>sleep nude
>wake up
>literal shit stain on the bed
>clit gets hard
What's happening to me? Am I AGP?
>>7802791
Isn't your "clit" supposed to get hard in the morning? Although not after hormones, so that is a bit weird. Also, why are you shitting the bed?
>>7802832
If I knew that I woudn't start a thread
>>7802865
See a medical professional.
Does anyone else have this problem?
I work in a hellish wagecuck grocery store job and pretty much spend my time thinking if I should bite the bullet and become a hon, I am 6ft.... but don't have a fridgebod and small feet and hands...
but all of a sudden while I am throwing shit on shelves I see a 6ft 4 person walk past me wearing female clothes and long hair, I kind of autistically speedwalk to the end of the store so I can walk back up and get a look at their face, they're a literal 40 year old hon trying to wear tween clothes.
Is being a hon the only choice or can you suppress it?
I think the only way I will ever transition is if I win the lottery and can be a sugar momma hon.
>>7802627
>small feet and hands
How old are you? It might be worth it to start HRT, even if you're gonna be in boymode, just to preserve those and make sure you don't get taller.
>>7802627
You have only one choice. Kill yourself.
>>7802627
You can be over 6'0'' and still pass, how does you face look?
pic related
What's the suicide rate on this board?
>>7802435
100%
>>7802448
Can confirm - I'm posting from hell
>>7802435
Well it is 90% for LG and 90% for BT, so 180% across the board. :/
How do I get over the self hate I feel for being a faggot? How do I stop feeling shame about it every time someone finds out or knows what I am? How do I stop feeling ashamed for being effeminate?
I love how I am yet at the same time I can't even leave the house without feeling intense shame over the fact that anyone who looks my way will instantly recognize me as a faggot.
>>7802433
Then try to be more masc, what's the problem here
>he's fem
>>7802433
Try breathing meditation exercises or maybe hallucinogenic drugs. Actually try both. It should help you to gain perspective on your feelings. Once you understand yourself better you can rid yourself of the baggage.
>>7802454
I don't want to be masc is the problem.
It's not even natural to me, I've always been effeminate. When I try to speak in a normal masculine manner I always quickly wind up shifting back to sounding effeminate without even realizing it.
>>7802464
I've been finished with psychedelics for about 4 or 5 years now.
Just took my first estrogen pill (2mg of estradiol + 100mg spironolact). Are there any effects that I should look out for in the short term? (as in within a month)
>>7801950
Well if you're trutrans you will start to feel a lot better
>>7801963
So dysphoria will significantly go away? How quickly could I see the effects?
>>7801963
Not necessarily. AGP + Placebo effect.
Let's talk about your sexuality and how it transfers into the bedroom, /lgbt/.
I would like you to tell me your
>sex and/or gender
>sexual preference
>age
>sexual experience/number of romantic partners
>how you behave in sexual situations (including fantasies) eg. dom, sub, switch.
>any fetishes that take the forefront during masturbation
>sex and/or gender
Male
>sexual preference
Bi
>age
21
>sexual experience/number of romantic partners
Virgin, only one LDR boyfriend who made out and cuddled with me on our first and last meetup.
>how you behave in sexual situations (including fantasies) eg. dom, sub, switch.
I'm submissive with women, but I'm a dom with bois.
>any fetishes that take the forefront during masturbation
Well whenever I do fap to het, I tend to gravitate towards netorare and small penis humiliation stuff. In the gay realm it's almost always with femboys or traps.
>sex and/or gender
non-binary genderqueer
>sexual preference
pansexual
>age
23
>sexual experience/number of romantic partners
many from many races and genders
>how you behave in sexual situations (including fantasies) eg. dom, sub, switch.
i believe stongly in chakras and auras and try to engage sexuality as an extension of spirituality by using different yoga positions during intercourse, as well as extended eye contact and mantra chanting
>any fetishes that take the forefront during masturbation
i will often express worship to the moon and sun goddesses as i stimulate my earlobes with a healing energy quartz crystal
>>7800337
>sex and/or gender
Female/woman.
>sexual preference
Heterosexual.
>age
Thirty.
>sexual experience/number of romantic partners
Normal sex in a few different positions and sometimes oral. My husband is my only romantic partner.
>how you behave in sexual situations (including fantasies) eg. dom, sub, switch.
Sub mostly, sometimes on top or talking dirty.
>any fetishes that take the forefront during masturbation
Just thinking about my husband and myself.
Need to figure out how to get hormones while homeless... Might find out on Saturday. :)
AND... I don't visit this board too often. Is a thong too dirty for this one or should it be posted? (V Tattoo)
I honestly don't care about the breast size too much, anymore; but I still want those curves... Not too dysphoric, I just wish I had the curves... All my fat goes to my gut.
._.
>>7799955
Nice dubs, faggot. Didn't even notice that shit...
Samefagging. :/
i am actually a fucking tranny
>>7799528
Same with me but I'm doing my best to repress
>>7799528
So?
>>7799543
i am incapable of leading a normal life
>tfw very obviously trans and not in the cute petite way either
>caveman-tier bone structure that can only be solved by surgery I'll never have the money for
>tfw generally ugly too
how am I supposed to love myself when introspection or reflection results in immediate physical disgust?
any time I'm aware of myself and not dissociated through drugs feels like suicidal depression crossed with trypophobia.
>>7797686
whats your contact OP? can we talk? (before this thread is down)
>>7797686
What the anon said, fancy chatting?
Disc:Lamana#7953
I'm 18, figured out I was gay not too long ago. Haven't really talked to anyone about it.
Although I can't really feel okay with it for some reason. Like feeling somewhat suicidal sometimes.
I just think I'd feel betraying to myself if I ever 'came out' to my parents or ever had to introduce a boyfriend, like i'd obviously be the bottom or lesser or something. I don't really know why I feel this way, was bullied a little for being "gay" in middle school, didnt really care back then but just makes me feel worse now. Even thought I was into girls but realized I just wanted to be friends.. Just wish I was straight mostly.
I think I'm fairly attractive too, I get a lot of attention from women, but I just feel inadequate when I never have any feelings for any who try to hit on me. Feeling even worse when I get feelings for a guy I see..
What's wrong with me? Is it because I feel submissive? I feel like shit right now..
also should mention i think my parents know i'm gay but i'm too much of a pussy to actually talk to them about it..
I've had pretty much the same experience as you, only I actually dated girls in high school, and for real just let the stigma roll off you, and it's not easy it'll take a while at first, a year after I finally "understood myself" I still couldn't even say 'im gay' outloud, it was a whole lot retorical arguments with myself , trying to convince myself that wasn't attracted to guys, but I just liked the sex, then it was I'm only into "some" guys, then it was okay I'm definitely at least bi...And so on. For real just start telling yourself the truth, then (eventually mind you) you'll be able to tell someone out loud, and after that point the stigma pretty much roll off you, you'll stop caring as much (granted you should tell someone you trust).
When I told my friends they really didn't have more than two words to say about it, it's not that big a deal for everyone else but you, trust me that's been my experience.
very green edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• maeve's thread
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Old Thread
>>7801549
>>7802919
post rare mokous
>>7802922
yeah but black people can use the n-word so why can't trannys to each other?
dicks out
Which pic should I send my bf of 1week?
>>7797642
Left one but wearing lipstick.
>>7797648
Watashi wa arigatō senpai!
>>7797726
kawaii,
Are there early transitioner AGPs?
>>7797015
Explain this, then.
>>7796992
One that came out at 12 came to AGP general some threads ago. There was also a 14 year old asking for help some months before that, but the jealous crabs-in-a-bucket types ran her off and she sought help from transhelpgen or hrtgen.
I've never believed the "AGPs all transition late because their dysphoria starts only after the fetish has time to build" because I'm AGP myself and the desire to transition preceded any AGPs fantasies I had. I may not have transitioned early, but that explanation has never fit with my experience and just seems to be a magical hand-wave explanation for something that is multifactorial.
>>7797020
This person is obviously TruTrans
ask a 19 year old transwoman named holly anything, yo,
>>7793620
How did you come out to your parents? Were they accepting?
>>7793620
How long on HRT?
>also mtf
>also 19
>also named holly
Do you wanna' fight or something?
>be me, a European mtf
>RLE (living full-time) for 12 months minimum is a requirement for HRT/SRS
>doc is cool and puts me on HRT straight away
>i have to promise i'll start dressing more fem
>fast forward 1.5 yrs, i wear andro clothes and everything's fine
>doc compliments me and says i look like a woman
>i don't think so doc. fucking_hugboxers.avi
>now at 2 yrs i am scared of going outside and can't wear anything but loose boy's clothes (again)
>scared doc will find out
>scared he will take my hormones away
what should I do, oh god!
>>7792029
How would your doctor even findout? Just wear a dress and some rainbow stockings or something every time you go see him lol
>>7792029
>what should I do
for a price anon, i can solve your problems.