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>MtF
>No interest in sex
>Some interest in an otherwise normal relationship with a man
>Raging fetish for stuffing and weight gain
The problem is, I have no idea whether or not my fantasies are actually sexual.
As a teenager, when the people around me were starting to talk about masturbation, I went through a phase of forcing myself to jack off to the closest thing I could find to actual sexual desire to convince myself I was normal. But while it was pleasurable in the same way as a sneeze or a good shit, it always had to be a conscious effort and I never really enjoyed it. Once I finally came round to the fact that I'm a genetic dead end, I just stopped bothering.
But I still fantasise. Sometimes there will be a feeder, and sometimes I'll just be eating, but I can't get away from the same fascination with the idea of being stuffed and enjoying it.
For as long as I can remember, I've found mastication and the whole digestion process revolting. On top of that, there are certain flavours and textures people normally like that I can't stand, like sugar and grease and heavy starch. Last night, I woke up crying because I dreamt I had to *gasp* eat a doughnut. As a result, I've always been skinny af, and found it very difficult to change. It's not a body image thing; I hate how bony I am almost as much as I hate my dick. But for whatever reason, if I try to eat anything beyond a carrot it just comes back up.
Which is where my fetish comes in. In fantasy, I can eat all the things I should be able to, and wear clothes in adult sizes, and not have strangers stare at me for looking like Salad Fingers. It's on my mind constantly. Every time I see someone on the street with a cute little muffintop or a hint of a double-chin I get so jealous, and it all matches what I've heard about weight gain fetishists, but having no point of reference for what sexual arousal feels like I can't tell if a fetishist really is what I am.
Diagnose me, legbutts. Show me how fucked up I am.
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>>5520572
>But for whatever reason, if I try to eat anything beyond a carrot it just comes back up.
You need to get yourself to a doctor ASAP. This isn't the time to have Internet assholes call you names or ERP with you. You've got a long-standing eating disorder, and are both aware of this and want to put it behind you. You should get on that, if you can.
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>>5520642
Thanks for that. I've been putting off trying to get a referral for this shit for a while. I'll call right now.
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>mtf
I bet you look like a dude and are a dude. Girls don't have weird ass shit like you have going on in your head.
But continue calling yourself "mtf" if it makes you feel better
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>so today i was getting my hair cut, like a normal person
>i went to a well-reviewed salon, because i wanted a decent hair cut for once
>i swear to god as soon as i stepped through the door, i knew i had made a mistake
>the atmosphere was like a hyperbaric chamber of snooty self-absorbedness
>everyone in there was rich, white, probably republican
>they were the kinds of privileged and completely insane housewives that showtime would make a satire series about
>but i had already made the appointment, so i was committed
>after about a half hour wait, the lady who was doing my hair called my name
>people start giving me looks because it’s a female name even though i’m clearly a tranny
>but i sit down and she starts going to work
>for a minute i think everything is going to be fine
>maybe she won’t cause me any trouble
>but then she asks
>“so, uh, how do you feel about transgender rights activism?”
>then i did a subtle head shake, kind of staring daggers at her as if to say this wasn’t an appropriate subject
>but she pushed it further
>“it would just be nice to hear your opinion on it”
>she was trying my patience. i told her, “i don’t have any opinion about it”
>then she said, “oh really?” as if she didn’t believe me
>as if it were impossible for someone to not have an opinion on a subject
>as if somehow in her thick, aging skull, we live in a world where everyone must have an opinion on every single thing
>as if anything else would be physically impossible
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>so i said, “yeah, i don’t think about that stuff. i don’t know anything about it. i wouldn’t have an opinion about something i don’t think about or pay any attention to, would i?”
>she looked at me skeptically
>”but isn’t that kind of stuff important to you, having rights?”
>i said “no it’s not important to me, i don’t know anything about it. i don’t even know what rights you’re talking about”
>at this point i could tell she was seething
>not externally, but deep down somewhere. it was easy enough to infer
>she opened her big, annoying bitch mouth again
>and said something totally inappropriate
>she said “what about going to the bathroom? isn’t that an important thing for transgender people?”
>i told her, “no i don’t have any problems going to the bathroom, thank you very much. no one’s stopping me from taking a piss. if someone tried to stop me from taking a piss, i would just piss my pants because i don’t really care either way”
>at this point i was shocked i still had the stamina and grace to continue answering her invasive questions
>“what about healthcare?” she said
>”i have a doctor just like everybody else” i say through gritted teeth
>she was visibly perturbed by this, because as it turns out, her question about healthcare was meant to imply something even more sinister, which at this point she finally worked up the gall to ask me explicitly
>she said “well i mean, what about getting sexual reassignment surgery and things like that? isn’t it kind of difficult for many transgender people to afford those things?”
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>so here she was
>asking me about my genitals
>in a salon
>where i just wanted to get a decent haircut like a normal person
>but she’s asking me about my genitals
>i said “no if i wanted to chop off my dick, i’d just use a knife thank you very much. there are plenty of knives around my house. honestly you are insane. you are an offense to human society. unlike you, most people have the decency to never bring up such things, but i see that you lack all social graces. finish my haircut at once and then i shall go, and never again will i return to this disgrace of a salon”
>so she finished my haircut
>it wasn’t bad
>and it turns out it only cost $30, even though it said it was $45 on their web site
>it would have been more with a tip, but obviously i wasn’t going to tip her after that
>if i go there again i’ll ask for a different stylist
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>>5517825
>i'm clearly a tranny
Why aren't you trying harder to pass?
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Straight mtf here. How do i have a good anal sex? I only been fucked in my butt 2 times. I really love cocks...
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Lol, trans girls really love the cock. Is that a phenomenon? It seems sissy fantasy.
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>>5517491
Really, what's not to love about cock? (Except possibly owning one)
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>>5517491
Brain washed sissy kittens, trying to explain away the tendencies that were subliminally implanted in their mind.
>I'm just trans, I swear.
Of course, we all believe we're trans.
>tfw will never be a /pol/ack's personal fucktoy on a leash that says 'degenerate', called a mentally sick boy while he's hatefucking me from behind and manhandling my breasts with visible disgust in his eyes, his hands owning every inch of my body he touches even cheekily squeezing my bits down there, slipping his fingers into my wet foreskin as I am begging him to stop but he just stuffs my mouth with his fingers and calls me a "subhuman swine that doesn't know when to shut up" then passing me to his /r9k/-browsing friend living in his mom's basement who grabs me by hair, force me down on my knees and waits for me to wrap my lips around his smegma-filled uncut dick otherwise he would kill me by emitting a deadly high-pitched reeee sound. My fuhrer would then laugh as he's crushing my hormones into powder and putting it on his and his friend's dick (no homo) that I have to snort it off their big thick Aryan dicks
I need help.
Help
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>>5519617
I'm sincerely bothered that you were so close to make your greentext one sentence but had to make a second one at the end.
Yes, I'm autistic.
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Well, I have a boner. Thanks /lgbt/ I just came here to fuck with the lesbian general, and now I want to rape a tranny. Where'd you live, faggot? Maybe I can come over and sodomize you.
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tl;dr
But you sound so very controlling from the beginning for someone who wants to be someone else's fucktoy. Quite ironic.
I don't think you have been abused before, so just be glad for it.
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> Have guy friend
> Handsome, amazing individual.
> Not a lot going on career wise but he works hard and is trying to build his life.
> Smart, funny.
> Every little thing he does is just amazing. His smiles, body language, laugh, attitude, they all set me on fire.
> Talk together all the time, kinda best friends.
> He's currently going through some shit. Texting me about it.
> He's hurting/upset and I can't help him.
> Just want to go over there and hold him. Tell him everything is alright.
> He's not interested in me like that.
> He'll never be interested in me like that.
> I'll never be with him.
> Why even live?
Everyone has someone they can't have, but they want terribly. Who is he /lgbt/?
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>>5517750
>Who is he?
Sam. He is a boy who lived down the street. We were both raised in a small town to stay in our yards, and we did not meet until one day we did. How? I'd have to ask him. I was college age and he two years younger-- we were both 120 lbs and 5'7". I was pale with chin-length dirty blonde hair: an intellectual and a hermit. He was paler than me, to my jealousy, with shoulder-length raven black hair: he wore polo shirts and blue jeans. He knew how to grow a garden and was always reading something. He drew zombies and dark things. These were torn up by his parents, so I kept them safe for him. His father worked at a college and could have paid his tuition. He left his Amish home cooking and when I spent time with him, he reeked of cheap cigarettes and cheaper food. I wanted to take care of him, but it would have taken him away from his job.
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>>5517920
sounds like you dodged a bullet
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NSFW images of SRS:
Suporn: http://imgur.com/a/uyukj
Chett and McGinn: http://imgur.com/a/6q7ao
Brassard: http://imgur.com/a/ihDCg
Misc SRS: http://imgur.com/a/6ueJD
Unknown SRS: http://imgur.com/a/f0jRN
Questions? Hopes? Gossip?
Which surgeon are you going to? What do you think of the pictures? Who has the worst and who has the best SRS vag?
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Going to Brassard and Bélanger on the 25th. Starting to get nervous. Seeing pictures that only show the results not too long post-op hasn't helped.
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Probably Chettawut. I've seen a few in person and after that Suporn horror story from /cd/ and the hideous realself one (http://i.imgur.com/0kQ10av.jpg) from him , I figure the chances of getting a good or bad result are about even between the two.
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>>5470235
Are you sure that realself one is from Suporn?
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Why dooes female clothing attract me so much? 2016-01-09 23:35:47 Post No.5521865
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Why dooes female clothing attract me so much?
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If I even see a girl in a short skirt and heels, it's like an instant trigger, I wanna wear her clothes so bad and get super hard just thinking about it. It makes me feel like her in a way. I used to get hard just thinking about turning into an animal but now it's body swapping with an attractive female.
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>>5521865
Hmm not sure. I feel the same way but it doesnt make me hard or turn me on. Maybe its fetish of yours?
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PCI Express.
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Women's clothing is designed to be sexual objectified, they are not designed for function. Is it really that weird you find them attractive?
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I wish a guy materialized in my room out of the blue, said absolutely nothing, just seized my throat to make me stand up away from the computer screen so he could savagely tear up whatever I wear with his hands while he remains clothed. Then he would laugh at my nude freak body as he's unbuckling his belt. He'd throw me on my bed, move my ass so he is standing right behind it, carelessly shove my face into the mattress with his palm and enters me with his warm thick expanding cock. He isn't gentle, it hurts and it hurts bad but he isn't concerned about that. He isn't concerned about me possibly bleeding inside, he instead just grabs my hair and pulls it as he's thrusting and it hurts to tears but he doesn't care. He stops, triumphantly slaps my sore butt then slaps my weepy face and grabs it with both of his hands and just rams his cock into my throat. He pulls out his cock soaked with my drool and pins me down, puts one of his hands around my neck and comes all over the shame between my legs. Then he looks me in the eyes and says I will never amount to anything and that I am only good as his cock sleeve and that he'll come back.
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this is the kind of thing that you really only want in fantasy
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>>5521339
So was becoming a girl, but look where I am now.
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Then he sucks your dick hard and rides it until he cums all over your face
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Shit has hit the fan, be it day of rope, refugee uprising or the Trump has been stumped and you have to flee and survive in a more brutal environment, what gear would you take?
innawoods.net/
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just my estrogen and a pink gun.
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>>5482182
Don't have any guns or really any weapon. I'd probably just die, no way I could take care of myself living "off the land".
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Gay General: Beards Edition 2016-01-09 19:23:36 Post No.5520741
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Gay General: Beards Edition
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A good beard can make any man at least 2 points hotter. Discuss.
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THAT FEEL WHEN YOURE GENES ARE SO GAY THEY DONT EVEN LET YOU GROW A BEARD
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>>5520741
this is scientifically proven
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>tfw no bf
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i need your help to sort somethings in my head, recently i have this memories of my childhood, memories of when i would put on my cousin dresses and panties and also my moms makeup, this memories came back when i was 17 and put on a skirt to go to school, i did because a friend dared me, i felt a trace of shame, but also really good, that feeling came back when i was 18 and letting my hair long, and someone mistook me for a woman, that feeling also cameback when someone told me i have feminie factions, so i been strugling with this, forgeting it, and remembering later, but now its unbearable i need help, i need to know if i might be trans.
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>>5523819
then go to gender therapist or something :P
I mean, I`ve got same feelings for some time before I had courage to do something. It won go away, so talk with someone about that
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>>5523819
oh god that pic
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How do I get over someone /lgbt/ It's been close to a year at this point since I saw them, but it seems like it was yesterday. I dreamed about them everyday for months, i still think of them. I bet they've long forgotten me and it hurts.. I really hoped I would get to see them more but it's not gonna happen and I just want to go a single day now without feeling like this.
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Bump because I would like to know too.
Similarly, I broke up my ex little over a year now and I still think of him often. It was a bad breakup,I don't wanna be with him again and I don't love him anymore. I know he's found someone else but somehow I keep remembering him and the time we spent together. I think it's because I haven't made any real efforts to find someone new and I'm single af.
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>>5522870
You just find someone better. That is the only way to get over it.
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I'm getting into reading and figured there might be some good trans related books, preferably MtF. Trans doesn't have to be the basis of it
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In search of Eve
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>>5521256
I am jazz
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>>5521256
jesus just read regular books this is how tumblrinas are made
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So I heard gay men hate women. Is this true?
I just want a male friend who doesn't talk or interact with women. I crave male affection and relationships. The thought of spending my time with a woman sickens me. Is this a homosexual trait?
Tell me more.
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>>5523642
A lot of gay men hate woman. Women learn have very one sided relationships with men with the expectation that their side is filled out by the desire of the man. Expecting that to carry over to a gay man who gets nothing out of the one sided relationship means a woman ends up being a shitty friend.
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I hate women.
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Men get taught "if she won't fuck you, she's worthless," then gay men get a double dose from not wanting her in the first place. It's simple.
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>Post your top 3 favorite musicians
>Post your top 3 favorite film directors
>Others guess sexual orientation and gender identity
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>>5515560
Fuck you, Mike was a better singer than Brian.
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>Animal Collective, Peter Ivers, Brian Wilson
>Eric Rohmer, Yasujiro Ozu, Andrew Bujalski
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>>5515573
You're really unintelligent.