OK so I wanna know what things your into, but there is a catch. It has to be something that has to be separate from other sexual things or something that betrays your sexual preference in another person.
I'll start with myself as an example.
I think boots are hot, but I don't like feet.
I like a muscle guy aesthetic, but I'm not attracted to it. I like the femboy or twink look. I just wanna be a muscle guy.
Pic related is what I want to look like, but I don't want to date someone like this. Plus the boots are hot.
>>8016490
Shameless self bump
>>8016490
One-piece swimsuit under a jacket.
>>8016490
I'm attracted to this kind of guy and want to look like this, but never will coz 5'9 60 kg twinkmode babyface
Life is pain :C
I'm pretransition but have an appt. with UCI's gender diversity program for hrt.
I'm like 85% sure I'm trans but want to go on hormones to before my body gets any more fucked (I'm 19 mtf). I'm also pretty sure once I'm on hormones that my dysphoria will be pallliated.
Thing is though, sometimes I use my old pronouns by accident and this freaks me out. Does anyone else experience this?
You have used them your whole life... It takes a while for you to break the habit too.
Also it will help but I am sorry to say dysphoria never really goes away.
>>8016348
>Also it will help but I am sorry to say dysphoria never really goes away.
??
>>8016320
>UCI's gender diversity program for hrt
UCI gives you HRT?
Surely there must be a solution other than transitioning or committing suicide.
there's not. you'll stay like this forever.
>tfw too afraid to make the decision and just postpone it while envying actual transitioners
Wear makeup and grow your hair out but stay in boymode
>>8016302
The problem is dysphoria, not AGP.
>at the bar, on the prowl for dick
>spot a tiny cute manlet. That'll do.
>"I should probably mention I'm trans."
>would've called it anyway, idc
>get back to my place, have a few more drinks
>decide to get it going
>he asks for lube
>go a bit wtf, thought that they self-lubricate
>lube anyway
>barely get the tip in, manlet squeals
>try again bit slower, still whimpers
>can't get the fucking thing in, obviously hurts too much
>then he fucking starts crying
>like ugly snot-and-tears sobbing
>profusedly apologising and muttering something that he thought that he could but he can't
>just kinda try to pat him and be civil and not get snot on me
>clings to me like a fucking sloth
>still sobbing and apologising, he mutters something and starts going down on me
>at this point too scared to stop him
>fear boner engaged
>manlet proceeds to suck me off while crying
>tears and snot on my knob
>I finish, he cries himself to sleep
>gone when I wake up next morning
>haven't seen him around since
>mfw it's been like tree weeks and I still don't know what the fuck to think
trans as in ftm? that's pretty hetero bro
>>8016247
Where do I find cute manlets
>>8016247
I am confused, you're on the prowl for dick, you're trans, but you're topping?
And you thought assholes self lubricate? Only vaginas do that....
>inb4 "fuck off furshit"
Edition
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Elanna thread
Old: >>8015451
anime is comfi
>>8016214
Fuck off furshit
i brushed my teeth only to realize there was still a can of iced tea in my room and now i'm suffering because it tastes bad :(
Why do ftms have such high expectations of masculinity when they have no idea what it's like to live as a man?
>>8015809
Fiona out of curiosity why do you hate ftms so much that don't conform to your idealized femboy aesthetic?
>>8015843
They have a greater opportunity to become femboys than cis males but they reject that to become smelly little meatballs with birthing hips. It's disgusting.
>>8015809
Why do mtfs have such high expectations of femininity when they have no idea what it's like to live as a chick?
what is the endgame of being a MtF tranny? Do you think that straight, regular guys will go after you, and you'll get married to them and have a normal life? Do you expect them to suck your dick or fuck you while your balls are tucked underneath your legs? Or even if you got your balls and penis cut off, do you expect a well-adjusted man to find your fucked up pussy attractive?
If you just want to get your dick sucked by a man, why don't you just be gay or bisexual instead?
>>8015670
b-but i'm a transbian, anon...
i don't even like men, i think penises are gross.
>>8015670
is that from the movie velvet goldmine?
>>8015670
I don't want to cut my dick off but I also don't want to use it.
My endgame doesn't have anything to do with sex, you should read up on what gender dysphoria is.
I'll just leave this here.
>>8015540
Blair White was attacked by her roommate?
>>8015549
https://youtu.be/Xjbm63K7V-E
>>8015540
but all of the sexy early transitioners are radfems and leftists, or are engaged in theory and activism that isn't totally based around being a nasty "cool" and "funny" cuckquean.
besides, there's literally no such thing as an attractive late transitioner and to suggest otherwise is just numale antics.
am i here
>>8015532
Please do!!!!
>>8015532
Dare, double dare, triple fucking dare!!! Do it faggot.
>>8015532
To kill yourself live on stream tbqh
t. edge pro
Tfw Orbiter Edition
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Elanna thread
•I'm really bored rn and couldn't think of a good edition. Sorry ;-;
Old: >>8014523
stirner thread
Edgelord posting edition
>>8015438
What was it? :3
>>8015447
I can't wait until I get SRS so I can wear a packer
My standards have fallen so astronomically low, that I now am willing to fuck virtually anyone.
I've been repressing for so long and even trying to get bf's/gf's in any avenue available to me that I simply do not care anymore.
the reason I was repressed?
I was religiously monitored to not have a bf or gf by my entire community. Cousins, siblings, friends in school, Highschool, university, in my class, at work, everywhere. Even different cities.
What do I do? I have no bf or gf to give emotional support, no close friends that aren't snitches and no family to turn to for help/support regarding my sexuality. I only find solace here because nobody knows who I am.
I've been thinking of suicide recently, but even though my family can be dicks, they aren't bad people, they care. Is there a way I can die and it not appear to be a suicide?
Should I post this on /adv/ I'm not too sure.
damaged goods.
>>8015365
You have to learn to love yourself and not be so clingy, no one wants to be with a clingy person.
>>8015405
I don't think of myself as being clingy. I just hate being alone, and not able to do what I want to do. If I had the freedom to do it, I'd be much happier. But as time goes by it's just becoming more and more obvious, I'll never have that freedom, and will always be a commodity, not to be respected or loved but to be exchanged for whatever, I cannot live that life, and there's no one to save me from it. Every attempt has been shot down, I don't stand a chance.
I have no one to talk to and it's driving me insane.
• Informed consent providers: [dead link]
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
also don't forget to take one of these -> (hugg)
reminder not to give anyone (You)s so they stop posting
>ywn be this cute
are we talking about my shoulders?
I've tried Grindr with not much luck, and half the guys that like me usually don't have the same interests so the conversations get a bit stale cause im a socially awkward twit.
What can I do to get a bf? Please help me guys (and girls).
Try being a femboy
>>8014417
same boat desu
also being 22 doensnt help, they all want younger guys
i just want a cute bearded hairy chubby gamer nerd bf who likes nerdy things but isnt "im such a nerd xd"
I wanna play videogames with him, cook, watch anime/series/movies, play d&d, have a monogmous relationship, make out and cuddle
>>8014496
>also being 22 doensnt help, they all want younger guys
yikes
Should trans people be exterminated for the good of 99.7% of the human race? Even if all trans people died, it wouldn't affect the state of humanity and none of those trans people were going to reproduce anyway.
>>8014402
probably, many of us think enslaving/exterminating the cis population is the best solution to humanity's problems
>>8014402
I'd like to die desu. Being alive isn't fun.
>>8014402
If we kill everyone who promotes violence, there'll be paradise on earth
>Malcom X protects homosexuals
>Stalin introduces anti-discrimination laws and abolishes gender as a construct in the USSR
>Lening legalized all forms of LGBT expression
>Mark Ashton, actual gay communist and founder of Lesbians and Gays Support the Miners.
Communism seems to be the most LGBT-friendly ideology. Any thoughts on that?
One of the many reasons communism does not work in reality.
>>8014326
Daily reminder sodomy was banned in the USSR until 1991
>>8014335
Which was defined as the raping of children.