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old bread >>5040907 →
Post the cringiest thing that has happened to you during transition, that thing that makes you wanna drink poison when you remember it.
So I met this guy at a club once. We were both pretty high, we spent the night making out and grinding on each other. Obviously I disclosed before doing anything.
We leave the club, he hears my voice, and he asks "wait, are you a transsexual?"
Turns out the club was too noisy, he didn't hear me, or it didn't register. We had gone pretty far. I'm glad he wasn't violent, but I was very very scared.
Oh fuuug only 2 hours till school I'm gonna go play firefight on reach! *nerd mode on* :B
It wasn't intentional, we were alone in the early morning when he found out, and we were both on drugs. I was absolutely terrified, I thought he might kill me.
Depends on genetics for healing and if I keep up with meds and massages..
unintentional is still kinda good b/c it just means you're passing
whenever Im in full fem mode, I always think about safety
when I'm on a running trail by myself and some guy asks if I need a hand, I literally freeze
No, the healers in mmo anime are pretty much spot on, there's only a select few that behave like in the bottom, and they're just denying their true nature.
Yeah, it does, but still, I had actually been harassed and threatened with violence on a bus only a month earlier, so I was still pretty shaken up.
Why would they ask if you need a hand btw?
Do exercises on muscle control. Swallow, hold your adams apple there (don't speak while doing this). This is similar to the motion that you do when you bring your voice forward. Also, speaking from the diaphragm is very important, it allows you to project a little.
In what way?
just like sounds horrible w/ what I presume is a horrible accent (although no one really hears their own accent right?)
I just have a lot of work to do on it I guess
Idk why you say you hate your voice so much it sounds really nice to me ;_;
>tfw too autistic and repressed to have experienced this if i had ever even been able to get into a group in the first place
Aussie accents are really nice, it's definitely not your accent. What's the issue with it? Intonation?
Most of my hate directed at my voice probably has to do with nerves. It's also in that middleground where I still get misgendered on the phone from time to time. I hate phones.
lol. I have the problem of not disclosing. But guys seem usually more concerned about their blue balls than me being trans by the time they learn. mwahahahahah. I just use guys as sex toys
JENNA how do i get a bf to lewd me
nope, I have a hat and sunglasses so I'm covered up
guys especially when they are exercising are thirsty, so they see a nice body, and all of sudden they become so nice/accommodating (imagine maki jogging by you)
I never got special treatment as a guy
dollface told me you should take advantage, but I don't agree
you pass w voice so that's special
I'm very jealous ;_;
That's kind of mean tbh
I don't like taking advantage of how nice guys get either, it feels wrong to me, but I have a personality that doesn't like to be pampered due to my gender. It happens rarely, but it does happen from time to time.
>imagine maki jogging by you
"Goddamn it maki, I heard you when you said you were all man a half kilometer ago, and a kilometer before that. I get it OK?"
i officially accepted my offer for the fancy nice accommodation
How's your day going?
Is it normal that my breasts don't really hurt or itch or anything? They're slightly tender when touched by something but even that feeling has decreased recently.
I'm almost 3 months now
>tfw no dick to worship
>tfw godless man on the seastone chair
im honestly not sure if im extremely lucky or if my therapist is just humoring me
>go in today to get my letter for my endocrinologist to start hrt on monday
>i imagine that you will have no problem passing after a year or so of hormones, people would have no idea!
>you won't need any voice work at all based on what i hear now, you sound like you could definitely be a girl!
i don't wanna get my hopes up tho
iktf, my doctor said my adam's apple isn't very big but I know she was just humoring me cause I'm pretty sure it's bigger than most cis guys' that I see
>therapist is telling me important things to consider when coming out
>need to use bathroom real bad, he notices
>"we can end early if you .. Need to go"
>mfw still want to hear his advice but something else wants to come out
I'm certain I want to transition to MTF, but my family would disown me. I'm on autismbux anyways, but my mom's my payee.
I want to move to a different city and transition, but I know that just on homones I'd be a gross hon. So what should I do? Is it possible to take out a loan and pay like 100 a month of 4 years? I already tried a credit union and they denied me due to no credit history.
Attitude - do you really want to come out? If it's difficult would that change your mind. Do you have the courage to live openly.
Knowledge - do you have the ability to answer their questions? We were discussing coming out to my parents. Do I have the knowledge to describe my reasons for being transgender (experience) and do I have the ability to answer their questions about what I want to do/how am I going to live/deal with discrimination etc in the future?
Skills - can I use my routines/support network to keep me grounded after possibly losing the major source of emotional/financial stability. E g still working out, keeping in contact with friends who I'm out to already, etc
It's not feigning honness if I legitimately feel poorly about my appearance and passability, it's my mind feigning honness :/
I have some work to do on that, so much of my self worth was tied to having a boyfriend that I basically fell apart after that ended.
I have abandonment issues
My worst nightmare (as a child) of being alone has become reality
I've learn to live in solitude (I work/function ok)
I wonder if I'm just a failed guy who is literally becoming the girl he never had
Not likely, I like flirting but I would much rather actually be having sex. Erp is a pretty poor substitute and describing what you'd be doing is awkward.
That's implying that I'm into him.
I used to worry about that too, and I definitely have abandonment issues. It's not an uncommon feeling, but I think that if you were actually a guy, you wouldn't care for taking steps towards being a girl. I don't think I ever asked where you were at the moment, are you transitioning?
ditto, I'll repeat he's become the boogey man for me
gives me that extra boost of energy when I blow by some dude on a run trail though,
I feel like I'm literally running for my life, kek
I have stuffed animals and puppets and I have no shame in admitting it
>where you were at the moment
is your email working?
You'll probably have to forward your emails to the address I initially contacted you from, the one you sent the emails to is an email that I don't access. Like ever. It has a ridiculously long password that's just random characters and symbols. It's just my Skype id
>tfw no kit to let use my shower ;~;
h-hi everyone who likes me and wants to say hi back.....!!!
anything fun happen today??? o.o;;
he has a gift for pandering and ingratiating himself and making girls feel good
I got caught in his net a few times, but I have a low tolerance for BS, so I was able to swim away
chaser rule 1
compliment and compliment some more
attract as much attention as possible by say anything and everything. To lie is perfectly ok
music is hard
dont ever do music
laser, no swelling, found out my workplace isn't discriminating against me for being a tranny, my manager is just a bitch to everyone, the cute guy that fucked me last week wants to meet up again and i sent nude pics to a couple of friends and didn't end up massively regretting it.
I weigh 127kg(280lbs) down from 132kg (292lb) this past week.
I'm doing it, I'm doing it.
well if you are the real umaru then hello how are you.
h-hi rikku how is life going?? hope u cheered up a little since yesterday <3
okies, I tried to do this music thing once, it was not a great idea tbh
oh gosh, that's a lot of crazy stuff going on there, hope work is okay and stuff ^^;;
oh wow that sucks, I hope that creepy guy isn't involved >.>;;
No, different class. I legitimately have no idea why I got a 0, it was complete, up to spec, and handed in 2 weeks early. I'll have to talk to the instructor. (._. )
>meet this cute pilot guy who used to work at nasa on okc
>is fine with me being trans
>offered to fly me over the city
yeah i know oddish can be a bitch sometimes.
like she doesn't know when to stop.
but that's no reason for maki to get away with shit like this.
maki doesn't even belong here and i think it's come to a point where we can all agree that he lies and manipulates girls and is just all around a shitty person.
i think we should put an end to this and reclaim what's left of mtfg... ;~;
but you like to toot occasionally
I know, its because I'm pathetic that I have to do it again and it was bad feels that fed back into themselves why I regained all the weight for various reasons.
have fun with nasa pilot bae?
btw I am trialing out using the word bae but I don't think it sounds right when I use it.
I spent.. 20h in bed, im gonna try to get some money then just go back to bed
im trying to think of the people I love the most, to feel better, but, well when they dont really love you back,its a p bad strategy lol
c'est la vie
hope you're doing good, i saw that you will meet elf anytime soon, thats cute
>classroom full of guys
>realize how fuckin feminine my mannerisms are compared to them
Stealth transitioning might be a bit harder than I thought . . .
Maybe some day it'll happen.
You're going about it the right way though. Don't be all sneaky-like. One person keeps trying to lure me to her town with promises of other events but I'm pretty sure she wants to touch my butt.
maki is a beast
maki is very observant and very accurate in describing people
it's so poor to point out ALL of someone's faults in public
and of course he's always got an excuse ready to back pedal, "oh it was the cocaine speaking and not me, tee hee"
h-hi pizza did elf just eat u?! o.o;;
how odd, did u not get any feedback, u should ask cos maybe he misplaced it and thought u didn't hand any in ...
ask him to fly u to the moon, and let u play among the stars?!?!?!? ^^;;
hiii!!! kit!!! >//////<;;
I talked to erin before, she sperging on about how wonderful u are!!! it's so cute <3
oh no, but what about the band...? :c
yeh iktf about ppl playing with ur feelings, it really sucks, I'm sorry ur getting hurt ;~;
at least u got some money tho, r-right?!
I hope we can snuggle soon yep!!!! ^///^;;
honestly that might be it because I can't imagine getting 0 for ANY assignment unless you either completely misinterpreted the question or handed it in like two weeks late or something
and you seem too intelligent to mess it up that badly tbqh
omg erinnn ahaha she is so lovely! you are both like sooo nice and amazing tho aaaahhh ^^
i hope all is well with you umaru!
oh no.... gasp!! o.o;;
in retribution I shall have to annex ur lips as a satellite state!!! <3
ugh being late sucks, but getting estrogen is good right??? if u didn't miss much I guess u should feel pretty content!! ^^
oh my, hopefully u don't regret it later on, or maybe u will be more open with partners now??
I was totally fangirl squealing irl tbh ^^;;
oh yeh, I shall cross all of my fingers and toes for u elanna, and hope for the best
I hope so too, my face is flushed super red and dunno if it's the meds or cuteness overdose, but I might have to lay down for a lil or get dizzy hehe
>wake up each day
>ctrl F maki
>Have to sort through everyone saying making
>mfw just watching
You know I can just leave. I think I've done enough damage to the general. You girls can have it I didn't want every thread about me. I know I have that charismaand im extremely interesting and attractive and funny but im not even here and the entire threads about me. Ill probably check back in every once in a while to say hey to the quiet ones that still like me.
If anyone still wants to keep in touch
You'd like that wouldn't you? ;)
Even though you hate me saying im manipulative and egotistical I don't take it to heart I just want to see you one day feel good about yourself and I want every girl here to feel good about themselves. I always support your posts even if they are anti me tbh...i don't think you hate me...
I know you were struggling with identity more than usual I hope you got it all figured out tbh
*lil rascals theme plays and it irises down on anne.*
Can you save us all the trouble and just come out already?
I know anna, I know.
By the way everyone I am a big doodoohead and I eat doodoo and I'm smelly and definitely not trans and definitely not a chaser and I just wanna eat your doodoos and put your girltinklers in my smelly bp
Please email me at
This will be my last post for the next 2 minutes
he has the weird ability to prop you up and make you feel good
at first it's vague, fake and superficial,
but if you let him in, he's like a virus that adapts and soon becomes more like kin
STAY AWAY FROM THIS CANCER MTFG
Soo Maki is like JENOVA from ff7 but with more fedora? Honestly his posts are so repressed and cringeworthy that I laugh at how ridiculous they are most of the time. But I agree hes outsyayed his welcome and needs to fuck off
Y-you can annex any part of me that you want o///o;
Ronnie need to be the official mtfg avatar his comics make me laugh so damn much
>tfw idktf because I hug my mom goodnight before I go to bed. ;~;
I've never flirted with you tbh...you were always doing your own thing and seemed happy doing it and I didn't think you needed the boost in confidence...a girl as pretty as you can get anybody tbqh...
Im an American hero now I can't do that.
Its almost like a random person on the internet is making a joke or something crazy concept huh?
Thanks sweetie youre pretty yourself.
Boogie if you ever have any issues regarding anything you know where to find me. Just know that this chaser is supporting you unironically the entire way tbh...you always did have a really funny sense of humor tbqh...you know the most about me...you do have a way with words that even this chaser gets tricked by sometimes...
But I don't want to come out of your bedroom im comfy here :3
Isn't that how you make friends?
I feel weird today. Like I just realized that I am actually changing, I thought hrt wasn't doing anything but I am so different then I was when I started. Mentally I am the same damaged person but physically I feel different. I can't do all the stuff I used to, in a way I feel crippled. The weirdest thing is how different my skin looks and feels and the fact I have boobs, it never really sunk in till now, I always wanted boobs but now I have them I feel like meh about it.
>tfw my impenetrable autism and baseline depression saved me from maki's repressed-transgirl chaser ways
b-but I'm not sure thats true
h-hi bexe mb you would like to chat on skype s-sometime?
i mean i can give you mine if you want. it's not like i WANT to chat with you or anything though >_>;
Lol I have never even talked to Maki ever I just dislike him a lot and want him to leave
>mfw always anon
it's cool. it actually made me laugh a lot. and it sounded a lot like something I would post. i'm just glad you responded so I could tell you that.
this tbh >>5043491
I like you're autism and weebness
I've heard a lot of people mention they feel a lack of energy after they start hormones. You don't have the energy or strength you did as a guy so you're gonna have to get used to it.
If you were anywhere near me, I would break you, and not in ways you would want.
yeh ronnie was just looking for an excuse tbh
>don't have the money
so no all EXPENSES PAID catalina weekend getaway:(
Our results suggest that vitamin D supplementation might increase testosterone levels. Further randomized controlled trials are warranted to confirm this hypothesis.
You're nice to me everywhere else :3
Im nice to you everywhere :3
I think you're just afraid of being nice to me here but sometimes you're nice to me here.
Tbh I thought it was pretty funny tbqh
I think that I have to have a thick skin to keep still posting. I wasnt even going to post today either...
You should keep posting anon you make me laugh. Are you the anon that copypasted my going away and memed with it? Made me laugh I even made one also
Its ok because im already broken tbh tbqh :^)
btw its 11 weeks to crimbus
ever since you pulled this shit i'm done with you. and i'm done with anyone who sides with you. fuck off.
This doesnt look like penis at all : (
ohayou gozaimasu sheen-chan
aw jeez i don't deserve this but ty fam .3.
kit and one day chelsea i-i've got skype but i like never use it, i'm mostly just on steam >_>
it's not like you HAVE to let them chase you, but if you want to level up your trip then being chased is part of the deal
My cousin said it was fine to visit and she is giving the dates for me to go. I will most likely fly up there so no car, but hopefully I can get dropped off down town and go visit people. Would anyone like to meet up in Seattle? This will happen in two to three weeks and I will most likely stay a week or two. I might eventually move up there a month or two after that or I could just never come home lol.
>want to smoke to feel a little better
>don't want to make my room smell like piss and the walls to go yellow
>it's cold outside so can't go out to do it
I should tell my mom I smoke but she's gonna be so disappointed in me.
>tfw hormones do actually work
no he bullied oddish and she's been having trouble with her crush or something and he focused on that shit and basically called her out on everything and got real with her when it was uncalled for.
he also misgenders girls from time to time like sheen but only behind their backs. he's disgusting tbqh and I wish he'd stop posting here. he's dating a cis girl now supposedly. so it doesn't make any sense why he keeps posting here.
mine were sensitive at a week to two weeks, painful at 3 and at 4 weeks (right now for me), just touching or knocking anything into them hurts like hell. they feel tingly/itchy constantly but particularly an hour after my e pill for a few hours. wearing the wrong clothes chafes, i pretty much have to wear a bra
knocking something into my budding breasts feels like guys say getting hit in the balls feels like (i've been hit in the balls before and it doesn't feel like much to me) the whole collapse/faint/vomit thing. goddamn it hurts
>get attacked by absolutely everyone saying disgusting things to me at all times
>How dare you insult back!
She called me a little dick autist first and has been for weeks randomly out of nowhere than gets butthurt when I say something back. I didn't even bully her first she started the entire thing.
How many people have I just bullied for no reason.
The thing with sheen was a complete accident. Me and sheen talk all the time. But here you go lying again. Go tell people I wanted your pretransition photos because that's what im into. Im only an asshole to the ones who start it with me. You lied SO much about me.
I might dI steam if it has a mobile app tbqh fam
whats it like to have a boyfriend?
or to have sex with a boy... I am legitimately asking here, i'm not trying to make a joke.
I don't think I'll ever be able to do either and I just want to know.
kawaii sharks best sharks
it is going to be a long two days until my mom gets back sitting in a hot room. He might be able to walk to a store but I have the car keys to both my car, the van, and his car so it will be pretty hard for him to walk three miles down the canyon and to a 711 to buy beer. He can walk another mile to get to a liqueur store though.
Sigh, fucking alcoholics
erin is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice n_n
she is tbqh, but also you are too tbqh. ;~;
and so is ricky...
>dad is on vacation
>has been drunk for the last three days straight
>Finally had enough of this shit
>take all the alcohol to my room
>find all the gun ammo in the house
>took a bunch of water and food to my room
>a few empty bottles
that is the before post
Gn everyone btw
Fins can have guns?
I only have a Zastava m48 with a few bullets in my room, but I think I might put it out in the shed because depressed trannies don't need to be around shit like that.
I focus on life one day at a time fam
>tfw I have no pc, internet, or cable at home
H-Heh casuals the lot of you ;____;
Devil trips confirm.
I miss you tbh, I've been bottling it up.
mfw reading that
pretty girls here have trouble finding boyfriends
what chance do I have..
>I wish I had more ( ._.)
I only have three, you posted one and I posted another so this is the only other one I have
i would kill for this body
how in the fuck do I get mine to look like that?
Are you b8ing me? <__<;
No pc master race! ;___;
Oh, well mind is short for Melissa. I have had it since I started going by Melissa five years ago.
I figure he is going to get up in about two hours and discover all the alcohol in the house is gone and yell at me to go get some more. After I refuse he will be mad at me for a good four hours until he sobers up, then he will realize when he is sober enough to drive that I took the keys and well. By that time i would have barricaded the door. Hopefully he sees the light and realizes it is not a good idea to be drunk for a week straight, but who knows. This has happened to me before and it lasted for four days. I just sat in my room and had to use piss bottles to ensure I didn't have to leave it while he was pissed off at me. I would live and go to my aunt's house or something, but I don't want to leave my dad alone. Kind of it a bad spot fam. I am not worried for any psychical harm or anything and he has never so much as laid a finger on me in my entire life, but I just want to ensure he doesn't do anything stupid.
I take it you are a no go for Seattle? It is fine, if i end up living up there and my cousin is cool with it you can stay with us for a few weeks while you find a place.
hitler gave me a $10 amazon gift card to help me buy a mic tbh, tho $10 amazon is worth a lot less than a C2D PC and doesn't need a real address
>mfw eating an elk burger
How have i never tried this before???
Also, is it normal to spend $20 on a burger?
Also, how was everyone's day :3
>I just feel worried about going because you were talking about sex stuff and drugs and I don't need any trouble.
kek, I have not drunk in almost a month and I haven't had sex in almost six months. Well whatever Kayla it is a shame you don't trust me. I mean even if I wanted to do drugs, which I don't, my cousin would be pissed off since she is one of those people who drinks maybe 12 beers a year.
>go to target for two things
>end up in changing room
>spend half an hour hating myself
>shoulders, chest, Adams apple, arms all disgusting
>power through it
>200$ on clothes and hair stuff
Fuck, but... yay?
Sure ! Um I'll give it to you if you have an email or Skype. I dun wanna give it out here :c
>implying I'm not biscum like Korra
Ban anon tbh
>Neve Campbell is so pretty
>whenever she's on screen with the boyfriend it's a reminder that I'm built more like him than her and I'll always be a man
brb, buying Ghostface mask and stabbing myself to death
>spending money on clothes
>not just being naked 24\7
its not so bad. i mean i've kinda forgotten what it feels like and all that so i guess that makes it easier?
>paying for flight internet
nigga you are getting cuck considering it is a short flight and the internet doesn't work well.
>inb4 the plan already landed and you were just taxing on the runway posting from your phone while you wait for the plane to get to the gate.
wait i can make a wish to become maguka? i'll be a witch if it means ill be a cis grill tbh.
also wizard is unisex. if you really wanted the grill version of it it would be a sorceress
>tfw my programming instructor doesn't find my excessive over engineering of his introductory code funny, and seems to dislike me for being a smartass