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My nipples have grown a bit on bicalutamide and raloxifene. Like, they have bigger radii now, if that makes sense. Is this a sign that I'm getting tits?

>>8775400
Are your nipples sore or feel more sensitive?

No that sounds really stupid but also cute.

I'm scared/grossed out of the stuff showers are made of. We never used to really clean ours much growing up and they were all gross and yellow so I always washed in the sink.

>>8775167
No.

Sometimes I just drink a glass of milk, everyone thinks im weird. Milk is delicious.

...WTF, WHY?

>>8775043
>I mean who cares as long as you look attractive
That's what it's all fucking about in the end ain't it. Those delicate cis sensitivities.

>>8775043
Yes. Why has no anti-AGP been able to persuade me?

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>>8775043
The only people who care are people who feel threatened by trans people, or bitterhons who want to illegitimize other people to make themselves feel better.

i just imigine that its only gonna get better, im like like sick for now. It helps a little. Still when im intimate sometimes i have to stop and cry or just completely breakdown.

>>8774591
suicide usually works

I dont quiet understand what your problem is and what you are trying to express...
can you restate it with more detail?

That's fucking retarded. Some wanker writer must have gotten high and mixed up the crab mentality concept with the boiling frog concept and came up with this retarded dramatic-sounding monstrosity.

If you throw any living thing into a pot of proper fucking boiling water, that shit's dead. Lid or no lid it aint fucking getting out. And lobsters are not smart enough on a good day to build ladders, let alone being able to fucking co-ordinat that as an entire group in the split second they have between realising they're in a pot of boiling fucking water and fucking dying because they're in a pot of boiling fucking water.

This guy probably also thinks crabs 'scream in pain' when you cook them, instead of just steam shooting through their shells to make them whistle like a tea kettle.

Christ I hate that show.

>>8774630
Further reading:

>Crab mentality, sometimes referred to as crabs in the bucket (also barrel, basket or pot), is a way of thinking best described by the phrase, "if I can't have it, neither can you."[1] The metaphor refers to a bucket of crabs. Individually, the crabs in the story could easily escape from the bucket, but instead they are described as grabbing at each other in a useless "king of the hill" competition which prevents any from escaping and ensures their collective demise.

>The boiling frog is a parable describing a frog being slowly boiled alive. The premise is that if a frog is put suddenly into boiling water, it will jump out, but if the frog is put in tepid water which is then brought to a boil slowly, it will not perceive the danger and will be cooked to death. The story is often used as a metaphor for the inability or unwillingness of people to react to or be aware of threats that arise gradually.

Lesbians are horrible people. If they can not be happy they want to drag everyone down with them. What do you expect, they are women after all.

Then don't transition

Yeah, some FtMs are. Unless it's so intense that you think you'd be unhappy transitioning (which I've personally never heard of happening to an FtM), then you should probably just transition and find someone to treat you like a girl in bed.

Could be that you've been "trapped" in a female role too long and you had to find a way to eroticize the female role to cope with dysphoria.

>>8774350
Thinking about this more. I put off starting T for a long-ass time; and in retrospect, it was probably partially because of some low-key "AGP"-type feelings. I was pretty anxious about losing a femboy look, or being attractive to people in a feminine way even though I don't actually think of myself as being feminine in personality or whatever at all.

In reality, it's turned out great. Like, I thought I would hate having body hair and such, but I actually liked it when it grew in and I definitely don't want to look fem at all anymore. So T might fix your "AGP" too, that's another possibility. You might shift away from wanting to be fem in any situation.

Starting T at a low dose and seeing how you feel might give you more of a clue.

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>>8774265

GO BACK TO TUMBLR.

>>8774277
perhaps you're right
she's czech, so she probably just doesn't understand the negative connotation that comes with the word

>>8774265
What's the issue?

When we moved, she threw a lot of stuff out. I mostly lost the desire to dress. Around 14 I discovered porn. I quickly discovered I only got off on lesbian porn at first, then later tried gay porn, which I also got off on at the wanking and sucking stages, then turned off at the anal. To this day, I've never found straight porn hot, aside from those POV videos from the woman's perspective...I'd dress occasionally but mostly forgot about it.

I lost my virginity with a stranger at 17. I found the whole thing jarring and weird, aside from eating her out which she loved. We 69'ed, which was amazing. I got a girlfriend not long after, and the desire went away entirely for some time. I found straight sex always awkward, but oral and 69s really did it for me. I think it helped her act out lesbian fantasies too, especially as we would sometimes watch lesbian porn together.

I ended up with depression due to other circumstances 4 years into the relationship and it put a strain on us. She stayed with me one night and we tried to shake up our sex life, she brought some really sexy lingerie from Ann Summers and but it didn't really help us. The next day after she went to work. I tried it on myself. It felt electric all over again.

We split some time after. My fantasies ran a little wild in my single days. I arranged to meet up with a guy for sex but wimped out. I got hold of a dildo to sate my oral sex fantasies, staying male sometimes, dressed sometimes. It got me off a few times but I ended up throwing it away.

I found love at last and I'm still with her, we now live together and mostly share all of our quirks and kinks but I've always kept this one to myself. She works evenings sometimes, and I quite regularly find myself watching lesbian porn, or sometimes tranny porn. I got into watching crossdresser transformations. I started dressing again recently, especially since we're similar heights and sizes. I fit into a lot of her clothes.

Lately, I've started to question it all. Is it just erotic? I don't always get horny, but I often masturbate before I get undressed and take the make-up off. It's not all the time. I've noticed lately that I lust after the female characters in the shows I watch, but it isn't always that I want THEM, sometimes I'm desperate to BE THEM. Daenerys. Cersei. Sansa. Michonne. Black Canary. Supergirl. Felicity Smoak. To the point where I've even considered buying cosplay gear for them. A friend started transitioning a while ago, and I saw how much happier she was for it. I started looking at MtF before and afters online. Began obsessing over Laura Jane Grace, Mina Caputo and my favourite, Marissa Martinez. I even decided on a name if I ever transitioned.

Where the fuck is my brain at, 4chan. Did a test the other day and it told me I'm AGP, but it mostly asked leading questions which focused on sexuality.

Pic isn't me. Obvs.

I resisted the feels of this being tl;dr and read it all but hold the fuck up
You discovered porn a fucking 14? Fucking hell that's late.

From a psychological standpoint, there could be experiences and/or things you saw as an infant to a small child that left engraved impressions and curiousities in your head. As an infant the brain is obviously more impressionable, so much to the point that the assumptions and understandings developed early on stay engraved in the mind beyond that point of youth, which often creates pre-dispositioned views and feelings about things like love, fetishes, priorities, and sexuality.
There's also the scientific standpoint that one's brain may be developed differently in a way that it'll process and function differently than that of standard brains. My closest friend is gay as fuck, and he says that straight sex just never naturally excited him, whereas gay sex pretty much immediately appealed to him (when watching porn, I mean). In your case you explored your curiousity and expanded upon it. It became a primary focus it seems. I think.

I don't really know. I'm lacking sleep.

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Run, boy.

This red pill pile of shit forum will cradle you to her bosom, then lull you into complacency only to drown you in creeping depression.

Run.

>>8774102
it is mostly transbian mtfs
a few ftms but they tend to be invisible.
a few dykes in cislesgen
maybe a gay guy stops by now and then
a raid from /pol/ every couple of hours

it is okay but honestly there are way better places

>>8774102
Other sites with leftist majorities devolve into hugboxing. We're honester here but bitter too. But we do help each other, in practical not emotional ways. Pre-T FTMs playing handsome husband in makeup and nails are AAPs. What orientation are you? What did you get kicked out of school for?

If the festival was for women and he's no longer a woman, then there's no reason he should go. Why is this hard? Fuck, I will never understand the trans men who continue to try to be part of some "lesbian" community or all-girl's school or whatever voluntarily: it's for women. Wtf are you doing?

>>8774097
abloobloo, the big bad terfs actually shit on an afab
if only you'd stood up against transphobia and female supremacism aka feminism early

>>8774117
I was never promoted as a lesbian event, it was never promoted as a women's event, it was a QUEER folk festival.

>>8773896
pretty accurate
t. Chad Homosexual BF

>>8773896
>has bombed every gay pride event in his city
I laffed

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>>8773896
wrong board faggot. this is /tttt/.

>>8773874
It's pretty common, yeah

It's just something that happens when your skin is growing quickly

>>8773874
More pics like that?

>>8773874
You'll have them for life now, my butt is covered in stretch marks.

You can try to stop more forming by stretching the skin from the sides of your ribs forward gently and repeatedly. Whether it helps I'm not sure, but that's what I've heard.

>>8773870
No, but twinkhons make excellent femboys.

>>8773870
>dat receding hairline
>dat obvious 30 y.o. manface

I'd bet this mothefucker is a transbian with 2 children from a previous marriage.

>>8774124
>30
More like 50. I'm 30 and I still look the same I did when I was 18.

Cuntboys are a fetish and nothing more

>>8773727
But if they are fetish how the hell do you get dick up for vagina if you only like penis

I'm into it as a hair-brained solution to being a faggit that can't procreate.
But real ftm always have that latent femininity which sort of ruins it and they probably don't want to get pregnant anyway.

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>>8773303
AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>>8773303
bump

>>8773303

Why hide your HIV status from family that you live with?