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>tfw battlefront still wont launch for me
M-maybe this is a blessing in disguise...
no i'd just be a gross hon or failed trap. ;~;
selamat pagi bexe-chan!
one more day until double up!
saturday i start taking one spiro at noon and one at midnight
oh cool cool. that's good to hear fam. I think you're legit too.
If you feel like you look that bad you should cut it. I'd cut my hair if I wouldn't butcher it.
aife pls, you're cool sometimes but you're on some kind of spray-and-pray hair trigger the instant anyone gets on your bad side
you said you were leaving, why haven't you left yet?
>ve had more than wnough abuse hurled at me tonight but everyone cant help but take their own potshot at me. Its horrible.
Nobody cares, you dug your own grave when you decided to be a racist, homophobic piece of shit. so now everyone filtered your sorry ass. goodbye, sir
it's just that whenever someone pisses you off, you end up shitposting for like 20 posts in a row about anons being overweight cheeto lords who use the gravitational force of their cum to type their posts
when you don't do that, you're fine
you gotta relax fam, feeding the trolls is a real phenomenon with real consequences
who would even be offended by that?
seriously just like take 5 minutes to step away from the screen and stretch and maybe make some tea or something and remember that internet bs only matters as much as you let it
maki is the chaser right? or are they trans and the chaser stuff is just memeing? I honestly haven't rlly been keeping up-to-date with some of the newer posters
I came to this thread because I was curious about mtfs and didnt really believe the whole trans thing
after looking at the last thread and this one
i can safely say without any doubt in my mind
you are all women
the amount of inane bullshit you retards spew on rapid fire has proved this
>be not maki
>make a post insulting his enemies
>tfw not even maki
oh ok, I was just commenting on my general observations, like it seems when people say they're leaving they almost never actually leave, when people actually leave for good or for awhile it can be pretty quite
i-it's more just feelgood chiptune-ish music for me
also i can't wait for this shirt to come, i know it's going to take a long time but i'm still impatient about it
The last time this happened she and Jormy were posting blushes and talking about marriage love shit. Jormy abandoned her as soon as Angie turned her old photos into memes and spammed them in threads for months. She's never been the same person again after that happened. Your internet relationship has just ended.
But you're a really cute girly guy. Its wonderful.
>what does one do with so many needles?
I'm not sure. I feel legitimately way worse now than when I got home and decided to hop on mtfg. God, what am I doing with my life.
Guilt by association I guess, there's an afterhours in my city that plays this kind of music and I don't think there's a sober person in the place.
I didn't know any of that, but sorry, anon, after all the lies and stuff around here the past couple days I'm not really too trusting of anyone who hasn't already shown themselves to be a nice person. I'm sorry if you're a nice anon trying to fill me in tho.
No it's true
Theres a reason everyone legit hates Angie
I mean theres trips people dislike larry, maki, alison, kayla but then there angie which everyone literally literally despises like on a whole nother level.
what would you do if you could fast-forward life, /mtfg/?
all of your routines would be the same like going to work, taking your skittles, eating pizza, but you could skip a whole part of your life if you wanted
what would you choose?
I just did my eyebrows by myself for the first time using these Korean eyebrow razors and they look way better
>type it out manually
>copy paste the name from chelsea's post
>realise the lowercase L is actually an uppercase i
I don't have a routine and just sit in my room all day. I would fast forward right now to a few months ahead when I have gotten and been on HRT for awhile, and maybe even moved out or gotten a job or a bf.
>ohayou gozaimasu sheen-chan it's been a hectic pair of threads!
yeh everyone needs to stop bullying each other and stop being mean tbh
I'd fast forward to a point where I can actually stand the be out in public. And maybe to a point where I have the courage to grilvoice anything but my cat.
Yay I'm not on it!
I have lots, like, 300 games or some shit. Been really bored not actually playing any lately though, but rocket league was kindaa fun lately. I also love like, dungeon defenders, l4d was always good, i haven't tried rust since really early, umm, cs:go is always fun. I play lots of random games to keep myself busy in the massive void that playing MMOs too much in high school created.
You're really nice to me and in general ^-^
>back to kidnapping
Oh gosh o.o
I'll keep it in mind, but I don't want to find more people to be angry at v.v
I've hung out with her irl on a few occasions and I've always had a fun time. Also, Alison has always been nice to me and others too from what I've noticed.
Ok, I should add you
you have to play all your cards to hide your identity maki :^)
plus I never said it was you. just said it'd dumb that what you say affects how people think of me here when it's been proven you're a liar. ;~;
>tfw invited to a threesome by friend from class
LOL it is you maki...
you lie about your sexuality an gender identity all the time and then blame it on your "maki persona" you like about things you've gone through. you lied about why our relationship ended. you lied about a lot fam. and you are lying about all the stuff you're trying to pine me for. ;~;
yeah I like you too. you have good music taste and i'm happy that your transition is working out for you.
I'm probably never going to say, especially right now. No one else needs to be put on a witch trial.
That sounds like a cool idea ^-^ Mind if I add you on Steam?
Like I could ever forget about Kira. Good try though. I'll cling to her for as long as she'll have me <3
I do that at least once a week >.>
Steam doesn't distribute any android or ios games. Some games on steam also have mobile ports, or started as mobile games, but you have to acquire them elsewhere. I have a lot on android + steam because of humble bundle giving both versions when available.
>lied about things ive gone through
Like what I have never lied about any of that.
The gender stuff isn't a lie either. I was sexually confused at the time but I have decided im 100 hundred percent straight.
All the stuff I "pine" you for is stuff I legit think you lied about. I am not trying to be a dick im really not but im annoyed tht I am called a liar when I am really not a liar at all.
I didnt think the relationship ending thing was a lie I truly believe it was that. I am not judging or even trash talking, I have dumped girls for not letting me cum on their face so I can't judge.
I really want to leave everyone alone I just really don't think I am a liar when you lied more. I dont know why it annoys me so much, nothing else does but you calling me a liar and saying im a liar.
btw id never insult someones appearance tbh
>inb4 the lie me being anon jsut now.
>supposed to work last night
>forgot i covered a shift on sunday night
>get a call reminding me not to come in
>stay up all night drinking cheap wine
>look at the clock
>hmm better sleep soon
>keep shitposting/playing vidya
>look at clock
what's your story anon?
>tfw voting liberal
>tfw the liberals are projected to win by a huge margin in my riding
>tfw technically my vote doesn't matter at all because of first-past-the-post and i can't help the liberals win a greater majority in the house of commons
>tfw the liberals are the best solid chance of electoral reform
i never even played much tfc i just got mad at how shitty all the updates were once all the classes got a loadout update
You just replied to me twice. Are we married yet?
Liberals are third in my riding I think. They came to the door and I was sad that I had to tell them they're not getting my vote because strategic. Not sure why they're wasting their time going door to door here when adjacent ridings have them in real fights.
I'd expect NDP to be polling well in Alberta? They've had some recent local success right?
The provincial and federal NDP are different. The NDP are polling well in Edmonton Center and a few ridings in Calgary, the rest of the province is a blue sweep.
since we're all posting steam names you can add me if you want
I know they're different, but it usually swings votes a bit anyways if there was a particularly weak or strong provincial government with the same name as a federal party.
Just saw the polls. I expected more from alberta NDP. I'm also surprised to see that BQ is back up to a projected one seat. Thought that party was dead.
>all these steam friendings
How does mtfg like this hairstyle? Bun with fringe. I absolutely love it and would really like to try it someday but
>tfw short-medium hair
AND ANOTHER THING
the conservatives got rid of the per-vote subsidy to save a tiny handful of money to help balance the budget while also widening the finance gap between themselves and other parties since the conservatives are staunchly pro-low-tax and so will receive more donations from businesses
i'm STILL mad about that
that's sad but at least you're voting strategically, if the conservatives have a minority government it's still a relative win... unless they prorogue parliament again
>wanna add steam friends
>have shitty internet so can't play any games
>am boring as shit to talk to
what does it feel like to have friends
I'd add you.
We could talk hockey and stuff.
That's like the least evil thing the conservatives did. It didn't kill any of our environment and it wasn't illegal. Still shitty though.
I don't want to vote strategically but I'm really happy with the MP that I will be voting and probably electing. She's good people regardless of party.
Nighty night though mtfg, I hope tomorrow is less sads and more happies
>0.6 hours past 2 weeks
nah it's pretty evil when you think through its effects on parties through multiple elections, especially since smaller parties are exponentially less likely to receive large donations
>I don't want to vote strategically but I'm really happy with the MP that I will be voting and probably electing. She's good people regardless of party.
good, strategically voting for a candidate you hate is pretty shit
if electoral reform and cannabis legalisation don't happen by 2016 it's literally going to be two additional reasons to kill myself
smdh at your riding constituency fam tbh
Even the Bloc is running a complete nobody and desperately trying to bank on managing to convince Duceppe to get back into federal politics, at this point I don't think anyone will make a dent in the NDP's Quebec seats short of getting lucky in 4-way races.
>tfw I made aife edition
That really wasn't me tbh
There really was like 4 other anons calling you names. Do you REALLY think I would post a closeup your face and insult a sore personal topic to you? I am not petty.
I am not one to make fun of someones appearance tbh fam.
I am not a catty woman I just call out what I perceive to be bullshit.
That actually wasn't me. Theres an anon here that can't capitalize the first letter worth of shit thats been trolling since I came on here. They speak like a fucking retard. There really is like 5 anons who are just shitposting.
Because I am a man I am not a backstabber. I am not one to take my trip off than pretend to be someones friend. I didnt do the oddish stuff at all.
>mfw I stabbed my lip with a needle
>tfw my 8 year black kid will have a bigger cock than me
Thats ok im doing pretty well for myself irl. This place just provides me some lolz and an escape so I dont think about getting attacked on a ship :^)
This is me everytime someone makes fun of me on the internet ._.
It's not bleeding anymore so yeah. I'm just full of bright ideas.
yeah I'm basically doing that already... ;~;
thinking about going to a gay bar and seeing how I get read there. no sex tho. I don't want to die of aids.
Fun fact : most agp mtf's have a thing for BDSM which includes femdom.
The more you know!
>tfw you're totally calm and not aroused and a boy gets really -really- close to you and all of a sudden you're in a frenzy and your mind is screaming "KISS ME PLEASE"
>implying boys can become girls
What kind of silliness is this?
I once did failed ftm (soft butch) look and str8 guys like that, lol
bonus points if you're lean fit b/c real ftms are soft
>tfw banned for four days right after a thirty day ban than I got banned for four days
I can honestly say I've only been unbanned since coming here for two weeks altogether
It's going to show the post I said also and my Dads going to see it. He's going to know that I blow that coke tbqh :^)
You'll be fine I believe in you tbh...also I think its cool that you stand up for your friends...
I deleted skype fam so we can't blog anymore ._.
why isn't pizza hut open 24/7
If you go on trans friendly nights you can either find reasons to feel really good about yourself or reasons to despair. Smoking hot model types to hons.
>Having friends from 4chan...haha only total losers do that!
haha yeah holy shit what kind of... what kind of loser does that sort of thing? like honestly... having friends... in the year 2015... on the internet...
How southern can you be? Are you gonna start mud-wrestling and brewing your own moonshine soon?
Listen buddy I know your autism is acting up so i'll explain it again. transbians are repressed straight men with a fetish, they're only into women not men so they can't be gay dumbass.
Been alright. Stress dreams are a trade mark of mine.
I know this is that same troll but i'll bait cuz bored.
>most women are bicurious
This is what lesbians actually believe haha.
>saying liking girls is bad
kek this bait is irresistible.
Exhausted. Really should be going back to bed very soon.
Been daydreaming a lot about going home to my family, and imagining what it would be like for them to accept me as a girl
It's fun to think about I guess, but in the end it depresses me because I know it's just a wild fantasy
Apparently the other night someone put my name on and said they were detransitioning lmao
morning girls, you better do you goddamn best today ok?
do I stay at home today, play music, paint and not bother getting dressed and prettying myself up, or do I go see my Nana, which means going outside, getting dressed, wearing clothes and wearing makeup. She doesn't know i'm trans, plus she hates everything that walks upon the earth that isn't her and my dead grandfather. It's a really hard decision, don't get dressed, feel like scum, get dressed, go out, feel like scum.
I like the idea of making friends where ever I go because it kind of makes me feel like I'm not a terrible person. I'm not gonna lie I only started posting with a trip because there were other trips I liked and wanted to help out with stuff and it made sense to me, posting anon made them think I was multiple people. Shame since I got a trip is all I've done is shitpost.
you're more attractive than me
I had an exhausting day today too, laying on bed under the ceiling fan on max rn.
that would be amazing if you went back home and your mom and dad were civil, I know it might be upsetting but maybe call to see if you can come to thanksgiving?
I keep daydreaming about getting married to a cute guy and my entire family is there and happy but I know its never going to happen.
>migraine and nauseous
>everything in my life that's ever traumatized me surfacing in my mind
>no friends left to turn to
>my brother hasn't talked to me in weeks
>can't even post here anymore without getting shit
where do i go from here
try to ignore the trolls please :(
I like you and want you to keep posting, maybe take some time off from here for a few days so they get bored and go away
>that was one of the places that discouraged me about transitioning in the first place years ago
Lmao bs, I hear these stories on here from other mtf's as the reason why they hate hons but I think it's just an excuse to hate.
Why would they tell you not to transition?
>inb4 you're to young to transition hon
good night mtfg. ;~;
i really don't know how i'm going to survive when i double up on spiro with these surges of everything flooding into my head, it already feels like it's the worst it can get
I hear Thailand has some trannies to show your dick to. Or you can become one of those trannies and live out your fetish, since you can't get a real one to fulfill it for you anymore. Anywhere but here is like 11/10 please fucking leave
gn gn !
everyone please be safe !
you know that talking shit about trannies isn't going to make your feelings of wanting to be a girl go away, right, maki-chan? burying it away in hatred like that doesn't help. i know, i was there a couple of years ago. save yourself the loathing and bitterness and just get on the skittles already
>First appointment with an endo doctor
>waited 4 months for the appointment
>drive an hour and a half to Seattle
>arrive and start to check in for appointment
>insurance is declined
>expired 3 days ago and didn't get notice
>miss appointment and have to reschedule
>closest opening is in january
why do I even bother
What's new MtFg ?
Yeah and become batshit insane autists like you unpassable freaks?
Fat chance, you're just trying to rationalize your own decision to transition. Don't push your mistakes on others hon.
The old Laura's problem wasn't old hons (I was on a fairly honly forum for like a week when I got on hrt), it's that it was turning into a magnet for creepy cds and pedos or something.
here ya go
For you Richard
I don't know how to get better, car window got smashed for my bag because gf had to stop and get food rather then eat what we cooked. So nervous about it, every time I think about something in that bag I feel bad again. told her I didn't want to see her for a bit, but wish I had someone to see that I could talk about it with.
Bleh steam I'd lame it won't let me chat unless I spend 5$ in the market blah. gib job soon pls life
i know why it's happening, but it's already pushing me really far emotionally and i don't think i could handle it if it got worse
the trolls are hard to ignore since they're creating an image of me before i've even really got started here, which is overshadowing who i really am
it was just a mistake trying to make a friend from here in real life
I found a group of people to play boardgames with, they all thought it was stupid but were watching and by the end they were asking to be called back next time I want to play.
and then my game was stolen
trust me being on spiro without E sucks but you will know the euphoria from estrogen when you start taking it.
the friendship didn't work out with you and jocey but thats between you and her, literally nobody is taking the trolls seriously because what they're saying is preposterous.
you should get some sleep and take a break from here, crying helps too.
but I look like a cave troll
b-but I'm not funny
>but I look like a cave troll
god only knows what you'd look like if you lost 100+ lbs
You can only go up from here. Losing weight is A LOT easier than what most trans people need to go through in order to feminize and look prettier. Honestly in your position things would be pretty exciting. Being able to make such a drastic and noticeable change to your physical appearance without having to pay a dime is a unique gift.
D you think i could do this with a wig? Shit I'd probably look fucking terrible with a wig. I hate wigs.
hrt is unnecessary when i'm giving up every other aspect of transition and just accepting living as a man. it's just an extra hassle that i can cut out if i stop it, instead of needing to continue to see doctors for scripts, blood tests, etc
>be a femboy
i'm too big, bald, and manly to be a femboy
>be a bear then
that's pretty much the plan, except i killed off what were some pretty majestic beard genes with laser before i realised what a futile effort this all was
>and come back and chase the girls
i'd rather go find a guy to bottom for tbh
No it's telling me I have to spend money uggggh. I don't remember it being this strict just to chat >,< like I see a msg notification but I'm blocked from responding !
ugh I shouldn't play competitive games >.> I won my draft with a random black blue hey I have lots of removal and flyers lets go with that deck. my heart is beating out of my chest and im shakey
i don't really want to be here anymore
Ugh, I know.
Same thing happens sometimes when I play go (even seen often in professional games that they're shaking when doing their move)... It's ridiculous that you get so nervous, since it's just a board game.
I'm waiting for her to dump me because I'm a horrible person who made her feel bad by not talking to her after she made us eat in an abandoned shopping center at 9pm and my windows were crowbared in 15 minutes
Yeah, I came back out of morbid curiosity and while some people are still pretty great (which is why I bothered to start tripping), it's still kinda the chans and it swallows people up.
I want to hug you irl
pic related is how I imagine you to be
also did you lose much from your bag being taken?
there is male attention, which i don't mind unless it's the "I wanna sleep/date you"-kind
and then there is fapping on a screen
do you honestly don't see the difference ?
that's her story to tell
because of this >>5050841
i'm honestly starting to feel like i'm inadvertently surrounding myself with people who just hate themselves or have already given up on their life. i've always been a very confident person, and this place hasn't changed that in me, but i feel like it wants to. it's like you're shamed for NOT hating yourself and crying all day only to be supported if you are, and then hated once you aren't. you're not allowed to feel happy about the way you look unless enough people are happy about it as well, and you can't be happy for yourself or be positive without bragging, or bringing up how unfortunate everyone else is doing. what the fuck is the point?
all my paints, new paint brushes, school book, laptop, nail polish, and my new board game I was painting so it looked pretty.
they paid me for my laptop which is better then nothing >.>
Because it went from like 5-10% posts being negative to like 20%+ being outright deathwishes and cruel. I didn't get to tell Kira how much I love her last night or tonight, and I'd be willing to bet money that all the horrible words being thrown around yesterday and tonight is at least part of the reason she's in solitude. I see how depressed this place gets her nearly every other night and I'm sick of it.
Dollface just keep doing your thing I like your posts because I like success. Youre probably the most successful person here despite the negativity. You're an alpha female and that's what I like about you. You don't let genetics or others bring you down you just pity them. Youre great fam.
I think I was the cause of a bunch of the negativity these past couple days. Ill chill out. It all started with me and oddish getting into it than anon took over. Also didn't help that oddish trashed kira.
I don't understand why kira comes here she's pretty sensitive to this stuff. I get shit on each day pretty hard but I just laugh it off and join in but I don't think kira could handle that type of stuff. You have to be pretty strong minded and strong willed to take some of this stuff.
Overall its not a positive social group. People will turn the drop of a dime. I can't even see how anyone can hate Kira tbh.
Elf take Kira and run away ill always support you two even if noone else does.
I know sometimes I might be a dick or act crazy or do things that don't make sense but my hearts in the right place.
I hope both of you make it
Okay, serious moment, no memes.
Even if you're not Kayla, you're an idiot and you need Edie more than she ever needed you.
The no-hugbox shit on this board has turned into a bullshit meme. People have gone from wanting honest opinions to wanting to be coddled into the idea that they're worse off than they are. It's an excuse to improve on nothing, fed by anons and trips-going-anon (Kayla, esp) who hate everyone, most of all themselves.
You don't need a fucking crying circle. If anything trans women who are confident about who they are, the insecurities involved in being a woman aside, are a thing that keeps the place from being a complete unredeemable shithole, which it spent the past two years on the edge of anyway.
And you, anon, basically exemplify why. Because if it was up to you, everyone who comes in here would start thinking all there is to transition is negativity and jealousy.
yah little by little, my gf bought me the game back and my playmat
>tfw maki will never transition
>tfw you will never pat maki on the head
>tfw you will never tie maki up and smack her butt as she apologises for trolling mtfg