Did porn unlock my inner woman?
So like many I fell for trap, sissy, trans porn hqrd. Like past few years its almost all I watch. Gradually however it went from me wanting to plow these girls to wanting to be the girl. And even more so, noticing the clothing, hair, makeup, etc.
It's tovthe point now that when I'm at uni, or the mall or public in general I see girls and am suddenly jealous. Like all I want is to have long hair and knee high boots.
On top of that I've never been good with girls, ever. I'm wondering how I would fair with males and other trap/sissy/trans.
This has been my thought process for 3 or do years now and its killing me. What am I? What do I do? I enjoy being male as far as having a dick, but other than that everything female seems amazing and I get so jealous...
If you're like me, these thoughts will never go away. If you decide to not transition now, you'll consider it again in five years, and in ten, and in fifteen, until you either do it or kill yourself. Seek professional advice.
>>5232091
Fuck. :(
>>5232064
Why do you people need PROOFS about your "identity" so much? Just decide what features you want to have, what appearance you strive for and that's it. No deep thoughts, no doubts. It is like changing style of clothing. Yes it is more complicated and dangerous, but it is, on the other hand, easier that way. You will ALWAYS have doubts with "proofs" approach, and other people will always try to discourage your from doing it pressing this "proofs" button. But having nothing but aesthetic motive will help you enormously with dealing with those faggots and other shit. Try to change the attitude and do something. This whole "proofs" thing is just a vain circle jerkoff.
/b/tard here. I came here with pure curiosity.
>Was told /lgbt/ is basically Tumblr.
>Spend three minutes on /lgbt/
>/lgbt/ is basically Tumblr.
>>5235707
/b/tard is a codeword for newfag anyways.
See something you like?
>>5235728
newfag is a codeword for newfag anyways.
How do I know if I like boys? Is there a test I can do?
>>5225182
Sure. Bend over.
>>5225182
ayy where you live bb
>tfw you've had sex with boys but you don't know whether you like them
I don't really check them out in the street, and I think overly masculine men are kind of off-putting... but I liked taking the d.
how sad are you, /gaygen/?
old: >>5233831
>tfw no crazy bf who is literally crazy obsessed with you
>>5234716
not sad at all n_n
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Yesterday I read this nice overview of transgender issues. It was written by a doctor and touches on the history of gender as a philosophical concept, biological influences on gender identity, and the evolution of transgender medicine.
Hopefully someone here will like it.
https://newrepublic.com/article/123544/what-we-knew-of-the-sexes
>>5227972
Will read later, sorry I can't discuss it yet
>>5228011
It's a tl;dr of issues I've got first hand experience with, but thanks for sharing anyway.
Is that a trans girl in that picture and if so how od I look like her
If this is what I'm into, am I a fake gay?
yes, she's a girl now.
>>5224867
no, you just have shit taste.
>>5224907
Yeah but she looks fucking gross as a girl. A 10/10 guy though.
Am I the only gay person that doesn't understand other gay people? Maybe it's because of my far right upbringing, but I just want to live my life normally, enjoy my hobbies, go out for nice dinners, etc, and happen to be gay.
I have no desire to put on a lisp, or listen to Broadway or noodle my body in poses, nor am I looking for that in a partner. I also don't want to march around demanding everyone address my gayness like it's something I should be getting credit for.
But when I look around, that's literally all I see. A big gay parade of attention-whoring. Is this literally what they mean between the definition of a homo and a fag?
I can't handle it. I'm not sure if this makes me the weird gay or everyone else the weird gay.
>>5224089
we're a minority of a minority
but obviously its weirder to be an attention whoring queen than a normal person
Are you sure, because your behaving like a massive faggot right now, OP.
Some gay people have lisps and you notice them, other gay people don't have lisps and you don't notice them because they don't appear outwardly faggy to you. Oh, and you don't like Broadway? Oh, bravo, sir, so don't a lot of people. (Protip: many gay kids get into theatre as kids because it's usually a group of people who act less on a condescending dick to them, like you are now.)
>But when I look around, that's literally all I see.
No, it's all you notice.
Jesus Christ, OP, you're a fucking retard.
Let's get lewd.
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old >>5233179
dont steal memes.....
i'd rather not
>>5234653
>tfw your grandmother makes lewd comments about men's butts constantly
I'm just glad she does it in a language nobody speaks here.
Males and females have sexually dimorphic teeth so no matter how much effort trans people put in their external appearance their biological sex will still be identified every time. So if some trans woman dies in a plane crash investigators will still be able to tell from teeth that it's a dude (in case they don't find a skeleton with narrow hips and wide shoulders in one piece).
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3429995/
>>5229266
from the picture it looks like male is on the left and female is on the right
>>5229266
I wonder if anyone gets dysphoric about their teeth
straight girl here
my feelings for wanting to become a man have been getting stronger and stronger. I've always felt this way since I was a kid, but now, I can't stop thinking about gender and shit. Pic related, a man i simultaneously am attracted to and want to become. Found it while lurking /lgbt/ for a while. Dat masculinity, dat close shave beard, dose muscles, just everything is perfection.
I'm ashamed to admit it, but I had a genderfluid special snowflake phase during me late teens to freshmen college year, but that was retarded and the last thing I want is to repeat that garbage by becoming a gay ftm AKA one of the most retarded identities to exist.
Still, I can't help but to admire men and wish to become one. I hate women and everything they do. Men are better in every single way and gay men especially, to me, seem to be living the jackpot lottery.
>Men are smarter and better than women both physically and mentally
>Men tend to accomplish more and are more active and are responsible for most of the important discoveries of human history
>Men are interested in important stuff like science, math, philosophy, and video games while women are generally dull and into garbage shit like social justice or humanities
>Men are built for utility AND beauty in that utility, ie. muscles, strong pecs, strength, etc.
>penis, everyone wants the D
>gay men especially have easy access to sex and more intense bonding and camaraderie with men
>men aren't catty or as drama/attention whores as women
I can't stop thinking about this gender shit and how much it sucks to be a woman. Please help me.
Good try OP, almost fell for that bait. You can go back to shoving cheetos into your fat face now.
I think you need to get out of your head and start doing something you enjoy in your life.
>>5223137
wut
>>5223139
i do. I'm almost done with college, I'm doing an internship and after that I'll be either applying for a job or setting up my own business with a partner. I hang out with my friends a lot and also have hobbies like video games. But these thoughts will just hit me out of nowhere or whenever I'm lurking /lgbt/ or reading some random article, the gender ideas brought up by some anons make me go into full introspection mode and I can't turn off the faucet.
Gaygen - lewd hentai doujin edition(hard copy)
Whats ur favorite diujin, gg?
>>5233831
The ones involved with manry tings.
please do not reply to freddie. He needs to deal with his problems alone.
>>5233833
gay dude
>>5233835
oh ok so you dont wanna fuck up in person
i get it
How do we protect lgbt people and anime from muslims?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44vzMNG2fZc
>>5215627
>>5215627
Makes me scared for the future...
>>5215627
What group on this board do you find most annoying?
Vote here
http://strawpoll.me/5965370
i voted for all of dem
fuk u all :3
Both FTM and MTF that feel the need to identify themselves as such when it's not relevant, like in bigen.
If you really want to be a woman or man, why bring up your tranniness at every opportunity?
>>5202204
one time, i met a passing ftm dude. No idea he was ftm until he shyly coughed up and told me that he's ftm with no bottom surgery. I told him I was cool with it. Then I spilled the beans, told him I was bisexual. Literally ALL i said was "I'm bi" . The guy stormed out on me in a hot minute and acted all offended and shit. Telling me all this stupid shit about how he's not a fetish and blah blah blah.
I never implied or said anything but tell him my secret too. Like wtf?!
>That one trans girl that gives you hope all trans girls aren't horrible autists and lazy sacks of shit
What's her name, /lgbt/?
>>5231633
No such person exists.
>>5231633
Neeners
How do you find an online sugar daddy to pay for your clothes, laser hair removal, and hormones?
I don't know how much longer I can go wageslaving in the hopes that I can afford transition at best a few years from now. I'm struggling not to kill myself.
You don't just get everything in life handed to you because you're a whore. You have to at least prove your worth as a whore before anyone wants to spend money on you. Work harder if you want to sell yourself.
You also have to drop the woe is me routine. Nobody is going to care about a whores feelings of depression. At most you'll be placated with false words and money until you stop. You can't really think of yourself first in your life anymore
'mones aren't that expensive unless you're struggling to pay your rent or something. Everything else can wait
>>5209440
hormones are dirt cheap and unless you live in bumfuck most decent sized cities will have some resources available, whether its a sympathetic doctor or an informed consent clinic. start there, hormones will make you feel better and more capable of taking on everything else.