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white fingernails, green wine: >>5042828
>tfw passing and cute
>tfw still depressed and suicidal as fuck
When will it end?
Ok that makes a bit more sense. Every time I've heard of people committing broken code into a source tree they tend to get fired pretty fast.
Sounds pretty cool honestly.
Awe bexe if you want to get into coding after you deal with your mood and anxiety, there's tons of ways to make it something you're passionate about. After you know the basics, the best way to learn to code is to give yourself a fun project that fits your interests.
Not an MTF, just came in here to post that that song is fucking awful and only fucking over patriotic retards who wear Bintang singlets and glass foreigners enjoy Eskimo Joe, or any Australian band for that matter that isn't Midnight Oil or Crowded House.
Late but first for
>Tfw when you feel like shit and you know you can't just "fix it" so you go to sleep sad
>Tfw you wake up next morning and everything is pink and pretty and nice again ...
I somewhat ktf ;-;
Passing helps if it was literally your only problem.
However that's unlikely to be the case because just being trans tends to create new problems both socially and for self worth. You very well could eliminate the problem of looking like a boy and have created problems with social and romantic options because people know you as trans.
What I'm trying to say is that passing is a step forward, but it might be accompanied by multiple steps backward as far as mental health is concerned.
i'll make it one day, my life just seems to involve a shitload of waiting for appointments these days because if i try to do anything constructive beyond manual labour i end up in a crying fit about how badly i suck at everything i do
play dota with me
i listened to it and it was really mediocre
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZM22R9rGP0 is my ear bleach this time
>tfw everything is fine but feel completely inexplicably depressed
oh good i forgot what u were like depression
>tfw cute as fuck
>never had a suicidal thought in my life
>tfw already a passing girl despite being preHRT
I'm not really upset. Just inherently depressed... It's not as bad as some. At least I can get up in the morning these days. Thank you though ^^;
one depressive episode and I ate three servings of frozen pasta.
sitting under the fan waiting for the laxatives to work now, listening to christmas music.
what is my life
>What I'm trying to say is that passing is a step forward, but it might be accompanied by multiple steps backward as far as mental health is concerned
Quintpost anon here. This is pretty much true for me. I don't really have any dysphoria about how I look and how I interact socially now, however I have vast amounts of self hatred for being trans. I'm more comfortable as I am, but my mental health (depression, anger, self harming) has increased sharply since I transitioned. I'd say it's gotten a little better since I really started passing all the time but still, fuck being trans so much. I'm just a boy playing dressup (very well) and it hurts.
Suicide seems inevitable one day.
>join a tc of a spooky movie room
>"who's the chick?"
>someone who knows me says "She's a transwomyn" (he picks on me a lot about it but I like him)
Feels nice after a day of feeling ugly.
I wish I wasnt as pathetic as a character written to be as intentionally pathetic as possible
Alright im officially transitioning
See you in a month!
>tfw gf doesnt know shes dating a girl
does this mean we get to chase you now
we don't even have to play the game i'll just hold your hand
sheen instead of eating you have to reeeeeee
like this person http://fxckyov.tumblr.com/post/128730180322/did-anyone-ever-see-the-vid-of-my-friend-waking-up
intellectually i completely get it, i know i'm at a starting point, but the instant i don't immediately "get" something or have to reach out to others for assistance, i completely shut down and start going into some kind of slow-building depressive panic attack.... it's really really bad
are you still going as maki for halloween?
>that moment of panic when you realise you don't have any more escapism and you can literally feel the depression crawling back from the depths
desperately trying to find a good fantasy rpg or something now
>i-ive never been chased before...
what if a big strong boy stood over you and your boobs pressed into his rock hard washboard abdomen and his man tinkler pressed into your belly button
>Because no one who isn't mentally damaged would settle down with a tranny right?
idk about all that but i have a habit of killing any good thoughts of having a relationship with that scenario.
Went and got myself a beanie for when I'm in girl mode <3
Not gonna wear it for forever but whatever, more motivation.
I still really hate myself for being so fat. I'm so impatient to start estrogen but I want to wait till I drop a bunch of weight. Ugh.
How's everyone doing tonight?
>tfw you will never pat maki's head after she transitions
Me too....I've realized I'm never gonna pass well enough for me to feel comfortable about my body, I'm too old to start over, and too emotionally damaged inside.
I can pass well in pic's online but honestly about anyone can do that, it's so easy to manipulate camera angles, lighting, and use filters etc. Irl it's much harder and I only pass about 30%-40% of the time and that's with all the effort I put in too.
maki you are a nice girl. i wanted to tell you goodbye. i know some i think dollface and a few others mocked me and called me worthless when it came to my average size and mocked my cancer remission and damage from that but you and jade and a few others have been nice to me
i know i am a wreckless troll but i not in remission anymore i have have long treatment. i dont give a shit what anyone thinks just wanted to say hi to you maki and goodbye.
Ey yo Caddy, you here? . 3.
EY YO GO GET IT GURL MMHP!
Take it from me, hate is a terrible motivator for weight loss.
You become terrified of ever ganing weight again!
Also, tho, beanies are pretty cute. Is it that one, in the pic?
>Clearly a much worse fate than looking like a guy
Can't tell if sarcasm, I mean dykes and guys look about the same to me so it's not something I want either.
God I just wanna be able to dress like a normal chick and pass well.
Nice pointer :^)
Don't worry I hate myself plenty haha so that's gonna go off and stay off. I actually had a boca burger last week after work and as soon as I was done I felt like a fat piece of shit, so I just destroyed myself at the gym haha.
And yes! It's not exactly the same, but I got it from a local store here and they don't have it on the website. Super cute! Same color
>mtfg will never be free of the attention seeking, lying, manipulating cis male infestation ;~;
guess i'm taking another break from mtfg until the problem is fixed
it's weird, I had my name (Vivian) picked out before I even transitioned. I figured it was something everyone kind of thought of on their own a long time coming.
Idk I'm a hipster loser so I wanted a unique but elegant name that's a little old fashioned. So names like Elizabeth, Victoria, Annabelle, Margaret, are names I like.
lmao!! idk he works in finance he's not very van-ish. but i take that as a no!
why or why not?
he's nothing to brag about really, and he's only like an inch or two taller than me which is why i'm asking. i'm sort of torn.
no i didn't!!
so is that a no then lol
>tfw the straight males/transbians will never leave
>tfw the weeaboos will never leave
>tfw the blatant attention whores will never leave
This place could have been something mayne
Alright everyone I am finished shitposting.
<3 good night and I love all of you.
Remember to never stop chasing your dreams...ill be here for all of you...:^)))
Last post here until someone brings me up again. Stop bringing me up I wake up and see an argument about me everyday when I am sleeping.
Me I lied and manipulated people to like me :^)
I was so mean to her and everybody :^)
im transitioning though so it doesn't matter :^)
>complaining about weeaboos on 4chan
>mtfg will never be a place for autistic gay men
why even live?
>Me I lied and manipulated people to like me
>I was so mean to her and everybody
>im transitioning though so it doesn't matter
You sound a lot like Bruce Jenner, fuck you fam.
good luck with your skittles
>Last post here until someone brings me up again.
should be like 10-15 mins at most tbh
>tfw the autistic trans neets will never leave
>tfw the young hons will never leave
>tfw the radical trans feminists will never leave
>tfw the tumblr sjw's will never leave
>tfw Lalalily will never leave
Seriously calm down, shut up, and listen, you're basically acting like an ass and making people whose general this is leave with your stupid fedora-grade shit. And you're seriously not getting why your memeing might hurt people more, despite getting worse about it and actually directly attacking people.
He's somewhat handsome but he sounds like he has the potential to be a huge bore.
>not full of weebs
Susan's might be the place to go
Well he doesn't really strike me as immediately attractive, but I'm also not really motivated by looks so it's a real toss up. If we got along well I'd probably take him to the bone-zone but if I was bored it's an insta-No.
>any man finding you attractive or asking you out is worth bragging about
not to sound cocky but plenty of men hit on me or ask me out, it's not really that big of a deal. he just seems nice and he isn't like ugly? so i figured i'd ask cause of the height thing
anna this isn't helping!!!
no i really haven't lol
he doesn't seem like douchey or too much of a normie, but i get you. i'll have to gauge that myself i spose.
i mean i don't really care about his money because it's not like my money? but he's been nice and persistent and stuff. i think i would feel bad if i just didn't take him seriously because he's not 6'0"+
>the straight males(transbians) transbians will never leave
Just report their posts and remind them that they're disgusting fetishists and nobody likes them. I'm so done with dealing with transbians. They all spout homophobic garbage and have typical straight male interests, they're not women. They're all mini Bruce Jenners
>not to sound cocky but plenty of men hit on me or ask me out, it's not really that big of a deal. he just seems nice and he isn't like ugly? so i figured i'd ask cause of the height thing
who also aren't weeaboos or attention whores
you're seriously overestimating how many people are going to filter cleanly through these requirements
>Literally what would be left of mtfg?
The normie trans that pass and aren't weird?
>The beauty of this place is how it's so dysfunctional and yet is supportive and caring at the same time
You got the first part right at least.
LMAO OK TY
even if the guy was the same height as you?
this isn't bragging lol
how to get hit on:
step 1) noticeable boobs even if they're tiny
step 2) be even a little average looking
step 3) leave your house
like every girl gets hit on. especially online or on dating sites/tinder etc... that's just how it is. men don't discriminate much.
But I only have one anime figure?
>Literally what would be left of mtfg?
The straight girls who would use this as a place to share makeup tips, talk about boys and other girly interests like actual girls do, not talk about magic little girl animes and video games, posting pics of women they want to fuck with their penises etc etc like all the transbians here do
>the normie trans that pass and aren't weird
We're all fucking weird here.
>talking about anime, video games, and posting pictures of people they would fuck
4chan is a simple image-based bulletin board where anyone can post comments and share images. There are boards dedicated to a variety of topics, from Japanese animation and culture to videogames, music, and photography. Users do not need to register an account before participating in the community. Feel free to click on a board below that interests you and jump right in!
>plenty of men hit on me or ask me out
What do you do about coming out to them?
I'm kidding. Yeah, idk Dollface I don't get any casual sex so I can't really give you any solid advice about this. Do you want to? Then do it. Do you not? Then don't, but don't make a decision based on what anyone else has to say.
At least I know what I have to look forward to now.
who aren't what? every non-fetishistic straight passing transgirl interested in a relationship here is either a weeaboo, by virtue of their trip an attention whore, or by virtue of their anonposting-photos-to-circumvent-trip-filters an attention whore
and anons will just bring us more makis
Only Nagisa hasn't been in a vidya game, therefore is the only anime figure :^)
>every non-fetishistic straight passing transgirl interested in a relationship here is either a weeaboo, by virtue of their trip an attention whore, or by virtue of their anonposting-photos-to-circumvent-trip-filters an attention whore
I'm not any of those things, what do I win?
Look, I'm sure Laura's Playground or Susan's will cater to your desire to be primarily a passive sex object for straight men.
Now in case you missed it, in between the shoujo anime stuff, the conversation has just been about men.
I talked to my doctor about a few months ago and he was supportive and said he had worked with trans people before. then he told me to see my psychiatrist about it
so I went to my psychiatrist and he gave me a number to a youth clinic. this was a few months ago and i chickened out but now i finally called them but have to wait until they call back.
My psychiatrist said my doctor probably couldn't do anything unless he had the credentials to diagnose gender dysphoria or something like that so I'd have to go through the clinic because they have trans resources.
Im trying to do it legit and I know it's a lot easier here than other places but the anxiety of phoning people coupled with having to go out to these places and stuff is really taxing on me so if I chicken out again maybe I'd just order some online.
I just wish my family doctor could give them to me but there's no point in making an appointment just to ask him that when I was already told where to go to get them. I feel like I'd just be wasting his time. Then again he wastes my time every time I see him by being 20 minutes late so maybe it's only fair.
>42 unique posters ITT
>22-23 of them tripfags
So that wipes out half the posters under the attention whore category
Also, as far as weebs, most posters here have varying levels of love for anime, but most here like it at least a bit being that this is 4chan and is what most likely brought us all on the site in the first place.
>I'm not any of those things, what do I win?
>I'm sure Laura's Playground or Susan's will cater to your desire to be primarily a passive sex object for straight men
But anon who took their trip off....those places are full of transbian hons.
anna how do i make a boy like me?
ohhh yeah i get you. i'll just try to get to know him and see if he's worth going on a date with idk
i never do lol. i've had men ask me if i had children or a husband and shit and i'm just like no. and then i deny them. i've never ever gone out with a guy i met randomly in real time. i just don't want to deal with the "i have a shenis" thing so i always tell them i'm not interested. on dating sites i put that i'm trans so like ... they can read that and decide if they're ok with that before messaging me lol
also i'm not asking for casual sex purposes, i'm asking for like dating/relationship purposes
Welp ... I've officially been initiated to the magic of "metal music" ...
I'm not sure if I should be scared but...
i've been listening to some pretty sweet music for the last hour browsing /mtfg
I really should have started listening to metal sooner..
Also , RIP my night of sleep <.<
What about your girls ? ^.^
Trip on Maki
>tfw french tv means you literally grew up on anime
Honestly I think it's mostly just taking in too much of the shitty culture either way. Serious fetishists tend to end up like Anne Lawrence, who literally cannot write a single paper without coming off as a complete creep.
one word: grease.
get real greasy, and then cry. they'll have no choice but to save you and then BAM! you hit him over the head with a frying pan and do things to his boytinkler. lock and load bby!
Check out transhealth.vch.ca
It's been a while since I read through everything so I can't point you to the right page.
You want to be looking at the endocrine guidelines and the standards of care. The latter might just refer you to wpath from the looks of it.
Ok. A quick look shows that you want just the endocrine guidelines. Page 4 has a checklist of things for your doctor to provide for you. Somewhere later on will have suggested medications that will suggest something like 200mg spiro and 4mg estrace.
My therapist said most trans lesbians especially the older ones are fetishists. She has over 25 years exp too.
the mere, conscious act of having a trip directs attention toward you and its sole direct function is to tie your posts collectively to an identity
o n e o f u s o n e o f u s
I pretend it's because I want to get to know people but really it's because I'm a desperate whore for attention.
Even though I never would have gotten to know those I have without giving myself a face and a name, so I'm really glad I did.
BEST ADVICE TY ANNA!!! he just sent me another pic of him on the balcony of his house and he looks a lil scary tbh
tfw most likely a fetishist and agp and st8
Transbians are creepy as fuck, especially the older ones
>go to support group meeting in a moment of weakness
>full of hons and young hons alike
>am literally the only transgirl there who passes
>they won't stop fucking staring at me and telling me i look good
>their weird man voices were really weirding me out, up until that time I'd never been around that many transwomen before
>p-please come back, we'd love to see you again
Not even once
>tfw this is basically me
>tfw transitioning anyways
Guess not in their experience. Something to do with an obsession with femininity, and being attracted to males being more feminine.
That's probably a more accurate take on it though, I don't think it's possible to exclusively socialize with transgirls and get any accurate sense of how gender really works. Also, never read anything by Anne Lawrence, I'll be sure to avoid it.
If being TruTrans means being that fucking insane I guess I got lucky.
Oh I'm sorry I thought you just wanted to fuck him as a casual hook up. PSH I DON'T KNOW DO YOU LIKE HIM? THEN DATE HIM! DAMN!
Also I should get an OKC account or something... I don't want to have to eventually come out to people like that either.
If they don't read it at the top of the page why would they read it at the bottom?
I'm assuming gender is at the top and contact me if is at the bottom. I don't know.
bby i didn't know you had a balcony lemme get up on it
; 3; ok maybe i will date him. i mean he looks really cute to me when his photos aren't ominously in the dark but just the height thing .....
also okcupid is the only dating site worth going on if you're trans tbh lol
L O L
gaston was perfect i wish he was real
Contact me is at the bottom. Yeah, most men won't check it, but like, putting it as your gender ends up becoming a chaser magnet, which has its own draining issues.
Jesus christ this website is full of anything and everything trans related. I see it does say that any GP can assess and prescribe HRT if they have some degree of training in the matter.
I think he might since he mentioned working with trans people before. This is pretty exciting. But it makes me question why my counselor and psychiatrist would make me go through some random free trans youth clinic that's a ways away in the city and that has waiting lists and all that shit. I even have full health care and everything. When I could just go through my GP?
Certainly a lot to think about.
Quick question... I've told to like ... test for breast cancer every so often ... but like ...
The only thing I feel in there is under both of my nipples ... and I'm pretty sure that's just because they are starting to grow , r-right ?
Also , the difference of size between both ... kinda weirds me out ... That's normal , right ?
>I guess I'm the only normal one here then.
Why are you on 4chan if you're completely normal?
Also, just because people post anime reaction images, doesn't mean they're weebs; it's part of 4chan culture., you can like anime without being obsessive about it. And to add to that the term weeaboo has been bastardized to anyone that likes anime, when it once meant wapanese/japanophiles who had little to no knowledge of japanese culture itself.
As far as the whole trans lesbian thing, there's a good amount of us that are straight or bi or whatever. Transbians just tend to be the most vocal about those things.
Autism tends to run high on 4chan in general, but there are plenty here that are actually sociable. As far as the insanity bit, the previous sentence applies as well.
>claiming normalfag status here
is this bizarro 4chan?
mtfg is one of the few trip-friendly outliers in all of 4chan fam, fight me if you really wanna win this
>Contact me if...
>u want this gt but u don't wanna touch it
left is typically bigger than right because it has higher blood pressure because it's closer to the heart
u should stop spending all day being weird and pretending to be me, even when I'm not even here, u post here more than I do
I'm not even popular, pretty, interesting, or well liked
mhm!! I watch most of those kind of things tbh
I thought someone was only a fetishist if they watched anime o.o;;
There should also be numbers for him to contact for more information and help. Transhealth basically only exists to provide resources and a hotline these days, and that includes resources for doctors to call and get answers.
As to why you got different answers, these particular guidelines are new-ish. The endocrine ones came out this year and other stuff only got revamped about a year ago. Your doc and psych might just be working off old info.
Good luck anon. Glad I noticed your answer through the shitposting going on.
Yes, those are just breast buds. They usually grow at different rates. 99%.
It would be kinda funny if you got breast cancer right as your were starting to grow breasts so you didn't do anything about the lump and died, though.
Jesus christ, fuck off.
I don't know what I'm doing, sitting at this cafe.
I want to get out more and stop being a shutin, but what's the point if I'm too anxious to interact with anyone?
It doesn't help that I'm some manfaced half-woman that attracts looks of disgust or at best, curiosity.
I just sit here, looking at my phone, being alone. Being alone amid a sea of people in a busy cafe.
I wish I had something going on in my life. I moved out to Seattle to start anew, but all that's changed is I don't have any friends I can hang out with anymore. I'm trying out OKC and online dating, but the only thing I attract are gay men and straight women.
I don't see a light at the end of this tunnel.
This is entirely normal and unless you have high risks in your family you probably won't need to do tests for it until you're in your 40s, or at least that's what my doctor tells me.
Why do trannies think they deserve big dicks? You guys are not even half as attractive as normal girls. Most of you are filthy. Where does this 'high standard' mentality come from?
>Why are you on 4chan if you're completely normal?
Why are you so butt bruised hon? Last time I checked you can browse 4chan and be normal.
>muh trans lesbians
>muh 4chan culture
Dude you need to take a break from this place cuz you sound cray cray.
I dont want a big dick on my bf
6inches is best because Im bad at butt stuff and gag easily.
anything over 6 and i just wont be able to handle it and I feel like he wouldnt get very much pleasure
Because all these stacies here role play and take the extremely negative parts about being a woman and never the positive.
They are failed males that have mental disorders and choose to be everything they hate
You're right, animu is the ultimate fetish detector tbqh tbh
Thank you for your quick answer x3
Ohh I was sure the side was just a random thing ...
I must have a ton of blood going there ... damn..
I kinda laughed at that second part <.<
Thanks for you help too ^-^
I've never heard of any cancer in my familly so.. I guess I'll be alright :D
( I have over 20 years to worry about that .. that's great news ! )
i said normalfag, not normies you dum dum
before the whole /tlg/ thing it was
>mhm!! I watch most of those kind of things tbh
I just got into them fairly recently, but I like what I'm seeing so far. I should've gotten into reverse harems a long time ago lol.
Yeah I took the bait unfortunately. They laid it on too thick with the last one right above your post though though. oh well.
Thanks! I'll see about booking an appointment with him tomorrow. Here's to hoping I can just do everything through him. He's the one I'm comfortable around with medical stuff.
I'll probably write down that website address and give it to him just in case he needs it. I really hope I don't just get bounced back to that clinic to be put on a waiting list :(
buy a PC and start learning programming, web design, 3D modelling, animation, or some other PC-oriented discipline
>you can shitpost and learn at the same time on a platform far more conducive to shitposting than a phone is
>outside of your regular job, you only ever have to personally interact with the clerks at beer stores and grocery stores
>you end up with a portfolio for jobs that are (probably) in medium-to-high demand, where people don't really give a shit about anything but your skill as long as you're not a huge asshole who punches people for disagreeing with them
all you have to do is be able to plug logic together and compete on a wage:performance ratio with outsourced Indian programming agencies
you will live
I remember that feeling.
Not bait. Truth.
That actually breaks down all of Dollface's posts, and many like her.
Nothing wrong with having standards. But you and a lot of the girls here take it to a whole different level. Take a look at yourselves long and hard and ask yourselves why you think you are so deserving and why you put down a large majority of men.
wtf... I was able to fit my tit in my mouth
Hey MWB, I was actually thinking about you earlier (not in a weird way, I swear -- you started posting around the same time as I first joined, I hadn't seen your trip in awhile and you were posting some weird shit about oxy and your relationship with your mom).
Also you're another asian american in mtfg (except cheska and random anons) and wow you moved to seattle which is actually what I wanted to do.. but it sounds like things are still hard. I heard the Pacific Northwest was pretty LGBT-friendly, maybe you could try making friends within the LGBT community?
Re:passing.. i mean Angie just got FFS so there's still an option there. Idk. I feel like you're where I am going to be once I start transition and I want things to work out for you ;_;
we're all gonna make it, right?
i was just building on your memes fam
>why do i think i'm so deserving of dating a man i find attractive who's what i want
i mean..................... i think everyone deserves that?????????? what other level do you think i take it to that is so horrible????? lmfao
ohhh nice, yeh!! I'd be more interested in boys if they were like my animes tbh
have u seen amnesia??? or uta no prince sama?!?! ^^;;
also I never posted on /tlg/ I think I posted once cos they had a fashion thread and /mtfg/ was just ranting about vidya stuff one time, but otherwise I never really associated with anyone there even before they left
w-wow ppl talk about makeup now??? ^^;;;;;
>I thought someone was only a fetishist if they watched anime o.o;;
She's onto me >///>
I raise you another
0nl33 t3h [email protected]
what the fuck is with all the straight guys here all of a sudden? jesus fucking christ its girls only in here
Believe me, I am not offended. As disgusting as most of you are, I literally would not be surprised if 8 inches was not enough for your asshole. But if you seen how thick my dick was I think you would change your mind.
And it's not like you have a pussy. If you were a real girl with a real pussy, you would show respect for my dick.
do you notice it chronically because it's the only thing you have going for you?
i bring my intelligence and erotic compassion to my bj game but 50% chance you fucked up your chances of ever knowing what that's like
i don't have a garden shed but i do have a retractable awning over my back porch
and i raise you a C H I P E N K O
>tfw already a computer programmer working in software
having a job and being financially OK is great and all, but I don't want to live my life interacting with as few people as possible.
I *want* to meet people. I want to be in a relationship. I want to be around people that accept that I'm trans.
Hey anon, I think I remember you! I think you replied to me once saying you were in a similar position I was at some point? unless that was another asian American on mtfg.
Yeah I moved out here to get away from family and stuff, but I also kind of left all my friends behind.
Seattle is LGBT friendly, but only certain areas like Cap Hill which are kind of expensive to live in. Generally its nice, but if you're a hon (like I am when I present as female), you're still going to get a lot of looks.
FFS and getting past this seems too far away at this point... I'd like to say we're all going to make it, but I don't think I honestly can.
Oh kayla ! I need to thank you for telling me that I should use my Laptop in my bed to browse mtfg ..
like ... 2 weeks ago ...
(Even if it's breaking my sleep schedule <3 )
>tfw ur message hiding program randomly doesn't work with some pictures and u can't figure out why
a chipenko is pic related
a chipenko is a dota 2 esports god
so basically you're saying you're giving up a great bj even though i shaved my face so good you can slide against the grain and feel nothing but skin
in that case you should see a psych or something, i know how you feel fam and it's not easy to break the shell of chronic anxiety
o-oh no... pomf, what are we going to do on this thread?! o///o;;
well I started out talking about a vn and then we were talking about anime, I don't really hate on any media type
o-ohh, elanna has a bf now??? or a gf? o.o;;
u have a bf or gf?!
oh, how does it even work tho??
you would have had to have been lurking or on this board filled with tranny topics anyways to take the opportunity to speak your mind about your small dick. which let's be honest, every guy on the internet is above 7". what gets me about men like you is that your first defense is that we're not real women and should feel lucky that anyone wants us at all. meanwhile cis women don't want much of anything to do with you either and your only proof is pretending they do while you're posting in an tranny thread on a japanese inspired imageboard for weebs. you should feel lucky any woman would want to date a man who comes to threads like these or spends his time on a gay board.
Well like .. 2 week ago we were on plug.dj and I was complaining about my shit-phone ..
So you just told me : Why not use your laptop since you have one ...
Idk why I hadn't done it before but like ... thank's for giving me to motivation I guess ?
uncut 7 3/4 inches
>i would never browse 4chan on a desktop PC
>ask mom why she circumcised me
>"Because I didn't want you looking different from everyone else"
>leave the United States
>different from everyone else
Nailed it, mom. I guess it doesn't matter much now.
you remember me? :3
although that was like a month ago... how time flies.
yeah like bexe said maybe look into therapy? it can help a lot. hopefully you still aren't on oxy ... you were posting some scary stuff. :S
Angie seems pretty happy with her results, it might suck to be alone for that long but saving up for FFS shouldn't be too hard with a good job/insurance? and hopefully more hrt might help. but i'm sorry to hear that things aren't gelling as well as you hoped. but at least you're living life authentically. hopefully things turn out better.
Listen. It is true, every guy on the internet is above 7''. but I am not one of those guys. Lol. I am aware that my thick 8 inch cock is not the norm. I am about to post a pic to shut you men up. I got those Peurto Rican genetics going on. As for all the other nonsense, I can care less. Go complain to another tranny.
>has a huge dick
>is so confident in this that he goes on MtF general to post it
Bae, I probably had a bigger dick than you did before it got cut off.
A 15yo boy in my neighborhood keeps showing interest in me. He always compliments me, flirts, and even tells me when I see him skateboarding as I walk to work or run how pretty I am. He knows I'm transgender and is totally accepting of it.
It sucks because I'm 19 and he's the only guy who has shown any interest in me so far. Many guys my age and older guys I went to school with love to bully me, gossip, and treat me like shit.
Anyway last night I has a sex fantasy about the 15yo boy and woke up wet as if I had a wet dream. I don't masturbate since on HRT, since I don't want to ruin the effects that having a spike in testosterone might produce.
I woke up feeling guilty, as if I did something horrible, even though I had no control over the dream. I felt guilty like a pedo must feel. Ugh.
Does anyone else have underage boys showing interest in them?
fucking gross, go away you effeminate half nigger monkey. Also the fact you get upset that girls write off guys because they're small shows that you are butthurt about your tiny dick IRL kek. stay mad baby dick
Yeah I'm off oxy now, for good I think. oxy withdrawal... never again.
Yeah maybe I should start seeing a therapist again. I felt like my last one didn't really understand me, but maybe a different person would be good for me.
In any case, thanks.
What's going on with you now? What's holding you back from transition right now?
>desperately looks through dick rate threads to prove us all wrong
alright good luck with all that. i'm just saying, men are the minority, especially when it comes to being horny or wanting someone to fuck all the time. there's a reason yall whine on tinder and okcupid all of the time while even as transsexuals we can just go out and have sex whenever we'd like. you're really not all that desirable and as sad as it is most women will only consider you valuable based on what you provide. keep that in mind.
>having fun shitposting
>open a beer
>realise i have to be up in 8 hours for food bank volunteering
oh come on sheen, it will be on a plate or worst case it will land in the snow
Skype me, yes!
Sorry, mister and I getting drunk and doofing it up
Add me on skype?
you don't "be" with any women and you couldn't even scrounge up a fake dick pic to pretend to be superior with. i'm sure the grand total of 0 women would enjoy having me as their spokesperson for why you're a worthless fuckboy.
>disdaining poor people
you can go straight into the fucking trash
Bro, you talkin about shit you know nothing about.. Keep entertaining me.. I know you wanna see this dick but how am I supposed to get hard talking to men. Nigga gonna have to watch some porn
this guy yes, he's 17 and i'm 21
and anyway i don't feel anything for him,
Images are made up of pixels
Pixels have colour values
You change the least significant bits of the colour to whatever you want
Then you can send someone else the message, they can get the least significant bits of the colours of the pixels, and they can read your message
>needing porn to get even halfway hard
so basically you're poor with a tiny dick? you sure showed all of us. what a shame we missed out on this most glorious of opportunities.
>not having a Mac
Lel its like you don't even want to think different :^)
And I am the anon who always flirts with you and I think it's awesome that you spend time volunteering. You keep being you, except for that ban anons thing it's a little mean and some of us are people with feelings.
What's holding me back? Fear, I guess?
I'm not financially stable, I took the fall semester off of grad school (because I'm on academic probation cuz of depression) and am living at home right now. The old plan was to finish up grad school and get a good job but I feel less and less motivation to finish up.
Been going to therapy for a month which has helped a lot. My therapist has been helping me work out a lot of issues, and feels I should build up my mental wellness before I start transition and start rocking the mental boat. I'm inclined to agree. Have only come out to a few people/might come out to parents soon though. Although given that they're conservative Christian koreans that might be kiiiinda tough.
in short.. nothing holding me back but fear and self loathing, i guess.
i really want to start soon though since i'm already 25. and getting more and more unpassable by the day.
yeah i know it's not the same anon because that anon wouldn't be acting like you are rn
i can appreciate the occasional rightwing political concept, especially in terms of mass immigration, but hating on the poor is just fucking retarded no matter your left-right orientation, whether your concern is social or economic
sheen you will get a fork and it will be clean
i'm not some kind of eastern noodle savage
for computers i'm mostly like "think games"
let's start a co-op community kitchen and ban anons
>let's start a co-op community kitchen
Sure! I have experience with community gardens and running groups with collective decision making.
> and ban anons
We can start right after I cry myself to sleep.