>21 year old male, feeling lonely as fuck all my life
>Bought a pack of diapers to soothe me sexually. Imagined a hot chick diapering me and treating me like a baby girl.
>Found out about sissy shit. Bought some panties, yoga pants, a skirt, a dress, a bra, etc
>Guys somehow enter the picture
>See myself as the girl in porn
>Develop feelings where I see a hot girl in real life and want to fuck/be them so I can slut around in their bodies
>Made an ad on craig's list, asking guys to message me if they're interested in fucking me, treating me like a whore and degrading me while I'm wearing some panties/lingerie.
>20 guys message me quickly
>Scared as fuck
>I just want to be a cute girl man
Disgusting. Why are so many mtfs freaks.
>>5371293
I just want to know where the fucking diaper fetishism comes from
>>5371106
As long as you keep your sexual life and your normal life separated you will be fine. Have some fun for a couple hours a week and then its business as usual.
>me be
>experience mtf gender dysphoria
>be mgtow hate woman and everything they stand for
why did god decide to play such a cruel joke on me
$5 says you got into the whole /r9k/ thing in the first place as a repression mechanism and/or jealously of women for being women
you dig your own hole by being such a gigantic beta faggot
>>5371069
>everything they stand for
lel
>experience mtf gender dysphoria
no you don't agp, an mtf wouldn't see herself as a "man" going his own way, ever
http://www.pinknews.co.uk/2015/12/10/us-hospital-to-begin-penis-transplants-next-year/
So what do you make of this?
Dick transplants are a thing, yet no one is trying to apply it to trans men because its easier to convince a donor to give his dick (post mortem) to a vet rather than a trans person.
Hardly surprising maybe, but in most organ transplants, the donor has no say in who it goes to, why do they get a say here?
They'll be dead, why should it matter to them where it goes?
More importantly, why are they being given that choice with this organ? If they donated their lungs, they could easily go to some chain smoking nazi or some shit, it doesnt matter, they dont get to decide.
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We're all just mentally ill crazy people. Why would somebody want to help indulge in our delusions?
>>5370811
Will they take living dicks (e.g. from trans women who would be happy to give them away)?
>>5370824
>mfw i've always wished to give my tits to a trans girl in exchange for a dick
Hey, gayboys.
I met a lot of gay people and fag hags, who are totally into Lana Del Rey. What's with gay men and their symbiotic fag hags, that they like her so much?
Personally I'm a huge fan of her. She sings some really weird shit, that I guess a lot of gay guys can identify with or something. Personally I almost never listen to the lyrics because I can't understand it (audibly), it's just that the sound nearly makes me orgasm.
Lana del sad and boring sings about stuff that sounds edgy but really all of her songs are shallow. I wanna see her on coke.
>>5370678
>Lana Del Rey
Who?
Ott's spiel on her is spot on if you haven't heard it.
Anyone with gay parents or grandparents? Just found out my granddad is gay.
> Talking with my great grandfather.
> Decided I was gonna come out to him. Do it.
> " I always knew you were a faggot. "
> " Too much sugar in your blood. You practically scream it. "
> Me: " Granddad don't be like that. It's hard being gay today. You're better than that. "
> " You don't know what hard is. "
> " Back when I was your age we were beaten to death if the wrong people found out. "
> " I remember my boy, back when I was in the navy. His name was Daniel. "
> " He was an angel. He'd wear my uniform, but it was too big for him. Made him look like he was wearing pajamas. "
> " He'd wear my cover and it'd sag down around his ears, curly tuffs of golden blond hair sticking out. His hair was brighter than the sun. "
> " He had the bluest eyes you'd ever seen. They were blue like the water of the Keys and lit with starlight. "
> " I think you'd call him a 'Twink' these days. Man who looks like a 12 year old boy, or a young woman? "
> " We just called them bitches. "
> " Eventually after an incident I married your grandmother as a deal not to lose my career. She was a good woman but she was poor. "
> " You kids these days can't grow up. You want everything handed to you. "
> " I may not have wanted her, but I was faithful to your grandmother. "
> " Gave her kids, she deserved them. Made sure she was taken care of till she died. Made sure to raise the kids proper. "
> " But my angel? My Daniel was murdered by a drunk, because of what he was. "
> " I got together with a couple of the sailors who were also faggots, and told them what happened. "
> " The police didn't care you see. "
> " But I was heart broken, and my pals knew how much I loved him. "
> " So we found him, got him in a back alley and beat the shit out of him. "
> " Then I raped him. "
> " I'm no murderer. But we made sure he'd never have children, and he'd regret what he did. "
> " Some officers found out, and I ended up marrying your grandma, who was one of their sisters. "
> " Don't bitch at me about bigotry. You don't know what that is. "
> " I don't think you'll ever know real hate these days. "
> " And I'm happy about that, even if it does stunt your growth a little. "
> " Find your angel, and never let another man lay a finger on him. "
> " And if another man does hurt him, you break that man boy, you hear me? "
> " Break him, because it's the only thing that will make you feel better. "
> " But you'll never feel better. Not really."
> My granddad looks at his hands for a while.
> " I used to be so strong. "
> " I was like a god once. "
> " Please don't waste your youth. Cherish how strong you are. "
> " I didn't, and I couldn't protect the things I love. "
> " And now I can't maintain the obligations I've made to others. "
> " It's miserable to grow old as a man. "
> " It's miserable to be weak. "
> " Especially when you don't have the ones you loved with you anymore. "
Pretty sure your own gramps killed Daniel
I finally told my therapist that I want to be a little girl after weeks of blathering about "feeling down", asked her what I should do and she just waffled on about "therapy isn't for solutions it's for finding out". I think I have overwhelmed her, How do I get a specialist gender therapist? Is my GP obliged to take me seriously or may he laugh and tell me to fuck off? Do I even need a gender therapist, how instrumental are they in rolling the ball forward? I am currently self medding.
My answer is dependent on how masculine you look so I can properly visualize how ridiculous it would be to have you say "I want to be a little girl" out loud.
>>5366346
I feel bad for your therapist, I bet you're 200lb.
>>5366357
Imagine Eddie Murphy saying it, so yeah, pretty comical come to think of it.
I'm an artist, I'm a performance artist. I'm hired to people to fulfill their fantasies, their deep dark fantasies. I was gonna be a movie star y'know, modeling and acting. After a couple of auditions and small parts I decided y'know I had enough, Then I got into the Escort world. The client requests contain a lot of fetishes, so I just decided to go y'know... full Master and change my entire house into a dungeon... Dungeon Master now with a full dungeon in my house and It's going really well. Fisting is my speialty..It costs about 300 bucks and usually the guy is pretty much hard on pop to get really relaxed y'know and I have this long latex glove that goes all the way up to my armpit and then I put on a surgical latex glove up to my wrist and just lube it up and it's a long process y'know to get your whole arm up there but it's an intense feeling for the other person I think for myself too, you go in places that even though it's physical with your hand but for some reason it's also more emotional it's more psychological too and we both get you know to the same place it's really strange at the same time and I find sessions like that really exhausting. I don't know I feel kinda naked because I am looking at myself for the first time, well not myself but this aspect of my life for the first time and it's been harsh... three to five years already? I never thought about it... Kinda sad I feel kinda sad right now, I don't know why..
>>5365648
D E E P D A R K F A N T A S Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mjq4MPiCNDg
Obligatory cancer.
Its shit like this that makes people hate you faggots.
Seek therapy you sick fuck.
Sup homos
Was wondering how your parents reacted when they found out you were gay/bi?
Did you tell them?
If it was harsh are you guys on good terms now?
my mom took it ok
my father told me it was the worst thing that had happened in his life and never spoke to me again after that.
>>5358830
>my father told me it was the worst thing that had happened in his life and never spoke to me again after that.
You okay?
I just feel like if I ever had a bf or anyone found out I was bi it would end up like this.What compels people to act like this?I never really thought about it but I really don't get it.How can parents act this way?
My parents took it okay. With everything considered I could say they took it great. Though I didn't tell them, my ex girlfriend did.
ITT weird shit you did as a kid that should have been red flags to your parents
>had an obsession with John Stamos on Full House
>fought my cousin for a pink hat one thanksgiving and had a temper tantrum because boys clothes didn't come in pink while my entire family was watching
>took ballet classes, learned to justify it by saying "of course, that's where all the girls are!"
Nothing because I was too afraid of my impossible obsession to voice desire for anything overtly feminine aloud. That said I did crossdress for every halloween past age 10.
>It's a joke, guys. Come on. Funny, right?
>>5356882
>never dated
>never played sports
keep it simple
>be me
>summer between 5th and 6th grade
>at motel near the beach with my mom, grandma and little sister
>wake up one morning in pain, go to bathroom, i have started my first period. it's brown and splotchy
>try not to cry, i've been dreading this since i knew it was going to happen
>try to wash off my underwear and put it in the dirty laundry
>mom takes me out on a "shopping trip" just her and me
>"anon you started your period. let's get pads."
>"no mom i think i just had bad skid marks."
> proceed to hide the fact that I had my period for two years by rolling up toilet paper and keeping it in my underwear, then burying soiled underwear in the garbage
>finally tell my mom i had my period when i was in 7th grade and didn't want to go to school that day
also
>refused to wear a bra until i started getting made fun of for having pointy tits
>wore sports bra only until mom forced me to wear a real one
now i have awful saggy tits and i'm trans but i'll never come out lol
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1st for about bloody time
>not cramping
>not getting emotional
>not getting migraines
w-what are u lizardmen?!?!?
First for >tfw no anyone
Hi /lgbt/
I always used to say that I would try about anything twice, but never would I consider being gay. I was in a relationship with a girl for four years, but I was in a deep depression for a while and over my lifetime it caused me to be delusional. She left me, and I became extremely lonely.
I say this because I went to a party and me and some other guy were being told to kiss the whole night by this really drunk nutty lady. We didn't in front of her, but we met later that night and kissed with tongue and all for a good 5-10 seconds. There was another party at the same place and he was there. We ended up talking for a while and then making out for a long time. We were going to go a lot farther, but I was really drunk and at that point I had to pee a lot (I hate having to pee when I'm doing anything sexual, and that's all I was thinking about). If I didn't have to pee we definitely would have done a lot more.
I am wondering how other people realized they were something they didn't expect to be, or if people always felt a certain way and society repressed them. I question if my feelings were genuine, or if I was just lonely and an opportunity presented itself. I haven't really noticed much difference in the way guys look. I learned to just appreciate everyone's looks equally, but I often only think about getting with girls. I don't really go up to girls anyways, but I don't think I would go up to a gay,or bi guy if I knew he was (that may just be because I am shy). I rationalized that I would never want to be in a long term relationship with a guy because I want children of my own genes (granted there are other ways of doing that, but I also felt it may be important to have a wife if we ever had a daughter).
For some reason I assume this is a common thing. I don't associate with being bisexual for these reasons. I guess I want to know what you all think, or what your experiences are.
Pic unrelated.
>>5372371
holy shit that looks tasty
>>5372394
It was! Tomato, cucumber, avocado, lettuce, red onion, textured vegetable protein (often abbreviated TVP) & if I remember correctly apple cider vinegar. This is a pic from a while ago.
http://www.ibtimes.com.au/biologist-develop-transgenic-tobacco-plants-trans-people-grow-sex-hormones-home-1488230
>The biologist and artist from Baltimore in the US, Ryan Hammond, is aiming to produce supplements easier with the genetically modified plants, Motherboard reports. He found tobacco essential for the project due to earlier discoveries of the capacity of the plant to produce pharmaceuticals.
>The biologist is planning to consult people working in the synthetic biology field to secure a safe process to produce the products. Bioengineering scientist and research fellow at NASA Ames Research Centre, Josiah Zayner, said that Hammond’s future work is “totally plausible.”
a penny for your thoughts, /lgbt/
>>5372021
How will you consume it? Will you need to go through some messy process like turning coca into cocaine to get a usable product?
>>5372021
>background in art
>crowdfunding a genetic engineering experiment to grow sex hormones to distribute to trans people
>including testosterone, a controlled substance used as a performance enhancer
Jeez doesn't sound fishy at all
Even assuming this is actually legitimate and not some dickhead trying to rip off gullible trannies or sjws who want to show how progressive they are by throwing money at things, how are people supposed to process the plants by themselves? How do they plan to keep the testosterone plants out of the hands of juicers? How is this supposed to be in any way preferable to just ordering some fucking pills online for like 30 bucks a month?
>>5372117
you're a stupid moron with an ugly face and a big butt and your butt smells and you like to kiss your own butt
dick edition
Eh now.
>tfw you secertly love black and brown men
>tfw too racist to fuck them
why are most of you gay guys so pussy about self defense?
judging by the way you talk I could probably kill any of you with nothing but my fists
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YAY! I GOT TO START ONE
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tfw you will never murder shitposters like michelle or faye
>>5371403
it's all just clever angle-ing brah
don't get your panties twisted
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1st for
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>>5370507
how to grow chest hair like samurbi?
>posting rugby's TC
Literally nobody relevant wants to associate with that fat ugly loser