I just don't know if I can go on with my life anymore. I don't see a bright future for me, my head hurts from sleeping so little all the time, I can't stand looking at myself in the mirror, my mom wants me out of her house because I'm useless, I yearn for human touch while every cell in my body is aching for dick so badly I cry before going to bed and I can't stop having these nightmares with rats and birds biting me and hurting me. Everything hurts, everything and everyone is irritating. I think I am finally breaking apart.
You need 10 mg of Zen Buddhism
Put your trip back on kayla
hey you candy. you are yourself for tackling all of that bullshit. get into youself deeper and you will find out why you are misstreated. now fuck that and get yourself back on track.
Listen, don't you fucking worry about that.
>>5054895
Have you tried marijuana?
It's my reason for living and I'm pretty happy.
are you me?
>>5054903
>Buddhism
>>5056815
Came here to toast that
>>5061841
Buddhism is the ideal religion for trans people, because your reward for living properly is not eternal life after death, but to stop reincarnating.
>>5061871
isn't buddhism all about "this is all material filth, stop meddling with this temporary shell you call 'your' body and meditate instead because spirit life is eternal ... and stuff"?
Therapy, even if expensive, will be worth your time/money, unless you pay nobodies in your town you'll be fine.