned to shit too.
>not knowing jupiter is actaully mercury
what are you new or something??
so what did you talk about?
its awesome that they're nice to you, I remember when your mom brought them over to tell you that you
>will never look like them
and that you said they were extremely uncomfortable
I've never seen a mercury either... ._.
I guess I am and you're mean~
I actually just checked in an hour ago :^)
Well that's how new I am :D
I've been here since like, june?
watching this tonight. i hope it's not shit. ;~;
I missed you too kira-chan defense force/violet.
What happened to all the cool kids that used to be here, I only recognize like anna and oddish
What's your favorite hair color, /mtfg/? I'm gonna go burgundy tomorrow. I can't wait to be red again.
Is it a relieved feeling? Or just like, strange to adapt to seeing something new in the mirror?
yeah jk you're not mean gurl
Yep Yep. I went out partying this weekend danced with this genderfluid girl I really like. And had some mutual flirting with them ^-^. hopefully it leads to being more than friends :)!!
woah sounds cool! i don't do a lot of socializing these days. I live out in the middle of nowhere now (kinda a good thing honestly). but i did meet a really cool guy on kik!
tell me about your genderfluid girl.
They are really fucking cute and I love them! After the party we went back to their dorm and played video games, cuddled and mutually flirted with each other. It was pretty fucking great.
There are three I don't remember, and don't want to remember, all guys. A couple that I forgot and am really embarrassed to have, both powerful women in WDC. Plus a few that I dated for short periods that I was in a more escort or stud like relationship with, sometimes I don't think of them as dates. Those were often a date here and there, every week or two, and dates with 2-3 different ones a week. These are just the ones I've had more than 5 "dates" with...
>not-good-for-me ex texts
He can sense it.
Now that I'm thinking about it, there's really only one recurring thing I didn't like about the movie. Maybe it was getting close to great. Especially when they kind of had to do it the way they did.
So.. do it?
You're allowed to change your look.
I don't think I can.
The last few years I've been watching something like 500 movies a year. Thinking of things off the top of my head is really really hard. And sometimes I'll go back and they don't hit me the same. I watch so few things twice that I don't have a good grasp on what will hold up on multiple watches.
thats so cute
you're older than them all but you are basically their little sister
>you're older than them all but you are basically their little sister
yeah, I cried a few times because I was so happy and felt so lucky to be accepted
Yup. He talked about the case a bit in season one. When he was on the porch with the granddaughter and his daughter mentions it a couple times.
I think there's also a huge connection with the movie too but that's just a fan theory.
I love how there's a fargo universe now with everything being canon and fitting together,
oh cool. are you a neet or just lonely? why so many films? ;~~;
>will never pass
>really bad stats
>pretty much immune to hrt
>you can be any kind of girl you want honestly
Yeah in an ideal world but I live in the reality that my shoulders are bigger than my hips so if I start getting strong my shoulders will be bigger and I won't even "kinda" pass anymore
>tfw ordering underwear for the first time since SRS and suddenly no longer restricted to things that can hold your gt in place
Dear god, the possibilities are endless...
Okay, I'm legit curious. Can you recommend me a film?
My fav movies are:
Perfume the Story of a Murderer
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Interview With a Vampire
A Royal Affair
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
that's why we do it together
so this might be a little personal and I'm super sorry if it is
but I'm looking at getting the surgery sometime in the next year and I've been looking for someone to ask some more personal-ish questions about it
If not it's 200% fine but information is so, so scarce on the subject
You have see the sequel Noriko's Dinner Table?
Ryan gosling cant act. I agree about the cinematography. I'm not for the aesthetic personally. But my thing is, the story is a thinly veiled reason for violence. It's not the first time I've heard the story and it doesn't really do anything new with it.
>ywn finish your webcomic and have trips fall madly in love with your creative genius
>ywn take advantage of your fame and make sexual advances towards certain trips while ruling over mtfg as best girl
>ywn eat so much fast food that you are mega milk 2016
honestly i'm a big fan.
what made it so obvious was the movies but also the pic of the 80's fantasy armor. i remember that being your thing.
you should put your trip on. i miss you tbqh.
How much weight gain do I need to have big beautiful breasts, mtfg? I'm 5' 6" and 115lbs
If you still have a penis will you put it inside me
honestly i'm not sure... the trips i've been into are leaning heavily towards guys, but i mean so am i so... ;~;
did you pick up on the parking lot where they were going to meet up? it's the same one the dad gets shot in in the film...
and the parking fee joke makes a return too.
i love how they make subtle nods like that.
I think I'm realizing just how in the minority my situation is.
Before transitioning I didn't care about my body at all, and never dieted or exercised. Of course I also repressed myself and never tried to imagine being a girl.
And now after starting to transition is when I care, leading myself to be really heavy and having to drop weight instead of most of /mtfg/, where they are all underweight.
Kinda weird I think.
>tfw too mannish to ever date a straight guy
Apparently my wedding present to my sister is not going to her wedding.
Lol you know me too well.
I think it might have been a stupid idea for me to trip and with the recent drama transpiring here I decided to go anon for a while. It's kinda cool actually, there comes a certain liberty with it.
Miss you too.
I need this
>ywn get to experience alison's magnum opus
why even live
i'd rather not say tbqh...
it's just the internet after all...
yeah i feel you. i think i just know too much about you... if i notice it's you again i won't bring it up. i hope everything is working out for you fam. that's so awesome how you went from your lowest point to one of your highest so quickly...
choking, spanking, forcing you down and making you my little toy. ;~; i don't want to go into detail tbh. but you get the idea.
what the hell are you talking about elanna? i have seen you before and you are one of the cutest girls i have ever seen not to mention those big butterfly eyes. you looked so anxious on cam it made me tingle inside
I-I want you to own me so hard
tbqh ur my fav trip
>tfw u go to the store to get cauliflower for thanksgiving dinner and u see a girl who looks exactly like jormy
also hi i'm drunk on turkey and wine
you actaully have to finish it tho. from what you described to me it would be amazing. YOU HAVE TO DO IT FOR THE FUTURE OF TRANS PEOPLE EVERYWHERE
>if i notice it's you again i won't bring it up
I don't mind alie, it's kinda fun when you notice actually.
Things are going okay! And things seem to be going a bit better for you too judging from the overall mood of your recent posts. Love reading them, they get so surreal sometimes :p
I hear you are getting into drawing?
oh wow idk i'm not really that great but thanks.
i'd enjoy owning a petite qt like yourself tbqh.
yeah i'll get it going eventually. i just need to work on my drawing stuff and get better at all of that tbqh.
yeah i am ok recently. i am definitely getting into drawing yeah. trying my best. hope to be as good as you one day maybe. ;~;
i can draw penises so well. everything else is just so difficult though.
so after my sisters really built me up I think I am going to go to the endo appointment in girl mode, it will be my first legit time out of the house in girl mode and I know I am afraid but she said to just tell myself people are starring because they are mad jelly
Any other advice for going out in girl mode? What if I need to pee where do I go?
You can do it fam.
Check the sticky on /ic/ by the way. Oh and if you want to learn some shortcuts to understanding anatomy and consequentially delving into character designs (among some other cool things) check out "Fun With A Pencil" by Andrew Loomis. It's a really good read with really helpful lessons.
Funnily enough I haven't drawn that many dicks in my life. I absolutely loathe drawings lewd stuff, tried getting into it once and all I can say is never again.
Err... if you don't mind my asking, why did you 'need to die fam'?
I'm actually using the /ic/ sticky lol. it's pretty great. i want to dig into some of the books they recommend like FwaP but I don't have a lot of money rn. Thanks for the help tho /ic/ anon.
i don't have a photo copy machine here. my sister took hers when she moved out so i'll have to wait till i get my new tablet.
that's because you're 16 :^)
I thought you went on a date before with some guy to a restaurant in girl mode. I seen you there. So it is not the first time you have been out of the house in girl mode is it Kayla?
i just get pretty bad dysphoria and hopelessness from time to time
use the ladies room. bathroom anxiety really fucking sucks, its something that I didn't get at more than an abstract level before I started transitioning but now it just really fucking sucks.
>out presenting female
>look out of place in a men's room
>look out of place in the women's room
>but I don't have a lot of money rn
Just get the pdfs :p
I think there's a link to them in the sticky.
saddest thing I've heard all day tbqh
you said it girl
I think I will just use the ladies room. I have adopted this new attitude of "just say fuck it and deal with the consequences later" and its been working fabulously
OK gn gn everyone I'm going to crash
I'm tired AF
please everyone be safe !
naw fuck it, I am not risking being fucked with in the mens room
My mom has been telling me recently if I want to be a girl then go out and be one, crying and doing nothing is not going to get the job done
>sexy times with bf last night
>cant get off
>stuck in this like intense feeling plateau
>bf making fun of me
>start to get frustrated
>apparently start making angry faces and become growly and stuff but didnt even notice
>bf brings it up and says it was really sexy seeing me be dominant
>says the words I dont want to hear
>"It would be sexy if you topped me sometime"
I am looking for 15 songs to get and I want mtfg to pick them out
this is gonna make me sound dumb af but the last time i used a ladies room there was someone in there taking a shit and it was just really...unexpected. I mean I guess I should have known that women take shits in the ladies room but it's not like I ever really thought about it or anything and I was already super nervous :S
I wish people around me irl weren't getting so blatant about attempts to make me eat more. "You don't need to lose weight" isn't an argument that's going to sway me when I'm nowhere near underweight.
Bawww, you don't mean that~
Cattle Decapitation - Dead Set On Suicide
Napalm Death - Bloodless Coup
Cattle Decapitation - The Carbon Stampede
Exhumed - I Rot Within
Pig Destroyer - Permanent Funeral
Scrotum Grinder - You Are My Favorite Line in the Worst Song Ever Written
Suicide Silence - Fuck Everything
S.O.D. - Kill Yourself
Suicide Silence - Ending Is The Beginning
Brutal Truth - Walking Corpse
Hollywood Undead - Does Everybody in the World Have to Die
Exhumed - Through Cadaver Eyes
Last Days of Humanity - Equal Pleasures in the Realms of Dehumanisation
Flagitious Idiosyncrasy In The Dilapidation - Euthanasia
Neil Diamond - Coming to America
happy kayla best kayla