Why haven't I ended my life yet? No matter how hard I try, I know I'll never be a girl. I dont even have a chance at passing either.
>>8260046
iktf I have opes some miracle will happen and I pass as an ugly girl but I doubt it. If I finally save up enough for ffs and after a year I still can't pass I'm just going to kill myself.
>>8260084
>hopes*
>>8260046
I know why I haven't. everyone is different anon, but I'll tell you and hope maybe my solution can help you a little.
I'm pissed. I'm fucking pissed. I fantasize about earning enough money to buy my fundamentalist christian parents a new house in their old age, waiting for them to move in and living there with them until they die, manufacturing perfect sounding excuses to shave my mother's head and throw out their favorite foods and burn their favorite insect-infested pieces of clothing which I have smeared honey on and set by an anthill and exact a thousand painful little sufferings on them for what they did to me, while I smile and watch them piss and shit on themselves in their old age. they can live out the rest of their miserable lives without inflicting any more needless suffering on any human being. that's what keeps me going in the morning, anon. I am so fucking mad that I want them to experience the same hell they're putting my dementia ridden grandfather through, except in a brand new house.
I used to be a lesbian, but after giving my life over to God now I'm married to a wonderful man and we have two kids together.
Homosexuality might be fun for a while, but in the end it feels empty and meaningless. My love for my husband is so much more magical than what I ever felt for my female partners and I believe the only way you can experience this kind of love is in a christian marriage with someone of the opposite sex. And my love for my kids is even more so and of course you can only have that in a heterosexual relationship. I wish that everyone here could understand what they're really missing out on.
I'm not here to pass judgement on you guys or anything like that, but if you're feeling tired and broken from your homosexual lifestyle I want you to know that there's a way out.
If anyone wants to know more or has feelings or heartache they want to share, I'm here to help or to listen.
>>8259529
It's almost as if you think that no gays have ever tried hetero relationships? Congrats on falling for the oldest meme on Earth. But honestly, sucking dick feels pretty fucking magical so I don't think I'm going to stop any time soon. Thanks for the offer though.
>>8259529
gays can get married now and have their relationships blessed by god. your miraculous conversion was unnecessary
>homosexual lifestyle
I'm a virgin and I still get my dick hard by looking at hot guys
tfw not Ciri edition
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>>8259296
Why is she so sad?
>tfw not a virtual youtuber
>>8259309
same
So this is what Trump was warning us about;
Not sure why the Mexicans got so upset.
(If you are MTF and don't get this you need to try harder)
>>8259241
wat
>>8259241
I would let every last Mexican into America if I got to look like that in return.
>>8259241
The mtf's either dress like dowdy madames or 12 year old gamer boys. They're facially fashion bankrupt
I'm gay and I know what ombre is.
How many fingers can you fit your pubic arch, /tttt/? 3 fingers here.
>>8258569
Where am I supposed to be shoving my fingers to even check this? Do I have to go in through the ass?
>>8258569
Are you a spooky scary skeleton or what? Is there any other way to check it that doesn't require ripping off all of your meat?
>>8258569
Instructions unclear, benis caught in ceiling fan
Sometimes I will look in the mirror and think I pass or even look cute. Then I will look in the mirror again like 15 or 30 minutes later and think I look like a man. It's like every time I look in the mirror I see something different. Sometimes I look in the mirror see a girl and I'm happy and not long after I will look in the mirror and see a man and want to die. Does this happen to anyone else? I hate this I can't even trust mirrors.
>>8258543
it's pretty common.
your brain shows you what you want to see but it can't keep up the illusion for very long.
that's when the hon reality kicks in
Hey, don't worry about it ( as bad as advise can get) im sure in time youll accept yourself as a girl, and im sure you look great and will get even better with time
>>8258593
Well… it may also happen for the directly opposite reason. At first your brain sees the truth but dysphoria and low self esteem comes in later.
Any other /legbutts/ on here with vitiligo?
>>8258419
I don't have that, but I'm an XX/XY human chimera, and had calico hair. It made me recognizable to people who'm I'd only been described to.
>>8258563
Have you transitioned because that? What proportions are you XX and XY?
>>8258667
No that isn't the reason I transitioned. I'm at the core feminine. Enough so I had to be taught how to thrust by my first gf.
I'm fairly well mixed 70%XX/30% XY. At my skin level there were patterns visible in my hair color before it turned gray.
>tfw you don't have enough money to afford HRT and you can't afford insurance so you just have to go as is
>>8257816
fuck - you from usa? Your country is fucked up of course as mine, but here 1 month hrt is 44$
>tfw canada pays you to be trans
>>8257816
>tfw you can afford it and about to get to start it in a month or two
GOTHBOICLIQUE edition. which gbc member do u want to kiss and hold hands with??
>tfw pic will never be u
• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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>>8257658
None
I want muh gf
I want muh bf
Real talk: how far are we from being able to give hons decent bodies? Asking for a friend definitely not for myself.
>>8257392
to far for this hon. I need my rib cage reduction NOW!
>>8257392
i would say pretty far, especially because these surgeries are considered to be cosmetic and only applicable to less than .1% of the population
>>8257458
You already can alter your rib cage it's just really dangerous.
If you have severe pectus excavatum they basically rip apart your entire rib cage and rebuild it.
>be a bi guy
>fuck a random fag in the ass
>now he chases you on FB, telegram, viber and other social networks
Why are fags so annoying?
>>8257235
This is why I lie my name in random hook ups and lie that I don't have social media.
>>8257235
That's what you get for being biscum.
>>8257235
Umm, maybe because he's likes you and wants to meet again? lol
I'm a 23yo male, and i had very few relationships, like 4 or 5 at max, and i have always been a confident person, knowing what i want from life and not giving a fuck about what others think about me, but caring a lot for other people instead.
I know this sounds retarded, but it's a serious doubt i still have about my identity.
I really, really enjoy reading gay comics, be they eastern or western drawn style. They mainly turn me on mentally, then the drawn artstyle really gets to me and i get hard as diamonds.
In real life i very rarely like guys though, especially if they are masculine or hairy. However, if the boy is feminine and gives me "fuzzy feelings" (be it for their mannerisms, posture or personality) i get turned on both by mind and dick, i'd say 80% mind and 20% dick.
Now, with females it's 90% dick and 10% mind, i love their bodies, but i can't bring myself to feel that "i want to share my life/passions/feelings with this person" vibe that i get with boys. This is an issue for me, as i'd love to feel this way about a girl, but for now i haven't found a single one able to make me feel like that, and here i wonder if it's my mind that's fucked up or what.
TL;DR am i romanticizing fictional gay relationships too much and not living in the real world? Is it distorting my views on real life relationships, both gay and hetero? Or are they separate fields and as such should be kept separate?
>>8257204
it may effect the expression there of, but not your base sexuality.
>>8257204
>TL;DR am i romanticizing fictional gay relationships too much and not living in the real world?
Yes
being gay is nothing, and i mean NOTHING, like whatever comics you've been reading. it's hell on earth
>>8257475
>it's hell on earth
depends on where you live actually
Hello, straight white male here.
So you know how *some* people say there is more than 2 genders? I have found away to not offend someone who says that but still disagree with them. There is only 2 genders:
One with a pussy, one with a dick. BUT there are more than 1 or 2 sexualities like trans and by.
So if someone says "there's more than 2 genders" say "there IS 2 genders but more than 1 or 2 sexualities" Or not. I'm 10 and most of you fucks want to offend those tumblr bastards. Bye.
My Grandfather smoked his whole life. I was about 10 years old when my mother said to him, 'If you ever want to see your grandchildren graduate, you have to stop immediately.'. Tears welled up in his eyes when he realized what exactly was at stake. He gave it up immediately. Three years later he died of lung cancer. It was really sad and destroyed me. My mother said to me- 'Don't ever smoke. Please don't put your family through what your Grandfather put us through." I agreed. At 28, I have never touched a cigarette. I must say, I feel a very slight sense of regret for never having done it, because your post gave me cancer anyway.
what the fuck is this shit
>>8257035
a 4 letter word that starts with b, ends with -it and rhymes with "mate"
How do I inception my little brother into being a trans?
He will wake up eventually. When he falls.
>>8256901
for what reason?
>>8256999
So OP can have sex with him
Answer me pls ! I don't want to loose this !
>>8256789
I never lost ability to get erections
>>8256806
good news. What was your hormonal treatment and dose ?
>>8256789
take bica as your AA